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#because photoshop was being a BITCH
winesplashed · 2 years
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taylor announcing track 7: question
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swallowedabug · 1 year
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#.....this is a normal amount of headphones to own. right?#🎧👀💀#(not pictured: my beyerdynamic dt770 that i use exclusively as a tv headphone - the most comfortable one to wear for long periods of time)#i was just listening to some music from my computer now that i have my foobar all setup#i did manage to restore all the settings but the filepaths were all broken so. had to look them all up again#all my (digital) music is scattered over four external harddrives... not ideal lol#i was sure i'd lost the cd containing the drivers for my dac (can't find them online and the northstar design website doesn't exist anymore)#but i found it in an old acer envelope that had all kinds of installation discs#then i realized the new computer doesn't even HAVE a cd drive so i had to buy an external one lmao#basically i've been setting up my new computer for a week and i'm sick of it already#literally every fucking thing needs to be tweaked!! HATE IT#everything from mouse movements not being the way you're used to to the fucking monitor colors being fucked up#it's just. endless#but the reason i even bought a new computer was FASTER PHOTOSHOP and i sure got what i wanted!!#oh and did i mention i've actually had the computer for almost six months#but i've just been procrastinating making the switch#because i knew it would be a bitch to set everything up again. AND IT WAS#if i never have to do this again it'll be too soon 😤#keios#seduce me with audio gear#oh and obviously i don't use the headphones at the same time BUT#the headphone amp i'm using does have two outputs#so i can switch headphones on the fly#sometimes it's fun to compare the differences#the t1 is so a lot more clearer and detailed than the sennheiser and hifiman#but it's also the most sensitive one#if the source is low quality don't even bother#also ideally i would have a more powerful amp for the t1s but. it is what it is#okay i'll shut up about headphones now
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“Webfang has two paws” does not imply polyamory
It does, however, imply what he’s eating for lunch
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bitdemonic · 9 months
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date. may 29th, 2023
time. 3:16pm
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—❝𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐞.❞
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𝐬𝐲𝐩𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬. future spouse pac ✞ pics with them
𝐚𝐢𝐝. if the images above are too hard to differentiate between your intuition, use ‘pile 1, 2, 3, or 4’ for the choice selection instead. this reading has five piles and each pile is different in terms of context.
𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐫. 18+ content—no minors. please remember, this post is just for shits and giggles. pinch a grain of salt and use the best of your discernment. i tend to write under the impression that majority of this content’s viewers are women however i read for both feminine and masculine energies. if needed to, please flip the roles as reversed for an accurate message. hope this reading is useful, but not for plagiarism bitch. enjoy.❦
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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 ✞
🃏lovers. 5oc. magician↺. queen of pentacles↺. tower↺. strength↺ and peace.
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let it be mentioned that the lovers card amplifies all of the energy that follows; def intense because i could feel it within the deck itself. pictures here are raw, they’re always unfiltered and passionate at w.e moment they’re taken. to me, y’all are the literal definition of ownership lmao so it’s hard not to notice the obsession with each another. y’all’s chemistry is def eye-catching, tantalizing to say the least. “mine.” there are resemblances between y’all, matching tattoos or even being mistaken for brother and sister. to put it in a nutshell, this is tongue kissing on the main and taunting old exes—it’s obvious there’s bomb ass sex with each other lmao, but more importantly there is devotion.
apart from posting on social media, there’s internet presence around y’all—could be popular influencers or just outright celebrities. possible youtube couple? very de’arra and ken vibes. either way, someone in the connection (if not both) went or will go viral. the tower in retrograde, this is a specific picture at a specific point in time; it even has the potential to be life changing. “break the internet.” attention that brings problems ngl. sure someone’s jealous ex, but apart from them there is so much outside negativity towards the feminine. people are pissed when she comes across their feed, but only because they secretly want to be her. queen of coins in retrograde; envy that simmers from deep within until it becomes hatred or outer turmoil. seeing pics sent in groupchats, hate comments from spam accounts, posting on close friends—her presence triggers insecurities and people hurt under pressure. black moon lilith. as delusional as it sounds, this is an eerie situation to be in fr so be mindful.
the masculine doesn’t stand a chance omg, the feminine is deadass the star of the show. represented as the queen of wands, she’s outshining tf out of him without even trying lmao. glamorization of what the masses can see, which undeniably is her beauty. this is “off guard” pretty, bad pictures just simply don’t exist. if y’all wear makeup, it’s very complimented—the blending and baking, or contour and highlighter are a ten. this even pertains to the first paragraph, how someone here is in the public eye, because pictures of her are taken unbeknownst due to her appearance. the magician in retrograde signifies fan cams, video edits, and pinterest boards—there’s also editorials and photoshop? mentions of an aesthetic came in, or “neptune.”
all in all, this couple has magnetism and attracts opportunities due to their pictures. def some gorgeous people, it was noted that y’all’s face cards elite lmao. however, y’all have to be cautious because taboo-ism is prone to happen as well. such as scamming or catfishing, things that could cause detriment to future occasions. outsiders are the issue here, they’ll def try to bank off on y’all’s identities. something could or could’ve already happened with a certain picture? “controversy.” the response to it is fifty-fifty; half who are defending and half who are criticizing. “stans” and a “fandom” are involved.
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���� 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬
❦— from behind. the masculine will tower behind the feminine (no matter the height), engulfing her in a bear hug or whatever else to imply their presence. head buried in her neck, hands wrapped around her waist—this also denotes their possessiveness as partners together.
❦— pretty teeth. big big smiles here, the goofy grins and shut eyes. y’all countdown before taking a picture but numerous times because y’all can never be serious lmao. fingers in mouth type smiley faces.
❦— beauty queen. this is more-so on the feminine’s behalf, she’s the one that’s always ready for a picture and the one always asking someone to take one of her. being photogenic is one of her best features to date. no matter if y’all agree, but i’m def seeing the face of a model.
❦— cancer. this made me think of ariana grande and her husband dalton, their pic outside with the moon behind them. this is pictures in that same setting, or at least taking them during the nighttime. 8pm thru 5am. stargazing together is here too.
❦— taurus. this actually alludes to more than one thing. the masculine is a gift giver, i pulled the “sugar daddy” card for them in particular. they def have big bucks, or at least enough to gift you the finer things in life. they’ll spoil you for fun and in turn you’ll show off what they bought you—new toys lol. pics of the “next big thing” (vacation views, receipts or tickets, cars, etc). smell goods are specific, perfumes or colognes.
“glutton” corresponds with taurus as well—someone in this connection loves to chow down, meaning tons of food cameos in their (own) pictures. they’ll pose funnily; mid-chew or with a bunch of food stuffed in their mouth to be annoying lol. little dorky things like putting an orange peel in their mouth before they smile.
❦— do not disturb. pretty self-explanatory, but for y’all this seems to be alone time from the world. this reminded me of travel, but i channeled that this is to each others hometowns. this could be an interracial connection, mentions of cultural traditions and differences.
❦— naked bodies. the feminine’s chest is significant, something about that area in particular that the masculine loves. there’s pics of them fondling or sucking on her nipples, playing with them even. someone’s v-line is here, plus a hand going up their abdomen. the masculine’s bare ass is source material too, those pics are for funsies.
❦— topping. this could obviously mean they’re a daddy dom in general lmao, but if not it just means the masculine will be hunched over or “taller” than the feminine. she’ll be lower than him, as in he’s standing and she’s sitting or she’s laying down beneath him. sex-wise this is them doing it from behind or being on top quite literally.
❦— foreplay. tbh this one is vague, but i still wanted to put it in bc why tf not. this is while y’all are in the moment, or while someone is teasing the other before actual intercourse. pictures of them while they’re giving you hickies, or while they’re pulling at your underwear to give you oral. somebody’s an ass muncher too so expect pics of that lmaooo.
❦— sloppy. no but yes iykyk😂 this is more on the pic itself, how it won’t be organized or captured clearly during sexual moments. like if you’re pleasuring them and have them take a picture, it’ll just come out fucked and unfocused because they’re fucked and unfocused. kinda what would’ve been the perfect shot if y’all weren’t so “distracted”.
brooklyn and nicola peltz-beckham (hot ass names) are the perfect couple example for this pile. their expressiveness together is subtle, yet loud enough that we know they’re each other’s one and only. regardless of how long the relationship lasts, we’ll remember the fact that they were ultimately made for each other.
end.❤️‍🔥 previous reading
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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 ✞
🃏king of cups. princess of cups. 2oc. 5op↺. 8oc↺. rest and comfort.
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this spread screams emotional depth, it’s haunting as hell but not in a bad way—in a way that’ll pull your soul into its deep abyss. hypnotic almost. this is “grow old together” love, i can literally feel the years in my bones. these are moments that you can’t help but reminisce on, pictures that are saved or bookmarked because they’re so very special. their essence is felt and appreciated, enough that there’ll be tears of happiness. lmao this is going to sound corny, but this connection’s energy reminds me of a warm blanket. like milk and cookies on the sofa, or a kiss goodbye from grandma. it’s just so snug, i can’t even put into words how safe i feel right now. how libras are sweet and tender, fragile enough to shatter if you aren’t gentle—this is softness at its finest.
[TW] substance abuse could’ve been an reoccurring issue in this relationship, or at least a bad problem. the five of pentacles being in retrograde was an indication of sobriety to me, along with the image of somebody holding their own sobriety chip with a smile—not for everyone, but pictures under this circumstance are meant to remember the past without having to revisit the pain. “encouragement.” it’s apparent at this point lmao, but the sweetest captions known to man are found here. paragraph after paragraph, an everflowing stream of appreciation for your partner. endearing birthday posts are significant, along with sweet nothings in the comments omg y’all are sapsss. if i had to put it in words, “smol” or “wubs” come to mind before anything else omg y’all are sapssssss.
there are before and after pictures with each other (childhood friends, neighbors, friend of a friend, etc.) because again “growing old iem together”, there’s a sense of watching each other through the years. feeling the vibe of them being around as kids, transitioning into adulthood then getting closer as grownups. if not tho, this is someone that you’ll literally feel at home with; they are home to be real. this is a person that’s familiar, regardless of if they’re new or not. y’all are going to be glued to each other’s side until death. similarities are here, but in the sense of same environment or same social circle. i’m also getting similar taste in hobbies, music, and clothing. meditation or gym pics are common, promoting balance and wellbeing is a shared interest. personalities in general, ya’ll coordinate so very well. no wonder people linger longer than they need to—they’re wanting to see what’s next with the world’s cutest couple. also because y’all are walking enigmas and it threatens them lmao.
the attributes of venus sums up y’all’s pictures together. they’re beautiful, and are the literal definition of a thousand words. i channeled date night, but this came to being in the kitchen most of the time. y’all love to cook together, or to be in the kitchen at the same time to goof off and be annoying. dinner at home happens frequently, i’m seeing someone set the table while the other chops vegetables and stirs the pot. there’s pictures of handwritten love letters or random bouquets of flowers, things that tend to sweeten life with them a little more than before. this is def “fell in love with my best friend”, even as a photo caption lol. friends in general are around y’all—drunk nights at the bar, group poses in front of an amusement park, eating edibles and doing vlogs, etc. a lot of moments with your future spouse include people y’all are close with as a couple (siblings, co-workers, group of friends). nostalgia is the overall vibe here. pictures together feel good and “homey”.
extra mentions because i can’t even get over this pile, this is my favorite one out of all of them. it just feels how a polaroid looks, but in the sense of being in love? i just keep seeing the little things🥹 walking alongside the beach, kissing in the photo booth, building a gingerbread house, picking their nose even lmao. wow ya’ll have custom fridge magnets too. i didn’t get that pics of them were frequent on social media, more so because they’re too special to share. this pile values their privacy so pictures aren’t taken with the thought of anyone else in mind, they’re very cherished. i did channel emotional milestones being posted (pregnancy, marriage, moving in, etc.) and i do see their own certified spot on your page (photo dumps, page highlights, name in bio). kinda like a virtual museum of their love to you and your love to them.
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📸 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬
❦— them. a potent photo trait is literally your fs lmao, they’re lowkey walking art. something about their facial features or structure are resemblant to a god’s—very pretty people, and we photograph them as such. capturing them from their good angles with the best lighting, it’s flattering. people stop breathing when they see these pictures.
❦— b&w. these are heartwarming pictures, ones that are wholesome enough to frame and hang on the walls. i’m seeing pinkies being intertwined and eskimo kisses, innocence personified. closeups of someone covering their face and hiding their smile, but peeking through their fingers to see the camera cuteee.
❦— work. big thing here, it was mentioned three times. y’all could have an online business together, one that encourages or promotes positivity (self affirmations, fundraisers, products, etc.) it could be popular, there’s succession (passed down thru generations) and a sense of being stable despite y’all being new owners.
there’s also “goodbye” and “big city”, working creates long distance travel which means the time y’all usually spend together gets split in half. someone has to leave frequently and for long periods of time, this in turn creates photo dumps (which are so common here lol) and extra long captions.
❦— hermit mode. take a shot for each time i’ve said something’s cute lmao but this is so cute. so these are pics at home or in comfortable environments, in matching onesies or facial masks. just very big kid vibes, y’all even build pillow forts to sleep in them awww. this is peace and quiet with each other.
❦— phone. i channeled facetime and audio messages, “listen to me.” ya’ll spend hours upon hours on the phone. no matter if it’s meaningful convo or a simple check in, y’all will talk all day until your mouths go dry. taking screenshots of their goofy messages (hilarious btw) while falling asleep on the phone, y’all can’t get enough of each other. this is someone that will listen to and send songs that remind them of you, creating playlists that y’all will listen to together.
❦— landscapes. beautiful views with them, emphasis on beautiful. orange sunsets, mossy green hills, glittered night skies. blooming gardens or snowcapped peaks, nature as a whole is prominent but def within photos. a “secret” code is here; if someone isn’t in the picture entirely, their stuff will be so that we know they’re around. (car keys or a phone, initials in the sand, half-eaten food etc.)
❦— guess what? “we just fucked.” lame i know lmaoooo but this is what y’all do, leave writing on foggy windows or wet handprints against shower glass. it could be wet stains on the bed, bite marks on the thighs—anything goes to snitch on y’all selves tbh. even seeing red scratches across someone’s back, yet they grin with a thumbs up.
❦— nudes. if your person is a male, pictures of their wand are reoccurring. very reoccurring lmao, whether it’s sent from them or taken by you. specifically pictures of your hand wrapped around their wand after they’ve🥛 but there’s videos too, more of the oral part before the finish lmao. this is on the feminine’s phone in particular, she has a hidden folder in her camera roll just for these.
❦— home videos. y’all have beautiful sex together, as in pleasure that’s meant to be on film fr. emotions and passion at an all time high, it’s as if the walls were painted in y’all’s intimacy. “aesthetes.” so much thought and effort are put into the final product—props and low lighting, burning candles, background music. it’s a movie scene, even down to the settings that resemble paintings.
❦— the fool. it’s normal for nsfw pics to happen outside; in nature or in public spaces. wild cards fr, you’ll end up doing it anywhere and everywhere (oral included). no regard for the law or peeping toms either, y’all get too wrapped up in each other care. this is in restrooms, at parking lots, on beaches, etc. just don’t get caught lmao.
end.❤️‍🔥 previous reading
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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 ✞
🃏queen of cups↺. 6os↺. 5op. 10op↺. 9oc. cleanse and ideation↺.
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i want to mention that i noticed a dime while shuffling—this made me think “a dime a dozen” or “diamond in the rough.” this is on the fs’s part, they put you on a pedestal. you’re a trophy to them, the winning prize, someone that they’re so proud to experience and witness in their everyday glory. no one in the world reminds them of you, you’re indifferent and cherishable. your own person. channeled that this is evident in their eyes—in pictures you’ll notice a glimmer or glint, even the admiration on their face. in awe of all that is you.
these are photos that can’t be shared, ones that are kept secret and stowed under passwords. “your eyes only.” this energy is very secretive, very “shhhh” and it seems to be a double edged sword situation. this pile’s future spouse has an outside relationship, someone they’re involved with despite their attachment to you. it’s shitty because y’all truly have a bomb ass connection but the secrecy behind it overshadows the love. the emperor in retrograde, their control over the situation is a nuance to the issue. the problem lies in their dismissal of reality, life outside of the fantasy they’ve created. pertaining to them leaving their current partner, it’s no negotiation on how or when to do it. they want to leave on their own time, but you’re not a fan of that sentiment because it’s tiring. this person is so matter of fact tho lmao, they say “deal with it or don’t.”
ngl i do see this as possessiveness, but it’s not as terrible as it seems. the circumstance could obviously be better, but as far as their intentions go it’s never out of spite. it sounds confusing because yes this is a love triangle, but truthfully they’re more invested in what y’all have. there’s just no forward action after the fact which screams lack of accountability due to their pride and ego. despite their leo placements (trust me), this person emulates the cowardly lion and his fear of courage, particularly their refusal to come clean and cut ties. with cleanse and ideation being contrasting colors (red and blue i.e. hot and cold), moments of passion turn into missed calls and ghosting. long periods on their end, on and off or up and down, because they don’t want to accept defeat—being in love.
these photos remind me of a mask, one that hides the truth behind wide smiles and kissy faces. it’s a lot going on within this connection and tbh that aspect is more evident than anything in the camera. despite their emotional response to you, i did channel that they have the tendency to forget you’re human lmao. not in a weird disrespectful sense, but that you’re an item they want to keep “all alone and only needing me.” it seems unhinged but again this isn’t with ill intent, it’s a claim for them. “competition” and i’m channeling flavor flav’s dating show—this is an ego (leo) thing for sure because of course this person has insecurities revolving your other options. this is such a situationship lmao but i don’t think it’s all bad, just some major inner reflection is needed. i will say that pile three’s energy was quiet, this seems to be withdrawal from dealing with old patterns and that’s valid.
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📸 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬
❦— photobomb. this person is alwaysssss interrupting personal pictures lmao and with no shame too. i’m getting so many random instances of them, nine times out of ten they’ll be in the background of whatever is taken. channeling live photos specifically; you’re posing in the mirror as they walk in to bother you lmao. they start to grab at your waist to give you a kiss, but you’re laughing and squealing instead. they’ll have moments as such, but their gestures are significant (middle fingers, expressive faces, waving at the camera etc.)
❦— scorpio. very sexy, secluded energy is significant. for obvious reasons it’s borderline sneaking around, so the air of enticement is always there. “risqué.” there’s something about the lighting that adds to this dynamic, either lowering brightness or dimming the contrast (me coded) to “seduce” or add mystique. also it just looks better lmao.
❦— three of wands. specific so it’s not for all, but someone in this connection is either bisexual or bi-curious. this could even point to a polygamous or open relationship because i’m seeing threesomes or kissing people of the same sexual orientation. maybe even doing things with this person’s outside connection(s), it was mentioned. this didn’t come off as a photo trait but i still put it in lmao take what resonates.
❦— thin ice. one or the other are using their partner’s state of vulnerability as a quote unquote mindfuck😭 this is when they’re upset (yelling, crying, silent treatment etc). i even see someone sticking up their middle finger as their person spams a bunch of pictures. “aw you mad?” this seems to be the fs’s game of choice and it’s irritating bc sometimes they can’t read the room lmao.
❦— honey. this lands since together y’all seem to be hot and sticky, but turn out sweet at the same time. your person’s teasing and childish antics tie into this too (sticky), they’ll send pictures of things they ordered for you or send money to make up for upsetting you.
❦— hot. honey hot lmaoo don’t unfollow me yet. “turn me on” and “sexy sexy” came out, pretty self explanatory. i could see the energy if anything, y’alls energies are intense af. it’s like looking at porn in the form of a couple, very cunt tbh (i hate myself). sexual innuendos come from this too—grabbing crotches but it’s not in view, peeking at them from under the sheets, biting fingers or being choked.
❦— aquarius. very unserious couple lmaooo (take a shot for each lmao lmao), ya’ll are so silly together. this is milk mustaches, cheek biting, sniffing armpits, clenching butts—literally anything dumb. fun environments or dates that require being active, ones that are out the box or outside comfort zones. rock climbing, bungee jumping, parasailing, rooftop golf, riding atvs etc. veryyy fun pics.
❦— evidence. i didn’t want to include this because i don’t encourage it but we move. whatever pics come out of this specific part, they’re going to be vile. just outright nasty lmao and it’s for a reason. this is def ammunition for the feminine, this is her weapon for those that try to sabotage this relationship out of spite or competition. saved for “rainy days.” this is one leo ass pile😭
❦— aphrodite. because you’re breathtaking, they’ll catch you in the moments of being “free” or at ease. like when you’re getting undressed for a shower or when you’re glowing after great sex. capturing minuscule details that only a lover would notice, they see true beauty even when you aren’t attempting to be.
❦— nudes. the feminine is naughty oooo. “invisible ink.” she’s sending nudes like invitations lmao, but on the occasion that y’all have been separated for too long. wants to show her partner what they’ve been missing, or at least what they can’t have. “look since you can’t touch.” it’ll be torture too lmao, she’s def dolled up and posing in whatever’s sheer to flaunt her goods.
when it comes to sexual media in general, y’all are always on the same page. whenever, wherever, however—it’s always reciprocated because it’s always wanted lmao, it’s exciting and keeps things fun. sexting at work, whispering dirty talk into the phone, masturbation videos before noon etc. admiration of each other’s bodies is here; heart emojis and words of affirmation.
❦— queen of coins. this is value during pleasure, goddess treatment when it comes to bedroom activities. tbh if y’all stared at them long enough it’d just get y’all hot and bothered for more. i’m channeling that your person will dead send money in return for being blessed omg. roleplay and cosplay were mentioned, y’all go shopping for new costumes or items together.
had to mention because it kept reoccurring whenever i edited this specific pile—i kept repeating lmao after certain sentences or wanted to put in dumb shit for comedic presence, and i wanted to be blunt with this pile so bad because y’all felt so bestie. this was so y’all’s fs lmao idk who they are but they’re nothing but jokes, a pure clown at heart. i thought it was cute because i interpreted it as y’all being so connected that even when y’all are far apart y’all are still so close.
end.❤️‍🔥 previous reading
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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫 ✞
🃏5os↺. 2ow↺. 3oc. the hermit. the magician↺. flow↺ and growth.
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off bat it seems that pictures didn’t come into fruition for a while, at least three-five months tops. “no sudden movements.” resistance and ghosting are here, someone is running from the connection out of fear. the hermit card means that they’re scared of stepping outside their comfort zone to take a risk. not even in a negative way it’s just that they’re terrified lmao. this is def bestfriends to lovers but there’s turtle movement around the union coming together—that same someone doesn’t want to ruin the friendship. they don’t know this obviously, but y’all are actually a divine union. “ancient” so this could be souls from a past life coming together again. “grounded as human beings.” this is so slow burn tho lmao i can deadass see a tree starting to grow but in slowww motion.
this person fantasizes heavyyy about taking passionate photos with you, but again y’all are nowhere near that level of commitment yet. pretty sure this reading’s timeline is during the beginning or middle of y’all’s friendship since there’s so many downloads about comfortability and not wanting to mess up. they’re fighting temptation so bad it’s wild lmao, they’ve never felt this strongly about someone—let alone a friend. red hearts are in their eyes whenever you’re near, but they’ll still turn away to avoid facing the truth of their feelings. it’s annoying to them too lmao, queen of cups represents the emotional pull your presence has on them. to be caught up in the depths of inner reflection is so outside themselves and yet here they are.
someone else is involved with the pacing of this connection. the three of cups being pulled is representative as a person or situation outside of y’all, one that they’re incapable of leaving though they’re desperate to. “can’t.” something about being bound (marriage, children, parents, religion etc.) is the reason why. whichever or whatever it is, unfortunately it’s not an easy fix. their energy is obviously the most prominent and that’s because they’re yearning for this idea of becoming more, they just hate that blockages exist and are effective. you’re a literal pleasure to be around, they wish to easily accept and embrace all that you should offer. channeled tupac’s love letter to jada and how he wrote, “you bring me 2 climax without sex.” beautiful ass words from him btw, but in correspondence to your person this is what they’d say about you too. it’s a lot to relish in and it’s prob not obvious, but they do worship the very ground you walk on. admiration, adoration, appreciation in every way possible. honorable mention, your future spouse loves talking to you. general conversation is nice, but y’all peel off the layers of topics that are taboo or undiscussed. the conversation will reach the very ends of the earth just to double back again for more.
didn’t realize until now that pics together weren’t mentioned that much because this person had some things to say instead lmao. it’ll start off discreet, sneaking photos of you from behind or getting them walking past your table. this is cute considering the reading was mainly from fs’s perspective, but you’re the one that’s taking “accidental” pictures of them first. and when this person happens to take “accidental” pictures too, they won’t ever delete them. keepsakes. those accidents soothe the big fat secret crushes y’all have on each other. y’all are literally 🩷 in human form, or puppy love as a couple. very cute like i’m squealing for y’all.
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📸 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬
❦— spam. “123” was pulled twice, but instead of countdowns i channeled multiple pictures at once. getting in each other’s faces for the fun of it, catching them off guard or at their “worst” to be silly lol. i see y’all picking out the most embarrassing ones and saving them to y’all’s favorites.
❦— beyoncè. “middle fingers up, put them hands high.” boy do y’all love this gesture lmaooo this is def in almost every pic if not all. i did hear until it’s used with direct intent then the rest of the song came in😭 this is a jab at their on and off behavior, y’all have periods of being beefed out bc of it.
❦— hair. someone’s hair is prominent, could be curly? if not it’s still apart of photos together, it’s even a prop sometimes. very nice hair, bold or beautiful. this is using strands of hair for mustaches or pretending to eat it with wide eyes lmao.
❦— taurus. could be food pics as well, but i channeled netflix and chill vibes. lounging around with y’all’s legs on the other or using chests as pillows. y’all send screenshots of movie favorites (actors and directors, behind the scenes, monologues etc.) or of movie knickknacks. seeing pics at comic-con and animals in character costumes. movie funko pops or figurines too.
❦— venusian. this is someone that will always always always compliment you before, after, or during a picture. if you ask them to take one of you, you’ll notice how fucking long it takes them to do it. i’m seeing them look back and forth, from you to the camera, because “wow you’re real.” gorgeous too. taken aback for sure but they’ll hide it behind witty little remarks. “wow you actually look nice today” but instead it’s the shittiest attempt at hiding what they really want to say.
❦— old friend. waving hello or goodbye, someone is doing this to the other as they come closer or farther away. pictures while they’re walking, seeing small smiles and timid hands. sweet gestures are significant, followed by blushing cheeks or shy eye contact.
❦— baby. this🥹 this is literally y’all’s aesthetic in most pictures. it’s like looking at puppies and kittens, how your whole demeanor goes soft and you can’t stop saying “awww.” tenderness is always there and it’s shown—forehead kisses, tracing noses, wearing each other’s shirts or hoodies, hugs from behind etc.
❦— boobies and more boobies. boobies.
❦— fluids. horrendous ass word but these are pics of 🥛 or 🧃 on each other’s faces. releasing on your lower body, or you’ll get them drenched in yours. if this person has a wand, i’m seeing it lodged in your mouth or being tapped across your cheek. this includes (loud and expressive🤭) self-masturbation on their end as well.
❦— condiments. yessss this is them putting whip cream on your neck to suck it off or pouring syrup into your belly button and licking it out. not food but ice cubes were mentioned too, dragging it along your body or kissing it into your mouth. plus they’re delicate with it. these are vids more than pics, but nonetheless y’all hot af lmao.
❦— lingerie. high quality, as in lace corsets and beaded garters that give off haute couture. getting the vibe of something expensive, and it doesn’t have to be but y’all not wearing nothing cheap lmao. doe or siren eyes in the camera, along with lewd poses and provocative faces.
❦— hotttt. vids of them taking control or dirtying you up real good since they’re on camera🥵 rough and nasty, crying and begging type shit. i’m hearing taunting or a tone of condescendence while they pound harder and deeper wow. very raw and disgusting i love it. choking and spitting even, they’re extremely intense when they want to be and you’re going to love it lmao.
❦— aftercare. capturing each other’s naked bodies, either rubbing against one another or winding down after a round. this is when it’s all said and done, when y’all are out of breath and exhausted from banging each other’s brains out lmao. but it could also be the slower part of intercourse, where y’all still “attached” but it’s coming to an end. bro y’all are hot af😭
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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 ✞
🃏5ow. 10ow↺. death↺. 4os↺. 9ow. 2os↺. space and passion.
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starting with the cards space and passion, this pile def has to tiptoe around the concept of taking photos with their fs. whoever they are, there’s disapproval around them being romantically involved with you. channeled “good girl gone bad” and it reminds me of the preacher’s daughter who turned out to be someone different than expected. with death in retrograde, that’s literally what i just said lmao—fated transformation will occur during this person and after. matter of fact, all of the cards in reverse represent the people whom are trying to lure you back into who you “used to be.” these people fear your transformation because they think it’s happening under the circumstance of pleasing your future spouse and not for personal gain. something tells me this is family talking opposed to public influence or nosey exes, and i also feel like you’re without a voice here. people don’t hear you out even when you try to speak up? with the nine of wands, you’re incessantly being put in positions where your beliefs are challenged as an adult, but this could stem from childhood as well. chiron in the 3rd, lillith in the 4th, and mercury in the 12th could be significant.
going back to this person, they give me first vibes. not in the sense of losing virginities or love and heartbreak, but your first sexual awakening. the aura around pictures with them are intense enough to be sexy but the dark and brooding type that’s why i made the assumption of this being the opened door to devotion. this feels like sex magick lmao, you’ll feel bonded to them whether it was before or after the first time. you’ve never been this infatuated before and if you think you have, no you haven’t. this is going to sound lame lmao but y’all’s energy feels like my persona on here, the profile pic and username. kourtney kardash and travis barker are a better example since they’re an actual couple. y’all are like them, not their entire relationship but the aesthetic they share and how in lust they are. don’t hate me either but i’m picking up on how kourtney pretty much changed her whole look to match travis’s vibe, this is that too (don’t do that tho, be yourself baby).
lmao let me again mention that people are pissed at this union like real bad. of course they don’t necessarily matter considering this is your life, but funnily enough they want the best for you. don’t get me wrong, however way they go about expressing this could def be better but the intention isn’t to be assholes. four of swords in retrograde, their thoughts revolve around emotional stability and maturity—you’re too young for them (fs) in terms of naivety. “ticking time bomb.” there’s truth to this tho and ofc you’ll discover why that is once it’s time to. bringing up the nine of wands again, as a whole it turned out be an age gap—your person could be older and it doesn’t have to be a huge ass difference but it’s not subtle lmao. channeled the trope dbf!character x daughter!reader😭 ngl that sums up why there’s so much tsking around y’all being together. y’all better be of legal age, and please careful when old creeps come around because no.
ngl this seems to be a karmic relationship that comes with a profound lesson; don’t get discouraged either, this is going to bring in so much growth as a physical and spiritual being. this is meant to help you transition through life seamlessly, or at least without the mindset of giving up. this lesson seems to be made up of spiritual guidance bordering past wounds (relationship, childhood, generational etc.), a universal test that’ll heal the old and assist the new. you’re kicking people from the past back where they were left at, very intent on standing where your foot lands. beautiful baby, congrats to your future self!
extra notes because i had no space to fit them in with the other paragraphs. as i said earlier, people are against y’all’s connection but it’s not just your family members that try to intercept. “tabloids.” i think your future spouse may be in the public eye? i didn’t pick up on fame in particular, but there’s some type of attention on them that gets put on you. regardless, the situation brings a shitload of haters. it’s weird tbh because people don’t not like you but at the same time they do?😭 “bittersweet” came to mind and that’s replicant of this energy in a way? “you deserve better.” people want to save you from something they don’t think is worth your time, but then want to rub it in your face that they told you so? bro idk who this person is but they are notttt popular, people not fw them at all lmao. it’s negativity around them if anything but i just heard “bad publicity is still publicity”, maybe that image works for them.
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📸 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬
y’all must be special irl this pile is so different from the others lol—i didn’t pick up on photo traits but personality traits instead so i went with it. there’s no nsfw section for y’all because i didn’t pick up on that either, however there are four more piles for y’all to choose from!
❦— green eyes. this could be literal green eyes, but i felt more of an envious energy instead. surprise surprise the same people that hate on y’all’s relationship wish it could be theirs. people are jealous of what you’re getting with them, or “earning.” gifts and pretty things for being their spouse, it’s one of those dreams that everyone wants but only few have.
❦— king of wands. daddy warbucks himself, this person is for sure rich af. they’re someone with lots of power, lots of control, lots of fucking money lmao within their career. i don’t get that they’re ceo of wherever they work, but they have enough pull to take trips around the sun and bring you along too. “penthouse views” are included (obvi).
❦— honey. this person def has some seasoning to them, heavy dilf and silverfox vibes around their appearance. seeing a beard, low eyes, maybe even flannel shirts lmao. some of y’all have the twd cast (andrew lincoln, norman reedus, jeffrey dean morgan) and pedro pascal for face references. a rugged daddy basically😂
❦— cherries. maybe this is someone’s favorite fruit? this made me think of the tropics or places similar to the virgin islands. frequent flyer miles, traveling to visit warm beaches and clear coastal waters.
❦— hunter x chaser. this is such forty-year old energy lol it’s charming and that’s what they typically know best. your future spouse def got on your nerves with how much they kept hitting on you😂 not in a weird way, but in a way where they were intent on getting your name. i’m seeing phone number offers and warm smiles, crow’s feet around their eyes too. there is a sense of rejection here, but eventually you cave to their advances.
❦— 22. could be significant to y’all’s age gap, or maybe you’re this age at the time y’all meet. this number made me channel birthdays or special celebrations (anniversary, party, holiday etc). we’re aware of this person’s bank account lmao so it’s no surprise that they’re fond of spending whatever to throw the best whatever. “cover it all.” they’re the type to make things extra special and absolutely perfect for you, no matter the cost.
❦— awakening. this is in regards to you, how being with this person brought a rebirth that ultimately forced you to shed old skin. “Jesus.” major spiritual transitions, regardless of if you believe in higher power or not. this person is the catalyst to writing a new chapter of your life and thriving in it, you’ll be so powerful without the burden of dragging dead weight and opinions. ngl i don’t think your future spouse is meant to be longterm based on how important this transformation is for your story, i think you’ll realize that in the end. “it was fun while it lasted.” you’ll grow and reap your blessings.
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short but chaotic Nimona headcanons
One time the boys were going through their baby pictures and laughing
And Nimona let it slip that she doesn’t have any baby pictures cause she was never a baby 
The boys being dramatic sappy dorks plan a whole day where they take stupid family photos 
And Bal being the most dramatic sentimental dork of all even goes as far as photoshopping Nimona into some of their old photos 
These photos were just supposed to be a cute little inside joke that they framed in their living room they never expected anyone to see them
But as time goes on and they make more friends people see those photos and draw their own conclusions 
And maybe Bal is incredible with Photoshop or maybe no one in the kingdom has critical thinking skills because people start to believe Bal and Ambrosius raised Nimona
There is a tw*tter thread of them commending Bal and Ambrosius for training to be knights and saving the day all while raising a child
Someone was talking to Nimona and congratulated her on being so brave
And Nimona was like “Oh you mean the battle with the director?” the person goes "Well yeah that too but I was also talking about your parent's split divorce can be so messy"
Most people know this is just a long drawn out joke that the trio doesn’t have the willpower to debunk
And some people are out here defending this story posting shit like “No a friend of a friend was at the institute at the same time and saw them with Nimona” 
The trio thinks it's fucking hilarious so they never bother to comment on it
In fact they didn't correct anyone until Nimona told the real story of Gloreth’s “Monster”
And they were really dragging their feet on telling people not because they were afraid of the backlash but because they knew the teen parent stories would stop 
Everyone is fully convinced that Ambrosius is the best secret keeper of all time 
He’s fucking not 
He’s a gossipy little bitch but the people who he gossips with are the real vaults 
Whenever he wants to gossip he'll talk to Nimona
And Nimona always drops his gossip onto Bal because he knows Bal will tell Ambrosius  
Bal usually doesn’t gossip but if Ambrosius asks him “What’s on your mind love?” more than once he’s an open book 
But the gossip never leaves their little trio no matter what 
Whenever the trio gets bored like on errand days or long car rides they’ll play a little game 
Basically they compare people they know to random objects or animals 
And they win depending on how accurate the object is or if it makes the other two laugh
Some of the accurate wins were Ambrosius pointing at a wet cat and commenting that it reminded him of Bal, Bal pointing at dog shit and saying “Look it’s Todd”, and Nimona asking “When did the director come back to life?” while pointing at flaming garbage 
And then there are the other answers like when Bal pointed at the air and said “Mom” Ambrosius just turns to him and goes “Bal you didn’t know your mom” and he just goes “Yeah that’s what she looks like in my mind” 
Or Ambrosius pointed at a cemetery and exclaimed “Mom!” And Bal goes “Love your Moms alive” and all he says is “Shh Bal let me manifest” 
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arcadiabaytornado · 2 months
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As awful as it is that Max’s room can get messed with, I do think these moments show that Nathan is a lot more than just an asshole teenager. 
Victoria is an asshole teenager. She writes mean words on the mirror and makes a mess, which is wrong, but she's not threatening Max's safety. It's also worth noting that for Victoria to do this, you have to let Max take a photo of her covered in paint. Obviously, Victoria shouldn't have messed with her room either way, but it is an important contrast against Nathan.
I would describe what Victoria does as "petty." It's petty of her to start shit with Max and then get upset when she matches her energy. However, I would describe what Nathan does as "scary." If Nathan comes to mess with Max's room, it's because she said he had a gun. He's directly retaliating against her since she had the "nerve" to tell someone that he was pressing a loaded gun against a woman's stomach. That's already a far more intense reason to be angry at someone than them taking a paint photo.
Then you also have the photoshopped photo of Max's head on a plate, which is REALLY hard to read as anything other than a threat. Especially when paired with text threats from unknown numbers and the words "Nobody messes with me" painted on the wall. I also think a man calling a woman a bitch because he's angry at her is always going to be very derogatory language because of the societal context. (Though, to not be hypocritical, I will acknowledge that Victoria isn’t being pro-women either by calling Max a filthy whore.) 
There's also the difference between what they steal from Max's room. If you piss Victoria off, she'll steal Max's cookies. While you obviously shouldn't steal people's cookies, what she takes is far more petty than what Nathan takes. He takes one of Max's selfies from her wall. That's a lot more...personal. It's also a lot more scary, considering the dark room binders give us the idea that Nathan likely doesn't view photos of women in a pure context. 
So yeah, the difference between what Victoria and Nathan will do to Max’s room in “retribution” is a really good contrast that shows how unsafe of a person Nathan is. What Victoria does is petty and mean girlish. What Nathan does is scary and threating. 
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🦋anddd could i request prompt 45 with tyson jost as a blurb?? can’t wait for these!!
xoxo love you @fallinallincurls
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Prompt: #45 "I'm marrying that sweet son of a bitch."
Pairing: Tyson Jost x Reader
Word Count: ~530
Warnings: Alcohol use and chaos
This is inspired entirely by that video of Mel yelling at Gabe for being an idiot before their wedding (if anyone has it pls send me the link bc I looked for it forever but couldn't find it)
It's a perfect July day. The sun is out, with not a cloud in the sky. Music plays through the speakers, some kind of backyard-BBQ-easy-listening playlist on Spotify that keeps the mood light, fun, ready for a party. Well, an even bigger party than the one you’re at—this is like the pre-party to the pre-party.
You’re getting married this weekend, and to accommodate your friends and family who have traveled from far away to be here for you, your fiancé reserved a large (read: huge) Airbnb for everyone to gather. One thing turned into another, and somehow it’s become the pre-game for the welcome dinner, taking place later tonight. Your entire wedding party is here, along with a few scattered members of each of your families, milling about in the pool, playing cornhole, catching up with one another after a summer apart.
But by the looks of it, and judging by the overflowing bin of empty seltzer cans and beer bottles, this gang might not be making it to the welcome dinner tonight. Barzy, Dante, Kacey, and Jesse are engaged in an intense chicken match, sloshing water across Gabe, who’s shouting complaints about messing up his hair. Beside them, JT’s shirt is off, his shoulders fried, and you’re about to yell at him to put on some sunscreen because the best man can't look like a lobster on the wedding day, when you catch sight of a curly head darting around, zooming by on a children’s tricycle—where did that even come from?
“Tyson, I swear to God, if you break your face, I’m going to kill you,” you shout at him, immediately envisioning him falling over, scraping up his handsome face the before the wedding, leaving your poor photographer to frantically photoshop out the inevitably gruesome skid mark on his face.
But he’s not listening, his eyes set on the ramp that Nate is standing proudly beside. “Babe, watch this!”
You watch in horror as he pedals his legs faster, zooming up the ramp and launching off of it before Nate is tossing a beer at him. Tyson catches it in mid-air, pouring only a small stream into his mouth before he’s flying into the water, the splash sending water whooshing over the edge of the pool. He surfaces a few moments later, shaking the water out of his curls amid loud guffaws and cheers from his mates, shouting, “Tyson! Tyson! Tyson!”
Shaking your head, you laugh, amused at his stupidity, and thankful his little stunt didn't end in a disaster. But then, a moment later, you feel a pair of strong arms lifting you up off the ground and you’re shrieking, arms flailing around. The flash of red hair is the last thing you see before they release you and you’re falling, soon crashing into the water yourself, submerged beneath the rippling pool.
When you rise to the surface, it’s your name that everyone’s chanting, and soon enough, Tyson’s swimming toward you to lift you up in his arms and plant a wet, sloppy kiss on your lips.
Pure happiness and mirth fills your soul, smiling so hard your cheeks hurt, and you can’t help it when you exclaim, “I’m marrying this sweet son of a bitch!”
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Most women your age are getting married and starting their families and you've never even had a bf 🤡 it's so over for you better get used to coping with ur crippling loneliness with maladaptive daydreaming, yandere asmr videos, drugs and self-insert fanfic because that's all you'll ever have now. Your youth is gone and you're still fat af even after you lost weight (probably gained it all back by now lmao). You could have made something of urself whem you were 20 by losing weight and going to college but instead you laid around and wasted all of your youth and now it's too late. No man will ever want to deal with your baggage of being poor, old, unwanted, uneducated (lmao how do I have more education than you and I'm 10 years younger? dumbass doesnt even have her GED), cringey age-inappropriate hobbies, mentally ill and not even having the decency to go to therapy and take meds, fat, ugly face, loser and loner with no irl friends, crazy family, looking old for your age, whored yourself out on a sugar daddy website, rotten teeth due to your own laziness, thinning frizzy hair and gross bulky glasses, drug addicted alcoholic who's probably going to be homeless for the majority of her life, mean person attacking minor aged rape victims like jesus christ you're so fucking worthless SO many red flags so much baggage no-one will ever want to deal with that. You don't even know how worthless you are
You know, every time you send me a message like this, I think of the person from your friend group who came forward a while back. You know, the one you don't like to acknowledge tried to apologize on your behalf. Anyways, every time you insult my appearance I just think of what your friend said
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So i get it sweetie, youre mad at mommy and daddy and you're lashing out. That's why half the time you're repeating things i previously said back to me and parroting shallow insults with a very small vocabulary. The second i call you fatherless, you call me fatherless. I use thw word maladaptive and, suddenly you know that word too and juat HAVE to use it as well. I get it. Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery
You're honestly just making yourself look so pitiable. You realize you've already painted yourself as such a dumb jackass that every single time you do this I basically just laugh and ignore you, and then people who know me and are friends or WANT TO be friends with me see how you treat me publicly and they all say "yeah wow who's this absolutely demonic little cunt acting like this without any reason". Like. What is the end goal here. Making yourself look as petty and stupid as possible. Meanwhile, what did someone else in your friend group say? The ones you lied to? Including Callie, the actual victim whose trauma you're basically trying to appropriate for yourself
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Anyways yeah I just wanted to like show you the actual screenshots of the conversation I had with your friend back in June, which also to everyone else, yeah June, that's when she lied to her own friends and said she would stop doing this. She lied to her friends because all of them told her this was making them massively uncomfortable, so now she's. Being an internet troll in secret behind their backs 😂 they were going to tattle on you to your mom so you lied so they wouldn't check tumblr anymore because you're such a weird angry little freak that this has become a hobby for you
I'm sad? I'M sad? I don't even know your fucking name meanwhile you've scrolled through all of my blogs repeatedly for months cataloging details about me for the sheer purpose of trying to poorly insult me.
Like genuinely 90% of the reason I'm answering this is to basically wave a flag saying "hey everyone if you've ever seen or received weird asks of photoshopped porn of me or pictures of my actual family taken from their facebooks or saw the transphobic racist fake dating profile she made with one of my selfies or you ever received a bitch lasagna or Zalgo text, it was this cringey little lolcow right here"
But I also wanted to show you screenshot proof that you make your own friends super uncomfortable and that they started talking about your personal business to defend me over you. So. Yeah I guess that stings huh?
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eslanes · 26 days
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Holy fuck imagine being so miserable in life that you gotta write novels on stranger's posts because you don't agree with their perspective and then resort to insults and name calling like an adult toddler because you didn't get the response you wanted. Maybe if you spent more time on your photoshop skills and less time on being a dickhead you'd be a little happier.
No but for real this missus of a grown age called me a glitter turdburglar or some equivalent nonsense and a snowflake (lol) because I don't care about her very important opinion. If I weren't waiting to find out some potentially very serious health news I would be cackling at the absurdity but i don't have time or energy to be fighting with absolute fucking losers right now. And this is coming from someone who is a) unhinged and b) loves a good racket.
Anyway, bye bitch, go be a weird horse girl somewhere else 🐎
Edit: this may actually be an incel, not a lady. My horse girl comment still stands.
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been a few days and i’m still caught somewhere between heartbroken and steaming so here’s a post about it, i guess, i don’t know if this will be something anyone wants to reblog but here we go.
a person’s love language and how it manifests, how they navigate it, etc, is completely unique to them. i don’t understand how this became a topic of debate, i don’t know if it was this weird new wave of... tiktok psychology, or what, but. every single person has a unique relationship to their love language(s). you cannot just... paint every single one with a broad brush.
twice now i have seen posts condemning acts of service as some kind of “problematic” love language. one of them was a uquiz that asked me what my love language was. it proceeded to list all of them except acts of service, and claimed vaguely “break out of that toxic childhood mindset!” in a tone that i think was intended to be motivational. all it did was make me furious.
if your love language is something that is born out of trauma, you are not wrong or broken for that. you deserve a space to express that in. however, sometimes it is not that fucking deep.
my love language being acts of service is not originated by some deep wound or secret trauma. i saw another post just the other day claiming that acts of service bitches could not handle “being loved for who they are, rather than what they can do for others”
bro. it is not that fucking deep, and quite frankly i am... insulted. i do not give love because i am expecting love in return. my love is not... transactional? my love is not given with the expectation that it will... attach someone to me, or whatever the fuck the above means?
i want to cook for you. i want to clean for you. i want to have your favourite show on and dinner made when you get home, i want to draw you a bath. my cupboards are littered with hot drinks--cocoa, coffee, tea. i don’t drink them. my pantry is loaded with food--food i don’t eat, on my strict diet. the dream is that someone will come over. the dream is that i will feed them, and wrap them up in a soft blanket, and wash their dirty dishes for them. that is the end of the transaction. in many of these daydreams it is not a friend but a stranger. someone i will never see again. the JOY in these acts is nothing more than the smile on their face and the act of making it happen. it does not go further than that.
i make my friend soup. they are happy because the soup is good. i am happy because they are happy. end of fucking transaction.
there is no secret trauma behind this. i was not forced to take care of anyone in a traumatic way. growing up i was an incredibly narcissistic and selfish child who was mean and cruel and liked to get into fights and do a lot of drugs. there was not a single part of me that was nurturing, or forced to nurture. 
when i am showing love, i am not sitting there subconsciously thinking “oh! i am doing a service for this person, they will find me useful and want to keep me around! they will HAVE to love me if i do things for them!” anyone who knows me knows i don’t give a single shit what anyone thinks about me. i literally just delight in moving my hands, and i also delight in making people happy. when combined this forms acts of service.
i like to tidy. i like to do tasks. i like to organize, and clean, and move my hands. i like to run errands. with my long distance friends, it took me a while to recognize what this love language looks like--but i like to beta their fic, and i like to make edits for them... sometimes my friends need something transparent, or a gif, so i do little long distance chores in photoshop. 
sometimes when people say thank you, my response is “i live to serve.” this is because my ultimate fantasy is that i am a medieval knight venturing the countryside saving ladies from monsters. even when i was little, and all piss and vinegar, every once in a while i’d fall in love with a girl. and it made me furious to be in love, because it was so immolative in the way i felt my blood go alight. i didn’t know how to wax poetic, or buy her flowers, or explain what i felt. but i knew what i wanted to do: i wanted to save her from schoolyard bullies, blood on my knuckles. i wanted to carry her out of a burning building. i wanted to pull her into piggyback on a dark night and sprint down the streets of our small town, out of her stifling house where things got broken and people screamed. i wanted to move, i wanted to act. 
it’s really hard to say, “hi. i love you. i want to slay a dragon in your name, i want my foot on its motionless chest and my sword buried in its throat while i stare lovingly at you across the divide,” to a girl when you like her. to a friend when you really connect with them. so, like, i do chores for them, instead.
as a rule it is fucking weird when strangers psychoanalyze you based on something completely arbitrary, but this one kinda fucking hurts? do not tell people, especially strangers, that their love is from a broken place. if your love is from somewhere dark, unpack that in private, i genuinely do hope you heal, i hope you feel better, i hope it passes through you painlessly and someday you are okay. but do not project that hurt onto others. there is nothing broken or wrong or secretly painful about the way i love.
if no one ever thinks of me twice, if no one ever loves me, then i will carry on as i always have. i already love myself more than any person walking this earth could love me. if no one ever loves me, i will act as i always have. i will love, as i always have.
i literally just want to make you some tea. there is nothing deeper. have some tea.
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pisspope · 10 months
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Take One, Leave One
zeke yaeger x reader
content: fluff, language ?? mentions of erotica
this is 100% selfship coded but its been in my head for months so im letting the bitch out
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Well. Someone left erotica in your little free library. Again.
It’s been an ongoing battle for a couple of weeks now. You return home from your evening shift to find a slew of new paperbacks in the box. Some of it is to be expected, forgotten tomes of short stories and unremarkable children’s chapter books, but hidden among them are… others. “A Saucy Dame’s Shifter Mate,” for one, “The Demon and His Temptress”, for another. Which are fine enough donations for a regular library, but the one you put together in front of your house is obviously for kids. It’s covered in little rainbows and flowers and colorful spirals, and a good 90% of the books are for ages 6 and under. Whoever is doing this is either willfully ignorant or thinks they’re being funny. Your bet is on the latter.
You take the offending books out of the cutesy box and take them inside, setting them in the foyer with the others that have started to pile up. You’re planning on taking them all in to the library at once during a donation day, probably make some excuse about them being from an estate sale and that you didn’t want them to go to waste. You do work at the library after all, so the idea that you would want to save some works from a landfill isn’t too farfetched. And sure, maybe you should just tell the truth, that someone is donating filth to your little library, but the biddies at work are judgemental, so you’d rather just do it all at once and not have the embarassment build up over time.
What you’d really like to do, of course, is catch the culprit. You know whoever it is has to be doing it while you’re at work, sometime in between lunch and the late afternoon walk home, but that’s about it. Plenty of people stop by each day to peruse the collection, adult and child alike, so asking the neighbors who they saw won’t be much help, either. There’s only one option.
You’ll have to catch them in the act.
Your moment arrives not 2 weeks later. You’d been given an earlier shift than usual, opening instead of closing, and were trudging home for lunch when you spotted him. A man, average height, glasses, beard, button-up and slacks; some normal looking, white-collar joe. Probably worked at one of the cubical hells in the industrial part of town, pushing pencils and cracking his aching back until he could roll his ergonomic chair into the grave with him. He stopped in front of your little library, and, having not yet noticed you, took some books out of his laptop bag and slid them in. They weren’t picture books, either. Holy shit.
“You!” you yelled, jogging towards the man and your own house. “You are the culprit!”
The man looked up, bemused, glasses glinting in the sun. He sneered down at you as you reached him, waiting for what you had to say next.
You pointed at him accusingly, but he just smirked and put his hands up, mock innocent.
“I can’t believe I caught you.” you huffed, panting a little. Librarian life had you up and moving, but you wouldn’t call it an active position. “You’re the one that’s been leaving nasty shit in my little library!”
“I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Like hell you do!” you snapped, sliding past him to pull one of the new additions out. Sure enough, a sultry cover of a buxom lass and her chiseled beau, complete with some poorly photoshopped motorcycle and rolling hills in the background. You held it up to him.
“This wasn’t here this morning. In fact, it wasn’t here 30 seconds ago.”
The man chuckled and folded his arms over his chest.
“How do you know that? You weren’t here all day.”
You shake your head, annoyed. It was obvious he was playing some kind of game here, and you wanted no part in it.
“Because I saw you put it in there!”
The man took the book from your hands gingerly, suprisingly soft fingertips brushing against yours. You gasped despite yourself, though if he noticed he ignored it.
“’Riding With the Boys: A Biker Girl’s Story’,” he reads, looking the book over like it’s the first time he’s seen it. He tosses it between his hands, flips through the pages, then hands it back to you with a sigh.
“It’s derivative, honestly. The lead heroine falls in love with the jacked leader of the gang even though their finance guy is a better fit for her. All about looks… no thought to her characterization and what would make her happy in the long run. Drivel.”
You snort out a little laugh, feeling your guard drop a tad. It brings you no joy, but there’s something charismatic about him.
“Whatever. You were expecting something more from gas station smut?”
He shrugs, pulls yet another out of his bag. “And THIS one,” he hands the novella to you, one with a shirtless man front and center, leather pants and a microphone in hand. “’Seducing the Singer: Night of the Sirens’? Don’t get me started.”
You tilt your head to the side, inquistive. “That bad?”
His eyes widen behind his circular frames. “Oh, atrocious. The male lead doesn’t even look like a rock star. He’s all goofy looking with glasses and Hawaiian shirts and bullshit. I guess the characters at least felt like they liked each other. In so many of these they’re just fucking because it’s what the narrative requires. It makes me ill.”
You can’t help but raise your eyebrows at his tirade. “So why read these if they’re all so awful?”
Shit, wait. you think. Why are you being pulled into this? Who cares why he’s reading them? Just tell him to stop leaving them here!
“Because the ladies around town can’t get enough of them,” he responds, eyes glinting mischievously. “I’m something of a businessman around here, so I want to keep a finger on what potential customers are interested in. And what they’re interested in,” he taps the book in your hands, “is erotic literature.”
“Bullshit. Who told you that?”
“Uh, I inferred it?” he laughs, but in a way that’s almost defensive, like you’ve insulted him by asking.
“Whenever I come back here a few days later, they’re already gone.”
“Oh,” you say, and you end up covering your mouth to stifle giggles at his expense. You look up at him through creased eyes nearly shut from containing your own laughter, then begin walking up the steps to your front door.
“Hey!” he calls, following after you with a couple wide strides.
“What’s so funny? And where are you going?”
You unlock your front door wordlessly, stepping into your foyer and gesturing at the not-so-modest stack of books by the staircase. You can’t help but snicker.
“They’re gone because I take them out before any kids can grab them. I’ve been waiting for a library donation day. Figured it’d be better to just give them away all at once.”
The man’s mouth opens and closes like a goldfish as he peers into your entrance room at the messy stacks. He looks to you, then the stacks, then back to you. His voice comes out as a squeak.
“You mean they’re not popular?”
Now it’s your turn to shrug and act blasé. Oh how the tables have turned.
“I don’t see them get checked out much at the actual library. The Amish romances do better. Older readers really only like the softcore, from my understanding.”
The man turns and walks away, sitting himself down on the steps to your door with a huff. When you follow behind him, he looks up at you with puppy dog eyes. Where the fuck did he pull those from?
“I’ve been setting up book clubs and wine pairings based off of these fuckers being popular. And you’re telling me you just… had them in your house? Right by the front door?”
You nod, breaking eye contact with him. You felt a twinge of guilt, though you had no reason to. It was his fault for leaving the damn things in your little library in the first place! Still, there was something about him. Something about those sad eyes and soft hands.
“I work at the library,” you sit down on the steps next to him, inner voice screaming to stop talking and let him suffer the consequences of his actions.
“You could come down and I could show you what’s popular right now. What the ladies about town are actually reading. If you wanted.”
“I’d like that.”
The man wraps his hands around his knees and pouts, actually fucking pouts, then nods.
You both sit there in silence for a minute, watching starlings hop across your little lawn and bees hover around morning glories, summer sun beating down on your skin. Part of you thinks you should probably shoo him away now, call this issue resolved, but you hesitate. Why is a mystery to you.
“My name’s Zeke, by the way.”
You whip your head around, pulled from your thoughts. “Sorry, what?”
He looks to the side and meets your gaze again. His eyes are like a cloudy morning in early spring.
“My name. It’s Zeke.”
You give him your name in return as he stands back up, readjusting his bag over his shoulder. The sun hits his hair just right, and it has the audacity to shine like spun gold. Something flutters in the pit of your stomach that you fight to ignore. When Zeke looks at you again, the fight becomes a boss battle.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, then. At the library.”
He walks off without another word. You don’t even have work tomorrow.
Sighing, you step back into your foyer and lock the door behind you. The erotica greets you in a haphazard pile.
This was going to be a long summer.
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bookishtheaterlover7 · 4 months
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Albitch Ring Rant Post Part 2
Since I'm in a bad mood for whatever fucking reason, also Tumblr won't let me post Princess's ask, that's an actual cold hard truth, Imma do this instead 😁
And we already sound crazy already. So, let's drag this pretentious slut again, shall we..? Oh, and special thanks to 👸 for being bored, and once again bringing me stuff to fucking destroy this bitch with 🫶
So, remember when the timeline they made didn't make sense? Yeah, it'll continue to do so. Because her fan page posted this, four days ago.
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Now, I don't really care what this bitch does, as long as she doesn't make Chris look bad, in which case... LEMME AT HER!!! But if this is July 2020... Chris ain't there with her at all. Considering he was with Lily James in London! Remember that? Seemed like forever ago 😅
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So, if they're claiming something about the timeline in July 2020... They're fucking lying 🙄 again
Let's travel a little forward in time to yesterday 😁
So, we all saw Albitch rocking the dullest and most cheap ass ring you've ever seen, right? It gets worse much worse.
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Justin LD(lyme diseased) posted a shit ton of pics with Albitch. And that ring honestly looks even duller and pathetic in those, more than anything.
And we all know Albitch and Chris have zero chemistry whatsoever, props goes to the top comment on the post because it's so true, and sparked my belief that the bitch is sleeping with Justin 🤭
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And I honestly agree with the commenter at the top. They do look good together.
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They both look equally perfectly AWFUL on the red carpet 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
WTF is with the head tilt?! It stopped being cute 3000 articles ago, Albitch! And this isn't a prom! Why do those two look like they're taking prom pics?!
And bonus, if you look at this photo of LD story, Albitch looks like a horror movie ghost who does the jumpscares
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I see no difference 🤭🫣
Let's go back to the ring.
Someone posted on here a few weeks to months ago, that Chris was engaged during August...
See the problem with that timeline is that Albitch posted more pics with LD, and she was most definitely not wearing a ring then 👀
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Jump back to the present.
Imma go back to her solo pics again. We've all seen them, no need to reiterate, see the thing is, for some reason, another fan page of hers got a more HD and clear photo of the ring...
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How in the hell did they get that?! But not her Agency 👀
This is the part where I call two rings, and she used Photoshop again!
And can y'all stop saying that her ring is gold, it clearly fucking isn't!!! Unless y'all are colorblind that's white gold or silver!
Now, as for the two rings the one in the picture we saw is definitely not that one.
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That ring still looks silver or white gold, but has a round stone with nothing surrounding it, and is dull compared to everything else she's wearing. Meanwhile the new pic, square stone, with stones on the band...
This is where I call BULLSHIT
Those two pictures look as different as Chris does in the Lisbon old-new photos! So, in conclusion, somebody photoshopped it in, and chose a completely different equally cheap ring, and made it shiny 😒
Seriously, this is getting tired, and I'm sorry but Albitch and her entourage of wannabe influencers should just quit.
No one will believe her because she's been lying from the get go. Aside from that, if she and Chris are real, it means she's been openly cheating on him since before they were ever official. And Chris flirts with women, and tells the whole world he's single, and looking for a serious partner.
Again, at this point, Dodger and the kids are the only innocents. Who need to be protected from all this. Because another bomb will drop, and we will lose more of the Fandom than we did when NYCC happened. 😞
Albitch Ring Rant Post Part 1
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p-redux · 10 months
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The picture that will ignite a thousand memes, photoshopped pics, and everyone will interpret from their own lens as an Outlander fan---I present you, Mr. John Hunter Bell really starting Outlander Season 7 Promo right 😁 👇
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Shippers will immediately cut out John and scoot Sam and Cait closer together. OR they will photoshop Sam and Cait's phantom 6th baby in place of John. Mark me. I bet they already did it. 🙄😁
Sam haters will say "Oh look, Sam's so vain, he's taking a selfie of himself." 🙄
The gay brigade will say Sam's covering TMGD because he has a hard on being next to John. 🙄
The sane, normal part of the fandom will see the pic for what it is: Outlander promo done in a hotel room, as per usual, 3 costars hanging out together, taking a much needed break, and Sam taking a selfie of ALL of them.
My personal take is: I immediately mentally replaced John with ME in between Cait and Sam. My SamCait threesome fantasies come true hahaha. And my next thought was: Sam smartly covered TMGD so that pervy, prying eyes wouldn't be analyzing the size of that bulge. 🧐 And by pervy, prying eyes, I mean me...and the rest of you. Get in line, bitches hahaha. 🤗
Oh, and it looks like hotties David Berry and Charles Vandervaart will also be at the Outlander Season 7 premiere tomorrow! 👇
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Harlan Thrombey clutched his sad ridden face as he rested his elbows on the wooden luxurious desk of his study.
He asked his nurse, Martin Cabrera to step out for the moment. 
The door opened and walked in Ransom Drysdale. Harlan’s eldest Grandson and successor of his life's work. 
“What's up, Harlan?” Ransom grinned playfully at his favorite family member as he sat down Infront of him. Well… tied to first place family member. 
Harlan didn't want to come to this but his suspicions were eating him alive. Ransom reminded him of his late son, Ian who died twenty five years ago. It was obvious that Ransom was his favorite grandchild. Well…. Tied with you.
Ransom narrowed his eyes in suspicion. “Did the stock of your publishing company decrease?”
Harlan ignored him. He leaned in. “Did you rape my granddaughter?”
The widened sapphire blue eyes of his Grandson confirmed his evil actions. 
Harlan sighed and leaned back on his leather office chair. 
It's true.
One day, you came to his mansion without announcing yourself. Which was odd. You were always the best mannered in the whole family. 
Harlan was worried. His favorite granddaughter was crying. She told him that her mean cousin blackmailed her to bed him.
The poor man couldn't believe it. Then remembered all the times he caught Ransom staring at you. Like he was possessed. Harlan dismissed it saying it was natural hate cousins had for each other. 
Rivalry. When you came to America after the death of your mother in Afghanistan. Ransom was more rude and sarcastic. 
Harlan assumed that Ransom was jealous that you tried to be his new favorite grandchild.
Now. It's not the case. 
“I didn't rape her. She consented. She changed her mind out of shame and now blames me.” Ransom clenched his jaw as he explained.
Shaking his head. Harlan reminded all the times Ransom would pick on Name. Poor girl would not come to family events because she feared Ransom. 
Harlan glared. “If you don't leave her. I am going to sue your company and condemn your name. Understand?”
The handsome face of his grandson was stoic and emotionless. But Harlan knew on the inside. The young man was pissed. 
Ransom embarrassed the entire family almost his whole life. Why? He was a player. Slept with many celebrities and models mostly. He published a dirty book series. Fifty shades of Grey. Then became the CEO of only fans. 
Harlan was glad Ransom was not a moocher. His kids always depended on his money despite being adults. Especially his son Walt. 
Ransom became richer than Harlan and made his own empire. Not the way Harlan was expecting to.
But, if Harlan disowns Ransom, and ruins his name. Damages and loss of money can be to Ransom’s property. 
Ransom scoffed. “Whatever.” He picked up his jacket and left the room.
He doesn't need you. Fuck you. Oh, yeah. He already did.
Ransom started his car. 
He can easily get another girl. Of course he will choose money over you. He will risk losing it all if you snitch on him again. You are not worth it.
………
It has been almost five months since Ransom boycotted you. It was nice. You would be given calls by your grandfather for family dinners and events. Harlan would not invite Ransom if he wanted you to come. 
As for Ransom. It was hell. He didn't say anything to anyone. He missed you. When you first came from that war zone country, he was attracted by your bizarre beauty. 
But, he kept his distance from you. He hated your dad, Walt. And assumed you would be a bitch like Meg. 
To your surprise, he loved your manners and personality. A genuine good person. Too bad Harlan noticed. Ransom became jealous and assumed you were trying to replace him.
Trying to be the favorite grandchild. 
So, Random bullied you and said sexist insults. You avoided him. Then it snapped at him when he didn't see you for a long time. He threatened to Photoshop your face to porn videos and publish them on his only fans site. You gave yourself to him.
He was so happy he was with his dream girl. 
Now, he regrets it. He misses you. What good is wealth if you're lonely? Ransom decided he will win you back into his arms. 
In my old Tumblr account I was forced to delete it before making this new blog. I got harassed by making ransom Drysdale x cousin reader stories
Funny how step parents x reader
And step siblings x reader stories are lit.
I don't care anymore. I will republish them all again 
Your dad is Walt Thrombey and your Mom lives in Afghanistan. You're just a citizen. Don't change your race. You used to live there.
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connie would definitely fake his way into everyone believing hes a dj or sumn but the gag is, his lies and fake shit posts on ig were so good, he actually got a pretty hefty gig at some top a-listers club 😭
LMFAO! this man would defintely bullshit his way into a good thing like this! 😭 I’m talking full on delusion, fake it till you make it type of deal.
the one thing connie has always wanted to do was be a DJ and rap…he had dreamed of being a big shot and getting booked at all the hottest clubs in the area. But Making a name for himself and fulfilling his lifelong dream..or rather the notoriety that came along with it. He loved the idea of what that type of success could bring; the baddest bitches, money and being seeing as a big deal in his city. More so specifically, a place like Blue Flame or Follies because be for real, he would do anything for a crumb of coochie. There was only one problem…he sucked at it! Couldn’t DJ or mix for shit but he was determined to make it come into fruition. So this man starts posting pictures of himself in front a laptop (that he probably ‘borrowed’ from Jean), putting corny ass captions like ‘locked in’ 🔒 💯and everybody’s tryna figure out what he’s doing. Like his real friends know he’s full of shit and of course, they call him out. Every time they comment, saying he don’t know what the hell he’s doing, he just erases it and puts something on his story that says: “damn these bots going crazy, happens when you that guy.’ At this point, they’re all fed the hell up with him and these delusions. He steals those photoshopped, ShutterStock photos and edits them. Stealing soundbytes of other people’s mixes from TikTok and YouTube. I mean committed to the bit. Famous rappers that visit the club he wants to work at, he’s the first one dickeating in the comments, talking about.. ‘tryna connect’. It’s gotten so far out of control! But one day, all his ‘hard work’ (lying) pays off when he gets a DM from the manager of said club, saying that they were impressed by his stuff and wanted to work with him. Said their DJ got sick and needed somebody to cover. Told him they’d pay him a couple racks for the job and this young brother got straight dollar signs in his eyes and didn’t look back! Now, he has a week to actually learn how to mix.
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(thanks bee for the header <3333)
hi friends, it's now 2023 which feels dystopian but here we are. i'm a little late but hey, better me than your period am i right. anyway. i wish i had positive reflections on 2022 but honestly it was a very mentally taxing year, and i don't want to get into it because i want to start the year off on the right foot with positivity. or move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die.
some nice things were, i got to see skz, svt, and ateez in concert, which was absolutely lit. importantly i want to thank everyone who's come my way, who follows me, who interacts with me, who accepts that i provide nothing but selfies and negativity and bad jokes. please excuse me as i am emotionally stunted and expressing genuine human affection is difficult, but here's my love letter to all of you
@changbeens and @snug-gyu 2/3 of the braincell! i love u both and i'm so glad that we have our regular poop check ins which reveal more than anything that we are in fact not regular at all. but seriously i love our deep conversations, silly conversations, and most of all, conversations about flat asses, even though tsu is constantly leaving me and bee unsupervised and it gets wild past 9 pm lemme tell u. also super talented like tsu's art, bee's abilities in photoshop!?!?!? like if you haven't reblogged every single thing they've ever made like what are you doing. also love when uncle bee tells us stories of kpop days past and present and even future. you're both v important to me, both as a person and as someone who cries over lee know regularly. and my experience in kpopblr and also enabling my constant roster of NCT crushes. i <3 u
@chanstopher dreamy dreamothy dreamifer my first stayblr friend!! talented artist and gifmaker!!! hair dye extraordinaire!! you're such a sweet soul and lowkey highkey super funny and fun to talk to and ur such a special and important person and it's wild that we started because i just bombarded your inbox with absolutely unnecessary stream of conscious think pieces, and i'm so glad it wound up in us being delusion chris stan friends and also someone to scream about seventeen to (i luv lee chan yes its true <3 yes i still remember the pink dino gifset you made me yes its still just as special) and also randomly dissect social media social interaction and mentalities with because yes we are licensed therapists, sociologist, and also anthropologists.
@geniaparadox genia!!!! that's all i have to say thanks moving on. im kidding. genia ur a special special gender and even though we can disagree on almost every kpop opinion (jk it's only sometimes and it's usually fashion) but i love our little daily chats and that all i have to do is message "felix" and you just get it. Also our very important very thorough molecular chemistry researches into the Seungmin debacle. Also your art!!! it's so fun to see how much your art style has improved since we first met to now i feel like we're on this journey together even tho i provided nothing to it!
@cheekyquokka lyric my angel my darling my fellow oldie (i'm kidding we're still young and hot). i love that we're both grounded realistic bitches until a new gif of yoongi appears and it's completely out the window for both of us. but actually you're my go to girl group gossip buddy and also someone who just gets it. like all i have to do is message you one of my horrible negative opinions and you just understand what i mean, and you're so witty and wise, and that's very special to me <3
@bangzchan VIKI!!!!! viki ilysm and i feel like no one's aware how close we are. we are truly the epitome of birds of a feather flock together because we're both wh*res, the issue is that we have a lot of the same men so it gets complicated. you're so funny and i love when i see when of your gifsets pop up because i'm like thATS MY FRIEND!!!!!! LOSING IT OVER MINHYUK!!!!! SOMEONE CHECK ON HER!!!!! honestly we both go through the same things (hair) at the same time (men) and i'm starting to wonder if we're connected spiritually. FASZOM KI VAN <3
@hanjisoonie chris anarchy i think i spider my german (the one that isn't yangyang) one of my first stayblr friends!!!!! i'm so happy we met and that within two hours we already started talking about dreamcatcher the lesbian queens, and also german phrases i had no idea what they meant because all i had to go off of was poor translations. thank you for not revealing to the public that i'm secretly a nice person and thank you for being my friend.
@chanmer SAM SAM SAM ILY SAM my lil jimim stan. i forget how we started talking but we just did and now we're besties no ifs ands or buts about it. sure its mostly about jimins cheeks but there's so much to say about them we could cover that topic for years to come? you also frequently check in on me every time yeonjun breathes and i appreciate that because every time i'm never coping well. i love u and i love lucy even tho she's just constantly going places and we never get why like girl ur food is over here.
@lonelystreetlight DUCKY DUCKWARD we met at the skz concert and i didn't hug you and i regret it every day. you're such a lil sweetheart christmas eve winter child and i always smile when you pop up on my tumblr blog and you're losing your mind over seokmin or something which is totally understandable and valid. never change ilu.
@hanjesungs yes i did create the nickname jaysung and it will be carved on my tombstone. i mean youre THE hantual and that speaks for itself, and also you always hit me up with that good good (lee know photocards) and the fact that you think of me when that happens is quite touching. also the fact that every other day we're like...should we bleach our hair??? and then never follow through. but one day you will have the pink hair you DESERVE and i'm manifesting it for you. ily jaeger
@brianbangs can u stop shitting on new jersey seriously like it's quite rude and it is my home? ur just the final fantasy. like queen of square enix and noctis specifically, even tho i am an ignis bitch. one day i will play ff14 and you will know that you've won. also thanks for ruining my life by making me perceive dowoon it's been really gut wrenching and honestly i feel like i've become a zombie. also JYP encyclopedia, that sentence speaks for itself.
@jaeyunsim VAL VAL VAL. when are we going to get pho? i want pho. ur such a sweetheart i cant believe we're besties because i flew into ur inbox to discuss jake sim and now you torture me with jay and i threaten to call his mom, but i'm so glad i did because here we are, suffering over heeseung's emo boyfriend pictures. also queen of aesthetic period?? actual model???
@quokki ale my love bug!!!! the once and only artist ale!!!!! i love ale i love seeing ale's icons and chibis all over tumblr because i'm like yes that is my friend ale and her creations!!!!! i love our lil conversations and also mental breakdowns over hyunjin and his dumb stupid squishy face, and also when we get randomly deep over the nature of art itself. such a talented kind bean and i love u sm!!
@gymleader and @hoerachas dumb bitches unite!!!! ateez hyperfixation!!!!! i'm responsible for everything that happens here!!!! i love you two idiots though and the fact that Fe just makes fun of me n jules being old oldies who are old while he remains youthful and unaware of what untouched by the veronicas was which is a cardinal sin it says so in the Bible. Also when Jules flexes how smart he is on me and fe while we're just 2 dumb bitches dumb bitching, but we're hot so it doesn't matter. even though you both abandoned me in your streams like my dad did.
@ggthydrangea TAEYANG BITCH <3 tabi, the voice of reason and probably the most logical person on the server because the rest of us are feral zombies. i love how we discuss sf9 and taeyang and rowoon who is completely absent and how they deserve so much more hype than they get, and also really rip into the fashion of the kpop industry a very under represented topic bc so many stylists are terrible at their jobs. i love uuuuu
@jinniebit @shmalll @x-ximenas @milfho @winterfloral @xsideeffectsx @missyedits @chanrizard my jail buddies and group of people who feel completely and utterly normal about lee minho and have never had an ungodly thought in our lives. we are simply the gals from sex and the city eating brunch on the upper east side feeling absolutely normal feelings and discussing the functionality of zippers. you're all funny, kind, wonderful humans i'm happy to be locked in a cell with <3
@ all my followers: thank you so much for following me? i don't know how any of you find me and decide to follow me but i'm so glad you're all here under our little pillow fort crying over whatever hyperfixation is happening knowing full well i provide zero content other than my own face and the occasional shitty drawing.
@ all my homies, girlfriends, boyfriends, enbies, ghastly specters, and ghouls: @agibbangs @choiyeonjuns @hyunpic @dongjusmilf @avocadomin @njaems @happysmilebtr @bangerteez @blueprintchan @juiceofmoons @seungazing @a5starmichelin @seonghwaminho @starliightchan @svintsandghosts @usertae @purple-belle @loserline @nevoono @ambivartence @rachalixie @lee--felix @lecknow
i love each and every one of you and every conversation we have together and i hope in the new year we grow even closer and we form one giant daisy chain.
if i forgot anybody be ensured that it will haunt me forever and i will go back and put you in here but my brain is broken and i'm trying my best.
ya tebya lyublyu <3
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