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#at 7am no less
lodish · 4 months
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ninisantol traumadumping on the dash
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zukkaoru · 2 years
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i love sleep. would love to be able to get some one day.
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miutonium · 8 months
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Did a sketch of my ship and made a timelapse out of it hehe 😗✌️
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NOBODY LOOK AT ME RIGHT NOW IM FUCKING SHAKING /POS
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ratcandy · 1 month
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beams bugs directly into your brain
oh you don’t need to do that they’re already there constantly. Even if not Sozo or Hollow Knight guys or whomever, ,,, thinking about bugs is My Grade ,
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alteredsilicone · 2 months
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I woke up and checked my Discord messages and was notified that my art was featured.
TOTAL GAY VICTORY
"I love their love" ME TOO
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bimiio · 6 months
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<3
#y’alllll last night was WILD😭#ok so literally partied for 8hrs straight#let’s start there#11pm-7am#originally was just goin 2 a queer party but NO ONE showed up so it was rlly lame n no one was dancing#which is wut i went 4#so me n my friend went 2 dis after hours club#there’s no pics/vids allowed n they don’t sell alcohol#there’s also an entrance fee n they only take cash 4 everything#it’s basically just a club 2 dance at but none of da music has words or anything it’s all just untz untz untz music yknow??#anyways it was super fun danced a lot n w so many ppl#even tho it was like ALL straight ppl😭#i was less nervous 2 just dance n rlly get into it cuz none of da straight men there were dancing well anyway so there was no pressure#SO many guys were dancing up on me😭#n it was fine i danced w them like i literally came 2 dance#but sum of them kept tryna overstep🙄#lucky 4 me i’m intimidating n men act like dogs when they’re attracted 2 me so it was pretty easy 2 keep em in check#also told ALL of them i’m a lesbian but dat was not a deterrent clearly#i got offered SO MANY drugs 😭#every single guy i danced with n even guys i didn’t dance with#got offered molly n coke n weed#one guy didn’t even have da weed ON him but i told him i only smoked weed not cigs so he offered 2 literally leave n come back w da weed..#not even 2 smoke WITH him cuz when he asked if i smoked weed after i said no 2 cigs i was like#‘yeah i do i don’t wanna smoke w u tho’#same dude bought me da hella overpriced water they had there <3#$6 for a bottle of water is CRIMINAL#men r so easy tho i just squeezed his arm when i was following him across da dance floor n asked if he worked out#then he was at my beck n call 4 everything#so silly#0ut
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tendebill · 6 months
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[wip]
school's been killing me so i've been inactive and will continue to be inactive in the nearest future. i can barely find the energy/motivation/time to draw for myself, but here's a little seph wip ive started today out of sheer desperation to draw SOMETHING lol
#anyway to draw this i had to ignore working on both of my diplomas#+preparing for next week overall and an animation assignment :3#gonna lump all of my responsibilities on tomorrow and hope i can do it all in 1 day#also i hope im not sick#would suck if i was sick#i might be getting sick#the only thing ive been capable of is playing ow2 and writing gay fanfiction for it in my spare time#cuz even if i have a less intense school day im still exhausted cuz of the public transit#not to mention SHOUT OUT TO WEDNESDAY I LOVE WEDNESDAY#I LOVE HAVING A 1O HOUR SCHOOL DAY MHM#7am to 4pm that shit must be violating some regulations or rights idk#but the people in charge of our schedule are basically like lmao cant do anythin about that sorry#deal with it#and also this is the lite version of my schedule#cuz i have 3 hrs less than im technically supposed to have cuz the fucking photography teacher wont show up for work#and im lowkey hoping they cancel photography altogether this year for my sanity#also ive been kinda artblocked since the beginning of september#also also im lowkey hating my own art again#im just unhappy with my art#i wanna enjoy drawing and i wanna draw a lot but i just cant#plus ive been having trouble with drawing anything besides faces#like my anatomy is outta wack and its messing with me#i cant even draw characters without getting frustrated that its either just their face or a shitty attempt at a cool pose#everything i draw feels bad or uninspired#anyway#wip#tendebill ocs#tendebill art#personal#life update
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most-fuck-able-ff14 · 9 months
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I want to do a third for fun poll thats Magnai vs everyone else but you can only have 10 options. -Mod Fisher
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abstractlesbian · 4 months
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I think the routine my new job is giving me has been really good for my mental health but it's funnier to say Ive been too tired to be mentally ill
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databent · 1 month
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[pained wailing emoji]
#.pdf#rd#THE REST OF THIS IS JSUT ME WHINING. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE#i dont wanna go to work ‼️‼️‼️ i feel like i am nearing a breaking point i am sofucking burnt out#every time i go to work. my brain gets Scary at me. stresses me out. dont like it ☹️#im supposedto be going in tonigjt but im dreading it sososo much#my work hour options have changed from “fully flexible” to “7am-9pm only” whcih yeah i know that doesnt sound that bad. but i have non-24#(circadian rhythm disorder that makes me sleep progressively later every day circling fully around the clock over ~3 weeks or so)#and bcos of it often i have to force myself out of bed in what my body thinks may as well be the middle of the night just to get to work#and then i dont ever get enough time to recover from that to actually let my sleep fall back into its natural schedule wjich is the only#time i feel properly rested. so essentially im chronically sleep deprived which is making me chronically stressed and way less productive#i just reslly really want to fucking save up a little money and just Not work for a week or two. bjt. with my sleep bullshit i cant really#work enough to be able to put anything aside. at all#so. kind of an unrealistic desire i guess. lol#ive been feeling like this ever since like early january when i was told i ahve to stick to a more normal schedule. & its only getting worse#idont know i just wishthere was something i could do that was fully flexible on timing but also doesnt havw the kind of workload that would-#-stress me out like basically anything with longer-term projects so ykmow Most flexible schedule jobs.#i do have one thing in mind i could do on my own but its dumb and probably wouldnt make much money and has startup costs i cant afford rn..
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floral-hex · 17 days
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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wingsofhcpe · 23 days
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First time in two months that I don't have to set an alarm clock for tomorrow and don't have to get up at a specific time to study or sit for an exam... I have truly forgotten what being relaxed felt like.
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scoreplings · 4 months
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at my boyfriend's house and the damn rooster wont shut up -_-
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lavenoon · 9 months
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okay but what if I don't wanna come out, what if I remain a mystery
Then you're in luck because I do not have the braincells to figure you out myself. My AU Y/N is an oblivious idiot for a reason (projection)
Thank you for the crabs, I haven't unleashed them yet because I want to be able to say goodbye to them tomorrow when I wake up and I woke up earlier than usual today, so I'm waiting a bit longer. I will name one "Anonymous" in your honor
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welleducatedinfant · 3 months
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just got fucking roasted by g**** in the dms this guy is ruthless
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