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xotaemintol · 7 months
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oooooh ok.. i was thinking maybe could you write something for baekhyun, like him being really flirty with the reader and the reader getting shy and flustered even tho they’ve been dating for a minute? you can add smut and him just teasing reader and being a flirt 😭 baek is such a tease sometimes i need him
No because he really is such a tease the way he responded to those fans on twitter had me screaming😭
The way he’d be all cheeky and tease you when he knows you want to kiss him, leaning back as you lean in closer or coming in really close as if he’s going to kiss you just to lick your nose or your cheek. I’m convinced that he loves kissing you but especially loves when you get all shy about it so, he’ll make sure to look you in your eyes with a smile that always gives you butterflies, and gently peck you on the lips.
Baekhyun being him would be sitting next to you while you’re out with friends and go from holding your hand to tapping your knees with his fingers, and when you don’t say anything about it he’ll start slowly trailing his hand from your knee to your thigh, and because you don’t want to make it obvious you just let him. The entire time he’d be staring at you with a grin that just says he knows exactly what he’s doing, he’s even bold enough to go further and start tracing his fingers up your inner thigh.
And he’d make it all obvious whenever you’re out that you try to do something as simple as even hold his hand and be like “You like me that much?” Sometimes you struggle to even make eye contact with him and he loves it, he thinks you look so cute covering your face as you tell him that you wanted to hold his hand, he especially likes to make it seem like you were thinking of something dirty just for him to be the one being perverted, and you’d think that when you’re alone the teasing would end, but instead it just gets worse but I’ll save that for another day lol.
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jinmindeulle · 4 months
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make it work | byun baekhyun
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𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 idol!baekhyun x nonidol!reader
𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 1.6 k
𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆 angst, romance | jealousy, argument, happy ending
𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆 angsty?, fluffy
𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 none
requested by a lovely butterfly anon 🦋 thank you so much for your request and sorry for the long wait!
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I have to be happy for him, I have to be happy for him, I have to be happy for him…
No matter how many times I repeated that sentence in my mind, it was still hard to actually feel that way. Although I prided myself in not being a jealous person, seeing him surrounded by the prettiest dancers in the industry was taking a toll on my own confidence.
Because I was not an idol like Baekhyun, it was difficult to cope with the pressure that dating one brought. Life as a simple office worker had minor complications in comparison to his highly exposed job, but I had never doubted about being with him ever since I met him. The way he had always treated me like he was just a man in love with a woman reassured me every time. 
Our outings were limited. His schedule was different every day, and I had to adjust. It never mattered to me, though. Being with him for a short time was much more precious than what any other guy could have offered.
However, after a year and a half of relationship, I was starting to long for something more than just seeing him at night and sleeping wrapped up in his arms. I needed the dates, the mornings, the family reunions, and the sense that we were building something together. 
And now, seeing his brand new comeback stage, smiling at his female dancers and moving along with their body rolls like he couldn’t stop himself from wanting them, I had had enough. How was it that they got to have him more than I did? Why didn’t he choose to date one of them instead? They were far more gorgeous than I could ever be!
Just as I blocked my phone and threw it out of sight, a very tired Baekhyun opened the bedroom door, placing his bag on the floor.
“Hey, love” His unanswered greeting made him frown, and with a sigh, he approached me from his side of the bed “What’s wrong, babe?”
“Had fun with your dancers?”
The confusion in his eyes was evident even for me, but I just could not care less at that point. He had to know why I was upset.
“What do you mean?”
“You seemed pretty happy in your stage today”
“I was” he nodded, still not getting the point “So what?”
“I guess you liked being with your dancers”
Realization hit him like a truck, but he just sat there, frozen in his spot. I had to look at him to make sure he was still awake because his stillness was starting to bother me. 
“I can’t believe you’re jealous”
One thing was to admit it to myself, but hearing it coming from Baekhyun was more embarrassing than I thought. Despite this, I was still mad and hurt. My feelings were real, and something had triggered them. He had triggered them.
“They are doing their job. I am doing my job” he turned to face me, surprise written all over his features, and I could not hold my tears any longer. He didn’t understand. He was too focused on his work to even notice how badly I was longing for him.
“I no longer feel you want me, Baekhyun” I mumbled, not caring about the tears that endlessly ran down my cheeks. He had to see my pain.
“That’s nonsense, y/n” he tried to hug me, but I didn’t let him. I couldn’t just allow him to embrace me and settle with it. Knowing myself, I was going to accept whatever lame excuse he gave if I was being held by his strong arms. “Please, let’s not argue this late”
“And when do you want to argue, then?” Standing up, I looked at him dead in the eye “When do you have time to even argue with me? You are too busy to realize how dead our relationship is, Baekhyun”
“You really think that’s where we are standing?” his hands gripped his hair, taking it out of his face in the process.
“Yes”
He prompted himself up off the bed and made his way around it to stand in front of me. “I have little saying on how much I work, or with whom I work. I wish it was easier, love. I wish I could be with you every waking hour, every day for the rest of our lives-”
“But there’s nothing you can or will do about it” I interrupted him, knowing that his saying it would wound me ten times more than admitting it myself. 
“That’s how it is, at least for now” he nodded, interlacing his fingers with mine in an attempt to gain me back. 
“You do realize that you spend more time with your dancers than you do with me?” I left his fingers gripping the air as I stepped back to retrieve my pillow. 
“So all of this is just because you’re jealous” he gave a bitter laugh and followed me with his eyes. 
“Read it as you like, Baekhyun.” As I was about to open the door of our room, he stopped me, screaming my name.
“You don’t have to be jealous. I love you and only you. I am sorry that you feel this way about us, but I really do not see how to make it better when the company presses me to do more and more each day.”
Although his struggles were to be expected, my own were too overwhelming and tangible to not let them cloud my judgment. I was upset. It felt like I was about to lose him — and that made my heart ache with grief as if had already happened. 
“That is not what I wanted to hear from you. At least not the last part”
“What do you want me to say then, huh?” When his tone rose, I knew I had to leave the room. He had become angry at me, and it was evident that we were getting nowhere that night.
“Sleep on it” 
Even though my back was never a problem for me, sleeping on the couch was starting to challenge that. No one had ever used it for those purposes, and being the first one to do it settled that it was not made for more than just sitting there for a couple of hours. Yawning my way out of the silky covers, I opened my eyes to see Baekhyun, sitting on the single sofa chair right next to where my feet had rested during the night. He was fast asleep, his head resting on his hand, elbow pressed onto the chair’s armrest. 
With a quick glance at the clock, I stood up and shook him awake “You’re late”
“Called in sick” he yawned, slowly opening his eyes. 
“Are you?” I raised an eyebrow, reaching out to touch his forehead.
“No” Taking my hand from his forehead to his cheek, he looked up from his seating position and kissed the back of my hand “Can we talk now?”
The emotions that had dissipated overnight reappeared, making my eyes fill with tears once again. I nodded. Baekhyun took my wrist and pushed me to sit on his lap, his arms around my waist as he slowly caressed my exposed skin with his thumbs. 
“I am truly sorry about yesterday, and all of the days I made you feel less important than you are. Truth is, it was the first time you showed jealousy and I didn’t know how to handle it. I just thought your emotions were leading your words and you were saying things to hurt my feelings as well. But I slept on it and…” A small laugh escaped my lips and I nodded to let him go on “and I saw where you were coming from.”
“We never see each other, Baek” I cried, emotions taking over once more.
“I was so focused on my work that it was enough having you waiting for me in bed every night. I am so sorry, my darling” Taking his hands from my hips to my cheeks, he wiped away the tears that kept rolling down “I am making some adjustments in my schedule and will make sure to spend more time with you every day of the week. I don’t care what the agency has to say about it. I am famous enough to set some boundaries without them dropping me from the label.”
“They need you more than you need them, baby” I giggled, feeling the contentedness filling my heart, once and for all. 
“You’re right” he smiled, cupping my face with his hands. “I love you”
“I love you” 
His lips met mine in what felt like years. We had not shared a meaningful kiss for a very long time, so I let myself enjoy it with every fiber of my being. 
Pecking my lips in between each word, he announced “I will take you on a date today”
“And what if they see us?” I frowned, combing his hair with my fingers. Oh my, how nice it felt to have him all for myself after such a long time. “You won’t look very sick if we’re out eating and goofing around. Your fans… I don’t know how they would react knowing you didn’t do your interviews but are kissing me instead”
“Are our disguises still in the closet?” he asked, making me chuckle. He truly thought he could fool them with those outfits.  
“You mean our trench coats, masks, and stylish beanies?”
“I prefer to call them disguises” he giggled, attacking my face with wet kisses.
If life with Baekhyun was going to look like this for the rest of our lives, I couldn’t wait.
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justwritedreams · 2 months
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Hey can i get baekhyun’s reaction when he finds out the reader ( a famous one) is already dating another famous person after months of breaking up ? Thanks
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Ok so you guys know how I believe that Baek is the most light and funny person
But man
Thinking about him being pissed makes me 😮‍💨
Bc I imagine him being really pissed
Punching the air, running his hands through his hair in anger, crying and blaming himself
Especially bc he didn't moved on from your relationship
So yes, he was heartbroken
Bc unconsciously he wanted to be him by your side
He couldn't help but see the news and comments from fans for days!!
The leaked photos weren't that painful, after all you and your new boyfriend were just sneaking out together and holding hands
But for him it went beyond that
He couldn't imagine you dating anyone else
Kissing someone else
Telling your secrets to someone else
You didn't break up because you didn't love each other anymore
The reason for the breakup was pretty stupid, sorry but it is
Schedule full of you two, there was no time for you to talk or see each other
You both thought the best thing to do was break up
But clearly he didn't expect you to get into another relationship
Especially with ANOTHER artist
After the anger passed, I think he would be very upset for a few days
However, I think he would be determined to change the situation
And you know how I think he would do it?
Make a new album!
Very personal and intimate songs
And it will be songs that only you can decode
Yeah, the music events will be pretty… hectic, I'd say.
Good luck 🫠
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kiestrokes · 4 months
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Soft Hours: the autumnal special | SFW
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The Vibe: a couple of autumn themed excursions.
Idol Casting: Christian Yu aka DPR Ian. Jeong Yunho of ATEEZ. Byun Baekhyun of EXO.
🗝️Note: a soft hour post means I don’t have to list all the typical shit: i.e. the warnings, the summary, the cross posting to ao3. It is a non-betaed post of just ✨ vibes ✨
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🎃Christian Yu Laying on the couch trying to convince him to come settle down with you. He’s making all the snacks but all you want is that tattooed body covering you like a weighted blanket. You have no choice but to accompany him in the kitchen when he busts out the Halloween sugar cookies. “You can’t make those by themselves, they're gross.” Christian scratches his head looking at the box, “I think they’re fine?” You sigh and climb out of the nest you’d burrowed into on the sofa. “Come on, let me show you how the pros make them” he helps you smoosh chocolate chip cookies into the bottom of the pan, followed by a layer of Halloween creme Oreos. He holds the bowl as you scrape the brownie batter into the pan. He laughs when you lick the spatula and grabs your face, fingers slotting either of your ears to kiss this batter from the corners of your mouth. “Mmm, you’re right brown butter does make a difference.” You roll your eyes, but his affection and assistance have already baked about any residual annoyance under the heat of his sunny personality. Christian watches as you top the batter carefully with the ghost sugar cookies. He opens the oven, and you place them inside. “Slutty brownies, ghost face edition coming right up” Christian leans on the counter face lowering to yours “what makes them slutty?” “Because chocolate has to get with every candy on the shelf.” Christian laughs and is still laughing when he tugs your face to his for a more lingering kiss.
🦃Jeong Yunho It's friendsgiving, everyone has eaten their fill and ready to settle in for turkey naps. The Proposal is playing in the background, a sleepy Yunho jerks awake in his upright position near your feet. He eyes your legs before collapsing between them to snuggle up in a comfier position. You laugh and stroke his hair; he drags his cheek happily against your thigh like the golden retriever he is. Another friend covers him with a blanket, and you drift off to sleep together. Dreaming of Betty White and the vocals of Lil John & The East Side Boyz. When you wake Yunho is spread eagle on his back, draped across your body like a human blanket and your friends have taken numerous photos and tagged the two of you in instagram stories and tiktok edits. You laugh watching them, causing Yunho's still sleeping head to bounce on your stomach. He groggily rolls over and watches them with you, with sleep squinted eyes.
🍁Byun Baekhyun You don’t even bother knocking, you know he’s still tucked away in bed. Thats exactly where you find him. You let out a soft laugh, and he cracks one eye open as you place the two maple lattes and pumpkin breads on the nightstand. He lazily watches as you climb onto the bed next to him. Baekhyun reaches for you as soon as you get within distance. He tugs your face to his for a kiss before you have time to brace yourself or climb under the covers. “Good morning.” He mumbles against your lips, and you fumble to join him underneath the covers. Dozing between sips of coffee, bites of toasted bread and of course kisses in the cool autumnal sunrise that's filtering through the curtains.
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kjmcotton · 6 months
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Unexpected gift | Bbh
Byun Baekhyun x pregnant!reader
Established relationship!AU
Plot:it was a day like any other until you found out you needed to have a really important chat with your boyfriend Baekhyun
Warnings:references to unprotected sex
This story is a request
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Author’s notes:I’m so sorry this took too long to be published but I had a lot of troubles in writing this request. I hope you’ll like it and thank you to the anon for being so patient and respectful while waiting for their story♡
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“I’ll support you whatever your choice is”
“Good morning babe” Baekhyun whispered to your hear,kissing your cheek. You slowly opened your eyes,bringing into focus the imagine of your beautiful boyfriend. Messy hair,puffy cheeks and his early morning raspy voice that you loved so much. “Good morning” you replied,snuggling up next to him. You wrapped your arm around his shoulder and buried your face in his naked chest. Baekhyun giggled,caressing your head “It’s time to go to work” he then talked sweetly,kissing your forehead,his favourite spot.
“Is it already? I don’t wanna leave the bed” you huffed
“Me neither,but we have to” he smiled and walked to the bathroom. You looked at his slender figure:his fingers were running through his hair,making it even messier,a smile appeared on your lips while thinking about how lucky you were to have had him by your side for the past four years.
You fixed the pillow under your head,laying down a few more minutes while waiting for Baekhyun to be ready. When you said that you didn’t want to leave the bed it was actually true:besides loving sharing cuddles with your boyfriend,you didn’t feel well that morning. You felt tired,pretty weak,and your tummy ached.
You sighed,watching Baekhyun open the wardrobe to choose what to wear.
“White or blue?” he showed you two of his favourite shirts
“Blue shirt and white trousers” you suggested,the boy nodded “You’re right” he replied,getting dressed.
He was already tying his shoe laces when he raised his head to look at you with his warm dark eyes
“You’ll be late if you don’t get up babe,is everything alright?” he asked
“It is-you nodded-I just feel tired. Probably my period is arriving” you explained yourself,sitting in between the sheets.
Baekhyun nodded,stretching his torso out to you in order to place one more kiss on your forehead
“Then it’s a good thing that yesterday I bought your favourite cookies” he smiled
“You did?!”
“Yes,they’re in the cupboard. Enjoy your breakfast and for anything call me. I’ll come as soon as I can” said so,Baekhyun grabbed his jacket and left.
Slowly,you got out of bed,walking towards the bathroom to take a shower. Your body was heavy,even more sensitive than usual,and the damn cramps coming and going weren’t helping you finding a little bit of strength to go to work.
You sighed:the warm water running on your skin seemed to bother you as every drop made your chest ache or tingle.
“Damn it” you mumbled,harshly shutting the jet down before getting ready. In order to be as much comfortable as you could be you wore a shirt and a pair of jeans;then,you grabbed your phone to check when you’re period would’ve come:two days. The mystery had been solved:being so moody was a classic for you when your period was so close.
You ate the biscuits Baekhyun had bought you and drank a coffee,then you drove to your office.
You worked as a graphic designer for a music company,and you usually loved your job. The idea of getting up and thinking about hundreds of ways to create the perfect cover for the album of a boyband or a girlband challenged you everyday,making you excited to find the perfect combination of colours and textures;however,that morning,in your body there wasn’t a single crumb of propensity for working well,you showed up and finished that single cover just because you had to.
Your day went by slowly,as slowly as a wounded turtle,and as soon as you came back home you shifted into your pyjama and went to bed.
Baekhyun arrived at home one hour later than usual:he turned on the lights and looked for you.
“Babe?” he called you
“I’m here” you mumbled from the bed,holding yourself up with the elbows
“Are you okay?” he demanded,sitting next to you
“I’m not feeling good. I think this period it’s gonna be harsh” you explained
Baekhyun caressed your cheek and gently kissed your lips:
“Then I gotta buy a lot of snacks”
“Chocolate. I want a lot of chocolate”
“It’s on its way” the boy smiled and left,coming back a few minutes later with your dinner and what you had asked for.
“I’ve bought chinese food” he said,placing a plastic bag in your hands
“That’s amazing! I love Chinese food!”
“I know-the guy laughed-that’s why I bought it”
You opened the packages,dining together on the bed:you didn’t know why the food didn’t seem as tasty as usual even tho you were hungry;however you ate without complaining and went straight to the dessert. You had plenty of choices:Baekhyun had bought you chocolate pralines,croissants,bars and different snacks,including chocolate milk:you felt like a happy kid.
Hopefully, in the next days you would’ve gotten better;but nothing changed and your period didn’t show up.
It was Wednesday,you were sitting at the cafeteria of your company,waiting for a Cappuccino to be served at your table,when your colleague,Momo,sat next to you.
“You’re so pale! Are you okay?” she asked,worried,sliding a piece of cheesecake towards you
“I am,thank you-you mumbled,looking at the cake in front of you-you can eat this,don’t worry about me”
“Sweets always help feeling better. Come on,I’m not blind,what’s up with you? Is there anything I can do?”
“Honestly…I’m having troubles with my period. I’m feel pretty bad”
“Poor thing! What is it? Is it too strong?”
“No,actually…it didn’t come at all-you sighed,eating a small piece of cheesecake to immediately spit it into a tissue a few seconds later-this tastes so bad…” a disgusted expression appeared on your face
“Does it? Usually it’s so good-Momo’s fork sinked in the cake and brought a piece to her mouth-it’s delicious sweetheart! Why don’t you like it?”
“It tastes…strange. It makes me nauseous” you sighed
The girl sitting next to you blinked confused and covered her mouth with her hands
“Are you sure you’re not pregnant?”
At those words your fork slipped away from your hand,falling on the ground,while you pushed your back against the chair. An expression of fear appeared on your face.
“Are you crazy Momo?!-you asked too loudly,making a few people turn around-I can’t be! We do it safely,I don’t want kids,nor Baek does”
“I’m not saying that you surely are,or that you don’t use protections but…hum…how to tell you…maybe you had proble-”
“I know what you mean-you interrupted the girl-and no,I don’t think that’s possible”
“Have you checked?”
“I didn’t but-“
The silence fell at your table,then Momo giggled:
“I think a test is recommended in this case” she suggested.
You sighed and ruffled your own hair,hiding your face with your hands
“That can’t be possible come on…”
“Just do it! You can’t pretend that everything’s fine,I’ll come with you” she grabbed her bag and stood up,pointing at the door with her head as she was telling you to follow her.
You did so and walked to the nearest pharmacy,doing the test in the bathroom of your apartment. You waited a few seconds,thinking that it would’ve been negative…but it wasn’t.
Surprise! Someone was on their way to you!
Panicked,you fixed your skirt and ran out from the bathroom,slamming the door
“This can’t be possible! It can’t be! It’s wrong,I’m sure!” you yelled,walking back and forth
“It can’t be wrong,and we both know. Just calm down!” Momo followed you,grabbing your arm to make you stand still
“We can’t have a kid! Baekhyun doesn’t even want it!”
“Have you talked to him about that?”
“Well…not really…”
“Then how can you say that he doesn’t want it?”
“I’m sure…” you lowered your head
“And what about you? Do you want it? Do you want a kid?” Momo bent down a little,looking straight into your eyes.
You hesitated a second before talking:you didn’t know what to say. Before finding out that you were a soon to be mother you would’ve bet anything on an answer such as no…but now? Now you weren’t so sure anymore.
“I-…” you were about to say something when,suddenly,the door was opened,revealing Baekhyun.
“Hey babe,what’s this chaos? I could hear you mumbling from the stairs” he laughed and greeted Momo. In that moment you wanted to disappear.
Why was he already home? The only day in which he should’ve stayed at work he had decided to come back earlier than usual? You surely were born unlucky,you thought.
Momo’s eyes kept shifting from your shocked face to Baekhyun’s pretty smile,until,with a fake cough,she speed walked towards the door
“I think Y/n’s got something important to tell you. Good luck” she said,running off.
“Damn her” you mentally cursed her,then looked at your boyfriend who was already waiting for you to explain yourself.
“So?” he asked confused,putting his jacket on the coat hanger.
You licked your lips,sweating,thinking about how to get out from that embarrassing and nerve wracking situation. You were trying to imagine Baekhyun’s reaction at your news;what could it have been? Would he have been happy? Would he have left you? Or would he have asked you to get rid of the baby? You were sure he didn’t want a kid,but,at the same time,you were also sure that he wasn’t a bad person and that whatever he would’ve said,he would’ve said it for your own well being and the kid’s.
“Babe?-he stepped closer,caressing your shoulders with his hands-I’m getting worried,what is it?”
You bit your lip and sighed,lowering your head:
“What would you say if I…hum…told you that…a new member of the family is on their way?” your expression was the one of a child who had just done a mistake,which made Baekhyun laugh
“Have you adopted a puppy?” he asked,but you shook your head
“It’s something else…”
“Then a cat? Or a bird? I wouldn’t be surprised if you brought a parrot home” he joked
“No,no it’s nothing like that…”
“Then what is-“ Baekhyun eyes widened as he held onto the armchair,sitting a few seconds later
“Babe,are you okay?” you ran to him,benting down at his height as you thought he wasn’t feeling good.
“That can’t be possible!” he yelled. You startled and fell back
“But it is…” you murmured
Baekhyun sighed and stood up,offering you his hand so you could get up from the floor
“But we always do it safely”
“I know! But look,here it is!” you threw the test at Baekhyun who caught it by luck.
His eyes widened even more as he looked at the results on the stick
“I’m gonna faint” he sat on the couch
“Babe!” you shook him
“I can’t believe it. How’s this possible?”
“Accident in the process probably…” you scratched the back of your neck.
Your boyfriend stroke his forehead with his thumb and index,then he covered his face with his hand.
The silence fell in the room as you sat next to him,wrapping your arms around his shoulders while your head rested against his.
“Do you want it?” you asked
“Do you?” he asked back. You didn’t answer so he just kissed your temple.
“I’ll support you whatever your choice is. You know I dream about a family with you,it doesn’t matter if we’ll build it earlier than what we expect. As long as you’re healthy and happy with yourself I’ll be fine” the boy caressed your head and gave you another kiss. You hugged him,burying your head in the cloth of his shirt.
You stayed there for a while,in silence,embraced by Baekhyun’s warmth while trying to figure out what you really wanted.
A family surely was in your plan,same for Baekhyun,but both of you wanted to build one in a few years,once you had gotten married and found a bigger house;however the idea of an abortion just because everything was happening faster and earlier than what you expect seemed wrong to you.
“I want it” you suddenly said,raising your head from Baekhyun’s shoulder
“Are you sure about that?”
“I am. Just like you said,it doesn’t matter if it’s a few years earlier than what we have planned”
At those words the boy’s eyes started shining,then e hugged you tightly
“I can’t believe it” he mumbled,you swore he was about to cry
“Are you okay Baek?” you asked,he shook his head.
“Fuck I’m not” he grabbed a pillow,hiding behind it
“Are you crying??” you giggled
“No babe,what are you talking about?” he was already sobbing
“I thought you would’ve been mad…”
At those words Baekhyun automatically let the pillow fall
“Do I look mad to you?!”
he pointed at his teary eyes,so uou kissed his cheek
“I’m so glad I’ve found you” you hugged him.
Baekhyun held you in his arms,caressing your back as his chin rested on top of your head.
“No, I’m so glad I’ve found you,let’s start this together” he whispered,placing a kiss on your tummy
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yeolsaintlaurent · 2 months
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Crimson Veins, Midnight Flames ch.1 [BBH]
pairing - baekhyun x fem reader
genre - mature, smut, thriller
themes - Social Divide, Ambition and Privilege, Dark Desires, Identity and Self-Discovery, Love triangle, Sex, Mystery and Gothic Elements
Synopsis - Explore the intricate world of Oxford University, where Baekhyun, a scholarship student, intertwines with the wealthy elite led by Sehun Oh and Y/N Van der Bilt. Against the backdrop of seductive parties and concealed love, the tale unfolds at the grand Ivy Crest Estate in the picturesque town of Willowbrook. Here, secrets and power plays unravel, revealing a collision between societal expectations and personal truths, with gothic nuances weaving through the rich tapestry of privilege and deceit. This is where the heart of the story beats, echoing with the footsteps of characters entwined in a dance of love, betrayal, and hidden mysteries.
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A/N - Hi my lovelies~ I am so so so excited to be sharing this new series with you guys. Ever since I watched Saltburn at the cinema, I had wanted to write a fic inspired by it. As always, let me know what you guys think about my new series. <3
Chapter 1: Freshman Impressions
The air at Oxford University was alive with anticipation as freshmen flooded the campus, eager faces filled with excitement and trepidation. Banners fluttered in the crisp autumn breeze, welcoming the newcomers to a journey of knowledge and self-discovery. The courtyards were abuzz with freshmen finding their way, guided by the hopeful energy that marked the beginning of their academic adventure.
Baekhyun, clad in his drab attire, navigated through the sea of unfamiliar faces with wide-eyed wonder. His jet-black hair, styled in an old-fashioned way, hinted at his reserved personality. The banners overhead welcomed the freshmen, but Baekhyun felt like a stranger in a foreign land, an outcast amidst the throngs of students who seemed to effortlessly find their place.
As he lugged his bags, Baekhyun's gaze wandered, taking in the vibrant atmosphere. He saw students with smiles that mirrored the banners' enthusiasm, groups forming friendships that would last a lifetime, and laughter that echoed through the courtyards. His introverted nature left him feeling like an observer on the fringe of a world that he yearned to belong to.
The first day unfolded like a whirlwind, a cascade of introductions, campus tours, and the overwhelming realization that the journey ahead was as daunting as it was promising. Baekhyun, however, found himself struggling to connect with anyone. Ignored and brushed off when seeking directions to his dormitory, he felt the weight of his scholarship status more acutely than ever.
Upon reaching his dorm room, Baekhyun peered out of the window overlooking the courtyard, a view that would become a daily spectacle. It was there, amidst the crowd, that he saw Y/N for the first time. Her uber fashionable outfit, designer bag and shoes, and captivating beauty drew his attention like a moth to a flame. She stood with her friends chatting away, a cigarette in hand, an embodiment of the privilege that seemed so distant from his own reality.
Despite the magnetic pull he felt toward Y/N, Baekhyun remained introverted and nervous. He watched her from a distance, his silent admiration painting a picture of unspoken desire. The window-sill overlooking the courtyard became his silent refuge, and Y/N's presence, a beacon of aspiration in his mundane world.
The University's welcome reception dinner, a grand affair filled with chatter and clinking cutlery, brought Baekhyun face-to-face with the stark realities of his social standing. Most seats were occupied, and the few attempts to find a place were met with dismissive glances. Eventually settling into a solitary spot, Baekhyun's solitude was interrupted by Chanyeol.
"Hey mate, mind if I sit here?" Chanyeol asked, already pulling out a chair opposite to him.
Baekhyun, surprised by the friendly gesture, nodded. "Uh, sure. Go ahead."
Chanyeol flashed a friendly grin as he settled into the chair. "I'm Chanyeol, Chanyeol Park. What's your major?"
"Baekhyun Byun," he replied, still adjusting to the social interaction. "Psychology."
"Sound choice!" Chanyeol exclaimed. "I'm going for Business Administration. Got big shoes to fill as the family heir and all that."
The grand hall echoed with the chatter of students, and the vibrant atmosphere contrasted with Baekhyun's more reserved demeanor. As Chanyeol animatedly shared stories, the world around Baekhyun seemed to fade into the background, and his undecipherable expressions spoke volumes.
Chanyeol, with his outgoing personality, remained oblivious to the intricacies playing out in Baekhyun's mind. The topic veered towards Y/N as Baekhyun's gaze occasionally flickered toward her table, a subtle yet persistent attraction that Chanyeol noticed with a knowing smirk.
"I see where your interests lie," Chanyeol teased, nudging Baekhyun with a playful grin. Baekhyun responded with a nonchalant shrug, but his expressions betrayed a depth of emotion that went beyond mere acknowledgment.
Leaning in conspiratorially, Chanyeol continued his narrative. "That one there, whispering sweet nothings in her ear? That's Sehun Oh. Summered in Spain together after sixth form, so they're practically inseparable now." 
Chanyeol, always eager to share insights, revealed another layer to the story. "Sehun and I are good mates. Our fathers are business partners, and I've been a frequent guest at the Van der Bilt family galas at their estate," he confided in Baekhyun, unaware of the internal turmoil brewing within the quieter companion.
With each word, Chanyeol's extroverted energy almost felt like an intrusion for Baekhyun, who continued to listen to the endless stream of information about Sehun and Y/N. The dynamics between the trio unfolded in the narratives Chanyeol wove, and Baekhyun's expressions served as a silent canvas for emotions that ran deeper than the surface suggested.
Two weeks later :
The day of the first assessments arrived, and Baekhyun, armed with a sharp mind and a focused determination, emerged from the exam hall. The sun hung low in the sky, casting long shadows across the bustling courtyard. As the other students dispersed, Baekhyun, oblivious to the world around him, made his way to the nearest notice board. The anticipation of upcoming exams lingered, and he scrutinized the posted details for any schedule changes or possible rearrangements of exam halls.
Lost in the sea of information, Baekhyun suddenly became aware of a commotion nearby. A voice, soft but urgent, reached his ears, seeking a graphing calculator amidst the departing students. He hesitated, not wanting to be drawn into the social currents that flowed around him. The solitary pursuit of knowledge called to him, urging him to retreat to the quiet confines of his dorm room for a session of solitary reading.
A tap on his shoulder shattered his reverie, and Baekhyun turned, finding himself face-to-face with the very object of his admiration—Y/N. Time seemed to freeze, and he felt a strange mixture of elation and nervousness as she stood before him. Her flustered demeanor and earnest expression captivated him, momentarily blurring the lines between his introverted world and the vibrant social tapestry around him.
Y/N, with a hint of desperation in her voice, asked if he had a spare graphing calculator. She explained that she needed it for her upcoming exam and had forgotten her own. Baekhyun, still in the grip of surprise, felt his hands instinctively reaching into his corduroy messenger bag. Without uttering a word, he handed her the calculator, a simple yet profound act of kindness.
The transformation in Y/N's expression was instantaneous. Gratitude and happiness radiated from her as she clutched the calculator in her hands. In a burst of genuine emotion, she planted a quick but heartfelt kiss on Baekhyun's cheek, catching him completely off guard. Before he could fully comprehend the moment, she enveloped him in a warm hug, expressing her thanks.
"I'll get it back to you! Thank you so much!!" her voice echoed behind her as she sprinted towards her exam hall. Baekhyun stood there, frozen for a moment longer, the weight of the unexpected encounter lingering in the air. The courtyard resumed its rhythm, but for Baekhyun, a simple act of generosity had set in motion a chain of events of social dynamics and hidden desires.
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an-annyeoing-writer · 5 months
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mafia!Baekhyun x Reader: touch of reality.
Word count: 2 262
Date of release: 12th November 2023
Genre: dramatic fluff (is it a thing...?)
Warnings: mentions of blood & injury
Author's note: this is just about 2k of me indulging myself with fragile and vulnerable Baekhyun boy.
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Ever since you met him for the first time, you had a feeling that there’s some area of his life that he won’t share with you easily.
It was a sort of threshold, something he wouldn’t allow to come out naturally, and as your relationship started to progress, there was always this sense of uncertainty, as if he was about to say something but bit his tongue every time he got close to letting it out. You couldn’t be upset about it – you wanted him to take his time with whatever he was going through. It must have been a part of his life long before you two came to be together, and you felt in no position to try and force it out of him.
At the beginning, you didn’t think it was anything serious. He would disappear for a few hours or days, most often completely unreachable, then come back to you and seek comfort in your embrace. But Baekhyun was a passionate and devoted lover, it didn’t feel out of ordinary. He must have just missed you.
But over the few months that you two have been together, you started sensing that there’s more to it. Random cuts in his clothes here and there, small bruises that he was trying to conceal, muscle or joint pains that he explained with tripping over his own feet or bending over too far. He had a small body that didn’t hold all that much strength, but he was by no means unathletic, and so you came to a conclusion that, unlike many less sporty people, it just didn’t make sense of him to get hurt this often.
You held the benefit of the doubt that he was simply unlucky.
Yet, the very moment you heard knocking to your door, you had an unsettling feeling in your stomach, a sense that opening this door wouldn’t bring any good news. It was late, too late for you to be normally awake, but you didn’t hesitate running to the door, recognizing the specific pattern of his knocking.
Baekhyun stood there, leaning into the doorframe, his silhouette too dark for you to make it out well. You turned on the light in your hall and he squinted, turning his head away from lamp.
That was then you saw it. The split lip. The tears in his clothes. The wet, tangled hair that held no shape anymore.
And the blood.
You couldn’t see it on the black jacket, and the dark stain running down his jeans wasn’t too clear in this light. But he had a white t-shirt underneath and the moment your eyes spotted a glimpse through the torn leather, the redness imprinted in your mind.
The first reaction was fear.
Freezing, overwhelming fear. No thoughts yet, no guesses or assumptions; just fear, undirected and somewhat irrational. It wasn’t that you could tell specifically, I fear of him getting hurt. Your thinking process didn’t get that far yet. It must have been just fear of coming across circumstances you were by no means ready for.
Baekhyun’s eyes widened, noting that he didn’t put enough care in concealing the injury, and must have not taken into the consideration the impact it would have on you to see it. If you thought about it at the moment, you’d find it ridiculous – he came to you with a wound, but you were the one that seemed to need comfort.
“Hey… hey.” His one hand was clutching his side, but he reached with the other and put it on your cheek. “I’m okay. I’m okay, [F/n], I’m here and I’m okay.”
You felt tears well up in your eyes, and the man caught your wrist and pulled you back into the apartment, closing the door behind and then leading you into the bathroom.
“Come here.”
He made you stand by the wall next to him as he leaned over the bathtub. He looked worn out and his movements were strained, but out of all the possible scenarios, he didn’t look that bad. Yet, you had this brief thought – what if he just makes one step and then faints in the middle of your hall? What would you do then? But it seemed that he does have things under control, and, at least for now, he decided to show you that you don’t have to worry too much.
“Just watch.”
Why didn’t he make you leave and do it himself when you were of no help, you didn’t know back then. At some point you realized, though, he wanted you to see his reality. That little, vulnerable part of himself that he didn’t let you on before, although painful to look at.
He pulled the jacket off himself and threw it in the bathtub. Droplets of water instantly started dissolving the blood caught on the fabric, and the pale pink liquid ran down the drain. Now you saw the full picture of his previously white shirt. It wasn’t just blood that it was stained with – there were different shades of dirt as well, some wet and some dry, and one running down his chest that made you sick in the stomach. Did he throw up earlier…?
But the bloody one was still the biggest, and you couldn’t get yourself to think about the other ones when the dark red covered half of his side. He stared at it for a moment in the mirror, and you stared as well.
“Will you tell me how it happened…?” you finally managed to utter.
The man turned his head to you, opening his mouth but not speaking for a moment, hesitating.
“No… Not yet” he finally decided. “I will, but not yet.”
“I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s going on” you stated, trying to prevent your voice from trembling – fruitlessly.
“Hey.” He straightened himself a bit, turning to you fully now. “I don’t need your help. I mean…” He rubbed his face, trying to get his thoughts straight. “Don’t misunderstand me. I come to you every time because I need you. Because I feel much better when you’re around. But this…” He pointed vaguely at where the injury must have been. “This is not something I cannot handle on my own. I know the risks. I’ve been in this for years.”
“I don’t even know how much I should worry!” you spoke, a bit louder than you’d like and he winced. You turned your voice down. “Like, it can be anything now, I’m now more than sure it’s something illegal, so I get it, you can’t say too much. I know now that I will spend the times you’re away worrying for your life. But I want to at least know you know what can happen if…”
“I know. Of course I know. You’re overthinking now. Hey.”
He leaned down and rested his forehead against yours. A tired sigh followed.
“I know. And I know it’s going to hurt you to know as much as you do now. I’m sorry. I gave you things to worry about. But it’s not that bad usually, I promise.” His eyes slipped closed for a few moments, and you only felt his warm, calm breath on your face. “I just really needed you to know. I don’t want to hide from you when bad things happen. I know you don’t want that either.” He smiled mischievously. “You love me too much.”
You let out a huff. The lightness in his tone served to bring some peace into your heart.
He finally decided it’s been enough and he got to taking his clothes off again. You wondered if you could help, but he seemed to handle it with sufficient patience. He pulled off his shirt and dumped it on top of the jacket. You held your breath, preparing to see the worst.
But there was no worst. There was a bandage that covered his chest; now you saw clearly, the wound must have been right below his rib. But it was already all wrapped up, with slight redness on top of the fabric that must have transferred from the shirt rather than come from the wound bleeding again. You let out a long sigh of relief.
“Who patched you up?”
“A friend” he explained. “I told you, we know what we’re doing. He’s a paramedic, don’t worry.”
The bandage was a bit dirty and there were remains of blood here and there on his skin, but it instantly looked better when you realized he’s not in immediate danger anymore. Even though a small part of you wished you’d know exactly what the injury was.
“Could you, um…” He fidgeted awkwardly. “My pajamas?”
You felt yourself come alive at the thought that there’s at least this one thing you can do.
“On my way!”
By the time you were back in the bathroom – with a neatly folded set of pajamas that he kept at your place – he had stripped himself down to his underwear and even managed to clean himself up a bit. Dirty clothes laid in the bathtub now and you suspected they would need to be disposed of, rather than just cleaned, but you didn’t have it in yourself to worry about it at the moment.
Neither did Baekhyun, leaning heavily against the washing machine in the corner when you approached him with the clothes.
“Thanks” he mumbled, but you could tell, he’s far more worn out than he appeared earlier.
“Are you sure you don’t need help…?” you pressed carefully.
He didn’t say a word, and so you decided to take matters in your own hands.
Unfolding the pajamas, you started putting the shirt on him. The man didn’t oppose, not even when you took it upon yourself to carefully button it up, making sure to not accidentally brush against the injury, fearful of causing him any more pain. He let you help him with the pants as well, realizing that if he’s to bend down in this state, he could actually end up injuring himself further. The adrenaline was running out, and exhaustion was seeping in. He had to finally admit to himself that it’s been enough of acting all strong and invincible.
Baekhyun’s eyes were soft and tired when he allowed you to lead him to your bedroom, and you placed quiet steps on the floor of your small apartment, not wanting to disturb his senses with any noise. Sitting him down on your bed, you started arranging pillows and blankets around, wanting to prepare everything for him as well as you could.
The man observed you drowsily. In a bit different circumstances, he would tell you not to make any more effort, that it was not necessary and you should just lie down and not worry. But there was this special kind of vulnerability that he was displaying right now, letting you pamper him and cater to his needs.
He was all putty in your hands when you gently pushed him down onto the pillow, fingers brushing his cheek and lip, like feathers, barely there to not disturb any of his bruises. He was melting, almost falling asleep the moment he could finally relax, but he convinced himself to stay awake just a bit longer, extending his hand towards you to invite you into his embrace.
You laid down slowly, wary of making any rough movements that could cause him the slightest pain. But Baekhyun didn’t look like anything could bother him at this moment, his arms instantly wrapping around you in this almost primal, basic need for closeness and comfort of the trusted one.
“Don’t leave” he mumbled, voice partially muffled by your sleeve when he buried his face in your shoulder, appearing almost desperate.
“I’m not going anywhere” you replied, a shade of confusion in your voice.
“No, like…” He let out a deep sigh. “Like, I’m a fool. But I need you…”
You already opened your mouth, ready to soothe his apparent worry.
But his hold on you loosened, his breath slowed down. Eyes slipped closed, muscle giving up completely. Warm exhales brushing your neck where his head rested, and a thin trail of saliva already starting to run from the corner of his lip.
Careful not to wake him up – although you didn’t think it was possible – you pulled on the nearby duvet, covering the two of you in a warm, safe cocoon.
He wouldn’t hear you anymore, and so you didn’t say anything. You suspected that once the morning came, you wouldn’t even remember what you were going to tell him.
But there was one thing you wouldn’t forget, and that was that in his most vulnerable and weakest moments, he didn’t hesitate coming to you and letting you take care of him, no matter how limited and marginal your role was.
You accepted that he was still hiding things, and that his daily life was not something for you to hear about just yet. But as long as at the end of the day he would come to you, and you would be able to keep him safe from the outside world, that was okay.
And maybe one day, you would be able to pull him out of this world and encourage him to enter yours, brighter and safer, although maybe not as eventful. Maybe he wouldn’t enjoy it, or maybe he would accept it and embrace it.
But now all that mattered was that he’s there, next to you, and that you could give him as much of yourself as he could only need.
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baekxytocin · 1 year
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Military Discharge (M)
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Fluff
Mature
Romantic
Smut
Warning: This is a mature, sensitive content. Please read at your own risk.
*Sequel from 100 Days My Prince.
Character:
Baekhyun
Reader
‘Better safe than to be sorry’
1333 words
Today is the day your husband, Byun Baekhyun, was discharged from the military. Waiting for him for around a year and nine months feels longer for you, though he returned home once in a while. You are thankful to be invited to watch the closing ceremony for those who have completed their military service. He may not notice you taking pictures of him since you are covering yourself with face masks for protection. “Better safe than to be sorry” you remember your husband always reminding you of the pandemic standard health procedure.
When all soldiers who completed military service are dismissed, you finally saw him coming out from the military stage. You wave at him and he sees you too. You can see his smile although he covers himself with face masks. You quickly run to him when you saw him spreading his arm open wide. “Gosh, it’s been two weeks. I miss my love so much” he tightens his embrace. “Me too, hubby…. Let’s go home” and he nods in agreement.
“You must be tired. I’ll drive,” you insist although Baekhyun offers to drive home. He just smiles. Baekhyun asks to drop by and buy some takeaway food since he doesn’t want to see you spending time doing house chores. “I want to spend time with you, my love. All I see was a muscular man at the camp, at the social work…. Gosh, I thought I’m going crazy” you only laugh hearing him saying that.
When you reach home, your husband strictly wants you two to clean yourselves first. You agree with him; since the pandemic is still around though the situation gradually getting better. You ask him to have a bath first, while you clean your hands and transfer the food bought earlier to a few plates. You take turns to take bath while Baekhyun takes his time calling his parents about him being safely and healthily discharged from military service. After that, both of you enjoy the food together. He continues chatting even at the kitchen table, telling you about his military life; what was happening every morning at the social work, the important events, and some memories that he cannot forget while he was doing military service. He feels good to be able to take a break from the entertainment world and has a chance to socialise with professional soldiers, and social workers and be friends with them.
You carefully listen to each history your husband tells you. You share his happiness for being able to complete his military service; as you know that alongside Suho, his military service was a bit longer than his fellow EXO members. “Wow…. I wonder what happen the moment I return to the entertainment world. I must be like when I was still a rookie, being awkward and all that” he expresses his concern. “Don’t worry hubby, you’ll be fine. After all, you are called Genius Idol for a reason” you encouraged him. “Thank you, sweetie. Without your love and support, I seriously can’t face this world alone” He sighs.
He helps you with the dishes. However, when you stare at his body from behind, you feel that his body is toner than before though it’s just two weeks since you last see each other. You can’t help yourself but feel sensual around him; as it’s been too long since you’re not been together. “Hubby….” You slowly get closer to him and hug him from the back. He understands you and he too wanted the same. He finishes washing dishes and immediately hugs you back, fiercely kissing you while he slowly leads you to the bedroom.
Today, going to the bedroom seems longer than you think at the present. You need him urgently. “Hubby, I want you now…. I can’t stand anymore….” You plead. “Sweetie, just a few steps to….” But you don’t care, you fully undress him right before the bedroom. He didn’t argue with you, taking off your clothes until you are as bare as him. You hastily kneel down and taste his long, delicious cock. He grunts while moving his body along with your movement.
You wrap his waist with your right leg while gently grinding your lower part against his, and ferociously kissing each other, as you two explore each other bodies, making you both moan erotically. “You’re fully wet now, sweetie…. I need you now; I can’t wait anymore.”
“Ummm…. me too….” you whimper as you keep grinding yourself against his lower part. Hearing your approval, he instantly inserts his already hard member inside you, while still standing. You two grunt louder. “I want to…. Ugh….”
“Cum around my cock, let me feel your hot juice” your husband takes turns sucking your nipples while holding your waist steadily. You reach your first orgasm, as you squeal louder. Amazingly, your husband releases his warm juice right after you cum as well. Yet, you still feel his shaft hard, and you know well that the round has not ended. “Next round” he takes a deep breath, hurriedly carrying you to the bedroom, and locking the door.
He lays down with you, quickly spreading your legs apart, and he enters you once again, in a missionary position. You keep moaning while clawing his back, but he simply doesn’t care as you two are letting go of that longingness together.
“Ahhhh hubby, ahhhh ahhhh ahhhh ummm fuck yeah ahhhh ahhhh ahhhhhhh” you moan loudly while he slams his dick harder and faster into you, making you reach your second orgasm.
“Hubby…. More….” You beg shortly after taking a deep breath. “Of course, my love” he kisses you.
He places you on top of him again, sitting together upright on the bed, facing each other. His member is still inside you, this time he moves slowly, making sweet love with you. “I miss doing this” you slurred. “Don’t worry, I’m here now. We’ll do this frequently” he kisses your forehead. “Ohh…. You are so tight….” He continues while licking and sucking your boobs. “Ohh, hubby…. Why do I feel yours is getting longer and bigger…. Ahhh ahhhh, do you eat something….” you compliment him while blowing a kiss on his temple, then going down to his ear. “Maybe exercise helps, sweetie. But I could do this all night, your moan always making me hard again and again each time. Moan for me again, my love” you whine harder, your pussy is getting wetter hearing naughty words from him.
All of a sudden, his hand reaches out for your clit while still fucking you, constantly rubbing it making you arch your back while calling his name in fortissimo. You shiver, sending another orgasm over you. Your husband spins you around when you are still out not recovering from your last orgasm and currently taking you from behind while back hugging you. His right hand grope one of your breasts while the other hand caresses your stomach, then down all the way to your sensitive clit again.
“Ahhhh…. hubby ummm…. Ahhh ahhhh….ummm …. faster….” You urge him while supporting both of you with your hands. He obeys you and goes as fast as he could. You both scream louder, not caring about whoever hears it anymore. “Love…. ugh…. cumming…. AHHHH” your husband only manages to utter those words when you finally cum together. He quivers and groans loudly while shooting his warm juice deep inside your womb, and you both fall together on the bed, exhausted from the lovely intercourse.
Even with his eyes already half closed, he is still able to find your lips. You two kiss dearly for a moment. “My best gift for Valentine’s Day ever,” you said. “My military discharge or our lovemaking?” he asks while snuggling with you. “Both” you two giggling while patting his chest fluffily. “I love you forever and ever” Baekhyun hugs you to sleep. “I love you too, until the end of my life” and soon after you also sleep peacefully next to your husband.
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andimoon · 8 months
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Hi!!!! 42. “I’m scared. Not of you, of me. What if I ruin everything?” 48. “Is this thing dangerous?” with Baekhyun please! 💓
Newly married couple trying to have baby 🤭
Thank you ♡
Hello lovely Anon!! Thank you for your request!! This one tested me a bit and I’d like to thank @shewantsmeshesgotme for helping me so much with realistic portrayals.
Word count: 1.8K
Warnings: no warnings! Cute vibes today!!
Baekhyun X Reader
Established relationship, newly weds au
Fluffy fluff
42. “I’m scared. Not of you, of me. What if I ruin everything?”
48. “Is this thing dangerous?”
Your life was perfect in your mind, for six years you’d been dating the love of your life, Byun Baekhyun, been living with him for four, and just a few months ago you finally had your dream wedding. It had taken years of saving and planning, but when the day did come it felt like it was straight out of a fairytale. Hell, so did every day that followed it. Your very own Happily Ever After.
Not that your life with Baekhyun had ever been anything else. You recalled the decades you spent before you met your bubbly husband. Your life had been dreary and mondain. In the past, you desperately strived for perfection and it really took a toll on your mental health. You hated who you were at the time, everything and everyone seemed fake to you, your own insecurities projected onto every individual you met. Baek showed you that it was okay to be imperfect. There was beauty in it and he showed you time and time again over the years you spent together that he loved every little melody that created you. He was like a hurricane in your life, tearing down the entire world in your mind as if showing you all your weaknesses before helping you rebuild stronger than ever before. His affection and affirmation slayed every insecurity inside you and you crumbled so easily for him. You wanted to because you knew that the kingdom you rebuilt with him would be all the better for it. Every day with him was like a symphony, every moment like an instrument that joined the orchestra that was your relationship with him, creating a bright future you were both excited for.
Even days like today were heavenly for you, your day off shared with your lovely husband. His beautiful voice resonated through your home as he cleaned a room outside your view. The mornings when he sang for you were often, and they usually meant you had a great day ahead of you. You were cleaning the kitchen and preparing breakfast for you both, “Missus Byun?” The title made you happy and you peeked your head out of the kitchen to see your husband standing at the bathroom door, wearing your favorite pink apron and matching gloves, his bangs pulled out of his face with little clips on each side. He looked so cute like that. How did you get so lucky?
“Yes, Mister Byun?” Your nose scrunched at the name, it was cheesy and cringy, but the loving look in his eyes and the way your chest swelled as the words left your lips made the slight embarrassment worth it. Just to see his smile and the way he waddled over to you, arms extended dramatically as he pulled you into a warm embrace. Turning in circles with you and the dozens of tiny peppered kisses all over your face. It was so sweet it made you laugh.
“Should we go out today? It’s been a while since we went on a date, huh?” He wasn’t wrong. As lovely as your wedding was, it had left you guys with a fair amount of debt, the last few weeks had been spent budgeting and minimizing. You’d share evenings at home together, private candlelit dinners, even walks through your neighborhood just to get some ice cream or street food. But it had been a long time since you both went out on a real date. Of course you agreed. It was exciting that you’d once again be able to publicly showcase your love for your husband. He was yours and you were his and you wanted the entire world to know. “Where should we go? We can splurge tonight.” The little nuzzle of your noses pulled a giggle out of you and you wanted him closer, wrapping your arms comfortably around him.
“Should we go to an amusement park? I really want to get on a roller coaster again.” Baekhyun didn’t like heights, he didn’t like roller coasters, but he knew you adored them and he adored you. So you knew he would agree. Plus you would never actually force him onto a roller coaster with you. He could wait the few minutes you were on the ride, and there were so many other things you could do together there. “We should wear the sweaters we bought last time, don’t you think?” You nuzzled into his shoulder, inhaling his homey scent, “It would be so cute to match.”
“Oh,” the smile in his voice mimicked yours, “couple outfits! I like it, let’s do it.”
You left the house much sooner than usual and actually arrived at the park before the peak rush for the weekend. Baekhyun’s hand never left yours, the entire time his fingers locked with yours and you both took your time walking through the little street. Themed shops lined the path leading to a large castle, it looked like a little city and it was comfortable even with the crowds walking around you.
The comfort came from your lovely husband and the heat that radiated at your side, and the way he excitedly planned the day with you. “What do you want to do first? Should we go to the Ferris wheel first? That’s nice at the end of the night, though,” you couldn’t help but admire him, so happy to be with him. “Should we take a walk through the garden? The flowers are really pretty this time of year.”
“Yeah, let’s go to the garden first, then! Afterwards, we can get something to eat.” This park had been a staple in your relationship, you’d spent countless hours here with your lover and you’d likely continue to do so after you’re old and shriveled. You’d never give this place up for anything. The day passed so quickly, you walked for hours and simply enjoyed the ambiance of it all. And when you needed a break Baekhyun went and bought you ice cream and a churro to share, both of you making extra sure that your special sweaters didn’t get dirty. You’d gotten to ride everything you wanted and Baekhyun even joined you on the smaller rides. You held hands on the merry-go-round, feeling stupid but his laugh was contagious. The themed headbands you bought matched and you both decided to wear them for the rest of the day. He dragged you into the haunted house and reveled in the way you clung to him, he’d laugh and tease you all the while holding you close and protecting you from the stupid monsters that kept scaring you.
And at the end of the night you got into the Ferris wheel to watch the fireworks show. Baekhyun hesitated to get into the cabin, his nerves clearly plastered on his face, “Is this thing dangerous?”
“You’ll be fine, baby. Hundreds of people get on and off this thing no problem. I’ll keep you safe, I promise.” You kissed his hand and he let out a little shaky sigh before following you into the cabin. You rubbed soothing circles into his thigh as you both took a seat and the wheel started moving again.
This was perfect. You loved every second of the day and you let out a content sigh as you cuddled close to your husband, enjoying the light show outside the window.
He called your name after a few minutes of comfortable silence and the seriousness you saw behind his eyes matched the adoration in them, “Should we have a baby?”
A baby? You imagined a tiny human in your arms, one that had your chin and Baekhyun’s eyebrows, a human born from the love you shared. One you knew that both of you would devote the rest of your life to, and love more than anything in the world. One that required a lot of time and attention, and guidance. Could you even take care of a baby? There were days that you couldn’t even take care of yourself. And as happy as the initial thought made you, you hesitated.
Suddenly, that nervous look was back on his beautiful face but he didn’t say anything, waiting for you to collect your thoughts and say something. “I’m scared.” You said honestly, fiddling with your wedding ring and keeping your eyes glued to the jewel.
“Scared? Why? Do you think I’d just leave you alone to take care of our child? I want to have a family with you, I’d never leave you to do everything alone.” How those were his first thoughts didn’t make sense to you. Baekhyun was an incredible partner to you, always caring for and loving you to the fullest. It was always mutual, everything you did. He was patient and disarming, and so very kind. You knew he would make an excellent father. The best in the entire world.
“I’m scared.” You reiterated slowly, “Not of you, of me. What if I ruin everything? I don’t know if I’m cut out to be a parent, Baek.” Your voice shook as the fear overwhelmed your heart. Of course you and Baekhyun had previously talked about having children, but that was a few years ago and somewhere in your brain you thought you would have more time to prepare before this conversation came up again. You knew he wanted a family, you did too, but you were afraid of making the same mistakes your parents had. Afraid that you wouldn’t be able to handle it and cave under the pressure.
His warm palm cupped your cheek and searched for your eyes, he was so close you could feel his breath on your lips. “Baby, I’m scared too. No one is ever ready to be a parent. Ask anyone with a kid and they’ll tell you.” His fingertips gently caressed the sides of your face, brushing the loose strands of hair back. “But I love you so much, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Because I know that the future we’ll make together is going to be incredible. Whatever obstacles we face, we’ll be together. We’ll learn together and grow together.” His eyebrows knit together as if he was pleading for you to understand what he was saying. “You’ll be the best fucking parent.”
You sat in silence for a few minutes as you pondered over his words. Your heart ached. Every word meant the same to you, this was what you wanted. The kingdom you’d build together. The outcome of your love. The Ferris wheel began its descent and the lights of the fireworks lit up his face, “Baekhyun.”
He looked at you, eyebrow raised as he silently urged you to continue.
“Should we have a baby?”
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proudahgase-exol · 8 months
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Sehun hates y/n pt.8
Summary: baekhyun and y/n are dating now the only ones that know are chanyeol Jongdae and jongin. Xiumin and Kyungsoo make sure Sehun is taking y/n out to the beach and for dinner.
𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.1 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.2 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.3 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.4 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.5 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.6 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.7 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.8 - 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱.9
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starillusion13 · 9 months
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Hi! Can I request baekhyun fic? He and her so so in love but she got pregnant and he is confused. He go away and returns a few weeks ago/month. A really regretful and scared baekhyun and some angst and fluff things please! 😭
Our Angel
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Pairing: husband! Baekhyun x f! pregnant reader
Genre: Mafia, Angst, Fluff
Warnings: mention of talking about abortion, taking care of yourself alone in pregnancy, giving birth, Baek will regret later for not caring you. Pregnancy stuffs mentioned, nothing major warnings needed.
W.C : 3.2k
Note: please I want to thanks to people for reading and reblogging. Reviews are always appreciated 😭. Applause to the ones who come up to me to interact and they know how friendly I am. Okay enough!
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“Baekhyun…”
“Stop it. You are going to the hospital with me and I don’t want to hear anything else from you.” Sliding his jacket and keeping the strong eye contact with you.
Your teary eyes are still shocked to see your husband acting like this way. Your world seems to be falling apart when he has suggested you to get rid of this unnecessary stuff. Stuff? This is the most important part of your life. This is the connection between you both then why this is unwanted.
“This is our baby, Baek.”
“Not needed. Our life is better without any baby so without getting any further with this conversation, we are going to hospital and you are aborting it. Got it?”
“No. I’m not doing this.”
“Are you really talking back to me on this?” He raises his eyebrows, tilting his head in a daring way to challenge you to speak more.
“Yes. I am stating my true points unlike you who is running away from his responsibilities.”
“Y/N!”
“Enough Baek. I don’t want to hear further anything about this and let me handle the situation on my own.”
Your hot tears are pooled in your eyes, shaking and threatened to fall anytime smoothly across the cheek just like the way the both of you are drifting apart from your once lovely relationship. You balled your fist by your side and looking at him in disbelief where he is folding his hands in front and daringly watching your movements.
“So, you think you can take care of yourself all alone?” Raising his eyebrows, a questionable look on his soft face.
A teardrop escapes your shaking eyes but he seems not to care about it at this moment, only if he has seen this other moment, he would have ripped off the skin who made you like this. But maybe he has changed. He has changed after he found out that you are pregnant.
“I can. If you don’t want this baby then fine, I will have this baby and will do take care of them on my own. I want to raise them to be a better person but never like you.”
“Y/N, you are crossing your limits.”
“Am I? And what are you doing? Running away from the responsibility and turning your back when we are ready to take a step further to our relationship.”
“Responsibility? Y/N, we can think of this another time.”
“Baek. When you didn’t want this then why you gave me false hope and prepared my mind to accept this baby. Why Baek why?”
You are breaking down and falling apart into thousands of pieces. The lovely and healthy relationship between you both is fading away and you don’t know how to keep it in place anymore.
“Y/N, calm down. These are just feelings and you are overwhelmed knowing about this sudden news last week. All these will fade away and then you can understand me.”
Calm down? Feelings will fade away? These all are his thoughts for me right now? All the promises, love talks, future plannings, bonding, everything seems fake to you now. His smile, laugh shared with you, adorable gestures to you, they all seem like an act to you. So he just wanted you to be his partner in this mafia world? He didn’t care you as his wife and never wanted to have a baby who can be a burden to him.
“Sure. If you don’t want any of these then fine, I’m leaving you here on your own and never try to find me.”
At this point, hot tears streaming down your eyes, your hands messily tugging the loose hair strands behind the ears. On hearing your statement, Baekhyun pick up the nearest vase and throws towards the wall. The action makes a loud sound followed by shattering pieces of the fibres scattered all around the floor just like your heart is breaking with each word. You flinch and your hands tremble.
“You are leaving me? Are you serious?”
His eyes are furious and his breathing is heavy as if he is contemplating the whole situation. Hands gripping the head of the sofa tightly on which he is leaning. You standing near the stairs grip the stair railing for your support and watching him. The one who being a mafia leader never showed you his beast side in any situation is now a raging character who can burn you alive right now.
“Yes. I’m sure that leaving you here will be the good decision and have my own life far away from you.”
You feel nauseous and run towards the kitchen. Bending to the sink, you throw up. Tears falling down your eyes and trembling hands gripping the edge of the counter. You slide down and lean to the cabinets, bringing the knees towards your chest and holding them tightly and resting your forehead on top of it. Your sobs are echoing through the walls of the kitchen but there is no one to comfort you.
“I’m so sorry baby. You have to go through all these. I don’t know whether I can be a better mother to you or not but trust me I will stay with you and try my best to give you a perfect life. I know it’s a better decision to give up but…but I want to keep you with me. Please I hope you can forgive me one day.”
Footsteps stop in front of your frame but you don’t want to look up to see your husband, already knowing how much ignorant he is with your feelings on this situation.
“Go away Baekhyun.”
“He has gone.” The person sit himself on his knees, putting his hands on your shoulder to make you look up. “What happened Y/N? Why is he angry with you and left the house?”
“He left the house?”
Your wide eyes staring at the man in front, Baekhyun’s bestfriend, Chanyeol who is also your close friend and supports you whenever there is any argument between you and your husband. Pressing his lips into a line, dimple deepening into the cheek. He nods and make you stand up, still supporting against the counter. He washes your face and sets your hairs in place.
“What happened?”
“Chanyeol….He doesn’t want the baby…..and I want to keep it….I’m scared…I don’t know what to do anymore.”
He hugs you and rubs your back in comfort. “Shhh. You are already three months pregnant Y/N. It’s not good for the baby if you keep crying like this. I will talk with him. Let me solve this with him.” He takes out his phone and the other hand pulls you lightly towards the bedroom.
“Take your medicines and have some rest. If you fall sick with exhaustion, it will be not good for both of you and your baby. I will see if I can manage for your dinner in some way.”
Tugging you in the bed, he gives you a smile and goes outside the room. Being all alone in the shared bedroom, many thoughts started to run through your mind.
‘How will you take care of you and your baby? Will you be a good mom? Did he really leave you? No right? He is just going through some emotion, right? He still loves you and will come back for you to see you happy. He will again support your decisions. He will hug you tightly and surround you with all the warmth needed.’
You don’t know when you fell asleep. Late at night, Chanyeol wake you up and ask you to eat some food but you denied and wait for your husband to return. He looks at you apologetically and then speaks up.
“He is not going to come back Y/N. He is no more picking up my call after we had the argument on this. Please try to understand the situation and eat up….atleast for the baby.”
“Baek…..Baekhyun….” You cry out loudly thinking of all the happy moments shared between you both. You ate a little, not to the liking of Chanyeol but he understands your condition. He gives you the medicines and urges you to sleep.
Next day morning, Chanyeol left a note on saying how he had to leave for a meeting and you can call him if you need any kind of help or not. Help? You want a happy little family with your husband. Again?
You rub your belly while looking at the sky from your balcony. A soft smile adorning your broken feature, still a teardrop manages to escape your doe eyes.
“One day, we will be together and we will be the happiest.”
Its been six months after the incident. You hoped everyday for his return but to your dismay, he never came back to your doorstep. Whenever you heard the ringing of the doorbell, you hopefully opened the door to welcome him back but there were only your deliveries or Chanyeol. Chanyeol really helped you a lot during the months of pregnancy. He even managed to help you in some conditions when a wife needs their husband a lot. Also, one day, he asked you for allow him to be your baby’s father but you quickly dismissed the topic and he never brought that up again.
You cant forget Baekhyun so easily. Atleast somewhere, he is still thinking about you like you hope to see him for once. Going to check ups all alone. Watching other patients happily waiting for their turn and planning about the future with their husband meanwhile you sitting alone in the corner and apologizing to the baby who has not yet came to this cruel world. You needed Baekhyun many times but all you got in return was a dead phone call line. No one answered you. You sometimes lost control in the house and broke things and messily tried to end your life without thinking straight but the next moment you thought about your baby and that it was all your decision.
YOU HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING FOR YOUR BABY.
Today is your date given for the delivery and Chanyeol has prepared everything for you to arrive to the hospital safely. You had your labour pain in the midway to the hospital but luckily, you reached on time.
Everything happened so hastily that you couldn’t manage to wrap your head around the whole situation that how you were laid down on the emergency bed and been moved to the OT delivery room. You were under the care of the nurses and doctor when you were screaming for the pain and you knew that in some few hours you will get to see your lovely daughter. You were so happy to know that it is going to be a daughter and amidst the pain, you still managed to smile in a hope to see your lovely baby.
You wake up from your deep slumber. Parting the heavy eyelids is a lot of work to you right now. Your body is weak and exhausted after the delivery and heavy dose of medicines for the pain. You manage to sit up and your hooded eyes look towards the baby cot bed. It is empty. Your panic rises up and hands grip the white bedsheet. The sound of air conditioner being deaf to your ears while a danger bell ringing inside your head and you frantically looking all around when you spot a nurse entering your room with a register monitor board. She catches your panic sight and comes near your form.
“Ma’am, what happened?”
“My..my b-baby. Where is my baby?”
“Calm down Ma’am. You are having a healthy baby girl, she was kept near your body when we brought her to this room and then her father took her to play with her.”
Father? They might have mistaken Chanyeol as her father, right? Oh no. I have to clear their misunderstanding right now or else it is going to be worse.
“Umm. He is not her father. He is her uncle. Where are they?”
The nurse looks at you with confusion filled eyes.
“Uncle?”
You flinch on hearing the familiar voice. The sweet melodious voice which can ease any tension, which has a warmth laced in the tome to calm any restless self. But, how can he be here? Are you hearing things right now?
The nurse turns towards the voice and smiles and then proceed on checking the readings on the monitor display about your body health updates and then when the person came in view and you can see him holding the baby firmly in his hands.
The nurse after having noted down all the records, quickly leaves the room and now its you and your baby in Baekhyun’s delicate hold.
“Am I her uncle now?’
“…..Baekhyun?”
“How are you Y/N? Look the baby is so pretty…..just like you.”
“Why did you come here?”
You are still staring at him in disbelief. You cant believe that he is standing in front of you and moreover holding the baby for which, he went away that day.
“I’m sorry Y/N. I’m so sorry. I know you cant forgive me but please listen to me. Please. Don’t take away this baby from me.”
“I always listen to you Baekhyun. Please say why you left me that day, I will hear you.”
He sits near the foot of your hospital bed and looks down to the new born angel in his hand. He smiles to her softly and caress her cheeks with his index finger and then looks towards you. You are lost in the view unfolding in front of you to see the love of a father towards his new born daughter.
“I was scared Y/N. I was always scared for you being in my merciless life. You are always my fist priority and most important responsibility. I love you so much. I never wanted to cause any sort of tiny harm to you but when….when I got the news of your pregnancy, I got more scared. I thought how to welcome a new member and take more responsibility when I am always worried for you? Everyday, I thought to change your mind from keeping the baby but you were determined with your decision.”
You shift a bit forward to hold his wrist and squeeze it in assurance that you are listening to him. Tears falling down his eyes and a tear drop falls on the baby’s cheek who is warmly wrapped in a pink towel cloth. No one would believe him as a mafia leader who is crying helplessly in a casual grey and brown t-shirt and pants with a sleeping newborn in his hand.
“Are you still scared?”
“No. That day when I left you, I will never forgive myself for that. I blamed everyday to hurt you like that when you needed me the most but my coward self never made up the courage to face you during the situation. Chanyeol contacted me a lot of times and I got to know about you from him. I made him promise me not to tell you about me and one day, when I should take a final decision, I will go to you on my own.”
“Is that day today?” You ask him softly and he nods.
He is staring straight to you, “I thought about expanding our family everyday. To have a beautiful family with our children but the news seems like so sudden and early to make any decision. My foggy head did not think that how much hurt you will be. I will never forgive myself for hurting you. I proved to be a bad husband and a bad father.”
“No Baek, listen. You are going to be a great father. You are going to protect her and she is so lucky to have you. You were worried and scared and that’s why you ran away. You are a mafia leader, you only know to handle every situation aggressively and that’s why you went far away from me because you did not want to hurt me. You were scared of yourself.”
“You are not angry or upset with me?”
“Baek. I am upset. I am angry too. I was having so many emotions going through all these months but they didn’t fade away. They became strong with the time. Whenever I was alone, I felt scared but the next moment I felt nothing because I kept telling myself that no one will be there to make me feel safe. I was angry with you leaving me without hearing my side, without looking back at me to see how helpless I was. I was upset that my decision to keep this baby had broken us apart. I was upset that the reason I was crying and you being angry with me was all because of me. Because of this baby.”
Baekhyun is hugging the baby to his chest and crying continuously. His ears and cheeks turning red due to the effect and you caressed his head.
You both were scared and were weak in making a proper decision on this life note. If only you both have spoken with each other properly then today you would have happily enjoying the moment and welcoming the baby.
“I’m sorry baby. I’m sorry to leave you that day. Please forgive me.”
“Which baby?”
You smile on your own question and then your husband looks at you with his puffy eyes and red nose.
“What do you mean?”
“ah! So I am not your baby anymore? Is this little angel taking my spot in your life?”
Realization hits him and he laughs out aloud with still teary eyes. You laugh along with him.
“Never. You both have same place in my heart. I will protect my baby and this angel forever and now I have made up my mind that no matter how scared I will be for both of you. I’m not leaving again. I will fight the danger with keeping you both safe with me.”
“And I will always be the strong supporter by your side.”
His hand caresses your cheek and leans forward to kiss your lips. The baby is awake now and smiling with half closed eyes. Those eyes and lips are totally like her father and having his sweetest smile on those small lips.
“She looks like you, Baekhyun.”
You both are looking down to the angel in his hands. The baby he never wanted and told you to have an abortion. He is holding the baby continuously in his hand and firmly gripping as if the baby will disappear, if he ever softens the grip.
“Of course, my baby will look like me and that’s why she is so pretty but her squeezy cheeks are like you.”
“Am I not pretty?”
“Maybe.”
“Yaaa.”
“You will be a great mother and she is so lucky to have you as her guardian.”
“She is lucky to have both of us.”
An angel is blessed in both of your life and marks the beginning of the new stage of life on a happy note.
“Our angel.”
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<BYUN BAEKHYUN IS MY HUSBAND> THANK YOU!
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xotaemintol · 7 months
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Hi! Can you write a newly married baekhyun and his wife? She noticed she is pregnant but she is not ready and scared. She is happy and anxious. Baekhyun trying to help her. Thank you. ❤
SORRY FOR THE WAIT I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!! I’m a little rusty with fluff and exo fics but it’ll get better so bare with me plz 😭
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“Love Is So Nice”
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When you first missed your period you thought nothing of it, you were freshly married and too excited about your new life to come to worry yourself about anything too serious, so you just assumed that it could be because you were so stressed during the time leading up to your wedding. But then soon after your breasts began to feel strangely tender, every time you brushed against something or when Baekhyun would playfully come behind you and cheekily slip his hands up your shirt, you'd find yourself flinching at the contact. Baekhyun noticed the change and asked if you were okay but since you still had no worries, you just smiled happily and said: "I'm fine, my period must be coming soon," And it was easy for him to brush it off too since it’s not impossible for something like that to naturally happen.
But then you began to feel light head so easily, every time you'd stand you'd stumble a little, you'd complain about it being hotter than usual, and you couldn't go more than three hours without having to pee. The final straw was when you woke up early in the morning from a burning in the back of your throat, you rushed to the bathroom and threw up immediately, leaning against the toilet as you panted and your eyes welled with tears. Unfortunately, since Baekhyun was busy with his comeback with EXO, he had left earlier in the day so he wasn't there to pat your back as you dry heaved into the toilet. After another week of this and a slight weight gain that only you seemed to notice, you decided that you'd go to the hospital to see what was wrong, you thought that it would be best to go when he was busy so you didn't worry him too much since you were sure that you could've just got a stomach bug from something you may have eaten and the next day when he left for a photo shoot you were off to the ER.
Sitting in the waiting room you were nervously gripping your purse as you waited for them to call your name, every second passing had you sweating bullets and the second they called your name your heart began to pound. You stood up and quickly entered the room hoping that you'd be in and out fast enough to beat him home since he told you that he'd only be gone for a few hours, but when you told the nurse your symptoms and he gave you a look of concern so you could tell that you'd be there for a while. You didn't realize why until you were asked to take a pregnancy test though, as soon as you heard that your eyes went wide and you stared at the nurse in disbelief.
"Pregnancy?" You held it in your hand with mouth slightly agape, "I...I'm sure I’m just sick, are you sure this is necessary?" He nodded and smiled at you kindly, you didn't fight with him though, instead, you went into the restroom and nervously took the test. As you stood there waiting for something to appear you stare at the ceiling feeling embarrassed that you didn't think of this yourself, you knew that something was off when you missed your period, and you were upset that it didn't hit you sooner to take a pregnancy test. It only took ten minutes for it to appear, those two lines that confirmed the nurse's suspicions and made you feel weak in the knees. After running a few tests and making sure that you were healthy and setting up an appointment for next week, you were on your way home.
The entire ride back your mind was racing, you didn't know what you'd do or what you'd tell Baekhyun, you knew that you had to tell him but you just didn't know how or when. Immediately you began to wonder if he even wanted kids, asking yourself if he'd be upset that you weren't more concerned and if he'd be happy about having kids right after getting married. In your mind there was no way he'd be excited about having kids so soon, not even a whole year away from the wedding let alone three months, you felt like this would either make or break your new marriage, but decided to tell him as soon as he got back home. When you pulled up though, his car was already parked there, seeing that he was already home made you second guess your decision and as you got on the elevator your eyes began to water.
"What am I going to do?" You muttered to yourself as you quickly wiped your tears, "What am I supposed to do?" Your lip quivered and you felt lightheaded and sleepy again, but you didn't want him to notice that anything was wrong, so as you stood outside the door you mentally prepared yourself and took a deep breath before opening it. Right away you could hear him laughing along with the sound of the tv on, as you brace yourself you can feel your eyes begin to water again. Worried that he’d react negatively or hide how he truly feels and pretend to be happy you begin to overthink, you can hear him in your head pretending to be happy and see him a year from now leaving you and saying that he never wanted to have kids so soon, but the sound of his concerned voice brings you out of your overwhelming thoughts. “Y/N?” He said coming to the door to greet you, “Are you okay? I called your name twice now.”
As you looked at him with teary eyes your lip quivered, and your knees go weak as you realize how silly it was for you to worry about him loving you less or leaving you, from the moment you began dating Baekhyun has loved you dearly, he’s supported you through all of your problems in life and has been by your side through thick and thin, of course, he wouldn’t get upset.
“Aw baby,” He coo’s as he opens his arms he motions for you to come to him, and you do, finally letting yourself cry as he wraps his warm arms around your body. “What’s wrong? Did something happen?” He asked becoming worried as you sob into his chest, for a while you don’t say anything. You feel too overwhelmed by emotions to begin to explain and even though you know that it’ll be fine if you tell him, you still feel so afraid it’s such a new experience and you didn’t even get the chance to decide if you were ready for it yourself. “Do you wanna come sit down at least?” He asks as he rubs your back lovingly, you nod and slowly peel yourself from his chest and walk over to the couch with him behind you. As you both sit down neither of you says anything, it was starting to become obvious that something was seriously wrong and he didn’t want to pressure you into saying something, so he just lets you collect your thoughts.
“I went to the ER today…” You said as you said this Baekhyun could feel his hands begin to sweat, a nervous feeling creeps up on him after you say this as he immediately begins to wonder why. Were you sick? He did notice how often you’ve been saying that you feel hot, he’s noticed how often you have to excuse yourself to the bathroom, how you’ve been sleeping a little more than usual, could he have been too busy to even notice that something was seriously wrong? As he waited for what you had to say next he silently prayed that you were seriously ill and that he hadn’t ignored the signs, “And…I’m pregnant.” That was it, he couldn’t hold it in anymore, with the worry of you being seriously ill taking over he dramatically fell to his knees and let out a loud cry as if he was in pain. “I’m so sorry! I didn’t even notice that you were sick!” He said, getting in front of you on his knees his eyes begin to water as he holds your hands for dear life, “How bad is it?! Are you gonna be okay?! Should I…” He stops as he looks at you, realizing what you had said.
“Wait…you’re pregnant?” You stare at him feeling slightly confused by his reaction as you nod slowly, “Oh thank god!” He sighed with relief and wiped his teary eyes before standing up, “I thought you were dying, don’t do that to me” He said as he laughed, still confused by his reaction you sit with a slight smile, it hadn’t hit him yet, but you were just going to let it sink in and as soon as he did his smile faded, “Oh my god…you’re pregnant!” He once again smiles and grabs your hands, “I’m gonna be a dad?!” He pulls you off your feet and hugs you tightly, “I can’t believe I’m gonna be a dad!” As he holds you tightly and takes in what you said your eyes water again, “So you aren’t angry?” You asked, “Angry?!” He responded, letting go of you he held your arms and looked you in your eyes, “Baby, why would I be angry? If anything I’m upset that I didn’t notice sooner, but I’m happy that we get to start a family together so soon.”
As he wiped your tears away he pecked you on the lips, “So you won’t leave me?” You asked with an adorable pout, Baekhyun laughed and playfully mocked you, “Why would I? Don’t be silly,” he said, “I love you, I have no reason to leave you, no matter what I’ll be right here to love you and take care of you and our baby.”
As time passed you were regularly getting checkups at the hospital, dealing with constant morning sickness, swelling feet, sensitive breasts, mood swings, headaches, and so much more, at times you felt that it was too much, and with every month passing you became more afraid but Baekhyun was always there by your side to help. Every morning he’d be there to pat your back as you dry heaved into the toilet, holding your hair back and getting you a bottle of water to soothe your throat, he’d make sure to keep a pair of fresh underwear for you since you’d have to go the bathroom so often and would occasionally make it a little later than what you’d like, he makes sure to keep a stash of your cravings in a bag along with a pair of soft house shoes you could wear, a blanket, and a pillow so that you could nap while out since now instead of you staying home you like to leave with him no matter where he’s going, and he’s happy to take you and is more than happy to leave early if you get upset. He also makes time to go to every one of your appointments and has even gotten close to your doctor.
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jinmindeulle · 6 months
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if we love again | byun baekhyun (1)
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𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 byun baekhyun x fem!reader
𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 1.1 k
𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆 angst | inspired on the song 'if we love again' (chen, chanyeol)
𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 major character death
part 1 | part 2 | epilogue
i cried my heart out writing this. i love this man so much
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I had hoped for you to be my forever one and only. I had wished you were my eternal sunshine. I had assumed that your smile, so warm and delicate, was going to be by my side till the rest of my days. How I wish that was right. 
On the rainy morning we met, you were not as bubbly as you usually were. It had been a rough month and you just needed someone to talk to. I’m glad I was the one who could spare a couple of hours more in that study room to help you ease your mind. It felt right to see the dark cloud that you carried around fading away, and how vibrant your eyes turned when you thanked me for being a good listener. 
From that day on, seeing you coming to me when you crossed that door was what kept me going back to that place, even when I didn’t need to. It had turned into a silent agreement between me and you. Thursday and Friday mornings were ours to silently greet each other, all smiley and blushed, share a short conversation, and study for our classes. 
We had a purpose. 
You majored in public health, I majored in film production. Without even talking about it, we just knew. If you came before me, you would have picked my books for me, because you cared to pay attention to detail. If I came before you, though, I liked to bring you your all time favorite, a huge Iced Americano. It had taken a few guesses though, because you wouldn’t just tell me. I could have never guessed that a sweet guy like you preferred the bitterest option, but after so many unsuccessful tries, I had to go for the least reasonable one. From that, I learned that you were pretty simple, but just as clever and intriguing.  
One of those mornings, you opened the door with the most adorable grin, one that only signaled excitement, longing and expectation. You sat down in front of me and started playing with one of my pens.
“Can you tell me what’s gotten into you?”
“I had a dream last night. And I woke up feeling like I had finally worked up the courage, so I will do it”
“Do what?”
“Would you like to go out with me?”
My heart had never beaten so uncontrollably fast. I had tried to conceal my feelings for you, because I wasn’t sure how to handle them. I couldn’t ruin what we had. What we had built. At that moment, when you looked so vulnerable right in front of my eyes, confessing how much you liked me and how wonderful it would be if we could see each other more often in other places, I was sure that you would become the one for me. 
And so we did. We went to bars, theaters, museums, parks. Lakes, palaces, mountains, beaches. Night clubs, cinemas, hotels, parking lots. My place, your place. Our place. 
We became each other’s everything. You would tell me everyday that the memories we had made together, earthly or not, were more eternal than eternity itself. That you could never love any other person more than you loved me. And I would always say it back. 
Nothing else mattered when we were together. You would come home late from work, drowsy eyes and tired smile, and I would kiss and cuddle your worries away, even if it meant reviewing a script with you sleeping on my chest. When I was the one hurting, you would become my temple. There was no other person to whom I trusted my self-doubt to, because no one but you understood how to act and what to say. 
“You are the most precious and valuable decision I have made in my entire life. I would never change what we have for anything in this world. I love you”
Those words have been engraved on my skin since the day you uttered them. Not because I had never heard them before, not because they were whispered with tears in your eyes. It was because you had gotten into one knee, and were displaying the simplest yet most beautiful ring. 
I had never seen the point in marriage before you. It had appeared to be only a waste of time and money, because if you love someone, civil or religious union should not change a thing. But when I saw you, looking at me with those tears running down your cheeks, eyes still hopeful and nervous, I understood why couples do it. You won’t love each other any more or any less. You will love each other under the promise that it will be forever.
And we promised to be together forever. To take care and cherish what we had built. To love infinitely, madly, and deeply. 
We really did. We really hoped.
But now, reading this handwritten letter now stained with my endless tears, I had to understand that life does not always have the same plans as we do, even for people that have learned what true affection is and all they want is to keep on loving. 
My dearest love, 
Having you away for this long has made me realize that you don’t deserve to live what life had in store for me. I had known for a couple of days before your departure, but you were so happy with your job opportunity that I had to keep it to myself. I would have ruined your career, and I promised to take care of you, even if it meant to hurt myself in the process. 
Loving you has been the most incredible experience of my life. You made me see the color around me, and seeing you wave goodbye at me in the airport brought back the grays. I made sure to let you know that I love you forever, and that not even death was coming between us. But if you’re reading this, I’m so sorry, darling. I let it happen. 
Please, don’t blame yourself. There was nothing you or I could do to make me stay in this world forever with you. My doctor was pretty clear about that. 
I wish things were different. 
I wish I could be waiting for you at the airport, right where you left me seven months ago, and that I could feel your body against mine one last time. I hope I can still remember that feeling in Heaven, if that’s where I end up going. 
Writing this to you, now I know that a love too deep brings a sad ending. I just wish we could have had a happy ending, one where we died together, old, hand in hand, whispering how much we love each other. 
If we can say that this was love, then that’s all we need. And you and I know we can. 
My darling, I pray that your next love won’t be like us, that it’ll be without pain. 
Please be happier than me, if that’s even possible. I was the happiest man alive with you.
Yours forever,
Baekhyun. 
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Just a animal | Baekhyun
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Baekhyun x Reader, werewolf au! Word count: 2025 Genre: smut Author: maari  Warnings: Brief mention of fresh meat because yeah it's a werewolf au, sex without protection (don't do this at home), mentions of masturbation, Baekhyun is big, oral (f receiving), fingering, rough sex like pretty filthy + 18 MINORS DNI Note: i guess i need to let you know that this is my first time writing about werewolves so please take it easy on me lol based on the song animal by the cab 🙈 Mom if you ever read that I'M SO SORRY! Request: I want to read werewolf Baekhyun and reader's mating. Maybe babies too.🤭
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Y/N felt something different since waking up.
Her body felt strange, it wasn't like when she had been bitten by a werewolf and turned into this species, it was very different.
She was hot, like she was feverish and strangely horny.
She had woken up rubbing herself against the duvet she was using, she found it strange because she didn't remember having any erotic dreams and she even ignored that fact, but when she got up to take a shower it was as if her whole body was on fire, her stiff nipples ached, her belly had a nuisance and her panties were extremely wet.
Well, without thinking too much and just wanting to get rid of that feeling, she touched herself during the shower and thought it would help, as well as the hot water that ran through her body, but nothing changed. She needed more than her fingers and as she tried to reach the climax, the only image that came to her mind was the leader of the pack.
She got out of the shower completely embarrassed in her own mind, the scenes that had been playing out in her head were… wild and made her even more horny than she already was.
Feeling as if the sun was burning every part of her body, she decided to go without clothes, only her panties because well, she would probably have to touch herself again and the friction with the fabric of her panties was torture but too good.
Y/N lay down on the bed, taking a deep breath and tried in every way to get the impure thoughts out of her head, tried to think of anything else - even her fangs or the taste of fresh meat in her mouth - but nothing seemed to be more important than the pictures in her head.
The way he was holding her waist possessively, his hot lips on her skin, their legs intertwined as he drove deep into her was driving her crazy and Y/N couldn't control the moan that sounded more like a desperate cry from someone who was rubbing against nothing.
She needed to do something but she knew her fingers weren't going to ease the tightness in her belly, she needed something firmer, harder and thicker. She bit her lip and closed her eyes as she imagined how he could look completely without clothes, imagined him big and sculpted as if he had been drawn by the gods themselves, Adonis might be jealous of him.
Her thoughts were interrupted by her bedroom door and Y/N opened her eyes at the same moment, feeling a shiver all over her body when she saw that the figure from her wildest dreams was standing there in front of her looking at her so intensely that felt vulnerable.
Baekhyun stared at her like she was his prey and his eyes devoured Y/N.
It was a privileged view he was having, after all she was covering her own intimacy to try to undo the knot in her womb, rubbing her palm there while her breasts were exposed.
Y/N took a deep breath when she noticed that he had a bulge in his black leather pants, it wasn't just because the pants were extremely tight but seeing how big he really was trapped by the fabric, made her mouth water and a sob escaped. 
Baekhyun closed the door behind him and smirked.
“Your thoughts are pretty loud for this time of day.” he spoke softly and Y/N had to control the urge to moan just hearing it.
She was acting pathetic but it was just her instinct. She didn't know why or how she was acting that way but everything about Baekhyun was too attractive.
“I don't know what's happening to me.” she whispered, without strength and saw Baekhyun suck in a large amount of air, closing his eyes at the scent of the room.
“I could smell you from across the woods.” he took slow steps towards her and watched Y/N's hand that covered her intimacy, only with that she rubbed the intimacy against her own palm, the friction wasn’t so good anymore, it was painful. “I thought I was delirious but I felt your body calling out to me.”
She swallowed and was suddenly shy. Did it have to do with the fact that he'd turned her? They had an unearthly bond but did he sense when she was horny too?
“Baekhyun…” she begged, not knowing why.
He crouched beside her, bringing his fingers to her lips and down to her chin and neck, making her close her eyes.
"You don't know what time it is, do you?" he asked, amused to see her so at the mercy of his most mundane touch.
Then he took the opportunity to bring his mouth to her ear, biting and licking the skin in a way that made Y/’N gasp at the feel of his teeth there.
“It is the mating season.” he whispered and she felt her entire body shiver with excitement.
Fuck, him talking like that was so sensual and could make her come at any moment. And he wasn't even inside her.
"Please." she asked as she felt him slide his fingers down to her sensitive breasts.
“I will make it pass.” he placed a kiss below her ear and breathed in Y/N's perfume, who just turned her head to the other side giving him complete access to do what he wanted with her neck. "But first, we're going to have some fun."
Baekhyun attacked Y/N's skin, with wet kisses, bites that would leave marks and strong hickeys that made her take the hand that touched her intimacy to his shoulders, squeezing and scratching.
He continued torturing her deliciously until Y/N started rubbing her legs together, seeking some kind of relief, but Baekhyun held her legs tightly forcing her to stop.
She complained but he laughed against her skin and kissed down to Y/N's breasts, it was impossible to control the moan when she felt his tongue all over her hot skin, she felt her panties getting even wetter with each lick and she took all her frustration out on his back, scratching hard.
When he bit down on the area, Y/N rolled her eyes and closed them so tightly as she felt the air go out of her lungs.
“I need more, please.” she pleaded quietly, hearing his chuckle.
Baekhyun pulled away and she opened her eyes instantly.
"What do you need?" he asked, feigning innocence and his fingers trailed over Y/N's breasts, her waist and stopped at her hip bone, not holding back she swayed her hips as if she would somehow gain what she needed.
“If you don't tell me, I can't guess.” Y/N bit her lip and stared at him steadily, or at least she tried to because his eyes were so dark and intense that she lost all composure.
“Your tongue.” she replied and saw him raise his eyebrow as if to say that wasn't enough. “Inside me, please.”
She didn't care if she looked desperate when begging, she just wanted him to do something, undo the knot in her belly that ached with so much lust.
“It was you who asked.” he warned before getting ready in bed and kissed every inch of Y/N's belly.
She sucked in a huge amount of air at the feel of him so close, her legs were weak and she moaned when she felt his teeth in the hem of her panties, feeling her body practically combust she looked at him and had the most pleasurable sight she could, he took off her wet panties with his teeth, in a calm that didn't match the atmosphere or Y/N's desperation.
When the piece was no longer in the way, she felt her intimacy clench at the way he was looking at her. Like the animal he was.
And then he brought his mouth to where she needed it most and literally devoured her. His tongue moved masterfully, with just the right speed and pressure that had Y/N moaning and moaning, louder and louder, more and more desperate.
When he added his fingers, without removing his tongue from Y/N's throbbing point, she cried, feeling closer and closer to her climax, took her hands to his light hair and pulled the strands desperately, the inner muscles of the thigh trembled as her intimacy contracted with each movement he made, in and out.
Seeing how close she was to reaching her first orgasm of the day, he started talking dirty to her as his fingers entered and exited quickly and precisely and it was enough for Y/N to feel her body heat up even more and the wave of pleasure hit her full on as she released everything and a scream ripped from her throat.
Spasm after spasm had her gripping Baekhyun's hair tightly as he cleaned her with his tongue, making her cry for being so sensitive but she didn't care at all.
He lifted the torso and she pulled him into an intense and messy kiss, she was bewildered and her tongue seemed thirsty to find Baekhyun's, and faster than they imagined every piece of clothing that prevented Y/N from feeling him completely naked already had been thrown around the corners of the room.
Y/N broke the kiss to face him in his natural form, she bit her lip as she noticed that he was even bigger than she had imagined and was all she needed at that moment.
He positioned himself between her legs, making her wrap her legs around his waist and looked into her eyes intently before invading her roughly, without giving her time to even blink.
Y/N groaned as she felt him hard inside her, her insides contracted and all she wanted was for him to move soon but unlike what she imagined, Baekhyun went slowly, smiling evilly as she complained and suffered.
He was enjoying torturing her and she knew he was just waiting for her to ask.
"Please." he tilted his head to the side, almost stopping thrusting inside her. “Fuck me, please.” she begged, already impatient and he blinked before gripping her waist possessively, just like the images she'd had in her head before.
And then, he started to thrust hard and fast, the sound of skins slapping invaded the room and moans and grunts soon mixed. He thrust in and out of her in an animalistic way, it was rough, hard but it was making Y/N twitch all her toes and every hair on her body stand on end.
He then took one of her legs up to his shoulder and he went back to thrusting even harder Y/N screamed, closing her eyes and digging her nail into his skin not caring if it hurt.
He began to speak obscenities to her, close to Y/N's ear, who felt her breath run out more and more and every muscle contract. How good she was to him, how tight she was.
She called his name over and over, begging him to make her come and when she heard him moan in her ear, it was enough for the second orgasm to hit her harder.
However, that didn't stop him, in fact it served to keep him thrusting inside her at an even more brutal pace, making her cry with pleasure. She was hypersensitive but she wanted more, even more.
Y/N bit Baekhyun's shoulder feeling their bodies sweat, the sound of their skins slapping against each other was pornographic.
And he tightened his grip on her waist even more, something that would leave marks, and he swore as his peak hit him.
She took a deep breath and turned to face him, feeling a shiver run through her body when she noticed that he didn't seem to be the least bit tired or satisfied.
On that day, at that time, they weren't making love. They were acting like the two animals they were.
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A Sweet Hurt
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Genre: Baekhyun AU, EXO AU, Fluff
Characters: Baekhyun x Reader
Warnings: None
Word Count: 2k
Summary: You belatedly tell your boyfriend, Baekyun, who is away doing his military service, that you broke your leg while falling down the stairs and he insists on taking care of you over his military break. 
A/N: Another Baek request! Thank you to the Anon who requested this adorable scenario! And I am so sorry to hear that you broke your leg. ❤️ I hope this brightens your day just a little bit!☀️
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“Wait, so tell me again how it happened?”, your friend Eun demanded.
It felt like you’d re-lived this story over and over, again and again, in the past few days. It had been an average day at work and your boss had asked you to bring a box of materials down to the accounting department. You’d grabbed the box of materials from the closet and started the trek down the hall to the stairs.
If only the box hadn’t been so heavy, or so large, then maybe it wouldn’t have blocked your view…then you might have seen the “wet floor” sign before you descended down the stairs. It had taken only a second before you’d found yourself sprawled on the landing to the third floor, leg throbbing in pain, unable to move from shock. 
“...and then my co-worker, Jaehyun, carried me to his car and drove me to the hospital, where I got THIS,” you finished, gesturing fluidly like a game show hostess to the bulky, white cast engulfing a good portion of your leg. 
“Very sexy,” Eun chuckled, before turning serious. “Hey, I’m sorry this happened to you…if you need anything, just yell and I’ll be there.” 
“Thanks, Eun. The doctor said it’s been enough time that I can bear some weight on it, but I’ll still probably take you up on that offer at some point. With me living on my own, I’m sure there’ll be a lightbulb that needs changing, groceries that need to be carried….maybe a leg that needs shaving,” you returned, half-joking, half-serious. 
“Speaking of living alone–have you told Baekhyun about any of this–it’s been a while since this happened, right?” Eun skillfully directed the conversation to a place you’d been striving to avoid. 
“Nope–don’t give me that look, Eun–you know how he is with stuff like this.” He worried way, way too much.  You smiled, remembering the time he’d insisted you call in sick to work because you’d been stung by a bee and he hadn’t wanted you to “overexert yourself”. He’d also maintained the need for copious amounts of cuddling all day under the guise of “needing to take care of his baby”. 
Most importantly, you didn’t want him to worry. Your boyfriend was away completing his compulsory military service, so you weren’t able to see him that often. You kept in constant contact via phone, well, as much as you could, with Baekhyun’s busy military schedule. He sent you little things from time to time–chocolates, flowers, food deliveries–so that he knew you were well-taken care of in his absence. 
Time was running out, though. Baekhyun was due for a military leave very soon and you knew you’d have to tell him before he came home to find you hobbling around on crutches with no explanation. 
“You better do it soon, that’s all I’m saying,” Eun advised, taking a sip from her coffee cup. 
You nodded in agreement. Tonight. You promised yourself you’d do it tonight. 
~*~
It was nighttime now, you were settled on the couch, your leg elevated per the doctor’s orders, nervously counting down the minutes until your nightly phone call with Baekhyun. Usually, you were bouncing off the walls with excitement, giddy to tell him all about your day, about how much you missed him. However, today you were apprehensive, knowing he’d be worried and probably angry–or worse–hurt that you didn’t tell him about something so important. 
As soon as the clock read 7:00 PM, your phone rang, Baekhyun’s name flashing on the screen. 
“Hello, love,” you answered as cheerfully as you could. 
“Hey, baby. How’s my sweet girl doing today?” As smooth a talker as ever. Baekhyun’s words were warm, practically dripping with honey. 
“Oh, fine, I guess–” 
“Something the matter?” he interjected. The man was a little too perceptive for his own good. 
“No, no, no, no, everything’s totally fine,” you lied through your teeth. 
“Okay–”
“So, when are you coming home?” you interjected before he could ask more questions. “I know your break is coming up soon.” Chicken. You’re a chicken. 
“Soon,” he replied simply. 
Since when was Baekhyun so vague? He was generally over-communicative about his breaks–when they were, for how long, etc. – so you could plan out what you wanted to do during that precious, precious time. 
“What do you mean ‘soon’? When is ‘soon’?” you tried to clarify. 
“Just soon” was his only response. You could hear him huffing and puffing, as though he was exerting himself, along with the pitter patter of steps echoing in an open space. 
“Are you going up stairs?” you wondered aloud.
“What? No–I’m not going up stairs–why would I be doing that?”, his voice higher-pitched this time–which often happened when he tried to lie. 
“Seriously, Baek, where are–” you cut off at the sound of the door. Turning your head, you were greeted with the sight of your boyfriend walking to stand in front of you, carrying the largest bouquet of roses you’d ever seen. 
“Surprise, baby!” Baekhyun smiled and held out the roses to you in a dramatic gesture, still breathing slightly heavily from his trek up the stairs. His eyes traveled over your body, taking you in like a thirsty man who’d just found water. When his gaze fell on your casted leg, his smile slowly disappeared, his eyes grew wide, and he grew oh so still. 
“Babe, what happened to your leg?” Baekhyun questioned, his voice unusually soft. He set the flowers down on the table, moving to run his fingers gently down the plastered material. 
“Baek–I was going to tell you–tonight, actually–but then you–,” you rushed to explain. “I didn’t want you to worry….please don’t be mad,” you said, feeling guilty. You waited with bated breath for his response. 
He gingerly slid onto the couch next to you, burrowing his face in your neck, arms encircling your middle. 
“Love, I’m not mad, okay? I’m just worried. My sweet baby’s broken and I didn’t know about it–and I couldn’t even be here to take care of you.” He placed a delicate kiss on your neck.
You told him all about the accident, assuring him you weren’t in any pain. He pouted when he heard about your struggles to get around, declaring himself “at your service” for the duration of his time home.
The next day, you woke up keenly aware of your boyfriend’s presence. Closing your eyes, you gently rubbed his back in small circles, basking in the feeling of having him in your arms again. Placing a kiss against his chest, you nuzzled him with your cheek, calmed by the steady beat of his heart. 
Slowly coming awake, he hummed softly in his throat, a lazy smile gracing his perfect features. 
“Good morning, love. What should we do today?” he wondered aloud. “I am at your disposal today.” He brushed your hair from your eyes, moving to cover your mouth with his own.
Sighing with contentment, you mentioned needing some things from the store. Like an eager puppy, Baekhyun left to do your bidding, returning an hour later with the groceries and a bakery box full of delicious treats from Paris Baguette. 
“Ahhh”, Baekhyun coaxed, holding up your favorite strawberry mochi doughnut for you to take  a bite. Taking the bait, you sank your teeth into the soft pastry, the taste of fresh strawberries hitting you like a fresh wind. 
“Mmmmm”, you hummed your approval as you chewed. “A girl could get used to this.” 
“Get used to what? Staying in bed all day? Delicious doughnuts? A devilishly handsome boyfriend?” Baekhyun teased you with an ease that you’d missed in his absence. 
“All of the above,” you affirmed, stretching like a cat to relieve the tension in your shoulders. 
~*~
Over the next week, Baekhyun was true to his word, practically waiting on you hand and foot. Well, as much as you would let him, that is. He *attempted* to cook you food, helped you to the bathroom, plastic-wrapped your cast before a shower, and brushed your hair when you were done. “Helping his baby”, he’d said, beaming with pride. 
With Baekhyun’s leave coming to a close, you grew sad at the thought of not having him around everyday. Waking up in his arms in the morning, hearing him sing to himself while attempting to fry an egg, even the way he smacked his lips when he ate, you’d miss them all. On the morning of his departure, it was your turn to be clingy–finding any and every opportunity to touch him–a hug from behind, lacing his fingers through yours, sweet eskimo kisses. 
With his bag packed, Baekyun stood in the living room, taking in the space one last time before his departure. From your vantage point on the couch, you could see him fidgeting with his hands, almost looking nervous. Perhaps he was nervous about leaving you alone to fend for yourself. 
Coming to stand before you, Baekhyun cleared his throat. 
“Baby, this week has been so wonderful. Taking care of you this week has really made me think about how important you are in my life. I know I have to leave, but it doesn’t feel right leaving you alone to fend for yourself.”
“Baek–”, you started to interject. 
“No, love, it’s my job as your boyfriend to take care of you–which is why I’ve talked to my mother–she wants you to move in with her and my dad for a while while you recover.”
“But–” 
“No ‘buts’, love. I want you to have the support you need to heal. It’ll be great–you’ll get fed–you know my mom’s a great cook–and she’ll help you get around. Though she is a *bit* miffed that you didn’t mention this to her prior to this.” He gave you a pointed look with that last sentence. 
“Baekhyun, that sounds lovely–but it’s not appropriate for their son’s girlfriend to be staying in their home.”
“I know, I know, it wouldn’t be appropriate for my girlfriend to be staying there, but my fiancée staying there would be an entirely different matter.”
You froze as his words, lips suddenly immobile as his words soaked in. Baekhyun fiddled with something in his pocket, pulling out a black, velvet box. Getting down on one knee, he opened the box to reveal the most gorgeous ring you’d ever seen. Heart in his eyes, he stared up at you.
“Baby, I love you so much–and I want to be your support, your protector, and your lover for the rest of my life. Marry me?”
Moving as fast as your casted leg would let you, you inelegantly threw your arms around his neck. Baekhyun steadied you, pulling you close in an intimate embrace.
“So, I’m assuming that’s a ‘yes’?”, he said, chuckling at your enthusiasm. 
“Yes! A hundred times, yes!” You took his face between your hands, pulling it forward to smash your lips to his. After you both came up for air, Baekhyun slid the stunning, halo-cut ring on your finger. His hand lingered, enjoying the feel of his ring in its rightful place.
Baekhyun’s phone buzzed, indicating his ride back to base was here. You pulled him in for one more hug, memorizing his scent, hoping it would last until the next time he came home. He grabbed his bag and started towards the door, looking back to keep you in his gaze as long as possible. 
“Goodbye, wife.” He grinned, clearly liking your new title. 
“Goodbye, husband.” You returned his smile, heart fluttering. “What a week–doughnuts AND a proposal…and a fiancée who’s leaving me.” You jutted your lower lip out into a dramatic pout.
“My poor baby”, Baekhyun cooed, striding back to pull you in for one last hug. “Wait just a little longer, my love, then I’ll be at your service for life.” 
~*~
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Commitment issues | Bbh
Byun Baekhyun x fem!reader
Best friends to lovers!AU
Plot:after a stolen kiss from your friend Baekhyun you open your eyes,realising that maybe you need to leave your fears behind
Warnings:mentions of past trauma,cursing
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“I was so scared you would’ve opened that door and left”
Baekhyun laid down on his bed,ruffling his hair. He couldn’t stop thinking about you and the kiss you two had exchanged a few days ago.
It had been almost an accident,you simply bumped into each other while baking a cake in the small kitchen of your apartment,but he had been so in love with you that he couldn’t avoid overthinking it.
And the same happened to you too.
You were sitting on the couch,with your cat,Minnie,on your legs. She was sleeping peacefully. How much you envied her,you thought;living the life of a cat was so easy:no drama,no love problems,just naps. You really wanted to close your eyes that night,you had ran out of sleep because of the thought of that kiss,but you couldn’t forget anything about it.
You couldn’t forget Baekhyun’s soft smile while kneading the dough with you,your hands stroking against each other,the delicate smell of his cologne mixing up with the one of cinnamon and pastry,and then…it happened. He wanted to put the mixture in the oven,which was on the right,next to you,while you wanted to take a mop,which was on the left, next to Baekhyun. You both turned around at the same time and decided to overtake the other by walking on the left. There it happened:your bodies collided. Some mixture fell on the ground,followed by the mop,and your lips got chained together.
You were surprised,same for Baekhyun,but he didn’t seemed bothered at all:in that moment you connected all the dots, and understood his feelings. It made you shiver,but not in pleasure.
Baekhyun had been your best friend since kindergarten:you had started playing together during breaks and since then he had never left your side.
He had seen the best part of you,but also the worst. He was there during your hard times;first when your dad abandoned your mum to get engaged with a younger woman;then when,in high school,you were bullied after a so called friend of yours told everybody that your dad had left to fuck with a twenty five year old woman. You had found yourself alone,surrounded with people laughing at you,but even then Baekhyun took care of you
He would walk you to school,sit with you during lunch,snap when any bully was around and he would even help you study during the days in which all you could do was crying.
On the other hand,you had always been there for him too. You comforted him when he needed it,you listened to him and never left him alone. There was a strong bond tying the two of you together, and you were scared that you could break it by hurting his feelings.
You loved him,indeed,and,after that random kiss,you were sure that love wasn’t the one you could feel towards a friend. It was so much more,it was the one you only see in movies. A deep love,made of devotion and both mental and physical attraction;however you weren’t ready for it. You wanted it,but you weren’t able to hold onto it. Too many fears popped in your heart at the thought of dating Baekhyun,because you knew you would’ve never been able to be intimate with him…or any other person,which was why you had been single your whole life. You were too scared to trust people in most cases,while in others,like it happened for Baekhyun,you were simply scared to not being able to carry on with a relationship and hurt your other half. It couldn’t happen,not with Byun Baekhyun. You would’ve never forgiven yourself for hurting the only person who had always been by your side.
You spent the night turning around in between your sheets:right side,left side,tummy,back…it seemed a loop that stopped only when you saw the dawn. It was the fourth night spent sleepless,you could feel your body missing all its energy,so you knew that a though day was ahead.
You took your car and drove to university:finance was the first class of the morning.
You sighed,sitting at the same spot as always, where Baekhyun found you.
“Good morning!” a beautiful smiled appeared on his pinky lips
“Good morning” you smiled back,but with less excitement than usual. Baekhyun immediately noticed and looked at you with concern
“Are you okay Y/n?” he asked,holding onto your wrist. Panicked,you shrugged his hand off
“I’m fine,just tired”
“Why? You didn’t sleep?”
“I didn’t” you said,standing up as soon as the professor stepped into the class.
Following that morning’s lessons was almost impossible to you:your head ached and keeping your eyes opened was a battle that made it impossibile for you to take notes.
Baekhyun obviously noticed,so he put an unusual effort into writing down every single word he could hear
“Y/n…” he called you with a whisper,touching your shoulder with the cap of the pen
“Mh…” you murmured,about to falling asleep
“Y/n!” he called you again. This time you startled and straightened your back
“What?” you asked,blinking fast
“Go home,I’ll take notes for the both of us” Baekhyun smiled.
You shook your head
“It’s okay,I’ll take mine. I had just a moment,thank you Baek” you said,unintentionally cold
Baekhyun’s sweet smile disappeared as he went back to writing.
At the end of the lessons you left the university. You were heading to the parking when Baekhyun reached you
“Are you sure you can drive? I can give you a lift”
“Don’t worry Baek,I can. See you tomorrow”
You hated yourself that day:you were awfully cold and distant,but,somehow,that was the only behaviour you could have towards the boy,it didn’t matter if you didn’t want it. It was something similar to a copying mechanism:you didn’t want him to be fooled or hurt so you would simply step away. There was nothing you could do to avoid it:your cold voice came out naturally,same with the need to avoid any kind of physical contact. You thought that in a few days things would get better,but it only worsened.
The more you tried to avoid Baekhyun,the more he looked for you.
You were hungry? He would share his snacks
You were thirsty? He would share his drinks
You were sleepy? He would offer you his shoulder as a pillow and would take notes for you.
One day it even happened:after a week of barely sleeping you couldn’t stand it and ended up falling asleep on his shoulder while revising for an exam.
You were sitting on a bench in the garden of the university as both you and Baekhyun were checking the notes taken during one the many classes. You were trying to stay focused on understanding what you were reading,but the more you tried the more your brain wanted to black out…until it actually happened. You yawned and randomly nodded at what Baekhyun was saying,without even understanding what he was talking about,then your lashes shut and your head became heavy,falling on your friend’s shoulder.
Baekhyun,whose heart skipped a beating for a second,didn’t dare to wake you up;otherwise he fixed your jacket,wrapped an arm around your body and went on revising on his own. Happy to have you so close.
When you woke up,embarrassed,you tried to apologies but Baekhyun said only one thing:
“They say that if we fall asleep on someone’s shoulder it’s because we trust them with our life. It’s nothing new,but I’m glad you trust me with yours” he smiled,and you couldn’t take it anymore.
Without saying a word you collected your things and ran away,holding back your tears:what the hell was going on? Why,all of a sudden,weren’t you able to control your emotions?! Why were you feeling so angry and overwhelmed? Why couldn’t Baekhyun stop it there?
You took your car and drove home,slamming the door as soon as you got inside your flat.
Minnie,who was peacefully sleeping,stood up and ran to hide in a corner as soon as she heard the loud noise. You looked at her and pat her head
“I’m sorry baby,I’m not mad at you” you sighed
The little cat waved her tail and licked your hand,watching while you went to your room.
You threw your bag at the end of the bed,took off your jacket and let your body fall on the sheets. How much you wanted to disappear and forget that crappy situation with Baekhyun. You grabbed your pillow and put it under your head,closing your eyes. At the beginning your mind would jump from a thought to another,browsing your imaginary book of memories. Baekhyun was everywhere,which made you tear up,but you were so tired,and the bed was so comfortable,that you had no time to breakdown as you finally fell asleep.
You woke up at 9pm,it was already dark outside and Minnie was hungry. You rubbed your eyes,bringing into clear the imagine of your cat wagging her tail on your bed.
“I’m coming…I’ll cook you dinner” you mumbled. Said so,the animal jumped down from your bed and ran to the kitchen.
You followed her,yawning,while checking the phone:it was pretty late and you had missed four calls from your best friend.
You sighed,deciding to not call back,and filled Minnie’s plat with her favourite dry food.
Then,suddenly,your phone rang. You could imagine who was calling you…and you were right.
“What’s up?” you said
“What’s up?! Really Y/n? I’ve been calling you all evening! Why didn’t you call me back?”
“I was sleeping”
“I should’ve imagined…”
“Yeah,you should have. Give it a break Baekhyun,you’re not my boyfriend,there’s no need to be so mad at me for not answering to your damn calls”
“Why are you so rude now?”
“Because you’re too clingy,I feel like suffocating! Get off of me!” you yelled,hanging up.
It took you a few seconds before realising what you had done.
“Fuck!” you exclaimed,calling your friend a few times. He didn’t answer,instead he rejected all your calls. While trying to not fuck everything up you actually did.
The next day,at university,you looked for Baekhyun, but he kept avoiding you. First,he sat next to Chanyeol in class,then he had lunch with his friends without inviting you and,least but not last,he ignored you when you tried to talk to him in the parking. You wanted to cry,but you knew you had no time;so,that evening,you decided to visit him at home and have a talk.
You took a deep breath and rang his bell:
“What’s up?” his voice was calm and warm as usual
“It’s Y/n…can we talk?”
As soon as you pronounced those words his tone changed,becoming cold and angry
“No,leave”
“Please…”
He didn’t answer. You rang again,but nothing.
“Baekhyun,please it’s important!”
Still nothing. You started knocking at his door.
“I said it’s important!” you exclaimed,louder. The door finally opened,revealing the boy’s disappointed face
“Stop being this loud and get in for fuck sake” he mumbled as you stepped in the house.
“What is it?” Baekhyun asked,pouring himself some orange juice
“I’ve made a mistake:I should’ve never talked to you like that at the phone. I’m sorry” you were about to hold his hand,but the usual feeling of uneasiness rose from the depths of your heart,holding you back.
The boy noticed and shook his head with delusion. You clenched your jaw.
“That’s it?” he asked,giving you his back
“Yeah…” you murmured. No,that wasn’t it,you wanted to say many more things but you had no courage to do so
“Really?” he turned around,crossing his arms while resting against the kitchen counter
“Yeah…” you repeated
“Liar” he spat out. Those words hit you in the stomach,like a fist
“I’m sorry I gotta go…” you said,running towards the door,but Baekhyun held your hand and dragged you back in the kitchen
“You don’t give a shit about my feelings,do you?!” he scoffed. His face was serious,fire was burning in his eyes
“That’s not true!” you bit back
“Then why you keep playing this shitty come and go game? That’s how you repay me for being by your side since we were kids?!” Baekhyun was yelling
“Don’t talk like you don’t know that you’re the most important person in my life!” you yelled back,pushing him
“Then why are you treating me like this? Is it because we kissed? It is,isn’t it? If you have something to tell me about that,just do it! Coward!”
“I said that there’s nothing I have to tell you. I came just to apologise for that phone call”
“Oh,you are? So you’re not apologising for how you treated me in the past days?”
“Baekhyun…” you didn’t know what to say. You were screwing everything more and more up at any spoken word
“Nevermind. Go. Go and never come back”
At those words your heart shattered. You opened your mouth,as if you wanted to tell him the truth,but words wouldn’t come out. With your head down,defeated,you walked out from the kitchen,through the living room,until you reached the entrance. You grabbed the door handle,ready to leave,while Baekhyun was staring at you from far away,with teary eyes…then something inside you clicked.
You were about to lose him:you were about lose Byun Baekhyun,the only person that was irreplaceable for you…and why? Just because you couldn’t find the strength to do something you had been doing your whole life in his presence:open up. That was crazy. You couldn’t end your friendship like that.
You took a deep breath,leaving the door handle to walk towards the boy
“No Baek,I do apologies for how I’ve treated you in the past days. I’m sorry,I’m really sorry-you ran to him and wrapped your arms around his waist-Don’t be mad at me,I didn’t do it on purpose” you murmured,with your face buried in his grey hoodie.
The boy rested his chin on top of your head,a tear rolling down his cheek while he hugged you tightly
“I was so scared you would’ve opened that door and left” his voice was broken
“I would’ve never. I love you so much that I can’t leave you like that. It’s just that…-you looked at him-I don’t even know how to tell you”
“I’ll take anything,what is it?” he demanded. His hand rested on your cheek as his thumb stroked your skin,wiping a tear of yours away
“I love you as much as you love me,but I’m scared to hurt you” you confessed,burying your face in his chest. Your fingers held onto his hoodie while your body was shaking.
Baekhyun shook his head,caressing your back
“Why would you hurt me,Y/n?” he asked,sweetly
“Because…I don’t think I’m able to carry on a relationship. There’s been too much going on in my life”
“And you think that scares me?”
“What?” you asked,confused
“Y/n-Baekhyun smiled-I’ve see everything,there’s nothing I don’t know about you. I’ve carefully chosen who I want to spend this part of my life with…and that’s you. I love you for what you are,with your qualities and flaws. Besides that,the people in a relationship are two,not one:you’ll carry on what you can,I’ll do the rest”
“Baek…” you didn’t know how to answer. No one had ever told you anything so beautiful
“But if you don’t feel like dating someone it’s okay,I’ll wait for you. I’ve been waiting all these years,I can wait a little more”
You shook your head
“I don’t want you to wait anymore” you whispered,kissing the boy.
One of Baekhyun’s hand moved to the back of your head while,with the other,he brought you closer. You lost your balance for a second,holding onto the kitchen counter Baekhyun was laying against. He smiled in the kiss as he supported you with his body
“Be careful,you’re always so clumsy” he laughed. You blushed:what a beautiful vision,you couldn’t believe that the prettiest and kindest boy in the world was all yours.
Without thinking twice,you hugged him again,resting your head on his chest
“I’ll do my best to treat you right” you said
“And I’ll do my best to make your fears disappear” Baekhyun replied,kissing the top of your head.
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