#because this like. relates back to some specific trauma and abuse i've gone through lmfao.
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thank god i don't have to have my camera on for this class very often bc i am absolutely fuming and literally tearing up bc i am so upset and angry at these education resources for this stupid fucking class, it's about "self management" and "office etiquette" and theyre just so fucking shitty and stupid and awful. like. really fucking ableist and i know that's obvious but jesus christ. it's all such bullshit. i hate offices so much.
#let me just strip you of every ounce of personality and individuality so you become our perfect little drone!!!#no need for emotions here! if someone is being negative to you - just ignore it! don't be upset about it :)#make sure you make eye contact and read nonverbal cues! everyone can do that sooooo easily! shouldnt be a problem for our drones!#any body modifications relevant to your culture! cover those up! once again - zero individuality is allowed here!#you have to be the human personification of the colour white :) no no not beige. that's too racially significant! we must ALL be white :)#but we LOOOOVE diversity here and celebrate it! just as long as you are NT cishet white and boring :)#i'm so . fucking angry fhsdgdsgjkl nothing makes me upset faster than office etiquette bullshit fsdjgjkl#i want to leave class for the day so bad so i can go cry#i've already gotten today's assignment done anyways lol i finished it off before class even started#but. gotta keep up appearances. im trying to stay a day head#*a day ahead#but fhsdgjkl tomorrow's is the really shitty ableist assignments so fuck me i guess#i need to just dissociate hardcore and let my brain go into society drone-mode but god. it is very upsetting to do that#but this work needs to be done fhsdghsdghjkl fucking hell it is literally upsetting and potentially triggering to do this shit#because this like. relates back to some specific trauma and abuse i've gone through lmfao.#i wish i'd stayed dormant longer jsdjfkl#Nine would've hated this and Cal would've been upset but i think they'd be able to do it better than i can#especially Nine because he gets so angry JFSDFJKL he just powers through it so it gets done faster#okay im being embarrassing now sorry fsdfkl i will shut up and go attempt to work on this bullshit#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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