not amab, not afab, but a secret third thing (afag)

Heyo! I'm open to doing some doodle requests right now. They won't be finished pieces, but even so

early sunsets over monroeville is like a girlfriend to me. she smokes weed while i throw up next to her.

there is something so romantic about wired earphones that you just don't get with airpods like. we are sitting with our arms touching and our faces leaning in so close to read the lyrics and there is a magical music passing through a wire like the red string of fate and there is no way to top that

ummmmmm ok what if. hear me out yeah. yeah what if what if. what if we held hands. and when it isn't possible, our legs touch beneath the table. and when that isn't possible, we look over and smile every time our eyes meet. and if that isn't possible, we think about each other at the same time and feel comfort in knowing that we both wish we were holding hands. what if

having to resist calling him "my love" at the end of every sentence is. so fucking difficult omg

local autistic reports "life-changing" results after trying mac and cheese

ayo can you guys please share some trans resources! it can be educational accounts, websites, (international) organisations, or anything really!! it's for a trans awareness month i'm organising at school but unfortunately nobody is really helping me (:

i may also ask later for some specific people (or generalised, depending on how it goes) for some trans people to answer a few questions from an 'ask me anything' i've organised too

thank you in advance!! <3

can you imagine how betrayed by god lancelot must have felt after elaine raped him? because here is this knight who is just trying to do the right thing by saving a lady and it turns out that she will not take no for an answer, despite his love for the queen. she rapes him, and lancelot literally goes mad. he runs wild in the forest for two whole years as a trauma response. he tried to do a good thing and gets rewarded with this? and god really is behind it because the rape had to happen to conceive galahad. galahad, who is named after lancelot, who is grandson of the grail keeper, who will grow up to be god's most faithful servent. of course it had to happen one way or another. but there is only one other figure lancelot worships as reverentially as he does god, and that is guinevere, and he must believe he's betrayed her, that he's committed the ultimate sin. but it was all god's will. but lancelot continues to try and keep faith with the lord, and the lord keeps punishing him. for his love for the queen, he is expelled from god's graces and who takes up the quest for the holy grail? galahad. lancelot was never good enough for god, so he was manipulated to create someone who was. it makes me sick.

um sorry to inform you but... "the head and neck of a serpent, the body of a leopard, the haunches of a lion and the feet of a hart" ...i believe your "questing beast" is simply a giraffe. what it is doing in the great of britain i cannot tell you but that is really just a nice giraffe you've got there

literally how can life be bad when i can spend all morning texting the most adorable boy ever while i lounge in the sun and looks at the bees

need the heaviest weighted blanket in the entire world. i need to be compressed into a zip file

not to be dramatic but i think being in love when it's unrequited is like taking a stroll in some of the most beautiful moors you've ever seen and you feel so elated until suddenly you realise you've wandered too far and this otherworldly black hound emerges from the mist and you know you should run but you're captivated and you just keep taking steps towards it until suddenly it's got you pinned down and it's slowly devouring your organs, more specifically your heart, and your blood is staining its teeth and you think maybe you should run, grab a stick and jam it into its throat, because surely there are other meadows you can visit but this hound is a fairy, this hound is magical in ways you didn't even believe to be true until its breath sends goose bumps down your spine, and you're being devoured but now all you can think is how beautiful it is and what an honour it is to be here, despite despite despite

yk one thing i'm obsessed with and actuallu need in my life. little notes. like slipped into my bag, my locker, in between the pages of my notebooks... and they don't even have to say anything; just "hi :)" or "have a good day" is enough, though i'd also love little jokes and song recs and details about his day

between a g note and a g spot, is there a difference? does it matter?

2024

HOLD YOUR HEART IN YOUR HANDS LIKE A WOUNDED BIRD

DRINK MORE TEA AND LET YOURSELF GET BURNT A LITTLE

REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE JUST A LITTLE FISH; YOU DO NOT NEED TO CONTROL THE WHOLE RIVER

HAVE FUN WITH YOUR BODY

SING LOUDLY

WALK INTO THE FOREST AND PRESENT YOURSELF TO ALL WHO LIVE THERE; DO NOT FLINCH WHEN THEY OPEN THEIR EYES AND GLIMPSE INTO YOUR SOUL

TALK TO PLANTS MORE OFTEN

FIND THE OLD GODS IN EVERY MUNDANE FORM

CLIMB TO THE TOP OF THE TREE EVEN IF YOU'RE SHAKING

ALLOW YOURSELF TO PICK UP THE SHELLS YOU THINK ARE PRETTY

GAZE INTO YOUR EYES LIKE YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH YOURSELF