#and it's scary like i have 4000000 things wrong w me and don't trust mental health professionals anymore atp so
Text
also. (sorry for talking so much) i really wanna find a way to explain to my mum that i don't touch my face/pick at my acne on purpose... but i literally don't know how :/
#cause like i can't even explain it myself you know so how do i make someone else understand?#but it feels so so bad how she's always telling me to 'just stop' when i CANT#it's physically impossible like i'm sorry i hate it too i wanna stop too but i Can't#i always either say nothing or tell her i'm not doing it on purpose#and she sighs like she's so done with me... it feels bad 😭 i'm really sorry like i can't stop idk how#idk why i'm like this like could be that thing i can't spell dermatil...? but i've never talked about it w anyone#and it's scary like i have 4000000 things wrong w me and don't trust mental health professionals anymore atp so#what am i supposed to do about all that shit that's Wrong lol#whatever. sorry for venting#delete later
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
cmtcahrule
And I Say, Love
sosantahot
SoSantaHot
le-livres
I am ruination
thenuriainthesky
TheSecretspace
enhver
████████████████