Do y'all ever get hyperfixated on something with a small fandom, limited content, or both? And your brain just won't let it go, so you just keep going through the same things like 50 different times?
If I do this with movies, I usually watch it 5-10 back to back if I gave the time, or once a day for a week or two. I am well aware this is probably not healthy, but that's just how my brain works.
This is my first time doing this with a musical, specifically Beetlejuice, which is no longer playing in my city. While it does have a pretty intense cult following-- love all of you weirdos-- the fandom is still pretty small and there isn't nearly enough content. So now, my brain is just... reaching and grasping for stuff that isn't there and it doesn't know what do to.