#and then they can't confirm the bear bc all their tests failed so they just go 'ehh we'll try again if the bear's still there next week' | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hikeyzz · 4 months

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wild that i can be bleeding internally for six weeks and it's just ... fine?? i just keep working like everything is normal?? that's cool. just like, let me know at what point to be really concerned .. i guess?!

#when you thought the kidney infection went away but somehow you're still bleeding from your kidneys?? or your bladder or ... somewhere?!#what the fUuuUck dude #now i have to go see a urologist and who knows how fcking long i'll have to wait for that #and i am not convinced that my abdominal pain is from the lingering small bleed in my urinary tract #so what the FUCK else is wrong with me???#and why are my doctors still saying shit like 'if it persists into next week follow up with me'#ITS PERSISTED THE LAST SIX WEEKS IF YOU ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING NOW IS THE TIME NOT NEXT WEEK #god fuck i just #am trying to cope and deal and process this and it's very very hard when i am like begging for help and everyone is just acting #like i saw a fly and screamed my head off #and then finally when someone says oh shit i see the bear too i'm like holy shit you do?!#and then they can't confirm the bear bc all their tests failed so they just go 'ehh we'll try again if the bear's still there next week'#THE BEAR COULD ATTACK AT ANY SECOND AND I AM SUPPOSED TO JUST SIT HERE AND WAIT?!#i just can't dude i just fcking can't #disabled lyfe #hikey

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