#and i feel bad because you're nerodivergent but i literally cant just fucking disregard the shit you say because of that
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genuinly considering giving up rn :)
#vent#i mean like i got upset for a stupid reason but also it not fucking stupid holy fuck why would you say that to me#like i get my drawing was bad but you laughed at it... like you just actually laughed#this is about an irl btw#and i just feel so tired and sick all the time and my head hurts and i just don't want to wake up tomorrow#i spent time on that drawing. i knew it wasn't good but i spent the time to finish it you could have at least been fucking grateful#i don't even want money from you even for all the other shit i drew for you i just wanted you to be a decent person#and i feel bad because you're nerodivergent but i literally cant just fucking disregard the shit you say because of that#and i can't even fucking cry properly i want to sob and scream but i can barely let out a couple tears#why fucking just why. did my standerds become higher in all those years i spent without irl friends or can i just not stand you#i'm trying my best but i just... can't be the person people want from me. i can't be the person i want to be either#but i can't fucking die cus i'm just scared. and i have no right to run from a life i was handed literal easy mode on from the start#sorry i don't have anyone i can vent to online anymore so its going on the tumblr lol :)))))))))#pls dont like report me for the sui slide stuff either i'm not gonna do it rn i'm too fucking busy#or well busy by my standerds#suicide mention#tw suicide
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