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Medical Excuses

Pairing: Natasha x Fem!Reader

Warning: Mention of blood, wounds, strong language, angst.

Summary: Being in a medical field you never knew you would end up, in a position where you would be a hidden hero in between 4 walls.

Word count: 4.3K

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The idea of being a nurse was introduced to you, there wasn't going to be anything that was going to stop you from achieve just that. You always imagined yourself helping people out at either practices or hospitals.

And with time and passion, you managed to get that degree you wanted. having years of experience to deal with almost everything In your field and yet you weren't prepared for this.

You were targeted, but not in a malices way. More of an opportunity way. As you best known nurse, you managed to become a doctor on top of that. You knew what you wanted in life and that was saving lives.

You became famous for the miracles that you did, that's what caught the medicals eye from the higher up. That means you would work for celebrities, big companies, and if you were lucky enough. Avengers could hire you.

New doors were opening up to you and you could finally leave the average pay field, and end up earning way more for far less hours. That was exciting but at the same time worrying.

How would those who need help, could reach you. You felt that eventually you could put aside money for a practice of your own. You had everything they required and that way you could have prices affordable for average payers.

It was all hope and dreams, thinking it would be easy just like that. But it was far from it. You caught good companies eye, they all wanted to hire you.

Promising sweet nothings but until the Avengers med wing swooped in. Showing you a wide range of possibilities that you could achieve by their side.

Helping the heroes of the world prepare for missions, and that thrilled you. You would be able to have better technology at your hands.

You would be able to design your own helpful equipment to help in her OR. You almost said yes way too eager to the hiring guy when he proposed everything you could ever dream off.

You knew it was going to be a way to improve on your own skills and you loved that idea. You were sure it wasn't going to be that challenging.

But that was far from it. You fit in nicely within the med wing staff, everyone adored your mind and creativity. The ideas that you gave stuck so well with what needed to be done. They all knew you were the prefect addition to their team.

But it wasn't just your ideas that they liked. Your kindness and pure friendliness that you expressed to everyone, you were quick to make friends with everyone.

But of course when it came to work, you were focused especially when one of the avengers ended up there. If one did, all of them were there, in turns but they all waited on each other.

That's how Natasha came to meet you, she instantly wilted at the sight of you and even more when you spoke up. So focused on determined on what you were doing.

She tried to start up conversations about your life, but you always stayed professional as you didn't want to get distracted. That happened whenever she would be admitted into your wing, stitching her up and always making sure nothing was infected.

You always asked for her to be careful on her missions but sometimes it seemed like she did it on purpose. The wounds would be minor and she would self admit just to you. Otherwise she would refuse to get anything done on her.

The most she would get out of you was a small smile at her jokes but that was the start of it. If there was anything about Natasha that you needed to know, that was she was stubborn.

So, if she wanted you, she would try her best to get that. But she wouldn't mean, she would play you. She meant she wanted all of that fluffy stuff with you.

Today was one of those days, where it has been weeks since she saw you. She was out and had zero injuries to go and get treated by you. She could technically go and talk to you but she knew you wouldn't really talk back at work.

She never knew your after work hours even if she was spy, sometimes you would work for hours on end that it was worrying. But then Natasha couldn't really be in the place to say anything.

First she never really had much of a conversation with you, and second she would be similar to you in many ways. She was dedicated to everything that she put her mind to.

The Russian was slowly getting fed up, not knowing how to talk to you. She decided to make herself something to eat before she made her way to you.

Finally getting the guts to talk to you, she had to. It would kill her inside out, if the chance to get you out on a date, passed right under her nose.

She was cutting some fruits, as her finger was way too close to her knife, cutting herself not that deep. But deep enough to bleed a lot. She was going to put a plaster on and call it a day but a plan entered her mind.

She smirked to herself as she took a tissue and cover the finger. Making her way over to where you would usually be. Standing in the door way as a smile spread on her lips at the sight of you.

"You got a minute?" Her voice startled you slightly, making you jump as you turned to look at her.

"God, you scared me." You held your chest for a moment, before collecting yourself and eyeing her where her injuries were. "What's up?"

Natasha walked over to you as she placed herself on the medical bed. "I need you to wrap me up "

Your brow raised at her words, but your eyes dropped down to her finger that she was clearly bleeding from. You shook your head at her. "How do you always manage to do something to yourself. You have to be more careful Natasha."

Her eyes were on your face the whole time, totally whipped for you and you didn't even see. The way her name rolled off your tongue was all she wanted to hear.

"Did you hear me?" You asked, as you finally looked up from her finger after you examined it.

You never failed to notice the way she looked at you, but this was a professional setting. Her eyes were beautiful and if you were honest, you never wanted to stop looking into them.

Her smile was a killer itself as well. She was beautiful and there was no hiding that but right now you were at work. "Natasha?"

"Sorry, I got lost in your eyes." She admitted so easily like if she was under some spell.

Your cheeks flashes a slight red colour at her comment. "Sit here, I need to get my aid kit."

Natasha knew you were holding back, she could see. Her eyes clearly checking you out. "I love what you have done with your hair."

You dyed your hair platinum blond, you always loved that colour and wanted to change something about your old colour. You actually had Wanda dye it.

Somehow, the timid red head and you became good friends after patching her up. You never opened up so easily, and yet Wanda managed to crack a few of your walls.

You retrieved the aid kid as you took out some bandages and slowly wrapped Natasha's finger. "Thank you.." You flashed her a smile at the compliment.

"Have anyone ever told you how beautiful your smile is?" She shot another compliment, as you slowly finished up on her finger.

"Oh, many people did." You shot her compliment down as you answered in a non flirting way.

When you were finished with her finger, and cleaned up. The red head Russian stood up, blocking your way as she used her free hand to move some strand of hair out of your face, behind your ear.

"Natasha, what are you doing?" You asked with a soft voice, seeing how close she was.

"I wanted to do this for a while now..." She started off but you put your hand up to stop her.

"I'm at work, there is nothing you can do at this moment. It's like if I asked you while you were fighting for your life. I can't be distracted at work." You explained simply. Taking a step back from her.

She nodded at your words and took couple steps back as she left your med room. You sighed but you felt like that was she right call, after all you were staying professional.

Even if, you found Natasha incredibly attractive. You knew better than, to get wrapped up in an affair with the possibility of this leaving yous in an awkward position after.

You didn't even know that it was going to be the last time you saw Natasha for awhile. She stopped coming to you, even if there was a mission, she never came for a check up after like she usually did.

You missed her presence, she would make your day even if you didn't show it. The compliments and light flirting made you shake your head but also smile to yourself whenever she left.

So, as days turned into weeks in some way you got worried. You wanted to end your shift and find her, but that idea changed to something else, when Wanda with Carol strolled into your office, closer to your ending hours.

"Hey Y/n" Carol began with a slight singsong tone, smiling at you.

"Hey you two." Your eyes darted where the voice was coming from. "What are you two doing here?"

They both smiled when they looked at each other and back at you. "Well, the team is going out to drink at a local bar, we thought maybe you would like to tag along, since you're apart of us."

You were convinced because usually, whenever they went out Natasha always invited you but you never had the chance to take her up on it. This was you can talk to her and finally find out more about her.

"Okay." You simply agreed, causing them to be shocked at your quick response.

"Did you- Did you just agree so easily?" Wanda asked, shocked but happy that you did agree.

You nodded as you stood up from your seat. "Yeah, I got nothing to do after anyway, so I might as well."

Carol smiled widely at your words. "Well, I'm glad you're coming.."

Things like this was never sat with you right, unless it was Natasha. You gave her a small smile as she rushed off to give the news to the team.

Wanda walked further into the room, hands in her pockets as she raised her brows. "Sooo, Carol seems to crush on you."

You shrugged it off. "And? She wouldn't be the first one, you know I can't be dating anything in this field."

That was always your excuse, she hummed at your words. "Right.. But if this was Nat, you would okay with the thought of dating her.."

She could always crack you so easily but you denied it. "No. She asked me out couple weeks back and I politely rejected the offer."

Wanda shook her head at your words. "You know she won't be here, waiting forever until you finally decide you want to something more than this with her."

She was right and you knew it. You knew you were going to blow it with her if you didn't pull that attitude of professionalism out of your ass.

"Just think about that.." That was Wanda's last words, before she walked over, placing a soft kiss on your cheek like she has done before, and gave you a brief hug before turning to get ready for outing.

Leaving you with more thoughts filling your head. Many why's and what if's. As you clocked out and went to your room, finally having the excuse to put on something nicer than a doctors coat.

As the time came near, you walked back into your med room as you have forgetting to write something down. With your back to the door, humming softly to yourself, you didn't expect anyone to come in at such hour.

Until you turned around, to Natasha leaning on the door frame. Blood on her face, her arm and she looked like she went through hell. "Oh my god! Natasha!"

You rushed over as you helped her over to your seat. "What happened?"

The instant worry rushed over you like no other time. Usually you managed to keep yourself at bay but today, the sight of her made all of that leave your body.

"Just some wrong moves at the recent mission.." She stated softly as she felt your hand on her cheek to see the cut.

You were quick to move away to get your aid kit that you were glad you restocked. Putting on gloves and quickly acting to stop any infections if there was any.

"You look nice... Heading out somewhere?" She asked, trying to find something to distract herself from the pain.

You were focused on her face. "Yeah Carol asked me out." You gave a simple answer as you wanted to make sure she wasn't going to get worse over night.

Her eyes darted away from your face. "Carol?" There was clear pain in her eyes and voice. Because how many times did she try and never succeeded.

You didn't answer as you were quick to lift her sleeve up and make sure there was no bullet in her arm. When you gave yourself the clear that there was none, you disinfected it and patched her up.

Seeing her avoiding your eyes, ready to dart out. But as you placed a plaster on her cheek, gently stroking her cheek under it, causing her to look up.

"I'm glad you're okay.." You spoke up softly, this made her look up at you.

"Why do you even care?" She asked coldly, that was the first time she used that tone with you.

Your brows furrowed in confusion at her tone. "What? I always cared about you.."

She scoffed as she managed to slip out from between you. "You care so much that you just shoved it in my face that you're going out with Carol, when you know how many times I tried that."

You were confused, trying to piece it together. "What? No, no. You got that wrong Nat."

That's the first time you used her nickname, causing the redheads heart to skip a beat. But she stayed true to her cold expression. "Then please explain to me Y/n, because I am, honestly, so confused. Once you're rejecting me and now you're going on dates with Carol."

"I agreed to go because the whole team was going..." You paused, kind of feeling shy with what you were about to say. "I agreed in hopes you would be there, so I can finally get to know you properly. Finally let you find out more about me. I didn't agree to go because it was Carol. I couldn't care less about her when it was you who was on my mind."

Natasha was stunned at your words. You were going to see her? Her... You wanted to know her.. She wasn't sure if she was dreaming, her eyes searching for the truth in yours. Zero doubt and slightly red cheeks on your part.

"Okay.. I'm sorry for assuming the worst." She admitted with her head slowly low at her mistake.

"It's okay, I would've probably reacted the same way if I was in your shoes." This is what the Russian adored in you. The fact that you were so understanding at everything but always still kept your own opinions.

"What made you change your mind?" She asked, genuinely wanting to find out.

You sighed as you looked away for a moment. "Someone made me realise that you wouldn't wait forever on someone who can't give you a realistic answer."

She hummed, knowing what you meant. It was that day she walked out, she nodded. "Well, I am glad you managed to change your mind, and give this a chance."

You smiled at her. "But Natasha, keep in mind that my job is demanding. I barely have time to myself on most days.."

She knew that, she knew how demanding it was, even if it was only making sure the team was okay. You still had a lot of work to do. Making sure everything was prepared for emergencies.

"I'm aware, but I'm ready to take that on." She wasn't going to pass the chance to be with you.

"Great.." You stared into her eyes, just like she was staring into yours. "Great.." You both softly chuckled.

"If you're in the mood and feeling it, maybe can could join the team for those drinks down the bar." Natasha suggested, she wanted you to feel relaxed tonight. And she wanted to spend some time with you.

Your brows furrowed in worry. "Are you sure you feel okay enough to go? You looked exhausted."

Natasha waved her tiredness away. "I don't think the team would be too happy about the fact that, I am taking you away from your first outing since like months."

You hummed to agree with her. "I mean, I am feeling it tonight so if you feel like you are okay to come. I will happily come."

She tried to bite the inside of her cheek to stop herself from smiling at your words. But she couldn't. Not when what she wanted the most has been coming true.

And just like that, the two of you managed to finally make it to the bar. The team was thrilled and happy to see you, making sure you stayed as long as you could, before heading back and doing your profession.

Wanda was happy that you listened to her, finally allowing yourself to be happy in a different way. A way that only one has to experience to know that its something they want for the rest of their lives.

Natasha was an angel sent from above for you. She was so understanding over everything. Always visited you on your breaks to make sure she wasn't interrupting you.

Making you miss her even more when she had to leave. You guys were taking it slow, it seemed responsible considering your busy schedule.

But, with the feeling that you wanted more of her to yourself. You decided to take a day off, you were cleared of everything almost instantly.

You wanted to surprise her, so you decided to message her saying you were busy today. Giving her a false idea that you didn't have much time for her.

Once again, her message warmed your heart. She did so much for you. Gave you back rubs whenever she sensed you were stressed. Made sure you were fed after long hours at work.

It was hard to not feel anything for that woman. She was perfect, everything about her was perfect. So you wanted to make sure all of that was shown that you were grateful.

You cooked dinner for both of yous, set it up in the living room and made sure it was off limits to everyone who wanted to clearly go in there.

You even had Wanda use her magic to keep the door shut. As evening rolled over, you knew it was time to get Natasha. You set the bait as you asked her what she was doing.

"Missing you that's what.." She replied, making you bite your bottom lip at those words. Feeling your heart rate pick up.

"You're too cute. Seriously though, what you been up to? I barely had time to pick up my phone today." You messaged with a sad emoji at the end.

"Nothing, I been in my room all day. Waiting for you to finish, so I can come and see your adorable face." She messaged back, once again making you almost melt into a puddle.

You locked your phone as you left her on read, and made your way towards her room. Knocking lightly, hearing a shuffle behind the door before she opened it.

Revealing everything you been dreaming out seeing. Her in a crop top, shorts that exposed her toned legs. God, your eyes clearly checked her out. You would drool if you spent any longer on her body.

She smirked when your eyes met hers. Her beautiful eyes that held so much love for you. "Do you need a tissue to wipe that drool?"

You rolled your eyes at her playfully. "Shut up and get dressed."

She raised her brow at you. "Why?"

"Quit asking questions I won't answer, just get dressed." You stated, Natasha nodded but she wasn't going to go anywhere.

It's been some time since you have been going out with her. Dating yet you two haven't kissed yet. You wanted to kiss her, fantasising everyday how her lips would feel against yours.

But you always made sure to keep that moment saved. You frowned at her. "Move then, instead of standing here."

She stood still, waiting for you to realise with a smile across her lips. You rolled your eyes again, walking over to her. Arms wrapped around her neck as you pressed yourself against her in a hug. Kissing her cheek as a way of greeting her.

She expressed ever since you done that, she wanted more. You always gave her more. Her hands laid on your lower back as she held you against her.

God being this close to her made you wanna do unspeakable things. Her lips found your ear, making sure you felt her hot breath against it as she whispered.

"You look incredible.." She complimented as her hands inched to be under your t-shirt that you had on. "I don't think there has been a day where you haven't looked so beautiful."

God...

You hummed at her words, loving how her arms felt around you, and that brewing feeling at the bottom of your stomach, at how her hands felt on your body.

You bit your lip before pushing yourself off her, patting her shoulders. "Go."

You had otherwise you would be so close to letting desire take over your body. She smirked as she nodded and disappeared into the room, to get changed.

It didn't take long, she was dressed and you both headed out for the day full of surprises that you planned for redhead. She was amazed by you managing to pull that off without her figuring it out.

She loved how you managed to keep that well a secret. Not wanting the day to end but it was coming to an end unfortunately.

"I had the best day tonight with you Y/n" The redheaded Russian spoke up as you both cuddled on the living room couch.

You hummed as you placed a small kiss on her arm that was under your neck. "I'm happy you did. I love when you're happy."

She smiled and even if you couldn't see, she knew you knew. "I missed you.."

You opened your eyes as you were just resting them, in her presence you always felt so safe. She made you want to be held and sleep at ease.

You turned around to face her, letting your hand stroke her soft cheek, where the tiny scar was from that cut you cleaned out many months ago.

"I missed you too..." You said it just above a whisper, staring into her eyes as you saw her eyes drop to your lips.

This felt like the perfect moment to kiss her, everything felt right. The candles lighting the room up enough so you could see her features clearly.

The romantic music that was softly playing in the background. "Nat..."

She hummed, loving the sound of her name, even till now, leaving your mouth. "I think.. I think I want to kiss you.."

She raised her brows with a slight teasing tone. "You think?"

It made you stop, stuttering as the next words left your mouth. "It's.. It's just it has been a while for me..."

The redhead knew where this was heading. She knew the kiss wasn't just a kiss. This was yours and hers first kiss and after an incredible day planned by you, she can't imagine any other way to end it.

She smiled, placing her free hand on your hip. Playing with the hem of your t-shirt. "Do you trust me?"

What kind of question was that? You trusted her with everything in your whole life. She knew everything about you. "Of course."

"Then close your eyes." She instructed and you followed, you looked so perfect in the Russians eyes. She leaned in as she placed the most softest kiss that you ever experienced.

Her hand on your hip tightening slightly, making you push your body subconsciously against Natasha. The need was clear to both of yous. She wanted you and you wanted her. You needed to feel her.

The kiss was a memorable as both of you didn't want to move away. It eventually gotten a little fast paced. Feeling how her hand slipped past your t-shirt.

She pulled away for a moment. "Are you sure?"

You nodded as you pulled her in for another kiss. Shifting as you were on the bottom and she was on the top. Knowing that this was all the right choice. How she was the right person to do all of this.

To consider leaving everything behind for her. You could feel she couldn't get enough of you, with how her tongue danced with yours in your mouth.

The moan that escaped from your mouth as her knee rubbed right against your centre. Pulling on her hair slightly with the extreme need for relief and she was happy to give you that over and over again.

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