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pharawee · 2 years

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Porsche. Khun Kinn loves you so much. Please take care of him.

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enobariasteeth · 10 months

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I know it was for plot/backstory purposes but miguel watching his trauma videos and sending himself into a spiral right before confronting miles is so funny

#he was PREPARED #miles had no chance bless him #‘gotta get myself into the right headspace to attack this child’#calm down PLEASE #please go see the spider therapist I’m BEGGING YOU #he also throws something at miles like as soon as he walks in the room #‘hey I wanna join spider-societ-‘ ‘DIE’#spiderverse #across the spiderverse #spiderman #miguel o'hara

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danwhobrowses · 5 months

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Taliesin for the sake of sanity I'm gonna have to ask you to NEVER LET ASHTON DO THAT AGAIN

Except the kissing Fearne part, more of that!

#critical role #bells hells #ashton greymoore #fearne calloway #taliesin jaffe #ashley johnson #sometimes warnings are there for a reason!#visibly shaking #frothing panicking unable to think #but yay Callowmoore #callowmoore #y'know after Fearne forgives him for almost dying #you regret what you don't take remember Ashley?#but now Ash is both Emperor and Empress so I need some magmatic power buffs going now since the gambit (somehow) paid off #rockwild #Taliesin you LITERAL PUNK #seeing discourse in the tag though I don't get; Fearne didn't want it so Ash took it that's all there is #the Hells are gonna be so mad but Ashton was not gonna let anyone die for them because they are what they're fighting for #hoof in the face is deserved though 'I love you so much but I hate you right now' style #3 weeks and several mental scenarios did not prepare me for that #ashton x fearne #fearne x ashton #cr spoilers #now commence a full week of more mental scenarios that won't prepare me but will at least keep me somewhat composed

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nicoappreciation · 11 months

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someone pointed out that will didn’t bring a weapon to tartarus but he had all of the supplies while nico literally Only brought his sword and nothing else. they really are perfect for each other. two sides of the same stupid coin

#on one hand i feel like nico would be more prepared than that #but on the other hand i could see him having the thought process ‘i didn’t have anything last time i was down there i should be okay’#not taking into account he literally got kidnapped and that’s probably the main reason he didn’t die down there #plus i feel like he would be used to just. making do with what he has on him #doesn’t even occur to him to pack things LMAO #text #will #solangelo #my post

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namor-shuri · 1 year

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*Deleted scene of Namor the moment he got wind of the Princess requesting to come to Talokan knowing he was about to act a whole fool and pull out all the stops*

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*Cuts to everyone running around Talokan preparing what they rehearsed while a handmaiden goes over a checklist with Namor*

Namor: Did the designer finish the Princess’ outfits I requested?

Handmaiden: Yes, all of the beads have officially adorned her dress and are ready to go. The Princess of Wakanda will look like the goddess that she is.

Namor: You found my mother’s bracelet in storage, yet?

Handmaiden: We did and we were able to clean it without damaging her bracelet. It has barely been tarnished by the hands of time my king.

Namor: And everyone in the capital is looking busy and at their stations, ready to go?

Handmaiden: Of course, even the children are excited to be up past their bed time and are playing in the streets as we speak! Is there anything else I can do for you, K'uk'ulkan?

*Namor smirks to himself in the mirror as he touches his freshly trimmed beard and adjusts his outfit so that one nipple is out*

Namor: No, that is all. You have done well, my child. I will take it from here.

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getougender · 7 months

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ok enough time has passed that it’s started to sink in and i’m sad about gojou now

#riko.txt #on one hand. sad! well theres other sorcerers #but on the other. pov you are in high school and you watch your teacher get slaughtered by a thing wearing your classmate’s face #he died protecting you. he can’t protect you anymore. the title of The Strongest falls onto the shoulders of a nervous seventeen year old #he’ll die next #it’s only a matter of time before you die too.#gojou satoru #jjk leaks #gojou isn’t the last resort but jfc. what do you do now #being prepared for the possibility vs thinking it’s over and then seeing him get CUT IN HALF are totally different #he dies with regrets!!!!! he couldn’t save megumi he couldn’t beat sukuna and now his students are next #maybe they’ll save megumi. maybe sukuna will kill them all. either way he won’t be around to see it.#i hate it here

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kingdomoftyto · 4 months

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FRICK. OF COURSE THERE'S A HUGE CLIFFHANGER. WHAT WAS I EVEN EXPECTING

Guh. okay. so... Book 3 has some... unfortunate choices if you squint too hard at it--my disappointment at the RainWings really being as lazy and careless as they'd been rumored to be is immeasurable--but from a character standpoint this installment was fantastic, and the plot has taken a TURN with this secret magic wormhole thing the NightWings have going on. Seriously what the heck. And here I thought I had at least a little bit of a read on what the NightWings were really like behind all the posturing and propaganda, but I have absolutely no idea why they would be helping Blister with the war, or living in a volcano, or... eating rotten carrion??? What?????

Next book is gonna be WILD

#Tyto reads WoF #I mean I can guess that the volcano is the remotest most hostile-to-outsiders spot they could find for a fortress #but is that really where they LIVE? like ALL OF THEM???#anyway yeah just not gonna think too hard about the unfortunate optics of #the jungle tribe being mostly useless illiterate layabouts who can't even be bothered to count their own eggs #and instead let's just enjoy the bounty of amazing new characters this book introduced #Kinkajou is perfect and I would die for her. her girlfriend Tamarin is also perfect and I would also die for her.#Mangrove makes my heart hurt and I hope we get to see him tearfully reunite with Orchid #and ofc I am prepared for epic (slow burn!?) Deathbringer redemption. let's Zevran Arainai-ify this smarmy dork and get Glory a goth bf

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lapseinart · 1 year

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In this form, Richard is younger than Damian, which is odd to think about.

This Richard is pale and withdrawn, freshly traumatized from watching his parents fall in front of him. Damian has seen the effects of falling from a great height has on the body for all his brothers try to shield him from the more gruesome scenes. It is not pleasant.

Damian cannot remember the first body he saw. There was nearly always one being cleaned up whenever Grandfather summoned him. He remembers the first death he witnessed: a tutor Mother had decided was too weak and too soft. Death is the way of life for the League of Shadows. He believes it was part of a desensitization process, acclimating him to the dead to lessen the psychological impact of rendering people thus himself. By the time he met his father, Damian was used to corpses.

Richard has had no such training.

#Damian exhibiting empathy like Dick taught him: I feel bad for this child who is my older brother who I care for #Deaged Dick: I am going to commit murder #dick’s training did not prepare him to see his family die but it did give him some advantages on beating people up #dick grayson #damian wayne #batman #batman and robin #robin dick grayson #de aged #ficlet #lapse in writing

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dazais-guardian-angel · 29 days

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went to my first con in 4 years on Friday to meet Kaiji Tang and got a Dazai autograph + video recording of him reading to me. He was the sweetest person (as I knew he would be) and interacting with him was lovely, but also at the same time oh boy it sure was an extremely stressful, ugly wake-up call of what it feels like to live in a world now where everyone around you has blissfully moved on from covid and can enjoy things normally and happily, while you'll forever be trapped in a hellscape of perpetual fear 🫠🫠🫠

#like. to be clear this was the first time i've been literally anywhere but doctor's appointments in 4 years #not just because of the pandemic but because of mental and physical exhaustion #so it was a Big Mistake to go from 0 to 100 and not ease myself into it at all #but at the same time........ it was a fucking hellscape of people. i don't think any kind of buildup could have prepared me for it at all.#it was so much less crowded in 2020 (ironically the very last place i ever went; literally on the BRINK of covid)#and now idk what it's become. a monster con. it was unbelievable.#but i was only there for less than an hour but i was so so so terrified that i very nearly left before even seeing him #i couldn't even fully enjoy meeting him as kind as he was because i was so anxious and distracted #and when i got back to the car i just fucking cried.........#the last five days i've just been sitting in fear waiting to feel Any sort of symptoms #i wore two masks and again was barely there for long but Still #and everyone around me was so chill as if everything was normal and No One was wearing a mask :))))) it's not fucking fair man :)))))#insert the 'they don't know' meme; they don't know how much covid can destroy your body even if you get a 'mild' case #i would never want to be that ignorant even if i wasn't disabled and didn't have reason to worry (but everyone has reason to worry!!!)#but also. ignorance is bliss and it just really fucking sucks man.#it really fucking sucks. why do they get to be happy and enjoying life and not /me?/#why can't i do just ONE thing for myself without having it tainted by anxiety and fear that i'm going to die horribly???#while they get to do fucking EVERYTHING???#if they all just wore masks we could all enjoy ourselves much more comfortably than some of us are now #but no that's too much to ask from people 🙃🙃🙃#shit sucks man. the world sucks. something that should be a happy memory for me was simultaneously the most awful experience #and i don't know how to feel about it now that it's over #he knew that i was afraid and at the end he told me that he hoped to see me again at another event someday #and that made me cry because it felt like dazai telling me to live. and i want to. but i don't know how to when the world is like this now.#i desperately want to be able to see him again someday but right now after how terrifying that was i never want to go to a con ever again..#i wanted to ask him things about the manga and about dazai but i was being rushed and stressed so i couldn't ugh #(and doing that is hard enough anyway cause disability and i have to talk with my phone bahhhh)#at least i was able to give him my note *sigh*

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harmonizewithechoes · 1 month

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#my son is almost 5 and is at a stage where he asks constant questions #about everything all of the time #and it’s fine I do my best to answer what I can and we look up what I can’t and it’s fine #but he has also been asking a lot about his extended family #people he only sees sometimes as well as people he knows have passed away #right now I’m listening to him quiz his dad on every single family member he has and asking “did they die? are they dead?’’ afterwards #he just heard a name he recognized and said “oh yeah they DIED’’ super loud and confidently #I’m honestly surprised he didn’t follow it up with ‘do you miss her? because she died? how did she die? are you super sad?’#like he does with me every time we have this talk which is every night now #he’ll also ask about things that person liked and what they liked to do and stuff and it’s very sweet #he just also makes me cry a lot #i appreciate him wanting to know more about his family and stuff #it’s just hard sometimes because he will ask a really big question out of the blue and as I’m trying to figure out how to answer #he’ll either move onto a different topic or keep asking the question again and again until you can answer #we talk about dying A LOT #he’s very curious about it #I knew this stage was coming so I’ve done my best to prepare for it but I still feel dumb a lot when I can’t answer things

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cassnottiel · 2 months

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oh no the character who was comedic relief and silly has transformed in my mind into the most nuanced and mentally ill wet cat in all the land

#deke shaw what have you done to me #he didn't want to help shield but he ended up sacrificing himself so they could get home. he was fully prepared to die for them.#but then he time traveled with them and he got a second chance #and instead of staying in the lighthouse where he knew he would be safe #he chose to go out and see the world before it inevitably cracked apart and killed him #but the planet didnt crack open!!! and he became a capitalist :(#and he built a life for himself outside of the lighthouse but then his best friend turned out to be an undercover shield agent so shield #followed him even when he was trying to distance himself.#don't even Get Me Started on season 7 #for deke shaw all roads lead back to the lighthouse. he cant escape that place #he was born there and he will die there. because he is the director of shield. an agency he ran from but couldnt escape #biting gnashign teearing sgkdhsahds;kfjdklshfds #i want to see him crying and bleeding #ill never forgive the show for giving him a favorite food

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pilots-and-protons · 1 year

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Absolutely obsessed with Tom Paris in “The Chute”, and both the dichotomy but also complete sincerity in both:

“If it comes down to it, you're going to save yourself, right? If you see a chance, just go. Don't come back for me.”

But also:

“Don’t leave me here.”

#tom paris #star trek #voy #the chute #st: voy #voyager #the fact that I fully believe both lines are Tom being completely honest in the moment #he absolutely would want Harry to leave him behind #if it was the only way for Harry to survive #we see him prepared to die in Investigations #if that's what it takes for Voyager to get to safety #but when Tom is half delirious with fever #and bleeding out in some awful prison #deep down he doesn't want to die in prison #he doesn't want to be alone and abandoned #he wants to know his best friend will take care of him #UGH I just have so many FEELINGS

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arolesbianism · 3 months

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You see Jackie is great because she has a similar appeal to me as Maxwell but she's a lesbian and also not british so she's automatically a billion times better and more interesting

#rat rambles #oni posting #starve posting #theyre very different people fundementally but the core appeal of watching a shitty guy dig themselves into deeper and deeper holes remains #bro if they met itd make maxwell so pissy he would not be ok with having someone talk down at him like jackie would #bro jackie would at best be patronizing as hell she would see him as the dirt beneath her shoes #she would not be impressed by his magic tricks at best shed be intrigued by the science behind it but she would not think hes special #now to be clear. jackie is just as pathetic as he is and would 100% die so fast in the constant #like shed get attacked by nightmare creatures so fast and if she survived that a hound would probably maul her #I do hc that at least in the past jackie was decently physically fit but even back then she was like ripped and I think if she tried to #punch something shed miss pathetically and fall over and break all of her bones #olivia is a similar case but shes more fit and probably could barely brute force her way through a few hound waves #the real difference is that olivia would be quicker to adapt and would put up a much better effort at preparing the essentials #now. she would get side tracked as hell by the wildlife. I think if you showed her a carat shed stare at it forever.#but jackie would struggle so hard to adapt and I think the isolation would get to her hard #if you put them together itd just be olivia hard carrying while jackie trips and eats shit every 10 steps #now putting them with the rest of the survivors would be interesting given that I think the two would hate most of them dhdkhdj #like I have no proof that olivia wouldnt like most of them but idk man I dont trust her to not be quietly judging them all #and jackie would probably explode if she was forced to interact with other human beings in a non boss-employee setting #olivia would start calling her jackie again and the others would start calling her that too and shed light herself on fire #wilson would start trying to be buddy buddy with the two and theyd both hate him so fucking much lol #the two would start trying to blueprint machines they could build with what they have and winona would enter frame about to ruin their day #you see winona is like their dark reflection shes like if you took a lesbian and made her the worst but not a bad person this time #shed start critiquing their work for being to fancy and theyd want to strangle her #and god knows how theyd handle the kids I think jackie would have a panic attack and olivia would go smash her head into a tree #and by the kids I mostly mean walter he was hand made to annoy them specifically #oh no wait hypothetical crossover cancelled I forgot abt wanda dont Ever let jackie and olivia meet wanda

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sunrise-of-wonder · 7 months

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Nothing like watching a star war and then immediately scrolling tumblr to re-trigger The Feels over and over again

#ahsoka series #I have so many feelings #ep7 was such a love letter to me personally as a rebels fan #the sound i made when ezra said “wait why?”#plus his goofy negotiation skills #I truly wasn't prepared to see him in live action #probably a good thing kanan's dead because if i ever saw him in live action I'd probably have an anime-style nosebleed and immediately die

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eerna · 1 year

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Thinking about Kazuma dying and how his relationship with literally everyone is messed up in one way or another and he is the sole responsible bruh

Fr...... like. Is this what his spiral of despair will come down to. Dying without making things well between himself and everyone. I'm sad

#eernask #haruwashere29 #eernask talk noragami #noragami spoilers #i dont think he is dead yet and if he doesnt die next time we see him i dont think he will die at all #but i am preparing for the possibility. sad

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tonysaintborgi · 1 year

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Cocaine fuckin blows ass man. Teeth grinding, anxiety and heart palps.

yeah I've heard some nasty things about it. unfortunately that doesn't curb my curiosity. cuz like... I've had a teeth grinding, heart palping, cold sweats and nausea reaction to some energy drinks. however, cocaine is a drug I literally will never allow myself to do because I know if I like it, it will take me to my grave. i know the kind of person i am. it will end me.

#also i had a friend die last year and it wasn't exclusively cuz of cocaine and fent but I'm sure they helped take him down #so even more reason to be wary of it #i had to see his corpse. i helped his mom prepare his burial. it was. it was potent.

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