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#anarekxia
support · 5 years
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Everything okay?
If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  
If you are in the United States, please try:
National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)
If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 
For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 
If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.
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izfvx · 9 months
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It’s my brothers bday today and we’re going out to eat at a good ass restaurant so I had to fast for 3 days. That shit was light work, too easy.
I would say I dropped maybe like 5Ibs, but im getting anxious over eating and gaining again.
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ariastardust · 1 year
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“Train wreck” by James Arthur lowkey hits the ana soul
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If I am not loved, I am nothing, and I fucking hate that.
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xmiaxxrose · 2 years
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I hate the stubborn fat at the top of my thighs! I’ve tried work outs but it doesn’t help maybe I need to try different ones? Body check in toilet again not too bad, I like my spine showing a little but having to pose to get that to happen is so annoying! I want to lose so much I’m currently about 103lbs :( if I’m strict with myself I’ll lose in no time!
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skelet0ncal0ries · 2 years
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ED RANT-
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i’m scared for school to start i rly wanna wear my cute clothes but i need to look like a skeleton m them i want t look fragile n petite when the teacher calls my name so i can be assigned to my new seat. i want ppl to stare at me, i love attention. i want to feel air between my thighs, i want to be like a fairy. nice and weightless and j rly pretty . my beauty will be so much more enchanted and feminine looking. men will feel more dominant as well and i want to show off my body in front of them so i get them to like me more. i feel insecure and i’m scared of gaining weight but sometimes i don’t care but this time i’m stopping i’m starving atm rn n i’m convincing myself that i like it n miss it. i miss my old ed body i saw pics do it n my rib cage was out fml.
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lolfuckthisblog · 2 years
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I've been gone for a very long time.
I will eventually make a more in depth, detailed post, but it is currently 6.10am and I've not slept yet, but I have to speak to someone - or something.
I got forced into recovering by my mum and current partner, who I've been with for almost 4 years, 3 years ago. I just wanted to make them happy, so I forced myself to get better, went on our trips, went out to dinners, learned better habits, but now I want out.
Recovery made me huge. I feel so disgustingly fat, I know he doesn't look at me the same anymore and I can't take this shit anymore. I need to be small again. I can do better than my lw. Easily. I just need some willpower.
I need to be attractive for him, I need to be comfortable back in my hole of counting and exercising and obsessing. Because I was hot then.
Nothing makes me feel better than knowing I'm the smallest person in a room, but it's a feeling I've not had in a long while.
I started my ED journey when I was only 7 years old, and I am in my 20s now, fat and afraid of the future. I need to get back to where I was before I'm old and stuck being huge.
So this is my return to the Internet, and my return to finally being the old me. Somehow happier drowning myself in diet coke and water and eating nothing but rice crackers than living without a care.
Hey, tumblr. I missed you.
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justmenoteatingg · 2 years
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I feel so guilty if someone finds out about my eating struggles. Like do they look at me and think “wow she doesn’t look like it. She wants attention” like ahhhhhh this is why I feel like my whole ED is fake even tho I don’t even tell anyone and I literally keep it to myself besides tumblr.
Rant 😅
Stay safe!
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r3ha8 · 1 year
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invisibleil · 2 years
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idk if i actually started to like the taste of black coffee or gaslighted myself to think i actually like it
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duckupnumber3 · 2 years
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Its been a while but here I am. I tried the whole recovery thing-- did not work out. Now Im fat 😋
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ghostlyskeletongirl · 2 years
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i haven’t washed my hair in two weeks
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izfvx · 1 year
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Y’all my edtwt acc got banned so I’m back on tumblr
I lost so many followers on here that it feels like every single person that unfollowed me took a part of my heart with them 💔💔
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ariastardust · 2 years
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Go to meal (98 calories)
Tuna and mushroom marrow pasta
I usually make this then split it into 3 small meals, keeps me full for long and high in protein! (15g protein)
400g mushrooms 88
350g marrow pasta 83
120g tuna 114
20ml milk (can leave out) 10
295 calories for entire thing
(Split into three portions)
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Someone, anyone, please, please come show me a love I’ve never known. Hold me in your arms and care for me. Please, please tell me you care.
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xmiaxxrose · 2 years
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Edtwt is so much better than edtblr at the moment, it’s like everyone has became inactive.
Tried body checking my back from the weekend, need to lose a lot!!! I miss my body from 2020 I’m 103lbs now and I use to be 88lbs maybe lower but can’t remember as I didn’t weigh myself as often then as i do now >_<
You can slightly see some bones but I wish they were naturally prominent rather than having to be in a certain pose for them to be more visible! I want people to be worried, I want to look fragile and I will!
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