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unbalancedwaters · 5 years

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Island 2019

Island

Dont know the time maybe 2pm

Need to move stuff need to help.

So terrified. My family My family

I Cant see them

I see colors. Its so distorted I'm dizzy.

I need my meds, Do they even help?

Probably not.

I'll take them once they get here

Where is deja

They are ok

They arent ok

They are ok. They are ok.

Its ok

They are safe.

Cold

Hives

Allergy?

Ok ok warmth one dry towel

And benadryl ok ok its ok

They are ok

But

I can't relax

Im tired

I haven't eaten

Have you eaten

I an going to passs out

You need to eat

I need to make sure my family eats first

I cant see straight

Thsy are ok

I have so much i need to do still

I need to take care of my family

Everything is wet

Everything needs drying

Hang everything

Keep going

Please keep going

You can do this.

Everyone is cold

Im cold

Im tired

I can't think

There is so much to do

Tents

Put the tents together.

Keep going.

Its night time.

Fishing

Were fishing now?

What is happening

So much so much. So much is happening

I can't hardly breath to keep up.

Its all normal wo wtf is wrong with me?

After fishing or during i cant help but wonder what im doing. Im parnoid. They're beter off without me.

Everyone is going to sleep.

I also had a brief thought of hanging myself in the night from a tree here at the island there was a rope on the tree. I know it wouldnt happen but the thought came and its still scary. 3rd or 4th messed up suicidal thought this week and idk why or from where & its not like me & i know wouldnt but the crazy thoughts come and they sit awhile and they go. Its very chilling.

The moon is so beautiful

I've been here before 2008 or 2009

This same island. Ive been here to this same island befofe i remember now, with fenway and summer. I have pictures of it.

The night sounds like a freight train, its frightening is it the new train there was. a train somewhere. Is it me. Idk..i don't want to keep going.

I need a break from doing anything at all

Just be and sit and do nothing but stare into nothing and not worry about having to do anything or be anywhere or be anything just be nothing but invisible and silent and relax and gone and dead asleep and breath

Just breathe

Just

Breathe

Keep going keep going

The waves

are intense

Winds picking up

I need to feed the dogs

Take care of the kids

I cant put the kids through this

I cant handle putting the kids thru this

I cant

I have to throw up

I have no control and it just happens

Where is all this stress coming from

What is happening?

Where are we? Just keep going

Get it done

You are ok

And you did it

And you helped

And you contributed

And you set up camp

And you packed up camp

And you are tired

But it adds and it adds

And now even in doing what you loved are even more brain dead than you were before you left

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trashguardiangal · 7 years

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TOP 10 FAVORITE POKEMON

I got bored, so I decided to share my ten favorite Pokes~ Warning, OPINIONS. OPINIONS EVERYWHERE. 10. Scolipede. Scolipede is a badass looking bug. I honestly had no idea it existed, since I never played the main series gen 5 games, but one day I played Pokemon Mystery Dungeon, Gates to Infinity, and I saw one. And, oh man... I fell in love. When I got the chance, I made one a parnter Pokemon on my Mystery Dungeon squad. And when X and Y came out, I grabbed a Venipede the second I found one, and don't regret using it. And when I got Pokemon White and White 2, I caught a Venipede right away. It's such a cool Pokemon... 9. Lycanroc (Midnight Form!) Ever since I saw Rockruff's evolutions, I'm not going to lie, the Midnight form disappointed me, since I was dead set on Pokemon Moon. But I gave it a chance. And I wasn't let down. Sure, it's not as cute as the Midday form, but it's a beast! It's design is much better, it's cry is AMAZING, and it's color choices, I'm in love... I would take a Midnight Lycanroc over a Midday every time. 8. Arbok. Out of all the snake Pokemon we have, this one is easily my favorites. It's such a badass looking snake! I love the creepy face on it's... Chest? I'm not super educated on snakes. I never used one in Red or Blue, but in Soul Silver, I trained up an Arbok, and it was the second strongest on my team, second to my Typlosion. Such a simple, yet amazing design... I love it. 7. Espeon. What's a favorite Pokemon list without an Eeveelution? Espeon has to be one of my favorite cat Pokemon. It has such a sleek design, and it always looks like it's hiding something... It's such a fast and strong Pokemon, and very easy to use. If only GETTING an Espeon could be easy. 6. Murkrow. I really love crows. They aren't rare birds, you see them all over the place, but I love them. They're black birds, that's it. I can't really explain my love of crows, but my love for Murkrow should be obvious. I never got to use a Honchkrow before, it was always just a Murkrow. It's not very strong, but it's so adorable... I love the little hat on it's head. And it's cry is just like a crow! I love it so much... 5. Lurantis. Praying Mantis... Easily one of my favorite insects. The ORCHID mantis is beautiful... I really want one in real life, but I can settle for a Pokemon. I love Lurantis's design and colors, thsy go so well... I like how the shiny looks like a normal mantis, too! The little pants it has is also cool, a really nice touch. 4. Krookodile. When I got to the elite four in Pokemon White, and I challenged that (super sexy) dark type trainer, ad saw this Pokemon... I fell in love. I immediately wanted one. I never trained a Sandile because it never caught my eye, but when I saw Grimsley's, it immediately made me want one. It's my two favorite colors of all time, black and red... I love the burglar look as well! I could go on and on about Krookodile... 3. Mudsdale. I really love horses. Rapidash is a very elegant Pokemon, but I just can't see myself riding it without getting 3rd degree burns. Mudsdale is the horse Pokemon I've always wanted. I caught Mudbray late in the game, and I regret not catching it sooner. Mudsdale is such a bulky Pokemon. Yeah, it's slow, but it can tank hits, and dish out some. And riding it all over Alola fulfills my dream to ride a horse Pokemon. 2. Primirina. I didn't like Popplio at first. I was originally team Litten. But when I saw Primirina, I kicked Litten out the door and picked up a Popplio. I love the lore behind Sirens, and to have one as a Pokemon? It was great. It's always the ace of my team. So strong, and it's exclusive Z-Move is amazing! It's cry is also adorable... So cute! I'm glad I picked Popplio for my first adventure. 1. Houndoom. I have always, ALWAYS, wanted a Doberman. When I saw Houndoom, I nearly screamed. It was a Doberman, AND a Hellhound! Two of my favorite things put in one! I love Houndoom's type, Fire/Dark, much better on Houndoom then Incinaroar. I love it's little demon tail and horns. It's such an intimidating Pokemon, too! I wouldn't want to be caught in it's jaws, it could probably kill a person fairly easily! And it's Mega... Oh my god, I love it. Enhance horns. Houndoom fulfils my dream of having a Doberman, and is a badass Hellhound. Definitely one of the best canines of the Pokemon world, in my opinion.

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