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darabeatha · 4 months

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@ardenssolis said ; "So, Jason, was the voyage worth it in the end?" [hi smol] / 𝐔𝐍𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐃

❝ Was that voyage worth it? Let me put it this way; would you give everything in your life for one second of glory ? for not even a tangible future, just for one beautiful dream ? everything you have ? I did. That voyage... See it under any lens, you don't need to be a genius to come to the conclusion that it was not worth it. Did it make me learn anything? Hell, did that even matter ? To who was I even supposed to show my change of heart ? Was I even conscious of that ? Did I return as the same man I was when I left or was I so blind that I could not even tell any difference ? Before I could mourn this wreckage of a dream and gulp down my own despair, I was crushed by the very same ship that allowed this feverish dream to sail. The dead can't learn from their mistakes, I can only say I would do it again differently now because I now have a second chance to make things different. ❞

#ardenssolis #;j.ason #/HI SHIIIII!#/UMMM;; i think;; its such a tragedy how the story ends; but its those stories that leave the -reader- thinking #bc j.ason didn't really have that second chance to look back ; he couldn't- and thats one of the interesting things #his story was a feverish dream of glory; he was so blinded by it that he could not see all it took to get to the end #he didnt get a second chance; but he also didnt stop to give himself that second chance u get me?#he was so blinded by the shine of it all that everything slipped past him #theres no learning for him until its too late and he gets crushed by the very same (now rotting) argo #and thats like;; the tragedy of it all? bc the voyage doesnt make him a better person #voyages always change a person in one way or another but he doesnt look back on this #compared to other heroes that come back with more wisdom like g.ilgamesh and that become better #in his case it feels so;; humane?? he sucked ass and he still sucks ass!#and he ends as a looser!! completely unhappy and miserable!#heck even f.ate wise; u look at his lvl10 bond ce #'Next time; there won't be a next time huh. Give me another chance!'#'Next time I'll properly; seriously; carefully; correctly... Do it; I'll show you! ... ... Damn...'#theres no other chance because he ends up dying there;; do u get the tragedy-#now he can grow because he can finally face back his past; but at his time of death #it was only at the very last moment that the lament truly hit #j.ason didn't die at peace nor filled with rage; he died with lament and despair which to him is worst #he doesnt lament chasing for his dream; he would do it again; that's not the point but the way he did it- he wants another chance!#HE'LL DO IT DIFFERENTLY THIS TIME...!! (this time he'll learn!)#the hero always gains something after the journey but #j.ason didnt gain anything; in fact he LOST things

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