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#bawled my eyes out but its ok
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we made it
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barawrah · 1 month
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been extra miserable about them this past week
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olegianote · 9 months
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"You can fulfill your destiny like the champion you are."
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Directly inspired by @bloodyscarab 's fic "sharp and regressive"!!! I loved the exploration of their family dynamics aaaghgg it's SO GOOD!!
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quillkiller · 7 months
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if i see one more tiktok about ******** again im going to start killing people probably
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polycrews · 1 year
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hi :D a gift! for you!
OH HOLY FUCK. DUDE. HOMIE. FRIEND. MUTUAL. HOLY SHIT
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m00ngbin · 3 months
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Warning(?) I'm complaining about my grades because I feel like I'm DYING and they're really not bad but oh my god
As of today I have a C in my history class I hope something terrible happens so I don't have to think about that
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luv-ya-tomorrow · 1 year
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That post about portrayals of psychiatrists + therapists being rooted in antisemitism is really interesting and makes a lot of sense, but I wish it could be talked about without the takeaway for a lot of people being "so that's where anti psychiatry comes from" + dulling certain things down to accommodate that mindset. Like saying the general consensus of people who went to therapy is that it was either positive or "just wasn't for them", and so if someone outright hates it it's probably not a lived experience + is linked to antisemitism. It doesn't work like that, a collective patient opinion on psychiatry can't exclude highly medicalised people bc we are the vast majority of long term service users.
I just want ppl to know that the mad pride/antipsych movement is based in something very real and the fact that psychotic people are more susceptible to conspiracy has always been used to deny the reality of psychiatric abuse and complicity. When u have a complex mental health diagnosis the rights u have in therapy are very different, yes including "optional" outpatient therapy. Many of us aren't allowed change therapists, they make it very difficult for us to discharge even when we're not in any way obligated to be there, many of us have had abusive therapists and when we try to report it are told that we're just paranoid + forced to stay
People with complex diagnoses, who are regularly abused mentally and physically by their health providers are always sidenotes in conversations that predominantly affect them. I'm not against therapy or medication at all but I don't think I've ever seen a sane person defend those things without throwing mad people under the bus
Psych stigma in the media is rooted in antisemitism and the psychiatric system as a whole is extremely damaging to its most medicalised patients, these 2 things can both be true. Many mental health staff blame their patients hatred/distrust of them on psych stigma while actively abusing and applying mental illness stigmas onto them. Many others use it as a blanket excuse to make themselves feel less complicit in abuse and manipulation that they're aware exists and have likely witnessed first hand. It would b good if we could have conversations about the antisemitism in psych stigma while being mindful of the whole "crazy people love conspiracies and that's why they think all psychiatrists are collectively plotting to hurt them" thing bc that's literally just us tryna talk about systemic abuse + it's really not easy to do that when u have issues w communication and reality perception
#jumblr#i am gonna look into that topic more i just honestly get very put off when a psych is part of a convo about psych stigma ngl#idk this person they could be chill ive just met many many psychs in my life and every single one of them has tried to frame the concept of#psychiatric corruption as a persecutory delusion to me#so yeah#i fucking hate psychs#shrink hating jew uwu#my one decent psychologist admitted to me that the nhs was corrupt and then he left the nhs lol so#im also pissed at that guy even tho i cant rly blame him cus like#idk thanks for leaving poor people in the dust u bastard :[ u were one of the good ones#when i was in the crisis house (the way better and nicer version of psych ward) i watched brand new staff members change in real time#from genuinely wanting to help people to choosing job security over reporting discrimination#i have sat at a table and bawled my eyes out while this woman said#i know i know whats happening here and im so sorry but all i can do right now is offer you some coping skills#and then later on when me and my friend tried to talk to her about the fact we're dehumanised and staff dont stand up for us#she said ''ok but im human too actually and i have feelings too'' and started crying#then i lost it and was like wtf is wrong w you ur not the victim and she was like i know ur right im sorry and she actually left early#and the next day she was blanking us in the hallways#like the pipeline of staff becoming indifferent to human suffering and just being like 'oh its cus were overworked'#or 'oh if u get emotiona about ur patients ull never survive in healthcare'#is fucking horrifying#but whatever#would love for people to acknowkedge it some day
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lunartrashbin · 1 year
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Main Team ft Leonidas and Mercury
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probably a lil late but i still wanted to post this since I’m not sure if I’ll have the heart to finish it
been playing since the p5 event (which is funny because i never played it but i always play games that have events w/ it) and summer Norwin has been my main since day 1 :,,)
also had a few team member swaps here and there but the most left 4 have been my main team for 2 years, honorable mentions of Mercury whenever i needed a water unit and Leonidas who I built last minute as in the 28th of this month just to beat Xenos (which i couldn’t)
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elegyofthemoon · 1 year
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What are your ultimate faves?
HRM if i had to pick ultimate faves i'd probably have to go with albedo thoma and eula :D which i probably dont talk a lot about but ahaha i feel like theyre the ones that probably haunt me a LOT which is particularly funny w thoma bc hes Just Some Guy BUT he is one of my comfort characters for a reason
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toppatturmoil · 1 year
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chrisbangs · 7 months
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chungha's new song nearly making me bawl my eyes out seeing her on stage and shining and singing and being mother of all time like 😭🫶💗 oh my god i'm so happy to see her thriving and once again FUCK mnh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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baby-prophet · 9 months
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today was weird.. I ended up sobbing in the bathroom at work while these two little girls sharing the large handicap stall made disgusting fart sounds with their mouths.. it felt so surreal
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motheyes · 1 year
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i have therapy in a few days :)
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moyazaika · 7 months
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Idea that won't leave my brain: a discharged soldier yan. He's the perfect house husband, really, it's just... he approaches everything with that military mentality. Any neighborhood event is a warzone. He almost choked someone out for grabbing the last bag of reader's fave chips at the supermarket. He treats reader as their commander & follows any orders, no matter how inconvenient or embarassing it may be. Reader's lucky to have a job, otherwise they couldn't ever leave the house doesn't stop him from spying on them tho. Basically like The Way of the House Husband but with dog tags & camoflauge -💗
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cw — obsessive themes // stalking. lowkey he’s so bad with kids it’s child abuse ☠️ other than that just vvv domestic tooth rotting fluff, he’s just a big strong man who loves his little spouse tbh 🙌🏽🙌🏽
yeayesyes i always hog these concepts u send in the inbox purely because i always wanna write full 1000k world length fics on them buUUUT this one i have been EyEEIIINGGG it is so delicious i js wanna sink my teeth into this mf 😞☝🏽
no bc he would be the perfect househusband honestly! :(
u come home from work sooo exhausted and the place looks brand new, the pantry’s been organised and restocked with all of your favourite snacks. your favourite movies/games all have their respective DVD’s arranged in alphabetical order, and he’s just in the kitchen, and u can’t help but laugh —
this super serious looking, big man with a five o clock shadow and a permanent scowl on his face is wearing a cute frilly apron with pink hearts on it, yk the ones that say kiss the cook?? and he’s making ur favourite dinner for u??
he pretends not to hear u sneak up behind him, acts surprised when your arms wrap around his waist and you greet him. you press a soft kiss to his cheek and he melts into you, the tiiiiiniest smile on his lips.
“hi honey,” he’ll press a soft kiss to ur forehead, run a hand through your hair if they’re not occupied with the food in front of him. “how was work?”
“mmm was good. missed you tho.”
“missed you more. now sit down, dinner’s ready in twenty, and i wanna hear everything about it.”
bbbbbut if you think he doesn’t know where you are at all times and everything that’s alr happened in ur day already then you’re reallyyy cute <3
even when you’re at work he’s keeping a close eye on u. on days he’s not busy (the house is clean + dinner’s alr ready) he’ll follow you around, making sure nobody gets too close - and that those who do never do it again.
you best BELIEVE this man is like a guard dog. gives you scary dog privileges 24/7.
cus i just know his expert stealth leaves u completely oblivious to his presence thanks to the training he revived back in his military days - but everyone around you can’t help but feel like they’re being watched if they’re around you too long. (too long being more than a minute ofc)
and speaking of his military days IM FERAL. his scars hhh he still has those scars all over his body, and on his face too. i like to think that the way he looks deters people away from him but darling fell for him first as they were the sort of person who didn’t care. and that made him fall infinitely hardER.
grumpy x sunshine except he’s literally melting in ur hands but everyone else in the world can die <3
ok but he’s also the type of guy to be so bad with kids that it’s honestly endearing. it’s pathetic to watch, but let’s say darlings doing a neighbour a favour by babysitting triplets, and then comes home to find one of the poor children is taped to the wall, and another is ??? stuck in the washing machine ????
“…darling?” you set your keys down and shrug your coat off, eerily calmly.
“yes, honey?” your husband smiles at you from his place on the sofa, where’s he’s playing a game of chess with one of the triplets, who is bawling their fucking eyes out.
“what the actual fuck are you doing?”
“teaching junior #3 strategy.” he nods solemnly, gesturing to the snot faced baby to make its move before turning back to u with the sweetest grin. “can never start too young, right?”
you blink.
“…you’re sleeping on the couch tonight.”
can we also talk about his strength for a moment LORDDD have mercy.
ur husband being the beefy man he is will manhandle you to the max. idc if you’re seven feet tall or double his weight this guy’s twice your height and absolutely huge. sleeper build? tf is that, his muscles are practically bulging out beneath his shirt. he picks u up alllll the time, wants you constantly on his lap or is just always touching you.
you can ask for his workout routine, but the most active he gets is when he’s at the store, tryna buy you something u like and making SURE that even it’s the last one there and fifty people are in line before him, you know for a FACT he’ll treat the mall like a war zone and go full commando mode with war paint and a game plan and blueprint and all </3
the cashier sees him sneak in through the vents, dangling by a rope as he reaches dooooown - fingers grazing the edge of the last copy of that novel u really wanted to read and so close to securing it for his darling spouse when — “uh sir?”
fuck. he looks up, is genuinely startled to see the poor traumatised teenager awkwardly rubbing their neck. minimum wage does not pay them enough for this man’s bs. “do you need help with that?”
and yk that strength is a curse as much as it is a blessing. sometimes he can’t control himself, seeing you come home after a long dayy of work, but don’t worry because he’ll take good care of you!
he’ll do that sexy thing where he’ll have you tied to the bedpost, and try crawl on top of you till there’s a loud CRACK beneath his weight as the mattress dips dangerously low. he blinks, face blank and you bite ur tongue to try not to laugh at what you think just happened.
“…darling?”
“…yes, honey?”
“did you just break the bed?”
“…”
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i have a request for luke taking care of you on your period 💗 thank youuuu :)
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| luke castellan x fem! aphrodite! reader
౨ৎ warnings ౨ৎ: periods (??)
౨ৎ summary ౨ৎ: you’re on your period and luke takes care of you. (ik i said aphrodite reader but that doesn’t play into the plot at all so feel free to change it <3)
“I never knew you could be this scary…”
you were dying. a million knives stabbed into your body as you cried out for help. that’s what your period felt like to you. cramps made you want to end it all. you were laying in your bed, not DARING to move because even if you moved a muscle, your whole body would ache like someone stabbing you with a sword over and over again.
“what would happen if i just ended my life?” you thought to yourself. “these cramps would sure go away.” as you were talking to your inner-self about k*ll*ng yourself, you saw luke, your wonderful, amazing boyfriend lay down beside you.
“hey princess. what’s got you so tense?” luke asked, about to hug you. “get. your. fucking hands. away from me.” you said in a very serious tone while making a very serious face. luke instantly retracted his hands and his expression changed from happy to worried. “what happened angel? are you sick? did i do something wrong?”
then, all of the sudden, you started bawling you eyes out while barely getting out, “n-no i’m on my st-stu-stupid period and you didn’t h-hu-hug meeeeeeee!!!” you cry with big tears streaming down your face and off your chin.
luke registers what’s happening and automatically scoops you into his strong arms, kissing your tears away. “hey hey hey. it’s ok. i’m sorry. i love you so much sunshine. i’m sorry i didn’t hug you.” he says in a very empathetic tone. you continue to cry and he continues to whisper sweet nothings into your ear until you stop crying.
you sniff and shakily say, “sorry babe. i’m just hurting and i hate life.” “no no it’s okay. i don’t blame you at all. it’s not your fault you deal with these cramps!” he says hugging you and kissing your neck. just then, he had an idea. “i’ll be right back angel. i’m not leaving i just forgot something in my cabin ok?” he asked, making sure it. was ok to leave you. “ok..” you say a little suspiciously.
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as luke is walking out of your cabin, he think who to go to about this stuff. then it hits him like an arrow hitting the bullseye. clarisse and annabeth. first he goes to the athena cabin to see annabeth. he knocks on the door and coincidentally, annabeth answers. “oh hey luke. what do i owe the pleasure of?” she asks curiously.
“hey annie. i was wondering if you had any of those uh.. things you stick in to stop from bleeding? i think they’re called tampons?” he asks while whispering the word “tampons”. annabeth rolls her eyes at his slight immaturity and shut the door in his face.
just as luke is about to walk away, the doors opens again and annabeth stands there with all kinds of tampons. “before i give these to you, who are these for exactly?” she asks, cocking a brow. “oh. they’re for y/n. she’s on her period and im making her a bay basket.” (i mean bay basket cuz like its summer and bay yknow? i thought it was clever lol).
“oh wow. that sucks for her. tell her i say feel better .” annabeth says before smiling and shutting the door. next, luke went to clarisse. he was just about to walk towards her cabin when he found her irritating a kid. “hey clarisse that’s not nice. knock it off” luke says, giving the kid a chance to run away. “whatever luke. what do you want?” clarisse asks as she starts walking back to her cabin.
“well y/n’s on her period and i’m making her a bay basket. i was wondering if you could help me get some stuff she might like since you’re her best friend.” luke says, fidgeting with his hands. as soon as luke says “y/n” clarisse’s mood instantly changes to happy and she energetically exclaims, “of course i’ll help you! i love y/n.”
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luke is walking back to the aphrodite cabin with a basket filled with a pink fluffy blanket, a whole bunch of chocolate, tampons, a squishmallow (don’t ask how he got all these “human” things from camp half blood lol), fake pink roses (so they never die), a candle, and some extra goodies like his hoodie and matching pajama pants with him.
he knocks on the door and you open it, looking angry at who disturbed you. but your expression softened instantly when you saw it was luke. you pulled him inside as he presented the bay basket. “surprise! you should not be going through this much pain on your period so i hope i could make it a little better.” he said while smiling from ear to ear.
you look at the basket and then at luke as you take it and set it down. you walk over to luke and throw your arms around him, jumping and wrapping your legs around his waist. “thank you thank you thank you!” you says while crying because of how happy you are.
the rest of the day/week is filled with luke, luke, and more luke until you’re finally done with pain (for now hehe).
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౨ৎ a/n ౨ৎ- i hope that i fulfilled ur request lol <3 i had sm fun writing this!! feel free to request any more u want!🫶🏻🫶🏻
-jules🎀
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pettydollie · 3 months
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Dad Bakugo x mom reader - I need more children in my life 😭✋🏾
def calls his kid "squirt" and "buddy"
in mY universe, he has a boy and a girl bc he needs the best of both worlds
CALLS YOU "MA" GOODNIGHT
we all know he wakes up really early, earlier than you even, so he's the one to check on the babies/kids every morning to see if they're ok :)
definitely keeps schedules of you and your kids days like exams, report cards, if they're going to a friend's house, etc
yk how most kids tend to be like "ewwww" whenever their parents kiss?? not ur kids nono. first of all, your son is the quieter one. not that he's not talkative, he just has a little bit of a hard time expressing himself. anyhow, his sister is very loud. but either way, they both think its sweet. your daughter even said something like "i hope my husband kisses me like that" once (when she was an older kid tho lol)
your son goes to talk to you a lot. he adores you so so much. but one day when he wanted to hang out with you, you weren't home. you were busy running errands while katsuki was at home watching tv. your son started crying and katsuki was like wtf?? eventually, your son grew accustomed to speaking to katsuki. as he got older, he actually talked to him more than you.
teaches your son how to be a man :,) katsuki knew he was bitchy in his younger years and he didn't want either of his kids to be like him. he taught them both manners and how to properly have a conversation.
little pitter patter of their feet ran into your guys' shared bedroom on christmas morning and began jumping your bed. katsuki groaned and rubbed his eyes aggressively. "it's christmas, mommy!" your little boy shouted. "wake up daddy!!" your daughter shouted in his ear. "alright alright you rugrats"
at your daughter's kindergarten graduation (idk if everyone had this but i did lmao), katsuki was tearing up and although he tried to hide it, he had to remain the strong one while comforting you while you bawled your eyes out.
p.s your daughter is the oldest
when she brought home her first boyfriend... ooo chile
i see a lot of people writing how katsuki would act up but tbh in his older years, i think he'd be a lot more mature. he'd greet the dude politely and treat him like he would any of her friends
btw lemme just say: your daughter is a mommy AND daddy's girl. she loves u both insanely
honestly while eating dinner with the boyfriend or something, katsuki would be very blunt and not pay too much mind to him LMAOO he'd be like "'tis is great, doll" as if you don't cook dinner every week and it's only when your daughter brings up how he wants to work at katsuki's angency, where he perks up
"oh shit, no kiddin'?" and you smack his arm lightly.
well this changes everything! he practically gave the kid his blessing. "welcome to the family son"
your son doesn't really care about them together, he just doesn't wanna see his big sis get hurt. lets say that your son is 15 and your daughter is 17. "so, bf/n. have you fucked her?"
you almost spit out your drink like a cartoon. your daughter is shook, katsuki's rage from UA is all coming back to him, and the boyf is scared for his life
you, katsuki, and your daughter have a little talk after dinner
"use condoms" kats stated. "i- WH- nono you can have sex next year." you corrected but ur daughter is like huh?? "wha why next year?" you scoff. "because you'll be a legal adult thats why." "no offense, momma, but that's really dumb. when did you and dad start having sex?" she folded her arms. katsuki shrugged. "like i said, use condoms."
you and your daughter gossip like crazy alr?? ur like the gilmore girls except you're married and didn't get pregnant at 16 (almost)
and this is nothing new to katsuki, he's heard u guys gossip trillions of times. but when he found out you guys talked abouy HIM TOO??
he busts into the room. your daughter squeals and runs behind you. "hi honeyy-" he shushes you, "you guys talkin' shit 'bout me?" "nope" you guys say in unison. "there's this other guy, uh.."
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