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if you could have a limited comic run (batgirl 2000-esque) for ANY minor character, who would you choose?
#im sure i could use another example but. i am a cass stan before i am anything else and i think it makes my point clear#no more than 100 issues at the maximum#great development and characterization#a writer who cares and loves the character#planned arcs and proper lead up and solid pacing#like even if this character (a hero or villain or neutral) never is seen in another comic. this run is held dear to you.#who would you choose?#you can go blorbo route or just ‘i wonder where they were gonna take this/this character had potential’ route. doesn't matter#but I'm just curious :)#ransom note
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lover, don't touch me // leave, i am a danger to you // but ooh, i hunger for you
#this is leona's vampire lover audra#i guess you could say the first time they met was when audra nearly killed her in a blood lust because she hadnt fed in so long#idk how to describe it well but audra suddenly stopped devouring her when leona looked at her with no fear in her eyes#but looked at audra like she was something to worship#she whispered that audra was so beautiful even as her own blood was splattered between them and staining her lips#leona had never seen someone or something so perfect and powerful#power that she wanted and knew exactly how to get when audra whimpered over the slightest bit of praise#i never talk about them but i am CONSTANTLY thinking about them <3#some fun little facts is leona killed her husband in cold blood because he was pitiful and boring#she married the first person to show any interest in her just to get away from her family#he would have been a perfectly good husband for anyone else#but the best part of their marriage was when she stabbed him in the stomach 47 times and felt his blood splatter against her skin#for audra OBVIOUSLY had to make another oc who would do anything to be loved even if it means destroying herself#audra was turned very suddenly and without any guidance#she murdered her lover without even realizing it she opened her eyes to find them splattered across every surface of the room#because of that shes done everything she can to protect herself from others even if it means starving herself of blood#until she goes into a frenzy#leona is the first person she has ever willingly fed off of#idk if willingly is the right word since leona practically begs her to do it#i really want to remake leona now.........#i like how leona looks but i want her to match audra better#mysims#the sims 4#simblr#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 cas#ts4 cas#sims 4 edit#ts4
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Paulina is the least artistic Thea Sister.
There, I said it. Someone had to.
She is TRASH at drawing.
I mean, look at these works of art:
This is Colette's drawing of Violet, very good yes yes.
There's also this one, where she sketches out a plan to break into a building to do investigative shenanigans.
(also colette this is a time sensitive matter why are you taking a thirty minute break to make a visual diagram) BUT ANYWAYS
we have Pamela's sketch of Paulina, very simple, very cute, very sad that she didn't get to adopt the kitty cat.
AND THEN THERE'S PAULINA
WUT IS THIS 💀
I'm in no position to say this since I can't draw. but. Paulina. Girlie. The only time your artistic skills will be useful is in the field of memeposting.
#thea sisters#geronimo stilton#I haven't fully translated the extra content yet but I had to share this#I had to share Paulina's epic skills and artistic qualities#loving it#actually come to think of it i've never seen nicky draw anything???#so maybe nicky owns the title of the one true terrible artist#we may never know (unless someone else knows if so pls tell me)
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#I’m only very rarely inclined to get this intimate w my thoughts so I might as well say it NOW butttt I will never not see the dead children#In everything I do#Like legit#I’ve read up on Hind so extensively and seen so many photos of her#And I have a very healthy relationship w the popular Palestinian journalists so she’s not my blorbo or anything#But hearing that memo destroyed me bc bisan is only 23 and she seemed so vivacious#Idk like I do normal people things I can’t just pause on my life#But idk how it feels like to sit at a boba place and enjoy my pearl milk tea w my friends#While the horrors over there don’t just lurk the back of my mind. I do normal things and I’m guilty for having the luxury#And as an Iraqi girl I’m living in the literal ideal timeline#Where my mom decided to immigrate to the us and that’s why I’m here living a normal life like everyone else#It’s like in a different world if I were born in a different time it could’ve so easily been me. I’m one of the Lucky Ones idk#It’s not survivor’s guilt bc it’s not like I had to survive anything like I never had the chance to live in Iraq or anything#But like. If some things had fallen just a little differently#And I keep thinking about how I’d feel if it were happening to Iraq and people behaved the way they’re doing to Palestinians#I’d be so mad#And some people on here are dealing w assholes while bursting at the seams w grief#For losing their loved ones#This is why I’m so fucking angry at anyone who’s complicit#This was a major tangent but basically I feel weird about doing normal things now while simultaneously knowing I can’t just sit and wallow#And watch life pass by as if it’ll do anything#Misery is not a home but I’m struggling to be 100% normal#And I think that this tonal dissonance is reflecting on my blog too bc I can’t go back to just#Posting about all the other normal things I used to. Like I want to but sometimes I feel off.#Is this anything. I haven’t slept all night#I can’t just allow myself to lose interest in everything I used to like and be and just fade away but maybe it’s about accepting that this#Will also always be a part of me now. It’s that awareness that shadows everything I do#or maybe I need a therapist it’s a toss up#I’ll probably feel better once I get my day started but this was cathartic to voice I think#p
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i dont get when ppl say "atsushi would be horrified" at something thats probably just another tuesday for him
#yall atsushi is sheltered as in he doesn't know the real world literally cuz he was locked up#not that he doesn't know how evil or awful ppl can be#sure maybe some things he'll be horrified - especially since he usually seems to sympathize and empathize but stop treating him like he's#only seen good things in his life and doesn't know how hard it gets#i think atsushi would really only react to the specifics of dazai's relationship with akutagawa in terms of akutagawas past but i dont thin#hed start being scared of dazai or anything#i think he might take some time to process it but atsushi is aware of the dazai that dazai has changed into too#also in terms of atsushi not wanting to kill#when he realized that he killed shibusawa he had a little break down and then he got the fuck over it lmao#so idk whats this stuff about atsushi not being able to handl ever killing anyone#like he doesn't like unnecessary killing and he doesn't like not valuing life but still guys come on#also when ppl talk about atsushi not understanding or getting the fact that dazai wants to kill himself#like okay yea atsushi isnt dazai he'll never understand but sometimes ppl act like atsushi doesn't know what suicide is#or that despite his strong want and thirst to survive he also doesnt also think itd be better if hed died in a ditch#what else#also i dont like when ppl say atsushi is weirdly mean to akutagawa becuz akutagawa showed up and in a way confirmed atsushis worst fears#bringing misfortune to those around him#and then tried to kill him#and then resented him for dazai liking him more even tho thats not atsushis fault at all#fuck id throw dazai's name back at akutagawas face too#and he did come to understand and care for him to some extent#atsushi cares about akutagawa i dont understand how ppl can think he doesnt#anyway#also atsushi canonically gives ppl who've hurt him second chances like look at lucy why would he turn his back on dazai ever
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Does any one here remember the "avatar the last airbender/weirdly christian" ass fever dream that was "legend of enyo"?
Please tell me i am not alone this stuff was so weird
#i ramble#look i only had free tv and the shit i have seen#i can only say that the most concerning and uncomfortable movies for children i have ever seen were made in france and good for them#but this was apparently made by germany denmark and australia and i am just sitting here like?!?!?#why#its was#so weird#anyways i am so close to making a post about my childhood shows because im feeling nostalgic#i would love to make it a moot thing#would love to hear about yalls childhood shows#i couldnt watch the same stuff as everyone else so my stuff is a bit weird#never watched spongebob or anything like it as a child
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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https://www.instagram.com/tv/Cfr9kVnjyv1/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=
btw i was watching a video on IG with a compilation of Mike looking at Will through the seasons and istg S4 is something else. you cannot tell me it wasn’t intentional, because Mike did NOT look at Will like that before.
Yes, he looked at Will with affection since the start, but it was different. Earnest, companiable... no long fixed eye-contacts, not like S4? Season 4 Mike is full of overflowing tenderness? And the shot keeps concentrating on Mike’s expressions too, makes it a point to show how he looks at Will and it’s so... oh my god. He just stares. Lovingly stares.
You look at him looking at Will and it feels like he’s looking at the most precious in his life, no doubts. He didn’t use to look at Will that way.
No way it’s just Finn being rebellious... they spent too much time concentrating on Mike’s expressions... he must have been directed to look so? Because for how much Finn loves Noah he does NOT look at Noah like that, that doesn’t look like the actor fucking up his role to me, it truly, genuinely looks like Mike is masmerized. Period.
I can’t quite get over it.
And I think they made it a point to highlight just how taken by each other they are also by the way they interrupted their heart-to-hearts, making them jump.
Two people only jump when they are too engrossed in whatever they are doing. And in Byler’s case it was holding eye-contact for way longer than it’s platonically acceptable.
I rest my case.
#the more i watch those scenes#and mike's face during will's van monologue#the more it stands out to me??#mike NEVER makes those faces#never looks at anyone like that#it's completely different from anything else i've ever seen from him#he does not look at El like that#the most feeling mike had in his eyes for el was end of s2 when they reunited#(one of his best acted scenes paired with him lashing out against hopper)#byler
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like out of all the many, many traumas ive given elspeth my favorite has gotta be the deep roads lol. and specifically the way she never really got OUT of them. yeah so maybe her body did but not HER. shes still down there with ruck and helspith every time she closes her eyes. and during future expeditions when she goes down into the deep roads for real, it doesnt feel like some horrible nightmare it feels like REALITY and its the surface and love and warmth and alistair thats nothing more than a pleasant dream. one shes always going to wake up from. bc even in her happiest moments she's never not aware of the darkspawn digging up towards her just a few miles under her feet. and never not feeling the eyes of the deep roads looking at her, gleefully waiting for her, and knowing its not going anywhere
#i love shale but for elspeth's worldstate i dont recruit her bc im so obsessed w the dynamic of it being elspeth/alistair/oghren/the dog lol#oc: elspeth#tay plays dao#she got SEVERE shell shock being down there in the dead trenches after the realization that came from helspith's poem#why shes never seen any female darkspawn and why there apparently arent as many female wardens either#and like. Understanding that death is the absolute best case scenario for her.#alistair had to 100000% step up as the leader because she was completely out of commission. barely able to breathe let alone fight or lead#going from this unstoppable warrior who NEVER loses her nerve or control on a battlefield#to nearly dying to the broodmother bc she was so fucking terrified. bc all she could see was her own fate mirrored back at her#finally FINALLY understanding what it means to be a grey warden. and then trying to reject that reality with her entire body and soul#she pulls herself out of it enough to get out alive but she never had a moment of like... triumph over the deep roads where she had a burst#of courage and saved the day or whatever. thats not usually how trauma works and so alistair carried them thru that#thru the broodmother and the anvil and branka and back to orzammar just as elspeth was beginning to put herself back together#afterwards the lack of closure to what was one of her ''weakest'' lowest moments rly weighed her down with guilt and shame#and its only a year later during awakening when she finally reconciles with having NO choice but to go back into the deep roads#and being able to kill the mother. THAT helped. that restored some small part of her#gave her the strength to start going back down there when the need arose. resigned to an early death but ready to put up a fight#but ye. still such a fundamentally devastating thing she went thru which altered her entire personality to the point where she starts fully#embracing being a warden (bc how can someone who's seen what shes seen and done what shes done be anything else???)#and INSISTING alistair take the throne despite having always been supportive of his desire not to. even if it means she loses him.#bc its a last ditch effort to save him from the fate she's completely surrendered herself to#sigh. this game man.#i need dadw to Confirm that the grey wardens have found a cure and alistair and hof are safe because jesus christ. my girl NEEDS a win
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I think I might need to write the inevitable fanfic where James Tartt dies alone on fathers day. While Jamie is having a lovely dinner with his mum and Simon or he and Roy are taking Phoebe to the zoo.
Ahhxjsjkskz please do I would love to read this. It's what he deserves
#ask#i actually have a lot of thoughts on Jamie + James' death. has anyone seen Free Churro#where Bojack is talking about how he's heartbroken over his abusive mom's death because even though he hated her#he had to cope with the loss of hope that things would get better#so he was grieving what he wished his mother could have been moreso than grieving his actual mother#I think that's how Jamie would feel#it's all over and he's free but also like. it's ALL over.#it is what it is and it's done and there will never be anything else
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The Vespers - John Singer Sargent 1909, oil on canvas
#art#john singer sargent#saw this in an art gallery today i think it was the only singer sargent they had#id never seen this one before and tbh idk if ive actually seen many of his if any in the flesh#and i was like hohhh bc while it's not my favorite of his or anything it did have that photographic look to it like a lot#of his scenery#and i was pleased to see it#i can't be arsed to scroll through the tags in case someone else has posted this one so im posting it myself lol.
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me at 15 reading about ocd on the internet: oh that sounds like a nightmare I don't think I could live like that, so glad I definitely don't have it
me getting diagnosed 7 years later:
#in my defence it feels nothing like the stereotypes portrayed on tv#like I had a school friend who was obsessed with the show monk#I've never actually seen it so idk if it does a good job portraying it or not but I know monk is the very stereotypical ocd character#and that friend would go on and on about the show and how relatable it felt to her#not sure if she also had undiagnosed ocd but she only used a certain type of pen#and would refuse to use any other to write#she even got me into it I bought them and we would share#they were nice pens#and she also had this little ritual where if you touched her neck you had to close your fingers#in a way that mimics that stereotype for Italian hand gestures#and then you had to huff on them#she literally would not let you do anything else after you touched her neck unless you finished that little ritual#and I never thought I had anything like that so that meant I didn't have ocd right?#but yeah now that I'm saying it it seems stupid#like just because I'm not a “neat person” and don't obsess over cleaning doesn't mean anything#I say I don't obsess over cleaning and then I proceed to disinfect everything I bring from outside into the house with rubbing alcohol#but that only happened after the pandemic so I'm often thinking if it really counts#do I really have ocd or am I just traumatised from the pandemic?#like if I know the when and how I started a specific behaviour then is it really part of a mental disorder?#I know the logic behind it so it's not really a problem#right?#can I tag this as ocd? am I allowed?#fuck it!#ocd#I'm sure people who know more about this than me can explain if it counts or not#maybe it doesn't#maybe it's just germophobia?#but then what would all the other stuff be?#checking to see if your relatives are still breathing in their sleep in the middle of the night isn't germophobia#but I know the cause of this too it's from losing my uncle does that mean it also doesn't count? is it considered traumatic? idk
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yeah you tell ‘em, girlie!!
and yeah that might explain the arm brace thing…
#nemona isn’t some spoiled gal who’s never had to work hard at anything! she’s dedicated to what she does!!!#goldie’s pokémon violet liveblog#this is like the angriest we’ve ever seen her#like in a personal sense#sv spoilers#like this is the thing that irks her above all else- people not seeing how many struggles she’s actually faced#i wonder if she like. permanently messed up her arm or something from incorrect ball throwing techniques#and no one seems to realize it still kind of hurts#nemona ily you are great and i SEE your struggles and i SEE your drive and grind!!!
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being in comics fandom for years I got used to the whole “if you don’t like a piece of characterization throw it out! if you think something is out of character or bad writing it probably is and you can unite it” but lately, being in non comics fandoms, I feel like it’s more interesting to take these moments or decisions that seem out of character and really like. analyze the character and figure out why they behaved this way. maybe it is lazy writing, but it’s part of the character now so there’s value in digging into it
EXCEPT for Anders’ reaction to Hawke selling Fenris back into slavery. that’s bad writing and I’m throwing that out
#there was. hmmm.#someone has brought me around on it#got me to dig deeper in that moment and go ‘okay yeah that makes sense’#but the thing is. I had never actually seen that moment in play#because I don’t sell Fenris into slavery because what the fuck. what the fuck#so the ‘yeah this makes sense actually’ conclusion was just about the approval gain#but watching videos that go through every dialogue option for every scene and seeing what he ACTUALLY SAYS#IN THE MOMENT#that’s WAY MORE THAN JUST THE APPROVAL GAIN THAT DOES NOT TRACK WITH ANYTHING ELSE THE CHARACTER#ANDERS *OR* JUSTICE#STAND FOR#HOLY SHIT#okay I’m done#this has been a post
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btw peter doherty i love you so much
#if that wasn't clear to anyone#there's very few people i feel so connected to#parasocial friendships for the win i guess#but how crazy and how lucky to have seen the libertines play twice. i used to think hmm maybe i should go see someone else instead of#them for the 2nd time because i never had enough money for anything... now i don't know when/if live music will ever be accessible to#me again and i feel so happy to have had that special experience alongside the person i know thanks to their music and whom i love the most#this is such a convoluted bs sentence#but im overcome with many an emotion so please 🐻 w me#//
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