#and the fact that i can't really connect w any of my classmates bc they're so much younger than me
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many thoughts in my head
#thinking about how everyone assumes i am fresh out of high school when i am nearly 30#and the fact that i can't really connect w any of my classmates bc they're so much younger than me#most of the ppl my age (and younger) are faculty but i can't really connect w them either since i'm a student#and i don't really want to connect w any of them anyways since none of them wear a mask#feeling v directionless i went back to college bc i was sick of working low paying garbage dead end jobs#but i still don't know what i want to do#and i know most ppl change majors multiple times and i have plenty of time#but in my new student class for all of the assignments lately i have to choose but i still have no idea so it's v discouraging#the more i look into my options the more i am like i don't want to do any of these actually#or i don't feel capable/it would take too long#today is day 3 of my new job on campus is v laid back and only 13 hours a week but i still feel like i have such little time now#i am tired and lonely#also feeling p bad about my appearance i keep feeling like i wish i was still cute#but i also thought this years ago and i am sure i will think the same thing about my current self in a few years#sigh
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