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carrotkicks · 7 months

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Fugitives arc - Abridged vrs.

(part of the sends them to school au)

hehe so guess what! I took my insanity to new heights and I actually tried to write (horrifying) do tell me how it goes for you

It took exactly 9 seconds to find the extra bandages. Dr. Mori was always reliable about keeping medical supplies ready on hand but Dazai counted anyway. It’s a habit she’s grown over the years. Her eyepatch had gotten rather grimy after a long day on the run, and the bacteria that may have collected could give her another infection, so she might as well change it, right?

Right! That’s a good start. Redoing her bandages is an excellent next step in her plan to somehow get herself and Chuuya out of this debacle.

Speaking of, Chuuya was currently in the bedroom, trying to find something to wear that was left lying around in this safe house. Dazai had helped her take a bath earlier, and it took a lot of effort on her part to not freak out. Not that Chuuya noticed, of course. Chuuya might have a second special ability to be completely oblivious to some things. Like when someone’s putting the moves on her, or when she’s in pain. It’s as though she entirely lacks self-preservation. Does she have a death wish or something? Oh wait –

Dazai freezes that horribly ironic train of thought to remind herself she’s in a bathroom surrounded by puddles of Chuuya’s blood and tattered clothes. After the bandages, I’ll clean this mess. That’s a good next, next step.

Chuuya had gotten injured, somehow. A deep gash on the back of her neck, like a creature sunk its claws in her and pulled something out. Dazai frowned at the thought as she pulled her patch off. Chuuya hasn’t said a word about why they were hiding but after the events of the past few days, Dazai’s overactive mind was starting to paint a bleak picture.

Chuuya wasn’t at school for the past few days. On the third day of her absence, her literature teacher pulled her aside with a packet of coursework in hand.

“I know you’re close to Nakahara-chan. Perhaps you can deliver her the materials she’s missed this past week so she doesn’t fall too far behind. And check in on her too, okay?”

Of course, Dazai readily agreed. Their Sensei has always shown exasperation towards Chuuya’s poor attendance habits, but today there was a strange tightness in her smile that made Dazai’s stomach settle uncomfortably.

Kunikida decided to join her to deliver the notes – “Not that I don’t think you’re capable of it on your own. I’m putting up with you because it’s a dangerous location, and I would like to see how Nakahara-san is doing” he declared. Naturally, Dazai had cheerfully wrapped an arm around his waist and accepted his chivalrous offer. Kunikida may give the pretenses of aloofness but he worries too much for the act to hold any weight. That’s how Dazai managed to figure out what happened after that disastrous mistake on her part last Friday.

Kunikida and Yosano both agreed to this story: Chuuya looked very pale when they entered the club room. She claimed she was ill and decided to leave after minutes in. That’s where it ended, frustratingly enough. At yesterday’s Detectives Club meeting, Ranpo mentioned to her briefly “I don’t think things look very good at home for Chuuya-kun.” Dazai nodded.

I figured as much too.

That’s why when she and Kunikida stepped up to a ratty-looking apartment unit in a ratty-looking apartment complex in the Suribachi neighborhood on the outskirts of Yokohama, she had Hirotsu in a van full of Mafia guards parked two blocks away. Her security detail was also following close by but she’s not supposed to know about them, so if anyone asks, what security detail?

“This is the right place?” Kunikida asked, looking back at the surroundings. The area didn’t seem safe, at least for a couple of kids wearing uniforms for one of the most prestigious private academies in Yokohama. Even if those kids were ability users.

“It’s the address Sensei gave me,” Dazai responded in a relaxed fashion. She gazed back to where Kunikida was looking. An armored truck hidden under the shade of a tree.

“Supposedly there’s a military base nearby,” she rationalized. Kunikida only nodded uneasily.

Dazai grinned and began ruffling through her bag for the handouts. “Hey, if Chuuya answers the door, she won’t be in her school uniform.”

“Hm.” Kunikida stepped forward and knocked. Three times.

“I bet she has an awful fashion sense. She seems like the type, right?”

“Anything Nakahara-san chooses for her style will be an improvement to your bandages, Dazai-chan.”

“Tch. Rude.”

The door opened. The timer starts.

Standing there was a tall man wearing a lab coat and a gentle smile. “Hello. Can I help you?” He has glasses and graying hair. He’s keeping his hands in his pockets, one of which seems to be holding something. 6 seconds.

Kunikida must have picked up that Dazai wasn’t willing to talk, and took over. “Hello sir, is this the residence of Nakahara Chuuya-san?”

“Yes, I’m her father. She’s not well right now, so I’m afraid you can’t see her.” 18 seconds. From what Dazai could see there wasn’t any furniture other than a sofa, coffee table, and coat rack. Chuuya’s signature boots weren’t by the entrance.

“That’s… alright. We just came to deliver some of the notes and homework she’s missed. We’re classmates.” The blinds in the apartment were drawn, and there was something in the shadow that Dazai couldn’t make out clearly. 23 seconds.

Chuuya’s “father” accepted the offered papers swiftly without a second glance. “I’ll see that she gets these. Anything else?” 31 seconds. A glint of metal, that looked the shape of –

“Nope, that’s it! We’ll take our leave then. Please tell Chuuya we hope she feels better for us, sir” Dazai cut in. She nudged Kunikida’s foot Come on, time to go.

Kunikida gave a courteous bow. “Thank you for your time, Nakahara-san.”

At that, a strange smirk crossed over the man’s face, as if he heard the world’s most ironic joke. “Of course.” He made eye contact with Dazai for a moment and she really hoped she was giving him a polite smile because her eyes felt far too wide to be anything other than manic. Then the door slammed shut.

The entire encounter lasted 42 seconds, and Dazai already figured out more than she wanted to. “Chuuya wasn’t there. That man wasn’t her father” She tells Kunikida when they’re far enough away from the building. Her friend gave her a sharp look, but it wasn’t an "I don’t believe you". It helped the tightness in her throat clear a little.

“How do you figure?”

Dazai furrowed her brow, “That apartment isn’t lived in at all. None of Chuuya’s possessions were to be found. And…” She halted. Kunikida stopped beside her. “Inside I saw a glimpse of a rifle, a military-grade one. There was definitely an armed soldier hiding in the back, and likely the rest of their squad too.” Soldiers, a military base, a man in a lab coat, and a missing ability user. A terrible combination.

Kunikida muttered what was absolutely not a curse. “We need to find Nakahara quickly.” He says, not wasting a moment to pull out his phone to dial who she thinks is Ranpo.

Dazai nods, already feeling more confident. But Yokohama’s a big city, how are they supposed to find one tiny person like –

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“Dazai. Dazaiiiiiiii! Are you- oh!” Chuuya rushed out about as quickly as she entered. Dazai had scrambled to throw her hands up to hide her uncovered eye. She exhaled heavily as she tried to suppress the irritation that flared up in her chest. That was terrible timing on her part, and she should have accounted for Chuuya being her spontaneous self.

“Seriously, Chibi? Didn’t anyone teach you to knock first?”

“Sorry. I didn’t expect you to be indecent.” Dazai isn’t naked, just bandage-less right now. Oh, Chuuya’s trying to be funny.

“Humor isn’t your thing Slug-chan. Hhh, tell me. Did you see it?” Dazai doesn’t know why she’s feeling so self-conscious. Her eye healed a long time ago, even if seeing out of it is still quite blurry, it looks perfectly fine. But in the year since the … injury … Dazai has only been able to bear looking at her own unobstructed reflection for only a few minutes at a time. The only other person who could be comparable was the Good Doctor himself.

There’s a silence behind the door. Then, Chuuya says, “I saw you, Dazai.”

Dazai doesn’t know how to respond to that, and it seems like Chuuya may have realized because there’s a hesitant turn of the door handle. Dazai puts her hand over the right side of her face for good measure.

The door creaks open and the redhead shuffles in. Literally shuffles, Dazai realized, those clothes were huge on her, practically swallowing her frame. The sleeves of the collared shirt she found were rolled up to her elbows and the black slacks she was wearing must have been cuffed 3(?) times. They must be Dr. Mori’s, a little voice in Dazai’s head supplied. She looks cute in them, an unhelpful one adds. She looked cuter covered in blood, to be honest, another, more unhelpful, eviler voice continued. Hold on, has Dazai ever seen Chuuya wear long pants before?

Whatever. It didn’t matter because obviously, Dazai laughed out loud at the sight. Maybe overcompensated even, she really needed this chance to tease Chuuya. Any chance she’ll get. For her part, Chuuya must have anticipated this reaction because she just huffs out in annoyance and drags herself closer. When her giggles died down, she realized that Chuuya had grabbed her hand and was looking directly into her eyes, and a self-satisfied grin settled on her face.

Ah, Dazai’s mouth felt dry again, so she lowers her head. Chuuya took that as a cue to start talking. “It’s only fair, Dazai. You got to see all of me, so I deserve some leverage on you too.”

Leverage? Oh… Dazai thinks she gets it. Chuuya’s at Dazai’s mercy right now. Dazai’s father owns this safe house, Dazai’s people are guarding the perimeter, and Dazai’s the one who can treat her injuries. Chuuya’s asking for some control over the situation. She’s asking for trust in return. Dazai can handle that.

She looks up, but Chuuya’s already turned her head away, cheeks a faint red. She detaches her hand but Dazai grabs it before it can retreat further.

“Hey.” Dazai brings Chuuya’s hand close to her face. Chuuya meets here eyes. She seems confused. “A while ago I got into an accident.”

“An accident?” If Chuuya doubts her, she wouldn’t show it.

“Yeah. It really messed up the right side of my face. It used to look really bad so I always bandaged it. It became a habit.”

Dazai hesitated on the next part. “And when I see myself without the patches, I get reminded how human I look.”

Chuuya’s gaze was unreadable now.

Shit. Don’t say more. Dazai found herself stuck explaining, “And it makes me a fraud because I’m not a human. Not inside. Not where it matters” Stop oversharing! She can feel her heartbeat going faster “Ahh ~ that part’s not really a big deal, though. How’s my face, Chuuya-kun? Is it cute?”

“What the hell are you saying, Dazai?” When she’s upset Chuuya’s voice goes down an octave from her usual high throaty pitch. It seems that’s the case here. Dazai stayed transfixed to the anger brewing in her eyes, and didn’t noticed that Chuuya’s hands landed themselves on either side of her face, cupping it gentler than her expression would have let on.

“Don’t you ever say that to my face again! You're not human? That’s complete bullshit.” Who taught Chuuya how to curse, anyway?

“Chuuya I-”

“Shut up. Don’t you understand, Dazai?” She really doesn’t understand. Chuuya’s expression melts into something Dazai can’t recognize. Her thumb strokes her right cheek and then Dazai is being pulled closer to the Earth. At some point her eyes close. Some muddled thought about trust floats around her head.

“You’re the most human person I’ll ever meet.”

Something soft and warm. Right under her eye. Dazai snaps back into awareness as Chuuya pulls away, red-faced, like a shrimp. A shrimpy color on a shrimpy person. Or the color of crab. Dazai loves crab. Dazai loves- Chuuya squirmed under her gaze. Oh, right. How much time did she just lose?

“You took me by surprise last Friday,” Chuuya confesses, looking away in embarrassment. “And then I got scared, because I felt so good in that one moment with you, and then I had to go back… Home.” She shuddered. “And I’ve been trying change, you know? Because I didn’t feel alive until I met you, and then suddenly I wanted to feel alive for you.”

Dazai didn’t know how to respond, so she wrapped her hand around the back of Chuuya’s neck, carefully over thick patch of gauze that protected her injury. Chuuya looked breathless. “And then last week, I realized that my freedom had run out, so I took a chance and escaped. And now we’re here. And it’s all your fault Dazai. I did it because of you.”

There’s something dark and stormy in Chuuya’s eyes.

“And that stupid goddamned kiss. It was fucking incredible .”

Dazai closed the distance between them again. And again. And again. And again and again and again and again and again andagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagainandagain –

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So their night went peacefully after that. Dazai never ended up rewrapping her eye, just for the sake of savoring that adorable flustered look on Chuuya’s face. Cleaning the bathroom was a more irritating chore. Dazai had nudged the pile that was Chuuya’s blood-soaked uniform and a random set of green and yellow gardening gloves she somehow acquired. (“Hey you sure you didn’t go and murder anyone, Slug?” she had taunted. Chuuya ominously didn’t answer.) Dr Mori had kept a huge stock of spicy instant noodles in the pantry and the two of them held a contest to see who could handle the spice better. It ended in a tie because Dazai refused to admit she had a runny nose and tears in her eyes.

And now they were in bed, in each other's arms. Dazai hugged her… girlfriend? partner? … closer. Chuuya was so warm. Like a human furnace. Dazai could happily die right now. Until Chuuya spoke up.

“Dazai, why did you tell me I would look cute in a cage right before you kissed me. ” Death needs to arrive a little faster. Dazai is a little spent from the embarrassing and soulbearing conversations earlier.

“It. It was a dog joke Chuuya. Because you’re my doggy.”

“Likely story. You just want me to have no freedom under you instead.” Dazai pointedly didn’t wrap herself around Chuuya more, to prove her self restraint and respect for Chuuya’s autonomy.

“Please drop it. You don’t understand my prodigal mind.”

“Hmm. How about never?”

A comfortable silence settled over them again. Chuuya pushed herself deeper into Dazai’s hold. She was wearing a pair of oven mits that she found in the kitchen, and Dazai didn’t bother to ask why. What did matter was that this moment never ended.

“Dazai.” Chuuya started. “I’m…”

“Hm?” Dazai shifted her position so she could see Chuuya’s expression. It was horribly vulnerable.

“I… don’t think I’ll be sleeping tonight.”

The unspoken words rang clearly in Dazai’s mind. She smiled and ran her hand through the short red hair. There was a light shining in Chuuya’s eyes. If they were going to pull an all-nighter, then Dazai better start counting.

“Yeah. Me too, Chuuya”

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Dazai woke up to the barrel of an assault rifle pressed to her temple and a tall man in a white lab coat holding Chuuya in his arms.

#i never actually written like. normally non-essay context b4 so sorry if it doesn't work well.#but here lemme ramble a second.#i skipped around a bit like where dazai actually finds chuuya. or this part where black lizard fights the military fight to let skk escape #i've always had this fixation with dazai timing things to the second. whether it be for plans or to help him analyze things quickly #or just a habit #i'm obssesed with flipping the script for these two in the au. chuuya get's to be 'ur literally peak human' to dazai this time #minor headcanon abt dz's right eye #I wanted to put a little effort into Kunikida and dazai's friendship here too! he's such a reliable bro. putting an emphasis on trust yknow #you can ask about the oven mitts but i can't really give you a response #no apologies for the ending :3 #anyways. escalate escalate escalate escalate #no more school! time for the Horrors #what's next on schoolkoku trauma hour?#dazai finally gets the bigger picture and then it becomes sends them to jail au.#fukuzawa and mori must team up to post bail.#and the return of Coach Frankenstein???#bsd #bungo stray dogs #dazai #chuuya #kunikida #mentioned: yosano ranpo mori and hirotsu.#skk #fem soukoku

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verycoolsnails · 1 month

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YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!

MISHA 💖💓🩷❤️💕💖💓🩷💖❤️💖💓💓💖🩷💓

#i loevev them so much did you know that #currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw .........#and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick .#A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff .#that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE...........#so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha.#like that IS her voice right . im not going insane #its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ;#turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears .#and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines)#and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM ..#where theres something just ... sososo off .#and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is)#BUT . augh . auf even .#childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped #(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .)#the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour ..#aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really .#anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED.#uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony .#when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long .#which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious #i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality.#okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people?#and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping)#and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare .#uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but #i hope i got the point across <33 #i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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adoranoia · 10 months

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♪ hi we have a playlist already but give me more

@jiwone // send a ship and ♪ and i’ll post a mini playlist (2-3 songs) i think fits them .

kiss me you animal, burn the ballroom : my thriller scandal, take a bite, girl you know my favorite part, i'm so desperate for your sweet affliction. silver, crystal, carousel your effervescent touch, but everybody knows that home is where your teeth sink, love. kiss me you animal, i need to take you in real slow, cause dying on your lips is how i wanna go.

starstruck, the scary jokes : sylvia, you are a fugitive on the run, not sure from what. every day, you're like a different girl, who are you trying to fool? sylvia, it's such a pleasure to know the real you, oh, i still get a little starstruck. baby you shine so bright, and you still give me butterflies. oh baby, you shine so bright.

she's got you high, mumm-ra : she's got you high and you don't even know yet. the sun's in the sky, it makes for happy endings, you can't deny you want a happy ending.

#* && OOC #* && 707 : HAPPY-GO-LUCKY / HACKER .#* && IT'S SUCH A PLEASURE TO KNOW THE REAL YOU/OH‚ I STILL GET A LITTLE STAR STRUCK! ★ (JIWOON/JIWONE)#SO ANYWAY I CARE THEM SO BAD lemme. ramble a lil abt these choices ok so we got the first one. an obvious pick. their aesthetic. y'know?#bc they're both lil freaks but they're lil freaks in love so good 4 them ig lmaoooooo #starstruck is on their actual playlist and i've shown u it but its so them i had to include it. 'its such a pleasure to know the real you'#crying......... shut up shut up shut up sh #and the last one !!! tbh the line 'you cant deny you want the happy ending' makes me soft in general. romance. plus i thought like #'the suns in the sky' bit bc saeyoung is always ft. light and sun metaphors! do u see my vision. they're gonna make a happy ending : ]#WOO RAMBLING anyway ilu #jiwone

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sapphic-woes · 2 years

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Yk. I'm quite gay.

#sibssksnsksbsk im rambling im rambling but holy mother of old im having a dumb moment #im like ehehehe lemme be dumb ans my my oc totally self indulgent now lets get a comm ehehe–#OH NO? SHES HOT? WHO COULD HAVE–#im just shoving her in everyone's faces and going 👁️👄👁️ can u believe it????#like i didnt write like 12 chapters already abt her #uabajana also if u dont know wat im talking abt i do have ocs!! i just dont rlly talk abt them much and focus on fandom stuff #but i do have like. a story ans everything lmao #two chapters are up here ans the rest u have to dm me for cuz i kinda wanna.... write a book👉👈#but yea holy shit ezra is????????? a woman????????????#ISBSUSBSKAAJ SHES A FUCKING WOMAN–#ah i am not okayyyyyyyy anyways byeeee #sapphic rambling

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arolesbianism · 5 months

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Thinking spiraling upwards stuff that doesn't matter to the main plot again. Minkclan first arriving to the territories listening to the other clans argue abt which of them have the most violent history knowing full well that their medic was literally a serial killer and she doesn't even have the highest body count of them

#rat rambles #spiraling upwards #and yes Im still working on it Im just in the designing phase #and lemme tell you. I have SO fucking many cats to design #for context the clan the main character lives in has like 30 something cats #not counting the dead ppl I also have to design #and thats just one of 4 #tbf elmclan is the oldest of the 4 so they might have the most cats but not by much if Im remembering correctly #the youngest of the 4 main clans (minkclan) only has 9 dead ppl at least so thatll be a nice break #anyways I dont think Ive explained literally like. anything abt spiraling upwards asside from murtle existing #I wont go into the actual plot because thats hashtag spoilers but Ill let myself talk abt clan history stuff #long story short the 4 main clans in spiraling upwards are relatively young clans that have rly only recently gotten more settled down #I say relatively cause the oldest is abt 8 years old and thats certainly not nothing for a bunch of cats but like that rly isnt that long #most of the founders of each clan originated from a different bunch of clans far away that all were different degrees of falling apart #there used to be six but one of them left after their leader announced that they were all doomed and took his clan to where the future 4 of #the main story would end up locating because of the story of him #they never did find him and his clan tho rip #a long time had passed before the rest of the shit went down tho so most had kind of disregarded his omen #eventually tho one of the clans shitty leader drove his clanmates to the edge and they ended up violently rebelling against him #his daughter ended up pinning him to the crumbling cliff that he usually made his announcements from by stabbing his neck with a sharp piece #of stone that had broken off of it #and after that his clan mates just started going to town on him tearing through all nine of his lives in only a few moments #and even after that it took several minutes before the remains of his body finally slumped down and the cats stopped tearing at his corpse #after that the crew announced that they the old guy was right and that they were dipping and starting their own clan elsewhere #and those cats made elmclan 👍#despite being generally the most calm of the 4 this legacy still leads to many horror stories abt their current leader honeystar #and then theres cragclan who was formed after their medic murdered their leader and was like god said we're leaving now cmon #and mink despite having a reputation for being the silliest and strangest of the 4 due to their younger history and ratstar being a silly #goose have a really Really bloody history hell their oldest medic was a serial killer who used snake fangs as her calling card #meanwhile the eagleclan founders basically got the entire clan to chase off the families in power and then just left

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littlemissayu · 20 days

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You wake up the TWST boys at 3am bc your hungry

A/N: Lmao, I haven't posted in mad long. I really miss posting for you guys!! While my inbox if flooded nothing rlly inspired me(no offense). I;ve been busy w/school and writing(smth non-twst & non-fanfic related) so I really didn’t have the time or motivation to write. Anyway I’m probs annoying w/ the rambling so lemme get to what y’all voted on.

Parings: NRC boys x reader(romantic/ no Ortho)

Is wide awake and ready to get smth to eat w/ you. Was either already up or was sleeping and js happened to be super energized when you woke him. You guys are going to the nearest corner store/deli/gas station or fast food place.

Kalim Al Asim, Lilia Vanrouge, Floyd Leech(good mood), Rook Hunt, Malleus Draconia, Jade Leech

Lectures you. He loves you - he really does - but it is 3am!! He and you need your full 8 hours of rest, so no you guys are not going out to get food. Now just maybe, maybe, you can convince them to go with you but you better be hella persuasive!! Gl my darling

Vil Schoenheit, Riddle Rosehearts, Sebek Zigvolt, Jamil Viper

Is Disoriented. You have randomly woken him up at 3am and he is so sleepy(it’s kinda attractive), his voice raspy eyes droopy. He’s doing his best to stay awake the entire time. But he does go to get food w/ you!! He may be half asleep but it’s kinda good bc he is clingy and adorable.

Ruggie Bucchi, Cater Diamond, Deuce Spade, Jack Howl, Epel Felmier, Trey Clover, Azul Ashengrotto, Silver

Says No. He is tired and doesn’t want to get up and leave his comfy bed to get food when the sun isn’t even awake. Urges you to go back to sleep with him BUT if your persistent enough he will begrudgingly go with you, he will have an attitude abt it tho!

Leona Kingscholar, Ace Trappola, Floyd Leech(bad mood), Jamil Viper

Was Already awake, but refuses to leave his room. He improves and you guys js order in.

Idia Shourd

A/N: now that I am back to writing on here pls drop by my inbox, it’s always open to suggestions, as I’ve said I miss writing. I will try to post within the next week or two so lmk wht you wanna see in my content, Have a great day mls!!

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Octavinelle Masterlist

Scarabia Masterlist

Pomefiore Masterlist

Ignihyde Masterlist

Diasomnia Masterlist

TWST Masterlist

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lovebvni · 4 days

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What’s a DR you want to gush about, but haven’t had the chance?

OK THIS IS SMTH IVE PUT OFF FOR SO LONG MAINLY OUT OF EMBARASSMWNT BUT IT IS PART OF MY MHA DR

ok yeah u guys i’m a teenager BUT 😭😭 hear me out

i am a student at ua, a music artist, a dancer, a singer, an actor, and a (rarely, bc it’s for my mom) a model 😭😭😭😭

LISTEN U GUYS ITS SO DUN OK? I KNOW IM GINNA B OVERWHELMED BUT THATS LIWKEY HOW I ROLL!!!

the main parts i’m gonna ramble abt r my life as a music artist, actor, singer/songwriter.

so basically, as an actor, i take the place of ariana greenblat (im spelling that wrong) IN TERMS OF THE BARBIE MOVIE!!! DW DAPHNE LIVES AS ARIANA!

we actually met on the set of stuck in the middle, as i played a featured character in one of the episodes 😭 she’s so fun u guysss!!! (in my dr omfg)

but yeah <3 she is such a sweetheart and i love acting sm i literally jumped when i thought of it!! AUGH YALL DOFM GET IT I LOVE HER SM!!

anyways as a singer/songwriter 😉 u guys don’t understand!!

i am a theatre kid, lemme preface, so when i was like “damn i could do music” i almost died LFMAOOAS

before i get into ua (so in MIDDLE SCHOOL) i release my first ep AND i have like 7/8 singles out 😭😭 i know like the day i get into ua i release a song called “ripple” and it is so fun!!! there’s also a remix featuring BILLIE EILISH!!! called ripple effect and omg her voice u guys!!! AUGH I WISH I COULD PLAU IT FOR UUU!!

anyways my music style is mainly inspired by ashnikko, poppy, jasmin bean and melanie martinez with a sprinkle of billie eilish !!

i’m friends w ash, melanie and billie btw. i’m not w jasmin and poppy bc i js look up to them sm i wanna meet them when i get there 😭😭

if yall want to know mya of a js lmk!! i’ll talk abt them a lot if u ask!!!

also being a music artist is so hard 😭😭 it’s such a good thing i have connections bc if i didn’t i think i would have rlly struggled (my connection is nicki minaj… my aunt.. I SCRIPTED THAT BEFORE SHE WENT OFF THE RAILS BRW AJAJKFKFJD)

but yeah!! that’s it!! ok now i need to calm down 😭😭 bye bueeee and thank u for asking!

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missroller15 · 1 year

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enola holmes 2 is not solely for the holmesbury nation with that content it served. oh no no no no. that content is so cressworth-coded, it just fed my obsession with them even more too.

like tell me tewksbury’s confession with the fan DOESN’T give off thomas vibes?? the entire carriage sequence is SO cressworth, it made me wanna scream.

“I may need more of those lessons.” lsifjsitndifnsjdn okay hello??? that’s literally thomas energy.

the near death experiences connect a lil too well too like… no need to dive deeper into that but y’all get it, you know.

anyway, this is total rambling but I’m just saying right now. for all my stjr besties, go check out enola holmes !!! for my enola homes besties, go read stjr NOWWW.

and for those, who are like me who’ve already done both, well done. go you <333 lemme know your fav moments from the books/movies !! Id love to talk abt them both more always 🫶🫶🫶

#stjr #enola homes 2 #enola holmes #efh #hpd #cressworth #holmesbury #lord tewksbury #thomas cresswell #audrey rose wadsworth

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moriartyluver · 10 months

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alright 🦢 anon is back

i got grounded so i couldn’t read the new updates but i am free *dobby voice*

anyways just binged the entire remainder of act 1 AND LET ME SAY IS SHIT BROKE MY EXPECTATIONS

false lovers is just so wow like it’s so perfect. Perfect mix of romance and angst and the character building for all the character in such a short space of time is good but also realistic at the same time.

lemme just summarise my opinions on each of the chapters because I will start painfully rambling if I don’t.

chapter 7- LIAM BEING ALL CUTE AND JEALOUS?? IM IN LOVE

chapter 8- liam going feral 😍 I’d let that man ultraviolence me. Also fl cleaning liam up was so cute bro. Imagine they have a liam getting injured so fl has to help wrap his bandages moment omg

chapter 9- THE FLIRTING?? LIAM SENDING GIFTS?? HIM BEING ABSOLUTELY WHIPPED?? FL LITERALLY GAGGING HIM?? HELLO?????

chapter 10- fl backstory when? I love how u integrated the subtle thing abt her brother. My guess is that he got killed because of the British idk. Maybe he was a soldier?? anyways-

THE NIGHTGOWN SCENE

I WAS ON MY KNEES BRO THE FLIRTING?? THE CUDDLING?? EVERYTHING WAS SO 😫

also the moon symbolism was so cute. The Japanese use the term ‘the moon looks beautiful tonight’ because it sounds similar to ‘I love you’ and it was just so BAKFBSJSHJSKS

anyways regarding sneakpeaks-

spicy chapter in chapter 15???? And it was titled parental visit so I’m just wondering how that’s gonna play out. Anyways author u have not disappointed at all and I’m sure it’ll be good for this chapter too

ALSO FL JUST DIPPED?? BRO LIAM WAS PROBABLY SO DEPRESSED OMG POOR DUDE

the way Josephine keeps getting forgotten 💀

speaking of, don’t think the little rose slid past me in chapter 10-

poor josie probably would have loved to be a bridesmaid but ofc she’s not a noble so she can’t really but her trying to be included and share the happiness ☹️☹️

PLEASE DOBBG VOICE 😭 😭

Parental visit chapters gonna be..something..to say the least.

Also a few more flirty bit in the noahatic arc don’t worry

And fl will meet Sherlock and become biggest menacing duo ever. Mycroft hates them.

Glad the rose didn’t slide past but it’s also sad but cute at the same time 😭 Josephine and fls dynamic is everything to me bro

Yeah fl just left (tiny hint at the beginning of the letter as to why) to help her parents and stuff. They wanted her to go with Liam but ofc fl being fl went alone (with josie)

It’s okay tho because them reuniting was cute asf

#—a’s anons 💄#—false lovers 💋

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@devintrinidad ssdjksdsk i actually wasn’t expecting anyone to read my random thoughts abt that but the amount of joy and serotonin i just received from u taking interest in it tysm :>

anyways they use the same pronouns as i do since he’s my sona (so he/they) and before i get into the logistics of my drawing i have to talk a little more about the octotrios’ countdown art bc i left a few bits of information out of the original post (since i wasn’t prepared for anyone to be so invested sdjskdjsk)

Jade and Azul particularly have a lot of other similarities, more so than Floyd and Azul, which makes sense considering the two of them are more similar to each other. like Azul and Jade both facing left with a hand on their hat and both of them smirking. the bubbles also surround them more as i think i mentioned before rather than coming out of their mouth like Floyd’s does. (although it may be interesting to not that jade lets the bubbles entirely surround him while Azul only lets them stay in front or to the side of him. is this important? possibly lmao but that’s not what i’m here to talk about so,)

my sona’s countdown art was sorta made to mirror both Azul and Floyd particularly. mirror Azul’s in the way the tweels are both facing back and in opposite directions w their heads tilted different ways, and mirror Floyd’s in the way Azul and Jade’s do. I did a few things to sorta mimic them so lemme try to list them rq (excluding the bubbles bc i’ll get to those later)

• azul faces down, mine has his head raised

• azul faces left, I face right

• both azul and I’s most notable clothing article is the grey colored thing but thats less bc of me trying to mirror moreso a coincidence

• floyd faces right, i face right

• floyd shows his teeth, i show my teeth

• floyd has his hands down and i have my hands down

• floyd and i both have our heads tilted up

• (and an extra not exactly pose related detail but general character design thing) both floyd and I wear our dorm uniforms more.. messily. haphazardly, you could say

it’s supposed to compliment and mirror aztweels’ cd arts like a missing puzzle piece, essentially, which fits the dynamic i’ve created for them in my head as well. like in the way Jade and Azul are most similar to each other, Lost and Floyd share more traits with each other than they do with the aforementioned two which i don’t wanna mention bc i’ve already been rambling so much and we haven’t even got to what you asked yet ah-

NOW! onto the actual bubbles lmao. notice that i’ve yet to mention jade yet in similarities i’ve chosen to reference/mirror so far. that’s because i referenced his art in the bubbles. the way our bubbles are placed is most similar (ie in the sort of three cluster pattern that surrounds the figure) except mine are with the addition of having the bubbles also come from my mouth in the same way floyd’s do for the aforementioned reasons.

beyond that onto the bubbles themself, i don’t have much to say when it comes to the shape of them besides the fact that i wanted them to be that way lol. somewhat anti climactic, but it’s probably worth noting that they’re organized in a way that makes it look like smaller, thinner, bubbles are gathering to form bigger ones rather than Jade and Azul’s who’s bubbles look more like bigger ones breaking apart. and my bubbles always tend to grow smaller as they rise (save for the corner one because I did that first so it looks most similar as i looked at the reference for it the most + it’s in the corner so we can’t see the top) i can’t really say more for what that means about me personally, it probably says smth lol if you look into it enough but yeah that’s abt it!

conclusion: my twst sona was created to compliment the existing dynamic more than anything else and steals a lot of inspiration from the above three because they grew up in close proximity together and have the habit of picking up on certain inflections and poses (in general, not necessarily seen here)

i’m sorry this was so long!! i got carried away, but i hope this satisfies your curiosity and if you’re interested in more i always love talking more about my sona’s and oc’s and would love new friends <33

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nemesis-is-my-middle-name · 1 year

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anyway more rambling based on something i was thinking abt last night BUT. hmm how do i order this. i guess lemme just retrace my thought process?

#1: HOW messed up is ingo. i mean he has amnesia so that's probably like, at least a head injury, if the drugs didn't maybe do it. and i feel like if you toss a confused and disoriented cat off a thing moving probably around 50mph and it does not even Attempt to stick the landing it's probably gonna get pretty significantly fucked up. like, at least one broken leg, pretty bad road rash, etc.

#2: so ingo probably initially gets helped by the medicine cat in pearlclan, which is probably calaba, right. leafback or w/e. and then how long does that like. take? probably a significant amount of time and resources. if he's THAT messed up, as discussed above. which could raise some concerns w/ irida (nacrestar?) if the clan is like, at all struggling to begin with. and would explain why sneasler/direclaw gets assigned to mentor him once he's moving. irida's like this is YOUR problem. if he is not worth the expense of rescuing him it is YOUR thing to deal with. and then if he DOES bring back useful resources from the tracks nobody else will go near, that would also be a pretty significant bonus if they were in desperate need

#3: side thought 1: calaba's an old as fuck cat and yes she's still stubbornly doing her job BUT there is probably a very real concern among pearlclan that if she doesn't take an apprentice soon, she's gonna like, Die, or get injured or sick or something and nobody will have any idea how to take care of her. (this is a thing in pla canon too i feel like. and i think we've talked abt it before and i've suggested that coin was her apprentice, and then she left, which we could even keep in this au if we wanted.) that's a side thought tho. back to the main point.

#4: side thought 2: i cannot imagine calaba heals everything perfectly she is. a cat. with cobwebs and sticks and some plants. like at the very least that broken leg probably doesn't set perfectly. especially if he starts using it before he strictly should, which he prrobably does considering irida is pushing for him to Be Useful Already. so he probably winds up with like a permanent limp. which like can be learned around but probably doesn't make hunting super easy if he's also got to learn around it (and depending on what environments he was hunting in before+how much he actually did)

#5: combining side thoughts 1 and 2 actually what if ingo becomes the next medicine cat? herbs and sticks can't run away from you but they DO require a good memory and recall for like. procedures and details, which he's Great at. and he'd probably enjoy it a hell of a lot more than being a warrior, too. ik in canon the medicine cat position was a little bit of a Cat Banishment Zone but we can dismiss that and give them more activity/general responsibilities

#the nemesis speaks #pokefic pitch #tw animal harm #i guess i should be tagging that considering we're discussing throwing a drugged cat off a train

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I haven't seen OSO since OSO 4 came out, what did I miss?

Also I heard at least one of the characters is now Non-binary in some way but I don't know who.

YEAAAAA TART IS NONBINARY very awesome for fem it was like. revealed IN an episode too when fey asked for crayon box to change feir pronouns i tyhink that was really cool. theres a ton of others trans characters that arent revealed in episode, its kinda just. there. but YEAA trangener. ANDSO MUCH HAPPENED LEMME TELL YA OKAY SO.

EPISODE FIVE WAS THIS CHALLENGE WHERE THEY WERE ALL LIKE. told to go take pictures and stuff in groups. there';s also OOOO SCARY CREATURE. guarana ends up being safe and asks to judge. AND AND in the begining of the episode there's this whole thing where graffiti and glowing heart make soda cans explode and glowing heart ends up exploding part of the dome like inside of the dome.

ANYWAYS so theres also like. idk how much youalready KNOW abt oso but the thing with pitcher;s mood changing when an object's placed inside him is a big plot point at one bit in the episode. and GOD its so cool. i lov epitcher.

ALS OALSO its implied graffiti's having some issues with guarana which GOD i could ramble about for so long. i want to talk about guarana and graffiti more oh my god i NEED to. i need to im so normal about them.

anyways without spoiling too much thats a little rundown of the plot and also bits i myself really liked. they play lazer tag in episode six and its really neat. nothing too plot changing goes on, no big like. arc things iirc, aside from the guarana and graffiti's relationship getting a little more rocky, AND AND AT ONE POINT putty and pitcher have a little conversation and pitcher is given some headphones anfd GOD its autism to autis mcommunication you dont even know.........

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slafkovskys · 1 year

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#‘you’re lucky that i love you’ his tone is light and teasing but you can’t help the feeling of dread that stirs in your stomach at his words

My Top Posts in 2022:

hear me out girl dad beech

baby was born senior year of high school and the mom is out of the picture so Beech is trying to juggle his junior year and a two almost three year old.

tell a friend to tell a friend, she’s baaaccckkkkkk

“do you want your water?” you ask the little girl, looking down as she curls her arm around your knee. she’s quiet for a moment, staring at a group of boys on bikes passing by across the street and you clear your throat, smiling down at her when she looks up, “earth to leni.”

“daddy?” she responds, pointing her finger toward the arena. her tiny fingers poke at your knee as she looks at you curiously.

“yes, we’re going to see your dad, len, but do you want your water, ma’am?” the almost three-year-old takes a deep breath before looking away, back towards where the bikers had now turned the corner and disappeared. going with your gut, you grab the starbucks cup that was full of water and shut the car door, and hold out your hand, “hold please.”

her tiny hand grabs onto your bigger one and you start in the direction of the arena. she asks for her water and you hand it over, grateful that you now had one less thing to hold onto as you come to the door. you type in the code that you absolutely were not supposed to know, but johnny had given you anyway, and hold the door open for the little girl in the lavender leotard. once the door closes behind you, leni looks up, a silent ask of permission, and you let go of her hand, letting her weave her way through the hallways of yost. you stay hot on her trail though and when you finally make it to the open arena, it doesn’t take long before her presence is noticed.

“noureen!” a few of the boys chorus and she giggles, grabbing onto your hand again for help down the stairs.

“hi,” leni (real name eleanor, but growing up around hockey was rarely called eleanor) says as she gets to the glass. “daddy!”

johnny skates over, looking at you with raised eyebrows as you lift leni to stand on the brim of the glass, “hi baby. how was dance class?”

“we played and then i, i got a cake pop!” leni turns to look at you, “can i have my shirt honey?”

leni knew that your name was y/n, but after she heard johnny’s mom call you that once, she had refused to call you anything but. you hum, “yeah babe.”

you set her on the ground and pull the umich sweatshirt over her head picking her up again as the boys start to swarm, “cake pop? where’s mine?”

she hides her face in your neck, “i ate it.”

grano gasps, “i thought we were friends, noureen! now, who am i supposed to watch finding dory with?”

“not me,” eric chimes.

johnny, who looks more than annoyed with his roommates’ banter with his daughter, nods his head towards the bench, “bring her over here.”

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222 notes - Posted October 25, 2022

i frequently think abt the concept of staying over at boldy’s and having to borrow some of his clothes and he’s just… speechless? at you in his clothes with his last name & number on them.

happy birthday bolds 🥳

“alright kids,” jordan sighs, clapping his hands together which causes you to jump. matt chuckles, burying his face in your neck as his teammate crosses the room and flicks on the light. jordan clears his throat, suddenly serious, “bolds, lemme see your hands.”

your cheeks burn as matt pulls his hands out from under your sweatshirt where they had been tentatively playing with the waistband of your leggings for well over an hour. you turn your head away from the burning gaze of your boyfriend’s newfound landlord, “jordan-”

“we had an agreement. in case you’ve forgotten, two words: community spaces,” he says simply before you hear his retreating footsteps. “goodnight lovebirds. drive safe, y/n.”

“thank you,” you call, but it’s muffled by the couch cushion that you had practically buried your face into with the hopes of it swallowing you whole. matt’s fingers dig into your hips and you shove at his shoulders, “that was so embarrassing.”

“what was embarrassing about it?” he pushes himself off of you so that you can sit up and wrap your arms around yourself, “that he caught us cuddling?”

you roll your eyes, “he thought we were doing more than cuddling, matt.”

“i mean, i definitely would not object to that,” he sends you a lopsided smile before he leans over, placing a gentle kiss on your lips. you let yourself melt into him and before you know it, he’s got you laying back down on the sofa and when he’s pulling away for air he utters the words, “you should stay here tonight.”

“what?” your eyes widen and his face falls, “no, i mean, really? you want me to spend the night?”

“yeah, it would be nice to wake up to you in the morning. besides, we don’t have practice tomorrow. we could go and get breakfast or something,” he plays with your fingers nervously, avoiding your eyes now, “but if you’re not comfortable with that-”

“no! i- i want to! it’s just, would jordan be okay with it? i don’t want to intrude…”

“he just likes to mess with you, y/n. he doesn’t mean it,” matt reaches for his phone that was on the coffee table. he types something out with one hand while the other rests on your leg. it’s quiet between the two of you for a minute before his phone chimes and he turns it around so that you can read what was said. under a message sent to jordan asking if you can stay the night was a simple:

i don’t care. make good choices because you’re the only kids allowed in my house.

you look at him with raised eyebrows, “are you going to be making good choices, boldy?”

“i’m a good boy, i can keep my hands to myself,” he looks almost offended that you would suggest anything otherwise. his lips turn into a pout when you look at him expectantly, “hands will be kept above the waist unless directed otherwise.”

“you should stick to hockey because your pitching skills are terrible,” you shake your head, reaching up to run a hand through his hair.

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252 notes - Posted April 6, 2022

Okok that pic of bords got me thinking…. Hear me out… matching promise rings 🥺🥺

you got the text right as your professor announced that if you weren’t paying attention, now would be the time to tune in. it came in the form of a notification on the side of your computer screen, a little blip that you couldn’t click fast enough and tune your professor out. sorry sherry, your focus would be back momentarily.

just landed. can i go to your place?

you know where we keep the key

he reads it immediately and the response bubble pops up before it disappears just as quickly, and instead, a pink heart appears on the left corner of your message. you click your pen twice before looking back up at the screen in front of you, trying not to let your mind wander off to thoughts of thomas, but it was easier said than done.

he had called you last night as soon as he was back in his hotel room and you were on the phone for hours, but you maybe spoke for a total of thirty minutes. you could hear it in his voice that he either wasn’t ready to talk about it or didn’t want to. you had planned to be there with him, in the stands cheering on just like you had been every other step of the way this season, but with a lousy communications professor assigning an exam the same day as the frozen four semi-finals with no way to make it up without a legitimate excuse, you were stuck watching from home.

your professor continued on and on for forty-five more minutes before she turns off her projector, her silent way of dismissing you all. you were one of the first people to cut out of your lecture hall, heading straight for your car. it seems like the world knows that you’re on a mission because you miss every green light and you’re pulling up beside thom’s car in record time.

you’re making your way up the sidewalk when your front door opens and thom’s form fills up the space. your body almost deflates when you see him, “thomas…”

“not right now,” he mumbles, barely audible as you cross the front porch. he takes your backpack off your shoulder and leans inside, hanging it on the coat rack that was just inside the door. he steps forward then, wrapping his arms around you, practically melting into your body, “i’ll talk about it with you later because it’s not good to keep it in, i just don’t want to be a hockey player right now. i want to be thomas. i want to be your boyfriend. i want to be normal.”

he nuzzled his face in your neck and you wrap your arms around his waist while he curls his fingers in your back, “yeah, that’s fine. whatever you want, whatever you need.”

you aren’t sure how long you stand outside on your porch, a comfortable silence between the two of you as cars pass by. one even honks, startling you both and he chuckles against your ear, “was that for us?”

“we’re the only people out here,” you respond, “it was very unnecessary.”

“very,” he says, reaching to pull the door closed before curling his fingers with yours. “i got you a present, when we were in boston.”

“you didn’t have to get me anything, thom,” you send him a small grin and his cheeks flush, “but now that you’ve told me about it, you have to show me what it is.”

“close your eyes first,” he says and you playfully roll your eyes before obeying his demand. you hear him rustling around in his pockets before the sound of something hitting the ground causes him to let out a string of curses, “don’t open them yet!”

“i’m not, butterfingers, calm down.”

“do you want your present or not?”

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274 notes - Posted April 10, 2022

no nut november bet. umich boys. y/n and owen power. hed be dying and so would u, he would be the first to go

warnings: language, nsfw, mentions of cockwarming, lil bit of dom/rough owen at the end

you hear the stairs creak under his weight and your stomach churns as you let out a shaky breath. it was now or never. he has a muffled conversation with kent before the knob turns and light from the hall floods into owen’s bedroom. you watch as his tall frame fills up the door before he closes it behind him, mumbling a string of apologies, “sorry to wake you up.”

“i haven’t been to sleep,” you admit, rolling onto your side to watch as he empties his pockets onto the dresser. he unzips his jacket and tosses it into a pile of dirty laundry that he had been swearing that he was going to do for a week now, “did you have fun?”

“yeah. brought you home some leftovers. they’re in the fridge,” he mumbles as he pulls off his sweatpants before sliding into the bed beside you. his hand finds your hip and he pulls you closer so that your chest is pressed against his, “missed you.”

“not as much as i missed you,” you smile lazily against his lips. it doesn’t take long for the air to shift and for things to heat up between the two of you. you run a finger down his chest and hook it in the waistband of his boxers and that’s when he pulls away.

“we can’t-”

“i know about the bet, the one that’s going on with the team,” you announce and his face falls. his cheeks turn red and your lips turn to a pout as you push yourself up to stare down at him, “and you’ve been avoiding me because of it. so when i say that i miss you, o, it’s not just you that i’m missing.”

“how do you-” he stutters as you pull his glasses off his face and set them on the makeshift nightstand to your right, “how do you know about the bet?”

“that’s not really important, is it?” you decide not to rat out brendan and the cut of the money you would be getting if you were to cause owen to lose out of the race. you make your move then, taking the opportunity to straddle his lap. his hands immediately go to your hips as you roll forward and you grin, “did you really think that i wouldn’t think that something was up, owen? you can’t keep your hands off of me. if you don’t want to fuck me, that’s fine, but be honest with me. don’t lie to me, just admit that it’s about a stupid bet.”

“i- please,” his eyes are wild and his face is flushed while all you’ve done is tease him. if you had already gotten him this close to breaking not even forty-eight hours into the month, you really don’t see how he believed he was going to make it the entire thirty days.

“please what, baby?” you frown, running a hand down his chest. “what was i supposed to do? what were you going to do? just watch me get myself off? you hate doing that…”

“i- i can’t,” he whimpers as you press your hips down on his hard cock. his eyes roll to the back of his head and he digs his nails into your hips, “y/n, baby, love, please, you don’t understand-”

“you don’t understand, owen,” you pout your lips and grab onto his wrist. he lets you slide his hand under your t-shirt and in between your legs. his adam’s apple bobs as his fingers met with your bare, soaked pussy and you lean down to press a warm kiss to his cheek. “c’mon baby, the rules are that you can’t cum. it doesn’t say anything about putting your dick in me. it would feel so good. i know you miss it.”

he takes a deep breath and you know that he’s weighing out his options. he could say no right now and you would get off of him and you would sort yourself out no problem, but you can tell by the way he’s reacting that he really doesn’t want to. you let out a shaky breath as he dips his fingers between your legs to gather some of your arousal before pulling his hand away. he holds his fingers to your mouth and you take them inside your mouth with no argument and he smirks, “just because i’m not getting off doesn’t mean that you’re going to be in charge, sweetheart.

“i’m gonna give you my dick because you’re right, i wasn’t thinking about you. you can’t ride it though- ah,” you open your mouth to protest, but he shoves his fingers further down your throat to gag you. you go quiet, running your tongue over the digits to clean them as you only get turned on even more, “as i was saying, i’ll let you sit on my dick, but that’s all you’re gonna do. just keep it warm baby and that’ll get you off. will that be good enough?”

he pulls his fingers out of your mouth so you can respond, which you do so with an annoyed tone, “it’ll have to be.”

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277 notes - Posted April 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Going to party with Ethan Edwards and all the hockey boys start hitting on you so he gets a bit jealous

warnings: language

“i think that you should wear this,” the sound of your boyfriend’s voice causes you to turn around. when you do, you watch as he bends down and pulls a sweatshirt out of your suitcase and when you realize which one he had chosen, you scoff and turn back around to finish fixing your hair. in the mirror that was positioned in the corner of his bedroom, you catch sight of him pouting, “baby, i’m being serious.”

“you want me to go to a party with your last name plastered across my back. are you gonna wear one of my sweatshirts?” you raise an eyebrow and he shakes his head, looking almost bewildered that you would even suggest such a thing. “then no. the 73 dangling from my neck will just have to suffice.”

“but-”

“that’s a part of one of my outfits for your games. i can either wear it then or i can wear it tonight, your pick. you can’t have your cake and eat it too, edwards,” you turn on your heel and grab your sneakers walking over to his bed. he still stands in the middle of the room, holding onto the sweatshirt with a pout on his lips and you pat his chest as you pass, “what’s it gonna be?”

he mumbles something under his breath as he neatly folds the sweatshirt back up and places it back in your suitcase. he looks at you, “i just want everyone to know that you’re mine.”

“ethan, you are the only person that i know in ann arbor. i’m going to be with you all night,” you tie that laces on your shoes before standing up and holding out your hand for your boyfriend. he tangles his fingers with yours and you press a gentle kiss to his lips, “and i know for a fact that you’re gonna show me off to anyone that’ll listen.”

his cheeks flush and he shrugs his shoulders, “what can i say, i’m proud to be dating the most beautiful woman in the world.”

“well aren’t you just laying it on thick,” you hum and he grins, pressing his lips to yours again. “what do you want?”

“you and me,” he mumbles, hands squeezing your hips before traveling down into the pockets of your jeans, “in my bed…”

“when i said that i would come and visit you i was promised the full ann arbor experience,” you sigh as you pull away. you grab your bag from his desk and straighten up your clothes, “if you want to go to bed you be my guest, but i’m not going to be confined to your bedroom the entire time that i’m here, ethan. i’m sure one of your friends would be more than happy to show me around town tonight.”

the last thing that you see before you pull open the door to his room is an almost bewildered expression on his face. you make your way down the stairs where the other boys have already gathered. mackie raises an eyebrow, “where’s eddy?”

you open your mouth to answer, but the footsteps descending the stairs behind you beat you to it. your boyfriend looks between you and his teammates, “what?”

“did you find what you were looking for babe?” you ask, voice almost teasing as you adjust the collar of his flannel. you run your fingers through his hair as you look at him expectantly. a teasing smirk plays on your lips as you utter your next sentence, “did you check on the bed?”

“i, um- i,” he clears his throat and looks behind you, “i’ll look for it when we get back. it’s no big deal.”

“i hate to interrupt whatever the fuck is going on between the two of you,” noah speaks up and all of the attention in the room has now shifted from the two of you to him, “but nolan just texted. if we aren’t there in the next fifteen minutes we have laps next practice.”

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👀👀👀👀👀 PLEASE tell me abt the yusuke x kai x joker ot3. what are your thoughts. share with the class

OKAY OKAY BESTIE SO SO GLAD YOU ASKED :D MWAH <3

(can you SEE me vibrating right now??? cause I'm vibrating SO hard >:3)

This will probably be mostly about Kai and Yusuke tho bc they're the ones rotating in the mind right now!!! I'm very sorry Joker :')

ANYWAYS LEMME SEE IF I CAN MAKE SENSE OF MY RAMBLES

Under the cut bc this got way too long T-T

Okay so, you ever think about how Yusuke and Kai were basically roped into infiltrating their father figure's palace, forcing them to confront ugly truths about their pasts, but teaching them to see the world in shades of gray as a result...?

And what I mean by that is... Yusuke idolized Madarame because he didn't want to believe that the man who cared for him was really such an asshole, because it was easier to pretend he wasn't, while Kai vilified Takuto because he'd rather be angry than sad, because it was easier to put all of the blame on someone else instead of having to face his own issues... They're coming from diametrically opposed places, but it's about the journey. The journey is the same T-T

Remember Yusuke's confidant and all of his talk about how humans contain multitudes, good and bad? And how he had to reconcile Madarame being an abusive asshole and the worst person in Yusuke’s life with his lingering fondness for his father figure and the little moments of care that Madarame did have...?

Yusuke understands how complicated relationships are, and he specifically has experience with a father figure that has simultaneously hurt him and cared for him. Even if Takuto and Madarame are not comparable, that is EXACTLY Kai is going through during the third semester. Reconciling what he thought he knew about his dad with everything he’s seeing… reconciling the discomfort of having to see all of the good, the bad, and the ugly inside his dad’s mind with his desire for truth and justice no matter how much it hurts…. reconciling his justified anger with his justified love and craving for parental affection….

AND HEAR ME OUT. Yusuke’s insistence that he can’t earn money from his art because that’s what Madarame did? Yusuke needs to be as far away from him as possible, no matter the consequences, to avoid falling into temptation or going down the same road as Madarame. He can't be anything like Madarame, even if that means having to starve himself for art. He understands. He understands Kai’s need to separate himself from the father who hurt him, even if he’s taking it to the other extreme and hurting himself in the process. Yusuke has been through this before.

And then Kai finding out that Takuto was fully responsible for the loss of his mother figure, which results in his second awakening? It just echoes Yusuke's own storyline so, so much... :')

So I think of them in the third semester, of Kai running off, upset, and being found by Yusuke... And Kai snaps at him, going “what, are you here to tell me I should go easy on my dad because he means well or cause he’s my dad or whatever?” because he's used to people taking his dad's side, and telling him he needs to calm down and go easy on him because he's trying his best. But Yusuke frowns instead, indignant at the idea that he would say such a thing, and goes “Absolutely not. You don’t have to be lenient on your father simply because he is your guardian. If there’s anyone in our team with the right to criticize Dr. Maruki, it should be you.”

And Yusuke understands how horrible it is to have to be faced with the physical manifestation of your dad's distorted desires, leading them to bond over how grossed out they are at Madarame's and Takuto's palaces. Yusuke tells Kai about how ostentatious and vain Madarame's palace was, while Kai tells him that he's disgusted by how sterile and controlling the lab is. He tells him that life is not supposed to be bland and predictable, like Takuto wants it to be, that it's supposed to be messy and fun... Yusuke can probably make a comparison to art there. About how art isn't calculated, but it's a reflection of human feelings instead. And human feelings are messy and unpredictable. And you can't take that away from art.

On a more lighthearted note, Kai would absolutely be overjoyed to model for Yusuke. In fact. Actually. Someone should probably get in there with them and stopping Kai from taking his clothes off. That someone should be Joker, I think

Anyways! Yusuke would be happy to have a model and Kai would be happy that someone is putting in the time and effort to immortalize his image in a painting! Do you realize how flattered he would be? And sure, maybe he's restless, and Yusuke definitely gets frustrated that he moves so much sometimes, but he can probably ramble as much as he wants while Yusuke paints him. So that's great for him! Kai loves talking a lot!

And he could tell Yusuke about other forms of art too. Like, you know, music! ^^ I think he would LOVE to learn about drawing or painting too, he just has never started because he's convinced he's terrible at it :')

In terms of pre-thirdsem, I think Kai would be more at ease around Yusuke than around other Phantom Thieves because he's not from Shujin, and he doesn't know Takuto as well. And if they meet before the school festival, it gives Kai a chance to make an impression that's not just "Takuto's son," you know? Just thought that was worth mentioning ^^

Also! A little detail I like is that Yusuke tends to interpret things literally, while Kai tends to make self-aggrandizing jokes... So that opens up a lot of chances for Kai to be doing his usual self-aggrandizing bit, not expecting anyone to take it seriously, and Yusuke just… looks at him… scrutinizing his body… and goes “hmm. You do have quite an impressive form…” and Kai INSTANTLY switches from cocky to a flustered, babbling mess :)

Joker can get roped into that too. Maybe Kai and Joker are playing around with each other and Yusuke then cuts in for honest flattery time, hehe.

I always say that Kai values honesty a lot, so Yusuke's bluntness and transparency would help him feel more relaxed and keep him from overthinking their relationship too much, as he does :') Meanwhile, Yusuke, who isn't the best at reading people or social interactions, might appreciate how expressive and open Kai is.

And! They're both kind of social outcasts at their schools, categorized only as "Madarame's weird pupil" and "Dr. Maruki's weird son" respectively... They've really been through a lot of similar experiences ;-;

(Call me weak, but I think it's sweet that Kai is small while Yusuke and Joker are tall lmao. Kai and his two tall boyfriends... <3)

All in all, I think Kai, Yusuke, and Joker do a lot of things for The Aesthetic(tm) but all approach it in different ways and I think that is very very cool of them :)

I basically think the OT3 would be like:

Kai: Looks unhinged, is unhinged

Yusuke: Looks like the rational one, is unhinged

Joker: Looks unhinged, is the enabler

And I was right, this was A LOT more about Yusuke and Kai than about the OT3 LMAO, I'm so sorry T-T

But... let's be real, you already know about Shukita, haha. I'm just adding Kai for a little more flavor :3

#ask tag #akeshuharu #kaito maruki #phantom thief kai au #p5r au #oc tag #deni's stuff #p5r spoilers #i'll come up with a ship name later lmao i need to go to sleep now :')#BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING FRIEND MWAH MWAH MWAH #I NEEDED THIS I REALLY DID ASDFGHHMGFD #AAAAAAAAA I ALREADY LOVE THEM......#REALLY THANK YOU :')#feel free to add if you think of anything!!!!#i am.... so. SO SOFT omg.... the kai and yusuke parallels.... omg...#why didn't i see them before???? T-T #I LOVE THEM THANK YOU #yusukai #shukitakai

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tootyfruities · 2 years

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answering earlier than expected bc of a random burst of energy? couldn’t be me 🤭 nah but i actually feel kinda sad™️ rn and u make me feel better so here i am 🤞but OMGKEJFJWBFHE WHERE DO I EVEN BEGINNNNN

youcore fr bc you’re so smart and cool bae ugh your mind is everything OMGMGMGMM you got me wanting to jump through the screen to gently hold shin but also gently hold you bc KDNSJDDKDN the storyline fits so well and like,,,, suits him if that makes sense???? i’m absolutely HERE for this letter writing arc and im so fuckin excited you have no idea <3 <3 <3 (might inspire to make more playlists too, just for u <3) even despite all this, I can still feel his dorky and soft self and I JUST

there’s this cute comic from @/loweater of toshi using asl w bakugou and eri and if i can find it i’ll tag you :) OH and his dad being his therapist and all the other details about his family wE LOVE TO SEE IT 🗣🗣🗣 (this moreso relates back to the blog which we’re gonna get into- but i remember you writing abt his (3?)pet cats so just a little idea there for u :>)

last thing darling!! please please please don’t feel pressured to reopen that blog or talk to me constantly. getting a little more personal in 3, 2, 1~ for the longest time when u took your hiatus, i felt so bad and guilty bc I thought I was the reason and I took so much of your time and energy and I admit and apologize for being way more emotionally dependent than I should’ve been. things have changed now and im doing a lot better! i love and care for u vv much so pls don’t beat yourself up over it ok <3

wait no sorry THIS is the last thing I swear 😭 i was actually gonna msg u a couple days ago bc i actually had a dream abt the voicemail thing- long story short,,,,, i think i called shin back the next day, we said hello and i unexpectedly (to him anyway) asked him a question abt his new pet fish…??? OK before u think i’m crazy;;; i think it was smth that he had rambled abt in the voicemail and i was asking abt it just to talk and exist freely before getting into the Other Much Needed To Be Discussed Topics.

okay i went like way overboard im sorry 💀 ily forever my darling mwah <3

I NEVER GOT THE NOTIFICATION FOR THIS IM SO SAD :(

UHM 1) i hope you're ok w me answering this publicly w the more personal info shared, if not lemme know and i will, idk delete this post? that being said! between my own terrible unmotivation and personal issues, plus yes maybe a little bit with the emotional dependence, it just felt hard to keep up with the blog. but you were never, ever ever ever, a Big Bad in my life, never. overwhelming sometimes, yeah(BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR IT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW, OUR FLAWS MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP STRONGER). but when i made the decision to close the blog it was not "riri makes things hard :(" it was, "things are hard and i gotta focus on myself :(". i appreciate and abs accept your apology though you are so cool and i am so so happy knowing that you're doing better <3

a bit of an extension on that;; i'm still deciding whether i wanna reopen the blog tbh. i've got a couple wips on there that i meant to finish but never did, plus small storylines i wanted to pursue thru shin's blogs that i can't exactly emulate thru I Am An Author Writing a Thing when it should be This Is A Guy Writing Stuff On His Tumblr Blog. plus publicly posting my writing is so rewarding to me :}

2) PLEASE DO JUMP THRU THE SCREEN and gently hold me n shin - woahoah we would both love that methinks. grrrr. i love you so much riri. no amount of poetic words can convey how much i love and adore you TRULY. you are a light in my life, i am happy and ready to have room in my life for you again :) <3

3) YOU DREAMED ABT IT AJFNNE. shin getting a fish... that would def clash with his, yes, 3 kitty cats. but also a calm pet that doesn't require love and affection? holy crap i shoulda considered it, that'd be way fitting for them,,, if not for the fact that fish are Slimy and shin likes Fluffy. in an alternate world where cats hadn't already stolen their heart, i can easily imagine shin getting into fish and maybe even lizards. he's got the range~

idk if i'm exactly gonna write what was said in the voicemail cos i wanted to leave that up to your interpretation, and tbh i'm GLAD for that cos your interpretation is great. muahaha

ilyilyily going to check out the mecore link now muah <3

#riri tag omg

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