allistics when autistic person has autistic traits instead of just being a silly and quirky:

anyone else with autism feels like they were ahead of their peers as a child but now they are so far behind them.

as a child i felt more mature and more like an adult than everyone else, i read books and i followed all directions and i wasn't being goofy and annoying. i got along with teachers much better than anyone my age and just felt above everyone.

now, i just feel like a permanent 13 year old. people my age are getting into relationships where as i cannot imagine being that close to someone else (and frankly i dont think anyone has ever been interested in me that way). people are traveling out of the country with friends and drinking alcohol where as i feel like that is not a thing i should be doing and it feels like breaking rules even my own mum expects me to be like an adult and makes fun of me (lovingly) that i ask her for permission to go outside when im going to be moving out in like 2 months.

idk i just feel weird and alone. i feel like i wont ever find people that i will get along with beyond the surface level

i don't know if this is an autistic thing but i hate big letters.

i don't care if it's grammatically wrong.

they're ruining ✨the aesthetic✨

me, upon feeling a slight crunch in my soft food:

Autism Mood of The Day

Being so frustrated about every little thing and crying because you don't know how to express your emotions.

So then you end up crying in front of your parents and make them uncomfortable/feel frustrated cause they don't know why you're crying "ItS nOt ThAt BiG oF a DeAl" or they don't know how to help

me when I am autistic and show traits of autism bc I have autism and I am autistic: I’m like if autism was a person or something this is ridiculous

There is no bond quite like an autistic person and their cat

Honestly the answers I give to any personality/ADHD/Autism test I take online, really depend on my mood that day

you actually know the songs that "everybody knows." i was too busy doing undiagnosed autistic stimming to firefly by owl city. we are not the same

the neurodivergent pipeline of going from feeling like you are more mature than everyone to feeling like you are 5 years younger than your peers

the other day i was talking to a friend and i trusted her to tell that i think i might be autistic and she said

'i don't think you have it, you don't show any symptoms. and also you have this thing when you start to research something, you think and worry about it too much and you really get deep into that thing and this might confuse you and make you think you have autism'

:Dd.. what?

(I'm sorry if I worded it weird, English is not my main language)

the autistic fear that when you accept a gift the person will accuse you of being rude and taking from them

Me: *tells a couple really cool fun facts to my older sister via text*

Her: *affectionately* Your autism is showing lol, also super cool facts

Me: *sitting here with 21 tabs open that are all horse figurines because my collection needs more* Me, autistic? Wha- You're crazy!

so autistic it hurts /j

you know how Sento's hair goes up kinda like a cockatoo's crest when he's excited about science stuff??

that's how I feel with my hyperfixations

like i now imagine my hair doing this anytime i info dump