I want Leo to suffer so much like make him the most manipulative version of himself ever but not because he is evil or smth. Just since he's the leader he has to make too many bald decisions that his family will not support but it's like the only way to win so he manipulates everyone (remember when he tricked Splinter and Big Mama)

And it hurts badly. Leo hates it he knows that his family simply can't trust him without any doubts anymore although everyone knows that he's only doing it for them. It's a fair price he has to pay for his leadership skills but it will never stop hurting.