to a certain extent, i have to pity transphobes cuz to me the denial of transness is tantamount to the denial of one's own right to change on their own accord.

if someone were to change the kind of clothes they wear one day, it would be insane to be like "hey! you weren't like that yesterday! change back now cuz i said so". but it's something i worry about constantly despite not even wanting to deviate from masculine clothing. i worry more about abiding by the standard i determined for myself by how i present myself on day 1 because i don't wanna be noticed when i suddenly change on day 573.

but then i look at other trans people and realize that their right to change as drastically as necessary affirms my right to take my little shuffles as i please. and if i had no knowledge of transness or denied or even hated its existence, i don't know how i would find the confidence to express myself. i don't have it tbh, but at least i know i have the right to have it once i find it.

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