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kindestofkings · 3 months

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dear john

elijah hewson x singer!reader

(ex!charles leclerc cause hes a hot red flag)

plot: its giving friends to strangers to friends again to lovers 🫶🏼

face claim: laufey <3

warning: spelling mistakes

authors note: this is for the lovely anon who requested a speak now inspired smau ! Hope this is okay?!? I was tempted by doing something on the vibe of speak now the song but imma think on it 🫡

yourusername

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yourusername wow last night on tour was something special 😢 to everyone who sangs my songs back to me and everyone who's supported my little dreams, I LOVE YOU.

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lucydacus killing it !

yourusername luv you <333

phoebebridgers voice of an ANGEL

yourusername ooh stop im blushinggg

charlesleclerc beautiful as always mon ange

ynfan1 post concert blues are toooo real

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wagsandstuff huh that doesn't look like yourusername to us.... did the couple of 3 years break up without telling us??

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ynfan1 nooooooo that girl on twitter was right ah

ynandcharlesshipper charlessss man don't do this

charlesfan she was always feeding off of him

ynfan2 she has her own career you do know that right? she a really popular singer

ynfan2 not charles cheating on our QUEEN

yourusername just unfollowed charlesleclerc

yourusername just added to their story!

lol gonna go heal my heart I guess lol

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yourmum awh my beautiful girl :( glad you're coming home 💘

↳ can't wait to see you mam

yourbestfriend men are literal pigs.

phoebebridgers he's an idiot, here for you if you need anything

elijahhewson hey I know it's been awhile since we last spoke, but the lads and I are always here for you. I should've been better at keeping in touch, but I'm so sorry this happened to you.

↳ hey E, missed you! I'm just as much at fault, guess we all just got so busy with tours (both so successful heheh). where abouts in the world are you? I'm heading home for awhie maybe we could all catch up?

↳ elijahhewson deadly! myself, ryan and josh are home and bobby is back next week, call around whenever

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inhalerfanaccount did you guys know that yourusername is friends with inhaler??? I found all of these oldies while lurking her insta !

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inhalerfan1 bless they're so young, they all must of been friends during school !

inhalerfan2 crazy to think they've all become so successful

ynfan1 wow my two worlds colliding

ynfan2 I've always secretly hoped yn and eli would get together

inhalerfanaccount friends to strangers to friends to lovers hits soooo hard

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yourusername time is a terrifying thing..

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yourmam I could probably find an even earlier pic...

bobbyskeetz I beg please no inhalerfan1 pleaseeeeee

elijahhewson smash x4

joshjenkinson_ the gang getting back together has 2024 winninggg

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ynfan1 yesss bitch remind that silly boy who drives in circles of all the hot friends you have !!!

(liked by elijahhewson and others) ynfan2 hahahah eli woke up and choose chaos

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yourusername turning all this heartbreak into something good ! dear john is the rawest I've ever been in my songwriting, treat her with love x

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ynfan1 so so incredibly beautiful, thank you for sharing

lucydarcus you're a wonder

ryanmcmahon_15 sobbing uncontrollably and ready to fight him

bobbyskeetz you good bro ?

charlesfan1 tough day to be a charles fan

ynfan2 omg those lyrics are HEARTBREAKING

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inhalerfanupdates WHO HAS THIS MAN SO SMILEY???

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inhalerfan1 FOR REAL?? hes usually so moody

elijahhewson posted to their close friends!

replies yourusername pure stalker when did you take this pic??

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vogue with just days before the release of her highly anticipated spohmore album we chatted to yourusername about love, loss and all things in between;

" you dont realise how easy love can be until you're with the right person. its the most annoying thing to hear when you dont have it but some how I was fortunite enough to discover"

find out what else the singer told us at the link in our bio !

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yourusername THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME

ynfan1 shes so happy and in love

ynfan2 how can one person be so talented, smart AND intelligent

charlesfan1 eww cant believe charles used to date her!

ynfan3 love how shes not petty like the leclerc fangirlies clearly still are..

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yourusername a year and a half ago I had my heartbroken, felt completed untethered and so so confused. today I give you my pride and joy!

this album features songs I wrote as a sobbing mess, some I wrote while I was healing and finally some I wrote after I opened my eyes and embraced what I had all along.

I love them all, I love everyone who worked on it with me and I escially love you.

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yourusername one single thread of gold tied me to you <3

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elijahhewson hell was the journey

yourusername but it brought me heaven. bobbyskeetz gross yourusername child

joshjenkinson_ my parents

yourmam my favourite pair !

evehewson sobbing it was always meant to be

phoebebridgers the sweetest love for the sweetest soul

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ynfan1 OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

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authors note: ahh im a broken record with the friends from home trope but its my favourite 🥲 hope you all enjoy, please as always let me know what you think!!

#inhaler band #elijah hewson imagine #inhaler dublin #elijah hewson fanfic #elijah hewson x reader #elijah hewson #fake instagram #fake insta post

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soberrsoon · 10 months

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Can you do a fic about Bill or Tom (doesn’t matter who because atp I can’t decide whether I’m a Bill girl or a Tom girl 😭) where both him and reader have been dreaming of eachother, but they’ve never met like ever. Like randomly they started having dreams of eachother, but the catch is, they’ve been dreaming WITH eachother. Then maybe one day they see eachother irl and both are in shock to find out that they’ve been dreaming with eachother

(Sorry if this doesn’t make sense 😭)

T. KAULITZ x READER

★ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: you haven’t gotten much sleep lately since you’ve been dreaming about a mysterious boy.

★ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: alcohol, swearing

★ 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: LOL i am definitely a tom girl but anyways sorry i’ve been busy y’all 😻 i have to do band stuff (yes im in band) speaking of which though… band camp is starting soon so im gonna be really busy unfortunately 😭 but send reqs and i’ll try to write as much as i can and get a lot posted before i leave and i also try to post during it as well!! ALSOOOO my birthday is tomorrow yippee 🥳

you haven’t been able to sleep much recently, not ever since a mysterious bit appeared in your dreams. it was strange since you’ve never seen him before but you weren’t complaining since damn he was hot. your dreams with the boy were all very vivid, almost like they were real and you feel in control in those dreams, like it’s real life. you and the mysterious boy never speak in the dreams, usually you two would just enjoy each others company, amused by one another.

you wondered if that boy was real person dreaming just like you.

before you could overthink it though, you got up to get ready. you brushed you teeth, got changed and started making breakfast. you placed your food on the kitchen table before taking a seat and calling your friend liz. “can i come over later?” you asked her through the phone. “sure. i’m just picking breakfast right now, want some?” she asked. you looked down at your plate, deciding whether to eat at your place or abbi’s. “i’ll have some, see you later,” you said.

you packed your breakfast up put it in the fridge, making your way out the door to abbi’s house. since her place wasn’t that far, you would always walk over which took less that 15 minutes. when you finally got to her house, you decided to tell her all about your dreams with the mysterious hot boy. “okay so like the dreams are super vivid, but they’re just dreams,” you explained. “and the boy? do you know him?” she asked. “that’s the thing! i don’t know him, he’s like super mysterious,” you replied.

“well what does he look like?” she asked. you though about it entire giving your response. “well he has like dreadlocks, he wears baggy clothes and he has a lip piercing right here,” you explained, pointing to your lip. “he sounds totally hot,” abbi said sarcastically. “ugh you don’t get, i wud you could see him because he is totally hot,” you said. “yeah whatever,” she said.

you guys continued eating your food before abbi started talking. “do you wanna go out tonight?” she asked. “i don’t know… i’m not really i’m the mood,” you replied. “well maybe you’ll find your dream boy,” she said. “oh you’re right, fine i’ll go but you’re paying for first round of shots,” you said laughing as abbi rolled her eyes. you guys decided to go out to run some errands before going back to your place to get ready.

you guys first went to the post office since abbi had to mail something. you waited outside since she’d be awhile and as you waited you noticed someone that caught your eye. it was a boy who looked exactly the one in your dreams but… different? you thought. this boy had spiky black hair instead of dirty blonde dreadlocks. he was inside a gift shop across from the post office. you quickly rushed into the post office to grab abbi’s attention.

“abbi! look! across the street, that boy with black hair, do you see him?” you asked. “yeah…? what’s wrong with him?” she asked. “he looks exactly like the boy in my dreams,” you said. abbi didn’t speak for a second. “wow, i’m sorry i doubted you then, that boy is hot,” she said. “i know right?!” you replied. “well what are you going to do?” she asked. “nothing i guess, i mean what can i do?” you replied. “you’re right, let’s just go back to your place now,” she replied.

you two took a taxi back to yours since it would’ve been a 30 minute walk. “maybe we will fine your dream boy tonight, i mean we basically saw his twin today,” abbi said. “maybe,” you replied, focused on your mascara. abbi was curling her hair and you were doing your makeup as you waited for her to finish. you two switched before both finishing. “you done?” she asked. “almost,” you said, putting your hoop earring in. “okay! now i’m done,”

you guys took get another taxi to the club for a night out, hoping to find your dream boy or at least get drunk. the club was packed today, it’s not like it was the weekend so you weren’t sure why. as you two walked in you could tell the club was filed with girls, all in a crowd surrounding someone. you and abbi tried looking to see who it was but couldn’t push through the other girls. “is there a celebrity or something?” abbi asked. “i don’t know but let’s just go to the bar,” you replied. as you two left the crowd, you didn’t realize a pair of eyes following you.

you ordered your drink along with abbi and you guys started talking as you waited. “look around, do you see him?” you asked abbi. “i can’t tell this club is filled with girls,” she said. “yeah i wonder what that’s about,” you said as you looked at the crowd. your drinks arrived and you two started drinking, you both got shots. even though abbi could not hold alcohol she always insists on drinking and she was already drunk after her third shot.

she decided to walk around now, searching for a hookup and you decided to follow her. she laid eyes on a boy with curly brown hair and started making a move, you decided to leave her and go sit on a sofa. you sat around awkwardly now not knowing what to do until you locked eyes with familiar face. you couldn’t believe what you were seeing, it was the boy from your dreams. he had the dreadlocks and everything and he looked shocked to see you as well. you didn’t know if you should approach him or just leave it because what if he thinks you’re crazy?

you convinced yourself that you were seeing things and that the alcohol was kicking in so you went to the nearest bathroom you could find. you splashed your face with water before getting your phone out to text abbi about the encounter. you then prepared yourself and walked out.

“hey,” you heard a male voice call from behind you as you slowly turned around. “hello?” you asked. it was the same boy you saw a few minutes ago. “this may sound weird but i’ve been seeing you in my dreams lately and i haven’t been able to sleep. i knew i had to approach y since this was such a coincidence,” he said and you were surprised that he was dreaming about you as well. “wow, oh my gosh. i’ve been dreaming about you too, i wasn’t sure you were real when i saw you but i haven’t been able to sleep recently either,” you replied.

“let me buy you a drink,” he said. you nodded and followed him to the bar. you guys got to talking more and you both realized you’ve been dreaming about the same thing. “do you think we’ve been dreaming together? i mean my dreams feel pretty vivid,” you said. “surprisingly this makes sense,” he replied. you guys instantly clicked after that. you found out that his name was tom and you told him about your encounter with his “look-a-like” which you now know as his twin bill.

once you both left the bar you started texting instead and of course you had to tell abbi all about it.

#no proofreading we die like men #tokio hotel #fan fiction #tom kaulitz fanfic #tom kaulitz x reader

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attic-club-sandwich · 1 year

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Summary: MC wakes one night to a familiar problem. Someone else is also awake at that hour and he comes to comfort them. A short drabble about MC getting their period for the first time since regaining their human form in the Devildom

Satan x afab!MC

CW: MC has a vagina and menstruates. Period content. Blood Mentions.

A/N: It's been a hot min since i've posted a part to this series, but I went about a different approach. I hope you like it! I actually really like writing for Satan. Feel free to request if you want to see someone specific! I am just going in order of the brothers otherwise. (besides mammon he was the first one I wrote for lol)

Part 1: Mammon

Part 2: Lucifer

Part 3: Leviathan

Only Human

You began to stir awake, an uneasy feeling settling in your stomach. You recognized this feeling, but it’s been awhile since you’ve had to come face to face with it. For the first half of your stay in the Devildom you were trapped in the body of a small sheep, so the issue of your period was not a concern…until now. As a wave of cramps came over you, you winced and checked the time on your D.D.D. It was only 3am, and you knew there was no way you could get back to sleep in this state.

You sat up slowly, blinking the sleep from your eyes and decided to head to the bathroom. Thankfully your room had one connected so you didn’t have to share one with all 7 of the brothers. However, you were unsure if there were any much needed painkillers in the cabinet of your bathroom. You stumbled out of bed, pulling on a pair of sweatpants in the process and made your way into the bathroom. You searched through the cabinet, desperate to find at least one pad or tampon that might last you through the rest of the night, however there were none to be found. You groaned, hoping there were at least any kind of painkillers only to be met with neither of those as well. Not even a damned ibuprofen… you thought.

Another wave of cramps hit you as you exited the bathroom. You winced again, grabbing one of your blankets and wrapping it around your shoulders. “I guess I’ll go raid the boys’ bathroom.” you thought, dreadfully. You figured there wouldn’t be a hygiene product in sight, but there would at least hopefully be medicine you could take to rid yourself of the cramps. You gently creaked open your door and made your way down the hall. You tried to be as quiet as possible, not wanting to wake any of the brothers and alert them of your issue. As soon as you reached the bathroom, you stepped in and locked the door behind you. You began to rummage through the cabinets, but unfortunately there was not a single bottle of medicine remaining. You let out an exasperated sigh as you headed back to your room, accidentally shutting your door harder than you meant to. You sat back down on your bed, contemplating on what to do next. You heard your D.D.D go off on your nightstand beside you.

MC, I heard you up. Are you alright?

You glanced at the message and to your surprise, it was Satan. What is he doing up? You reached for your phone and typed out your reply.

You wouldn’t happen to have any pain medicine would you? Also what are you doing up this late?

….

Your phone dinged again.

Yes I do, why? Want me to bring some by? Are you okay?

I was just finishing up some studying.

You rolled your eyes, but couldn't help yourself from smiling. Satan was so dedicated to his studies and you truly admired him for it, but you wished he wouldn’t stay up so late. As you began to type out your reply, you heard a soft knock at your door.

“MC? Can I come in? I brought you those pain meds.”

You hopped up from your bed in a panic, he was already here?! I guess his room is only two doors down from mine though, you thought. “Y-Yeah, one second!” you squeaked as you stumbled to the door. You cracked it open and Satan’s emerald eyes were staring back at you. “Hi.” he smiled softly. His smile was contagious, and you almost forgot about the dull cramps in your abdomen. “May I enter?” his voice interrupted your thoughts. “O-oh, yes of course!” you said, stepping out of the way. You hugged your blanket tighter around your shoulders as you thought about how to explain your situation to the Avatar of Wrath. You watched as he stepped cautiously into your room, not wanting to invade your space too much. It had only been a couple of months since you took on your human form again and he was still somewhat shy around you. Finally, he spoke. “Not to be weird or anything but…I smell blood. Did something happen?” he said, his voice soft but full of concern. Your face immediately went hot. “I-I um…wait, you can smell it?” you said, embarrassed. Satan nodded and took a step closer to you. “What happened?” The floor was suddenly very interesting to you as you kept your gaze lowered. “I um…well…” you began. Your heart was pounding. “I got my period…and I have really bad cramps, hence the medicine…” your cheeks were burning now, and you peered up to see Satan with his arms crossed over his chest. “That’s all?” he said, clearly unbothered. “W-What do you mean?” you said, fidgeting with your blanket. Satan chuckled as he placed his hand on your hot cheek. “There’s no need to be embarrassed, love. Menstruation is a 100% natural thing for humans.” you blinked at him. “You mean that you…” “...Understand what that means? Of course, I studied up on human anatomy before you arrived.” he said, his face finally turning a shade of pink. You couldn’t help but to snicker. That was so like him, you thought to yourself. He’s so cute.

“A-Anyways, do you need anything else? Pads? Tampons?” he asked. You nodded graciously. “Y-Yes please. I really need some products, I didn’t exactly come prepared to the Devildom…” you said sheepishly as you glanced back down to your feet. Satan reached out his hand and lifted your chin. “MC, it’s okay I promise.” he planted a soft kiss on your forehead. “I’ll go to the nearby DevilMart, they are open 24/7. In the meantime, take your medicine and lay back down okay?” You nodded, and took your hand in his. “But haven’t you been up all night already? You really should get some sleep…” Satan shook his head as he led you back to your bed. “I won’t be able to sleep while I'm worrying about you.” Your cheeks flushed once more, but for an entirely different reason. “T-Thank you. I really appreciate it, Satan…” The 4th born pulled your covers up over you and tucked you back into bed. “Of course, it’s really no problem. I’m here to take care of you now.”

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newyorkkiss · 8 months

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135, 119, 100 :D

100: whats your most listened to playlist?

my general listening diary which i've been curating since i was 16 lol

135: what’s a music pet peeve of yours?

hm. intentional record crackling on a track. awful stuff, especially if it actually runs throughout and you can hear it. really can't stand it. there's defs other ones but that one just seems to be the one on my mind rn

119: What music did you grow up on?

putting this last bc i wnna put a post cut here cuz im just gonna go on awhile SORRY this one means a bit.

i'm putting * next to my all time albums here

for the first 13 years of my life, i would say it's 70/80s chart hits through my parents, and modern pop radio on my own. mostly the latter. the first song i ever became aware of was nelly furtado's maneater when i was 5. most of what i really did grow up around was pop radio like your generic local station shit. then my parents got cable when i was 7 which introduced me to more... curated things? i'm gonna speak in australian pay tv networks and artists here i'm sorry i hate speaking like this. but [v] (may it rest in peace for its shuttering is easily one of the worst losses i've ever experienced) was like my slow awakening to my more "alternative" tastes than the general packaged pop i'd been so used to at that point, in the way it was mostly just 2008-12 peak era (imo) triple j buzz bands and that kind of thing. artists i really remember getting into that time because of that were the presets – who'd just released apocalypso* at this point – and ladyhawke* – who had just released her self titled debut (another all timer.) very related is that modular (the label that issued these albums, and of tame impala fame) genuinely had some fucking top tier albums out in 2008, like van she's v and another all timer and pitchfork best new album in ghost colours* by cut copy. insane year for them, but back to me. i was really getting into listening to the weekly top 40 on radio around this time too. my local station was mostly syndicated programming from 2day from a certain hour. like their usual weekdaily thing was their morning show which i have never heard for some reason, then it was just local in house selected garbage that i have permanently seered into my mind now until 3 when they started the pre-record syndicated stuff like hamish and andy or kyle and jackie o. which after 5pm is when The Fucking Goods happened and you got the ill-fated hot 30 which was pretty much became a ritual thing for me when i was 9 until it was canceled when i was 11. on weekends i would listen to my beloved take 40 which i continued doing up until i was 12 and gained a proper internet connection. when i think back on this time period it it's kinda crazy how much music i was listening to and the fact it was just something i did and didn't know anybody else who was like crazy deep in music like this. but it did give me my extensive knowledge of 2000s/early 2010s popular music which i've been curating in a playlist since i was 15 that was just a comfort list turned mutant.

but the turning point in my taste came when i was 12 and got an non-poor person internet connection aka wifi, an ipad and a dream. at this point i was slowly moving away from charts and into full albums – something i never really did. one of the first albums i owned was rogue trader's here comes the drums* and that until katy perry's teenage dream were like the only albums i'd heard back to back. first album i brought in 2013 was ellie goulding's halcyon* and i pretty much burnt it to my pc and listened to it and it only for like 6 months of the year, before buying calvin harris' 18 months* on itunes when they did that u have 3 singles from this album u can buy the rest for $6 thing. by this time i was starting to get on socials and drift into fandom. one of the first ones was dan & phil who are big fans of muse and spoke about how origin of symmetry* is their fave album by them and i was like, damn i gotta check this out. from that point onwards for another like 6 months was the only album and first discogs ever sought out and listened to. through being in that fandom i started getting into music circles which happened right at the biggest turning point of my life. by mid 2014 i'd started to venture into the 2014 tumblr-core stuff; sky ferreira, vampire weekend, the strokes, grimes and twigs, and my first super hyperfixated musical act, foster the people. i was on indie twitter by this point and consumed by it and had completely stopped and refused to listen to top 40 radio which i still don't do. by 2015 i'd basically crafted my alternative taste and begun collecting vinyl. here's my top artists from my old last.fm to illustrate where i am as a 14 year old:

it pretty much stayed like this for somewhat unchanged until 2017 when i got a spotify subscription and started listening to radiohead a fair bit lol. by early 2018 i was starting to listen to fantano-core stuff and by extension got into post-punk, iceage-ajacent bands which led me to posh isolation and started my interest in noise/ambient stuff. late 2019 i started listening to the brixton windmill-ajacent bands like black midi and bc,nr and started using rateyourmusic and just discovering things over time.

im sorry that this is so long and i dont expect anybody to read this lmao 😭

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comicscdcollection · 1 year

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Sounds Good Feels Good - 5 Seconds of Summer

Didn't realize how long it's been since my last post, I should've done this in October for the 7 year anniversary! I'm doing it now, so that's all that matters! This is an important piece of my collection here, it's one of the first CDs I ever got for myself! I remember begging my parents to take me to target so I could get this the week it came out, and I felt so lucky to be able to afford it (barely). As you can see, this copy is quite beat up since I used to carry it everywhere with me even though I had no way of listening to it since I didn't have a walkman or anything. I would carry it around school in my MCR Hot Topic jacket pocket and bug anyone who dared to ask me about it lol. The crack in the jewl case has fully split in recent years, and I try not to carry it around anywhere now so I can keep it safe.

This record has some of my favorite 5sos songs ever! Jet Black Heart is an obvious stand out, but more deep cuts like Safety Pin, Fly Away, and Airplanes have really stuck out to me in recent years. I still think the Duran Duran sample on Hey Everybody! is pretty rad, despite the controversy it caused at the time. The Girl Who Cried Wolf is probably one of the best songs they've ever written as well. Don't even get me started on Outer Space/Carry On.

I actually remember doubting whether I really liked this album a few years back, since it had been awhile since I'd listen to it and I was afraid my fanboy obsessed brain had remembered the songs wrong, so I popped the CD in to listen and I was blown away all over again. I understand if it's not for everyone, but it's one of my favorite albums of all time! I could probably talk about this record for days, I remember listening to every song as soon as it dropped and watching out for music videos like it was my job (I will never forget having to watch a guy spray paint a wall for 3 hours to find out what the lead single was gonna be). Thanks for reading my long blurb of woe, I'm gonna try and remember to post more frequently from now on!

#cbcd #cd collection #cd player #5sos #5 seconds of summer #sounds good feels good #sgfg #luke 5sos #calum 5sos #michael 5sos #ashton 5sos #Spotify

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idgs-space · 1 year

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twitter sucks, so I'm mainly posting on here now, mind joining in?

heyoo! it's been a while since I've been on here but I think I'd like to start somethign new :)

if you don't mind, could I take ~20 minutes of your time (maybe less if you get the gist of it and scroll)? it'd mean a lot ♥

twitter...

twitter is a GREAT app!

before, this account used to just be reposting art and spamming random thoughts like it's twitter, but I've learnt since then that this isn't twitter at all. twitter has some great stuff, I get to talk to friends, find more through mutuals, share and reblog art, and become more immersed in the communities I love! that's great to me, but it resulted in me being stuck with it... and I mean stuck.

twitter is the ONLY app I can use!!

I've tried to leave the app several times, but the thing is all my friends are on it, so I have to use it to talk to and stay updated on my friends. I barely tried a discord server, but starting conversations really aren't easy when there's nothing to talk about. the thing with twitter is that it lets you be updated on what your friends are doing, so you can chime in and talk about whatever, it's a cute ecosystem that messaging apps and stuff like reddit struggle to maintain (reddit posts and replies are messy but I can't pin on why lol, just take my word for it [also who has a private subreddit lol]). BASICALLY twitter is too good to leave.

twitter kinda really sucks...

now you may ask why I'd want to leave the ideal app? well, twitter DOES have its problems and I think many are aware of it. it has a practically unmoderated void of the timeline that you can't help but check out to find new people, but you just get an unrelated mess of people posting 7 word phrases for interactions from randoms and it becomes an addicting cycle to scroll. just checking the app after being logged out awhile resulted in 20-40 minute scrolls, and it's taken away from my morning sometimes.

on top of this, GOD twitter is depressing.

HEY, HERE'S A HOT MORALLY CONCERNING HEAVILY DEBATABLE DEPRESSING TAKE THAT'LL RUIN YOUR MOOD‼️‼️👈👈♻️❤️ (1/14 tweets of slowly increasing dread!)🧵

... is an inevitability that you'll see often while just trying to look for your friend's posts, or sometimes they'll even repost it on their page... and it gets depressing. I don't want to see the world falling apart while I'm talking to friends, I get politics is important but my #1 rule is that it isn't shoved down my throat, and twitter is the biggest discriminator without a doubt.

twitter is also a huge unmoderated pit of posts, I've muted all that I can but people still find a way to be sexual, even minors but that's a whole other rabbit hole. there's no real way to mute it all, and it sucks. nobody uses spoilers on images, and twitter's timeline is a mess so you'll get some random's TOP 10 WACKY OPINIONS ON RANDOM WOMEN out of nowhere ┐⁠(⁠´⁠ー⁠｀⁠)⁠┌

the thing is, twitter was made back in like 2008 to post very short phrases on what you're doing, but now it's evolved poorly into a mixed mess of becoming THE social media app

so use Tumblr, PLEASE..!

the good without the dreadful

I didn't realize that 2010s web-blogs were the future, but blogs actually are a perfect solution! I read this article not too long ago, and I loved it. isn't it cool being able to just read some person's cool opinions and thoughts on their little journeys?! from there I got to thinking...

"didn't Tumblr have a blogs system as cool as this??"

it does!! I can check in on my friends on one page dedicated to them all, I can support cool artists, I can meet new mutuals, find new people with the # pages actually being useful (twitter's one sucks, don't you lie to me), the For You ONLY shows tags I follow, sexual content is banned, people actually use #s in posts which I can mute easily, there's like no politics and I can enjoy my space in PEACE!

so can you help me out and use Tumblr with me?

this is literally the best app for literally any community, but the tragic thing is not enough people use it. I get that new can be scary, and a month ago when I did use it, it was pretty difficult, but once you get the hang of it, you'll learn to love the new side of your communities! you also have your own space, so you can post your slick rhythm game scores or live posts of tv shows, it's great!

so with the whole essay I made, totally consider adding Tumblr to your ecosystem! make an account, get started talking to people, share the love for this app getting new people in here, and have fun!

you're gonna need some basic "get started" tips and get some extensions maybe, tumblr is an old place and has its own style, so I wouldn't skip these (they're short, promise!)

here's a twitter thread I used ages ago, super useful!

apparently my friend used this and got good tips, some extra pointers if you're interested!

as for me, I'll be talking more about things with you people on both apps, but mainly on here, this is the return I'm comfortable with, I'll still be on twitter for random silly posts, but general stuff goes on this blog. I hope this works well enough and I really would love to see all of you guys on here too!

> thanks for reading this, it means a lot

- ibby❤️

#new to tumblr #new tumblr #did you know people add extra messages on here ?!???!?!?! hehe

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gwyns · 2 months

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Going through your archive I saw a post you made a while back about the book disenchanted by brianna sugalski and I just really want to know if you've read the rewritten version of book 1 and if so, what did you think of it?? I read her debut arc when it first came out but I saw some negative reviews of the rewrites she did and was wondering what your take on it was. I loved the first book, it was super fun. Should I bother to keep reading the series?

Note: Sorry for spaming your notifications btw 💞🫂

XOXO

hiii !!! no need to apologize at all <3

ok so i'm kinda the resident disenchanted stan around here so i'm very biased when it comes to this book and series lol. i personally love both versions for different reasons. the ya edition is pretty nostalgic for me at this point since i read it around the time it first came out in 2020 and it's my most read book to date. the rewrite, however, follows many of the same beats as the original version but i felt it fleshed things out just a biiiit more, character and lore wise and if anyone knows me they know i loooove lore. the world feels richer to me like it has more depth. i wish i could ramble on more but if i'm being honest, it's been a hot second since i've read this book and i'd need a refresher to try and attempt something that could be considered a review

something important to note is that, if i remember correctly, disenchanted started as a series of poems that was then turned into a book, then it was turned into a series, hence why we had that scene with garin and the duchess at the end of it. brianna said she wanted to make it clear there was more to the story that was originally a standalone. she started writing the sequel i think a little after her debut's release and struggled with it for a long time, trying to make things work before she made the decision to rewrite the first book. so i understand people can have some frustrations with a rewrite but brianna said it was important for the series going forward and i fully believe it was for the best

overall, in my completely biased opinion, i'd say it's definitely worth it to continue the series. i'd also recommend reading the rewrite if you haven't, it's kinda like visiting an old friend you haven't seen in awhile. like you know them but they've also grown a bit, they're more sure of themselves and it's a refreshing change

#disenchanted #a lay of ruinous reign #brianna sugalski #asks #is-a-bele

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borahaejenn · 2 years

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💜To ARMY and Bangtan, 💜

Hello! How was your day? I am writing like four hours before posting haha I got some iced coffee and did some important business in the morning and here I am. It is a nice sunny afternoon and the days have been cloudy so far since the beginning of the week but it suddenly started to get sunny mid week and its nice. I have not had a hot cup of coffee in awhile lol I miss it but I am waiting for the colder weather to enjoy those moments. 😂

I have been getting the last crumbs of summer in mosquito bites lol I went in the morning to a different park to do my usual things and I came back with bites and today they itch so much. 🤣 Next time I will wear insect repellent. I did enjoy my walk though and I have pictures on the blog. Lol I had an encounter with a baby deer and it was the closest encounter and I was too excited lol don’t mind my captions in the blog. Lmao I was to happy.

Today is also the Archangel Michael’s birthday. I had no idea until my mom told me last week and in her town in Mexico they have a huge parade for it. Lol So, I am lighting a candle for the homie because Michael is my homie. Lol I feel that angel with me and I ask them for guidance and protection when I need that extra uplift. I like to thank them by lighting a candle every once in awhile lol I call the angel “them” because angels don’t really identify with genders. They may look a certain way but it is not known if they fit into a specific gender. But, if you need some guidance today and you believe in angels, call upon Michael today. Hehe 😉 The homie is listening. 🙏✨

Have y’all taken a few minutes today to take it slow? I find that having those moment of slow peace is nice to even start the days when you have a lot of fast paced things going on. All it takes is at least 15- 20 minutes of just taken things in slowly and calmly. I have been finding myself in this very balanced flow these days and ever since I started to change the language and the way I speak to myself I don’t feel so pressured or as worried to get something done. I let myself take it slow for the moments of care for myself and I feel a lot more in control with what I prefer to tackle first in my day and I go down the line and it feels great. I am not here and there and panicking with having to finish fast. I feel alright. I hope you can slow down for yourself too. The world stops for no one but you can choose to stop for you. Remember that what is meant to be for you will not go away or be too late for you to get to. Everything requires its process in order to arrive to you. Don’t force it. 😇 There is a difference with forcing something and actually acting on it. When you force you rush and you don’t let things to process as properly as they should. When you act on something you get to choose to do it with due time and with intention over time. Choose to act on something because you prefer to and because it aligns with your values, not because you think you have to out of sheer force from indirect reasons. Your world will get lighter when you do things with the intention that it will mean something to you in the long run.

I got to see Jin and Jimin’s lives haha I saw that small one minute of Taehyung’s live so, Kim Tae Tae, long time no see. Lol I am sorry I have not addressed you in a while. Here I am. Since you said Hi. I will say hi to you too.👋 Jimin said you are working on your music too and I wish the best! FIGHTING TAEHYUNG-AH! 💪hehe I shall go back into my writing mode lol, okay. Here are some points I wanted to say about the lives haha:

-I am enjoying the “important business” agenda going strong these days. Lol 😂 I hope that it went well Jin.

-Jin, your perm is so freaking cute. I feel like with how long your hair is, you are fulfilling a lot of ARMY edits that they have done with your long perm hair. IT IS INSANE! LOL ARMY manifesting the edits so far and I love to see it. They got Yoongi too. Lol 😆 It reminded me of also Jimin and his tattoos lol but Taehyung manifested it too because he showed Jimin. Lol the ARMY edits and fan art are freaking powerful. 😎

-Jin, have you ever played the game HAPPY WHEELS????? You would be just as frustrated. Lol I enjoyed your game play. I usually binge a lot of game plays from people I follow on YouTube so three hours was nothing to me. Lol But, I linked a video of the game just so you can see what I mean lol it is like lightly bloody but it is based off obstacle courses and you choose different characters to do the courses but in custom made courses by users sometimes you have to go with the character they choose. But, it is addicting and funny as hell to play. I got a Dashie gameplay linked but it is a bit loud. If you choose to watch it, just lower the volume and enjoy the frustrations and cursing. Lol 😂 I watched so many game plays for HAPPY WHEELS and it just gets more hilarious the more you watch. I played the game once and it is fun. But, the game you played really reminded me of how people create these hard obstacles and it is just hilarious.

-I also have to ask, have you ever had those times when you fail so many times that on a whim you have that one time that you do go through a whole course without caring and you actually pass it? That has happened to me before with many games in the past 😂 I hate it. It feels like the universe was laughing at me the whole time. I would go hours failing to pass a level only to get it right one time and when I stopped caring in the last 30 minutes. Lmao

-I agree with the mouse sensitivity. In games like that, you just have to hope that the universe is on your side and that your wrist strength is strong. Lol Any little movement can mess up a whole hour of build up.🙃 I have seen games where you have to hold the controller to be still in order for the character to not get caught by a creature and sometimes the player would move one bit and it toggles on the character in the game and they get caught in the game. Lol It sucks that for some games they don’t add save points so you don’t have to start all over again lol but that is the fun in the challenge, right? Lol

-I like how you said “A JOURNEY OF A THOUSAND MILES BEGINS WITH ONE STEP.” This is my version in regards to your situation lol: “A JOURNEY TO THE SKY BEGINS WITH A THOUSAND JUMPS IN BETWEEN TWO ROCKS AND LAMPS.” LMAOO I had to bring back that part that you kept getting stuck on since the beginning lol those lamps where coming for you. Lol 😂 I can see how hard it can be to get through them if your mouse was not it. Lol

-This sent me to the floor because you said something deep but then it became less deep and more funny. “They normally say that craftsmen don’t blame the tools. I do tend to blame the mouse because I am not a craftsmen.” Lol at least you were honest. It’s like if I said the grass is always greener on the other side, but I walked over to the other side and it really isn’t greener because I am color blind so the statement doesn’t really apply to me. Lol I love your humor.

-Quote of the day to inspire ARMY from Jin’s live: *after falling many times from the top lol* “This is nothing. I can go up again.” 💪

-I have to admit that my hands have never sweated so much in my life like with this live because you were literally living life on the edge with the game lol like your character in the pot was always on an edge until they fell. Lmaoo I was like nervous for you.😆

-I loved your random sesame oil TMI tip lol and also this Mike Tyson quote: “Everybody has a plan until they get punched in the mouth” lol I was like “What?” 🤣🤣 nothing like random talk during a game play to make the time go by faster lol 😂 I enjoyed it.

-To the staff team member who came thru with the digestive medicine, the food, the eye drops, the needle, and the “FIGHTING!” LOL YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU ARE APPRECIATED BY THIS ARMY HERE. HAHA FIGHTING ANONYMOUS BTS CREW MEMBER! I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A HELLA GOOD DAY. LOL 💜BORAHAE!🤟

-“Since the seat is comfortable, my heart is comfortable.” 😆

-I feel like at this time in your live at 03:09:25 your soul left our body. Lmaoooooo Your face just had me crying. I can’t!!! That was like the last straw lol

-I was not sure if Jin read an ARMYs comment or if he said it because it crossed his mind, but this is nice: “A challenge is beautiful.” Lol probably not the thing you may want to hear after like two hours of falling over and over again, but still carries some humor and encouragement. Lol Whomever said this is an ANGEL! ❤️

-Jimin, it is nice to finally see you again. Haha I noticed you did another live. I will do my best to catch up. Haha it’s nice to take it slow though. I am enjoying things more thoroughly and less rushed. Like when I get to enjoy songs and tracks y’all made after the hype it is nice because it feels like I can be behind and enjoy it all to myself. Lol I like it. I listened to Yoongi’s OVER THE HORIZON and it’s cool and fresh. I feel like he has been doing a lot of retro type of sounds with the essence of wanting to make you dance a bit. I felt like that with that tone he did. Haha Then I heard SEXY NUKIM and I have not heard a song like that before and it was different yet with a hint of alternative added to it and it had this flow of something dark and deep and with the rap verses it was nice. It was cool to look into Blaming Tiger. Then RUSH HOUR felt like I was in the energy of the movie OCEAN’S 13 like the track felt like the OST from that heist film. It had a really groovy feel. I enjoyed it well. I am glad that CRUSH came back and with Hobi it is awesome! I listened to CRUSH way back then because first of this YouTuber named MEGAN MOON lol she brought CRUSH up and I got into his music and then later I noticed Kook did covers and did one of SOFA too lol. In this house we have always supported CRUSH. 🙌

-Jimin I hope you feel better from your cold, honey. You probably felt stressed and your immunity felt it. Lol I use to get sick all the time in the past because I felt that way. You may not feel it as much on the outside but your body does if you do have a lot on your mind. I hope you are feeling better. Please be careful with the ac lol 😆 I know now that you like to be difficult but lets go easy on the ac. Lol I HAD TO SAY IT TO BRING IT UP. Haha I know ARMY meant the “let’s go easy” with the tattoo on your back but I thought it funny his way too since you said you may have gotten sick because you left the ac on or too long. Lol

-About your “7” tattoo. ARMY has eagle eye and I saw it on twitter back then because an ARMY caught it back then when you held the mic the same goes for your tattoos in the back. I saw an ARMY posted about it before you brought it up in your live and they saw the moons through a mesh shirt you wore awhile back. Lol ARMY don’t play. It would be cool to see the details though. But that is if you are up for it to show it in a future photo shoot.

-You should try pole dancing. It really does work you out like nothing else out there. I have followed YouTubers before that did vlogs on classes and their progress and it is no joke. Pole dancing is not for the weak willed. Lmao It is insane and it is like an art. Charming? Yes! Easy? Hell no. Props to people who do it. Lol I remember even seeing Solar from MAMAMOO do it and I have mad respect because she even showed signs of the bruises from the work she put into the dancing and it is insane work, but really awesome. I feel like you can pull it off especially if you have a really good understanding of your full body weight and upper body strength. Since you are a dancer, I think you qualify for it. Lol

-“I want to appear pretty in front of y’all for a long time.” 🥰 Jimin I love you. Even your words are pretty just like you. Hehe This is that daily reminder that to me you are pretty.

-Jimin I feel you with the dentist and the roller coaster reference lol I think it is even more “defenseless” because with teeth and your mouth in general you can’t control the pain on it unless you see a specialist for it lol it is scary to think that as people we can feel good and like on top of the world but one toothache can ruin that because your teeth carry a lot of pain if not cared for and it only takes one tooth to really feel severe pain and we got a lot of teeth in our mouth. Lol Like for cuts and other injuries you got to the doctor like cool, but tooth issues is a whole different feeling. Lol you can’t just put a bandage on it. You feel defenseless because of that thought in the day as well. Lol 😂 I am so paranoid with my teeth that I am so keen in hygiene there after so many years of braces and dental work. Like nope. Haha But, when you can please do remove your tooth and get braces. Hehe it will feel nice after. Braces change things a lot if you feel you need your teeth need to be straightened. I almost had two cracked teeth because I was scared to get braces and my ortho told me to do it and my teeth got stronger. So, I am happy about that. 👍

-lol Jimin, “people who are lazy can’t make hobbies” I want to be difficult with you here. Can I? Please don’t be mad at me. Lol I challenge your statement. Hehe ☺️ I will be difficult with you and you can be difficult with me all you want I don’t mind. Hehe I got patience. Lol I think that lazy people can make hobbies, y’all just not applying the energy into the things that really light you up. Hehe It is all about energy here in my opinion. If you try to do hobbies that others are doing and you think you need to do what they are doing then you may feel lazy to do it, but if you find something that really sparks your interest then you are getting somewhere there. Like I may like puzzles and you may be like “I am to lazy to even do that I don’t like it.” Then I will be like “what is something that will really get you up to do something?what is really calling you, even if it is not something normally picked up by others?” Hehe I don’t know if this makes sense but hopefully you can see what I mean. However, it is okay if you choose to feel lazy and like not making any hobbies too, but I will be here to get you out of that mindset from time to time. Lol

-This last part had me crying because your answer to an ARMY wanting to go on vacation is sending me out into the universe. Lol “You want to go somewhere but when you lie in bed, that’s the most comfortable place.” This is the most Jimin thing you ever said. Lol I love it. But, I notice you like to lie down even on the floor a lot. Lol You are our pretty starfish. 😌

-Well, Jimin, I shall talk to you next week. Haha it is almost your birthday too. I have more to say but I will wait for next week and the days ahead. Hehe 🥰

I also wanted to say to all of ARMY and Bangtan, I hope the preparations for the 2030 WORLD EXPO in Busan concert is going well, I know people are getting ready to head over and to also support from afar, and Bangtan is also preparing as well as the BTS CREW. I hope y’all are resting well and preparing well for it. I send a lot of strength form afar. Let’s go!!!! ✨ᕙ(⇀‸↼)ᕗ✨hehe It is almost time for Bangtan and ARMY to meet again. Hehe

Well, I I hope y’all have a nice weekend and week. Enjoy the random photos and links. Lol Please take some time for yourself to slow down for you. I love you. 💜I purple you💜Eat deliciously 🤤and take care. Bye bye!

With love,

-Your Jennifer 🌻🐰🌻

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accio-victuuri · 2 years

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cpn: sweets from the 16th 🍭

I haven’t done this for awhile, so let’s look at some clowning material from the past 24 hours 🤍 usual disclaimer applies, it’s all a coincidence.

• I’ve already talked about GG’s 4/16 post here and here but there seems to be more, especially people drawing stuff! We learned from GG! 😂 The last one tho looks like he’s editing in their photo from Tencent or maybe it’s all an illusion— whatever it is, it’s still fun to draw things. I personally don’t trust GG at this point. At times I feel like he’s purposely fucking with us. He shares these things that seem like normal content but he hides clues in it and he knows there is a specific group of people that will lose sleep over it.

It's also the 1005th day of Chen Qingling's broadcast. It's 2022, Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo are on the hot search again! 🥲 I guess GG might have seen that and decided to post.

Notice that YBO and GG’s perspective is the same, they are taking a photo/video of the clouds and you can see the white cover thing ( idk what it’s called lol).

Plus some BXGs did some searching and the tree looks like a match for a Hainan Red Bean tree. Now who do we know established a cultural technology company called Hainan Boyuan Cultural Technology Co., Ltd? Yibo. If you wanna find more meaning then it is said that Red beans, also known as Xiangsizi, have been used by people who love each other since ancient times. Red bean means missing your lover. It means a hundred years of harmony, and people think that red beans are a kind of spiritual auspiciousness. It means growing old together 🤍

BONUS: people are saying GG left work around 23:00 so it’s not true that he got “off work” at 1:23

• Now since I like symbolism and possible meanings, let’s go back to when GG sang Heartbeat / Tempting Heart in Our Song. He also performed this in one of his 2016 livestreams. When he was asked in Our Song rehearsal about why he chose it, this is what he said:

“I’ve liked this song since young because the lyrics were very beautifully written, especially the emotional struggle in relationships. 2 people who are in love couldn’t get together for some reason, and it’s regretful”

Well trust GG to gravitate towards the angst.

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It’s from the movie Tempting Heart released in 1999 and the song also became popular. There is a scene towards the end of the film where you see a note that the male lead gave to the female lead. He would take a picture of the sky whenever he misses her. He only gave her the photos and the note just before he married someone else. It says : These are the days I miss you. I’m giving them to you! *cue sad music*

I like to think that this is not the case for GG/Web. They can take photos of the sky ( or moon ) when they miss each other and send it. Even if they can’t say it out loud, it can be shared in their social media and those of us who get it will understand. It doesn’t have to be kept and given at the end— it’s out in the open and those close to them ( and us clowns ) are supporting the love between the two.

• Sunrise & Sunset is a other recurring photo theme between the two of them. I know it’s a popular thing to take pics of but we clowning here so we gotta go a little deeper. I also like this clip from 2019 where Web was trying to take photos using a proper camera on set then he goes on to say that his phone takes good pictures. When he shows it off, it’s all blue sky/sunrise/sunset. In my CPN brain, GG teaches him how to use a camera. Web knows how much GG likes photography so he tries to understand it too. Their love language is sending each other photos and probably with some disgustingly sweet message with it.

• 4/15 was the last day for OOL’s airing for non-vip members so XZS decided to share Gu Wei’s OOTD. Fans really did love wei wei’s wardrobe in this show and it’s the first one where XZ was able to wear normal clothes so it made people really excited. One design detail that caught our attention is this photo where Wei Wei is leaning on the tires.

It is the only photo where there is something “extra” added in. The caption says something about the angle that Wei Wei is standing. It’s still out of place tho. If you look at that episode, he was leaning against a car while waiting for LZX. They can easily edit that out. The tires remind us clowns of moto tires and why did they add that to the (only) piece of clothing in color green?

• Yibo posted today at 11:16 but it’s about that space thing that came back after 6 months. I’m still waiting for a proper 4/16 post or maybe they are taking turns? Lol. with how it’s going, It seems like GG is taking charge of being the captain lately. 🙃

• They are on HS and the main photo is too funny! I hope the boys see it and get to laugh about it 😂

Happy 4th Anniversary!!! I wish someone would pick up and translate 限時狂想丨0805x1005’s essay from last year because that was where I read the line : “ we are still here.” and it stayed with me. 😌

Finally, look at this BTS video shared by rufeng. It’s so good especially at the end where they smile at each other as XZ and WYB. ❤️ I’m sorry to those who can’t access wb but OP does not allow sharing of their videos and photos.

sources:

https://m.weibo.cn/status/4758696871592892?

https://m.weibo.cn/status/4758681864897535?

https://m.weibo.cn/status/4758807622454047?

https://m.weibo.cn/status/4592683115348579?

#bjyx #yizhan #clowning and cpn bye #cpn thoughts #Youtube #i am thinking of sad songs and i wanna recommend SATURN by sleeping at last to GG

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roscgcld · 3 years

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HEADCANONS + GOJO SATORU || sweet but ‘scary’ s/o

request: How would Satour react if crush/future s/o was sweet and caring person, but could turn into a deadly assassin badass when they need too?

note: i feel like you’re a returning requester because the of the typo for gojo’s name lol. I see you reappearing in my inbox so much. i’m chilled with it, it makes me happy that you enjoy my writing enough to come back c: i did change the request a little cause i couldn’t finish it after writing half of the headcanon lol - so i hope you don’t mind c:

i based this around this post!

pronouns: them/they

everyone knows you as the ‘sweet and warm sensei’ that everyone can turn to when things start to get too much

a parental figure that will listen to their issues without judgement, or feeling the need to give them advice; just someone who they can just rant to without needing to hear anything back in reply

on days where they are just overwhelmed with work, you’d come into the study room with bags of snacks, asking if they want to go to the rec room in their dorm for a well deserved break

you’re the same for your co-workers/fellow graduated classmates - when you were a student in the college, you are considered as the sweet and caring senpai who bakes snacks for everyone

so you cannot believe their shock when you had gotten together with gojo - to which everyone threatened gojo at least twice to take care of you; unless he wants to feel their wrath

and i headcanon that even though gojo always claims that he is the ‘strongest sorcerer alive’ - an angry shoko never fails to send shivers of fear up his spine

but in general, after awhile they realised that somehow, you managed to tame the ‘wild and rambunctious’ gojo satoru into becoming your doting and ever loving boyfriend. who is still a huge pain in the ass, but at least he is loyal lol

you’d help to do the group laundry on your off days because you hate the idea that everyone is running out of fresh clothes, whilst teaching nanami and haibara how to use the washer and dryer (cause nanami gotta learn how to be the perfect man from someone)

on days when you’re on dinner duty, no one misses them because you cook the best and most warmest meals for them all - makes them miss home a little less

although you always have this super sweet and caring front, there was a side to you that gojo had never told anyone of; it’s nothing bad. but when he first saw it, he was definitely taken back

he witnessed it when you are sent on a mission together - there were a group of troublemaker kids who had entered an abandoned hospital that had been inhabited by a Special Grade that seemed to be trapping them inside

so you two were sent to go and retrieving the kids if they are alive, but your job is to exorcise the curse no matter the outcome

gojo knew that you hated that answer, so he allows you to drag him about the many hallways of the school, trying to find the young kids before the curse gets to them

when you found them, your motherly side came out as you fussed over the sniffling and crying kids; using the small first aid kit you had on your person of all time to help them clean and bandage any scratches and wounds they had on their body

gojo was annoyed that you seemed so focused on the kids, but he still stood guard like you had asked him too; arms crossed and an annoyed pout resting on his face

he was about to whine to you again, asking when you’re done when he freeze at the sudden strong source of Cursed Energy that was radiating from somewhere

he had just turned to warn you when a sudden blur passed him, causing him to blink his eyes in shock as he glances over at where you were moments ago; only to be faced with equally shocked kids

“wha-” he mutters before he turned to poke his head out the classroom you had taken refuse in, just in time to see you with your weapon drawn and already stabbing the Curse without hesitation

he was stunned at the sight of his lover, his sweet and kind bunny, going absolutely ham on the Curse; exorcising it within a second

gojo just stared at you in shock, which was rare as it is; his mouth parted in awe as he watches as you dust yourself off and made your way back towards him; your kind smile painted on your features once more

“well - shall we leave then?”

gojo had gone back to the college with you after you had dropped the kids off with the cops; unsure of how to bring up at how different you were when you are serious and have your head in the game

because of this, he had never really told anyone about this side of you; since he really saw no reason to reveal it. he just learns to accept it, and that it is just another part of you that he loves as much as he loves you

fast forward a few years, now you and gojo have been together ever since the third year of high school; having raised megumi together as a couple, and had officially became one of the teachers of the school

many of the students had yet to see this ‘side’ side of yours. whilst people like nanami and ijichi had seen it first hand; and had both unanimously decided to never piss you off

however, your beloved students just saw you as the sweet sensei who made them muffins and cakes on their birthdays, who teaches them things they’d need to know to become an adult

you’re a familiar pillar that they can lean on during the darkest of times; so they never believe when Yaga-sensei or Nanami try to tell them that beneath that kindness there is something that they should watch out for

the students cannot imagine their kind and soft-spoken sensei to be this scary killing machine that is known to be one of the best sorcerers to deal with heavily infested areas

they had no reason to believe so - until Yaga-sensei had approved for them to shadow Gojo-sensei and you for your latest mission

they stood at the side with Nanami and another First Grade Sorcerer to watch as the both of you entered the abandoned office block on the outskirts of tokyo

you had noticed the students, and after giving them a warm smile and wave you and gojo made your way inside of the building as the curtain was completed; blocking the outside world from looking in

at first the students were not sure what they were actually waiting for, since they couldn’t really see any action from where they are standing - which was the entire reason for their trip

they questioned nanami as to why they had to stand at such a distance away, but nanami just held his hand out and told them to be patient and wait for a few more moments

suddenly there was a huge bang! before what seemed to be a figure shooting out from the exploding rubble; a manic glint in your eyes as you spun your weapon in your hand so it pointed downward as you started to fall

the students watched in horror and shock whilst you seemed to be having the time of your life, gojo just standing behind you with a soft grin as he protected your back; yet made no real move to get in your way

they watched in horror at the sigh of you exorcising the Curses around you without hesitation, a dark and determined look shining in your eyes. a far cry from the sweet smile you always have on your face

no one knew what to say as they continue to watch as you exorcise the masses of Curses. too shocked to really process everything happening before them. even megumi was stunned, since he had never seen this ‘dark’ side of you before

whilst gojo looks like he was having a blast, even cheering you on from the sidelines, nanami was just shaking his head with a tired sigh

“so much for ‘educational purposes’,” nanami hummed tiredly as he turned to the other first grade sorcerer, who just smiles back in response. “shall we grabbed some hot chocolate for the kids? there is a cafe that we passed whilst driving over here.”

when the other person agreed the two of them started to usher the kids away, nanami waving off gojo’s whine of how he was going to be missing the best parts

“you fawn over your lover by yourself, gojo - i am going to make sure the kids don’t go into further shock then they already are.”

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jeriafterdark · 2 years

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813 - The Reprise, Part 4/? - Dec 19, 2021

Part One

Part Two

Part Three

Part Three.1

Masterpost for all parts

Hey everyone, it's been awhile since my last update. I've been following Uncle Li's struggles against CAPA and the Chinese entertainment industry as a whole since my last update on Dec 3, 2021. I'll only be covering things that I feel are distinct steps in ZZH's case, or that may be important for c-ent as a whole.

Let's get to it.

Thank you to all the referenced translators on Twitter, they’re the real heroes here ^^ Do check them out and give them a follow if you’d like a play-by-play on ZZH/CAPA/Uncle Li.

1. Wang LeeHom (a famous C singer) / WLH had a recent scandal where his wife revealed many facts about their relationship

WLH's wife came out and revealed that he's been an abusive husband / neglectful husband and such to her, with receipts. How does this relate to CAPA/ZZH/Uncle Li? Well, Uncle Li even predicted that CAPA will allow this scandal to make it to the Hot Search on weibo to take the heat off of themselves. Although, CAPA hasn't added his name to their supposed "immoral actors" list, I wonder why...? (We all know why, money probably paid them off).

2. Dec 16 - Uncle Li / LXZ - posted an article from China Youth Daily (that was published Aug, 25, 2021)

It detailed many different people from artists to politicians who had their pasts dug up by others with the intent of causing one’s “social death,” which we collectively call ‘cancel culture’ here in the West.

“In fact, people’s behavior online is only a very small aspect of life, looking at one’s online past is overemphasized.” Moreover, who can open up their QQ (C facebook) from 10 years ago and not feel embarrassed?

It’s interesting that this article was published after 813. Was it in consideration of ZZH’s case? Or were they tone-deaf? Who knows. Uncle Li certainly is suave at choosing what to post, to call the attention of the government and its people.

3. Dec 15 - Uncle Li invited a few Law professors to livestream on several platforms including Bilibili, Weibo, etc on CAPA and any legal implications of their goings-on.

This was notoriously watched by millions of people, but the platforms kept interrupting his stream on multiple outlets. Not only that, the law firm who was involved was muted on Weibo too? They were only trying to educate the public about current laws that govern this industry. But of course, those with power and in power generally do not want the public knowing about actual laws that would help common people. I can see why their effort was thwarted. Uncle Li emphasized later that it’s not the platform’s fault, that he and the professors should have run it by BiliBili/etc first to warn them. The platforms are also under careful scrutiny by the government, so any wrong moves would be hefty fines. (Does this imply that there are those in the government also involved? I would say yes. Of course. For where is the most power often concentrated? That doesn’t mean the official stance of the c-gov is against Uncle Li, no. There are probably players in the government who are double dipping, benefitting from CAPA, and who have been sending threats to Uncle Li (he’s noted these threats before, but is unconcerned)).

The Weibo CEO also thought he was being cheeky by saying

"If you're a man, you'd last at least 10minutes. I know stamina for 60min is an issue for a middle aged man but I have faith in you."

It’s kind of insane to me that his PR department lets him speak lol. Does he think he’s that powerful? He’s made digs at Uncle Li’s pursuit for justice before. This is just another in a long line of childish insults.

To get back at him, netizens created a tag #来总 3秒# "Weibo CEO, 3 seconds"

4. A supposed contract to silence ZZH for 6 months - 1 year + Antis have been mobilized

Uncle Li shared an anonymous story that talks about anti’s (anti-fans, basically trolls or paid trolls), who took on the job to ruin ZZH. The contract included a clause stating that they must ensure that he disappeared for more than 6 mo to a year before they receive the rest of their payment. (Long screen-capped image here)

OP’s note: To have such powerful players and money back a concerted effort to destroy one’s career for at least a year… What did ZZH do? Was he that powerful and popular? Sigh. More on my thoughts later.

5. Happy News: ZZH’s mother received over 20,000 story submissions for her tea shop’s story contest

For her contest, “my story, your tea,” she received over 20,000 submissions. So she’s expanding to 20 winners :) I’m sure many of those stories are well-wishes from ZZH’s fans. She estimates that all will be completed by Dec 25.

6. Uncle Li ensures that the relevant authorities already have the case in hand.

The relevant gov. Agencies are looking into CAPA and are gathering evidence. This process may take awhile as they are trying to be thorough. So there may not be many new updates, but we’ll see. He optimistically said maybe he could get it done by this year?? Or up to a year or two from now. We’ll just have to sit tight. I’m glad that he’s still standing up for ZZH, for c-ent, and he’s clever enough to avoid all the dirt and mud that people are slinging at him. These were my impressions from Dec 3 to now, I forgot which tweets it was from but there were many with the same idea.

Conclusion so far, my thoughts:

Soooo, Uncle Li is ensuring that he’s plugging away at ZZH’s case. The tag “justice for the people '' is now at BILLIONSSS of views btw. And still no hot search. Who knew that Chinese entertainment was so interconnected, so corrupt that all the platforms essentially operate with shadowy back alley transactions? I didn’t know it was this bad. But I’m no expert in entertainment behind-the-scenes.

I think this experience teaches us all, even those outside of China, an important idea. That no matter who you are, you’re always vulnerable to someone digging up your past and smearing you. As long as the money is paid, and as long as you angered the right/wrong people. Sometimes, there will be an Uncle Li to stand up and defend you. But most of the time, there won’t be. So as a member of the public, when you hear a new rumor, or you’re so far removed from some celebrity’s scandal, just remember to keep in mind that what you hear may not be true. Give the situation time for concrete evidence to show. Don’t be baited into participating against hating someone. (Not that ZZH did anything wrong, to be fair).

You can always change your mind. The victim may have done some shit in the past, but they can also always change their mind. Let’s judge people for who they choose to be, right now. Not who they once were. I think that’s the best way forward. It’s NOT to say that I’m not annoyed, or I don’t fall into the rumor pit-traps either. But it’s too easy to ruin someone’s life. I don’t want to do that, or have a hand in that. I’m a fan of restorative justice, healing justice. I don’t want to punish someone forever, their life is only theirs, I don’t have to live it. Life sucks enough, the world is already dying, why make it harder for ourselves?

You can always change your mind, and so can other people~ Thanks for reading!

#zzh #li xuezheng #uncle li #zhang zhehan #c-ent #junzhe #lld #langlangding #813 #813 the reprise #tales from the mountaintop #lxz #cdramas

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haileygarciasunshine · 3 years

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Widow Maker

Pairing: Loki Laufeyson x Fem!Ex-Widow!Reader

Written: I’ve actually been working on this for a few days lololololol someone help me. Writers block is a BITCH so is life lol.

Posted: July 12th, 2021

Warning: Some swears, Violence

Word Count: 1,605

Author's Note: Contains Spoilers (Ish? Idk) For Black Widow. Also, I made some cool ass spacers. Feel free to use them I just ask you tag me if you do!

Movie and TV Show Masterlist

Before Civil War.

“You do realize you aren’t the only one with a tragic past, right?” You questioned, feeling heat bubbling up inside, while you felt a flush feeling dancing along your cheeks.

Out of your peripheral vision, you were able to see Loki roll his eyes.

“If you keep rolling your eyes, they‘re going to get stuck up there.” You spat, turning around and leaning against the counter.

A chorus of ’Ooo’s’ sounded through the kitchen, followed by snickers.

Glancing up, you locked eyes with Natasha who in turn, raised a questioning eyebrow at you. Rolling your eyes, you scoffed silently to yourself. Without her verbally questioning, you knew she was asking why the sudden need to confront the Asgardian God.

Shaking your head, you pushed the fluttering feeling down that had begun bubbling up.

It was no secret that Loki was on his redemption tour. In fact, word around the office had been that all the females along with some men, had began fawning over him. Naturally, the sudden lustful gazes and sultry conversations had gone to his head.

Loki was quick to develop a sudden arrogance after he had found out the new chatter around him. Being with the Avengers since the beginning along with being a friend of Thor, you knew all the up’s and down’s that surrounded him. Keeping your opinion to yourself, you had been on his side since you could remember. However, with everyone on his bandwagon, you felt jealous bubble up inside.

“Does your head ever get tired of all the hot air that comes out of your mouth?” Loki shot back, earning a sharp elbow from Thor.

Snapping your head in his direction, you glared at him. “You know what? Fuck you.”

Frowning you furrowed your eyebrows together, before turning on the balls of your feet and storming out of the kitchen. Feeling tears welling up in yours, you rapidly made your way to your room. Just in time for the tears to begin cascading down your cheeks. Whenever Loki attacked someone, he knew their weaknesses and made sure to do the most damage. After a while, you situated yourself on your bed and letting sleep overwhelm you.

Jolting awake, your heart rapidly beated out of your chest as the sound of knocking on your door, captured your attention.

Gasping, you turned to face your door before steadily getting to your feet. Opening your door, your jaw fell slack as you stared at the person before you. Opening and closing your mouth a few times, you decided it would be better to step aside and allow them in.

Loki stood awkwardly in the middle of your room. His hands firm by his side. Shutting the door, you leaned against it as you stared at Loki with disbelief. Neither of you wanted to be the first to break the silence.

Standing before you, he glanced around your room, seemly taking in your belongings. Clearing his throat, he turned around to face you.

”I… I uh…” His voice trailed off as he began his light blueberry eyes capturing Y/E/C ones. As you gazed at each other, you were able to see an underlying emotion, that you weren’t sure he was able to express until now.

Coming to your senses, you felt your walls hold steadily as you began fearing letting them down.

”If…If you’ve come here to apologize..” Your voice trailed off. Gazing down at your hands, you began picking at your cuticle bed. One of your many habits you had. “Save it.”

Dropping his gaze to his feet, his head hung low. The air began holding silent cries that neither would feel. Lost words that would never be spoken. All emotion evaporing into nothingness.

��I think you should go.” You mumbled at Loki. Not daring to glance at him, you rushed towards the bathroom before shutting the door without another word. Putting the toilet seat down, you perched yourself on it. Placing your elbows on your knees, you lowered your head into your hands. Tears began welling up in yours at your loss of emotions.

——

After Civil War. Cue Black Widow Era, also cue spoilers.

”Nat.” You hissed as you stood before Natasha.

Responding with hum she placed the phone she had just been talking into on the ledge. Glancing around she subtly slide it off the ledge and into the water.

”Natasha!” You demanded.

”What!” She grumbled.

“Why do you insist on taunting them?”

Scoffing, she rolled her eyes. “The same reason, you and reindeer games keep dancing around your feelings for one another.” She shrugged.

”We don’t have feelings for-“

Cutting you off she let out a humorless chuckle. “Whatever helps you sleep at night.”

Letting your jaw hang open slightly, any argument you had thought of, instantly dying in your throat. Scrunching your eyebrows together you were at a loss for words.

”We…We don’t like each other.” Your attempted to argue.

”Right.” She spoke in disbelief. Turning to gaze at the mountains, you heard her mumbled something in Russian under her breath.

”What-“

”If that’s true,” Natasha turned her attention back towards you. “Then why is he here?”

Reflecting on her question, you were able to respond when you sensed a presence approaching you from behind. Turning on your heels, you faced the perpetrator.

”Hello, love.” Loki greeted, his eyes sparkling as he spoke. A grin making it’s way to his lips.

A fluttering feeling bubbled inside your stomach. Your palms rapidly growing damp. Without much thought, you propelled yourself into his arms. Your arms wrapping around his shoulders gently yanking him into you. It wasn’t long before you felt a rumble in his chest from his chuckling. Loki wrapped his arms around your waist, holding you closer than normal. He nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck, catching the scent of your shampoo that he longed to smell again.

”It’s been too long.”

Moving to pull away, Loki tightened his arms preventing from the slight distance between you. “That it has.” You responded with a nod.

After the events of that night in your room, Loki had gone above and beyond to prove he was worthy of your forgiveness. After awhile his attempts at forgiveness, lead to a blossom in friendship.

”How is space?” You questioned after he reluctantly allowed you to pull away.

”Space…Space is good.” He spoke nodding his head.

Grinning at him, you couldn’t stop thinking that it was all a dream. One that was sweet, the kind that you don’t want to wake up from because it seems too good to be true, especially because it usually is.

“What are you doing here?” You regretted asking as soon as you spoke.

”I…” His voice trailed off as he seemed to reflect on the question.

Cutting him off, Natasha made her way beside you both. “We have to go.” She spoke, her voice holding back a slight panic that you could see bubbling up behind her strong demeanor.

Snapping your head in Loki’s direction you were about to saying your goodbye, when she cut you off.

”All of us.”

Nodding your head, you ahout to question her when she cut you off once again.

”No time. Come on!”

——

After finding Yelena, the four of you set off on a venture to search for their so called, mother and father. Both girls held twenty years worth of anger and bitterness, especially aimed at each other.

Yelena was the helicopter pilot for the mission, while Natasha was the muscle and brains. More often than not settling in the shot gun rider seat. Thus, leaving you and Loki alone in the back.

Sitting side by side, you were jostled together before you were thrown against his side.

Sending you a grin, he silently let you know he didn’t much mind the non existent proximity between you. Neither of you spoke much on the flight, however you often witnessed the cringeworthy interaction between Alexei and both girls.

——

After arriving at Melina’s little farm, you had begun to feel awkward. There was a sense of family as well as anger. Rightfully so, both girls had been subjected to torture and used as weapons forgoing most of their lives.

Standing idly in the kitchen, Natasha appeared beside you. Jumping at her sudden presence you placed a hand over your heart.

”Geez, Nat! Don’t do that!“ You cautioned. “You scared me!”

Natasha giggled at your reaction. After the moment quickly died down, she mirrored your stance of leaning against the counters.

Nudging your shoulder with hers, she had a smirk plastered upon the seams of her lips.

”Do you believe me now?”

Tilting your head, you gazed at her with question. “About?”

Rolling her eyes, she let out a groan. “About Loki sharing the feelings you have for him.”

Scoffing you shook your head. “I don’t really need a monologue on that.”

“Seems to me that you do.”

Standing together, you allowed a blanket of silence to overwhelm you.

”You should give him a chance.” She muttered quietly.

If it hadn’t been eerily quiet in the kitchen, you wouldn’t have heard her.

“I…What?” You gasped.

“Don’t make me say it.” She moaned.

“Say what?”

Letting out a defeated sigh, she shook her head. “I think he’s a good guy.”

”What do you-“

Before you had the chance to question her, Loki rushed into the kitchen. His eyes filled with bewilderment. He came off frazzled.

”Are you okay?” You questioned suddenly forgetting about the question you had partially spoke to Natasha.

”They’re here-“

Luminescent lights from outside suddenly shone inside. Turning to face the lights, you and Natasha held a startling gaze.

Something you hadn’t felt since reclaiming your freedom from the Widow program washed over you. Judging by Natasha‘s features that seemed to be mirroring yours, you knew she had the same feeling.

Fear.

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mystikmoonlight · 3 years

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Shower Therapy

So it’s been awhile since I’ve been on here and I haven’t posted any smut since the first and only one I did back on Gavin’s birthday. I started this little piece about two months ago and then put it off to the side to start something else that took waaaaayyyy longer than I expected, LOL. But here’s a nice little therapy session for you all. Hope you enjoy! :P

NSFW - 18+ ONLY

Word count - 2K

Contains: Sex, fingering

It has been almost two months since the last time you saw him. He's been sent away on another mission that took a little longer than expected and he hasn't been able to contact you due to confidentiality. Even though you know he is due back any day, the anticipation to see him is damn near killing you. You sit by the window each night eagerly awaiting the sight of him walking up the path to your front door but he never comes.

You're picking at your dinner plate at the table one night alone, head hanging down, and tears welling in your eyes. You check the time and it's already close to nine in the evening. Sighing, you get up and place the dishes in the sink and head for the shower.

Just after you step into the steaming hot water, the key turns in the door and he walks in silently, not wanting to make a sound in case you may have gone to sleep early. He's so exhausted to the point where he feels like he may collapse at any minute. It's not until he takes notice that the shower is running that he quickly forces himself to wake up with a renewed energy to see you.

He discreetly opens the bathroom door without you even hearing. You're standing there in the shower, washing your hair with your favorite apple scented shampoo and close your eyes. Tears begin to stream down your face as you lean your head back and scrub your scalp almost a little too hard in frustration. Your ears start to ring loudly and burn a bright red that you can no longer hear the water pelting onto your body. In the midst of the deafness that has taken over and your closed eyes, you suddenly feel a pair of strong hands curl around your waist and pull you close. You nearly gasp at the sudden feeling of him and fight to turn yourself around, but he holds you steady. You don't even have to look to know it's him because of his touch.

Leaning your head back, you savor the amazing feeling of him pressed against your body and you can't help but push the curve of your ass against his already straining cock. He moans into your ear and the vibration shoots right through your aching core. You've missed him so much and you can sense that he feels the same way by the way his hands are moving up and down your body in a frenzy, squeezing and grazing your delicate skin with his fingernails.

His strong arms suddenly turn you around so you're met with his gorgeous amber eyes. They almost look like dark honey filled with lust and want. He lifts his calloused fingers to stroke your flushed cheek and you close your eyes to revel in the feel of his rough skin against yours.

He dips his head until his lips push into the curve of your neck and he sucks and grazes his teeth lightly against your skin, lapping up every drop of water off of you. He's dying to taste more of you as his fingers circle around your pert nipples and you can't stifle the cry that escapes your lips. As if it wasn't torturous enough, he slides one hand down your side, gripping at the protrusion of your hip bone before guiding his fingers to meet with your soaked folds.

While his other hand still plays on your breast, he inserts two of his fingers inside your slit and you gasp and cry out his name in sweet vain. He hums into the curve of your neck and picks up the pace with his fingers sliding in and out, fast and then slow again as if to agonize you and make you beg for more. You fight like hell to turn around because you're dying to taste his sweet, hot mouth, but he still holds your back pressed against him with his strong grip. He swirls his thumb over your swollen clit while still gliding his slick fingers in and out of you. Tears stream down your face as the burn becomes almost unbearable within your core. He removes his fingers abruptly and brings them to his lips to savor the sweet taste of you. You turn your head to watch as he strokes his fingers with his own tongue and then licks his lips in a satisfaction that doesn't last long enough. It will never be enough for him.

When you open your eyes again, his gaze has become even more feral and he's now pushing you up against the cool tiles of the shower. He places his one large hand behind your head as you collide into the wall, his fingers cradling your neck and running his long fingers through the strands of your soaked hair. He fists your hair in his hand and tilts your head to the side, his lips meeting your stretched skin once more as he sucks and bites lightly on your neck. His other arm is wrapped tight around your waist pulling you even closer so that you feel his engorged cock pressing against your stomach. Each cry from your mouth sends him into an oblivion he feels he may never return from with each sound as he continues to press against you. You feel as though you're dying slowly to feel him buried inside you and you can tell the anticipation is killing him too.

He moves his hot mouth to meet with yours and swallows you whole with his lips, savoring every inch as he tightens his hold on your waist and the back of your neck. Through all of the sucking and tugging of your lips, he finally releases his hold and you're left swollen not only in your lips but also in the swell of your clit and slick hole below. You're pooling with even more desire as you rake your fingernails into the scars on his back and he can't help holding back the groans leaving his mouth.

He can no longer take anymore and moves his hands down to the curve of your ass and lifts you up in his strong arms. Looking down at him, you wrap your legs around his torso and he shifts until the tip of his twitching cock meets with your entrance. You open your mouth as though you feel the need to scream and it's not until he slowly pushes himself into you and spreads your slick folds wide that you finally release the sound of your pent up frustration that you've been holding in for what felt like an eternity.

He holds himself steady for a few seconds, taking in the incredible feeling of you around him. His breathing is ragged and uneven as though he's trying to figure out how he's going to be able to hold out without losing himself too quickly. He presses his nose into your shoulder to try and collect himself before he starts to move.

With one arm wrapped around your back and the other around the back of your head, he begins to rock his hips slowly moving in and out of you. You feel so weightless in his strong arms as you bounce up and down within his hold, your breasts moving with each smooth thrust from him. He captures your lips into his and pounds harder into you, his ragged breath mingling with yours. His tongue darts and dashes against yours in such a hunger you've never imagined. His starvation has clearly gotten the best of him in the past two months and he's trying to make up for every little detail that he's missed.

With every thrust of his hips, he picks up the pace a little more each time until he is full blown pounding at a speed even you can't seem to comprehend. You cry, beg, and plead for more with each movement that he makes as he groans and bites into your tender shoulder, leaving a trail of his saliva and marks on your skin. Your core burns more and more at the feel of his cock searing inside you, teetering on the edge of your orgasm that is about to burst through. Because he knows your body so well, he can always tell when you're getting close when your walls clench so tight around him that it's starting to drive him mad.

He steadies his strong legs on the tile floor as he rocks his hips against you with all his strength. The burning sensation within you becomes almost unbearable as your mouth slowly opens over his, silent at first until you shudder and lose complete control and you're screaming his name at the top of your lungs. He can no longer take the extreme ache building within him that he squints his eyes shut and takes in every sound and feel of you.

As you start to come down from your high, he moves his head to the side of yours, grunting and groaning louder into your ear and he slowly begins to lose himself and come undone. He releases hard inside you and his body jerks and trembles as he continues to hold you in his arms, pounding a few more times until he comes down and is left breathless.

He holds you still against him, tears streaming down his cheeks as he buries his face into your shoulder and you can't help but cry with him. He lets you down gently until your feet touch the cool tiles again and gazes into your eyes. You search his for a moment before you finally manage to speak.

"Gavin….I’ve missed you so much." You say feeling breathless as he caresses your flushed cheek.

"I'm sorry I've been away for so long. I know this must be killing you inside." He manages to say with a shaky breath as tears well up in his eyes.

"It's not fair that I keep putting you through the agony. Sometimes I feel like you deserve so much better than this but I can't bear the thought of you being anyone else's but mine. You are and always will be all mine. You are my therapy that gets me through everything in this crazy world. Even if it takes months to have each other again, I would wait for you forever."

You feel yourself choking on his every word as tears fall freely down your cheeks. He lifts his hands and rubs them away with his calloused thumbs. You get up on your tiptoes and snake your arms around his neck, pulling him down for a tender kiss and he can't help but sigh into your lips again.

When you part from him, there's no mistaking the smile on his face but his eyes still show a hint of pain and sadness behind them. You pause for a moment trying to collect your thoughts before speaking again.

"Gavin…..I will wait for an eternity if I have to. It's true it kills me every time you have to go away but I will never give up on what we have together. Our love is far too precious to me and no matter what, I will always be here when you come home because I know deep down in my heart, you will always come back to me. And you too, are my greatest therapy."

His body trembles as a sob breaks through him. You cling to him even tighter, never letting him go. He turns the water off and picks you up effortlessly in his arms. Wrapping you in a towel from behind, he plants delicate kisses on your cheek, neck, and shoulders and you shudder at every touch of his lips on your skin.

The pain and sadness in his eyes then dissipates when he begins to take over your body again. Through a shaky and hoarse breath, he pulls you closer and speaks into your ear.

"You're lucky I don't have to leave again for another three days. I'm going to need all the therapy I can get before I go, savoring every single inch of you."

#mlqc #mr love queen's choice #mr love #mr love gavin #mlqc gavin #mlqc gavin smut #I've missed you Gavin #i still love you #you still torture me in my dreams

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procrastinatingsapphictrash · 3 years

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Delicious

Word count: 1240

Genre: Fluff

Pairing: Carol x Natasha x gn!reader

Warnings: None (let me know if I should add any)

Request: You could do something like reader x Natasha x clCarol where reader bakes and like goes "I'm jealous of my cookies" or something and then Natasha and Carol team up on reader

Summary: You bake cookies for your girlfriends after they have been away on a mission for two weeks but they pay a little too much attention to the cookies and not enough attention to you.

A/n: Thanks anon for the request. I wasn't quite sure what you meant so I think I might have gone off of the request a little but this is what my mind came up with so I hope you like it! It feels weird to be posting a fic again because it's been over a month but it also feels nice. I have been writing but I haven't been able to finish anything (between all my wips I probably have 20,000 words lol) so I decided to write this short fluff. Hopefully it's not too bad since it has been awhile. Enjoy!

The oven beeps signalling the end of the final batch of cookies just as the front door opens and your girlfriends come bursting in. It couldn’t have been better timing since the cookies are for them. It was a two week mission, the longest they’ve been on without you since you started dating and you’ve missed them a lot.

“MMmmm that smells good!” Carol exclaims, coming into the kitchen. Natasha follows, still partially dressed in tactical gear, too lazy to take it off. Not that you’re complaining because she looks good.

“Are these for us?” Nat asks as Carol steals a cookie without checking. It’s hot since it just came out of the oven but she doesn’t seem to mind, moaning in delight.

“Yes but it’s good to ask before eating.” You direct the second part of your sentence towards Carol who doesn’t even have the decency to look ashamed as she finishes off her cookie and immediately reaches for a second. She mumbles something but you can only make out the words ‘good’ and ‘love’ around her mouthful of cookie.

“She’s right, these taste amazing Y/n!” Natasha praises. She’s only part way through her first and Carol is already on her third. You grab one for yourself knowing that if you left them (especially Carol) to eat without stopping them there wouldn’t be any left for you. They are good if you do think so yourself but if the moans of pleasure coming from both their mouths are any indication they are enjoying it far more than you are.

You give them a few minutes thinking they will slow down but they don’t seem to stop eating. Natasha is on her fourth cookie and you’re not even sure how many Carol’s had because she’s eaten too many to count. Honestly if you hadn’t been in the room with them right now you would have assumed they were doing something very different based on the noises that they’re making.

“Should I be jealous of the cookies? I’m a little worried they’re about to replace me.” you joke. It’s sort of a joke but it comes from a small bit of truth. Maybe it’s irrational to be jealous of some cookies but your girlfriends weren’t paying any attention to you and you haven’t seen them in weeks!

Carol drops the cookie she was just picking up with a guilty look on her face. “Never Y/n, you know you’re our favourite.”

“We missed you so much while we were away.” Natasha adds on. “I think the rest of the team got annoyed with us constantly talking about you.”

“Now come here baby so we can make up for ignoring you.”

Carol opens her arms as she finishes speaking and you practically launch yourself into them. Two weeks is far too long to go without a good hug from either of your girlfriends in your opinion.

“Eager much?” she asks, laughing a little about how fast you moved to hug her.

You nod against her shoulder. “I missed you.”

“I missed you too babe.”

Her arms wrap tighter around you and you sigh. You forgot just how warm and safe it feels. A feeling that only increases when Natasha joins you, hugging you from behind so you are squished between the two of them.

“I never want you to leave again.” you say to both of them.

“We don’t want to leave you either Y/n,” Natasha tells you, “but it’s our job. Our next mission isn’t for at least a month though.”

“Only a month?”

You can hear your voice starting to get a little whiny which you would ordinarily despise but you really don’t want them to go again. You know they have to work and what they do is important but you also want to be able to wake up to them every morning and not have to worry about whether or not they’ll make it back alive.

“I can ask Steve to give us a little more time.” Natasha promises. “He loves you so if we mention we want to spend more time with you I’m sure he’ll agree.”

“Okay.”

“And don’t worry we’ll always come back to you, after all you make the best cookies.” Carol says, laughing when both you and Natasha give her a stare that clearly says you don’t find it funny.

“Seriously Carol?”

“They’re delicious.” she says, defending herself. “You should take that as a compliment.”

You stare her down. You’re not really mad, it’s quite funny actually, but it’s fun to pretend you are. Especially since Carol can’t tell you’re joking and rushes to backtrack. Sometimes having your other girlfriend be a superspy that teaches you stuff comes in handy. You can feel the vibrations of Natasha’s silent chuckle on your back because she can tell that you’re kidding.

“But your lips are deliciouser.” Carol says. “Don’t be mad- Y/n!”

She shrieks as you laugh and she realizes you were purposely letting her believe you were upset.

“Deliciouser isn’t a word.” you say, still laughing.

Carol frowns and cute lines squiggle across her forehead. “It should be.”

“You could just say her lips are more delicious.” Natasha tells her. “But I agree, Y/n’s lips are very delicious.”

You pout. “If my lips are so delicious how come I haven’t gotten a kiss yet?”

“I can fix that.”

Carol’s face is suddenly so close to yours you can feel her breath dance across your lips as she speaks. Leaning in you meet her halfway and melt into the kiss. You wish she was always there so you could kiss her everyday but kisses after a while apart are always the best because you forget quite how good they are. You’re not sure how long it lasts but you can feel Natasha shift behind you and plant gentle kisses all over the back of your neck, ones that give you goosebumps.

“Delicious.”

You feel your face heat up a little when Carol doesn’t take her eyes away from your face and licks her lips. She goes in for another kiss, this one short and sweet and over all too soon.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.” you tell her.

“And I love you both.” Natasha says, unwrapping herself from your back, making you immediately miss her warmth. “But Carol needs to quit hogging your lips, I missed you too.”

Carol makes a big deal of grumbling and sighing but you can see her smile as she lets you go and Natasha immediately steps up to kiss you. When you pull away you both turn to Carol again only to find her staring at the remaining cookies that are cooling on the tray.

“You can have another cookie if you want.” you tell her, laughing slightly at her appetite.

“Are you sure?”

“I made them for you guys, you can have as many as you want.”

Carol smiles at you and immediately gets to work eating cookies. You’re honestly not sure how she manages to eat two within a few seconds and you’re glad you made several batches because otherwise there wouldn’t have been enough.

Natasha rolls her eyes affectionately at Carol but she heads to grab another cookie herself. She grabs two, one for her and the other she brings back to you. And after taking a bite you can’t even blame Carol for being obsessed, they are incredibly delicious.

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queen, how about a kenma nsfw alphabet if you haven’t 👀

Haha- hah- yeah 😌 yeah let’s do that....

NSFW Alphabet: Kozume Kenma

Gn!Reader like always

Nsfw below the cut, you should know this drill by now... 😘

𝕬 - 𝕬𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊

He needs it just as much as you do. He has a tendency to drop afterwards, so he finds it comforting to spend time coming down from it all with you. Lots of cuddling and definitely food and knocking out together, both making sure to constantly reassure each other.

𝕭 - 𝕭𝖔𝖉𝖞 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙

Does- does hair count as a body part? You know what fuck it its my blog I make the rules. He’s into hair pulling, both doing the pulling and having his pulled. He’ll give it a rough tug when he's behind you, but also expects you to take hold of his hair from time to time as well- with a very tight grip.

𝕮 - 𝕮𝖚𝖒

Facials. That’s really it. It’s facials. He isn’t a fan of super messy, but he always makes an exception when it comes to painting your pretty face. It;s a reminder that you belong to him so intimately in this sense.

𝕯 - 𝕯𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖞 𝕾𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖙

Kenma doesn’t only spend his money on video games. He actually has spent a significant amount of money on a very lavish collection of lingerie and little costumes for you to wear around the house. He’s always buying new pieces and adding them to your playroom- oh yeah... you have a playroom.

𝕰 - 𝕰𝖝𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊

I feel like Kenma’s experience comes solely from porn and stories Kuroo has told him that he never wanted to hear in the first place. But- that is a good enough teacher. He knows enough of what he’s doing to get you there, and prefers the challenge of trying various things on you until he realizes what really works to get you there fastest- like a game.

𝕱 - 𝕱𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝕻𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓

8/10 times he’s going to want you on top. It doesn’t matter how. He likes you on top because of the pressure your weight provides. Since he’s so little he likes to feel surrounded.

He also loves to fuck your face. The sight of your face getting lost in his pubes while you gag and get all teary-eyed as you struggle to meet his gaze drives him insane.

𝕲 - 𝕲𝖔𝖔𝖋𝖞

He’s not really the type to make jokes or anything in the moment. He’s focused on making sure you feel good and nothing else.

𝕳 - 𝕳𝖆𝖎𝖗

I’m so sorry- but like…. no lol. It’s almost a jungle. It’s not that he doesn’t care but he can’t be bothered. If you ask him he’ll definitely clean up, but you have to ask him or it’s just gonna stay that way.

𝕴 - 𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖞

Likes cockwarming for the closeness. You two can be laying in bed or chilling on the couch and he’ll just slip in, rutting into you every once in a while but mostly staying still and enjoying your warmth and tightness. You both enjoy it when you’re to tired to have sex, but still want to feel something

𝕵 - 𝕵𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝕺𝖋𝖋

He doesn’t like to do it himself, but instead opts for you to do so sometimes while he streams. You mostly do so because you want to though, he’s pretty indifferent. It’s just not really his thing. When he feels like he just has to- he’s 100% a pillow humper.

𝕶 - 𝕶𝖎𝖓𝖐

Roleplay: Anything that’s an escape from his normal he enjoys, and that also comes with your sex life too.

Breath Play: Kenma is 300% into breath play, and no I will not explain it he just is and I won’t take criticism. He holds his breath when he feels you start to get close- he doesn’t allow himself to breathe until you cum all over him- he’d rather let his lungs completely burn out before he leaves you unsatisfied. He holds his breath when he cums too, it intensifies his high.

Edging: that being said, you also have to work for it. If he's in a more domming mood, he’ll bring you to the brink and rip it away for hours… sometimes even days. If he’s being really mean, he’ll fuck you until you’re practically sobbing, but he won’t let you cum. He’ll cum and just leave you there, and don’t you dare touch yourself or you’ll just add to your punishment later

Voyeurism: you love letting him listen to/ watch you shower. He thinks you don’t know he’s there, but you can faintly hear the way his breath shudders over the water hitting the tiled walls. You can only imagine what he’s thinking of doing to you, and it turns you both on.

𝕷 - 𝕷𝖔𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓

If you think he’s going to do it anywhere but a space with a bed/something to sleep on after- you’re wrong. Sadly this limits you to the confines of your home or the occasional hotel. The baby just exhausts himself too easily and needs to recharge after you’re done.

𝕸 - 𝕸𝖔𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓

He’s encouraged by you begging for him. Every time you moan out his name- every time you plead for him to let you cum- it makes him feel powerful. He’s not just a subby baby! He gets off on the power dynamic between you. He knows how apathetic he comes off at times and he uses that to his advantage- loving nothing more than for you to beg for him to touch you. He likes to ignore you on purpose to build up the tension.

𝕹 - 𝕹𝖔!

Ken loves to watch, but that’s it. That being said, he doesn’t like being watched. So he’s not much of an exhibitionist. You’re the only real exception to the rule.

𝕺 - 𝕺𝖗𝖆𝖑

He never lasts long when you do go down on him, so he prefers to wait it out until he’s close, or he’ll let you suck him off when he really needs to cum. He loves it but he can’t control himself, so he doesn’t ask super often, but he does like an occasional morning surprise bj- it’s made him a morning person

𝕻 - 𝕻𝖆𝖈𝖊

If he’s fucking you- its so slow its painful at first. Since he wants you to beg, he’ll coax it out of you slowly, building you up until you’re a hot mess, but he never goes faster until the last second. If he’s the one getting fucked, he’s all about you being even and setting a good pace for him. He prefers it when you start slow and gradually get faster, slowing down again once he gets close, and milking it out of him.

𝕼 - 𝕼𝖚𝖎𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖊

Absolutely not. He wants to be able to take his time. Like any gamer, he’s not going to be satisfied until he gets a perfect score. So that means he needs time. Its the same thing when you take control. He wants you to take your time exploring him, he wants you to take the time and care to make him fall apart slowly and meticulously. If you’re particularly needy, he’ll give in to hold you over- but expect it to be lazy and sloppy, and a bit unsatisfying. He’s going to leave you wanting more.

𝕽 - 𝕽𝖎𝖘𝖐

Again, not much to see here. He’s not vanilla in the slightest, but he knows what he likes, and he knows what works. Instead of trying a bunch of new things, he prefers to try different combinations of his tried-and-trues, with a sprinkle of something else here or there- that’s how he keeps you on your toes.

𝕾 - 𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖆

Prefers quality over quantity, so most of the time his rounds are one and done. But that one and done can last hours- he has a lot of control over himself and will hold off until he’s sure you’re spent. He’ll give in to a few more rounds of you ask him nicely- he can’t resist when you bat your pretty eyes his way… but he’ll probably get you off with toys or his hands instead.

𝕿 - 𝕿𝖔𝖞

Likes to use toys on you, especially when he’s tired or feeling particularly lazy that day. He likes the fact that you can still get off by his hand without him having to do much. He will use it to his advantage though, which means you need to be prepared to be edged for awhile most days...

𝖀 - 𝖀𝖓𝖋𝖆𝖎𝖗

He’s VERY easy to tease. Gets flustered by the smallest actions, no matter how innocent they are. Can’t really control his boners so you have to be careful with him. He hates being teased but lives to tease you.

𝖁 - 𝖁𝖔𝖑𝖚𝖒𝖊

Very breathy, very shaky. He’s not necessarily super quiet, but there’s a lot of deep breathing and exhaling as opposed to outright moans. When he does actually moan it’s so delicate and pretty. He does talk to you as well, he tells you how pretty you look in your lace, and how much he likes pretty things like you.

𝖂 - 𝖂𝖎𝖑𝖉𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖉

His favorite post fuck meal is mac n cheese. Kuroo fed it to him in celebration when Kenma lost his virginity and he has now been essentially pavloved to associate sex with the Kraft blue box.

𝖃 - 𝖃-𝕽𝖆𝖞

It's not like, pretty- it's cute- Under the mess of hair anyway. Very uwu cute. He’s not a shower but he has maybe 5-6 when he’s ready to go. It's pink all around and chubby. Honestly it looks like those adorable little smiling mushroom plushies- you know the ones.

𝖄 - 𝖄𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌

His sex drive isn’t low, but instead its moderate. You’re a lot more needy than he is, so you tend to always be the one initiating- but he’ll also never be shy about asking you when he wants you.

𝖅 - 𝖅𝖟𝖟

He’s out before he even hits the pillow most times. He loves to fall asleep in your arms, resting his head on your chest to time his own breaths with your heartbeat. The only drawback of how cute this sight is is that kenma snores like a 70-year old man in dangerous need of a cpap.

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