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chiliger · 6 months
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Moon Glow
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clown-owo · 11 months
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Having a great time with totk so far
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reloaderror · 2 days
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babyfairy · 6 months
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sorry one last post and then i’ll mute the mental illness posting for the day lmao. but i legitimately feel like i have lost the ability to have faith in anyone. i’ve received so many empty promises lately. i feel like people think i’m naive and choose to lie to me because they just want to satiate me but they don’t actually care enough to follow through. people promise to answer the phone when i need them and they don’t. they say they want to spend more time together and they don’t. they apologize for behaviors that have been hurtful towards me and say it won’t happen again and it does. what’s the point of believing any of it anymore? nobody gives a fuck. i got more texts from coworkers on my birthday than i did from my actual friends. my own brother didn’t even text me. it was an afterthought to the majority of the people i know. i don’t want any more reminders of how little i actually matter it’s making me want to jump off a fucking bridge
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avidcollectorofdust · 9 months
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Dude i already had feelings for Ghirahim but yours ??? I didnt knew i could love a fictional character that much but thank you
*Farquaad pointing meme* homosexual
No but seriously thank you so much. I’m glad you like my brainrot comics, regardless of what basis you like them on
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dreamofbecoming · 2 years
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putting all three tad albums on shuffle and rockrose leads right into inkpot gods…like ok, bandcamp, we get it, u want me to cry
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queen-scribbles · 1 year
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The last GB of the 7.2 patch is taking forever to download. 😭 Rest of it went real fast but it hit 966mb remaining and has slowed to a crawl. Like, it’s been an hour and only gone 200mb type crawl.
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inkpot gods by the amazing devil is THE merthur song
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hobisexually · 10 months
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#i! feel! so! disconnected! from everything and everyone#and it’s so god damn annoying#I either feel nothing at all or everything at once and I can’t balance it#but if I take the time to sit with the things I’m scared of I’ll just keel over I don’t have time for it#Im just on autopilot moving ahead#because I have to! if I don’t my fear will win from me and that will Not be pretty#and that’s what I’m so upset about like I didn’t get something I really wanted#and it’s fully because of anxiety but the alternative is WORSE#and the people involved don’t KNOW I have anxiety but I can’t tell them either because it will make them look at me differently and I can’t#afford them to. I can’t let that happen and I think this is the first time I’m realising how much it holds me back even after uni#and I’m so angry over it dndndnd so so so angry and if they KNEW how much I had gone through no one would ever doubt my ability to —#bounce back and take charge of a situation ever again. they’d know I can do that. But it’s too private to share so now it’s up to me to#BELIEVE it and just show them but it takes so much out of me every time#and if it weren’t for the pandemic I would’ve been much further along and if it weren’t for my fucking burnout I’d have been further along#and it weren’t for my Fucking dad I’d be further along. I’m just so mad#so mad that I have to undo and tackle so much when people just sail through things but for me EVERYTHING takes effort#also I have not seen or spoken to my dad since December and I have a wedding he’s attending and I can’t get out of it#and I constantly pingpong between ‘its for the best I broke off contact I needed the space to heal’ and ‘I am a horrible person for taking#his only daughter away from him instead of talking’#but I’ve TRIED the talking and he just never LISTENS????? and made me feel so unsafe in this world at all times#I’m constantly trying to undo all that and it’s exhausting and no one gets how much effort that takes and I can’t tell them either#like. not gonna unload my trauma on people but if they KNEW they’d get why I don’t always react optimally to things the way they do#aaarffggHhhhHHHhHhhh#also I’m not even enjoying festa I’m not tuned in at ALL and that’s also deeply upsetting but there’s no other way atm#Also. did a thing in PFPT today that. I feel complicated things and I’m just upset about the way my life’s been until now#its making me feel worse than I was expecting#oh AND I was on a trip with friends I’ve had for 16+ years and they all were so happy to be together#felt so connected with each other and it was familiar and safe and lovely they said#meanwhile I cried at 3am in the bathroom because I had never felt more alienated from them ever#I know who /I/ am and what I want and don’t want but the dissonance with the rest of the world….. what the fuck man. What is my place even
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hueylewisandtheblues · 4 months
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Decided that I’d wrap my gifts up this year in a woven scarf - ordered in supplies since there is nothing nearby that I can easily access. Also got extra wool to finish the kid’s blanket. Will spend tonight getting this thinner yarn piece cast off so I can aim for everything done by Sunday for the blanket, and Tuesday for the scarf.
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tariah23 · 9 months
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*Shaking*
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baited-beth · 10 months
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Exciting news! After failing to get through to the D&I lead that I was reporting a reputational issue about hostility towards GC views, not a personal grievance, my manager actually listened to me and was shocked that I wasn’t being taken seriously. He raised it with our HR lead, who was also shocked by the whole saga, and she’s now forming a plan with others in HR. My manager also spoke to someone pretty high up and he’s confident she’s taking it pretty seriously and has said she’s going to do some work to try to resolve it.
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deus-ex-mona · 1 year
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2017 was a different time…
#i’ve just been thinking about this promo a lot recently idk why#i can’t believe they freakin’ twilighted the gardening club trio’s love triangle </3#‘team koyuki’ and ‘team kotaro’… aaaaaaa i can’t believe i missed it :((((((#but even so i don’t post anything on fb (much less insta)… maybe i could’ve created a throwaway acc for the free merch…#but then again… taking selfies in of itself is a challenge when you despise being photographed… but the free merch…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i’ll never be able to get the koyukota movie files to go along with my hina file (sad)… even after all the trouble i went to to get the hina#cringey 2017-me had gone up to the counter after walking out mid-credits and went ‘where’s my movie promo???’ at the poor counter staff#and that was after i’d sent pics of the movie poster to my mother and went ‘can you help me to reserve a ticket for this online?’…#where did the shamelessness of past me go smh. i want it back.#to think that past me was also so shameless that she tried to sell a fully intact lizard skeleton at school…#but oh well. guess i have no choice but to continue living as my present,acetic acid-huffing self…#how did i even end up having a minor life crisis while thinking about the mf hina movie?#i blame the acid fumes ig. i must’ve huffed too much of them while pouring acids out all afternoon…#it is suiyoubi my dudes#at this point my wednesday tags should read ‘weekly life crisis time’ or sth. idk. screw acids.
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vampirologist · 11 months
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going on vacation for the first time in five years and I’m incredibly grateful my grandparents are letting me tag along for free but at the same time it is the week after I graduate so like I barely have any time to recuperate before I’m going onto an airplane for the first time in my life and going to somewhere I’ve never been (west coast)
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tiredsadpeach · 1 year
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May not feel great rn but tomorrow I get to see my best friend and we’re exchanging gifts and then afterward I’m going with my sister to pick up a cat
#I don’t talk about this best friend on here a lot lately but he’s great and I love him#platonically and romantically#I’ve had a crush on him for uhh 9 years teehee#he doesn’t know I still feel that way or at least I hope he doesn’t because I don’t wanna make him uncomfy#we dated back in 2013 but I was a pos then and cheated on him because I give in to peer pressure#I’m serious about that btw like the chick that convinced me to cheat when we were official I went over to a friends house and she thought I#would cheat on her because I was so easy to convince the first time lmao#anyway that was forever ago and I am very very different now and would kill past me tbh for that teehee#this is the best friend that stayed with me after I cut off everyone because they stayed friends with my abuser#he’s literally the fucking best and I love him so much and I hope we always stay friends despite my Crazy lol#but also CAT INFOOOO okay so me and my sister went to our local pet store and they partner with a specific shelter? idk I can’t give the#name out because the only pet store listed on their website is the one we go to and that’s too much info about where I live lmao#ANYWAY I was more just showing her the two 4 month old brothers I saw the other day because they’re cute and I was hoping I’d see they were#adopted which they weren’t but they’re chatty kittens they’ll be gone soon tbh probably snatched up for Christmas#but so I had just been there two days ago on the 16th and we went on the 18th and one new cat was there#a 1 1/2 year old black cat named Morticia!! she was so cute they had a hot pink collar and bell on her and her file said she gets along well#with dogs and other cats (perfect for us we live with our parents still so full house) and it said she loves to be held and talked to ☹️☹️☹️#and her arrival date? the 16th so I just missed her but ALSO that’s one of our family dog’s birthday he turned 5 that day!!#also learned today Morticia had three kittens who have all been adopted and you’ll never guess their names#Wednesday pugsly and thing teehee#the fact that cat is just named Thing is so fucking funny#anyway my sister was petting her and she rolled into it ☹️ got head scratches and ear rubs and THEN I was filling out the application for he#while we waited for our parents to call us back and Morticia LAID HER HEAD IN MY SISTERS HAND ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#so yeah my sister fell in love and the naming matches so well with her other cat who is about 2 years old now who’s a long haired tortoise#named Magnolia !! she’s a really chill cat who when it comes to other cats if the cat likes her she likes the cat but she’s also the younges#cat we have rn but my cats half adore her and half dgaf like my older two just want to be left alone by the animals and loved on by humans#but my younger two (8 and 5) still act like babies and run around like kittens so they love magnolia and she loves them so I have no doubt#Morticia is gonna fit in just fine and we don’t have to change her name!!#idk about y’all but we like always change our pets’ names when we adopt them and sometimes I’m glad we do because we have an anxious big#mutt doggie and we named him Chimmy which worked out well because he’s kinda silly and goofy and yknow neurodivergent but his og name?
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Ben Reilly: Scarlet Spider (Vol. 1/2017), #1.
Writer: Peter David; Penciler: Mark Bagley; Inker: John Dell; Colorist: Jason Keith; Letterer: Joe Caramagna
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Ben Reilly: Scarlet Spider#Scarlet Spider#Ben Reilly#Cover Gallery#*heavy sigh*#warning personal opinions inbound#anything following this is firmly imo and should absolutely be taken with a grain of salt hahaha#for years I’ve been seeing comments along the lines of#‘???? I’m pretty sure Clone Conspiracy and onward Ben is that Spidercide 2.0 Warren was hinting at during the Superior Spider-Man Team-Up’#and I can’t stop thinking about that alsdhjsk#I get the explanation for why Ben is acting the way he is during this series (he died MANY times in quick succession and that takes a toll)#but…I guess understanding a story/character decision isn’t the same as liking it#I get WHY they’re trying to convince the audience that Ben has gone full edgelord but it still#(again entirely imo) kind of out of character for me#I guess what really sticks out in my mind is a line from a single infinity comic which stuck with me from my Spidey read-through#that even if Peter was lobotomized (or completely devoid of his memories as was the case) he would still do the right thing#mind you they also tied that to Peter having a clear sense of self which has consistently been Ben’s achilles’ heel#but I guess it’s that age-old gray area surrounding exactly /how/ much alike Ben and Peter are#I always tended to lean towards the idea that Ben’s his own person but made of the same die-by-his-ideals#morally upright material#which is where I guess my opinion on Ben and this series’ opinion diverge since it insists that Ben is corruptible#(the infinity comic is Amazing Spider-Man: Who Am I? by the way)#ALSO I always wondered why I /adore/ Scarlet Spider vol. 2 but this series doesn’t quite sit well with me#despite both series supposedly being about Spidey clones who are not good people yet are nominally heroes#and I guess it comes down to Scarlet Spider vol. 2’s theme of redemption#Kaine is TRYING to do better despite his ingrained cynicism and he does become more heroic!#this series feels akin to a downward spiral with a downer ending if I remember correctly and it’s just…not fun to watch for a fave characte
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