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saintobio · 24 days

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Omg ok ok hello! I had this huge rant in my head about sy and sn so pls feel free to ignore it, but I love your writing so much and it gives me some STRONG FEELINGS. First of all it surprised me that I like the way you write y/n cuz she doesn't become a "bitch" after the whole deal with Gojo and have some elaborate revenge plan, but she is also not a goody two shoes (even if she stayed with Gojo earlier but she had a lot of external pressure to stay in the marriage). Not that those tropes are necessarily bad but it's just more realistic this way. She's just a person who has been deeply hurt and is trying to do right by others. Even if she has made big mistakes, she still wants to make up for them cuz she's not completely in the right either. Also getting bashed by everyone for trying to make amends/ not following their advice regarding you own life; while very triggering for me (lol) is also just such a natural reaction. Not right, just natural. When things get out of people's hands and they want to blame someone for it, they often go for the one who is actually trying and won't retaliate if for nothing than to just keep the peace. Also wanting people to understand your side of the situation yet feeling undeserving of it at the same time because of your mistakes is UGHHH I feel like you do that so well! It's amazing but genuinely heartbreaking to see how far Satoru has come as a person too. Also when he thinks about how he wants to be a better person for Akemi IT MADE ME WANT TO PUT MY HEAD THROUGH A WALL... cuz WHY COULDN'T HE BE LIKE THAT FOR US!!! At the same time we have moved on without him, so if we are allowed that luxury then why isn't he? It's just so ANGSTY AND SO SO GOOD! Because we love Satoru we always will but he had a chance and he fricked it over terribly! So it would be idiotic to go back to him but at the same time the heart yearns for him. This is a side tangent but whenever any character says "this is not like you", "you have changed, this isn't how you'd act" makes me so MAD lol (maybe bc I am triggered?) But these guys WATCHED MY GIRL GO THROUGH SOME HORRIFIC SHIT AND STILL EXPECT HER TO NOT BE PERMANANTLY AND IRREVERSIBLY CHANGED???!! ;-;; IDK what they want from her oof >.< I do think Akemi is a shitty friend but I can't bring myself to hate her completely. Seeing them together is so ANGER INDUCING AAAAA (and her wanting a family with him is fine BUT THIS EARLY?!JUST AFTER ADMITTING YOU FEEL "SORRY" FOR BETRAYING US?! IT MAKES ME WANNA HURL HER TRHOUGH CONCRETE) but at the same time Satoru and Akemi both deserve someone who can love them. It feels hypocritical to be angry when we ourselves told him to move on and find someone who can love him the way he deserves. It's just very very shitty it had to be them. Sera is also such an interesting character. She has a lot of traits that I admire a lot. Her resourcefulness and complete and utter pride/confidence and being unashamed to ask for things/ stand up for herself (even when she is wrong) is something I wish I had sometimes. Still wanna stick her head through a toilet tho and yet when a person who slept with a married man can see the bloody violation of girls' code that is sleeping with your bff's EX HUSBAND oh BOY you should KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG. I have no strong feelings for Toji (cuz I don't like him much anyways but that's just personal bias XD )but I do think his anger and frustration is well founded especially since he runs over whenever the reader needs him. He's so supportive and invested and honestly he deserves someone who can give that back to him. It's kinda sad but then again I don't like him much to begin with lol.

OH AND THE ENDING OF THE LAST CHAPTER IS SOOOOO PAINFUL. To always be the second choice even for YOUR SON OHHH MAN I'D RATHER YOU PUT A KNIFE THROUGH MY HEART ;-;

All in all I hate how much I love this series and love to hate these characters and take out my repressed anger on them cuz I can't do that irl. This series is my Roman Empire lol. It's so painful, yet so beautiful and it makes you FEEL so many things and yet hold out hope for things to become better. I love this, love you and your writing- ok mwah bye bye (and thank you if you read this rant put together by my post nap, barely coherent brain) I have so much more that I want to say. I can write essays about this series and how it uses so many technically "cliche" tropes but it is anything but cliche . Truly some of the best angst I have read like ever!

oh wow !! i don’t even know what to say, this feels like such a comprehensive review of the sy series sdksks but i think many readers could definitely relate with some of ur points here :D this is such a nice perspective to read, thank you so much for sharing and tysm for reading sn/sy aaaaa i’m happy u enjoy the angst as much as i do <3

#🖤: letters to saint #series: sincerely yours

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erasabledinosaur · 10 months

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yall in the mood for some wips? well how about some over gooey disgusting wips? im talking about the stuff i wouldnt usually share...

i put the gross stuff under the cut

lately when i need help work-shopping colors ive been using CAS and turning things grey. its actually been helping me a lot.

working on wall galleries can get messy. i ended up putting big foot outside on the back porch, dude looks way cuter out there now

making decisions when you are indecisive sometimes means having a bunch of clutter out. oof.

(okay is it indecisive or am i just workshopping ????}

working on lighting. before i had a lot of hot spots (i.e. the light was so bright that i was starting to lose detail in areas and they were turning white), the lamps looks more white than pink that’s been tweaked by changing some to dim and moving others. counters look like they match better now too.

took out some walls to clutter the shelves (i need the walls up to do so and that room is too small to see the shelves with the walls up...it was a whole thing). the roof is fucked up but ive just been hiding it so you dont see it in photos.

Lazy Duchess Catalog Search Mod is literally a game changer for me. usually i have to scroll through a ton of cc - not all of it well organized - to find all my junk but now I just search and instead of hours of work im done in like 30 minutes when doing clutter. TIME/SANITY SAVER. FYI i ended up picking the red ladder.

i just think the bathroom is looking cute. and those are potatoes, but theyre cute potatoes so...

(if you want a good example of a too bright light source look at the framed print in the bathroom. I need to move and/or dim a light right now to bring back detail because that picture is mostly WHITE)

next i need to work on landscaping, pool and lounge (plus an extra studio...frick)

#harlows house #ts3 #ts3 gameplay #ts3 simmer #ts3 screenshots #ts3 simblr #the sims 3 #sims 3 simmer #sims 3 gameplay #sims 3 simblr

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mistertf2xreaderfluffballcake · 2 years

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What do you think about comparing sizes? Reader approaching the mercs and comparing the hands and their sizes so different just out of curiosity! I imagine Reader with an innocent look

Nice day!

YES :) This is such a nice and cute idea! I will be happy to write this! Hope you enjoy~

Scout

He was just reading some comic and then you approached him and suddenly took his hand. ...? What's up darl? You then raised his hand a bit. He was really confused before he could speak. He felt a touch. Huh? You were comparing hand sizes. hehe, my hand is so small! BANG! That cute gentle smile is just OOF. That whole day he bragged about it to the team yet again :/ S/o was so fricking cute today... I mean they always are! Scout shut up about s/o already you have been talking about them for the past hour or so. (←half of the team) He is such a cute little dork lol.

Soldier

You were curious about hand sizes. I mean soldier is huge compared to you. So you were curious. He was sitting down for some rest. He was just tired. Then you approached him slowly. ...OH! HELLO CUPCAKE! You then silently took his hand. ?? You then raised his hand to yours. touch. Your hand was really small. That made you chuckle. He then also looks at the hand sizes. HAHA! CUPCAKE YOUR HAND IS SMALL! hehe indeed. AND YES he did brag about this. Much more than scout then. He talked a full 5 hours about it. Nobody is not stopping him because if somebody interrupts him or says something bad about s/o is gonna respawn in a few moments so...

Pyro

Pyro was approaching you! mmmphhh!! Oh hi, pyro! Um, Can I borrow your hand for a moment? Pyro nodded and showed their hand. You then stared for a few moments and then did a little hand size comparison. Pyro`s hand was so bigger than I thought. When you gave pyro a warm smile pyro then held your hand and skipped around with you. Um, pyro where are we going? mph mphhhh! hmm ok. For that whole day, pyro held your small hand :)

Engineer

He was working on something and finally finished. So he joined you on the couch. So, honey how have you been doing? After a nice brief conversation, you asked him the question. Um, Engi can I see your hand? Oh, sure um which one the gunslinger or the other? Oh, either is fine. He showed you his other hand. You stared at it and then brought your hands together. ...You hands are so big engi! hehe, no it's not!! It's just your hand is really small! hehe! He found it really cute how your hand was really small.

Heavy

HE FINDS IT SO ADORABLE WHEN YOU COMPARE HANDS!! Your tiny little hand is just so cute OOF. When you first approached him and compared hands. You cute and gentle look you had when your hand touched was so lovely. Heavy and you smiled at the hand size difference. Heavy`s hands are huge and your soft and small hand was not even close to you reaching heavy's fingertips.

Demoman

He was just chilling on the couch drinking some scrumpy. Then you approached him Hello love. Demo can I see your hand for a moments. um ok? *compares hand* wow you hand is so big hehe. hm? Let me see, oh! Hehe your right! My hand is so big! He then suddenly pulled your hand. !? Come over here love I just wanna *hick*cudd...le...zzzz.

Sniper

He was just sleeping in his van. He heard you open the door but still stayed his eyes closed. Hi sniper. ...hi lovely~... He then felt a nice warm touch on his hand. !!! He opened his eye and saw you on the edge of the bed comparing hand sizes...Your innocent look was so cute...He then pulled you closer and just had a nice nap with him. For the next battle or so he would occasionally chuckle at your cute face.

Medic

He was working on his paperwork and was just finished. His hand has some pen marks. *sigh* I have to wash my hands He got up to wash his hand but bumped into you. Oh? Hello s/o! Oh! I was looking for you! I am curious about something! Oh? What would that be? Can I borrow your hand? Sure. You stared for 3 seconds before you brought your hand together. Your hand is so much bigger than mine. That is what you were curious about? Yeah. Hehe, indeed my hand are big! Oh by the way you want to relax with me after I wash my hand? Sure! We meet in 15 min in med bay ok? OK!

Alternative response for a medic: Can I borrow your hand? Oh! Sorry, I don't have any spare hand in my size but I can check the back for your size tho. ??? *confused screaming* lol.

Spy

You both were drinking tea in his smoking room. You were curious about the hand size difference. You decided to ask. Um...Spy. Hm? Can I see your hand? ok? You then looked at it like it was a hard math problem. He chuckled. Hehe, Is my hand that interesting? No...It's just your hands are so big! You brought your hands together for hand comparison. Your tiny hands were so little. You both chuckled. :)

This was really really simple sorry. By the way, my nose feels fine it`s just today I tripped while walking normally. Now my knees hurt. YEY! My knees look like a hot potato honestly. So yeah fuck. It did not bleed just red as fuck. I have been getting bad luck recently idk why. Anyway bye!

#asks #tf2 x reader #tf2 scout x reader #tf2 soldier x reader #tf2 pyro x reader #tf2 engineer x reader #tf2 heavy x reader #tf2 demoman x reader #tf2 sniper x reader #tf2 medic x reader #tf2 spy x reader

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striving-artist · 7 months

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Ok but I'm actually curious. What do you mean they make a clear version of their paint? What's the difference between that and sealer and why would you not just use sealer?

I am SO GLAD you asked.

Kilz is a really well known, really cheap priced absolutely amazing primer that covers things that would normally take four or five coats of paint. Have you ever had sharpie on drywall and were trying to cover it white? It takes a bazillion years to cover it at all, and over time, that damn sharpie will start showing up through it. Horrific. It also stops mold from growing through. I don't know how much time you spend dealing with painting over surfaces that would rather not have paint on them, but guess what?! It's not as good as the really specific metal primers but dude, my dudes. frick a fracking Kilz.

We used to describe it like this in school, and I still describe it like this now: It stays where you put it. On your paint brush and you let it dry at all? It aint moving. On the wall? hope its where you wanted it. Spilled it on the ground without a tarp, bad day for you buddy, even if you start scrubbing now, its not going away fully if the substrate has absolutely any porosity. Got it on YOU? like, in your hair or on your skin? And it dries? You legitimately need to take off the top layer of skin. Its not going freaking anywhere. Im not kidding. You can scrub all you want, but you're not breakin down the paint, youre exfoliating. And if its your hair? absolutely not. It'll break the strand long before you get it out. Couple of my students had really tight coily hair, and I made them cover it before rolling kilz. Cause sure, you'll notice a big glob and go work on it immediately, but the little spatter dries fast and you don't notice and then you're sad.

So. that's why Kilz is amazing. But it only comes in scaldingly bright white. yes, I've tinted it down, but oof.

Other important thing you need to know. Scene painting involves a lot of faux finishes, which require clear paint so you can make glazes. Sometimes you can sneak by by just cutting the paint with water, but that doesn't work for everything. We also use clear coats to seal finished things, and especially finished floors. Good clear paint that doesnt have a really strong yellow or blue sheen is expensive, like, easily costs 100/gal and even then, its not perfect. Tends to be weak, gets air bubbles easily, goes cloudy easily. picks off pretty bad when its dry but not cured. This is Not ideal. Plus, stage rarely wants the paint to be glossy, for a long time almost no one made that at all, and even the ones that do that are at a hardware store are still in the 50-80 range. You buy it if you need it, but oof.

Kilz.

Goddamn Kilz.

All that about how strong it is? Just as strong. All that about how it sticks to anything? Just as good. It has a very slight yellow sheen to it, so you couldn't use it for close up work that has to be perfect, but most of the time you're tinting the clear anyway, so the yellow vanishes almost completely. And, that yellow sheen is less than some of the high end ones get. It takes tint. It mixes with straight paint. It can cut with water. It dries as fast as the opaque one. It covers as well as the opaque one so if you're trying to cover sharpie/stains on a not-white wall, you don't have to do 6 layers of the colored paint to hide the white -- and even then its still visible because of all those extra layers.

And. its 26/gallon. (where I am at least)

That is less than the cheap type of house paint. That is between half and a third of the cost of the other good clear paints.

This stuff is a flat out miracle product for theater and honestly, for life in general, and while I understand why non painters don't get that from the start, holllyyyyyyyy crap it is worth getting excited about.

#my life #kilz mother fuckers #everyone i told to meet me at my level on this?#they left excited about kilz #not as excited as me #but still

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artobotsrollout · 1 year

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ROASTING REVIEWING KNOCKOFF TRANSFORMERS

Part 1

So it's no secret that I enjoy collecting TF figures. My collection isn't massive but I like to collect my favourite characters! Hasbro figures (at least the first series released at the start of a continuity is. I can't speak to some of the later releases) are usually p decent quality.

Decent faces. Thought out weight distribution so even characters like TfP Starscream can stand. Smooth joints. Basically an all around decent toy.

Of course with any piece of media there are the knockoffs.

Let's get into the first one

DINOSAUR Battle $4

Montoy

I saw these and thought they were cute right? "ooh a bunch of mini transformable dinosaurs"

However, the moment I look a little closer I already found things that bug me.

Review under Readmore

* Please be aware that this entire post is meant to be jokey. I'm not actually angry about any of these things. I'm exaggerating for emphasis and humour. *

The pictures of the dinosaurs to the left of each toy are not the same colours as the actual toys in the packaging. It's possible maybe the colours are random but from what I could see all the packages had the same colours??

Another issue... Maybe it's not as big of a deal to most people but as a paleo-nerd it really bugs me. So they label which dinosaurs they are right?? Well...

CRYPTOCLIOUS IS A PLESIOSAUR (Think long necked swimming dinosaur. Think Loch Ness monster) which if you look at the figure

IT HAS FREAKING FEET

A better name would be diplodocus or brachiosaurus OR Yknow what I'd even accept the outdated term Brontosaurus for this guy. At least it's the long necked land living dinosaur and not the water dwelling sea reptile.

I FEEL LIKE to have put down Cryptocleus you had to google it. So if you had to google you'd have seen that cryptoclious has FREAKING FLIPPERS.

I don't usually get upset about dinosaur mistakes bc like... I don't want to be that person who yells at people for not knowing dinosaurs / extinct creatures. Lord know I have gaps in my own knowledge. It's more just baffling to me that they picked a species that isn't even a dinosaur like the toy is. And it's such a weirdly weirdly specific and not well known species too.

I haven't even opened them yet and for some reason?? I expected every dinosaur to transform but apparently they are just meant to combine?? Into a wholeass dude? And that's it?

Anyways here they are

Despite my misgivings and the definitely cheap plastic used some of the designs are p cute.

Only the tip of the wings flap apparently 😂 the rest of the wing is permanently out oof.

Poor T-Rex. This is as high on his body as his head goes. He is doomed to forever fall flat on his face. 😔 Truly tragic

I appreciate the stegosaurus having constant finger guns 😂

The joints are not great. Some are okay while others are kinda tough to move. The pieces come off too easily as well.

Time to make it into a man.

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How the Frick is this a man?!?

This is so goofy looking help 😂

Amazing.

Now I'm gonna leave the joking mode and be serious for the conclusion.

These are not great quality but they have cute designs. The designs are fun if a bit odd at some parts. Cheap plastic and not super well thought out toy. Then again I didn't expect much for $4CAD

If you're someone who likes painting toys then these could be fun to use as a base.

I don't have children and haven't worked very much with children so take what I say with a grain of salt. For a child who is delicate with their toys and old enough to not eat everything it's not terrible. Could be cute in a gift bag from a birthday party. Wouldn't recommend for young children. There's a lot of easily removable small parts that could be consumed and be a choking hazard. Not to mention idk how toxic the material is. Also wouldn't recommend for children who play very roughly with their toys. Parts will go missing easily and some of the parts are thin and feel like it wouldn't take very much to break them.

The Combiner mode is kinda pathetic so if you are getting the toy, get it for the cute robot dinosaurs and not for the robot they turn into.

#Tf figures #Transformers #Transformer figures #Transformer toys #Transformers toys #Autothots reviews #knock off #Knock off transformers

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savebatswingaus · 3 months

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I mean, even with his throat cut open, he’s kind of cute. - RusAmeChu fic

Fic in the link or under the cut. It's old, and I've posted it before, but I can't find the post. :(

Summary:

Russia gets hurt, but thankfully his teammate is here to help him. Prompt: Fantasy Setting/Magic

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Rpg setting my beloved. I search for any excuse to write a flying fic I swear. Frick posting these in order, I finished this one and not the two before it, I’m posting it now. XD (I know that this is like… two weeks late. Ignore it.) Words: 2,859 Tws: Throat injury (Just in the beginning though.), winged characters Prompt: Fantasy Setting/Magic

“Okay,” China panicked, hands shaking as he tried to stop the blood that was currently spilling from his teammate’s throat, “Okay.”

Russia forced a smile up at him, but China could tell that it was a pained smile, and that scared him. He knew the wound was painful, he didn’t need proof of it, right? He also knew that Russia was trying to tell him he was fine, but he clearly wasn’t, so his efforts were fruitless. (But even though it failed to reassure him, he felt a stab of respect for Russia, it couldn’t be easy to smile when your HP was so low.)

He frantically looked up at his teammates, trying not to let his panic spread to them, “Doesn’t anyone have a healing item?” he pleaded, “Any at all?”

Instantly he could see people shuffling through their inventories, some more frantic than others, but it was America who was able to reach an item first. “Here you go,” he rambled, words clipped as he tossed the item over to China, “It’s not much but it’s all I have.”

Without missing a beat, China applied the item to Russia’s throat, ignoring the shivers of pain as the stinging medicine set in, “Anyone else?” he asked, not looking up from his work for even a second, “I don’t know if this is gonna do it.”

Someone handed him some food, and he hurriedly tore it into pieces to feed to Russia. Yeah, food wasn’t always the easiest thing to heal someone with, but it would have to do. (Italy, their healer, had gone out of a trip to look for herbs that morning, and there wasn’t a lot he could do about an injury if he didn’t know about it.)

China had a few levels in healing, but he was a warrior, and magic didn’t come easy to him. Other people in his crew had magic, America for example, but no one had high enough levels in healing to help with a wound like this. Russia was the closest to being able to help, and with his throat cut, he could hardly use the energy needed to shake his head, let alone heal something this big. (Plus, he was a mage, not a healer.)

Why then, was he the one helping? That he didn’t know. Pretty much anyone else would be more suited to this skillset, but no one else had stepped up to the job. Well, except for America. But he had quickly become too hysterical to be much help. (He had calmed down by now, but China could still see his shoulder’s shaking in fear.)

But slowly the food began to help. China was still panicking (especially when his last good bandage stained red), but he could clearly see the glowing purple fading back into Russia’s eyes. It took a moment, but his teammate was healing. However, it wasn’t until the tell tale ‘ ding!’ of a wound healing that he let himself calm down for sure. (Of course, he knew that even if a wound was technically ‘healed’ it could still cause a person to lose HP, but this wasn’t a poison wound, so that shouldn’t be as huge of a problem as it could be.)

He fell back onto his heels, a relieved sigh escaping him as his heart struggled to return to a normal tempo. ‘Thank god,’ was all he could think, even when he didn’t believe in a god, ‘Thank god.’

Forgetting to be careful around his still injured teammate, China dived forward in a hug. Crushing his ribs and reveling in the very alive, ‘oof’ sound he made.

After a moment of processing the situation, the rest of his team began to cheer. (Out of the corner of his eye, he could see America frantically rubbing tears off his face, but he had another teammate to worry about at the moment.) “Russia,” he asked softly, brushing the white hair out of his eyes, “How do you feel?”

Russia took a deep breath in… and then breathed it out again. “Better,” he answered, his voice cracked and muffled from the pain resting at his throat, “Better.”

China nodded and pulled back from the hug, heart soaring as relief flooded him, “That’s good.” (Internally he told himself that that was probably a low bar to be cleared, but any bar was better than none.)

“He’s okay guys!” He called, giving the last few worriers their cue to celebrate.

He heard Russia laughing lightly from under him, and even though it was a scratchy laugh, China took it as more proof that he was okay. “Let’s get you back to the base,” he whispered, turning back to his teammate and getting an arm ready to pull him to his feet, “We can try this mission again later.”

Russia nodded and took his hand, cold fingers itching with the shock of magic that filled them. China was right, it was probably a good idea to go home.

The walk wasn’t far, and both teammates were thankful for that. (China’s knee had gotten injured in a boss fight earlier that week, and Russia was still recovering his HP from his recent throat injury.) Most of their team had stayed out on the mission, completing a small one like this wasn’t normally difficult even with less people than usual (Russia had just been unlucky), but one other person had come with them.

America.

He was an unlikely candidate to follow them back, but China didn’t tell him that. A half warrior half wizard (well, more like three fourths warrior, one fourth wizard), who barely spoke to either of them. He might have been spooked by the blood, but they were all accustomed to it, so China wasn’t exactly sure if that lined up.

“So,” he prompted, their camp in sight but still far enough away to have a short conversation, “How’s it going?”

America shook his head (since China wasn’t facing him, the only reason he knew that was because of the rapid increase of armor noises), and said, “The same as usual.”

Now, China wasn’t an expert on reading people, especially people who were wearing full suits of armor (America had put his helmet back on), but he could still tell that was a lie. But instead of pushing the subject, he casually continued, “Did you forget something back at camp? I could get it if you want to go back to the mission.”

Russia nodded, and even though he was obviously still hurting, he added, “I could also get something for you if you wanted me too.”

There was a pause where China could tell that America was blushing, but he quickly covered for himself. “No I didn’t forget anything, I just wanted to go back to camp to… um, to-”

China cut in, not wanting him to get too flustered about this, “It’s alright, you don’t have to explain.”

“Everyone needs a break sometimes,” Russia added, “You don’t need to explain why you need one.” If China hadn’t known him as well as he did, he would’ve thought that the purple eyed mage had missed how much America had been dancing the subject, but the slightest twinge of interest ticking at his teammate's voice told him the truth.

“I guess,” America muttered, clearly slightly embarrassed by the acceptance that his teammates were giving him. “Thank you.” He added suddenly, as if remembering rather quickly that ‘thank you’s where a thing.

China smiled and glanced back at him, “You’re welcome,” he looked back forward, and was pleased to see that the camp was pretty much right in front of them, “Now, it’s time to rest up a bit.”

Once they were in his tent and the bandages were swapped out for more efficient items, Russia spoke up. “What do you think he’s really doing here?” he whispered, face weirdly close to China’s, “He’s not in his tent, so he’s not resting.”

“He could be in another tent,” China said, not backing up even though their noses were nearly touching, “Or he could be by the fire.”

“He’s not.”

China didn’t ask how Russia knew that, but he believed it anyway, “Well, what do you think he’s doing?”

“I think he’s here to ask us out,”

China blinked, suddenly short circuiting from the level of truth that stained Russia’s voice, “What?”

“Well, did you see the way he was looking at you on the way back here?” Russia asked, now actually pushing his nose against China’s and making his eyes blur and duplicate in China’s vision, “Or when you were fighting that dragon?”

China blushed and backed up, suddenly flustered. “No, I didn’t notice,” admiting that made him feel sort of stupid, because thinking back on it now, it was quite obvious, “Why’d you say ‘us’ then? If he was just looking at me?”

Russia giggled and leaned back a little, “The team’s been making bets on when we’d get together,” China felt his mouth fall open as he continued, “You probably didn’t notice because of that new magic skill you’ve been picking up.”

“But why- why would-?” He felt his face redden, “I didn’t- I don’t-”

“Don’t what?” Russia asked innocently, “Think I’m cute?”

China’s thoughts flashed back on memories of Russia defeating monsters, or reading through spell bocks, or teaching him little bits of magic. “No I think-,” he blushed harder, “Well I mean I don’t-'' His mind slid into the way he had felt in any of those instances, a light warmth of love in his chest, a blurring confusion in his brain telling him it was just friendship.

Russia smiled, but managed not to laugh, “That’s alright, I’ll let you figure it out.”

Trying not to think about the realization he’d just had about himself, China spluttered, “Does that mean you think I’m cute?” He asked without thinking, “Or are you just saying this because it’s funny?”

Now Russia actually did laugh, and China felt his HP flicker in embarrassment as his teammate saw right through him. “I guess I do,” he said, touching his throat awkwardly as a second ‘ding’ resonated from it, “You are pretty smart after all.”

“Apparently not smart enough to realize you like men,” China gawked, not admitting to himself that he had also not realized that he liked men, “Specifically me ,”

Russia grinned and clambered to his feet, “What do you say about America then? Since you don’t want to talk about how you feel about me?”

China forced himself not to blush anymore and stood up after him, “Well, I’d have to know him better first, wouldn’t I?”

Russia nodded and smiled, “Of course you would, people need time to figure stuff out,” he jabbed him in the side friendly, “And you seem to have a lot of stuff to figure out right now.”

China yelped indignantly and jabbed him back, but he couldn’t find the words to retort with, so he settled with just that. Russia laughed and lightly slapped away his hand, sending an accidental shock of magic through his teammate, “Come on, let’s go talk to him.”

As they emerged from the tent, China let the sunlight blind him as he tried to cool the heat from his ears. (Any distraction was a good distraction, as far as he was concerned.)

“America!” Called Russia, voice still scratchy from his injury, “America?”

China blinked a few times and looked around, but their teammate wasn’t in the camp. “I wonder where he’s gone,” he mused, “Is he in his tent?”

“No,” Russia told him, and he sounded worried enough that China didn’t even think to ask how he knew, “No he’s not.”

“Don’t worry,” he reassured him, “He’s probably around camp somewhere,”

Russia nodded, but he didn’t look so sure.

They spent a few minutes searching, but it quickly became clear that the warrior wizard wasn’t anywhere in the camp. (Even so, they searched for a bit longer, but with each second they didn’t find America, Russia got more and more worried.) “We’ll find him,” China said carefully, “He might have gone out for items, right?”

Again, Russia nodded, but also again, he didn’t sound like he believed him entirely.

“We can fly there,” China added, “You’re healed enough to do the spell, right?”

Russia cheered up then, he loved flying, and neither of them could deny that it was an effective way to get around, “Of course,” he said, metaly flicking through spells and letting his eyes flick between colors for them, “Of course I am.”

China smiled and nodded, his new attachment to his teammate glowing in his chest with the magic now spilling from his hands. It was time to fly.

“Let’s go!” Russia grinned, solidifying his ghostly wings behind him, their feathery surfaces fading into something fluffy and real and his spell was completed. (And with the regular shock, China felt wings of his own begin to form.)

Taking off was a pain, like it always was, but it only took him three tries this time, and that had to count for something. (Russia was more practiced, so it only took him one, but he encouraged him the whole way. Even landing again to show him how high he had to jump a second time.) China felt a blush spread across his face then, and maybe that feeling of caring was what got him into the air for sure.

“Okay,” China yelled over the wind, still fumbling with the rhythm of his wings on the air, “Which way do you want to go first?”

By some miracle, Russia heard him, “I was thinking towards the forest,” he yelled back, “If he’s looking for items, that’s the best place to get a variety.”

China nodded and tried not to drop too far inbetween wingbeats, “Lead the way!”

Russia smiled and China felt the warmth in him grow as he swooped off to the west. He was so graceful, so confident in the air, and China had to respect him for it. (Even when following him was a little bit difficult.)

Screaming across the sky, the two looked towards the ground for their teammate. Wind cut right through their hair and feathers, but China’s cloak was surprisingly resistant to the cold, and for that he was thankful. He beat his wings and soared a bit higher. Even though flying was hard work, and he was cold and already tiring, he had to admit that he felt free. (Free enough to almost forget their lost teammate, or how beautiful Russia looked flying below him. …but that was seriously an almost.)

He stretched his arms out like his wings, even though the push of the wind fought to keep them at his sides. There was something nice about it.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Russia folding his wings into a dive, heading for the forest that they suspected America to be walking through. China gave a final half hearted flap of his wings, and followed. Wings were generated the first time the spell was set on a person, and they could be different for everyone, so all he could say was that he was thankful he was a bird meant to dive.

It just felt right .

He sped towards the trees, cutting past Russia with a ‘whoop!’ of pure joy. He was going so fast, and the wind rushed past him even faster. It filled his ears and mouth, tearing his joyful screams from his mouth and tearing them apart like a blender. Gradually he put out his wings, using them in an unnaturally practiced way as he swooped up again, moving in a wave over the rushing trees.

Happily, he glanced behind himself, and quickly spotted Russia following him, a look of impressed shock on his face. China didn’t blame him, he hadn’t known he could do that either.

But after a few more minutes, the rush of joy wore off, and he could feel his aching muscles all over again. (Thankfully for him though, not a minute after he noticed the tiredness, Russia let out a shout of recognition and circled in for a landing.)

The landing was appropriately difficult, but watching his more practiced teammate do it first helped. And plus, they were landing in a clearing, so it wasn’t nearly as difficult as it could have been. Still though, he managed to scrape his knee the second he made contact with the grassy ground. It didn’t matter though, because on the other end of the clearing, America was picking flowers.

He had his helmet off, so China could clearly see the shock on his face as he shook out his wings. “America!” he yelled, throwing his arms up into the air, “We’ve been looking for you!”

“You- You have?” he stuttered, a blue blush spreading over his face, “Really?”

“Yeah!” Russia called, voice finally back to normal (it had been a good healing item in the end), “And we’ve got something to tell you!”

China snickered as America’s mouth fell open, and in that moment, they all knew that they were all just a bit more than teammates now.

Notes:

Yep.

#rusamechu #hws #wingtalia #rusamechu week 2022 #hetalia #hws russia #hws america #hws china #general violence #fanfic #flying #unfocused

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bearlypigest · 8 months

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So. I've known to be really pushy and dramatic on the internet lately like humbugging people to like my art more and follow me, I honestly kind of hate doing that now since everyone is telling me to like. Stop doing that, and rn I can see the problem on why they want me to stop doing that, for starters:

1. I end up saying impulsive things on my platforms and due to this a lot of times I don't see that until someone or basically everyone tells me what I'm doing.

2. I realised that I'm actually being a big huge asshole abt begging people to following me and like my art more on Tumblr and Twitter, and that's what's pissing off people the most, I don't really realise this til they actually like say it to me.

I honestly do this often because I want people to like my art and maybe be best friends with other cool artists ik, but I can see that won't happen at all til I stop saying things I know people will not like, as for sure Ik these people are gonna start getting people on me to send hate stuff to me, call me a weirdo, call me a spoilt person, I don't really learn from my actions as I still keep doing the same things that are pissing ppl off, and that's why sometimes it's better I just make a new account and start again, hoping those same ppl won't realise it's me, ik for a fact ppl are gonna call me out because they know I have a Tumblr, and if they do I might just end up going to hiding as I see that I'm only causing people to hate me a bit more, my twitter fans already see me annoying as I still do and say impulsive things, and I don't learn from my actions..

I'll admit rn, I use to copy ppl's other artworks so I could one day get short of better at it by legit just copying them, but overtime I already managed to find my art style as it's actually a mixture of 3 other artists (I'm gonna admit this rn) as I realised that I'm short of that kind of artist that can actually and short copy the other artists art style, and I never use this special tactic of mine as ik for a fact it will just cause more hate towards me, most of my followers don't like me or at least see me annoying already and I don't really blame them because I can be annoying at times both on social media and irl.

Now ofc, you guys may know why I'm saying this stuff, because I ended up saying smth last night before going to bed, I woke up the next day and went to school, but when I got back (like just now) I get 12 messages on twitter, saying that I'm getting really annoying now, one of a popular artist I liked their design said your getting blocked because your a weirdo and says if this helps which in my head is for short for saying "your getting blocked because your a weirdo hope this makes sense now." This actually really hurt me. A lot, almost like my guts just spilled out, it's that feeling where you were a big fan of someone and liked their artwork or smth but when they say something like that... Oof 😣 that really hurts. Especially if your friends say it themselves

I really need to start learning abt my actions and what their causing people to do and say as this has happened to me 4 times now (this probably being the 5th) as I end up saying things that will ether

1. Make ppl think I'm gonna do/draw smth I'm not suppose to without them actually hearing my full story

2. Make ppl say things to me they know will hurt me as this is short of like a message to me for them saying "stfu and just stop"

3. Get ppl very annoyed and agitated to me

Their are cool artists out there I liked but ended up blocking me without them hearing my full story on why I said those things, there are ppl out there that will block me, judge me, make fun of me and hate me, without hearing my full story. This is the one thing I hate abt the internet, is that when you say smth that makes ppl think otherwise, they will not hear you out and understand why you said that. And this gets in my fricking nerves!

I say these things because I'm impulsive "oh that's not an excuse" it is for me, because I do this all the time, you guys already know this, and you know that I don't learn from my actions until someone says smth to me that will get me upset of smth like that!

The reason I say these things, is because ppl only followed me to see FRICKING, mcyt and fandoms only! When I post my OC's and other stuff that doesn't involve them! No one really likes or cares for them, and even if these like what, 5 likes and 2 retweets, it really pisses me off when I look at my view count and see that 50,000,000 ppl saw my oc's or my worlbuilding art! But bloody ignore it!

IM ONLY FRICKING 14! IM JUST A TEENAGER, I AM 10 YEARS YOUNGER THEN ALL OF YOU GUYS! I CANT CONTROL MY ACTIONS! I JUST CANT, IM IMPULSIVE, I DO AND SAY THINGS WITHOUT THINKING WHAT OTHER PPL ARE GONNA SAY, DO OR REACT!

And so, I just wanna say I'm sorry for doing those things, i say those things for a reason, but I end up saying it in a different way, which is why you guys do and say these things to me, I just wanted ppl to enjoy my art, give me compliments, and share my art to the world like they do to others! I just wanted ppl to notice my art and say things like "wow, this is such good lore! I honestly hope you can share more abt your characters!" Or "wow dude your art and lore writer and even designing! Is so fantastic" I want ppl to share my art because I don't just wanna be an artist, I wanna be an artist that helps makes movies, and I want ppl to share my art and love because I want ppl to like my art, lore story's, designing and stuff like that, I always imagine myself making a movie because I'm already thinking of ways to make a movie someday. Someday, that involves mcyt ppl in it.

I'm sorry for saying these things, but the one thing I wanna say, is that instead of calling me a weirdo, a freak, and tell me what I'm doing is wrong in the most hurtful way possible, just tell me to stop in a more nice way and a way where I'll like actually understand it, I don't like it when this happens, because it really gets to me, the fact that you guys say these things to me, I don't think you would like if I or anyone did it back to you, would you? Not like you care at all and think I'm lying, but calling me freak or a weirdo triggered some memories I really didn't want to remember as they did an impact to my life both past and present.

But all I'm saying. Is that I'm sorry for saying these things.

But what I would like to remind you is that: I'm a small art creator who soon wants to be a big artist one day with lots of friends, and that I'm not a fricking adult, I'm only 14, I'm just a kid that does and says impulsive things. And I'm sorry if you forget that m8, and sorry if you get even more pissed off

Most of them ain't really wrong but t the first one is what gets on my nerves as they don't really understand my side of the story on why I said that, and the fact that they were my fav artist to and they go ahead to say this to a 14 y/o

#boris.txt #vemt?#venting???#twitter can be a very hurtful place sometimes #especially for small artists that dont know what their saying til they notice like me #wish ppl could be more nicer on the internet

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quintenrosenburgwrites · 7 months

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EEE IT WAS GREAT!!! I LOVED READING IT!!! I CANT WAIT TO MEET THE REST OF THE FAZBEAR GANG AND LEARN MORE ABOUT OLI!! IM SO INTRIGUED!

Questions and thoughts I had while reading!:

Do all humans have magic? Or is it just Oliver? Or I know Vanessa changed the badge back but was that a mechanism in the badge itself?

How long was Oliver following crypteds for before he joined fazbear?

NOOOO POOR CHICA 😭. GOOD ON OLIVER FOR AT LEASE GIVING HER A LITTLE BREAK.

Oof. Oli’s speed running getting fired the way they talk back. Maybe subtlety is what’s needed here?

Oooo hopefully Henery called Vanny back in to fire those scientists >:( at least Chica wasn’t re restrained? progress???

:O URPLE GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BIGGER GASP. HELPY!!!!!

Oooo Potential menacing wall of helpys. There is no end, submit to the help /silly

FRICK UEAH VANNEY GOT SUSPENDED

An apology? From Henery?? Doubt >:|

Hehehe Oliver’s getting so much walking done today. Five bucks says they get lost again

Booo urple guy ruined my bet. He’s the janitor? Does. …does he work the Night Shift?

HAHAHAHAHA MICKEY D’S IS A GREAT NICKNAME. PFFTT MIKE WAZOWSKI

BWAHAHAHA OLIVERS NICKNAMING SKILLS ARW MY FAVORITE. HANKLES XDDDD

Huh hankles actually feels bad? Guess it’s a good thing Oli joined! otherwise he wouldn’t have known!

Oli. Oliver no don’t Talk to your boss like that /concern. Hehehe the person they hit with paper turns out to be William /silly

EGGS BENEDICT

Yay Chica gets food!!!

:DDD I'm glad you liked it! I'll try and answer all of your questions! (Also responding to the reactions bc those are incredibly fun to read LOL)

It's not just Oliver, but it's not all humans either! It'll be expanded on a bit further in the next chapter

They were following cryptids around from 16 to 19, up until they found out about Fazbear Containment. They didn't really have anything better to do, and even if it was only 3 years they learnt a lot!

Yeahhh it's gonna take a while for all of them to be treated right. Oliver's probably gonna end up being like. the moral council or something LMAO

They um. Impulse control is not their specialty SDJFSDKLJFKL if they think something and it gets past the singular filter they have (which is EXCLUSIVELY for moral stuff) they're saying it and dealing with the consequences later

The only thing I will say about this is Vanny is definitely gonna be playing a bigger role later but not the one you might expect, same thing with Henry :)

urple :DDD also I PROMISE he isn't william i wanted to make a storyline that follows a different villain bc. also do not remember the reasoning for this but I do wanna clarify William Afton will not be showing up (at least in person) unless i change my mind later! Normally I don't like spoiling that kinda stuff but I don't wanna accidentally make anything misleading :D

Helpy is so underrated I needed to include him in this

If an AI uprising ever happens, you'll know who it REALLY is /j

>:DDDDDDD

(Using this space to apologize in advance if Henry is ooc, I dont remember shit about him aside from like the basics of what he did, so im kinda just making it up as I go LMAO)

They cancelled their gym membership cause they're already getting all the exercise they need while trying to navigate their new job /j

:) yet another situation where he will play a big role but probably not the one you'd expect!

coming up with those was the most fun part of writing this LMAO

I was having such a hard time with Henry's nicknames. like. i almost had Oliver call him Henjamin franklin.

Hankles becoming increasingly horrified at the conditions the cryptids are living in:

Oliver would've definitely already been fired if they hadn't been put in this job as a way for the government to try and contain them (half joking here. uh. also will be expanded upon later) and the person hit with the paper will always be William in my heart /silly

My thought process: "Hmmmm... What do I name this random scientist? He needs a name, obviously. Even though he will probably never be mentioned again. What name can i use that will be a funny reference.......... oh my god im a genius" /hj

Oliver teaching themself how to cook so they can bring her a five course meal as an apology for all the shit she's had to deal with the past several weeks:

#tysm for reading!!!!#It was so fun to see your responses and questions :D #The next chapter should be out within the next week as long as my brain doesn't get funky again!

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