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styloff · 1 year
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The absolute best article I've read in all of this stupid drama. It hits every nail on the head. Sadly the people who need to read it probably won't and even if they do, it'll go right over their heads.
Hating Olivia Wilde is an example of the depressingly common venom leveled at the romantic partner of a star with whom stans have a parasocial relationship. Styles has been notoriously private about his personal life, saying in interviews that regaining his privacy was paramount to him after five years of intense scrutiny as a member of the world’s most famous boyband. 
And yet, all of the women with whom he’s been linked over the years have been subject to the same outrageous levels of hateful conduct and harassment. Styles, speaking to Rolling Stone last month alluded to this, saying “Can you imagine going on a second date with someone and being like, ‘OK, there’s this corner of the thing, and they’re going to say this, and it’s going to be really crazy, and they’re going to be really mean, and it’s not real.… But anyway, what do you want to eat?’ ”
These so-called fans are happy to dig through years of social media posts to find ways in which a romantic partner has been “problematic”, dismissing French model Camille Rowe for “supporting serial killers” (she dressed as Sharon Tate for Hallowe’en) and British chef Tess Ward for being fatphobic. In the eighteen months or so that Wilde and Styles have been seen together, Wilde has come under an even more intense array of criticism. The ten-year age gap between her and Styles makes her “predatory”. Her shared custody of her children with former partner Jason Sudeikis has been interpreted to mean she is a bad mother who routinely abandons her kids. She is “unprofessional” for embarking on a relationship with someone she met on set. 
For the fans spreading these talking points, finding reasons to justify their toxic behavior is critical—that way they can deny that this is a case of, “if I can’t have him, no one can”. It’s not that they don’t want Harry to find love, it’s just that this woman (and the one before her and the one before that) is obviously completely unsuitable.
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Maintaining their ongoing hate campaign against Wilde puts stans in what should be some awkward spots, given the demographics of Styles’ fandom (female, progressive, queer). They side with Wilde’s former partner Sudeikis in their split, revelling in Wilde being served papers relating to custody on stage at CinemaCon, despite it being a cruel and humiliating tactic deployed against a woman in a professional setting. While they won’t come right out and say that LaBeouf is a hero, the glee with which his side of the story was received was a sight to behold. Even aligning yourself with alleged abusers is okay if it’s against a woman who isn’t what you want her to be. 
Worse still, Media Matters found that right wing sites exploited the situation, amplifying the hateful content and using terms like “commie whore,” “Hollywood harlot,” and “bimbo” to describe Wilde, “eager for the downfall of women who are outspoken on progressive issues” (and for the income that clicks on these stories generate).
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emotionaldamages · 3 months
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heartbeat- oscar piastri
summary- oscar is dating a actor, who happens to be sebastian's daughter
pairings- oscar piastri x actor!reader
authors note- hi guysss, so sorry for the lag I’ve been a little bit busy, hope you enjoy😊
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y/nvettel supporting the children I guess
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username why is charles giggle like that
username how cute
username I need a supportive partner
landonorris the photo was unnecessary
charles_leclerc you looked funny
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username I can't wait to meet her!
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username a red carpet look now.
username I need money for this
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oscarpiastri ❤
y/nvettel has posted a story!
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landonorris that’s so fake
oscarpiastri babee what the heck
georgerussell55 good choice 👍
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y/nvettel winter break🫶🏼☃️ my heart beats for yall
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username how cuteee
username I want what they have
username we need a lily and y/n adventure
y/nvettel soon🫡
landonorris I hate couples.
lilyhme we already said we would help you find a gf🙄
oscarpiastri the entire trip was lily stealing you from me
lilyhme deal with it
alex_albon story of our life’s man
username I need friends
username you take my breath away
username how is she so fine?
y/nvettel
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y/nvettel we outside☃️
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username cutest daughter and father
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lilyhme where was my invite😔
alex_albon I hope you fell
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y/nvettel
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y/nvettel just trying to sleep but this makes my heartbeat with excitement
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username I’m so ready for season four to be filmed
username I need them to film faster
username she said 🧍🏽‍♀️ laying down
landonorris sucks not sleeping doesn’t it
jeremy7offical you can sleep in my bed
landonorris yea no
username y’all see that….
username we love lando defending oscar and her
username someone get him out of here
username oh wow.
username on the internet he says that?!?
y/nvettel
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y/nvettel awards in awards
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oscarpiastri love of my life
username he’s so cute with her 😔
username she’s gorgeoussss
username she ate up all those outfits
username mother
username have my children
lilyhme literally my wife
sebastianvettel very proud of you🩷
username daddy issues are rising after that
jeremy7official let’s celebrate😉
username someone get that man out of here
username he’s a little too bold
username what.
username where’s oscar when you need him
oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri we sleep and celebrate together. I make her heartbeat😉
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landonorris you tell him oscar
username lando is me asf
username ate that up oscar
username he said been there done that
username we love it
mclaren he doesn’t stand a chance
username now why is mclaren involved
y/nvettel 🥰
username ate him up
username cutest couple
username mother and father
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sincerlyleclerc · 1 day
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da track life
cl16 x reader
social media au
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yourinstagram posted
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yourinstagram “do i look cool right now?”
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charles_leclerc who is this sexy gentleman ♥ by author
yourinstagram girl bye
username LMAO CHARLES 😭😭😭
username thats my husband actually
username no honeybunch he don’t know you
carlossainz55 🌶️🔥 ♥ by author
username not carlos leaving his mark in the comments
username wise words from carlos sainz “🌶️🔥”
lilymhe great now turn the camera around ♥ by author
yourinstagram my wife
lilymhe 😘😘
alex_albon …
yourinstagram stop trying to break up our marriage you hater
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charles_leclerc this week so far 📸📸
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yourusername omg i love carlos sainz!!! whose the other dude in the picture?
charles_leclerc 😐💔
username all she do is troll 😭😭
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carlossainz55 this is good but i feel like we need more pictures of carlos ♥️ by author
username forgot to switch to your @carlossainzlover4eva account
username oh he know he ate with this comment
landonorris this would be cooler if all the red was orange
charles_leclerc i will not be liking this comment
yourusername real 😕
charles_leclerc excuse me…
yourusername im a mclaren fan being held against my will by ferrari
landonorris we miss you twin 😔🧡
charles_leclerc im blocking both of you as we speak
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yourusername who keeps giving yall my phone
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danielricciardo that’s our phone now ♥️ by author
yourusername yall are robbing me of my storage
charles_leclerc i look good in that picture ♥️ by author
yourusername if only you looked like lily 😔
lilymhe it’s ok babe we’ll have time alone at the paddock on saturday 😍😍 ♥️ by author
charles_leclerc i feel like im being cheated on
yourusername no you’re just my side piece im married to lily
georgerussell63 no one can take pictures like me ♥️ by author
yourusername a true icon russ
username the way he is so proud kills me 😭
username tbh if i was george russell i would be too
landonorris the way my picture alone is the best 😱 ♥️ by author
yourusername with the mclaren logo in the back 🔥🔥
charles_leclerc don’t start.
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lilymhe love saturdays
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yourusername back with my girl finally 🙏🏼🙏🏼 ♥️ by author
lilymhe we were together all day yesterday and i still miss you 😢🩷🩷
alex_albon do you miss me 😕😕
lilymhe no because you’re laying next to me right now..
yourusername stop third wheeling us alex
alex_albon paddock vibezz 😎😎 ♥️ by author
lilymhe always 🩷😎
charles_leclerc now i know why i can never find my girlfriend anywhere ♥️ by author
lilymhe no charles, MY girlfriend.
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a/n: currently having bad writers block but i got bored so i made this and it kind of ate but whatever i hope you liked 🤍🤍😘
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taglist: @chonkybonky @m0cha-bunny
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sonderessence · 4 months
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thinin' 'bout you. aki hayakawa x female reader
contains / warnings: maybe a bit suggestive?? kisses! :3
authors note: i had this on my mind and wrote it down so i wouldn't forget it 😭
— now playing . . . she's mine pt.2 by j. cole ( yes, ik this song is about a baby🙄 )
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. posted on ... 11 / 24 / 2023
aki couldn't stop thinking about you since he first saw you at the devil hunting agency. you were new; but fearless when it came to fighting, something that made him even more interested in you.
as discrete as he tried to keep his feelings when it came to you, his heart would always flutter when you touched his shoulder; it was such a small habit you carried since meeting him. to tell the truth, as much as aki voiced the fact that he hated physical contact, he couldn't be far from the truth.
aki would lie awake in bed, thinking about your face. god, you were so beautiful to him, just hearing your sweet voice would cause him to melt. he'd wake up in a sweat and curse himself for all the erotic dreams he would have about you-
no...he can't feel this way about anyone. he can't bear to see you cry about him and the stupid things he does that'll get him killed one day.
you'd always fuss at him about smoking.
"y'know, those things cause serious health problems."
"i know."
"so why do you smoke?"
aki smoked to take the pain away. his addiction started a couple years after the death of his family and got worse and worse after himeno's death. he'd drink occasionally, but the strong sent of nicotine entering his lungs easily beat a next day hangover.
one thing aki realized after you two got close, was his smoking habits grew less. just being around you kept him calmer than a death stick could.
the first time you asked to come over to his house he panicked, but of course said yes in a heartbeat. he kicked denji and power out, telling them to 'go to the park, and don't do anything stupid!', so they wouldn't ruin anything else in the house.
when he opened his front door, he saw you with that same warm smile you always had around the agency. no matter how hard things got, you kept that smile.
as you walked into his house, marveling at his small cozy apartment, his eyes mindlessly fell to your ass. that damn skirt you wore...he could kill himself for thinking whatever he was thinking.
aki was a pretty calm guy, but the calm facade died down and ran away when you sat next to him; your leg brushed over his, causing his breath to get caught in his throat.
"you seem nervous hayakawa, what's the matter?"
he didn't answer but kept his eyes fixated on you.
"akiiii" you teased, cupping his face with your soft hands. you noticed a spark in his eyes when you called him by his first name. his eyes met yours and made their way down to your lips.
a soft red tint coated his face, oh how he wanted to kiss you. he'd been waiting for this moment for months; months of avoiding you so he'd forget his feelings towards you, months of sleepless nights because his mind would be clouded with thoughts of you, months of pushing his feelings to the side because he was scared to fall in love.
he couldn't do this.
so he didn't, instead mumbling an incoherent e-excuseme- before running into the nearest bathroom.
was he just a lovesick looser who couldn't dare tell the love of his life how he felt?
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a/n: yall know i ate with this one, don't lie 🤭
taglist.
©sonderessence, 2023 — do not steal or copy works, seriously.
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imdead770 · 27 days
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Dallas with a s/o who lived in NYC too and has a similar accent as him pls🙏🙏 (Also I love love love you’re writing keep doing what you’re doing!!!)
Dallas Winston x Reader - NYC
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Authors Note - I have like 3 asks before this but I love this and it means it get to write a NY accent and that's so fun
Sorry for never writing yall
No excuse I'm just lazy 💞
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¤ Just a warning this is super stereotypical
¤ I'm sorry I'm from the south I don't know yall so I'm going off stereotypes 😭😭
¤ First of all people can barely understand either of you
¤ I mean everyone else has a southern accent, they're used to that
¤ So an accent that sounds like you're drunk 24/7 isn't exactly easy to understand
¤ If you're both from New York, you already have a lot in common
¤ The fights, the accent, the road rage, the food, all that
¤ Now I'm from the south, I haven't met a lot of New Yorkers
¤ But the ones I have met always have such a resting bitch face
¤ So like whenever someone introduced you to Dal (or the other way around) you both had that same, natural glare
¤ And somehow you both got the 'holy shit, you're a New Yorker too??' message
¤ I don't know how but New Yorkers just know if you're a New Yorker
¤ It's like a 6th sense
¤ So naturally you're both mean to each other
¤ The others are like 'oh shirt they hate each other'
¤ You don't
¤ Like eventually you leave and Dals all
"She ain't bad."
¤ And everyone's all
"You just insulted each other like.. 25 times?"
¤ And he just nods and lights a cigarette like he didn't just meet his second favorite person in this town
¤ Naturally you both see each other at some pizza place
¤ Probably one that's closest to greasy NY pizza
¤ This is meant as a compliment, yall have such good pizza omfg
¤ You both realize just how much you have in common
¤ How thick the air is, the random guy getting his ass beat as you're just minding your business, the fact nobody here can understand certain words you say
¤ You two understand each other
¤ If Dallas would ever open up to someone about his trauma (he wouldn't), it'd be you
¤ He knows you've seen at least a sliver of the same shit he did
¤ Anyways, both of yall love to hype of New York together
¤ Like really play into the stereotypes
"Oh ya', a rat nearly ate m' face off once"
"WHAT??"
"Happen'd to me, too"
¤ You both think it's hilarious
¤ Plus yall love to make your accents thicker to confuse people more
¤ Slur the vowels together, mumble more then you need to, then watch people try to figure out what the fuck you just said
¤ Dal gets all mad if someone asks him to lighten up the accent
¤ I think you both like hanging out together because it reminds the other of home
¤ Like Dal almost forgot what a New Yorker who wasn't him sounded like
¤ Plus if Dal ever met your parents, even though he's rude and kind of dangerous, they might tolerate him more
¤ Yall intumidate so many people omg
¤ Like half of that town are sweet southern people
¤ So seeing two New Yorkers you get the classic
"Ew, they're yankees"
¤ Yes we really do say that 👍
¤ But people get all scared cuz they're like 'omg they're gonna shoot me'
¤ Again, you both think it's the funniest shit
¤ Like being yelled at by a New Yorker is scary enough
¤ But TWO
¤ It's like you two are so intimidating together it's perfect
¤ Of course Dal asks you on a date to some pizza place and you two walk around the block sharing a cigarette
¤ Another thing
¤ You're actually used to the cold and he's so, so grateful for that
¤ Everyone else in Oklahoma gets all shivery the moment it's less then 60
¤ Like you don't complain about it and he loves that so much
¤ Back to the topic
¤ Date goes great
¤ Once you two become a thing you fight a good amount
¤ I mean you're from the North, it's natural (I think?? This might be stereotypical so sorry)
¤ Even people from the South fight with Dal so this isn't any different
¤ But since you're both used to fights the insults are crazy
¤ Like the gangs jaws have dropped hundreds of times with what the two of yall come up with
¤ Like it's the most foul, disturbingly impressive, heart breaking insults
¤ Then the other returns it with a snicker and another just as horrendously good insult
¤ Match made in heaven
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444rockstargf · 8 months
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"if i cant have you baby, no one else in this world can." | charlie walker
jealous girl - lana del rey
summary: you get a new boyfriend, and charlie decides to take matters into his own hands.
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reader x possesive!charlie
contents: murder, stalking
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it was official. you and your new boyfriend had tied the knot after his grand gesture at the front of the school, confessing his love for you. everyone was in awe. you were congratulated for your new relationship as you walked through the halls, a giant smile on your face.
you hadnt noticed charlie looking at the two of you, green with envy. especially since he was planning on making a move on you today. you just had to say yes to the stereotypical jock, and it filled him with rage. he was going to make you his. no matter what it took.
ever since freshman year, he made it his mission to learn everything about you. from simple things like your favourite movie, to more personal things, like your fears and desires. he knew he was the only one who could read your little signs and gestures like a book.
at your lunch break, you and your boyfriend snuck out of the school building to sit on the little bench near the school. his arms were wrapped around you as he went straight for your neck, biting it.
you werent enjoying it, but your boyfriend wasnt exactly the kind of guy you could say "no" to. charlie had been keeping a close eye on you all day, watching your every move. he had come up with a plan to kill your boyfriend so that he could support you and show you that he's the true love of your life.
charlie waited until the school day ended. in the evening, your boyfriend had taken you to his favourite restaurant without consulting you. you ate something, causing an allergic reaction. you quickly stood up from the table, saying goodbye to him before dashing out of the diner and walking home. at this point, you just wanted someone who cared about you.
charlie had seen the whole thing go down, his hatred for your boyfriend only growing stronger. he watched as he ordered you a meal that had red meat in it, which triggered your allergy. he was certain that this was not the man for you.
he waited until 11pm, until your boyfriend finally stood up and walked out of the diner. as he walked to his car, he noticed some liquid underneath his tire. brake fluid.
he cursed under his breath, kicking the car door. charlie got into position. dressed in his ghostface attire, he grabbed your boyfriend's neck from behind, holding him in a tight chokehold. as he struggled to get out of his firm grip, charlie grabbed his knife and slashed his throat, killing him instantly before leaving the scene.
that was all everybody was talking about the next day at school. you got many condolences as you walked through the halls, though you weren't grieving his death the way everyone thought you would.
you got to your locker as everyone else made their way to class. you felt a light tap on your shoulder. you turned to see charlie walker. a cute-ish movie geek who had been in your class for the past 4 years. youd always thought he was a little creepy, but he seemed completely harmless at this moment.
he smiled shyly as he spoke. "i-im really sorry about your boyfriend. cuts to the throat are really fatal." he held out a blood red rose to you.
you smiled at his gesture, accepting the rose. "thanks, i appreciate it."
charlie beamed. "anytime. can i walk to class with you?" you nod with a smile.
as you and charlie start walking together hand in hand, you cant help but wonder how he knew how your boyfriend was killed.
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author's note: here is the charlie fic that yall voted for. next one i will be working on is euronymous from lords of chaos. hope you enjoyed!
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ranposgirlboss · 1 year
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rubs my hands all maniacally😍
a little birdie told me that your requests are open!
i was thinking abt the bsd boys reacting to a s/o that eats the weirdest food combinations LMAO
i eat cheese puffs and hot sauce aND WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I ATE APPLES WITH KETCHUP BAHAH
anyways that’s all 🙏
BAJUAHJSGVHSABJGASHJBSAGHVSBJGASBHJ BRO IF U LIKE THAT EAT APPLES AND SOYSAUCE ITS SO BANGER!!! THE SWEET AND SALTY SAVOURY FEEL >>>> also popcorn and ketchup is so real
ALSO PROPS TO MY BESTIE FOR HELPING ME WITH SOME OF THESE IDEAS!! (mainly poes) THANK HER IN YOUR HEARTS BC SHE DOESNT HAVE AN ACC ON HERE!!!
i HAD SO MUCH FUN WRITING THESE OMG
chara list: tecchou, jouno, ranpo, poe and dazai,
GENRE: FLUFF >:))
i made them all little skrunklies in this >:))
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TECCHOU
-IM SORRY IF I SPELLED THAT HORRIBLY WRONG I ALWAYS CALL HIM KATCHOW (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)
-omg yall would be married instantly
-he has the papers signed
-FINALLY SOMEONE WHO WILL TRY SOME OF HIS COMBINATIONS!!!
-feels so understood
-if you ask him to try ur combos, HE WILL ALWAYS ACCEPT. A FELLOW WEIRD FOOD LOVER IN ARMS IS IN NEED OF HIS ASSISTANCE, AND HE CANNOT REFUSE.
-WOULD TAKE YOU OUT ON DATES AND GET EXTREMELY CONCERNED LOOKS FROM WAITERS.
-has had to protect you from jounos plots of world domination against weird food lovers and plots to murder you
-yall have a list of ur favorite food.
-so sexy
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JOUNO
-(he looks so cute as a skrunkle anyways)
-haha
-run.
-dont even try to sneak it with him. he may be blind, but his other senses are at their prime and HE IS READY TO THROW HANDS
-"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU, ONE TECCHOU WAS HARD ENOUGH I DONT NEED TWO GOD DAMN."
-might actually throw hands with you, like HELL JUST SMACK THE FOOD OUT OF YOUR HAND AND BE LIKE "n o ."
-so silly in theory but when he actually does slap it away it makes you want to beat him up so bad
-YOURE ASS BEST BE GLAD HE LOVES YOU OR HE WOULDVE TRIED TO KILL YOU AT LEAST 5 TIMES
-ugh i love the sassy skrunkle (ignore the fact he can kill you instantly)
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RANPO
-WITH HIM, it all depends.
-it depends on how it tastes.
-because if it tastes actually good, HE WILL BE SO HAPPY
-"i knew you had good taste Y/N (人*´∀`)。*゚+"
-if it tastes bad to him tho...
-HE WOULD BE SO BETRAYED
-would look like you just insulted his entire bloodline real
-"Y/N, how DARE YOU MAKE ME, THE GREATEST DETECTIVE, TRY THIS."
-it would take a long amount of sorries and sweets to get him to forgive you.
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POE
-ok ok so listen
-would probably see you eating the weird ass shit, blink a few times to make sure he wasn't hallucinating, then go back to reading
-if you asked him to try it, he would be like "oh sorry i just ate a 5 course meal Y/N" (he's a terrible liar)
-but with him, you could probably convince him to try it 😈
-theres a very high chance he hates it, i know we don't know what their eating habits are like, but poe gives off picky vibes...
-would probably be like "w-wow Y/N thats uhm...that's really good for you Y/N................"
-would never try it again </3
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DAZAI
-NGL HE WOULD HAVE WEIRD TASTE BUDS TOO
-I MEAN BRO LITERALLY ATE DOG FOOD AS IF IT WAS A CASUAL TUESDAY
-i feel like he would at least try them, and if he didn't like them, he would CHUCK THOSE BITCHES
-more as a joke then an actual insult, UNLIKE SOMEONE (jouno)
-swears hell pay for them after (he never does)
-one day you threaten to throw him across the room like your damn food he keeps throwing
-he threw extra food that day
-would beg convince you to try dog treats (fun author fact: i used to eat dog food when i was a kid. it sucked ass but i was hungry)
-YALL WOULD DO THOSE CHALLENGES WHERE YOU PUT RANDOM FOOD IN A BLENDER AND SEE HOW IT WOULD TEST.
-honestly just another way to bond with you
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THANKS FOR READING THIS SILLY THING I WROTE AND THANKS FOR REQUESTING ♡(ӦvӦ。). I ALWAYS CAN ACCEPT MORE REQS!!!! TYSM!!!!
i forgot to add tags the first TIME I POSTED BAHAJVGBHASGVGASUHJASVGHJABSJ
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streaminn · 1 year
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acting news
streamer enid au! once again part 2
There's a taste on Enid's tongue when she speaks. It's sweet, flavorful and distracting - addicting she can almost say. No wonder she keeps talking and talking, murmuring about anything just to taste that drug stuck in her mouth. 
It's why she couldn't fully focus on her stream, why her eyes aren't drawn to the colourful lights of the game she was playing on autopilot. Something was distracting her and she didn't know what. 
It isn't until she hears the slow yet measured footsteps passing by her door that it finally clicks and a smile grows on Enid's face.
Right, she ate well yesterday. 
Chat is as noisy as always, clamouring with their normal chatter but they seem to be confused as to why Enid suddenly decided to shut up. 
"streamer going insane?" 
"U see that glaze in her eyes? Bet she’s high on chocolate"
“You can get high on chocolate???”
“Ofc not this is y u dont believe everything in the internet” 
The werewolf quickly looked back to the game, a lil snort bubbling in her throat. Chat definitely has their moments, these were one of them. To think people wonder why she was streaming, it's for dumb reasons like this.
"hi guys what's happenin" 
"ur mom is what's happenin" 
“Yall so rude ;-; i was just asking”
A sound alert is the one that fully snaps Enid back to attention. With a quick thank you to one Sokoe-chan, she finally dragged her eyes away from the game to give a very concerned look at the camera, her eyes just reading that mess of a convo. 
“What the fuck chat?” she murmured, but the tone definitely couldn't hide the upward quirk of her lips. “Also I don't get high on chocolate, that's not how werewolves work.”
Chat begins to spark at that, questions of ‘duh, dogs are allergic that makes so much sense’ to ‘who made you the werewolf expert huh!?’ 
It makes Enid lean back as she builds a house. She’s playing minecraft after all, albeit one with horror mods but considering that the sun was up and her chests were full, she decided to go and finally build a house.
Before her chat remembers and calls her homeless.
She shivers at that, can you really blame her? It's hard to build things when you’re being chased and only have your own flesh and bone to keep you running.
The sound of rattling bones rings through her headphones and Enid’s cheeks burned as she gave her full attention back to chat. It's still a little shocking to have people pay for a free live stream, so she does try her best to give her gratitude to any supporters. “Thank you again Sokoe-chan for the ten gifted!” 
The text to speech drawled in reply “did you hear that Lunal curse is getting a movie adaption exclamation mark exclamation mark question mark.”
Enid’s eyes widened as she immediately straightened and pulled herself close to the camera. “Really?!” she places a hand on her chest, leaning back with a dramatic sigh. “My wife is going to do amazing, I'm telling you.” Enid points at the screen, a bright smile on her face. “Ain’t nobody can beat my woman! Imagine being a director and the main actor-”
As the werewolf goes on a tangent, chat meanwhile has their own thoughts.
“There she goes”
“Can you blame her?! Wednesday does such a good job as Viper”
“It just feels a lil self insert for the author to act out the main role yknow?”
“Hey now, if it works then it works”
“Just sayin!”
“Brother ur in the wrong channel to be dissing Wednesday”
“Endespair is a huge W.A simp after all”
Enid paused in her words to raise a brow. “Hey hey, nothing wrong with saying your thoughts but you’re treading a thin line there man.” she waves her hand around. “She’s giving good content and getting that bag! Besides, she auditioned for that role and the others greenlit her to be Viper.” 
Most of the chat agrees, some even citing a few articles of the process. This definitely wasn’t a new topic in terms of Viper’s casting.
The tone overall seemed rather easy going, everyone vibing until a comment pops in that makes Enid’s lips drop and her brows to furrow.
“Trust a dog to be at someones heel”
“HEY”
“Too far dude wtf”
“MODS”
“U AINT ACCEPTED HERE”
A stormy look crossed Enid’s face and the ban hammer dropped. The wolf sighs, escaping the game to the menu as she gives a look. 
“we’re boutta be scolded againnn”
“Its not our fault!”
“Sjdklajdklsja father forgive us”
“Pls not again, i havent recovered from the last lashing”
Enid’s look is affronted, but chat’s lil attempts to make her smile works. “You guys make it sound like I abuse you or something,” she laughs and for a moment, chat thinks they’re off the hook before she removes her glasses to raise a brow at the camera.
A classic look of disappointment.
“Dangit thought that was going to work”
“Lowkey i dont mind being scolded if its endespair”
“Daddy issues right here”
“Ay no need to call me out like that”
Normally, Enid would hold out for a few more seconds, just to make the tension palpable enough to fuck with her audience until the loud sounds of bones rattling makes her shoulders drop.
This is why she can’t be serious until it's really needed.
“Lunaslandingpad threw 50 gifted subs into the pile” spoke the alert but just before it could continue, Enid paused it to let out a harsh and very tired sigh.
One so filled with emotion that it makes Chat pause themselves as she rubbed at her eyes before sliding on her frames.
“One, no bribing me to feel better,” Enid starts and immediately, chat clammors in agreement. “Two, none of those dog comments. Not only is that a shitty thing to do but I have werewolf tagged on stream to make sure others like me find it easier so don’t make me regret it.” A shine of white is shown, her fangs seemed to almost be bared if it weren’t for the hand that covers anything below her nose. “Last, there is nothing wrong with criticising a piece of work but don’t bring that stuff here.”
Silence filled the air as Enid leant back, her lips pursed as she crossed her arms. “Got it?”
“Ofcourse!”
“Yesser”
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“WE SAW THAT” “Caught in 4k”
Soon, Enid’s scowl turned into a bigger raised brow before rolling her eyes as she opened up the mod log to see the rather.. Thirsty comment. “You all really gotta think before you type.” her head shakes as she laughs. “you guys are lucky i wouldn’t have you guys any other way.” 
Taglist: @agathaharkness-simp​ @lunaslandingpad​
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✨ Fic Writing Review 2023 ✨
thanks for the tag @littlerit!!!
Words and fics
I posted a tua oneshot Grace Through The Doorway In Time
and thats it!
ok rit i know you did say i should adjust it for art, i just thought it would be funny to do that first.
✨ Art Making Review 2023 ✨
Posted Art oh god
I kicked off the year by drawing Five and Lila in silly outfit submissions [1] [2] [3]
Delores as a mermaid in a crumbling ruin
Lemony Snicket au - Ben tied up in a closet
Redraw of a S3 promo poster
Five and Lila in that bathtub phone call x files scene
Tarot series - Death
Paranatural au - [1] [2] [3] [4]
Celebratory aroace Barbie
Comic fanart for alephnaught's fic Theory of Quantum Superposition
Five definitely just murdered someone with a chainsaw
Tarot Series bonus - Ten of Swords
Tarot Series - Judgement
Five and Lila run into each other for 0.2 seconds at the Commission water cooler
Baby Azula Mai and Ty Lee as centaurs
TUA centaur au - [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10]
Girl being abducted by a kelpie WIP
The Ben dying drawing that tumblr ate for some reason
Lemony Snicket au - the comic
OTGW au - Fei and Sloane
trick or treat WIPS: [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [12] [13]
Voltron Gravity Falls au comic
OTGW au - Diego and Ben hide from Five
Paranatural au round 2 - [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]
Top Art By Notes
(probably the closest parallel to kudos is likes, but trying to figure that out feels hard)
s3 promo poster redraw - 840 notes
Death tarot card - 319 notes
bathtub x files scene - 273 notes
the first paranatural au post - 242 notes
Theory of Quantum Superposition fanart comic - 239 notes
Fandom Events 2023
@tua-masked-author !!!
Upcoming 2024
i joined the murderbot diaries new years gift exchange! so ill be making a gift for that!
i have an installment of the lemony snicket au that i think i finished like two years ago and never posted. i should proooobably post it
also, i did just finish a different installment of the lemony snicket au that yall can look forward to!
im either done or almost done with another short paranatural au comic
i will try to finish the tarot series. or failing that. ill try to at least make additions to it
im working on a post with regular canon five (doing this made me realize its been a MINUTE since i posted art of regular canon five. ive abandoned my boy) playing with mr pennycrumb
i have Another finished thing but im waiting for something else to be posted first. i dont actually have to, i just want to outsource having to write context
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i dont know how many people I'm supposed to tag but! @destinyandcoins @darbydoo22 @ford-ye-fiji @grammarpedant @blessphemy trying to mind palace all the people i know on discord, who write fic, what their ao3 username is to triple check they posted this year, and what their tumblr url is... (and also if any of you dont like these kinds of games, sorry, thats my bad!!)
lmao also i fucked up all the formatting for you guys, this is what these are supposed to look like
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ms-smuffngst · 2 years
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୨⎯ハ b̲̅o̲̅y̲̅f̲̅r̲̅i̲̅e̲̅n̲̅d̲̅!d̲̅a̲̅z̲̅a̲̅i̲̅ h̲̅e̲̅a̲̅d̲̅c̲̅a̲̅n̲̅o̲̅n̲̅s̲̅ ハ⎯୧
traveling to Vegas w/ him
pairing: boyfriend!dazai x fem!reader
warnings: smut/nsfw🔞
A/N: Y’all it’s literally Vegas how could I not add some smut? Like if I didn’t it would just be sad. Anyways, enjoy because I won’t write much smut lol. (THAT WAS A LIE HAHA) Also, I’ve provided some fits that you’ll be wearing, I hope y’all will envision it more with these tee-hee
listen to this 😏
Vegas? Just the two of you? Yes.
Like the horny mastermind Dazai is, he planned everything down to the last minute.
he always has his arm wrapped around your waist to show other men YOU ARE HIS
Kinda gets turned on when you wear something that shows off your curves
“Belladonna! How pretty you look! But you know what would make you prettier? If you we undressed under me.”
“Osamu it’s a vacation, I plan to walk a lot. NO.”
he was sulking alllll the way
His hands r all over you in the subtlest way
whenever u guys sit down or when he’s driving, he has one of his hands at your things like massaging/squeezing it
HORKNEEEEEEEE DAZAIIIIIIIII
ok so once he called you by your name (it’s usually either baby, belladonna, Bella, princess and all that shiz) you ignored him for all the petty reasons to see his reaction.
“Y/N? Why are you ignoring me?”
“…”
Bitch stop ignoring Dazai. (Shit wait I’m the author that’s my fault)
y’all ate lunch at a fancy resto and his eyes were on you the entire time
“Bella, are you still mad? I’m so dumb for doing that, I’m sorry.”
“Look, you may be dumb, but you’re my dummy.”
KISS KISS KISS KISS
SORRY BUT THE WAITER SHOWED UP
when y’all finished, you told him you had to go to the bathroom only to find him there ahead. (Like you know those uni-sex bathrooms? Yeah)
“Osamu what are you doing here?”
“Idk, maybe I just wanna have you here, right now?”
Now here u are getting f-ed into the wall by Dazai.
y’all done tee-hee.
“fuck baby, you took me good this time”
“can we go now? it was nice.”
he really likes when he comes out of the bathroom slightly messy with lipstick stains on his shirt and you around his arm
ITS DINNER TIME
you guys had to get changed into something fancier because you were having dinner at some place that’s fancy af
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(FIT CHECK)
“Bella, you look stunning.”
“As do you, baby.”
YALL WALKED IN THAT PLACE LIKE THE RICH COUPLE IN A MAFIA SERIES!!!
he payed (300 dollars breh he’s too nice)
y’all had steak, pasta, and champagne
*when marimba rhythm starts to play*
“Dance with me” (dazai)
“Make me sway” (Y/N)
Sooo y’all danced all that shiz yeah yeah
HE BROUGHT U BACK TO THE HOTEL ROOM
the moment you locked the door he pounced on you.
“Fuck, I’ve been suppressing the feeling this entire time. You’re all mine now little girl.”
“And you may do so.”
Thank You for Reading!🥹
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potterology · 2 years
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The thing is I knew I was gonna watch tsitp regardless of it being corny or shit lol but my expectations were low bc book adaptations tend to meet the bare minimum and never catch the essence of the books… but yall the summer I turned pretty ate me up and left no crumbs ok. Like my entire brain since Friday has been about this show. I have not listened to anything but the soundtrack of this beautiful series. My soul is getting fed by all the online discussion on why everyone should be team Conrad. I’ve never felt so alive and engrossed by a show adaptation since normal people. This is why an author being hands on with an adaptation of their book is v important!!!!! I don’t even think Jenny Han realized how high she has raised the standards for all the novels that are currently being adapted into shows/ movies at this moment. The cultural impact this woman has my god. It really be the woman’s touch that turns everything to gold
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thatweirdoleigh · 9 months
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A/N: Hi yall. I know I haven't been around. I've been busy and then I got stuck.
This is an incomplete WIP. I'm not sure if ill finish it but I'm posting it in an attempt to either let it go or get more momentum. there are several more and I probably will be posting all of them or at least a "concept" post for them.
A/N#2: I tried/planned a whumptober series as I'm sure some of you remember (I think I posted about it?) I was on a major SoC kick since I had just read the books. Not all of them were SoC but most of them were. This is a part of that series. Enjoy!
Taglist: feel free to ask to be added or removed
@imgoingtofreakoutnow @elijahs-wife @yn-ymn-yln @transgendercannibal @xxwritemeastoryxx @hellotvshowtrash @dizzydancingdreamer
The first thing Kaz noticed as he walked into the kitchen of the Slat was he was the last one awake, which was strange because it was 6:30 in the morning and he was always up first with the occasional exception of Inej. The second thing Kaz noticed was it was quiet; too quiet. And the third and most concerning thing that Kaz noticed was the behavior of his Crows. Matthias was practically cradling Nina who was staring silently at Jesper. Her eyes were worried and calculated, never straying from his face. Directly across from them pressed into Jesper’s side was Wylan. He had a paper in his hand eyes darting between Jesper and the page. His hands shook as he mouthed words that were read out to him. He was doing it with such intensity that Kaz would have thought someone’s life depended on it. Silently moving around the others seemly trying to keep herself moving was Inej making waffles. But what was most unnerving was Jesper, sitting at the table completely silent staring blankly at his hands as if he couldn’t puzzle out what they were.
Kaz never wastes breath on empty words “What’s going on?”
Inej didn’t falter as she shoved a cup of coffee into his hands still hot but the perfect temperature to chug at any moment.
“Jes had a nightmare” was all she said, voice clipped.
“It wasn’t a nightmare,” Jesper said quietly as he rose. Kaz seemingly snapped him out of his stupor.
“it was just a really weird dream” He claimed, eyes wandering before finally landing on the coffee behind Inej. Wylan’s eyes latched onto him. These were the first words he had said since he woke up, all morning. Not that Kaz knew that. Jesper slept a floor below him and while the walls in the Slat were thin, the floors weren’t, save for the vents.
“I’d call it a nightmare,” said Wylan, His voice unsteady and quiet as if afraid to startle the Zemini boy. “You were screaming”
Jesper poured himself a cup of coffee, adding more sugar than cream. His back faced his boyfriend. He visibly tensed at his lover’s words, shoulders creeping up as if trying to protect him from something he couldn’t see. But he turned around with Inej’s plate of waffles, smiling bright and unaffected, “Who wants waffles?”
He asked warmly and placed the stack on the table, possibly more roughly than he would have any other day. He sat down and helped himself to the fluffy food. Everyone dug in.
It wasn’t complete silence. The Dregs start to wake with the rising sun. Members come down the stairs and leave into the cold of the early winter to find warm food to fill their bellies.
The kitchen in the Slat wasn’t big enough to feed the whole gang. Kaz and his Crows were the only ones who ever actually ate within the uneven building. A symbol to the other members, of who was in Kaz’s elite, despite Kaz denying up and down he didn’t pick favorites. The city streets crawl alive outside the doors. It was quiet for a few moments before the gruff of Kaz’s voice rumbled in the silence.
“What was the dream?” Kaz prompted, unreadable like any other day but seemingly interested in the topic of conversation as he sat across from Jesper. Inej is at his left. His cane pressed against her leg.
Jesper shook his head but Kaz took notice of how, he glanced up but wouldn’t meet his eyes. His shoulders curling in on him again, having loosened up while he was eating,
“It was some freaky dream about a dead kid, begging me to give a message to his brother,” Jesper said nonchalantly shoving more waffles in his mouth, not wanting to answer more questions. Jesper hated the dream. Hated that it plagued him every night. Hated that he woke up screaming this time. He hated the gnawing growing pit in his stomach that wouldn’t leave for hours every morning. The damn thing was making him lose his appetite and his sleep. If this continued much longer it would start affecting his shot, and make him unsteady. Kaz would not be too pleased with that. So despite nausea, ignoring the bile that rose up his throat at the sickly sweet syrup contrasting with the bitter acidic coffee and the waffles that swelled in his stomach, Jesper force-fed himself, having learned the danger of not eating, the hard way, on a job a few years back. And every night he pressed himself as tightly as he could into Wylan, begging, hoping, and praying, to whatever saint or god had mercy, he might sleep soundly that night.
“This is what he was writing” Wylan’s voice cut through Jesper’s thoughts causing his sinking dread and anxiety to deepen as the Merchling handed the paper to Kaz.
“Nina read it out to me. I had to grab his hands to get him to stop,” he explained his voice low to keep his voice steady but Wylan’s eyes betrayed his fear. Kaz took the paper from him and read the words in Jesper’s panicked and chaotic scrawl.
I’m sorry I failed you. I love you. I’m watching you from above.
What the Hell? Kaz thought. The words were repeated over and over again getting more frantic as they travel down the page.
“And what is this?” Kaz said interrogatively looking at his best friend.
Jesper swallowed around the lump in his throat, “It was what he said” Jesper murmured. His eyes flickered to Kaz’s face, “The kid. The message. That’s what he said.”  
He maintained his façade of being unaffected but he still wouldn’t look Kaz in the eyes. Kaz's eyes flicked back and forth around his face before addressing the room.
“We have a job tomorrow. Do what you need to do today. We’ll discuss the plan later,” Kaz said authoritatively rising from his seat and heading towards the entrance. Swiftly the rest of the crows rose to go on about their day. Jesper followed sticking close to Kaz, body drifting into autopilot as his mind wandered back to the dream.
The sky had swirled with galaxies of green and teal. The stars blindingly bright enough to light the street like it was a cloudy day. The first time Jesper woke up in Kaz’s bedroom in the slat body aching. He had gotten shot on a job. His wounds freshly bandaged courtesy of Nina and Inej. Mine still foggy from the blood loss. As his eyes wander around the room, he flinched at the boy standing at the end of the bed. His eyes were cloudy, swirls of gray and white, the sockets sunken  in. He had what was once a head of thick black curls, now falling in out in clumps. Dark freckles dance across his cheekbones and nose bridge, a reminder of something that was tragically human. He wore farm clothes and was all corded muscle, like Kaz, only broader in the shoulders. And his entire body was drenched in water. Dripping from his hair and running down his hollow cheeks and from his cold eyes. A walking corpse that clawed and crawled its way out of the harbor.
“Can you hear me?” the boy asked his voice deep and warped as if he were speaking underwater. Jesper’s eyes widened entire body tensing in preparation for a fight. Fists clenched tight without the familiar weight of his guns, Jesper nodded. The boy was visibly angry but his tone was desperate.
“You will give my brother a message. Word for word. Do not paraphrase or mix it up.”
And then he said, his tone just as desperate but filled with a indescribable grief
‘I’m sorry that I failed you. I love you . And I’m watching you from above .
Jesper bristled. Irritation replacing fear. Who the fuck is this kid demanding he do this for him while he’s bedridden and in pain? “Who are you and why should I do this?” Jesper challenged.
The boy recoiled in surprise. Eyes focusing slightly, as if he were seeing Jesper for the first time. He threw his head back and laughed. A sound that make Jesper’s hairs stand up on edge. Something rabid, vicious, unforgiving; unhuman. It sounded like choking. Like someone choking on water, gasping for air, unable to breathe. And then he said, “ You will do this for me because I am something you cannot explain. As for who I am, my name is Jordie Rietveld and you will give my message to my brother.”
That was how the first dream went. It had followed a job gone wrong. Jesper damn near bled out under Kaz’s hands. The Zemini was too weak to keep pressure on his own wounds. He had woken up in Kaz’s room with Wylan clutching his arms. His fingertips over his pulse even in his sleep. Jesper had chalked it up to a white light hallucination, but after he had the second, the third, and fourth, he couldn’t deny the dream. As the boy and the message began to pound between his ears, day and night, he obsessed over finding this damn kid’s brother but he didn’t know where to start.
Kaz liked to pride himself on being a very observant person. Not that it mattered, Jesper was easy to read unless he was actively lying or bluffing. Anyone who was paying attention would quickly clock onto the fact that something was bothering Jesper. It wasn’t hard to figure out why.
Images flash through Kaz’s mind as someone shoulder-checked him on the street unaware that they were touching Kaz Brekker.
Jesper’s blood, soaked through his gloves, his clothes, coating his skin, as he fought against the waters of his demons to keep the sharpshooter alive. The pale look in Jesper’s eyes contrasted with the little smile he gave as he said it was ok. He begged Kaz, to run, to leave him, if only to save himself. The horrible aching silence as Jesper lurked on death's door, his voice finally draining away with the blood loss. And finally, the bloated corpse of Jordie pressed against him, underneath his hands.
An image from his nightmare.
A violating recreation where Jordie replaced Jesper and Kaz fails them both. Needless to say, Dirtyhands and the little boy trapped within his soul had been very protective of their sharpshooter in recent weeks.
So when Kaz took note of Jesper tailing him while lost in his own thoughts he figured it was the best idea to go to the Crow Club and supply his friend with some alcohol and try to get himself and his brother Sharpshooter back up to par.
As they approached the Crow Club, the big sculpted head mounted above, Kaz breathed a silent sigh of relief when he saw Matthias and Rotty by the door and Nina behind the bar with Anika and the other bartenders. Inej and Wylan were nearby among the crowd. They were all here. All his best men within eyesight. He could relax. Have a drink. I can get Jesper to stop curling into himself like someone is gonna hit him at any moment Kaz thought.
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nyopilled · 9 months
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ENTRY #7: 09/07/23
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today's song: https://open.spotify.com/track/5Dx8iEsMuNrf7aF9TMV0Xe?si=WRG3r0CQTEyluSIFXilRjg
if i forgot to update today bc i was busy playing hsr no i didnt yes i did ❤️
today i slept, ate food, read webnovels, watched some eons videos n played hsr.
i wanted to read smth lighthearted yesterday cuz i was upset that n somehow i ended up reading an a/b/o esports danmei . dont ask how , but frm what ive read i think it was actually pretty serious n touched on gender roles and the struggles of people when they're forced into certain positions bc of their gender . the mc was even diagnosed w gender dysmorphia due to his unwillingness to identify as an omega (came from a different world) n i think he got surgery ? im not sure i dropped it halfway cuz i lost interest . n also the attitude of the doctor who diagnosed him rlly got me thinking it was an allegory to trans ppl bc he said its better that he gets the gland surgery instead of forcing him to change into an ideal omega like how some ppl do ... i think the author decided to portray the heat/gender/dynamic seriously n in a realistic manner which is actually nice .
me personally, i wldnt want to be reincarnated into an a/b/o universe .
BUT ALSO!!! WE NEED BAIHE ESPORTS NOVELS!!!!!!!!! idk if translators just haven't translated them or there rlly isnt a lot but this is starting to piss me off like . but at the same time... im aware of the misogyny in the gaming world (dont start on esports.) ... BUT STILL!!! YALL R WRITING A/B/O INTERSTELLAR ESPORTS NOVELS SO WHATS WRONG W WRITING BAIHE ONES????
WHAT ABT THE GAY GIRL GAMERS???
but anyways. i digress.
i ate popcorn today . i think the microwave popcorn companies have improved their recipes. me personally im not fond of too much butter n i prefer my popcorn salted . my mom bought the salted flavour popcorn and it was good. i will eat more tmrw 👍
i also ate fish today. i kinda have a trauma w fish cuz when i was younger i got a fish bone stuck in my throat like 3 different times which landed me in the hospital so yeah. i was so careful abt chewing n making sure i didnt accidentally swallow a fish bone... but i did 💔 dw im ok but still 😭😭😭 fish.... 💔💔💔
also terrible news: nui!diluc need surgery at the back of his head cuz the thread wasnt sewn properly n theres a hole . ill do it tmrw n update u all 😞
i didnt rlly do a lot today ... nothing of note rlly happened.
thats all.
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additional notes: i wanna read the bts book . saw a lot of discussion abt it on twt .
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Do you have any book recs?
i'm going to keep it real with yall, all i read is romance. that is literally THE ONLY thing i read LMAO
that being said, ugly love by colleen hoover is my favorite book. ever. i know people have their opinions on her (& respectfully so) but author wise, i think she's amazing. ugly love is so so SO good i could talk about that book for days. it's exactly what i like to read, i ate that shit up & finished it in a week
i know everyone has a different opinion on it ends with us, you either loved it or you hated it. personally i loved that book. i would read it 100 times over again. i just started it starts with us, which i've also heard mixed things on that, but so far so good.
i started reminders of him before i bought it starts with us & got sidetracked, but from what i read of reminders of him it was really good & i can't wait to finish it !
i have november 9, haven't started it but i've heard really good things about it, heart bones as well had 10/10 reviews. both are on my list to read
the unhoneymooners is a cute enemies to lovers book. that was the first book i read when i got back into reading & i loved it ! very cute & an easy read
i read the hating game a while back and LOVED it. the movie, not so much. but the book was REALLY good, & another enemies to lovers (my favorite trope if you couldn't tell). book 12/10, movie 4/10
believe it or not i have not read any hockey tok books. i have "the deal" but i haven't started it & i've had it since february LMAO
anyways, hope that helps 😭 probably not but basically colleen hoover & romance 🫡
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kcnnarys · 3 years
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y'all i played the naked truth on chapters it was scrumptious!
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vngelgyu · 2 years
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anorgasmia
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this fic contains 18+ content. minors do not read or interact.
☆ pairing - female!reader x roommate!Seonghwa
☆ warnings - eating mention(stomach growling, hwa telling the reader the eat, reader eating), dom Seonghwa but not in a sexual way really, more dominant in his daily nature/kinda stern/demanding. fingering/oral, kissing, pet names (honey, baby) friends to lovers but not really, just a love confession and cuddling.
☆ word count - 3.1k
☆ genre - smut
☆ description - reader has never had an orgasm and seonghwa offers to help.
☆ authors note - definitely not proof read and honestly kinda wack/sloppy/a mess in general. but if yall like it, i have a second part written. i wrote it last year but hesitated on posting it.
☆ tags - @yunhoflrtz
You had been attempting to flick the bean for the last hour with no avail. you also had porn playing in your earbuds. you tried fingering yourself, using toys, porn, pillows. you had tried everything and you still have yet to make yourself cum. it was honestly quite embarrassing, you could get horny but you couldnt cum. you had sex before but you faked all your orgasms. you honestly felt the pleasure but when it came to finishing, you couldnt.
sighing, you turned off the porn, pulled your panties and shorts up, and went to your bathroom, going to wash your hands that you got dirty for no apparent reason. after washing your hands, you heard your roommate in the kitchen so you went to greet him. your roommates name was Seonghwa, he was a few years older than you and you were pretty good friends. you hung out together, went places together, and honestly he was just a great person in general. you also may have had a crush on him, or at least thats what you would say if someone asked. you couldnt bring yourself to go as far as to say that you were utterly in love with the man, not because you weren't but because it was a bit embarrassing being in love with your roommate. you stood in the doorway, watching him move around the kitchen, when you suddenly wondered if Seonghwa could make you cum or not. thoughts like these were a common occurrence for you.
you were snapped out of your thoughts by the sound of him calling your name. "huh?" you said while shaking your head, as if that would clear your thoughts.
"you just said something about me making you cum y/n" he said while looking at you with an unreadable expression on his face.
your jaw dropped upon hearing his words and you realized that you were actually speaking out loud. you immediately freaked out, saying "oh my fucking god" before running to your room and locking the door. while you were sulking in your room, Seonghwa was sitting on his bed thinking to himself. he knew you touched yourself quite often, you werent very quiet when you did it and the walls were thin. he had actually gotten off to your moans more than a few times, not that hed ever tell you that. he didnt want you to think he was a pervert but he found you really attractive actually. normally he would keep that a secret but because you were thinking about him making you cum, that had to mean that you thought he was attractive at the least. so now he just had to decide wether he was going to do something about it or not.
you were still moping in your room after a few hours but your stomach started growling, so you went to the kitchen. but to your dismay, Seonghwa was in there. again.
you were about to run back to your room when he grabbed your arm tightly, but not enough to hurt, and pulled you to sit at the dining table. "you need to eat y/n". you sighed and waited as he placed a bowl of ramen in front of you and handed you a fork.
reluctantly, you ate the noodles, while pretending that Seonghwa didnt make the best food you had ever had. it really was a plus side of living with him. "about what you said earlier.." he started and you automatically started to get up, ready to avoid that conversation at all costs. "sit down ", he said in a stern tone that made you stop in your tracks. you quickly sat down and continued to eat.
surprisingly, his demanding tone turned you on a little and you kept thinking about it while finishing your dinner. once you finished, you tried to get up again but Seonghwa shot you a look and raised an eyebrow. you sat back down, thinking to yourself that you probably should wait for him to dismiss you from the table. you werent sure where the bossiness came from but you werent mad at it. he had always been a bit stern but never like this.
once he finished eating, he got up and took your bowl from where it sat in front of you. you muttered a thank you and he responded with a hum and washed the 2 bowls before placing them in the dish rack to dry. he then walked over to you and held out his hand for you to grab. not wanting to test him, you did and he lead you to the living room and you both sat on the couch.
"now.. about what you said earlier" he stopped talking to see if you were going to try to leave again and when you didnt, he continued. "what did you mean when you said you wondered if i could make you cum. were you doubting my skills or was it something else?" he finished and waited patiently, watching you as you picked at your finger nails and looked at your lap.
"something else" you said, not wanting to elaborate but knowing that he wouldnt let you leave until you did. "i um.. " you stopped again, embarrassed. returning to his normal soft tone of voice, Seonghwa said "you can talk to me y/n, i wont judge you. im just curious because you involved me in it."
you nodded and took a deep breath before finishing what you were saying, "ive never had an orgasm before. ive had like.. sexual partners?.. but i faked it every time, i cant even get myself off. thats what i was thinking about earlier. so i wasnt doubting your skills, it was just a thought that popped into my head, im sorry if it made you uncomfortable."
he was silent for a minute and you continued to stare down at your lap until you felt his gentle hand tilt your head up to look at him. "you dont need to be embarrassed, you just need help with it, thats fine. i dont want to be creepy or anything, thats not my intention. but if you wanted me to help you, i would. i dont have to have sex with you or anything, unless you want that. but i could just touch you or eat you out if you wanted and i could try to make you orgasm."
you didnt say anything, trying to take it all in, and so he continued. "you dont have to answer now. i just wanted you to know that im not opposed to helping you. you wouldnt be bothering me. if anything, i want to help you."
you nodded and said youd think about it and give him an answer tomorrow, to which he replied, "dont rush, its okay. now, give me a hug" and there was demanding Seonghwa again, but this time there was a lighter, playful tone. you leaned over and hugged him and he wrapped his arms around you tightly and kissed your cheek and then let you go. you went back to your room and fell asleep that night while thinking about Seonghwas proposition.
when you woke up and realized that had to make a decision, you freaked out a bit and opted for staying in your room for the majority of the day. your stomach was growling but you hadnt decided yet. the pros would be that you trust him more than anyone you had been with before which wasnt that many people but still, that meant something, and that he was an attractive man. the con was that you were scared that he wouldnt be able to help you. you knew that you needed to voice these pros and cons to him but you really didnt want to. you were too shy.
you were lost in your thoughts again, literally just sitting there staring, so zoned out that you didnt notice Seonghwa standing in the doorway of your room, calling your name. you looked at him and he said "come eat". you shook your head and said you werent hungry but were very quickly caught in a lie when your stomach growled loudly. Seonghwa raised an eyebrow and then entered your room, which is something he didnt usually do without permission, and grabbed your upper arm, not hard but tight enough for you understand that he wanted you to do what he told you to. Seonghwa had always been more serious when it came to you taking care of yourself but he usually didnt exude as much dominance as he had been lately. normally, he would probably just lecture you on the importance of eating, he never went as far as to "force" you to do so, but once again, you didnt mind it at all.
he sat you in the same chair as the night before and handed you a plate of pancakes. you started eating after thanking him. "y/n" he called your name but you didnt respond so he sighed and put his fork on his plate, which made enough noise for you to look at him. he looked pretty frustrated but you werent sure why.
"have you made a decision yet" he asked you and you shook your head no so he nodded and continued eating. once you finished eating, you grabbed your plate and got up, about to put it in the sink, when Seonghwa sighed again and said "y/n. sit down." and instead of listening, you said "but-" but you were cut off by seonghwa telling you to sit down again. you let out a breathy sigh and sat down, thinking about wether or not you should talk about your pros and cons. you were pulled out of your thoughts by your roommate asking "you have pros and cons? what are they?". you looked at him, dumbfounded.  you couldnt believe that you thought out loud not once, but twice. at that point, you were frustrated and said "again? seriously?" and got up and stormed to your room, annoyed that you couldnt seem to keep your thoughts to yourself. you ignored Seonghwa calling your name and slammed your door, locking it behind you. you were aware that you were acting childishly but couldnt help it in this situation. you were only stuck with this decision because you couldnt seem to keep your mouth shut.
about 30 minutes later, there was a knock on your door but instead of opening it or replying, you ignored him. so he told you to open the door with a stern voice and it made the hair on the back of your neck stand up. he sounded so different than usual but it was really hot at this point. not wanting to push his buttons, you opened the door to see Seonghwa standing there with a blank expression. you gulped and said "im sorry". he nodded and said "ill let it slide this time because i imagine it must be really irritating. but, i do need you to talk to me, i told you before that you can talk to me. im your friend, i have been for a long time." you turned around and walked back into your room, leaving him in the doorway and sat on the edge of your bed.
"i only have one pro and one con. the pro is that i trust you more than anyone else ive ever been with. the con is that what if you cant help me." you decided to leave out the pro about him being attractive for the sake or your own dignity, not that you had much left anyway.
Seonghwa entered your room and sat on your bed next to you. he then said "im glad you trust me, but the con isnt really a con. its just a what if. im positive that i can make you cum. have a little faith in me" he chuckled an wrapped an arm around you, pulling you into his side to comfort you. you let out a sigh and said "alright, id like to try it"
"first, we need to talk about limits and stuff and what youve tried so far."
you groaned and said "do we really have to talk about what ive tried?" and when he didnt say anything, you sighed again. "ive tried toys, vibrators, dildos, grinding on things like pillows, ive tried fingering myself, ive tried touching my clit and doing both at the same time. ive tried watching porn too and im honestly not a fan of it. ive never been fingered or eaten out by someone else but i had sex like twice, it was terrible both times."
Seonghwa nodded and then asked if you had limits, to which you responded with a quick no. so he asked if you wanted to do it now and you didnt respond to him so he grabbed your chin firmly and turned your face to him. "i asked you a question y/n. i need you to answer me." you quickly nodded and squeezed your thighs together. "we can do it now if you want to.." you said to him quietly.
"thats not good enough y/n. its not up to me to make that decision. so ill ask you again. do you want to do it now?"
"yes i do.." you said, looking away from him.
Seonghwa got up and closed your door and then told you to lay down, which you did. he climbed on top of you and hovered over you, his face above yours. he looked at your lips for a second. you could tell he wanted to kiss you, so you said "you can kiss me, you can do anything, i trust you completely."
Seonghwa wasted no time roughly pressing his lips against yours after hearing that. he had wanted to kiss you for so long now. you opened your mouth, letting his tongue enter and you both spent a good amount of time just kissing. finally, he pulled away and sat so he was straddling your waist but not putting any pressure on you. he slowly slid his hands up your shirt, pushing it up enough to show just your stomach. Seonghwa then spent his time showing affection to your chubby belly, making sure to kiss it and then he pushed your shirt up more, uncovering your boobs. he pulled your sports bra down so that they were out and then kissed his way up your stomach and between your boobs before placing his hands on each one and gently fondling them and pinching your nipples, which had you squirming under him. he attached his mouth to one of them while twisting the other and forced your first moan out of your mouth. he had barely started and he was already making you feel better than you ever had before.
once he was done sucking on your nipples, he got off of your lower body and pulled your shorts down your legs and then placed them next to you on the bed. he placed his hands on your thighs and was about to spread them when you clamped them shut, feeling shy all of a sudden. he looked up at you and said, "its okay baby, you dont have to be shy". you nodded, feeling a little better because of his gentle words. he spread your thighs and layed down between them, starting to press kisses on the soft skin on the inside of your thighs, going higher up until he was right at the edge of your panties. he began placing kisses on your pelvis and around your clothed core and then said "youre so wet. did i do this?" and you stuttered and said yes, you already felt so much pleasure but he had barely touched you.
finally, he pulled your panties to the side and spread your lips, blowing air on your clit. your hips bucked and you let out a whine at the feeling between your legs. Seonghwa looped his arms under each of your thighs and finally licked up your slit. "fuck.. you taste so good" he moaned out against your pussy, causing a slight vibration. he licked and sucked on your clit, while holding your hips down. you were letting out a continuous string of moans now, as he refused to remove his lips from your clit.
just when you thought it couldnt get any better, he slowly slid one of his fingers into you and began curling it inside of you. once he was satisfied with the way he was able to move his finger inside of you, he slid the 2nd one in and you moaned out at the slight stretch. you had bigger inside of you before but it had never felt this good.
he began pumping his fingers in and out of you at a steady pace while still sucking on your clit. your back was starting to arch and you had an unfamiliar feeling in your lower stomach. "S-Seonghwa-" you said, wanting to tell him about the odd feeling, but he cut you off and said "i know honey. you can feel it cant you? its okay, just let go, i promise itll feel good when you do. cum for me baby, cum around my fingers like the good girl that i know you are"
Seonghwa sped up the pace of his fingers and continued abusing your now swollen clit and you felt the knot in your stomach unravel. it felt like something washed over you and you were light headed. Seonghwa removed his mouth from you and began sucking on your thighs, leaving hickies on them, and continued slowly fingering you so you could ride out your orgasm.
once you were done, your body twitched and seonghwa chuckled while sitting up from between your legs. you seemed too tired to move so he got off the bed and looked through your drawers to find you a new pair of panties and then changed you into them, after he was done, he fixed your bra and pulled your shirt down. he was about to leave your room when you grabbed his hand and asked him to stay.
he turned the light off, not saying anything, and then got in bed next to you and covered you both with you blanket. "can you hold me Hwa?" you asked sleepily. he hummed and wrapped his arms around you. "thank you for helping me, it felt really good.. but do you think maybe you could teach me how to do it myself so that you dont have to keep helping me?"
Seonghwa, who was spooning you, said in his stern voice, "you dont need to learn how to honey. ill do it for you. i love you y/n, i have for a while, and even if you dont like me the same way, i still want to help you. i like making you happy."
you yawned and said "i love you too Hwa.. i always have." the last thing you remembered was Seonghwa holding you tighter against himself.
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