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thedeluluverse · 6 months
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TA-DA!!!!
Author’s Note: Was inspired by this screenshot from a reaction video from the YouTube channel “Imagine with Bts”. So, shout out to them for the inspo!
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CR: YT channel, Imagine with Bts
Summary: It’s almost the end of September and you’re having a chill weekend with your boyfriend Tae. That is until your insecurities get the best of you… he won’t let them stay for long though don’t worry 😏
Pairing:  artsybf!Tae x oc!Nari.
Rating: 18+
Genre: smut, fluff, established relationship, oneshot, body insecurities
Word Count: 2,201
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI  explicit content, oral sex (f. receiving), breast play, unprotected sex and breeding kink (don’t be dumb irl guys), pet names, squirting, clit play, praise kink, neck kissing, shower play.
It is a beautiful day, but neither you nor your boyfriend, Tae, are paying attention. On a rare mutual day off, y'all have opted to sleep in and have a relaxing day enjoying each other's company uninterrupted for once (minus the occasional tending to Yeontan).
Awaking to an unseasonably warm day, you head straight for the shower as you feel disgusting. At the same time, Tae takes Yeontan on a walk and gets his signature strawberry juice ready for you both to enjoy after your shower.
You make it a self-care session, doing all the maintenance you've been putting off lately and your entire skincare routine. This overheats you, of course, so you wander into the kitchen looking for something to drink in nothing but a robe. Hearing the bathroom door open, your boyfriend has fixed you a tall glass of iced strawberry juice for a situation like this!
However, he almost drops the glass while handing it to you because, to him, you are the embodiment of beauty right now. He doesn't want to overwhelm you, though, so he chooses a lighter compliment, "Nari, you look more delicious than my strawberries, woh!". You playfully push his shoulder and shake your head.
Despite doing everything that should've made you agree with him, your insecurities have snuck up again lately. So, your reply was, "Oh, stop it. I feel like I've gained weight lately, and my acne is raring back up.. You're sweet, but don't lie to me, babe…".
He doesn't like that at all, and before you know it, he has you backed up against the kitchen counter, one hand on your hip, the other on your chin, forcing you to focus on his intense chocolate gaze.
After kissing the top of your head, forehead, nose, cheeks, and finally, a quick peck on the lips, he says, "Never think my words are simply words, jagiya. Yes, I'm a nice person, but I'm not a liar. I've seen your body in all sorts of different conditions, and I think you are gorgeous in all of them. I don’t care about weight or perfect skin; your hormones are probably flaring up. I love you no matter what changes your body may undergo".
Tears well up in your eyes, and you jokingly say, "Yeah, but you're biased, heehehe".
He doesn't take kindly to that and isn't sure you are joking, so he flips you onto his shoulder like a feather and tosses you onto the bed. Your eyes widen as he takes off your robe, which is barely covering anything at this point. "Wh-what are you doing, jagi?"
He just smirks as he grabs the restraints and softly ties them around your wrists and ankles. "Um, hello, can you hear me? Wow, just gonna walk away like this?" you shout after him as he disappears into the spare room.
A few minutes later, he returns in only an apron and his boxers, carrying his painting supplies. Your brows knit in confusion as he still hasn't said anything to you, and you feel the first drop of cold paint hit your ankle. "KIM MOTHERFUCKING TAEHYUNG WHAT ARE YOU DOING??!!"
He throws his head back, laughing, and replies, "Sshhh jagiya, the master is at work." Not knowing why that calmed you an immense amount and started a pool between your legs despite not getting an answer.
The strokes become calming, and you almost doze off when you feel the brush graze the area right above your pussy. He is crouched down so your view is reminiscent of when sinful things are happening between your thighs, making you clench around nothing. He notices you looking at him and cocks an eyebrow at your confused look, only murmuring, "Be patient; you'll see soon enough, my love."
The suspense is driving you insane but is also enticing, so you decide to be patient as you are convinced he is just doodling on you, making you wait as he knows you hate waiting for things. He almost caves and discards the paint supplies once he reaches your supple breasts.
He hates seeing you speak badly about your chest and doesn't care if they aren't the most perky set in the world. They belong to you, and that is what makes them perfect. Determined to help you see that, he stays on task.
The contact of the bristles on your already sensitive nipples is enough to bring you to the brink at this point, but you aren't sure what you are up to and don't want to lose a game that you don't know the rules to. So, with every ounce of determination, you hold back…for now.
He makes this even more challenging as he begins tracing your neck and jawline with the bare brush, the light touches giving you layered goosebumps all over.
Following the brush, his tongue traces the same pattern achingly slowly, and then soft kisses follow until they turn into harsh love bites. He then slinks back down your body and finally gives your pussy the attention it has been craving.
His intention to tease you with his tongue doesn’t last long as he tastes how ready you are for him and how sweet you smell and taste after your attentive self-care. He swiftly brings you to the brink of your first climax, then abruptly stops and gets up again.
You are about to scream out in frustration, but the sight of his erection creating a tent in his apron as he scurries off is too comical. He comes back right away with a camera and a mirror. You finally speak up again, "Tae, listen, everything has been great, trust me. Just please talk to me. I'm going crazy over here!".
He chuckles, seeing you beg like he knew you would eventually. "Oh jagiya, you're so cute like this; I want to remember it forever." With that, he takes a series of photos until he is satisfied.
He leans forward, his bulge on your thigh as he kisses the tip of your nose, "Don't worry, pretty, I'm about to unveil the art exhibit.". He stands up and holds the full-length mirror above you, and you instantly feel tears running off your face. Down your entire body, he has written affirmations, adjectives he attributes to you, flowers, stars, strawberries, and the word "perfect" in every language he knows.
He has paid particular attention to the areas you are most self-conscious of, including your tits, thighs, fupa, neck, and arms. Even taking the time to draw intricate vines all over your hands and fingers with flowers, no thorns attempting to show you the beauty he sees every time he looks at you.
Honestly, he has made you into a sincere masterpiece. Your photographer's eye is in awe, and you make a mental note to bug him to show you the pictures he captured earlier! As you are going through everything again, you pause, eyes widening. "Ta-Tae…." "Yes, my sweet, what is it?"
All you can do is point to where you felt the brush above your pussy earlier, "Does that say what I think it does???" He flashes his shy yet lustful smile as he places the mirror down and walks toward you. "If you think it says '내 것,'* you are correct, my star.". *(Mine in Korean).
All you can do is bite down on your bottom lip and look down as you blush even more! Darkly chuckling, he leans forward, placing his knee right up against your entrance as he wraps his hand around your throat while whispering, "You like me claiming you, princess?"
He places his thumb right over your sensitive clit, not moving it, while inserting a finger into your arousal, then tastes it while moaning at how good you taste for him. "Damn my heart, you really like it when I get possessive, don't you?" as he raises an eyebrow.
Your chest is heaving, and you breathily moan out, "Yes, yes, yes, I do. Please fuck me; make me yours, Daddy!". He is shocked, then amused by this new name, "Oh, you cute little thing, you want to make me a daddy? Patience, soon enough, first, I'm going to make you feel good, my perfect muse.".
He keeps his knee in place for you to grind upon like a desperate, aroused creature as he sucks on, flicks, and lightly twists your clit until you gush all over his knee. Not stopping, he moves his knee to slide three fingers into your primed pussy while rubbing swift circles on your ever-sensitive bundle of nerves as he sits on his heels, watching his exhibit come to life. In no time at all, you squirt all over him from how good you are feeling.
As you come down, you start to feel embarrassed, but he assures you that it is sexy and hopes you never hold back for him. You promise not to, and he smiles down at you while encasing your thighs with his and starts undoing the restraints. Giving soft kisses to where they were tied, he places his forehead on yours and says, "It's daddy's turn, princess."
Ridding himself of his apron and boxers in a flash, he rams every inch into you and holds back an immediate climax. He typically isn't one to immediately cum. However, he has been straining against his boxers, staring at your immaculate form for hours now, plus you still being a lake for him has an intense effect.
The whole time he is ramming into you while he either chokes you or gives you his fingers to suck on, he is spewing praise-filled filth, only adding to your orgasm count by the moment. "You like feeling my bulge through your cute belly, my sweet? Want me to fill it full of my cum, make you all glowing and round with our child? Let me hear you scream for jagi.".
With these words and your own imagination, you cum another three times and squirt as you feel him fill you to the brim, his deep voice moaning your name, sending shockwaves to your core.
After a second release into your throbbing cunt, he collapses next to you, gently sweeping your hair out of your face giving you sweet kisses and smiling between them as you are both so elated from the many layers of bliss that just happened.
He calmly carries you to the bathroom, letting you sit in the second bathtub while he prepares a shower for both of you. Typically, you would just cuddle after, but with the smearing of your mixed arousal and paint, you both decide against it.
He stands you up, and you are a bit wobbly still, but you feel secure in his grasp. He lovingly washes your hair, massaging your scalp, and then delicately washes the paint from your body, making you pout a little.
He notices and tilts your head up, "Don't be sad, Nari-a; remember, I took photos for this precise reason." Your eyes instantly light up, and you start attacking him with kisses even more full of love than ever before.
Enjoying it but shocked at the sudden energy shift, he asks, "What was that for, babe?" You cheekily smile and say, "Oh, just for being the best boyfriend I ever thought I'd have." He grins, tears in his eyes with mutual adoration for you, "You bring it out of me, so you should thank yourself, but you're so sweet- wait, what are you doing?"
He exclaims as he sees you squat down, "Oh nothing, daddy, just trying to make you feel good too. Is that a crime?" He chuckles as he runs a hand through his hair and down his neck, "I mean, no, but aren't you tired? You don't have to do this, you know.".
Looking up at him, you lick a broad stripe across his slit and say, "I know. I want to.". He grabs a handful of your hair and says, "Well, what princess wants, she gets." At this, you shift into some sort of otherworldly sex demon, paying the perfect attention and pressure to his balls while your tongue carves murals into his shaft.
It doesn't take long before he empties himself down your throat, making your desire return tenfold. He senses this and pins you up against the cold shower tile and plays with your clit while easing himself into your pussy from behind, teasing your ass with his pinky until you are practically climbing the walls from the 2nd most intense orgasm of the day.
You both exit the shower, light your favorite candle, set the LED lights to a soft orange glow, and cuddle as you wait for the Panda Express to arrive. Barely a word is spoken, but you just bask in the unconditional love and adoration that you have for each other.
Once you've eaten, you just listen to music until he feels you nod off on his chest. Careful not to jostle you, he lays you in the freshly made bed and wraps his arm around your waist as you drift off into the best sleep of your lives, with Yeontan softly snoring in the background.
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ehcb · 1 year
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Hypnos and Aergia 3 - Goddy Shaming
Aergia done forgot the golden rule that Literally Everyone Is Mentally Ill About This :v
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thirdeyedspirit · 1 year
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sharing my poetry because why tf not!!
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They called me cockroach.
I know I talked about this with my therapist. I know I'm supposed to be over it. I know it's been over twelve years.
But they called me cockroach.
I can't remember if I hated them before that or if my hatred was born of self-hate.
They called me cockroach, and school wasn't supposed to be that hard. Adults were not supposed to turn a blind eye. I was not supposed to depend so much on a thirteen-year-old girl whose friendship was more like a rocking boat.
They called me cockroach, and I wasn't supposed to burn my hair every morning so I would avoid other nicknames. Insults. I wasn't supposed to bleach and cut and starve and survive like a bunny in the jungle. Like a cockroach in a kitchen.
They called me names and washed their hands after talking to me. They did a daily search of my bag and stole my things. I let them.
They pulled my pants down and laughed at the size of my thighs, so I stopped going to gym class. I slipped to the library, ate hidden between pages, and innocently forgot my swimsuit. Somehow the only one with a sanction was me.
They made me run for everyone to see. They measured me and screamed the results like a football game. They gently shook their heads when I couldn't reach my toes standing up.
They made me hate myself to the point of making myself sick. The more they teased the worse I became. They taught me I wasn't worthy of love, so I pushed everyone else out. My weight became my armor.
And finally, I was safe. As safe as a Sea World killer whale. Bended fin and captivity tag.
I learned to put on a show and jump through hoops. I did what was asked and got rewarded for it.
Friends. Better nicknames.
I complained of the tank but I was safe there. No one could touch me. No one would hurt me.
And I stayed. Quietly still I stayed until I found you.
They called me cockroach. But you called me princess. You saw my scars and kissed them all. You paved my way out of that prison and into the open sea.
They called me fat, but you called me perfect. You heard my cry and stayed and asked me to tell you more. You went out of your way to make me happy. You made me happy.
You taught me to be happy with my own skin and once I did, everything fit better. Everything looked brighter.
Leaving me was a mistake because no one will ever love you like I did. No one will ever want to make you as happy as I wanted to.
Leaving me was the best you could do. Because I found myself in the pain, and I fixed myself in the sunlight.
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insidethemandala · 4 months
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Fall in love with your naked Body, you only have this one. <3
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sheenakate28-blog · 10 months
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Module 4: ME, MYSELF, AND I: BODY IMAGE, RITES OF PASSAGE, AND GENDER AND SEXUALITY ISSUES
This module has provided me with valuable insights into body image, rites of passage, sex, gender, and sexuality. It has encouraged me to reflect on my experiences and thoughts, especially about body image.
Before this module and the small group activity, I was greatly upset by a particular part of my body. It all started with an incident where a stranger criticized my appearance based on their standards. This encounter left me feeling self-conscious and discouraged.
However, the module and the group discussion profoundly impacted me. They created a supportive space where I realized I wasn't the only one facing body image issues. Discovering that many of my classmates were also going through similar challenges during this phase of young adulthood gave me hope and reassurance.
This module has taught me the significance of exploring body image, rites of passage, and topics related to sex, gender, and sexuality. It has empowered me to address my concerns and find comfort in the shared experiences of my peers. I now understand that these issues are part of a self-acceptance and personal growth journey. By embracing our unique physical attributes and appreciating the diversity within our group, we can develop resilience and become successful and productive adults in the future. This newfound knowledge and validation will guide me toward self-acceptance and contribute to my growth and development.
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carrylovescurry18 · 2 months
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I really love about Aziraphale is that he indulges so unapologetically in the things that delight him. Food, drinks, books. And that Crowley loves to indulge him also. It really makes me feel less bad about indulging in things.
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road works ahead?
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justherehelpme · 11 months
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Any one out here i can vent too??
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thedeluluverse · 6 months
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LOOK FORWARD TO IT :D
I know it's late but new Tae fic coming in a few hours!
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ciegeinc · 1 year
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VMAN Magazine Spring 2023 Mock Cover
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ofhumanvoice-a · 1 year
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𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐒 .
RULES:  Repost, do not reblog. Bold always applies. Italics applies sometimes.
ARIES:   tries to do everything at once, doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate.
TAURUS:   idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesn’t like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general, a tad co-dependent.
GEMINI:   the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them.
CANCER:   the literal meaning of i’ll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them.
LEO:    no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always.
VIRGO:   can dish it but can’t take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are.
LIBRA:   solves everyone’s problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love themselves.
SCORPIO:     easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any given time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they oftentimes find out things that hurt them, too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true self.
SAGITTARIUS:     impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them.
CAPRICORN:    scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7, takes a lot for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally.
AQUARIUS:    gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little.
PISCES:     empathetic often to a point of no return, plays the victim, doesn’t know when to say no, cynical, hermit, is very impatient, trusts everyone too much, can be secretly very critical and judgmental, can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction, needs a lot of validation.
stolen from: @northliights
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rainsmediaradio · 2 years
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Megan Thee Stallion - Anxiety Lyrics
Megan Thee Stallion – Anxiety Lyrics
Megan Thee Stallion – Anxiety Lyrics Intro: Megan Thee StallionYeahI’m just thinking about some things (Go Grizz)Just got a lot to get off my chest (Haha) Verse 1: Megan Thee StallionI’m a bad b!tch, and I got bad anxietyPeople call me rude ’cause I ain’t letting them try meSaying I’m a ho ’cause I’m in love with my bodyIssues, but nobody I could talk to about itThey keep saying I should get…
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randomagus · 3 years
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Apparently Collage: paper on paper #collage #art #desire #magenta #cutandpaste #analog #queer #pride #gay #bodyissues https://www.instagram.com/p/CP-E7qND3nN/?utm_medium=tumblr
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marshmallowskies · 3 years
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TW: eating and body issues mentioned :)
i’ve always hated my body.
at first it was too skinny, with my bones jutting out and the straps hanging off my shoulders. i couldn’t find the right size and the cute clothes didn’t fit me. people commented and told me that i looked like a skeleton. i felt ugly and lost. 
and so it started.
i wished that i was bigger. at times, i wished that i was so much larger that i could lose it all and be perfect. i wished that my metabolism was slower and that i could wear an outfit without excuses and having to pull a sweater over top.
and then it happened.
with age, my metabolism slowed and i got cosier and squishier. at first i was pleased. i could wear what i wanted. i wasn’t cold all the time. i felt brighter and confident.
until it was too much.
my thighs were comfy but too large. my stomach was small but it didn’t look right in my pants. my boobs were too big for cute shirts. i felt like i took up the entire room. i hid away the clothes i had wished to wear for so long and took on shapeless and baggy clothes that hid the extra weight.
and so it happened again.
i wished that i were smaller. i wished that i was skinnier. i wished that i took up less space and that my metabolism was faster. i stopped eating and started moving. i moved until my muscles ached and my body screamed for nutrients. but it wasn’t enough. 
until i realised what i’d done.
i was kinder to myself. i understood that my body changed for a reason and i welcomed it. i welcomed the extra weight. i welcomed the warmth and the softness of my body. i began to move for me and ate what made me happy. i wore what i wanted, no matter if it worked for me or not. 
and i was happy.
but then it was shattered again with reasons out of my control. a surgery, procedures, health that continued to decline. i found myself unable to eat, unable to walk, unable to live. the weakness tore me apart and my thoughts bounced around my brain.
the bones show through my pale skin. my tightest clothes hang off me. the pain leaves me unable to fulfill my cravings, to fill my body. it’s exhausting and i wish to be the young girl who was full and glowing with life.
i’m finally as skinny as i wanted to be. 
but it’s the worst feeling i’ve ever had.
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