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#because i know im only there to be a support friend. a background npc in everyone elses stories. and I accepted that years ago
trashpremium-moved · 3 years
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how do y'all deal with the soul-crushing guilt of existing
#i feel so much guilt and shame all the time. just for being alive.#it goes away sometimes if i'm distracted enough. I'm so easy to distract that I'll forget about the emptiness and actually be happy#but then the moment i have a second to think. the emptiness comes back and I feel so fucking guilty for being happy in the first place#and then i feel guilty for being sad. because I can't be sad. I'm not allowed to be sad. im supposed to be the one that helps everyone else#and i cant talk to anyone about it because everyone else has their own problems and I don't want to be responsible for them being sad#a friend of mine recently told me that they tried to commit a few months ago. and I feel so fucking guilty about it because I wasn't there#we had drifted apart and i wasnt there and she couldve died and I wouldnt have been able to say goodbye#i still think of her as my best friend. and Im so tired because im so alone and the things that make me happy just. don't anymore#the things that used to keep me alive now just make me feel so fucking empty. because I feel guilty for enjoying them. i know i'm annoying#i know that i talk too much. but I feel like if I enjoy anything im going to push away every single person that I like spending time with#because i know im only there to be a support friend. a background npc in everyone elses stories. and I accepted that years ago#but it still fucking hurts knowing that im never going to have anyone to talk to#and i feel so guilty for that even because what if im fucking crazy and a manipulative piece of shit and i dont deserve to have friends#theres no point in me existing at this point but the guilt keeps me alive. i dont want to be a problem by killing myself#i just want an excuse to die. i want to stop existing and for my memory to be wiped from this earth so no one feels guilty#even venting makes me feel like a piece of shit but if i dont let it out i really will die#and its paradoxical. because if anyone tries to comfort me I'll feel so guilty about them feeling like they have to reassure me#because i know they don't really mean it and only feel guilty. but no one reassuring me will make me feel so alone like i am#so theres no winning here. i'm mentally ill and probably not going to make it to my 18th birthday. or the end of the summer. whatever#vent
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musethangs · 4 years
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✟  What’s good yall, this is ANTOINE CARTER and below the cut are some background plot points for him. If you don’t want to read all that, the short version is that he’s a dude trying to provide for himself after falling out pretty bad with his family. He’s now trying to navigate adulthood and make the choices that align him with where he wishes to be, even if he doesn’t quite know where that is yet. If you’d like to plan a connection or two hit up the IMs and we’ll chat. 
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↳ Name : Antoine (An -Twan) Carter
↳ Age : Twenty-three 
↳ Occupation : Freelance Artist (Photography and Graphic Art)
↳ Location: Leimert Park
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↳   Character Inspo: Franklin \\ Snowfall , Caine \\ Menace ll Society , Sonder Son by Brent Faiyaz. (will add more later)
↳ Personality: Ant is usually the dude propped up in a corner with his sketchbook and a blunt, cracking a joke here and there to add to the conversation. He can come off as quiet, though he’s just incredibly observant and takes him a minute to warm up to his surroundings, even if he’s with people he knows. While he may not be the one you go to for advice (logic overrides his compassion most times), you’d definitely want him around if you need any other sort of support. If nothing else, Ant is down for the people he loves; his loyalty is probably his best and worst attribute of all.
↳ Zodiac: Gemini Sun, Pisces Moon, Scorpio Rising
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✟ From birth, dysfunction and drama was the norm for Ant. Not only was he born and raised in South Central, but the inside of his home was a battle ground of it’s own. His mother tried her hardest to shield her son from his father’s wrongdoings, but it was hard to hide from the obvious. Most nights his father was more inclined to run the streets than to be the man of his household, though that didn’t stop Ant from admiring his father regardless. 
✟ Despite his mother’s best efforts, Ant stays surrounded by the same influences she wanted him to avoid. A considerable amount of his childhood friends grew to be gang affiliated, and because of what he considers to be loyalty, he doesn’t plan on letting any of them go. He’d rather do hood shit with his friends (his brothers) than tell any of them to kick it elsewhere.
✟ Ant’s acceptance into college caught even him by surprise, as it was something he did to appease his mother - he never thought they’d actually let him in. Everyone kept telling him how lucky he was to have a chance at higher learning, though Ant wasn’t convinced. After his first year, he figured it wasn’t for him and decided to take a year off before returning -- though that year turned into two before he officially dropped out.
✟ When it came to him leaving college, his mother was the last to know. Ant was afraid of disappointing her so he kept her out of the loop, until one of her nosy ass neighbors let her know about his whereabouts. It’s been about a year since the two of them fell out (link); during which, she gave him an ultimatum: re-enroll in classes and stay at home, or continue fucking around and be cut off from his family. Stubborn as all hell, Antoine refused to return to college, and that was the last time they spoke. He still leaves an occasional voicemail or rides by the house to make sure she’s good, but he knows she’s serious about kicking him out this time so he’s trying to respect her wishes.
✟ Currently, Ant’s been picking up work here and there and making money off commissions when he can. He’s crashing with a friend of his until he can get his own place at some point down the line. He’s trying to figure out a balance between himself, his family, and his friends -- it’s tough right now but he hopes he’ll sort this shit out eventually.
✟ All plots are welcome ofc! His childhood friends are npc’s right now, though i’d love for him to have that sort of connection to write out. As far as relationships go, he’s lived in LA his entire life and while he can seem anti-social, I can see him knowing a good handful of folks, especially if they’ve lived in the same hood.
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hyojinrk-archived · 5 years
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&. plot call and updates!
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please LIKE this post if you’d like me to slide in for some lovely plotting~
hi guys! 
pika here with my baby hyojin with some well needed updates! now that he’s gone through his run on the mgas, i have the ability to ( finally ) get back to threads i’ve been neglecting, as well as open up plots for new friends, as well as collaborations! more will be explained and listed out under the cut, but hyo and i would like to take a brief moment to thank everyone for taking good care of him so far, including the mods, fellow contestants ( whether they’ve interacted with him or not ), and everyone on dash in general for dealing with my shenanigans! i’m wishing the best of luck to everyone else in finals, and hope to have hyojin up and running with many new, exciting things!
because the post below is already quite long, i thought i’d first put a list of collaboration songs hyojin would love to do with some other muses on his cover channel h2yo! feel free to COMMENT with which one you’d like, or IM me! 
[ guilty ] by dynamic duo / one rapper needed / OPEN
[ hug me ] by crush ft. gaeko / one rapper needed / OPEN
[ don’t wanna know ] by jj project / one singer needed / OPEN
[ no.5 ] by penomeco ft. crush / one singer or rapper needed / OPEN
[ come over ] by dean ft. yerin baek / one singer needed / OPEN
[ sucker ] by the jonas brothers / one singer needed / OPEN
[ senorita ] by shawn mendes & camila cabello / one singer needed / OPEN
now, onto the updates and plots:
STATUS
( FAMILY ): after seeing him on tv, his mom has periodically been calling to check in on him and support him! his aunt and uncle have done the same, also encouraging him to come and visit them in anyang for a few days once he’s done with the show ( which may happen soon ic before school starts up again for him! ) ; they’re quite glad to see him singing again, especially considering the fact that he enjoys it quite a bit, too. 
financially, him and his mother are both doing better, as the debt she had before are entirely paid off, meaning that the stress on money is a little less despite still being present.
( FRIENDS - NPC ): some former hs friends back in anyang have called him to congratulate him as well! moreover, he’s now developed a bit of a popular reputation in uos as that guy who appeared on mgas, having already developed a bit of a name for his singing due to performing at seasonal festivals hosted by the school. as a result, he’s a little more out there amongst his peers in terms of being known. not exactly celebrity status, but his cheesy introductory lines have become somewhat of a trend across campus and online -- especially the healing voice one -- something which he is ( very ) embarrassed about.
( FRIENDS - NON-NPC ): after running into the new transfer on campus ( @rkwyatt​ ), hyojin has found himself getting closer to the male, despite being flustered by his advances. 
he’s also putting more effort into hanging out and nurturing his relationship with his cousins @rkseungmin​ and @rkwonpil​ now that he has a lot more time. 
the same applies for @rkseunghun​, whom he plans on collaborating with more now that the both of them are eliminated. 
finally, hyojin is supporting his remaining friends in the competition ( @rksakura​, @danielxrk​ ), along with his royal teammates ( @rksuwoong​, @ericxrk​, @rkheejin​, @rkkyungsoo​ ) for the final episode!
he’s also part of a band now with @rksophie​, @rkmiyeon​, @yuzurk​, @rkseokjin​, and @rksakura​ as the keyboardist and main vocal!
( EMPLOYMENT ): during the entirety of the program, hyojin has been working at his summer internship at motte finance firm, balancing both the job and practices. fortunately, he can get more sleep now, but nothing much has changed about this aspect, except for some of his co-workers congratulating him.
( MENTAL ): for the most part, hyojin is incredibly grateful for the good comments he’s received, as well as his final placement in semifinals. he’s ecstatic that his team won the top spot.
before entering the competition, he suffered from a lot of internal conflict about whether he wants to be a singer or not due to the financial instability of his family’s background, but after having his vocal capabilities validated by being on the show, he is now more confident in his desire to be an artist, albeit not to the extent where he’d quit his job or career path to do so. it’s more so just less of a guilty feeling for enjoying what he does.
his only regret is the possibility of @rktaeyang​ making it to finals instead had he not been eliminated instead of hyojin, but this insecurity isn’t particularly obvious, and he doesn’t really voice it out loud. he’s just glad that taeyang is doing fine, and hopes that the older male gets the acknowledgement that he deserves in the future.
despite the program playing a large role in his life for the past months or so, hyojin isn’t really the type to talk about it unless it’s brought up! otherwise, he’s just the same, sweet boy with slight wallflower tendencies that everyone knows likes to sing;;
PLOTS
he still has some plots that i’d love to be taken up HERE! but some more can be found below:
people who can help him improve his dancing! he’s still not the best at it, but he’d really love for some more experience! in return, he can also share some vocal tips that he has!
he’s trying to get more fit lately to make good use of his stamina, so gym buddies, maybe?
music performance friends! people who guest perform at his uni’s festivals as well, so they know each other through that and can maybe collab? 
he’s honestly a little too nice, and it makes you want to either protect him from any bad situations or teach him how to toughen up
not a must but! mga related plots too, if you’d like! as said above, he wouldn’t bring it up in normal circumstances, though! he’s pretty lowkey about these kinds of things;;
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curlzformetal · 5 years
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Some quick Critical Role sketches to make up for not typing up reactions the last couple of weeks. I've been listening - I'm getting into Ep. 6 - but I just haven't been typing up my feelings. However, I would like to put for reactions for Eps. 3, 4, and 5! Altogether because I'm lazy. Wrong, this is 3,4,5,6 bc I got far enough into Ep. 6 to comment about it.
Nott is the BEST. I love her. I love how Sam plays her, I love how timid she is. She runs at a dead guy, fires off a shot and NAILS him right in the CALF and kills him. Nott will always be my absolute favorite little goblin. What a gem. "There's no comma. It's just...'Nott The Brave.'" I lost my SHIT. I also was wheezing when Caleb and Nott did their little act in the tavern, getting all glowy on he table and the drunk guy in the corner was like 'Yeah! Good job!' bc honestly? That's me. I support Nott and all her thieving ways. When her and Caleb went to the baths and she just...stole everything? INCLUDING MY HEART?? And then when they're fighting the Knolls, she's just like, "Hurt them until they die!!" Like what a mood. Nott is just,, stealing moods and hearts left and right and I love and support her. DRUNK NOTT IS THE BEST!!
"I notice the doorknob missing and I would like to leave very quickly," is fuckindbsjdb Iconic. A mood, when your best friend is a small goblin. As for Caleb, rn he's the most reasonable one in the group, always thinking of everything, always coming up with a plan. I'm not sure if that's how it is later in the campaign, but I'm ngl - I'm living for it. This scruffy wizard, who everyone thinks crawled out of a dumpster (I love how even Matt is jumping on that train, and how Liam isn't even trying to correct anyone anymore, despite the fact that in the first five eps, Caleb and only Caleb has taken a bath.) and who everyone gives so much shit, and now he's just...the Idea Comer Upper and the Savior of Ass. I stan one smart man. And his cat who is...not(t) a cat?
And then there's Molly! And he went down in ep. 3, and then in ep. 5, both times my brain was like, "Wow, I thought he died later. Huh. Neat. CAN I MEET MR. CLAY THE COW OF GODS?" And then Molly would survive! And I would be happy! But not really! Because I do not get to meet Mr. Clay, the Nature Cow, until Molly is dead! And this is gonna sound really bad you guys, but I can't wait for Molly to die. I'm super excited for it. So yeah, I'm an ass, an ass who's getting attached to a character they want to die. Oof.
And then there's Fjord. He was, for me, kind of meh for the first four eps. Just kind of there, and with all these super vibrant personalities to contend with, he just kind of hung out in the background. But then. ThEN. some huge Eldritch Being came and sAID A LOT OF ONE WORD SENTENCES TO HIM AND I AM IN LOVE. MYSTERIOUS SWORD? COOL BACKSTORY? THANKS, IM GAY, PLS MARRY ME.
"Canary in a knoll mine," is everything you need to know about Beau. Beau is a badass!! I love her!! So much!! Catching arrows left and right and getting more badass skills and fUCK I LOVE HER HOLY SHIT. hot lady pls best me up. "Can I do some cool monk shit?" God fuck do sOME COOL MONK SHIT INTO MY HEART YOU FUNKY LIL LESBIAN.
and Jester. She's so cute!! And tiny! Look at her, yeeting bodies into the field, being strong! Suggesting heavy violence in a cute voice, summoning lollipops! I love her pranks - rearranging shit in stores and swapping salt for sugar. GOD SHE'S SUCH A CUTIE. I wanna hear more about this mother??
I'm sad bc Yasha isnt really here and I'm not sure why? Like it's obviously a player thing, but idk why. I'm sure I'll learn eventually.
Also, Nott knowing things about farms is...interesting to say the least. I wanna know how she went from living on a farm to breaking out of prison with a fire boy.
I love Matt's NPCs + voices. So much.
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brooklynislandgirl · 6 years
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mun name: Turtle {or ya know, D also works} ooc contact: Inbox, IMs, if we’re mutuals and you really want to chat ask for my Discord and/or Skype
Who the heck is my muse anyway? Elizabeth Riley is a nurse. Nothing special, nothing unusual on the surface. Scratch deep enough and you’ll find a woman of uncanny ability. Mage, mutant, witch. There are many names for her kind, but she tries to keep her abilities the best kept secret outside of where Jimmy Hoffa is buried. She is also the sister of Sam ‘Falcon’ Wilson’s former wingman, Andrew Riley. 
She exists quietly in the shadow of people much more exotic than herself, that quiet voice of calm in the dead of night, the hand that holds someone else’s and gets them through.
Points of interest:
Beth is...soft. She is sweet. She is gentle. She treats everyone like a long lost friend and has an uncanny knack for understanding what a person needs on a soul deep level. She’s quick to laugh and offer succor. She’s far smarter than she lets on but has never once judged someone for any reason. She’s well off, could live off family money if she chose to, but is a hard worker. She has nerves of steel and doesn’t frighten easy. She’s lived many lives across innumerable centuries. Never quite the same, she’s always been small and delicate and dusky. The only thing she’s retained in all of her incarnations are her eyes, those wide and lovely pools of green with a hint of a honey gold to them. Whether a powered individual or not, and across her verses, one thing that remains a constant is Beth has Auditory Processing Disorder, a learning disability. Also known as Central Auditory Processing Disorder, individuals with Auditory Processing Disorder (APD) do not recognize subtle differences between sounds in words, even when the sounds are loud and clear enough to be heard. They can also find it difficult to tell where sounds are coming from, to make sense of the order of sounds, or to block out competing background noises. Symptoms include: difficulty processing and remembering language-related tasks but may have no trouble interpreting or recalling non-verbal environmental sounds, music, etc. May process thoughts and ideas slowly and have difficulty explaining them. Misspells and mispronounces similar-sounding words or omits syllables; confuses similar-sounding words (celery/salary; belt/built; three/free; jab/job; bash/batch) May be confused by figurative language (metaphor, similes) or misunderstand puns and jokes; interprets words too literally. Often is distracted by background sounds/noises. Finds it difficult to stay focused on or remember a verbal presentation or lecture. May misinterpret or have difficulty remembering oral directions; difficulty following directions in a series. Has difficulty comprehending complex sentence structure or rapid speech “Ignores” people, especially if engrossed Says “What?” a lot, even when she has heard much of what was said.
She’s also a terrible cook and can scorch water.
The most terrifying thing about Beth...is...you see that shadow there? Just a few feet to her left?  Darker and colder than the rest? That feels like the chill of the early grave and robs you of your breath just thinking about? Yes, that one.  If you look close enough, you’ll see the outline of a man. Tall and predatory. A lethal grace. If you’re lucky, that is all you’ll ever see. If you’re unlucky, you’ll come to find out his woman is NOT your playtoy, and he’ll teach you the error of your ways.
What they’ve been up to recently:
Saving the world, one soul at a time.
Where to find them:
Mostly in New York: In Manhattan {WoD/Main verse}: Saint Vincent’s where she works regular hours and on call. {Defenders} In Hell’s Kitchen: She, along with her partner, an EMT who is also gifted, she runs a free clinic. No questions asked. ~Various AUs~ {Legend} London: A small pub in the East End called The Sole Trader, as owned by Mr. Ronnie Kray. {shifts across various eras...from the 1940s through Modern day, but she’s rarely found beyond Ron’s company} {Xmen} A supporter, believer and general trash-panda of Magneto, Beth wants nothing more but to live in a world where she doesn’t have to fear people because she’s a gifted individual. {MI-5/Spooks} The Hospital of Saints John and Elizabeth {which she finds funny}. {Hawaii-50} Beth’s life took a turn unexpectedly in which she gave up her career in medicine for one in law enforcement, in which she became a rookie under Danny Williams in New Jersey. They were partnered for many years before he took a transfer to be with his daughter, and beth eventually followed in his footsteps, finally returning ‘home’ to Oahu. She currently is an officer with HPD and likes to surf on the weekends. {Agents of Shield} Beth became a SHIELD asset and medic for various teams under the watchful eye of “Uncle” Phil Coulson. Her supervisor, Vivian Harrison isn’t quite sure she’s cut out for the job and there’s often conflict because of her...peculiarities. {Stranger Things} Beth’s father and brother have recently come to rescue/employ of Hawkins Laboratory, leaving the neglected teen-age girl to pretty much raise herself. {Supernatural} A good and decent witch who lives in the hills of Appalachia. She might be dirt poor and illiterate but has a heart of gold. {Peaky Blinders} Set in the 1940s, Beth is a little Romani woman poised to set the world on fire. {The Stepney Mob} The whisper of witch or avenging ghost is quickly hushed in the confines of the Blind Pig and maybe only Davy Lloyd knows the truth {always up for new AUs or places for her to be!}
Current plans:
Doing her job, saving people when he allows her to. Hopefully, saving him from himself.
Desired interactions:
She’s the avenging angel of the down-trodden and ill-spirited, and will patch anyone up for any reason. She is currently also the head of the James Buchanan Barnes protection detail and will kill a bitch for looking at him cross-wise. She’s usually quite reasonable when it comes to playing well with others and can in fact bend over backwards to accommodate rp.
{I’d kill to have a Phil Coulson or other AoS character to play with, I’d love to have a Frank Castle, and I just really wanna make new friends and murder them. With feels. Because murder is wrong. >.>}
Offered interactions:
See all of the above. If questions remain, feel free to msg Turtlemun and we’ll work something out.
Anything else? I like grapes. I drink coffee. I know too many things. A particular note: @brooklynislandgirl is Beth’s blog and my main rp ground. Super-selectively there is a blog for Andrew Riley {her brother and Sam Wilson’s former wingman} which I might share if you ask nicely but keep in mind has to be very canon divergent. Beth also comes with a host of npcs which currently consist of: Ian Barrie of the Firm {Legend} Chauffer/Knife-Wielding Scot/Confident and Loyal to Ron Kray Dmitri Woźniak: Black Market Dealer/Conspiracy Theorist Quothe Ravenchenko: Were-raven and general bane of your existance, what doesn’t say the N word, and will absolutely get whatever you need, whenever you need in one scene change or less. Father Vincent Dafaux: Catholic Priest and Celestial Chorus Mage, nominal leader of the Latch Key Saints cabal. He runs numerous safe houses, keeps his church and rectory open at all hours, and supplies a daily Soup Kitchen and Tent City in Bay Ridge, Brooklyn.  Lucien “Luc” Toussaint: A med-school drop out and current EMT with the FDNY out of Bed-Stuy. Originally from Tangipahoa Parrish, Louisianna.
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auraaestatis · 7 years
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Gaming ask. All of them. DO IT. Or Ignis is gone for good.
PLEASE DO NOT HARM HIM HE HAS BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH.1. First console you’ve ever owned?Well that depends on what you mean. The first console I ever actually "had" was a Sega Genesis but that was my brother's technically. The first console that my parents bought for me was a Wii. But the first one I actually truly OWNED, as in bought with my own money was a new Dreamcast cos our first one broke (that was also technically my brother's).2. First game you played?Oh hell I have no idea. It was probs something like Sonic Spinball or Mario??3. Favorite childhood game?classic Sonnic games for sure4. Longest consecutive hours you’ve played a game?no idea tbhI used to play video games all day long though, so who knows5. Game with the best soundtrack?Jet Set Radio Future has the best fkin jams i stg6. An underrated game from within the last few years?Oh I have no idea. I don't really have access to any of the newer games so... xD7. Most disappointing game you’ve played?idk nothing really disappoints me... NO WAIT THAT IS A LIE THE FKIN FINDING NEMO GAME SCREW THAT ONE OF THE LEVELS CANT BE BEAT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE8. The game with the best atmosphere/scenery?idk9. Last game you played?I literally played like 1 minute of FFXV today10. Prefer PC or console?console tbh but lately i've just been playing PC games11. Have you written any fanfic or made any fanart?of video games? hmm.... not really12. Most bizarre game you’ve ever played?????13. Scariest game you’ve played?I dont really play scary games. I played The Evil Within briefly but it ran like shit on my computer so I gave up on it14. Do you watch playthroughs online?always15. Favorite animal in a video game?all the animals16. The best year in gaming you’ve experienced?no idea17. Have a video game themed background or lockscreen?mm i have a Dangan Ronpa background on my computer18. Worst game you’ve played?please see #719. Hardest game you’ve ever played?oh I don't know. Mech Assault 2 got on my nerves after a while sometimes...20. Favorite publisher and/or developer?uhhhh Sega? also Capcom21. If you had to play one game for the rest of your life, what would it be?pls dont ask me this22. If you could turn one game into movie, which would it be?Undertale? i feel like that would be cool23. Favorite genre of video game?action/adventure mostly. I just want things to explode pls.also racing games are fun as heck24. Ever cried because of a video game? Which one(s)?YES. YOU HAVE NO IDEA.25. Proudest accomplishment in gaming?when i FINALLY beat Star Wars KOTOR... good god that last boss battle was a nightmare26. How often do you play online? Co-op?I don't27. Have you gotten any friends into gaming?no but i've met friends cos of it28. Who got YOU into gaming?idk i saw my brother playing games so i usually played his games?29. Watch cutscenes or skip them?watch unless i've seen them like a million times30. On average, how long does it take you in the character creation screen?i dont usually play games with things like that haha31. Game with the best theme song?dunno32. Do you cosplay?not any video game characters. not yet at least33. Favorite female npc?hmm... I have no idea34. Favorite male npc?same for this i really dont know35. Best protagonist?uhhhhhhhhh 36. Best antagonist?uhhhhhhh37. Ever been made fun of for playing video games?not really? my mom has said im too old for them a lot tho?38. Have you tried a game, hated it, then tried again, and loved it?hmm not really?39. Do you play for achievements/trophies?most games i've played dont have those40. Favorite voice actor?um. Troy Baker. duh.41. Gone to a midnight release before?nope. that's when i fkin sleep42. A game you will never forget (in a bad OR good way)?there are too many43. Favorite sidekick or companion?i dont knowwww44. Do graphics matter?not really45. Do you like funny or more serious games?both tbh46. Always, sometimes, or never use subtitles?i dont usually turn them off to beghin with so they're just... always on?47. First person or Third person?doesnt matter48. A game you’ve always wanted to play but have never gotten to it?any Final Fantasy game tbh?49. A game you haven’t played in forever, but want to replay?Sonic Adventure. i need to get another copy of that50. How many games to do you own?no idea51. First character you’ve had a crush on?oh lord i have no idea52. A game you will always stand behind, and support no matter what?just Sonic games in general53. Your most immersive game?idk54. A sequel you really want?pls Sega make a new Jet Set Radio game PLEASE55. How much time, on average, do you play in a week?rarely, these days so idk56. Do you tell people irl that you play video games?uh. DUH?57. What is an overrated game you’ve played?no games are overrated to me?58. Ever have someone walk in on a sex scene between you and you LI?tf is an LI?59. A game you are looking forward to this year?doesnt matter i wont be able to play it60. The game you are best at?I will destroy you in any racing game61. A game you know everything about?-shrugs-62. Would you want to work with video games when you are older?sure but i dont see it happening63. What’s a game that has inspired you?hell if i know64. Describe your favorite video game using only three words?i dont even know what my fav game is anymore65. Any favorite screenshots of games?if i had any i'd share them for sure66. Game with the yummiest looking food?i would eat all video game food because imm weird67. Most violent game you’ve played?they are all violent68. An older game that you’ve just recently gotten into?does Dangan Ronpa count as old?69. Your first LI?WHAT IS THAT?70. Do you play any mobile games?kinda but not really71. A game you can’t stop talking/thinking about at the moment?um. FFXV. it is consuming me. and i dont even have the game.72. Have any guilty pleasure games?HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.73. A game with the best fandom?im not really in any gaming fandoms....74. Which game has the best lore?dunno75. Do you focus on main storyline/quest or do sidequests first?everything
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