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fuxuannie · 10 months

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╭₊˚ ๑︰love at first garlic bagel :)

:★: relationship : loid forger x baker!g-neutral reader

:★: warnings : none, fluff

:★: a/n : rereererr loid my little wheueeuehehehe (sorry not atsv/hsr post) i wrote this at 11pm so if the pacing doesnt make sense i was cery bery sleepy ok 😔

LOID sighs as he trudges past the small stores, feeling exhausted with a sleeping Anya in one arm and a bag of groceries in the other. It's been a.. very interesting first day for a mission.

Suddenly, the comforting scent of a bakery enters his nose and he melts. "I need to go home.. but a snack won't hurt, no?" He mumbles to himself, already at the front as he pushes the glass doors with his back.

"Uncle! Someones coming in!"

His head turns to what seems to be a worker approaching him, helping him with the door as he mumbles a thanks. "Would you like some help with your paperbags?" You asked him with a smile, seeing his busy hands.

As you spoke, Loid's tired and clouded mind had now felt.. clear. Your warm smile and welcoming manner was kind of what he needed at the moment and so he immediately fixes himself with a forced cough. "It's alright, thank you." He answers, thanking you quietly while placing them on a nearby table and Anya onto the seat.

You nod your head at his answer and walk back to the counter, judging by the surroundings alone Loid could tell it was one of those in and out bakeries that you get a quick snack in and leave.

The spy watched as you rushed back to the counter, is such an establishment only run by two people hence you calling for your uncle when he walked in? "What would you like, sir?"

After a few minutes of small chat, he settles on a garlic bagel to take home. You happily jot that down on a paper, "Give us a minute!" You tell him, calling for your uncle all the while rushing to the back and waving the paper in the air. "The new guy wants a bagel! Let's get this finished so we can watch the new movie later!"

Loid doesn't know why he watches you and your Uncle make something as simple as a bagel. It's not anything interesting, it won't take long and it's certainly not gonna help with his mission.. but it's your laughter that keeps him in a trance. The way you knead the dough with care, your giggles as your uncle playfully nudged you during the process and the surprise when you looked back at him all of a sudden.

You smile a little awkwardly before turning away in what seems to be fluster, the laughter of your uncle didn't make it any better.

It wasn't long till the bagel was finished while you walk back up to the counter, as bright as ever as you slide it over to him. "It's uh.. it's on the house."

"Oh, no please let me pay." He chuckles, pulling out his wallet as you profusely shook your head. "Nono. Take it." You insist further, pushing his money away.

Loid blinked a few times before smiling warmly, not even realizing it wasn't one he forged or faked it was just.. him. "Thank you."

As he grabbed the small snack; "Wait!" You suddenly make a little gasp and rush to the back before running back with some tissue in hand. "For you."

"What a kind person. Clearly cares for their customers."

Loid said his thanks, and it was getting late. He smiles at you one last time before he turns to an already awake Anya, kicking her legs under the table as he sighs. "Did I keep you waiting?" And the little girl shook her head.

You watch as he leaves, letting out a breath you didn't know you were holding. "What a handsome man.." A dreamy sigh escapes your lips, looking down at the open pen in your hand before back at the door.

The spy was no idiot, he was a little too eager to see the number written onto the tissue you hand to him. He smiles fondly and keeps it carefully folded in his coat pockets. "I think I've found the perfect fit."

#˚₊· ͟͟͞➳❥ bailu's candy stash #loid forger x reader #loid x reader #loid headcanons #loid x you #loid forger x you #sxf x reader #sxf x you

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writing-yarn-goblin · 6 months

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HELLOOOOO!~

Today’s the daaaaaaay~

This is my contest entry for my lovely friend @swampstew

Anime: One Piece

Pairing: Bartolomeo the CannnibalxFem!Reader

Relationship: Established

Costume: American Gothic by Grant Wood https://artsandculture.google.com/asset/american-gothic/5QEPm0jCc183Aw?hl=en&avm=2

Word count: 2,023

Please enjoy!~

Warning: slightly suggestive

"Hello, fiends and friends!

You've been cordially invited to Buggy's Spooktacular! A fun party for all to enjoy! Drinks, games and contests with prizes!

Need to change? No problem! We have changing rooms at the ready!

Costumes are mandatory as it serves as your admission ticket. Those without costumes will pay a 6,000 Beri fine (hourly) in order to enjoy party.

See ya there, Jackasses!"

If there was something that you liked, was costume parties. They were a fun way to make friends, business and plans. You were looking forward to seeing your friends and other captains in this party as well. You knew a certain rubbery captain was invited and that made your appearance all the more mandatory.

"Hey, Doll-Did ya' see the invite?" You heard a certain green haired punk say as you gently placed the invite on the kitchen counter. It was early morning and you had spent the night at the Barto Club doing a lot of...special activities with its captain, Bartolomeo the Cannibal. He had curled himself against you, chin on the top of your head as you brewed him and yourself coffee. He took it black with a teaspoon of sugar. You took it mostly black, but wouldn't be against of spicing things up and adding things you'd want to like like different milks and sweetners from time to time.

"Think the costume contest will be a breeze?"

"Hell. No. Eustass Kid went as Terminator last year. I expect everything and anything moving forward." You grunted, making Barto chuckle and bent down enough to kiss your cheek, ready to take a sip from your brew.

"Welp, good thing is we can't repeat costumes." You mumbled softly, sipping your coffee. The morning carried on quiet as usual, you tending to a few documents and Bartolomeo tending to his crew. The party was a few islands away in two weeks. So you figured that you'd be able to craft something in such little time.

But this made it hard.

You were having trouble deciding what you wanted.

You had both stayed at a crossroad.

"I think we should go funny."

"I think we need to spooky it up."

There was no middle ground.

"Both?"

"Both."

'Both is good' you thought. Smirking at the possibilities and getting ready to move on with your day.

You had to do a couple stops at a fabric store and then to a costume shop. You were going to need all you could get.

A few days went by and now you were doing his measurements.

"Hold still, Sasquatch."

"You're being a bossy bitch, Honey-bunch."

You groaned, you knew this was going to be a problem. He was fidgety and so were you.

"Okay, sit down and stay VERY still and- shit, how are you tall even when you're sitting down!?"

You could hear the giggle he was trying to contain. Your distraught was giving him joy and you groaned.

He really thrived in riling you up.

"By the way, Luffy called-"

"HE DID!?"

"...yes. He asked if we were coming to Buggy's and I said yes." You finished. This was true and you knew this little trick will be your saving grace from not poking him with a very sharp needle.

"ShitwegottadoourbestcausenowIjustreallwannaimpressLuffywithmywholeoutfitAnditneedstobeperfect-"

And there he went.

Focused on getting through this costume fitting just so he could impress his favorite person in the world.

Strawhat Luffy.

~*~

The more days passed, the party's stress was already getting to you. So bad- that you've accidentally poked him, 34 times, with the pins and needles in your hand. Thankfully, Bartolomeo learned his lesson on sitting perfectly still.

Until half hour ago, when he was getting very fidgety.

"Stay. Fucking. Still."

"I'm trying, but your hands are really close to my dick and it makes it hard to stay firm in place."

You were at your wits end. You'd gladly hump the ever-lasting grin out of his face until he was whining and panting against your ear, asking to please let him cum with that comment just so he would flip the switch on you and pin you down against whatever surface, just for him to ravage you until he was spent but now wasn't the time get kinky. Especially when you had very sharp scissors in your hand.

Close to his crotch.

"Stay fucking STILL."

"Then stop fucking poking me, Pinhead!"

"WHO YOU CALLING PINHEAD!?"

The bickering didn't end.

It just got worse.

The moment you finally had everything measured and pinned to place, disaster strikes.

In the form of a Marine attack.

You were livid. It was a surprise attack and Bartolomeo was using a sea prism cuff because he didn't want to accidentally hurt you by conjuring up a barrier. He was trying to be careful with the very sharp objects on his body and scrambling to get the keys for the cuff as you readied yourself with any weapon you could find to defend yourself with.

The attack was a surprise but you were merciless.

The way you bent and stretched, leaned and crouched- were a sight to be seen. Contortionist as you were, you could make your mark flawlessly from any angle in the weirdest of positions.

'Fly like a butterfly, fight like a tank.' Was something Barto thought of you the moment the fight started.

You were going to have to be more careful moving forward. As a person of interest, you held information that would sink the pirate captains and meet their fate with Davey Jones.

Once the Marines were left useless and discarded, you all went on route to Buggy's coordinates.

The party would start soon and the blue haired clown wasn't known for his unmeasurable patience.

You remembered that costume changes were permitted so you both decided to make another costume. This one being for after the competition and for some...extra-curricular activities you both could enjoy in case the party was a bust.

Best be prepared, right?

Once the evening settled in, you received a transmission from another ship on your course, warning you of weather conditions worsening once you passed the threshold for the summer islands.

Meaning there was a hurricane passing through and you had no island to dock yet.

Fantastic.

You advised Bartolomeo to do a slight detour, safety first. He agreed that it was first and foremost so he tried to sail towards the last island he could find before the storm worsened and bared the weather.

Once everything was set, protected and everyone was inside: you were in bed, all snug and ready to bare the weather in Bartolomeo's arms, asleep.

~*~

It was a week before the costume party and it was fully got in your nerves.

Nothing wanted to come out right.

The scissors broke.

The wigs weren't ready.

The shoes were damaged- everything that wasn't supposed to happen, happened.

It didn't help that you and Bartolomeo were bickering like an old couple. You were hours from porting on the island Buggy mentioned on the invite and you felt like the world was against you.

Most of the party goers were already on the island on business or just because they could lounge a little.

The days moved on until they neared the day of the party and, no thanks to life, you were behind. So behind, that this was your third all-nighter. Your hands hurt, your eyes were unfocusing and you were drifting and waking up in shock as you were working with the final costume details.

Only to notice only tiny problem...

The costume you were supposed to be wearing was too big and Barto's was too small for him.

Which led you to a funny yet horrible realization:

You have to tell Bartolomeo that he's going to be the prettiest girl in the party.

Literally.

Just as you were going to fix the costume, he strolled in with a cup of coffee for you and a scowl.

"You need to break, babe."

"You need to shut up, sweetheart."

It didn't help that you were cranky. A few minutes had passed and you sniffled.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you." You mumbled, eyes still focused on your work as you put down the scissors and the needles down.

"I gotta tell you something though...l accidentally made my costume your size and your costume, my size..."

The silence that followed was a little unnerving but before you could look at him, he had already placed your mug down and was inspecting the costume you had worked on.

"I get to be a chick and you get to be my pops?"

You nodded, lips forming a pout as he just smirked at the costume.

"What's the backup costume?"

"Skeletons. We'd glow in the dark."

"Perfect. After the contest is over: we change into this, we get piss drunk and make out, alright?"

Happy with what you're hearing- you nodded and stood up from your seat. There were urging him to sit down and once he did, you climbed up his lap kissed his lips silly. His hands were wrapped around you and nuzzled his nose with yours when the kiss ended.

The days moved fast once more and it was the day of Buggy's party.

You were now doing Bartolomeo's hair as he patiently waited for you to finish. You had clipped his hair carefully and then pulled in his wig cap to place the soft blonde wig on his head. Clipping the back of the wig in a pretty bun with a divide in the middle of the wig. You contoured his edges to where the wig started and we're thankful that he was without eyebrows.

He had nude make up on, his septum was inverted and away from the public's eyes, the tattoo under his right eye was barely visible- he almost looked like a normal person.

Save for the fangs and the height, that is.

Once he was with makeup and thin eyebrows, clothing him was easy. He carefully slipped on a soft linen long sleeved shirt with a rounded collar, black long-sleeve ankle-high dress with the white cuffs poking out of his sleeves. A thin wine colored vest with little dots and curls and a wavy hem.

And finally, an old broach he had stolen a long time ago.

Once he was ready, it was your turn.

You had to, unfortunately, wear a bald cap. You had secured all your hair neatly inside a wig cap and then placed the bald cap on your head. You had meticulously made faded hair on your cap, on the sides. You also made wrinkles on your face and had fake circular glasses perched on your nose.

The white cotton shirt with thin green strips was at least more breathable than the wigcap. Finishing your look with light blue jean overalls and black blazer.

"Hey, I got us something to hold up for pictures."

You looked at Bartolomeo curiously as you watched him stand up and pick something up from the floor.

You giggled.

It was a big, gold picture-frame.

"You would have to kneel to even think of getting a picture."

"That's what chairs are for, my honey."

You grinned. Both of you looked so convincing in your outfits that it would take a second look to Barto to recognize who he was.

"C'mon, let's head over to Buggy's and get this over with. I already wanna change into the back up and make out with the prettiest blonde in a dark corner." You mumbled, packing a little satchel with the glow in the dark skeleton costumes.

"That's pretty Freudian of you." Bartolomeo quipped as he pinned you against the door before leaving, lips near to yours as you gave him a frown. "Bald cap and all- you look good enough to eat. Right. Now."

With a firm push he stumbled back, laughing as you grabbed him by the hand, him holding the frame in the other, and made your way down to the party.

"And now you made it gross. C'mon- I wanna get this party started!"

#one piece #reader insert #fem reader #x reader #bartolomeo the cannibal #cute #Buggy’s Spooktacular Special #Halloween 2023

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cowboyjen68 · 2 years

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Hi Jen, can you tell us a bit how was the relationshiop of lesbians with trans ppl back in the day? I was reading how a lot of butch lesbians transisionated due to homophobia and were very much a par of the lesbian community even still, and i GET that you know but i feel like today we dont have the same camadarie like in the past (one or my best friends came out as a trans men and he bery much said that he feels the same for women as he did when he was a lesbian i and understand that at a certain level, but lesbian community today is not that much open witu trans men anymore)

I can only speak from my experience and the friends I have had to either transitioned after we met or before.

There have always been trans men in my circle of lesbians, even at women's festvals, gatherings and music venues. There were fewer and not medically transitioned until after 2015 or 16 that I am aware of. If I had to do a count I would say 4 or 5 in my wide circle and one in my close friend circle transitioned.

Social transitioning was pretty common but most of those acquaintences continued to use woman/female in close circles. I would often hear "I prefer to be seen as a man except in the company of only women/lesbians". They lived life being perceived as men outside the confines of places or communities where they felt safe.I didn’t hear “trans man” probably until after 2010 or later. Not that I recall. Although in fairness I lived a busy and active life and i doubt I remember every detail. It wouldn’t have occurred to me that it would be historically important, at least not in my life.

Moving as a butch woman can carry a lot of push back from society, even well meaning people as to how we can be women and still be masculine. This has been the case for as long as I have been aware of being a “tomboy” and then “not girly enough”, for me and for my friends. Sometimes it is easier (even safer) to physically and purposely support the way we are seen rather than continually try to correct others. Correcting some people that we are a woman and not a man can be downright dangerous in some circumstances so often it is risk management as a way of life.

Not one of my trans man friends who transitioned deny their connection to being butch or using butch before they decided to medically or fully socially transition. Even my closer trans man friend, younger than me by over 20 years, is quite comfortable in our comradery of shared experiences and sees no reason to deny our connection. He and I joke about how I approached him at the gas station he worked at and said “ I need more butch friends, here is my number”. We became friends from that moment on.

In younger circles, on tumblr and tiktolk (social media) I do see a powerful and stricter line drawn, a harsh denial of any ability for trans men and butches to share common past experiences or feelings. I don't know why the shift. I can't tell you what or when that happened. What I can say is it that disconnect saddens me very much.

It was the norm in my younger days for someone to use man to describe themselves pubically but privately to use butch or lesbian and no one really seemed to apply pressure either way. It came down to having friendship and trust with each other. We only knew each other in person. Internet friends or virtual connections didn't really exist to any extent so it was much easy to feel comfortable within nuanced situations since we knew each other as real full humans with complex lives and feelings.

The idea that we need to demand a firm set of roles, rules, physical attributes to a friend with whom we shared a history based on human contact, and physical realities didn't occur to me and wouldn't have if not for social media.

My trans man friendship circle is small now and likely will remain just him since the divide that is enrouraged now is someone damaging to the kind of trust and connection I want in friendships. That saddens me as well.

On an individual level lesbians I know are just fine to have trans men in their friend cirlces but the current insistance that we are completely seperate with nothing in common seems less than conducive to a healthy friendships.

It seems more of a society/community thing and less of a lesbian/trans man thing if that makes any sense.

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morningmask27 · 4 months

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Hiii I was just curious but what are your favorite Pokémon? You're one of my few mutuals who's also really into Pokémon so. I wanted to talk about it wi you! No pressure tho

heyyyy, you are very courageous to activate this topic since I've been currently busy with the scarvi dlc, but my all time fave's

NOIVERN

I don't even remember when I used it for the first time and how I fell so in love with it (it definitely wasn't the anime tho, I barely watched it). I just know I saw this funny bat and I fell in love.

Usually when thinking about Noivern I think about my Noivern oc Wydra, who's just a little chaotic berry thief of a threat. Very silly, bery casual. but i did a flying-type only run of pokemon Y not so long ago and Cloudburst the noivern I used there was also a fun one to play with (alongside Acerbus my beloved (mega)aerodactyl)

Noivern might not be on the same level as many other dragon-flying types, but it's the best one in my heard, and with a very good speed, decent special attack and a powerful boomburts, plus stabs, and fire coverage, it does hit quite well. And thus I often want to include one in my playthroughs of games, but I try to moderate it since I want to diversify the pokemon I use (that's the reason I did the flying run in Y; perfect excuse to have both Noivern AND aerodactyl and other pokemon in my team).

A few of my other all-time favs are the delphox and primarina line (I do have a weakness for the furbaits, sorry not sorry). Swampert was also my first pokemon and i'll always carry some special fondness for it.

alolan ninetales and togekiss also have a special place in my heart, for oc and playthrough reasons. Togekiss is very fun to use on an adventure team and I have one old alolan ninetales oc (I will probably never talk about them here because it's not something i'm too proud of, but maybe if I revamp them fully?). Also a shiny Eevee I randomly got in pokemon legends arceus is The Shiny Eevee for me. It's level 100, but I refuse to evolve it. it'll be my wonderful little baby eevee forever <3. ALSO Giratina. I shiny hunted one in ultra sun and this little baby is my beloved

Paldea right now is also making me have a lot of fun with the new pokemon.

I LOVE Meowscarada, Glimmora, Chi-Yu and Walking Wake. these four are setpieces of my ultimate team in scarlet. they're my little blorbo's. Chamomille the silly Meowscarada, Erebos my calm and competent (aka ruthless) Glimmora, Tyche the max spe-att, full ev-iv trained, beads of ruin, flamethrower, maxxed metronome, tera fire Chi-Yu (nothing survives this, they made a goldfish so murderous) and Walking Wake, the goofy dino-suicune

#morningtalks #morninganswers #it never posted? lol #sorry for the late answer. tumblr didn't want to apparently

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broken-everlark · 1 year

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Tag War - Last Sentence

(Sorry it took me so long to do this, I've been very busy. I know I've been tagged multiple times)

I was tagged by the lovelies💕 ~ @cosmic-lullaby @wednesdayandherhyde @iamfandomcrazy @gardenoblues @anotherbluesunday

This is from chapter 4 of Black Cat. (I also have WIPs, but I'm not ready to share those just yet)

'Thunder claps in the distance, raining pouring over them as Tyler chases the male through the woods surrounding the cemetery. Coursing hot rage pumping through his veins as he sprints.

(Pov switch)

He runs, hoping to outrun Tyler, clenching onto the weapon in his hand as a lifeline. His heaving breaths leaves his lungs as he turns to look behind him, no longer seeing the other man.'

I was planning on giving you a whole paragraph, but I figured I shouldn't spoil all the fun.😈 the pov switch may change because I don't usually like doing that in my fics, but idk it just depends)

I tag yall back❤️ & @wincestation @ourdramaqueen @suchaladyy @insomniac1994 @callmetippytumbles @beri-allen @pororoh @the-strangest-person @nonamemanga @nouklea @chinita-inzunza and whoever else would like to join!😊💕

#wyler #the black cat #ao3 #weyler #wednesday addams x tyler galpin #wednesday addams #wednesday #tyler galpin

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genshinluvr · 11 months

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gosh i love ur works so much <333 coming across ur blog was a miracle in disguise like i binged ur series and fell in LOVE ur such an amazing writer

i’m excited for the upcoming hsr fic too 👀 are u going to go the same route as ur various!genshin series? orrr are u going to keep that a surpriseee

…i also wanted to ask if i could be 🪐 anon?? would be very bery cool (its the first time i ask for this sorta thing so i’m not sure if i’m doing this correctly 💀) but yeah!!

againnn, love ur works sm and plsplspls take care of urself 💪💪

Omg, stooooop you're making me blush 😩❤️ I'm glad you like the things I've posted! Idk why it always shocks me when people tell me they read everything I post or every fic that has been posted in the Isekai series.

I hope you'll like the upcoming HSR series because it's been on my mind ever since I started playing HSR since its release. I'm not sure what you meant by the same route as the various!genshin series (I'm assuming harem and one-shot? If so, yes, that's what I'm aiming for! I'm too busy with university at the moment to make chaptered fics ;o;)

And yes, you can be 🪐anon! :> I will add you to the list once I post this response hehe ^^ and I will try my best to take care of myself 🫶🏻

#genshinluvr #genshinluvr answers

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fishfingersalad · 7 months

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day 8 of @digikaa rvbtober. im. bery eepy (forgot to sleep last night) and have had a busy few days. anyway. Jensen breaking her tailbone, based on personal experiences. (it sucks) (it's been like 2 years and it still hurts if i sit for too long without moving) also I cant draw people skating without drawing protective gear bc my brain goes NO NO THEYRE GONNA BREAK THEIR WRISTS.

#rvb #red vs blue #rvbtober #rvb jensen #im a big fan of the lieutenants tbh #silly guys #all of them cept andersmith are teens to me #theyre like 16-19 #with palomo being the youngest and bitters being the oldest #and then andersmith is like 27 #my art #mine #mikeys rvb art

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dora85 · 1 year

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♠️"The wild god points your side. You have heavy bleeding. You have been bleeding for a long time, probably since he was born. There is a bear in the wound. Why did you leave me to die?' The wild asks the god and you will: "I was busy surviving." 💃((((👩🏻‍🎨A work from 2022 Autumn)))💃 TR "Vahşi tanrı senin tarafını işaret ediyor. Ağır kanaman var. Uzun zamandır kanaman var, muhtemelen doğduğundan beri. Yarada bir ayı var. Neden beni ölüme terk ettin?' diye Vahşi tanrıya sorar ve sen: 'Hayatta kalmakla meşguldüm." . . . . . .#art #haticeözsoydan #artcurator #artgallery #artcontemporary #sanat #sculpture #mini #picoftheday #artist #creative #conceptualart #tomhirons #poem (Istanbul, Turkey) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoLBHhlqvUW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#art #haticeözsoydan #artcurator #artgallery #artcontemporary #sanat #sculpture #mini #picoftheday #artist #creative #conceptualart #tomhirons #poem

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aphrorite · 2 years

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-ˏˋ sweetheart diaries ˊˎ- #4 !! 🌷🌸🎀

૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა ♡༘

⋆ ✧₊ may 24th 2022 ☀️✨🌷 ⊹ɞ

hello diary ! its been sos long sinc ive wrote here :S thahts okay though, life gets busy soemtime and sometime i not able to write becos of it <3 today was great!

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hmmm where should i start disry ?!??! i havent seen u in so long ))): i lay on teddy comfy back as i weite this bc he make a fluffy cute pillow and he is so generous 💕💕💕 i luv teddy .

umm so the last time i weote was on may 14, si mayb i make list of notable thing ! here it is (:

felt sick one day so stay home n then m found out ir was plumbing day

my cat discover new window n he lobved it so much. was up on bhis tupy toe n was enjoyin fresh air .

had olumbing com over n get toilet fized >_>

may 15 made toast n agua for meself on a lil chop boar dn enjy brekafast

may 17 i groute d my mosiac media ezploration . i did an ugly magenta tbh and it iddnt turn out how i intended but then again ir was only media ezploration )): next time i go fir darker grout. here was finished mosiac before grouting

may 17 at work befor my shif i also saw thes realky chte tanks !!! i trie them on but they didnt rlly hav my size n the pink didnt look as nice as i thought it would but the white did n the blue ehhhh ,, here they r ! i also found out my fav coworker too has the same disorder as me and i felt not so alone knowing tht . it made me feel like someone understood my struggle an di am so grateful to have a coworker like her. i am not happy that she suffers with the same issues but i am glad thqt we can both fight our hardships together . <3

may 18 very sad day ): am work very hard on makeup but had not so good time at school dance so was vert sad. m felt very out ofnplace )): but in hindsight, m also call tht one guy n ask if hed like watch stranger things this friday ! so we hav that day for him n i <3

may 19 m thought of very cute leggings, leg warmers n new aesthetic more , so now am want to change my room up and go for my pink idea ! i always felt bad for wanting it to be all pink ebcause it doesnt necessarily align w my feng shui but i wa s like , “ let me stop confinin myself “ , so im plan 2 get cute pink posters (n design them,) more ffske folliage, hanging plants , lace curtains/ transparent , pink rug and wayyy more plushie !!!

may 19 i also went get my mediciatuon refile , they gav me 67 when they meant 74 but utl l b ok cos i up dosage upon next appointmen maot likely ! i also saw pretty lipblam 🥺🥺 may 19 i paint my mosiac frame black !

fri may 20 i wok up too late 2 get ready n missed bus so instead of adking relativ who im not fond of,,, I WALK 3 KM!!!! 3000 m in 40 minute to my school n cross highway ^_^ it acc big feat for me bc ive never cross highway bflre when walking n also NEVER have walk that much in ine moring. i was determine to get to school and i did !! did NOT MISS SCHOOL !!! 😎

fri i also went to awerie n se etheir flare n i tried them on and i relalt like d them !!!! i didnt buy them rhoguh becaus when i tried to it didnt work out bc theyw erent accetin phon paymen t / it didnt work ): so i put on hold.

fri was grwat doe cos i ALSO MADE MY LUNCH !!!! LOOK LOOK LOOK. IS SO PRETTYYYY I SO HAPPY BOUT IT ! i wish i had sandio lucnh box tho so i will get one soon. is was yummy bc usuall i wake up too late to make lunch ): so i had ice tea , 2 pb sandwich, cheeseit, breton veggie cracker, granola and croutons ! yumyum

friday i work bery hard in fitting room to make sure every cloth wa s detail so i proud myself ^-^ i sad tho bc on fri i found out my one friend isnt who she rlly was n she like dark humor for attention which made me feel really invalidated )): so i never hangout w her anymor and gonna distanc

saturdy i did pintwrest, made new board n cleaned up pinterest but still hav to work on it, clean some cameraroll, shop n hav fun ! i thin k i also watch show another close friend n i kinda hav lil crush on him ))): we wathc 5 episode n fall asleep in calls o i b his alarm clock . funny thin is tho before we hungour he called me while i was showering n it was funny cos i was wondering ‘why my music so quiet?’ peek out curtain and see a pleasant surprise ! i told him call me back doe cos ofc i busy cleaning meself !!! hmph , we laughed abt it tho cos😁 i was happy he called me tok bc he was on my mind n i always wish hed call instead of me doing it first . n then later he put me to bed cos i got drowsy cos mediciattioon aargeghh but we spend whole day together <3 n i folded my cloth too! i also look at more room inspo n made list for wht i want to buy !

sunday i did LOADDDDSS of math hoemwork n i so proud myself for it , i finish and got caugh t up! sister b so kind n she help me clean room , so i fibish xleaning and also DID MY LAUBDRRRRYYY I SO PROUD I HAVENT DOBE THT IN FROWVER

monday i fibisb painting , did more pinterest work on spotify n look at shein for little, n during weekend i learned how to weite upside down ! coolio . i slso took walk, wore cute outfit black stocking w plaid skirt black sweater and white collar and did my makeup 😋 i soend time wi my cat too !! i also did sims 4 reblogging on other acc hehe

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n now we in present ! today i wore the same fit i wore the other day bx ir wasntn dirty, woke up in time but had trogbl gettin out of bed bc it was rlly cold. blanket so warm so i lau at floor of staircase burrowed in blanket cos ellie so warm aargrggh then got ready.

i didnt hav kuch in lunch but moma camw in cluctch with making more pasta so i toon tht for work n also had breton cracker n 2 made good granola bar.

i brin canvas n wallet cos today i want handed in. y canvas n buy the flare legging ! school was good n i did really well in math w anawritjng question and understanding material :3 i so happy abt that bc usually i feel like i am strugglin behind , but my misophonia kept kicking in ),:

theguy still havent stopped courhing and the orher person vocal tics (whxih i know they cant help) relaly made me angry . i know not to be angry and i am not acc angry at them rhouvh it is very irritating ): ofc i am bery stonefave so no one can tell i am angry , and plus i dont want to make anyone sad .

art class went bot so well ): ,, i was finishing my sides and the sand when I accidentally tip uellow paint all over my cabvas 😭😭 theguy who sat across fron me was kind and saved my canvas from fultl flipping over , dude had great reflexes but there was a big fat blob of yellow pajt on floor witb some splatters . it got over my canvas so i had scrapped off w cardboard n then scrapped the paint w the cardboard off the ground and back jnto fhe conrainer, and then i use dawn soap, brown paper towel and sponge to scrub dub dub, and then u couldnt even tell it was there . i am proud for cleaning ip it sow ell but i think mybe god was telling me tht i had to do one kr more finishing touches, sooo i went to work w canvas and home w it, and also saw dat my framw wasnt black emigubso i brough it home too to paint it more black.

i bough flare legging tho, got free agua at satrbuck bc i forgo watnottle, had starbuck popcorn (yumyum i luv popcorn !) and it wa great!!! 🍿💛

hehe, i felt so pretty wwaring the legging rht i wore it to work hehe and i got compliment on mt outfit too. i favetime sisrer during lunch too. and guess wha diary? i ddi amzing at work today :33 i also listen to my sleepy agedre playlsit rn while i write this !

i did 3 stock boxes in 30 min!!! thrts 10 mins for wach unpacking, and then i hung then up n tagged them all by myself ^w^ i was so proud tht i got it done (securi tagging in 57 min, total time took for 3 boxes is 1 hr 48)

my ocd was kicking in ahain with the number of aecurity tags i had and it was a little difficult but i trudge through it n tried to not breakdown over it n so i didnt !! i also met new coworker today, her name angelina 😇

i was so happy tht i did it i felt unsfoppable, n i got praises for my pretty painting from wmployees when i walk into shops n also praises from my coworker s n pll were impressed that i did stock so quicj so i very proud ^⏝^ i put clothes out on sales floor too but at end of shift i went back to get my canvas cos i forgo x_x

when home came my ankle pain rlly kcike din bc it was sore during my shift n still hurts as i weite this ))): hopefully i sleep it off n it go away . i didn do much homeworks until 7 ish but i still trusges through my sampling math homework and painted my frame black and fixed my painting yellow mistake n then got ready for bed 💤💤 i beush my cat today too n he got lots fur, i saw him climb up a carpet n it remind me of spiderman !! he gwtting realt confident n it make me happy

i felt little meh abt wanting to self care but i pushed myself to do so ! 😼 so i lotion my sof skin, gargle w mourhwash, brush teef brush hair n then got into bed w comfy comforter ! i also went on walk w sister n went barefoot, got feet dirty but i wash it before bed, n also walk in grass which is theuropedic !

anyway diary, i look at list, go use lou, and shop for a lil befor ebed. love u!! i check in once in a lil bit. baiiii!!!! 👋👋😴

p.s ⭐️🌻 i forog mention, AHHHH kendrick lamar is in town soon !!! when i am not agedre/agere, i would LUV to see his concert n i think i migh b able go so im gonna b stoked for that OMGOMOMG 🌼💛

╭┈─────── urs truly, ࿐ ˊˎ-

╰┈➤ sweetheart xx

#sfw agere #sfw agere blog #agere #aphrorite.diary #🌸

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feeling-kinda-sad-ngl · 2 years

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im bery sad.NFNDN BERY ok anyway that made me feel a little better for a second but back to sad lol.

how do mentally healthy people deal with the feelings of loss and disappointment

we lost the tournament game so that means we're done for the season

i didn't even play today, i was going in during the 3rd set but we only played (and lost) 2 of them

but nope. its over til next year and even then, so many people are leaving since they're seniors rn

idk why i got so attached. they probably don't even care about me but i'm gonna miss them so much haha

there's this feeling of emptiness i don't like it

what am i gonna do now? what is there to look forward to? my friends are all busy or don't seem to care a lot of the time (they probably do but i'm being brainwashed by my own head) i feel so rejected lol

i could've been better, i could've done more

i should've made more of an effort to actually connect to my team, i should've been friendlier and more approachable and more authentic.

gosh this feels so dramatic now like ok ur sad, get over it

#des vents #des is tired

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bilaldemirkr · 3 months

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TikTok'un ana şirketinde büyük yaprak dökümü!

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TikTok'un ana şirketinde büyük yaprak dökümü!

Bu, bu ayın başlarında VR kısmı Pico’daki işten çıkarmaların akabinde Çinli teknoloji devi için daha fazla sorun manasına geliyor. 2017 yılında ByteDance tarafından satın alınan Nuverse, Marvel Snap, Ragnarok X: Next Generation ve One Piece: Blood Routes üzere değerli oyunların yayıncısının yanı sıra Crystal of Atlan, Earth: Revival ve daha fazlasının geliştiricisi. Şirketin, şimdilik hizmette kalırken mevcut unvanlarından çekilmek istediği sav ediliyor.

Bu oyunların görünen başarısına karşın iFeng Tech’in kaynakları, ByteDance CEO’su Liang Rubo’nun daha evvel oyun kolunu odaklanma eksikliği ve kaynakların yanlış tahsisi nedeniyle eleştirdiğini sav ediyor.

TikTok’un ana şirketinde büyük yaprak dökümü!

21st Century Business Herald ayrıyeten bahse yakın bir kaynağa nazaran gelir kelam konusu olduğunda Douyin (TikTok’un Çin’deki karşılığı) ve reklam şirketlerinin ByteDance içindeki oyun kısmının gelirini hala gölgede bıraktığını bildirdi. ByteDance’in 2021’de satın aldığı bir diğer oyun yan kuruluşu olan Moonton da görünüşe nazaran bu ayın başından beri bir alıcı arıyor.

Teknoloji sitesi 36Kr, ByteDance’in oyun iş kümesindeki yaklaşık 700 çalışanın bu tekrar yapılanmadan etkilendiğini ve iki geliştirme projesinin halihazırda sonlandırıldığını argüman ediyor. Tencent, NetEase ve MiHoYo üzere şirketler, ByteDance’in görünüşteki mağlubiyetinden eninde sonunda faydalanabilir, lakin bu tıpkı vakitte Çin’in daima değişen oyun düzenlemelerine bağlı lokal rakipler için de uyarıcı bir kıssa.

#Bytedance #Oyun

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zootplayz · 4 months

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Omens Everywhere

Hello, my Gooselings! Welcome to a not so berry/ disney legacy. Are you ready for this? Fabulous! Now before we get started I have some info to share with y'all. Back in the Disney legacy, I forgot to relay some crucial news.

Julie had recovered quite quickly from the death of her mom and when Spork showed up she immediately rolled marry. Yeah, still not sure this relationship is healthy but there we are. Despite Zoots reservations Julie's moved on in to Beri town. So we have a new member joining our weekly movie nights.

And a new puppy in the home.

Who has received the Lump stamp of approval.

In typical Pancake fashion Bob visits his little girl regularly.

Bungee has officially completed all the grey rules and finally mastered parenting.

And Spork has grinded his way to piano mastery thanks to the help of super sim Graham.

He's working hard on his renaissance success, I suspect great things for Spork. There's nothing that can slow him down.

Wait, what's going on here Bungee? What's with the look? There was no try for baby hanky panky business going on around here. Don't you tell me risky decided to make Spork a father so soon?!

Sporks shocked face says it all guys. Why does this feel like generation rose all over again? Unlike the Beris and I, Julie is super excited to be starting her family already and is telling everyone.

Would you like Sporks true reaction to what the heck is going on around here?

Panic, that's what it is, sheer panic. While Spork panics at his current situation Julie continues the work of a Disney Princess and cleans the house regularly.

Still refusing to go anywhere near an electronic dryer there were just too many brushes with death for her to trust those. Lump loves the clothes hanging out on the line, more things to play with!

The time has come for Spork's birthday.

The black cloud around his head at this particular time couldn't possibly be a bad omen, could it? Nah, it's just Graham flying off somewhere.... But still.... Spork and Julie will be fine! Right, Spork?

That moment you age into non-committal at your wedding. Guess you have to suck it up there Spork you made a promise and despite the similarities, you are not a rose. So make your vows.

And make this official.

Because the guests are all here expecting to see a happy and loving couple.

You see! Was that so hard? This wedding reminded me of Nat and Bob, both heavily pregnant at the time of their vows and very Un-Disney. They may be newlyweds but things in the house are tense. Julie does her thing and Spork does his, with very little communication between them.

In fact, the birth itself didn't help matters much. Julie and Spork headed to the hospital and

absolutely nothing happened! Another bad omen... So they went home and

There was finally some action.

Maybe I should have put a crib in the little ones' room. The Beris got themselves a beautiful baby girl, following our rotating genders here in the Not so Berry home. Considering the chaos that has been her parent's relationship we have named her Pandora.

We all know what they say about Pandoras box, don't we? Part 01 Crossover Part 03 Read the full article

#cinderella #disney #disneyprincess #disneyprincesslegacy #gen02 #gen04 #gen2 #gen4 #julie #legacy #notsoberry #nsb #plum #sims4 #sims4legacy #spork #thesims #thesims4

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