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#and like… that person is never me. 😅 im not usually the one ppl have crushes on (plat or otherwise) or at least i dont see myself that way
girl-by-the-lake · 2 years
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Psssssst cmere, hUSH QuiEtLY!!! Gotta tell u sumn a lil secret
You got a secret admirer
-secret admirer
You know when little kids (or sometimes big kids too) whisper “hey, come here, I have a secret” and then when you lean in, they scream in your ear? Thats the feeling I’m getting. 😂 but i’ll huuuuush, because this is very sweet and so cute.
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I present to you a picture of the sunset from when I was driving to camp the other week.
Sending all my love and hugs 💕
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deblklesb · 8 months
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CAN U PLSS WRITE MORE CAMGIRL or (pornstar 😜) ABBY AND READER IM BEGGING PLSSS
NO CUS i was actually (🤓☝🏾) planning to write a full oneshot about them BUT i guess I'll just throw stuff here and see where i get 🚶🏾‍♀️
(a/n: i'm writing this for like 3 hours now and this turned out to be a full oneshot i guess..... tell me if y'all want me to continue/post more of this au!! I'll tag "au camgirl!abby x camgirl!reader on both parts so y'all can find it)
[(MDNI), fluff, casual hanging out, descriptions of a explicit video, some sexual content later]
reblogs are highly appreciated!
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After the first collaboration, the side of the internet that knew you both was set on fire. Your inbox was overflowing and you did the usual: stepped back a little until the notifications slowed down and you could answer messages or look over them to say stuff in the next casual livestream you did every two weeks.
But here is the thing: you couldn't get Abby out of your head. And you understood it wasn't like the other collaborations you did before, because later that day she actually texted you and on top of that you felt a different glee inside.
Abby: my inbox is so full I'll probably never be able to se all the messages
You: tell me about it! same here
Abby: i was actually stretching a little. think you marked by back forever with your nails (and they're not long)
You: sorry 😅
You: but hey... that's good, ppl will know how good you fucked me
Abby: i think ppl have a lil more than some scratches on my back to realize that
Abby: and i sure have those, a video, and some good sweet memories to get off
Maybe you'd become good friends, you thought. Abby was actually a very nice woman, funny and good to be around. You hoped you could keep in touch.
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"Oh my fucking God, Abby", you moaned with a sigh, eyes closed to properly enjoy that delicious sensation filling your body right now.
The way your body was feeling warm and almost too self-conscious about the things around.
All due to the tasteful hot chocolate making you almost alive again.
"Guess I can make you moan in other ways then", she smirked, getting a punch in the arm next. "Getting too bold for my taste", the blonde sat next to you on the bed, pulling the duvet to cover you both.
The rainy day was perfect to watch some movies and hang out lazily on the bed, and Abby immediately accepted your invitation. After a week or so just texting, you felt like you both could do some hanging out, right? (It had absolutely nothing to do with you craving being with her again)
"Oh right, why don't you come and put me in my place?", you chuckled, finally setting the TV.
"Honestly today it's too cold, let's watch the movie and see what happens later"
You hummed, two hands on the mug enjoying the heat spreading through your palms.
Abby was one of the most chill persons you'd known, and the moment was heartwarming and comfortable. After finishing the hot chocolates, you put the mugs on the side table. Then you widen your eyes with the feeling of a strong arm wrapping your waist, a strong body closer to yours as your face, for whatever reason, heats up.
"Is this okay?", her voice sounds good against your flesh, face resting on your chest. Abby is snuggling you and it feels good. Too good.
"Yeah, totally", you put your arm around her shoulders.
During the whole movie you keep caressing her hair and arm, trying to ignore the subtle turnings of your stomach - not literally, but that type of turns that goes up to your chest. Telling yourself it was probably the hot drink, and not the way her thumb kept making invisible patterns on your waist, or the strong muscles against yours and the domestic aurea of it all.
That night, after Abby left, you actually got off on the thought of her fucking you. But it wasn't memories that filled your mind or the vision of one of her videos. No, it was imagination. You'd imagine her getting home and kissing you, fucking you on the dinner table, saying how much she missed you and looking too needy for your touches against her while she makes you cum.
Maybe, just maybe, things were going another route.
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@/AAndrsnStuff • thinking about her (@/nsfwmenace)
You keep looking at the video playing on your screen and trying to rationalize the fact that you were tagged. She was actually talking about you.
In said midia, Abby was... Using her strap. And you knew that she was probably using the textured gadget that would rub against her pussy, on the base. On the bed, positioned in the direction of the strap, was a console in the shape of a vagina, and she was thrusting into it.
She was fucking a toy thinking about you. Hard and steady, making use of her athletic shape, hips moving in a way that made your legs clench together. Her breasts moved with the impact, an arm holding the console on place as the other rested on the headboard.
Her moans were so delicious to hear even on the phones, but were better when you remembered how they felt in person. Her breath was choppy and you just wanted to be there, under her, to pull her close and feel her all around you.
Inside your panties your core clenched around nothing. Your fingertips itched to touch her.
Before the end of the video, Abby stopped fucking the toy and loosen up the harness, strap falling on the bed before she starts rubbing her clit fast and needy. Her moans increase as she puts the other hand being her on the bed, sustaining the weight of her torso tilted back. And by the way she almost screams, her legs tremble and her abdomen contracts, you just know Abby was coming hard.
She was coming thinking about you.
"Fuck", you mumble, heartbeat fast and face warm.
Before leaving the app you look at a comment briefly.
wAIT wdym "thinking of her", you didn't use a strap on the collab video.......
That person was right, you didn't. There was no strap on the video posted by you both. But there was one when you both fucked a couple of weeks after.
And you keep thinking about that when you impulsively call her. And when you say "come here. The door will be open", before even letting her speak anything.
When Abby gets in your apartment, locking the door behind her, she immediately notices the light coming from your bedroom. She happily takes off the shoes and it's ready to, smirking, ask you how did you like the surprise. But she's caught off guard by a strangled moan, your moan, and the sound goes straight to her cunt.
If only you knew how she was going insane thinking about you. Looking at the nudes you shared and remembering how hot you felt around her fingers, her tongue, on top of her while riding her thigh, underneath her when taking her cock. You were so fucking warm and she was freezing away from you, hypnotized like a moth by the flame.
"Abby", and your voice, oh, your voice.
She woke up in the middle of the night, before recording that video, because she had the most vivid dream. You were next to her on bed, and somehow she just knew it was your shared bed, masturbating and calling for her. So fucking needy, looking gorgeous, and the way you called for her made her whole body shake. In the dream she had to keep looking and listening to you, admiring your features as you used a hand to massage you core.
But now she didn't had to lay down and wait. She could touch you in the better ways, and opening the door to reveal your figure humping a pillow and playing with your own nipples, Abby felt a deep desire burning inside. Something more than just attraction and need. The same thing she felt when, in the dream, something told her that bed belonged to the both of you.
Gulping, Abby sighed and remembered how good it felt to be with you watching movies. Simply hanging out and realizing she really enjoyed your company. She came to think, for some time, that your friendship would be so good... But after that dream something shifted, and seeing you in that moment started to solidify this change.
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goldenlaquer · 2 years
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Not to sound mean or anything but having requests open and then not doing a single one is… maybe u should close them ? 😅 Im sure im not the only one who still follows u for ur writing and not just to chat on your askbox lol like i know you wont be affected if i stick around or not but i just feel like you’re letting some ppl down
There’s no problem! You cannot hurt my feelings because I don’t have any. Just kidding, I do, but I do see your point. The reason why I'm not closing them despite having not written anything in a while is just to keep the ideas coming in fresh and interesting, stimulating if you will. The last two times I’ve closed my askbox, I didn't particularly enjoy doing so. As you may already know, I’m not a fast writer, even more so now when writer’s block and real life events are eating my ass up, so whenever I’m staring at those same asks for a while trying to get some out, it feels like stagnation. I originally started my blog with never closing my askbox and experienced better results from that time, so I decided to stick with that this time around. Also, what I really like about keeping my askbox open is that the topics that I enjoy in my current chats with everyone, someone comes and puts a request in with that same topic sometimes. I like that because I don’t have to wait until my askbox opens up again to hope that someone has remembered what we’ve talked about, and by that time, the moment has usually already passed.
As for your point about letting some people down— I have kinda no doubt at this point I’ve let some people down. Not just with the current haven’t-posted-any-writing-in-a-long-ass-time situation, but in the the entire running of this blog, I must have disappointed some people, whether it’s been with my replies or answers to asks or general content or lack thereof. And seeing how this answer is kinda getting long means that I must’ve been a little butthurt about that part in your message because I am a bit (or a lot) of a people pleaser. Anyways, what I mean is: I can’t please everyone, but I try to, but of course, there are inevitable times where I cannot please a person or several. I am sorry that my writing has not been coming out as much as you or I would like it to, believe me I think I might even feel more severely disappointed in myself than you are.
TL;DR: Don’t worry, I haven’t quit writing. I won’t close my askbox. Am I a fickle person? Unfortunately, yes. It’s a flaw, I know, but my age-old excuse is that regrettably, I’m only human.
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appleteez · 3 years
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so..😅
I saw the reblog of that message that you want to know what ppl think about you or something like that..
so, i haven't known you for that long but I know that for sure your a really nice person. your the type of person who'd probably help a granny cross the street or would randomly give flowers to people just cause you felt like doing it. you give off the vibe of an energizer but once they get to 50%, they kinda just shut down and like eat a tube of ice cream. you also happen to give me the vibe of a person who daydreams alot but gets snapped back into reality really quickly.
(i may or may not be a mutual of yours- 🤐😳)
idrk how ur doing now since im pretty busy with my own issues but I do want to let you know that times may get really busy and tuff (cuz life is always like that) but don't forget that EVERYTHING 👏 ABOUT 👏 YOU 👏 COMES 👏 FIRST 👏
(let's see if you guess who I am- 😳😁)
<333
Ok so wow!!
I really hope you see my answer, im sorry it’s been so long since you sent this but it hit too close to home i— 😳😭
This is weirdly extremely accurate and to know that there’s someone out there that was able to get me like that makes me want to cry wow 🥺❤️
Now this will most likely end up in me embarrassing myself but i have a few people in mind that could have written that.. so let me tag the people i think and if it isn’t you guys i will go hide under a rock :D
1. @seacottons (i feel like she could get someone accurately like that but she never used emojis..)
2. @hijirikaww ??? Because i know how sweet and attentive she can be
3. @nevieatiny i could see her get on those small details
4. Maybe @yunsangoveryonder (???)
5. @nikkell that could be an option too!!!
Damn this is really a mysterious one ngl… im usually good at guessing but this one has me shocked at how well this person got me..
Please let me know 🥺🥺🥺
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beanerbrujx · 6 years
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FAQ:
First things first, check this tag to see all the asks I've already answered that may not be covered here as frequently asked
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Are you open to IMs?
Always! I love conversations, even if it's with ppl I don't follow/don't follow me, I love talking to ppl
That being said, I have 70+ unanswered IMs, usually it's because I forget to reply and then too much time passes by the time I remember so I just.. don't continue the convo 😅
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Where are your scars from?
In Oct of 2014, a drunk driver hit me when I was on my way to work (I was walking, he drove onto the sidewalk)
Not gonna give graphic details but long story short: I'm permanently disabled with more than a handful of issues as a result of some asshole being a damn idiot (don't drink and drive kids)
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How are you disabled?
Again, I'm not gonna go into major detail, but I have a fucked up right hip/leg/knee, major stomach issues, and a weak heart as a result of the accident
I have chronic pain, fatigue, all that good shit
I also sustained brain damage which results in short term memory loss, and issues with word association/language, so if my sentences aren't making sense or if I forget something that happened, chances are that's the reason
My weak heart means when I say if get too stressed I can die, it's not an exaggeration lmao
You can check out my actuallydisabled tag where I bitch about it
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How do you track IP addresses?
Here's a posted tutorial
Here's the mobile version
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What are your gender/prefered pronouns? 
I'm both genderfluid and nonbinary, and my pronouns are they/them
Here's a more detailed post about my gender identity
I'm very uncomfortable with gendered language, this includes insults such as 'bitch' or 'cunt' because they're both misogynistic in nature and reserved for women in society, regardless of personal usage, I see it as a form of misgendering
This also includes words like “Sweetheart” “Sweetie”, they make me highly uncomfortable because I see them as gendered, however I’m not bothered by “Dude” or “Bro” but that’s just me
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Do you work/what's your job?
Unemployed at the moment due to my disability, I do commissions and sell things on both Etsy and Redbubble to make an income
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How long have you been married?
Got hitched in Jan of 2016 in Seoul 🇰🇷
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How old is your daughter?
She was born in Dec of 2016, you do the math
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Why do you hate X character/X ship?
If I hate something, I will have an anti tag of it, just look up 'anti x' and you'll find the answer
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What type of witch are you?
Mostly forging, as in, I practice with items I gather or grow, be it flowers, herbs, feathers, or stones
I also practice tea/herbal healing and gemstone healing, as well as make/bless charms (which I sell)
I follow the moon phases and due spells accordingly
I dont have a familiar yet, but plan to get one once I have my own home and can properly take care of one
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Why do you smoke weed?
Chronic pain, anxiety, insomnia.. theres like an endless list of reasons tbh?
I smoke maybe 2-3 times a day, depending on my flarups and stress levels
I'm very pro marijuana and highly recommend it as an alternative to prescription medication, however, I also recognize that its not for everyone and would never force it onto any other person
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Who's @artisticsnowfox?
My best friend irl, we met a few years back and now they're basically my daughter's uncle
They're also an amazing artist that does commissions that y'all should definitely check out
Also consider donating to their Top Surgery Fund
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How can you be married if you're aro?
Simple, while I don't feel romantic attraction (which idk if it's caused by childhood trauma, my aspd, or my brain damage ¯\_(ツ)_/¯), I have always (ALWAYS) wanted a family, I've always wanted a child, and marriage isn't just about romance, imo it's more about loyalty and compatibility, and my spouse and I vibe hella well, they're legit my person, and, I also fully disclosed the fact I was aro before marriage and my spouse was 100% okay with it so I don't think it's 'wrong' of me to have a friend that I happen to have matching wedding rings and a child with
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You can't call yourself gay if you're het married
Not an ask but I've gotten this hate message often enough so here's my reply: shove it up your ass
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