#also taehyung is soooo.
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why is he beaten up tho. are bruises sexy. maybe sometimes but they didnt do in a way thats sexy to me
#also fuck American flag sweater. come on taehyung#also also did he actually work out or did they edit the vague abs? last I saw him he had a cute tummy!!#dont get me wrong I love messed up Taehyung in fact I have him twice bruised up in my fanfiction#hes soooo likely to lose a fight<3 I love pathetic Kim taehyung#hes like the epitome of 'babe this is for you' *misses*
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Nothing New
Ot7! BTS x Choreographer! Reader (Seokjin x Reader focused)
Summary: You get hurt and have to find a replacement. You just didn't think that replacement extended to your relationship with the BTS members. Will they still want you when you're nothing new?
Tags: ANGST (sorry), eventual fluff, Injured!Reader, Fem!Reader, Bangtan are kind of assholes, this isn't really proofread sorry, I also don't know how this shit actually works with Idol groups so I'm just making shit up lolsies.
A/N: HI omg sorry this took FOREVER. I was gonna have this done this weekend but we went to go visit family so I put this aside omg, but it's finalllyyyy here! I hope this lives up to your expectations. Thank you for all the love on the teaser, and remember, comments and feedback are always soooo appreciated!
Taglist: @bangteezbaby @thelilbutifulthings @hoshi-is-ult-bbg @juju-227592 @kikz165 @plexcaffeinate
All the members had just gotten home from rehearsal, and immediately went to find you just so they could throw silly little tantrums about you not being there.
The way they were pouting reminded you more of kicked puppies than world-wide sensations.
"It's fine guys, I know someone who can cover for me until I get better."
"But we like your choreography better." Taehyung whines into your shoulder and you pat his head in comfort.
"It's just a month or two, Tae."
You had broken your leg about a week ago, and consequently, you couldn't continue choreographing for the group until you were fully healed.
Which meant either the boys paused their learning, or you brought someone else in to cover for you - and you're all aware that pausing isn't really an option.
"But I'll miss you." Your boyfriends were overly dramatic, acting like you were leaving even though you all lived together.
"You'll still see me at home, it's not like I'm dropping off the face of the earth."
He huffs into your shoulder and rolls over so he's sitting next to you normally now.
"Anyway, how have you been? Have you felt okay?" Seokjin sits down on the other side of you and you feel yourself growing a bit shy under his caring stare.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"You sure?"
"Yeah."
•••
"Hi! Thank you so much for covering for me. We're on a reall-"
"Save it, it's whatever. I always told you you'd need my help again at some point."
You don't like the implications in her tone but you pass it off with a small chuckle.
"Okay, so they already know 2 out of the 5 numbers for this album, and we were in the middle of learning the 3rd one. I taught it to Hoseok in advance so he can take over for that one. So you wouldn't need to be at the studio until next week. I'll send you the videos I took of the foundation of the other 2 numbers so you can learn it and then teach it."
She looked so uninterested in what you were saying, but you had to be professional.
You called her here in the first place.
"Kay, cool, got it. Also, can I get the guys' numbers? You know, just in case."
"Oh uhm, you can ask them when you see them next week… I'm not sure if they want me giving out their numbers to people they don't really know."
"Well they're gonna know me soon right? Don't be greedy, trying to keep all of them to yourself."
She giggles but you can feel that it's not really one of genuine giddiness and you hope that your discomfort isn't apparent.
"I'll ask them when I see them later today."
You plaster on the best smile you can and she gives you an equally forced one back.
"Okay. Bye!"
She basically struts away and you're left standing there; maybe calling her was the wrong move.
•••
Yep. Calling her was probably the wrong move. But it depends on which side of Y/N you ask.
On the professional side, this is absolutely great. They hit it off right away, all the boys growing comfortable with her rather quick (something HYBE valued a lot), and she was great at her job. Talented, bold, confident, friendly, the whole package.
On a more personal side, this was putting you on edge. How suddenly, all the guys would talk about was 'Joanna said this a rehearsal' or 'Joanna invited us out to eat'. It was always Joanna this Joanna that, and you knew they were just excited to have a new friend, to have someone who shares their passion, you couldn't help but wonder if their feelings for you were simply out of excitement. And now that you're not the newest thing around, would they still want you? Would they still talk about you with the same sparkle in their eyes as they do with Joanna? It left a pit in your chest.
And — yeah, calling her was the definitely the wrong move.
Finally, a long-awaited date with all of you. They were filled with energy, talking and joking on the ride there, and you felt your heart growing lighter, you still had them.
They even helped you get off the car with all the gentleness in the world, helped you get in your seat and made sure you were completely comfortable.
The lightness quickly weighed down into something much heavier when you saw Joanna walk in and make her way to the table.
And the weight felt like it had been dropped to you feet when the guys scooted to make space for her, Namjoon even standing up to hug her and letting her sit first so she'd be in between him and Jungkook.
How long has it been since they hugged you with such happiness?
"Oh my god, Y/N, hi! The boys didn't tell me you would be here."
Something about the way she said "the boys" made your hands itch, almost as much as your throat itched to say 'likewise'.
"Welp. I'm here. Haha."
Dinner wasn't fun, to say the least.
Joanna was blatantly saying shit to embarrass you the entire time, and it even worse, your boyfriends seemed to be soaking up her every word, laughing whenever she pointed out something embarrassing about you when she knew you in high school.
"Yeah! And when we choreographed together, she would always forget her parts." She lets out a giggle and Hoseok laughs too: what's so funny?
"It was only once or twice." You groan, mostly to yourself, but Joanna hears it.
"Whatever helps you sleep at night."
Everyone laughs at her words again and suddenly, you start to think that staying home was the better option.
"I've always said she has the memory of a goldfish. Sometimes it felt like I was doing all the work because i constantly had to step in and help when Y/N froze up."
She turns to you when she speaks her next question:
"How are you doing now that I haven't been here to clean up after you? Are you making Jimin do it?" She laughs and nudges Jimin, who's sitting next to her, on the shoulder, and he happily shoves back with a bright smile on her face.
"I'm fine, it's rare that I forget stuff lately."
She gasps in a dramatic manner, you wish she would just disappear already.
"You? Not wasting time in rehearsal? Because you forgot? That's unheard of!"
You hate the way pretty much all of the guys laugh at her words: they know how much work you've put into being a good choreographer. Why were they laughing at you?
Suddenly, you feel the person next to you pressing up closer against you: Seokjin.
You look at him and he has a soft smile on his face, but not towards Joanna; his entire focus is on you.
"You have a really good memory darling. We can tell you've worked on it." The knot in your stomach softens its grip after hearing Seokjin's words, and for the first time since you got here, your smile is genuine.
"Anyways, how'd you injure yourself?"
"Oh, we were doing some cardio and I tripped. Fell at an awkward angle and it twisted my leg. Haha."
Joanna laughs a little too hard at this.
"I've always also said that for a supposed dancer you sure are clumsy as hell."
Some of the guys giggle at her comment, and you look down at your lap: why were they laughing at you?
Out of the corner of your eye, you see Seokjin sit up a little straighter, and you suspect he's gonna say something.
"Supposed dancer?" He raised a brow and to most people, it would've seemed like he was just egging onto the joke, but you and the rest of the table could tell that there was a serious undertone to his question.
It was no secret in your relationship with the guys that Seokjin had a specific soft spot for you – in a relationship as big as yours, its bound that all of you will have your weak spots for one another: Jungkook and Namjoon, Jimin and Taehyung, Hoseok and Yoongi, you and Seokjin.
So you were more than relieved when he met your gaze from across the table; he knew you were uncomfortable.
And as everyone knows, he's not one to stay quiet.
"I just mean it's surprising that for someone so clumsy she went into the professional world where coordination is crucial."
Jungkook uses this point to tease Namjoon, and thankfully the attention is taken off of you. You catch Seokjin's stare again and this time it's accompanied with an apologetic smile and him reaching out his hand to hold yours.
As your hands meet on top of the table, you seem to be the only one who notices the look Joanna sends you at the display of affection.
•••
More days pass by and everyday they get home later and later until you're left going to bed on your own.
You'd made it a habit to wait for each other if one was out late, but it didn't happen often since you had almost the same working hours and when you went out, it was usually altogether.
You'd tried to keep that habit after your injury, but they were coming home later everyday, and you weren't sure you had it in you to keep staying up for them.
Especially on nights like this one, where when they do get home, you're dismissed almost entirely.
The door opens and you sit up, ready to greet them one by one with a hug and kiss, but most of them just mumble a "hey" or "hi Y/N" and walk straight to their rooms.
Only Jungkook and Seokjin genuinely acknowledge you, Jungkook giving you a hug and a peck on the forehead accompanied by a soft "Hi baby." before going to his room as well.
Seokjin also hugs you, but he picks you up while doing so: shifting you in his arms so he can carry you to bed with him.
As he begins to walk, your eyes meet and he sends a soft smile your way.
You barely start to relax in his hold when you realize that he's walking into your room, and you slightly panic at the thought that he's going to leave you alone in there.
Your slight panic turns into franticness as he sets you down and steps away from the bed.
"No! Don't-" Jin whips around at the sound of your voice, and you feel immediate guilt when you see his startled expression.
"Sorry, I- I know you're tired. Sorry, you can go."
Your attempts to decrease his worry don't seem to work, because he's already making his way back towards your bed.
"No, no. What happened? Whats wrong?"
"Its nothing." Seokjin gives you a stern look, you both know that lying to him is impossible.
"It's not nothing. Is it your leg? Or is it something else?"
"Its stupid" you mumble.
Noticing that you're unsure of yourself, he sits closer to you and brushes you hair out of your face in attempts to comfort you.
"Its not stupid if its bothering you" you feel your tears welling up again at how soft Seokjin's voice is. How soft he is with you.
"I just- I don't think I can be alone right now." You lean into his touch as you finally get at least some of the truth off your chest.
"You don't have to be. I was going to shower, do you want to join me?"
"I don't want to bother you."
"You won't."
"But my leg, I won't be able to stand for long."
"It's okay, we'll bring a stool in and I'll help you."
"But you're tired-"
"Never of taking care of you."
Something in your heart settles through the rest of the night, there is no other intention behind Seokjin asking you to join him.
He washes your hair and even dries it once you're out, he helps you get dressed and he goes to sleep holding you, and even if it's just for one night; all is right in the world again.
The next morning, Jin wakes you up and asks you if you'd like to come to rehearsal with the 7 of them. You're elated, to say the least. You knew it was a minimum thing, but your heart couldn't help but flutter at the thought that they wanted you around.
•••
Jin on the other hand, is pissed. Not at you, (never at you), but at his 6 boyfriends and how absolutely dense they could be, this being one of those moments.
He'd mentioned that you were coming with them, and all of them responded well: "I hope she likes the choreo!" "Yay! I want to hear what she has to say."
Their response to you tagging along wasn't the problem, no.
It was their response when he tried to tell them about how you were feeling that pissed him off:
"Wait guys, before we leave, I need to talk to you about something real quick."
All of them were attentive towards him immediately, so he thought they'd receive this better.
"It's about Y/N. And partially Joanna."
"Okay?"
"I talked to Y/N last night and she seemed upset. She didn't really want to talk about it but I'm almost completely sure that she's feeling left out, and I think it may partially be because of Joanna."
All of them begin to speak at once, until Taehyung's voice cuts through everyone else's.
"Why do you think it has something to do with Joanna?"
The 6 boys settle down and stare expectantly at Jin.
"Have you guys not noticed how backhanded all of Joanna's comments are towards her? Even when Y/N isn't present, she always makes a joke at her expense. And not to mention, we've been spending a lot of time with Joanna, much more than we've been spending with Y/N. I know if I were her I would feel hurt; being injured and spending the whole day cooped up alone while my boyfriends are spending all their time with someone who treats me like dog shit."
Jin wasn't sure what he was expecting the boys' reactions to be, but it definitely wasn't the outraged faces they were all giving him.
Jungkook is the first one to respond:
"I mean, I noticed the comments but I thought they were all in good fun? You know, since Y/N and Joanna have been friends for such a long time."
Taehyung cuts in next:
"And if Y/N is feeling left out, I mean I understand but what does that have to do with Joanna?"
Almost as if on cue, there's noise coming from the kitchen, meaning that you're awake.
Jin quickly gets up to go to you, but not before leaving the 6 boys with one final word, "Just pay attention to how she speaks to Y/N, you'll see what I'm talking about."
•••
It's hard to describe – the knowledge that you're being left behind without any obvious evidence surrounding you.
It's not something that everyone outside of your point of view might see, but you can feel it cutting through you deeply.
Not being able to do what you love, and on top of that, not being able to spend time with the people you love, it's a shattering feeling that claws through your chest.
Which leaves you where you are now: in the car with the rest of the boys on your way to rehearsal.
You thought that maybe being back in the studio would relight the spark that made the 7 men drawn to you in the first place, but even the car ride there felt cold and almost uncomfortable.
•••
The atmosphere changes the moment you step foot in the studio. It feels lighter, somehow. You don't know how to feel, not with the voice in your head insinuating that this lightness is because of Joanna; the guys are more at ease with Joanna than they are with you.
You usually hate being wrong: but now, you wish you could say the voice in your head was being irrational, yet you can't. Not when you turn around and see everyone besides Seokjin and Yoongi - who are off conversing to the side - gathered around Joanna, happily talking to her.
When did they stop looking at you like that?
Finally, she takes notice of your presence and makes her way over to you.
"Y/N, girly! Hey! Are you here to learn?"
You don't respond, confused as to what she's trying to ask you.
"Ya'know? Learn from the best! We've been so productive with this number."
She responds like it's the most obvious thing in the world, and you almost feel offended at what she's insinuating.
"Oh, um- I'm here to see what the guys have done."
Joanna blinks at you, as if your answer threw her off, before continuing.
"Oh. Ok then. Cool! And are the boys cool with that?"
You can tell, she wants this to sound passive aggressive. Kind on the surface, but a clear jab at your insecurities.
Jungkook quickly cuts in;
"Of course. Why wouldn't we be cool with that?"
Joanna stutters through her response, being caught off guard by Jungkook as she thought no one had heard her remark.
"Oh! I don't know, you might get distracted? You know?"
"We'll be fine."
This time it's Jin who answers, and even if it's a little selfish, you're glad that his tone towards Joanna is automatically cold.
"Okay thennnn!"
She turns to you:
"But if you start being a distraction I'll have to ask you to step out. Heh, step out. That's funny."
She giggles at her little joke (at your expense), and makes her way into the practice room.
Rehearsal continues as usual, and you feel a bit lighter as the boys all make jokes and include you while they stretch and warm up.
They start to run through the choreography, and your heart swells with pride seeing them dance; all their hard work really does pay off.
As much as you wish to get up and dance with them, or even get up at all, you know you can't. But just seeing them perform will do.
Once they finish, you start to clap and Jimin and Jungkook turn towards you with a playful vow.
"Its looking really good guys!"
All of the boys respond with a 'thank you' and a smile.
"I do have a couple pointers about some things I noticed-"
"Okay, let's run it again!" Before you could finish your sentence you're cut off by Joanna's squeaky voice.
Thankfully, Hoseok cares about what you have to say, and the rest seem to agree as well.
"Wait, I wanna hear what Y/N had to say."
"Yeah! It's felt weird learning a brand new number and not having any of your input on it."
"Y/N, go on." Seokjin is the one who speaks last, and the look in his eyes tell you that things will be alright.
"Ok, so first thing make sure you guys are agreeing on your directions, make sure that it's either a complete diagonal or if its a slanted move so you all move the same direction-"
"Oh yeah, I explained that to them already, they know." You're once again cut off by Joanna.
You use this as a chance to tease the boys, as you always normally.
"Oh, then why are y'all making that mistake huh?" Your tone is playful, and you see Hoseok step towards you with all the intent of playing along, when a gasp coming from your right stops you both.
"Did you come in here just to criticize?"
Of course it's Joanna.
"Wha- no. I was just teasing them. The dance looks grea-"
"I told you you were gonna distract them, and what did I say I was gonna do if you got them unfocused?"
"I didn't mean to, I was just giving pointers-"
"I've been teaching them for the last few weeks, I know what they need to focus on right now."
"But I know that it can look cleaner than it did right now."
"Well this is my choreography! I know what's best! You don't get to come in here and just start shitting on my work because what? You're jealous?! You think you're better than everyone else?!"
You're taken aback when Joanna starts to scream at you, so much so that you try to step back, completely forgetting that one of your feet is injured.
As you place your foot down, a soaring pain strikes from your foot all the way to your thigh. A sob escapes you and that's when Jin's protective nature kicks in full force.
In the blink of an eye, he's crouching next to you and picking you up while everyone else in the rooms stands frozen in place.
The ice is shattered when a wail comes from somewhere else in the room: it's Joanna.
Everyone's head whips to her direction, but for very different reasons.
Jin, for one, is beyond disbelief that she'd go as low as fake crying to get the attention back on her.
The rest of the guys seemed concerned, but not because of her. Rather because they just saw her true colors, how Jin was right, how they'd neglected you.
Seokjin picks you up and rushes out the door, leaving everyone else in the room frozen.
•••
You don't really process anything that happens afterwards. You just know Seokjin is with you as you go to the doctor to get your foot checked out, and that's enough to push you into a state where you know you can space out.
You couldn't comprehend it, how you were hurt and the rest of them weren't there.
Did they even care you were hurt?
It didn't make sense, that you were asking yourself this. When had things gotten this bad? How could they have let thing get this bad? It left you aching more than your injury, and you think that shouldn't even be possible.
When you get home, you find all the boys kitchen, a mess everywhere -much to Jin's despair- attempting to decorate what you assume is a cake. They're all focused to the point where they didn't hear you come in, and if they did, they're really good at acting like they didn't. You want to hide in your room, maybe ask Jin to hide with you, play into their ignorance, but the petty part in you is much quicker.
"Joanna doesn't like cake."
You speak without thinking about it first, and it's clear that none of them were expecting a comment like that, not even Jin, because their heads whip around instantly to you.
You panic for a little, thinking they'll get mad, but Hoseok and Yoongi start laughing at Namjoon's terrified face, at the maknae line looking like they're deer in headlights, and at Jin's round eyes.
Before you know it, They're all running up to you, and Seokjin has to grab you by the waist to make sure they don't knock you over.
They all speak at once, and you can only make out some things like "are you okay? what did the doctor say? im sorry." What cuts through all the rambling is Namjoon's smooth voice, sounding a bit exasperated as he speaks: "The cake is for you Y/N. We were making the cake for you."
Oh.
"Joon! You ruined the surprise!" Jimin stomps his feet, but you know he's not actually upset.
"Well we couldn't just let her think that we were baking a cake for fuckin Joanna!" Namjoon defends himself.
Yoongi steps in front of the two and turns to you, "It was supposed to be a 'Surprise / I'm sorry / We love you / Get well soon' cake but you got here before we finished."
His genuinely dejected demeanor makes you giggle, he looks like a sad cat.
"It's okay-"
"No it's not. Cake or not, we're all really sorry- hold on, we should sit down for this." Jungkook grabs your hand and leads you to the couch, the rest following suit.
You all sit in silence for a second before Hoseok speaks up:
"Well I guess I'll start." He sits up a little straighter so he's facing you directly, and you feel nerves run through you: was he upset? Was he going to scold you?
The guys seem to notice how you tense up, because Hoseok's face falls a into a small frown, while Jungkook scoots closer to you and Jin places a hand on your thigh.
"Y/N, I am so so sorry for the way we've been acting, and the way we haven't been acting. You got hurt under our watch, we should be the ones taking care of you, no questions asked, and we've failed to do that. There's really no excuse for how inattentive we've been. In our heads, or at least my head, I didn't really see you all day, so I thought that everything was okay because I still got to wake up to you, I still got to come home and feel comfortable knowing that you were here: we had your company. But I failed to return that company, we all failed to give you the bare minimum, and I truly am so sorry."
For the time you've know Hoseok, you've only seen him cry once or twice, so when you see tears start to fall from his eyes, it shakes you up and down. Before you can go console him, Jimin speaks up from where he sits beside Hoseok.
"Hobi's right, Y/N. We didn't pay you enough attention. We were too worried about ourselves to consider how our actions looked to you. The whole thing with Joanna, we did spend a lot of time with her, but even then, all we did was talk about you. Not in a bad way, obviously, but you just always came up in conversation. I don't know why I thought that talking about you would translate as 'we're still giving you our attention' as if you could read our thoughts or something. But again, we were selfish and careless, and I can't apologize enough for how we acted."
You appreciate Jimin's attempt at lightening up the mood, and you appreciate his words overall.
The next hour goes by in the same manner. The boys apologize one by one, not to just you, but to Seokjin as well, and before you know it, there's no one in the room that isn't crying, all of you a teary and snotty mess.
"We love you so much, Y/N. Please let us make it up to you. I love you so much." Yoongi's the last one to speak, and he finishes while walking up to you and bowing at your feet.
The rest of the guys join him, even Seokjin, and you don't know what else to do except throw yourself on the floor with all of them and cry.
The night ends with all of you cuddled up on the floor, until Namjoon and Jin make you all get up so you could go lay down properly.
They guys don't let you walk, no, Jungkook carries you while Taehyung and Jimin squish at his side in an attempt to stay close to you.
You all manage to squeeze into a single bed with you in the middle, hands everywhere trying to keep you close.
You feel warmer than you have in weeks, and meanwhile the guys do have a lot to make up for, with arms wrapped around you and sweet nothings floating in the room, you think this is a great start.
#bts#bts fic#bts au#bts fluff#bts fanfic#bts x reader#bts drabble#bts hurt/comfort#bts ot7 x reader#bts poly#bts fanfction#bangtan
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most to least likely to want you to make the first move
tae: the thing about taehyung is that he's a coquettte like he 100% loves to be pursued like i swear this happened irl but it always feels like i'm making it up bc i can never find the post but i think in 2020 there was a time period of like a month or two and we missed him soooo bad and then one day he randomly popped up and was like yeah i be browsing through here but i ain't say nothing bc i liked seeing y'all say y'all miss me like 😐 so yeah he loves the thrill of it all he loves the thought of having you wrapped around his finger me thinks gonna tata mic in yo face until you have no choice but to conquer him
jk: we have him on record saying "if you want me, come get me" so there's that but also okay i know jk ain't super shy no more but at the same time social settings still aren't his forte like he still has trouble figuring out when to jump into conversations and you can definitely tell when he ain't got a single thought running through his brain so i feel like you initiating will take the pressure off also this man is literally a perfectionist and a procrastinator like i feel like he been done took so long to ask u out u not even interested no more gotta strike when the iron hot with this one skskkslks
joon: he loves people he loves making connections and he loves reciprocal energy so if he's feeling you and you reach out first i think he'd love that fr like someone bold not tiptoeing around him not afraid to express what they're feeling it's gon do it for him every time
suga: i bet yoon really doesn't mind either way like he's not afraid to go and get what he wants and he appreciates people with a similar mind set
jin: i don't think he's opposed to it it's just that he needs to have you figured out before there's any forward movement and then after he figures you out he needs to figure out how he feels about it and you if it's even worth progressing forward so if you were to interrupt that process by moving before he's ready it would confuse him and he'd be very hesitant bc he doesn't wanna just outright reject you but he doesn't wanna just go for it either LOL he just needs a lil time; if he already knew how he felt about you however you making the first move would be awesome it'd save him some time and energy
hobi: he wouldn't be mad at it right but i feel like he's more traditional with it like ugh i love him so much he's such a gentleman so i feel like he'd wanna do the whole asking out pick you up for your first date at your doorstep bouquet of flowers in tow like he doesn't mind you being bold so if u wanna be an obvious flirt or whatever do yo thang but i do think he wants to take the lead
jimin: don't get me wrong i know jimin likes to be liked he likes to know that you know he knows you like him 100% but i get the feeling he likes the allure of the chase even more like you coming on to him may intrigue him for a good time but if you really want him i get the feeling that you gotta play the long game like very much give and take tease play his game until he has no choice but to give into it
a/n: luh calm post sumn breezy sumn light sksskls crazy thing about this is i've had this idea and ranking in my drafts for like a year and then this morning i scrolled past and was like huh that makes sense and then my brain kicked into gear and told me why LOL sorry i'm slow as molasses but take this snack as apology and i maybe 👀 hopefully 🙏 may have something a little more substantial before the year ends <3
#bts#bts fanfic#bts x reader#bts mtl#namjoon x reader#namjoon fanfic#jin fanfic#jin x y/n#yoongi x reader#yoongi fanfic#hobi x reader#hoseok fanfic#jimin x reader#jimin fanfic#taehyung x reader#taehyung fanfic#jungkook x reader#jungkook fanfic
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DANCE WITH ME - CHAPTER 6
“If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.”
Summary : All your life, you thought you were a beta, a simple and boring beta. Until everything change. But now that you've presented yourself as an omega, how will you manage to live and hide it from your six friends and best friend, all alphas and all in the same pack? (a/n : I'm a shit for summary I'm so sorry-)
Genre : soulmate au (of course I'm a bitch for this), omegaverse, bangtan alphas au!, omega reader, fluff, angst, eventual smut, polyamory relationships
Status : In process
Word Count : 3k
Warnings : the usual one I guess, like smut, angst, fluff (yeah its a warning for some people ) mention of depression, abusive parents (physically and morally), violence and blood, PTSD, scars, self harm,…
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A/N : Remember me ? Ah, I'm so soooo sorry for the wait, really. I'll not vent again, I already did it last weeks. I'm sorry about the quality of the chapter too… it's not really corrected, there are probably lots of spelling, conjugation, syntax mistakes… I think I've lost the little writing talent I had, really, it's so frustrating :') With this writer block it hasn't really helped either… I can't put the ideas I have in my head into words, and it's getting on my nerves too much…!! Hope you'll like it though even a little, I'll do my best for the next one ! ♥ Thank you so much for all the love and attention you give to this story, you can't imagine how much it means for me !! ♥
Also I made a playlist for the story ! If you have any songs who made you think about the story, you can share it to me and I'll add it on the playlist !
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Chapter 5 // Chapter 7
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The room was silent after Jungkook's explanation. He and Yoongi had not waited to go to the oldest of the two's apartments where their partners were. Fortunately, since it was so late in the day, they were all there, and reunited in the same place.
Jungkook shared what he heard during your conversation with Wooyoung and Yeosang. When you said you were an omega.
Jimin was the first to react. Of course, he did.
“I can’t believe it…!” he exclaimed after a few seconds, “She’s my best friend… we’ve known each other since high school! If she were an omega, she would've told me! She can't have lied to me…”
Sitting between Hoseok and Taehyung, he brought his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around his legs with a pout. He accepted Hoseok's embrace, who placed a kiss on his head.
The other boys stayed silent. Some of them were quite surprised to learn this, but Namjoon, Yoongi and Taehyung weren't so surprised to hear it, something inside them knew it, they just couldn't explain it.
"But that'd explain a lot..." Jimin added with a sigh, " she's quite... different recently..."
He obviously noticed the change in your behavior towards him recently. You were more distant and less tactile, and you tended to isolate yourself more in your room, whereas before, you spent all your free time with them, in one of their apartments.
At first, he thought that the classes and the dancing were exhausting you physically and mentally, like him. And knowing you, you tended to isolate yourself when you weren't feeling well. But it had never lasted as long as it did. He would never have thought that the reason behind it was... that you were an omega.
"We've all noticed it, I think," Jin replied, crossing his arms and looking thoughtful.
"But if she really is an omega," continued Jungkook, "why did she hide it from us? Would she be... afraid of us or something?"
The younger’s question left the room in silence. Everyone had heard about your misadventures with alphas, the behavior of your parents, and your brothers and sisters who were themselves alphas. And even though Jimin had always been the exception to the rule in your life, and now the other boys, you still had a certain reserve towards alphas. And that was as a beta. So, if you were an omega...
“It's not as if it matters anyway,” Namjoon affirmed, “whether she's a beta, an omega, or even an alpha, she's with us, she's part of the pack. But it's true that I'm wondering why she's hiding it from us.”
"Everyone has their wounds, scars, we all do, and we know that our little Y/N has some deep ones that haven't fully healed yet..." Hoseok spoke in a soft, understanding voice, stroking Jimin's hair in a protective, reassuring way.
"It takes time to gain someone's trust, even more so when someone has suffered mistreatment, abandonment, or physical and psychological violence." added Namjoon, crossing his arms.
Namjoon was right, and everyone agreed with him. For them, naturally, it didn't matter whether you were an alpha, a beta, or an omega. You were who you were, whatever your nature.
Everyone also knew what you'd been through with your parents, how they treated you, how they had treated you in the past.
None of them had ever said or done anything inappropriate to you, as they would to any of them.
This was the first time in your life since Jimin that you'd been treated like a real human being with respect and consideration, with no alpha, omega or beta stuffs behind it. You were simply Y/N. That was why you'd been able to open to them, to relax and feel at ease in their presence, but there was still a way to go, they were aware about that.
“It’s easy, we can just go and ask her." Yoongi stood up, ready to leave the apartment, "there's no point in speculating and making yourself feel bad," he continued, giving Jimin a gentle look, "I'm sure she'll be able to help us clear up this issue. She's the best person to tell us about it. "
Yoongi was the most impatient of all. But inside of him, he didn't want to admit that you had hidden something from them. Something that in one way didn't matter, but in another way did, more than they or even you realized.
“Wait hyung!” Jimin grabbed his arms to stop him. “Maybe it’s… something deeper than just a little secret she hides from us… If we go and find her now, she might panic, and things could go badly.”
Yoongi rolled his eyes but didn’t argue with him.
“I don't want to risk losing her... I couldn't bear that.”
Jimin ran a hand through his hair as he thought about how he'd felt when he'd seen you with San earlier in the day. Even though the interaction between you had been completely innocent, he had imagined you leaving him and his companions to go with him, Wooyoung, and their pack. This simple thought had given him a painful sensation in his lower abdomen that made him wince.
He knew you weren't interested in San, or Wooyoung, or anyone else for either (or so he thought). But despite everything, he still had this fear deep inside of him, of losing the people he loved.
"If you'd told her how you felt about her from the start you wouldn't be in this situation."
Jimin turned his head towards Taehyung, surprised and shocked by his words.
"Taehyung!"
"I'm totally right, Jin hyung! He already knows! We've already talked about it several times."
Jimin felt six pairs of eyes on him and shrugged. Yes, it was true that Jimin had confided in Taehyung several times about you. About his feelings for you that he'd kept deep inside him since high school, about his desire for you that only grew stronger with each passing day. More than once, Taehyung had tried to get Jimin to tell you how he felt, but without succeeding in convincing him.
To be honest, it wasn't really a secret that Jimin loved you and that you loved Jimin in return.
At least, it was obvious to everyone except both of you.
“Namjoon, Yoongi, and I were best friends too…” Jin giggled, “And here we are now.”
Namjoon chuckled and nodded. They had already talked about how they had become more than friends. A drunken evening together had been enough to loosen their tongues and open their hearts.
“We need to find a good way to figure out all of this,” concluded Hoseok, “and we should tell her, too. Everything.”
They all glanced at Hoseok. Some of them were tense, especially Jin, Jimin, and Jungkook. But Taehyung, Yoongi, and Namjoon agreed with him.
“I don't know how you've done it, and I don't know how you've kept going all this time, Jimin,” Yoongi let out, stretching.
“Yeah, she's.... fuck I can't even describe it,” Namjoon muttered as he remembered what had happened between you and Yoongi a few weeks ago. In fact, it was that episode that had a triggering effect on him, on how he really felt about you. He also remembered noticing your change at that time, and that he would eventually get the answers to his questions.
Now he had them.
As for Yoongi, he didn't need all that to know that he felt an irrepressible attraction to you, the same as he felt for each of his companions.
They were all attracted to you. It wasn't the first time they'd talked about it, discussed a potential way to confess everything to you.
But how could they tell their roommate and beta friend that her seven alphas’ friends, one of whom had been her best friend since high school, all felt an attraction to her?
And what if her feelings weren’t mutuals to all of them?
“Listen…” Jimin began after few seconds, coming to his senses and straightening up, "I'll talk to her, let me talk to her first... but I need time to think about how to broach the subject, and with evaluations coming up..."
"Certainly Jimin, naturally." Namjoon replied in a gentle voice, moving closer to him and placing a kiss on his forehead, "whatever happens, you won't lose her. No one will lose anyone, I promise."
“But what do we do until then?” Asked Jungkook with a small pout.
“Well, I guess we had to wait, act normally, as we always have. We've been able to hold back all those months. Ah yes… years for you, Jimin.” Jin teased with a playful wink, ignoring the death gaze his boyfriend gave him, “we can hold back a little longer," he then affirmed with a nod, even if he was as unconvinced as his partners.
Their attraction to you was growing by the day. And the little encounter with Namjoon and Yoongi clearly showed that they were finding it harder and harder to contain themselves.
None of them wanted to lose you. And they would never, ever do or say anything to hurt you. They were all convinced that if you really were an omega, you had a good reason for keeping it from them until now.
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You had no idea of the conversation going on upstairs, nor that Jungkook had heard a part of your call with Wooyoung and Yeosang.
After hanging up with them, you left your room to go to the kitchen and get something to eat. Noticing that none of your Alpha friends were present in the apartment, you concluded that they had probably decided to spend the evening together.
The idea pinched your heart somewhat. Of course, you couldn't blame them, they were together after all, you were just a friend to them (or so you thought). You didn't know why you felt this way. And you didn't like it.
As if your life wasn't complicated enough as it was, with the sudden discovery that you were an omega that you didn't know how to handle or how to tell your best alpha friend without him thinking you'd been hiding it from him all these years.
Losing him too... you didn't want to think about it. You didn't want to lose either of them.
One good news, however, was that there were currently no signs of potential heat. This gave you more time to think about how you would tell Jimin and the boys.
You didn't know when, or how they would show up, whether it would be like the first time, or not. But Wooyoung had reassured you that you'd feel the first symptoms coming on now that you were aware of your omega condition.
With a sigh, you headed into the kitchen to prepare yourself something to eat. Tomorrow would be a busy day, as you and Wooyoung had planned to train for longer than usual, as the fateful date of the demonstration and therefore of the evaluation was next week, and you needed to keep up your strength.
You didn't have the energy or the mood to cook yourself an elaborate meal. Simple instant noodles would do. You were just going to add some meat and eggs to the preparation, nothing more.
It wasn't long afterwards, when you were waiting for the water to boil, leaning against the kitchen counter with your cell phone in hand, that you heard the front door open.
"Oh, you're back already?" you asked, noticing Jimin, Hoseok and Jungkook. "I thought you'd had a lovers' date or something."
Your tone had been sharper and colder than you'd expected. You felt your heart and stomach twist slightly. Your three friends who'd just returned didn't seem to notice though, and so much for the better.
"Not at all, with the evaluations coming up, we don't really have time for this sort of thing anymore!" replied Hoseok with a laugh, approaching her with his hands in his pockets, "what are you making? Instant noodles, really?"
Hoseok's tone seemed accusatory.
"Noona! You're a dancer! You need to eat better than that!" Jungkook exclaimed.
You rolled your eyes, chuckling and shaking your head.
"No time or energy to make me a real thing. Would you like some too? Or have you guys already eaten? Don't say no and then steal my food as you always do!"
You heard Jimin's laughter, quickly followed by Jungkook and Hoseok.
Then, suddenly, reality hit you. It hit you as if a boxer had just punched you in the face.
Your head turned towards them, there they were, simply doing the simplest thing in the world. Talking, laughing, joking. And yet, it was as if it were the most beautiful thing, the most melodious sound you'd ever heard.
Your eyes widened, you stopped breathing for a few seconds, and you just stayed still, staring at them. Your heart was racing fast, too fast.
Oh.
Oh.
Thinking back, what you were feeling, at that very moment, why your heart was beating so fast when you were with one of them, when you were with Jimin, since high school. This desire to always be with one of them, this feeling of security, of well-being, of safety you felt in their presence. There were no doubts.
Wooyoung and Yeosang had explained it to you. At first, you hadn't really understood what he meant at the time (or you didn't want to understand it, you weren’t ready for that truth), but now everything seemed clear.
As if the fog in your heart and mind had finally cleared.
The attraction of an omega to an alpha, of an alpha to an omega, only worked if the feelings were there too.
It was simple, and logical. You felt a bit foolish.
You couldn't help but let out a nervous laugh, drawing the attention of the three boys.
"Noona? Is everything all right?" Jimin asked, clearly worried.
You looked up at him and noticed with surprise that the water had probably been boiling for many minutes.
Jimin was standing not far from you, his beautiful brown eyes staring back at you. This simple eye contact between you had been enough to make your heart rate quicken again.
"Uh I... yeah, yeah everything's fine...!"
You turned to pick up the packets of instant noodles, noticing without much surprise that Jungkook had added two more.
Your intonation wasn't as confident as you'd hoped. You saw Jimin's gaze become more serious. He took a step towards you, making you take a step back.
You could feel his singular, distinctive scent invading you, as it had since the first day, you'd met in the high school dance club.
How could you not have noticed it before? How could you not have realized?
You were in love with your best friend.
You were in love with your best friend, and his companions, your friends.
Well, technically you'd realized it a few hours earlier when you called Wooyoung and Yeosang. But now, now that you were face to face with the people involved... now that you were confronted with the undeniable truth... things were different, totally different.
Your gestures were suddenly clumsier. You couldn't hide the fact that you were troubled for some reasons unknown to him.
To your relief, Hoseok and Jungkook were in the living room, seemingly focused on some program playing on the TV. But Jimin was still there, scanning you completely.
He was the one who'd known you best, for the longest time. He knew something was wrong, without really knowing exactly what.
How to tell him that in the space of a few weeks, you'd learned you were an omega, but on top of that, you'd just realized how you felt about him and your friends?
It was a lot to take in, to accept for someone who hadn't learned to express her feelings and emotions.
You had to calm down, not panic, not worry Jimin.
As for the last point, it was already a bit of a failure.
"Noona, please, talk to me..." he murmured, his hands resting delicately on your shoulders.
You took a deep breath, trying to calm yourself, resting your hands on his. They were so soft, you couldn't help but squeeze them, wanting to hold them longer.
You never wanted to let them go.
"I'm fine, just a little... stressed and tired, it'll get better after the evaluations, I promise."
Jimin didn't seem convinced, and you could read it on his face. You smiled at him and took him into your arms for a long hug, holding him tightly against you.
He seemed surprised at first, but eventually returned your embrace, his arms wrapping around your waist and his head resting against your shoulder.
You made a decision. In truth, you'd made up your mind after your call with Wooyoung and Yeosang, but now you were sure and certain you wanted to do it.
After your evaluations, in less than two weeks, you'd confess everything to the boys.
... well, maybe not about your feelings for them. Not just yet, and maybe you never will. Never could your feelings be returned.
But you owed them the truth that you were an omega. You had an unspeakable fear of reliving the rejection you experienced with your family, but lying to your best friend, to your friends was worse than anything.
As you felt his warmth, his scent takes possession of your being, your body had relaxed.
"I'll always be with you Y/n, no matter what," Jimin murmured, his embrace around you tightening, and you couldn't contain the shiver as his breath brushed up against your skin, "you and me against the whole world, remember?"
He lifted his head, and you stared at him a few seconds before letting out a laugh. You hadn't heard those words since high school.
"Hey lovebirds, you're cute and all huh, but we're starving!”
"We're not lovebirds!" Jimin and you exclaimed at the same time, causing Jungkook and Hoseok, the one who spoke, to burst into hilarity.
You stepped back from Jimin and turned your back to him while he bickered with his two partners, mostly to hide your face and your blushes from them. You took the packets of noodles, the pre-cut meat, and the eggs. You put everything in the boiling water pan, taking long, slow breaths, trying to calm the pounding of your heart.
Damn it. Those guys will really be the death of you.
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no bc. like. the eighth sense is getting EVERYTHING right.
it's compelling. like. you feel like you KNOW where the storyline is going, what's going to happen next, and then BHAM! NO! something entirely different happens. its never boring. and it makes the wait for the next episode jittery and anxious and it leaves you on tenterhooks BUT THAT'S THE POINT! its meant to leave you guessing. its got this "impending sense of doom" vibe to it that i referred to in a previous post, but that describes the current vibe of jaewon and jihyun's relationship and the atmosphere surrounding it: its thrilling.
characters can breathe!!! and we can breathe with them! jaewon and jihyun are allowed to have scenes where its just them alone, immersed in a hobby that THEY like, and you're there with them! they get to have scenes with so many other people that aren't just with each other. they get to form real relationships with their boss, their therapist, their new and old friends. and each relationship and dynamic brings something new, each dynamic formed between jaewon or jihyun and the people around them is made to allow a certain type of conversation to be had for jaewon and jihyun that they can't really have with someone who isn't that character, for example jihyun can only really openly speak to his boss in the same way jaewon can to yoonwon or his therapist. jihyun can't talk in that same manner to anyone else, nor can jaewon. at the same time, it also soooo BEAUTIFULLY illustrates how performative we can become in certain relationships and situations and around certain people, and how unhealthy and detrimental that can be for us - look at jaewon and taehyung, who are meant to be best friends, but are anything but it.
its such a QUEER show. it takes the small little scenes you'd normally see in a white western heterosexual movie, like the two love interests linking their pinky fingers together to then clasping each other's hands and smiling shyly to the side, to sitting opposite one another on a train and just gazing and gazing and gazing at one another, to calling a taxi after your not-a-date-but-its-so-a-date to go home in and the taxi is literally stood right there waiting but you can't let each other go ..... its taken all those cliche scenes and made them feel so ... new and fresh and vibrant and so so QUEER and any queer person watching the show FEELS those butterflies in their stomach.
oh to see a main character who is asian and queer actually GO TO therapy, and imply that jaewon has been going for 10 whole years to therapy. to have his mental illness be given a name (depression!), to have him talk about his issues so openly!!, to discuss what the struggles of being in your mid-twenties feel like!! to see him talk about how burdensome he finds it being "nice" to everyone and wearing a mask all the time and ultimately his therapist telling him straight that, "in fact, in life, you don't need to be loved by everyone." or when jihyun's boss stood up for him and fought eunji over how she treated him bc she KNOWS jihyun would never bc he isnt a confrontational person, but jihyun's boss did not stand for it, and how she continues to just give him the correct life advice as and when he needs it.
the romance. the chemistry. the way jaewon and jihyun pull you into their bubble. the way you feel the excitement and joy and apprehension and tension and heartache and disappointment between the two of them. YOU feel it. and thats all down to the way the show has been shot and the muuuuusic (oh my god the muuuuusic) and the way the camera is used. it makes it feel personal. in first person. not you watching them, but rather, you BEING them. the way you can FEEL how nervous and anxious jihyun gets when he is in ANY kind of social situation. how you can FEEL the quiet anger and the exhaustion from being so performative and the lack of patience in jaewon like a ticking timebomb when he's around taehyung. you do, you just FEEL it.
anyway. the eighth sense might just be (who am i kidding, it already is) on its way to claim the title for the best bl of 2023, and its only april.
#THIS SHOW HAS ME BY THE THROAT I AM. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. IM JUST SO HAPPY IT CAME INTO MY LIFE.#the eighth sense#faiza talks
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Taehyung As Your Boyfriend
This is a part of my BTS As Your Boyfriend Series. Thank you for all the support on the other members!!
Contains: FemReaderXTae, softie taehyung, mentions of sex, nothing too intense, just Tae being the sweetest, fluffiest bf 🙈
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When you meet-
He's such a sweetheart, all smiley and shy around you
Listen up hoes, you're dealing with a man that has a heart 10x bigger than most people you'll meet
This man opens every door, carries every bag, coat and accessory causing you discomfort, and insists on paying
And not in a creepy way as if he's down on his knees for you immediately, but more as a gentlemen just being sweet asf
Lowkey wants to hold your hand but he won't admit that
Seeing how he usually steps back and observes conversations instead of speaking up, I think he'd be very attentive to your body language and mood
Tbh he'd be soooo shy, blushing asf
He doesn't seem like the type to have a lot of relationships or flings or anything
So once he chooses someone, it's over, he WILL want to marry them
So his inexperience can make him sort of uncomfy when meeting new people because he just doesn't know...how to handle the situation
So he tries to impress you by being nice to others, like complimenting people, being nice to the waiter, all that stuff that'll indirectly show you he's sweet asf
He's not judgemental at all.
Will listen to what you say and remember it
I just had this thought where he would 100% call his parents for dating advice. Just very shy questions he has that he thinks his parents will know the answer to.
When you start dating-
Your man is so fuckin respectful 🙏
Not the type to ask you to move in too soon, or have sex immediately, not because he doesn't want to, but because he respects you and doesn't want you to feel rushed or anything
However...
He would, in fact, like to move in with you, have sex, get married, have a baby, and start a whole life with you
But he keeps that a secret, just until you're ready 😉
His favorite things would include: late night calls, road trips, picnic dates, movie nights, etc.
Don't ask me why I think this but he would really enjoy playing board games with you
It's not much of a board game though bc yall get sidetracked and start talking and then forget who's turn it was.
Also. LOVES your lips. Will constantly be kissing them. Period.
Traditionally in Korea, meeting a boyfriend or spouse's parents is sort of a big deal, but he's close with his parents and would love to introduce you early on.
Tell me why he'd be so perfect at comforting you.
Like you just call him up one night with some sort of issue and he straight up comes over and has a deep ass convo with you about it
So if you struggle with mental health, he's your guy
However, I think he takes his career very seriously as he's worked so hard for it and I think there might be some tough situations and fights that may happen due to his career
But if that's cool with you, Tae is a dedicated ass bitch, so come get your man.
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My requests are open! I hope you enjoyed this, hoes! 💕
#bts#bts reactions#bts scenarios#taehyung#boyfriend#kpop#kpop boys#taehyung x reader#taehyung fluff#kim taehyung#bts scenes#bts smut#fluff#scenarios
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Hello👋 Can I please request BTS headcanons where they get jealous when their crush keeps playing with yeontan or bam and pays less attention to them? Thank you ❤️😊
Hey!! These are a little bit short because I actually found this hard LMFAOO (I really don’t know why) 💀but I hope you like <3
Namjoon:
I feel like at first he will try to get involved and stroke them too while he glances at you occasionally
Wants to be respectful and give you your time with them but is superrrr jealous and it is evident on his face.
He will occasionally speak out loud and make sly comments to try and get your attention. (Like I can imagine him sighing every second and making one of his smart comments)
I can just see him aggressively turning the pages of his book to try and get your attention LMFAOOO (will read to distract himself from the torture)
He will definitely stroke your leg and find different ways to touch you and distract you
He will use that time to admire you and will not keep his eyes off of you even though he’s pissed and jealous he won’t be able to stay mad for too long
Jin:
He HATES it and will be dramatic in the process
Will not hide his jealousy
“You know I’m here too right?” “I’m the one you should be giving attention too”
Lmfao will definitely have attitude towards Yeontan or Bam and will cuss them out
Will purposely interrupt and will definitely be sarcastic about it
Yoongi:
Will try to act unbothered
The ignoring will make him more clingy
I can imagine him resting his head on your shoulder or something as he watches you play
Will give you your time and probably fall asleep in order to suppress his jealousy
Hobi:
Will also try to act unbothered at first but he will find it hard to control
Side eye!!! And will roll his eyes
Definitely will add sly comments here and there
I feel like he’ll be like Jin and be dramatic lmfao
Jimin:
Super cuddly with you and will be all over you as you pay no attention to him
He will definitely pretend to be annoyed with you (he is definitely jealous but will act out because he loves to wind you up)
Pouts
Will pretend to be Yeontan or Bam and talk “awe look at Jimin he’s all alone” etc
Will mockingly mimic you and the dogs
Taehyung:
Probably won’t notice for a while because he’ll be all over Yeontan too
Pouts and crosses his arms (that little eyebrow frown he does too)
Wil sulk!! And will act like a child for sure
He will be soooo dramatic omg
Will give you the silent treatment but only to get your attention
Will get bored of the silent treatment and will be on you (hugging,kissing, tickling etc)
Jungkook:
“I think that’s enough attention for today, what about me?”
Pout
He will be pissed and will show it by being sulky and I mean sulky!!!
Will man spread and make noises with his mouth as he watches you in irritation (lip smacking etc)
Tongue in his cheek
He won’t be able to help but to admire you for a bit
He will definitely get up after a while and lock the dogs out and then be all over you (kissing, tickling, hugging etc)
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Jimins Billboard Live!
This is the sweetest, cutest man ever. Just casually looks like PERFECTION at 3 am while sick. The only person who could ever honestly.
He was soooo cute. I'm not going to get into it, really at all. I'm just noting the things we've all noted in regards to jikook. And then moving on.
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I saw some people saying they heard JKs voice during this live in the background/JM talking to someone quietly. I disagree, but that's fine. It's just barely there noise. People can think of that what they will. What I DO want to point out and giggle over just a little is the stupid I'm ___ wife" jokes. Lol he pretend greeted Taehyungs wife and Yoongis wife. And then gave the joke up when someone once again claimed to be JKs wife. He went from chuckling, to a smile still but basically told us no. 🤣 "I think Jungkook is asleep right now"
It's giving the same energy as saying "if that's your man, why is he in my bed? 🤨" And I was cracking up! Side note, these comments are stupid and aren't funny anymore. The jokes gone too far. Please stop being weird about it
Also a mention of Jimin saying he doesn't want to scream and be too loud because he is at home, not at a studio or the company. When sweet Hobi was encouraging him to celebrate big and loud. I know those apartments he and Joon bought are freaking huge and probably built very well. I don't think he really has to worry too much about neighborly noise complaints. Lol just being a good neighbor here Jimin? He would be overly considerate about that kinda stuff I'm sure 😂
And Jimin is so private. Lmao everyone lost their shit over being able to tell of his curtains and that he owns 2 gaming chairs 🤣 he keeps his shit locked down!
One chair with a neck pillow, one without. And the neck pillow was the same one that JK uses in his studio at the company. On a chair that is a different brand. But the neck pillow matches the brand of chairs from Jimins home. Interesting coincidence if nothing else. Lol
Now that Jimin is home more and isn't practically living with his producers and having an insanely tiring schedule, think they are having sleepovers more often again? Lol who knows! Certainly not me!
If nothing else, it's really cute that they are once again matching in gaming chair accessories. Lmao they must shop together 🤣
Anyways, watch the live if you haven't. Jimin is the sweetest person alive. He deserves the world. And I hope he is feeling better now 💜
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Taekookers really need to pick a narrative.
First, Jungkook is queer and soooo in love with Taehyung. They're hiding in plain sight! BigHit won't let them love each other! Jimin is evil and forces Jungkook to interact with him!
Now, Taehyung is dating a woman and the bitter Taekookers are hoping Jungkook will also show up somewhere with a woman just to get their revenge on Jikookers (because somehow it's always jikook's fault???)
But hold up, wasn't Jungkook gay and super in love with Taehyung? Why did the narrative suddenly change? Now he's straight?
They have never seen Jungkook as a human being in the first place. Now they want him to be straight just to fit their new narrative, just another way for him to be useful to them so they can feel better about themselves and their unexistent ship - even if they're the ones who set THEMSELVES up for failure.
Like...it's embarrassing...at least pick a struggle, lmao.
Anon, you are asking the subgroup to think and act logically and I think it has been concluded for many years now that this is simply impossible for them.
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how chewable are bts on a scale of 1-10?
WHAT AN AMAZING QUESTION!!!!!!!!!
Jin: that level of chewable to sharp ratio where he can look chewable but he is soooo often elegant and sharp but he is goofy and tbh the Astronaut gets him some chewable points. Ultimately, Jin looks like a dark prince most of the time and his elegance makes him more sharp than chewable, and thus, Jin is 4/10 chewable.
Yoongi: the most chewable of the chewable. Soft-spoken, loves in silence, very gentle coded in his outfit choices, gently loving and round cheeks, can occasionally turn into a demon but that's Agust. Yoongi is the chewable king, therefore he is a 10/10 on the chewable scale.
Hobi: the epitome of high-fashion and elegance, a creature that is ethereal and inhumanly beautiful in a way that makes me thing of a mythical bird or something this regal is sharp and makes me thing of glass and ceramic works of art and therefore not high on the chewable scale. It would be like trying to cronch on a demigod. 3/10 on the chewable scale.
Namjoon: goof lord. Gentle soul who loves and appreciates art in the most soft way. The epitome of understanding the human experience and what it's like to be alive and to feel and empathize, round-cheeked and thick-muscled but soft at the same time. This is 8/10 chewable.
Jimin: the perfect balance between chewable and too sharp. Jimin goes from round-eyed, gentle boy. Sweet, soft Jimin, full of love and blurry at the edges. And then he's that Jimin all siren-eyed and fuck your opps and shut the fuck up get out of my way. He is the wild card, the one who is both chewable and sharp. 5/10 on the chewable scale.
Taehyung: has the potential to be chewable and is sometimes. Very sweet boy made of sunlight, but also dark god full of Capricorn energy and dark staring eyes and very still waters run deep. Like Hobi, looks like an otherworldly creature that does not belong here and thus, defeats his chewable side. 4/10 chewable.
Jungkook: does not matter how many days a week he is fucking, this round boy full of love and soft eyes and learning how to be empathic and kind from his hyungs is such a chewable piece of gum. sweet bunny boy with soft lips and a pretty smile and whimsical giggle, such a cotton ball of warmth. 8/10 chewable.
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Really nothing to see? ❀
pairing: Yoongi x fem reader
genre: angst to fluff (comfort)
warning: few swear words
summary: overthinking and miscommunication can lead to unpleasant situations
You and Yoongi have been a couple for some months. You know that he can be sometimes cold and quiet but in private you can see his soft side and soft spot. Of course he will never admit that or that gets jealous but you know it. For fucks sake it is Min Yoongi. Being friends for many years and having crush on him means that you know lot of his expressions and what they mean. Of course his bandmates knows about you too and loves to annoy Yoongi with it. Sleepy angry cat has a girlfriend and it's Y/N? How did you pull that up? She must have hard times with your personality… Of course, he will always ignore it or annoy others back.
Yoongi loved you with all your flaws because he knew that you loved him with his. He loved your personality, your expressions, how you try to match him, your body even through sometimes you didn't. Sometimes you thought that maybe you were not good enough for him, that maybe his body type preferences are different, maybe he would look better next to someone else. At the end Koreans have different preferences. When you had these doubtful days his cold and quiet were not helping you at all. Yoongi is good at reading people and you are no exception so he stops with his behaviour and reassure you when he sees you downgrading yourself. He never understood that. How could you be underselling yourself? Yoongi knew that he wasn't perfect and had his flaws. He was lucky to have you but never understood why didn't you understand that? Yoongi always made sure that you feel loved and swallowing his pride was sometimes part of it.
Boys were currently in hot spring. They are on tour and currently they are in Tokyo. You decided to visit them but also visit two friends you had who was their staff. Those two girls are your closest people you find after moving to the Seoul.
Tired after the whole day they had to go through, hot spring was like a heaven for them. Of course, boys wouldn't be boys without some nasty talking. They knew that girls hot spring rooms are next door and that you took your two friends with you. It took you a while to meet Eun-Woo and Ji-Hoin in front of the hot spring because you couldn't kick your ass to get ready so they got there sooner. While going to the girls hot spring you heard something that caught your attention. You were not into peaking into the boys rooms but you were passing by and you could clearly hear that.
Jimin and Taehyung were talking about Eun-Woo and that they are jealous that you get to see her naked. She is beautiful woman. Of course Namjoon has told them to calm their hormones. He is respectful but mostly he likes Eun-Woo. But Taehyung saw a way to tease Yoongi a bit.
"Soooo… Y/N is basically next door too. Naked with her friends, enjoying her time without you."
Yoongi just ignored the comment but Jimin saw this as an opportunity to tease his friend more.
"Yeah, she must look good without nothing on. Her body must look good underneath someone." Jimin really enjoyed Yoongi's face. Yoongi was looking at him with anger and annoyance in his eyes . All the boys were curious what’s going to be Yoongi’s reaction. He is not a person to yell so what will they friend do?
"None of your business Jimin. Jealous that I have someone underneath me at night?" Cocky side smile appeared on Yoongi’s face while he lifted his one eyebrow. This only fuelled Jimin to tease his hyung a little bit more. He was enjoying this too much.
"Imagining Y/N's body... under mine, those nice tits bouncing up and down. She truly must look good. Might as well go take a peek when she will be in hot spring alone."
"Tssk.. it's not that good as you think or imagine. There is really nothing to see ." Okay he knew that maybe he took this too far but hearing Jimin daydreaming about you made him furious and jealous. Yoongi couldn't stand the thought of Jimin imagining you naked. Fucking you. Only Yoongi had this privilege. Little did he knew that you heard this. Fuuuck you really should have stayed in bed or walk without stopping. You really didn't needed to hear this when you already knew that you are going to have bath with your two beautiful friends. You were insecure sometimes around them and felt like the ugly friend they have. You were not but your little head is thinking sometimes else. Maybe they were better in the end. With little broken soul you decided to go back to your room and call it a day.
The next day you decided to distance yourself little bit from Yoongi. He asked if there is something happening and why you look like a zombie. No, you were not about to cry in front of him so you told him that you didn't slept much last night because he was snoring. He wasn’t but you had to lie. You hid your feelings and told him to get ready for day 2. And that's how whole day went. Yeah, you could still hear his words in your head. You were thinking about your body and how he probably sees you. Everytime you passed a mirror you looked into it.
When you came to Seoul you decided to just tell him that you needed time alone after spending all the time with staff and boys in general. You need to recharge your social battery. You told Yoongi you will take taxi home.
Yeah Yoongi now saw that your behaviour is odd. He hoped you would spend some quality time at his place. This is not you. But what could have happened? He was clueless. Maybe if he hangs out with you, he could get it out of you. Last thing he expected was you blowing him off. Yoongi’s stubbornness insisted on at least taking you home.
The next day you came to work sooner to catch up on your work since you took few days off to go to Tokyo. You wanted to have it finished on time. And you did. One hour before you should be finished Yoongi texted you that he will pick you up from work. He was still determined to know why you act so coldly toward him. Like as If you are avoiding him. You had not texted him the whole day or send him his good night text last night. The strange feeling in your guts after reading that message told you to lie to him. You were not feeling good today and you definitely did not look any better. So, you texted him back that you will be working hour overtime and your friend will take you home. Did this lie work? No. We are talking about Min Yoongi. He just texted you back that he will be waiting for you and that’s his last word. You had no other options.
As Yoongi promised he was waiting for you on a parking lot. Yoongi walked towards you. Going for a warm hug you decline his offer. You felt like he did this because people in relationship do these things. You loved him but did he loved you? Were you beautiful in his eyes? Were you overthinking everything? You mind was a mess. You were acting without thinking.
Yup definitely is something happening. Yoongi knew. He knew after this gesture. You just started walking towards his car as if you wanted to already have this done? Okay he is going to play as you want. He will be quiet in the car. You appreciated it since you were zone out looking at passing city.
Yoongi drove you home. He helped you with your belongings hoping you would invite him over. You thanked him, told him goodbye and started looking for your keys. You wanted to make yourself a hot chocolate or tea and be in your comfort kingdom. Before you could unlock your door Yoongi stopped you.
"Hold up. Stop. Turn around. Come to me. Hug me and kiss me! That is our routine." He was demanding. You came to him. Hugged him. In that moment he puts arms under your ass, lifts you off the ground and takes your keys and gets you inside. He needed to clear the air out. He was annoyed and frustrated. Yoongi needed to act now or never.
"What the fuck is wrong with you? Why do you pretend that we only know each other and that's it? Like you forgot that I love you. Do you not love me because if so than tell me now because I'm sick and dumb of your behaviour since Tokyo." Yoongi monotone voice sounded angry, but concern was written all over his face. Normally you would knew that this was his way of showing he is worried but sudden anger clouded your mind.
"Heh? You love me? Are you sure about it?" Tears were forming in your eyes. He didn't understand. Were you not believing in his love for you?
"Of course I love you. If I wouldn't, I wouldn't let you to get that close to me. If you need reassurance of my love then you should have told me and I would give you all I can."
"Reassurance is not what I need. There is nothing to reassure! I have heard enough in Tokyo, in hot springs!...” you were loud because you let your emotions get the best of you. Yoongi was just looking at you. Not knowing what to say. You then breath in and out. “…Can I ask a question? Did you ever find me attractive?" You broke down when you thought that this may be it. Maybe the last question. "Because last time I heard you told Jimin how it's nothing special to look at me. You know, I might be insecure and hard to deal with but I really hoped and believed you liked every part of me. Maybe I was naive. Is there really nothing to see Min Yoongi?" You wanted to tell him everything so this was the last part you added.
"Y/N..No.Noo.. You must be dumb if you think that was true what I said. Jimin was talking so much about you that I had to tell him something. I couldn't stay someone like him imagining your body under him. That privilege is mine. And mine only!… I was... uhm… jealous." Last part was very quiet.
"What was that? I think I have heard something after "mine only!"
He scrunched his eyebrows together. "I was jealous Y/N. Are you happy?"
So, it WAS just you overthinking. You should have talk to him. Few tears have escaped your eyes as you realize that you almost ended your relationship because you have failed to communicate with him. You didn't know how to apologize for giving him a hard time like that. Only thing that came up was giving him a promised hug and kiss filled with emotions. Maybe some cuddling that which he would always crave and longed for but never asked for. As you did he picked you up again and put you on couch.
"Now you have to give me attention for this Kitty. I love you dummy and you are perfect. I ain't letting my talented younger friend stealing my baby."
You put your fingers in his hair and started playing with it. You knew Yoongi will probably fall asleep soon. You were missing moments like this. His warmth and scent. You wouldn't be his girlfriend if you didn't tease him a little. "Buuut i don't know, Jimin is prett~"
"ABSOLUTELY NOT!"
a/n: I can officially delete my old accound since this was last fic I had. I know that Yoongi isn’t the strongest to suddently lift anyone from us but just imagine. (T⌓T)
#yoongi imagine#yoongi angst#yoongi fluff#yoongi fic#yoongi x you#yoongi x reader#yoongi comfort#bts fic#bts fluff#suga x you#suga fluff#suga angst#suga fic#suga x reader#suga comfort#yoongi one shot#yoongi oneshot#suga one shot
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Soooo I'm back and i wrote an essay:
Chapter 10
I love the Scooby Doo gang a lot. How Namjoon is eager to learn and help. Also the fact that it brings them together without too many fights 😂
The brewery scene was hot and unexpected. I'm saying unexpected because i kinda hoped she'd go over to the waiter and everyone will be Uhm Ma'am sit yo ass down. But i liked it nonetheless with killer teddy bear being all mrrr. Also, Hobi and miss gorl Alice i see you and you need to either get to it and make us super jealous or nothing at all😭
The surprises for Namjoon and Jimin were so sweet they warmed my heart. The lengths she'll go for them is unimaginable. Like she could've just been like yep there you go a house and food do your thing, but no, she has a big heart.
Now the 3 events. Liked Hobi's, but I'm a lot more inclined towards Yoongi's and Tae's. The fact that be only has eyes for her my love🥹 I want one pls! And then Tae's i get on another level. As an artist myself, i tend to paint people i love a lot, to get the appreciation back is absolutely ecstatic. Also very touchy touchy sir i see you too👀
And then the cliffhanger, bad Dana. Very bad.
Chapter 11
I need to know how the fight went down between them 3. Like air, Dana, I'm telling you! Poor Hobi, he probably thought he's getting kicked out 🥺
Kookie kookie kookie, you are more smitten than we thought you were. Hiding it under the I needed to scent, oh Jin will be a pain. Shut up you lil bastard 😏
And the scenting? I was so giddy...give us more pretty please ☺️
WE HAVE MORE HORSES! Are we also getting a y/n ride scene? It doesn't have to be a horse tho 👀
OMG good job Hannah! Oh i'm happy she is getting a better life. Can't wait to meet her. 🤭🫢😧😐😒Scrap that! Hannah is competition.
Oop jumpscare! Yoongi baby you are wearing JK's personality and that doesn't suit you.
Oh babies🥺🥺🥺
Oh what? Question mark? The bar is...what? Very cryptic. Ok.. Yoongi you locked the door you didn't make the room soundproof. Did they talk about sharing her between themselves? Cuz I'd like to read that as well 😏
Ooop like a sack of potatoes. Uuuuu, are we ever honna see y/n extra super drunk like at that bar?
NOOOO FUCK! YOU ARE SO EVIL WOMAN WHYYYYY?😭😭😭😭
Hiii love nice to hear from you again!! Hope you're well, I can't wait to discuss your thoughts about the last two chapters with you! 💞💞
Chapter Ten -
fdsjfdsjf the Scooby Doo gang I love that!!! MC, Joonie, and Jeongguk make quite the little paranormal investigation squad, I'm definitely looking forward to writing some more adventures the trio will go on with their ghostbusting interests. AHH and the brewery scene was so fun, they hybrids getting to go out and have a good time with MC and Alice was really exciting for me to write. I did play with the idea of MC flirting with the waiter as well, but in the end I wanted to display some of Taehyung's growing possessiveness. Besides-- MC definitely has her hands full with the seven of them! As for Hoseok and Alice *evil laughter* 💀 there are some plot lines that I have planned surrounding those two... we're just going to have to wait and see how it pans out (and how MC will react to it!!!)
MC is just ahhh I want her to adopt me fhdksf like her gift giving skills are unmatched. She really wants all of the hybrids to feel at home and like they have their own belongings, spaces, etc. that make their lives more happy and comfortable. She really really cares for them all 🥺
Hehehe the three events~ for Hoseok's track meet, it was a sort of supportive bestie vibe, whereas Yoongi's and Tae's had a bit more of a romantic feel to them. Tae.. my goodness he probably sees MC as his muse or something, because she's the one who encouraged her to participating in the photography club in the first place. I hope he continues to take pics of her and make friends in the club, as well. He's such a sweet boy, he definitely could use some buddies.
rjGFJDGHD BAD DANA!! I can't help myself with the cliffhangers hehe I'm sorry love!!! 🤭
Chapter Eleven -
So the little spat between Hoseok and Jeongguk... We've seen Hoseok's sort of jokester personality, and I really think he wasn't trying to start anything, but with Jeongguk already on edge needing to scent her again, things got a little heated between those two. Joon, not wanting to upset MC like he had during The Incident (with Tae), played the part of peacemaker, which I think shows how willing he is to change and grow for MC. I think you're right, Hoseok was probably entertaining the idea that MC would be angry enough at him to "kick him out", but MC would never. 😭
AHH and Jeongguk. What a tease!!! I definitely think that he is starting to grow more fond of MC, even though he is a bit reluctant to show it. For some reason, too, he seems to sense how fond Seokjin is of MC, so often brings up his own concern for MC and covers it up by blaming Seokjin hehe....
I do plan on having some horseback riding scenes!! Of course, with our cowboy Jimin, maybe we'll get to see him teach MC how to ride also I see what you did there wink wonk ;)
Hannah!! Good news for her, good news for Seokjin, but MC is already feeling a little jealous. I wonder how things will go down when MC takes Seokjin to meet up with Hannah...
Yoongi being a little impatient and brisk with MC made me upset, too, especially since he's always been one of the softer ones with her. That's probably why MC could sense something was wrong. As for them talking about sharing her, that's certainly a drabble idea, but also, I'm toying with the idea of having it sort of an unspoken agreement between all of the hybrids... we'll see how I decide in the future!!!
SO! When I finally get around to all of the prequels, I plan on having that scene with MC at the bar with Yoongi. Something to look forward to in the future-- his prequel, Fire, Walk with Me. ❤️🔥
fjkdszkjfzsjd SORRY FOR BEING EVIL!!! But also thank you for sending me all of your lovely thoughts. Sending you hugs, bestie!! 😘
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hi i am back with another bts question :) best (or fav) hair colour on each member?
helloooooo md !!!!
the way i've thought about this so many times and i have such a hard time figuring it out djdksks but okay let's try !! thanks for letting me go a little bananas <3
namjoon:
oh i love silver haired joon like LOOK AT HIM !!! no i'm obsessed i love this color on him sm like idk something about him just !!! makes me go insane!!
i also have to give a shoutout to this light haired joon in particular bc he makes me short circuit so bad <3
wait as i was going through my camera roll i foudn this photo.... brown hair joon... angel
jin:
LIGHT BROWN HAIR SEOKJIN MY LOOOOVE !!!! LIKE HE IS MY SNICKERDOODLE COOKIE W THIS HAIR I DONT KNOW ELSE TO PUT IT !!!!!!
but i HAVE to give a shoutout to purple hair jin bc obviously he is just so angelic here like purple haired seokjin has my heart 🫶
yoongi:
🥴🥴🥴 orange hair yoongi 🥴🥴🥴
😵💫😵💫😵💫 mint yoongi 😵💫😵💫😵💫
like i look at these two and i want to bite glass i don't know how else to put it i'm so sorry for this insanity but this yoongi makes me insane however my favorite hair overall is his wavy long hair he had when he wore the "the earth is flat didn't you know that" shirt & his long hair now or his daechwita mv hair like THAT hair??!?!!,!,! 🫨🫨🫨
hobi:
there is something about this red hoseok that i can't get enough of like !! i just think he looks so pretty and i'm !!!! in love w this color sm !!!! like that my best friend jung hoseok !!!!!
but also icy blonde hobi was soooo close to getting first place to me like . i think i'd do anything for icy blonde hobi ‼️
jimin:
BLONDE JIMIN MY BEST FRIEND BLONDE JIMIN!!! i know i'm not the first person to say this but he just is a natural blonde like it just works SOOOO well for him it's perfect and i love it so much i miss blonde jimin i would love to have blonde jimin back
like idk any level of blonde he's just soooo suited for im in lvoooooe w blonde jimin v babygirl of him
taehyung:
i actually okay i think tae looks good with every hair color and i simply ,,,, can't fully pick bc i am indecisive w tae's hair in particular but his range !! like just iconic hair color after iconic hair color and black is just good on all of them but when it's wavy like this ?? oh insanity
and i think idol tae is underrated im going to say it
jungkook:
i stand by the fact that natural black hair jk is a menace like ,,,,, no he's soooooo good with his black hair and he makes me bonkers i do love his black hair sm esp when it's wavy or curly oooh that my fav esp when it's long !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
however if we're looking for a hair hair color i think his THIS particular wavy blue hair w ponytail was so cute !!!! like this whole look is cute !!!
also when he had purple hair !! but the short purple hair !!! aaaah like i love jk he's cute in eveyrhtinf :(
#okay now i need you to tell me yours !#ou asked the most indecisive person ever i am so sorry this is so long but enjoy bestie <3#also did you know that you can only add 30 images onto an ask… that is so evil bc i literally made a folder of 134 pictures and it#took so long to narrow down#the amount of orange hair yoongi photos i couldn’t include is evil . even#didn’t use the emo organge haired yoongi w the whipped cream that i think about almost daily#THE AMOUNT OF LONG HAIRED WAVEY HAIRED YOONGI I COULDN’T USE !!!! HOMOPHOBIC !!!!!#ONLY PICKING TWO BLACK HAIR JUNGKOOK PICTURES ???? oh it was so difficult... i simply look at jungkook and become the heart eyes emoji#but i tried my best to make a comprehensive list teehee <3#mdverse#ask#not glee
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sunrises & liquor (m) | myg
fire (and the songs you played)
pairing: min yoongi x reader
series: sunrises & liquor
rating: m; cursing, alcohol consumption, future smut
genre: bar workers au, barman yoongi au, (kinda) forbidden relationship, future angst, future smut, fluff
summary: after a failed academic pursuit and a few meaningless and disappointing relationships, you decided to go back to what you never thought you would: the bar industry. There you find a family, friends, heartache, misunderstandings and one particular barman who just won’t get out of your head.
warnings: cursing, alcohol consumption (duh), future smut, barman yoongi, y/n struggles bc min yoongi, there’s a misogynistic ass client.
a/n: hello lovelies! Sooo, here it is the second chapter of sunrises & liquor. It was a pain to write at times but it finally fell into place and I’m excited for you guys to read this one! I’ve got a lot planned so brace yourselves hehe. ALSO we meet Hobi and Jin yaaaaay! Anyway, thanks for reading I love you all<3
// thanks to my dear friend who beta’d for me, @lilredtot couldn’t have done it without you I love you<3
chapter word count: 7k
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You wake up the morning after your Friday night (or Saturday morning) hang out with a terrible headache and a dead phone, almost sleeping through your lunch date with Taehyung.
When you get to the little café you see his dark head of fluffy hair immediately. He’s sitting at your usual place, next to the corner window adorned by kitschy stickers. The bell chimes when you walk in. The barista notices you and sends you a friendly wave that you reciprocate with a kind smile.
You walk up to the table where your best friend is sitting at and hug him from behind. He jumps at the contact, letting out a startled squeal which makes you snicker loudly.
“One day you’ll have to drag my ass to the hospital if you don’t stop this shit” He giggles.
“Maybe if you were more aware of your surroundings I wouldn’t have to”
“Touché.” He takes a good look at you before he continues. “You look like you haven’t slept for a whole week”
You groan pitifully and rub your eyes. “I slept an impressive total of four hours this morning, give me a break.”
He takes a sip of his hot drink, making sure to make a loud slurping sound while he’s at it. “Oooooh, I see”
You groan. “I was just hanging out with my colleagues after work. Don’t get it twisted, Tae”
“I’m disappointed,” he clicks his tongue. “Well, now that you’re finally here, can we eat? I’m hungry as fuck. I was waiting for your late ass to get here to order.”
“I feel honored, thank you” You place your hand on your heart and head to the counter, Taehyung following closely behind.
Taehyung asks in between bites about your new job. You tell him all about the customers, about Jimin and the black haired bussboy, about Samantha, Todd and Yoongi.
You also tell him about Namjoon, the doorman who managed to make you feel at ease as soon as you met him. While you’re busy blabbing about your colleagues, you find yourself smiling fondly. Feeling more at home after a week at The Third Wall than you ever felt anywhere else.
You ask him how his new play is going. Listen intently as he tells you all about the rehearsals and how excited he is to finally perform. You feel incredibly happy for your friend who gets to live comfortably from his passion.
He clears his throat and grins widely, that boxy smile of his you love so much.
“Soooo, anybody cute at work?” He wiggles his brows. “Anybody you got a crush on?”
You shoot him a flat look. “Tae you know I’m not doing that again” He rolls his eyes. “ They don’t say don’t fuck with the payroll for nothing you know. I’m definitely not fucking with the payroll this time. I learned my lesson last time, thank you very much.”
He sighs.
“You can’t close yourself off forever all because of a few bad experiences.. You lived, you learned, you deserve to find someone. Or at least get laid.” The little shit. “Please, at least get laid”
“I’m not closing myself off, I’m just being cautious.” You respond.
“Babe.. you need to dip your toe in the pool, scratch the itch.“
You stare at him, incredulous.
“Ooook, ending this conversation right now.”
You gather your things, bring your empty plates and cups to the counter before turning back to look at Taehyung who’s still laughing like he just said the funniest thing he’s ever heard. You can’t help the chuckle that escapes your lips.
“I really need a nap before work, four hours is not enough for me to function properly.”
Taehyung pouts. “You’re so busy these days I’ll have to come see you at the bar soon if I want to spend time with you.”
You hug him tightly and feel a rush of love and support making your heart swell. This is what family feels like, you think.
You break the hug first, shooting your best friend a wide grin. “I would love it if you did, drinks are on me.”
“Oh well then, I’m definitely coming soon.” He says cheekily, making you cackle.
“Good, I’ll text you soon,” you hug him one last time before heading home.
You sleep like a log, so much so that you have to lay in bed for at least ten minutes after you wake up, staring at the ceiling like it holds the answers to the universe’s darkest secrets. Since you left your car close to the bar last night, you have to walk all the way to work. Which isn’t that bad in itself, maybe a twenty minute walk.
It starts raining while you’re napping. You forget your umbrella and step into a puddle, soaking your sneakers and your socks in the process. When you get to work, you're freezing, soaking wet and mostly pissed off.
“Wow, someone looks like they’re having a marvelous day” you hear a gruff voice say.
You turn around to glare at the man. “Remarkable, amazing, a real pleasure.”
Yoongi laughs, only amplifying your overall annoyance.
When you finally punch in, Jimin is behind the bar, toothy smile and all. His grin falters as soon as he takes in your appearance.
“You look like you went through hell and back” He says, voice laced with concern and maybe a little bit of amusement.
“You look like you went through hell and back” He says, voice laced with concern and maybe a little bit of amusement.
“You look like you went through hell and back” He says, voice laced with concern and maybe a little bit of amusement.
“Feels like it, I forgot my umbrella and stepped into a puddle.” You say, probably looking completely dejected.
“Poor baby..” He puts his empty serving tray down. “I have an extra shirt, do you want it? It’s not super fashionable but you’ll catch a cold like this.”
“You’re an angel and I appreciate you so much”
You change into the plain oversized black shirt Jimin lends you, sighing in content at the feeling of dry clothes on your skin.
Work is slow today, slower than last Saturday. You have plenty of time to appreciate the Jazz band on stage and admire the vocalist’s talent.
You’re too busy watching the spectacle to notice when someone slips next to you.
“They’re amazing aren’t they?”
You startle, bringing a hand to your heart to keep it from jumping straight out of your chest and onto the bar.
The laugh that resonates through your whole body is one you don’t recognize, it’s loud and obnoxious, and so damn contagious.
You turn to the stranger and can’t help the chuckle that escapes when you take in the man’s amused expression. Wide grin threatening to split his face in half at any moment. He’s sporting dark red hair, is quite tall and very slender.
Handsome, you think.
“I’m sorry god, you got so scared, it was hilarious” He snorts.
“Glad to know my almost early demise amuses you” You laugh with him, unable to resist the urge.
When the red haired man calms down, he extends his long arm towards you, offering his palm in greeting.
“I’m Jung Hoseok” His tone is cheerful, you think that if warmth could take on a human form, Hoseok would be it.
You shake his hand and tell him your name,
“I’m the new waitress”
He slots his hands in his blazer’s pockets, his smile never faltering. “Nice to meet you, I heard about you.”
“So you’re the one who’s in charge of Jazz nights then?” You inquire, albeit you already know the answer.
“That and everything that’s related to any events at The Third Wall, yeah.”
“It’s because of him that any event always goes smoothly.” A bright voice chimes in.
“Yah Jimin-ah, that’s not true” You think you notice a faint blush creeping its way on the tall man’s cheeks.
“Always so modest hyung” The younger man sticks his tongue out before shooting Hoseok a dazzling smile.
You clear your throat. “I have to get back to work,” you smile sheepishly “I’m glad I finally met you”
“Likewise”
The night stays slow, a welcome break since you’re tired. It’s way past midnight and you’re leaning against the counter, elbows on the bar, head in your hands. There are four occupied tables in your section, but they don’t really drink that much. Which means you have time on your hands, time to think about how you really wanna go home and fucking sleep, get out of your still wet socks and wake up in two days.
You get yanked out of your brooding thoughts by a large, veiny hand dropping something on the counter in front of you. You stare at it, confusion clearly apparent by the way your eyebrows furrow.
A tangerine.
You look up to your left, meeting Yoongi’s nonchalant gaze.
“What’s that?” You quirk a brow.
He shrugs, draping a rag on his shoulder in one swift motion. “A tangerine”
You stare at him incredulously. Min Yoongi, a man of few words. Straight to the fact. So annoying. And a bit endearing too.
“It’s so you don’t bite me.” He chuckles.
You stare, a bit dumbfounded.
The fuck does he mean.
Your mind races back to last night’s beer pong game, Yoongi’s staring at you, leaning his hip on the counter with an amused look on his face.
“So no biting uh?” You say.
Yoongi stifles a laugh as soon as the words leave your mouth and oh my god you can’t believe you just said that.
He smirks. “Cute. But no, not at work.”
You blush profusely at his response. Embarrassing, you’re so damn embarrassing.
“T-thank you.. for the tangerine” Why is it that you can’t seem to be able to not lose face around him?
“You’re welcome love”
And just like that he goes back to cleaning his work space. A small smirk on his face, leaving you with your own utter embarrassment, confusion, and a tangerine.
Confusion because what was that? Confusion because he paid so much attention to your stupid drunk banter last night.
Confusion because from what little dots your brain managed to connect together, isn’t he in some sort of relationship with the other barmaid, Samantha?
And if he actually is, why is he being this way with you?
It’s all a little too much for you to process so you settle on getting out of behind the bar and working because that doesn’t require thoughts and introspection and that’s easier. You like easy.
When 3 o’ clock comes rolling, you and Jimin are already halfway through your closing tasks, having started earlier with the night being slow and all.
Yoongi heads to the office to count the cash register and make sure everything adds up for each of your readings while Jungkook is happily singing a song you don’t recognize and putting one glass after the other in the dishwasher.
He has a nice voice, you think.
The band members are still here, hanging out at the bar, finishing their beers. You learn their names. The guitarist’s name is Yeonjun, he has a very charismatic presence.
The bassist and back vocalist is Soobin. He’s easy to talk to and from the few words you exchanged with him last Saturday, you reckon you could very much get along with him.
Then there’s Taehyun, the main vocalist.
You also talk for the first time to the drummer who goes by the name of Hwasa, the only woman of the band. She’s absolutely intimidating, but in a good way: she oozes confidence and badass energy.
You wave Hwasa and Taehyun off when they leave together.
It’s only when you’re deep in conversation about music and making a comfortable living off of your passion that Yoongi comes back from the office.
“Yah, you guys better finish your drinks soon we’re almost done here,” He says while helping Jungkook with the dishwasher, putting the glasses away as soon as they’re clean.
“Yeah yeah, we’re almost done.” Yeonjun smirks before continuing “Oh, by the way Jimin, Yoongi, you both didn’t confirm you’ll be at the wedding. You guys still coming or..?”
Yoongi replies first. “Yeah sorry about that.. I’ll definitely be there”
“Oops, I forgot to RSVP.” Jimin giggles. “I’ll definitely be there too, I wouldn’t miss this for the world!” His tone is so cheerful you can’t help but feel a little thrilled too.
“Oooh, who’s getting married?” You inquire excitedly.
“We are” Soobin says, gaze locked adoringly on Yeonjun who’s delicately intertwining their fingers together. You think that if you physically could, you would melt right on the spot.
“Oh wow, congratulations you guys!” You exclaim, grinning from ear to ear. They both smile, like nothing in the world could disrupt their happy bubble.
And maybe there isn’t.
“You should totally come!” Yeonjun says. “There’ll be great food, dancing, an open bar, all that good stuff.” Your eyebrows shoot up in surprise.
If there’s one thing you didn’t expect today, it’s being invited to the wedding of a couple you barely know.
"Um.. Well if you want me to..” You don’t want to sound ungrateful for the invitation but you also don’t want them to feel like they need to invite you since you asked about it.
"OH YES YES” Jimin screeches, making you cover your ears in sheer surprise. "You should totally come as my plus one! It would be so fun, please please!” He sends you a hopeful look and you can hear Yoongi stifle a laugh from the other end of the bar. Asshole.
You shyly glance at Yeonjun and Soobin who are smiling brightly at you.
"Obviously don’t feel obligated to come just because we asked,” Soobin starts "But we would definitely love to have you there” He wraps his arm around Yeonjun’s waist.
"If you don’t want to go with Jimin you can always come with me, I’m the better company” Jungkook butts in. Jimin shoots him an indignant look to which the younger man replies with a grin.
"Yah Jeon Jungkook! Respect your elders!” Jimin protests.
"Sorry Jungkook but, you snooze, you lose. Jiminie asked first.” Jungkook whines at your decision while Jimin grins like a petulant child who has just been given back his favorite toy.
“Besides, isn’t there someone else you should ask to accompany you instead? Someone tall, blond, with dimples?” You smugly continue.
This time Yoongi doesn’t try to hide the loud laugh that comes out. But Jungkook sure tries to hide the bright crimson color that settles rapidly onto his cheeks and nose while he mumbles something about having no idea what you meant. You snort.
Yeonjun and Soobin look very confused but ultimately decide to pay no mind to your banter.
"Well then it’s settled, if you work on October 23rd you better ask for time off.” Yeonjun beams.
"I’ll check it out tomorrow” You smile back at him.
And just like that you all get back to light conversation while you finish closing up. It doesn’t take long before you grab your things and all head down the stairs, followed by Yoongi who locks the door behind you.
You’re immediately hit by the cool end of summer night air, making you shiver slightly since you’re a bit underdressed.
You say goodbye to Jungkook first, then to Yeonjun and Soobin who head towards their car, hand in hand.
"Want me to walk you to your car?” Jimin asks you.
"If you want to, yeah.. I’m right around the corner.”
You feel soft fabric being draped on your small frame and you startle before you swirl around to meet Yoongi’s unbothered gaze. You notice he’s not wearing the hoodie he had on a minute ago.
You open your mouth to ask what he’s doing but he cuts you off first.
"You looked cold,” He says.
Min Yoongi, the man who always pays attention even when you think he’s not.
"Now you’ll be cold though,” You pout but still pull the hood on your head.
He shrugs. "I’m fine, take it”
“Thanks,” You half whisper.
"Don’t sweat it love” He smirks and you shiver.
Jimin eyes the both of you before clearing his throat obnoxiously.
"This is all very cute, but I’m tired. Can we go?” You blush furiously and desperately try to hide the frankly embarrassing color that adorns your cheeks by staring at the ground.
"Rude..” You hear Yoongi mumble.
Jimin lets out a loud chime like laugh before you both head towards your car.
The week started off well, you and Taehyung went out shopping on Monday and inexplicably ended up shitfaced in his apartment.
(“Everyday is a good day to get drunk” he said.)
You woke up on Tuesday morning in Taehyung’s bed, curled up to his side, drooling on his shirt and all that classy shit. You surprisingly felt quite well despite the copious amount of alcohol you had ingested the night before.
He had insisted you stay a little longer and you ended up watching Clueless for at least the 100th time since you’d known Taehyung. You couldn’t bring yourself to tell him how tired of the movie you were. He looked so happy every time that you would watch it with him and you think you could watch it a hundred times more if it meant your best friend would be this content.
When you got home you reorganized your place, cleaned the dishes that were haphazardly piled up on the kitchen counter, a reminder of how busy you were keeping your schedule. Then, you folded the contents of your laundry basket.
You promised yourself you’d take it a little easier next week.
When Wednesday came you were bummed to notice that Jimin wasn’t there. Samantha had explained to you that there weren’t normally two waiters/waitresses on Wednesday and that Jimin had only come in to help since it had only been your second shift.
You made a mental note to thank him profusely on Friday for taking on another shift to help you.
So instead of the usual mindless chatter you exchanged with Jimin, you got to know Sam a bit better. She was an absolute sweetheart, had not even an ounce of malice in her whole body. She always seemed happy and bubbly. Couldn't be me, you thought.
You suppressed the thought to the best of your ability. Which means you put it in your “will think about when I have another existential crisis” pile, at the very back of your brain. Anatomy, fascinating really.
Which now leads you to Friday, your second shift of the week.
It had started very smoothly, busy but nothing crazy. You happily greeted Namjoon as you came in, exchanging a few words. You were surprised to realize how happy you were to see Jimin again, you’d become attached so quickly to his comforting and joyous presence that you’d missed him more than you’d like to admit.
Your heart stuttered slightly when you saw the blond barman, nothing new but still unnerving. You exchanged witty banter, as you usually do. Except since last Saturday you tried to be careful about it, flirting had become way too easy with him and you couldn’t go down that road. Not after realizing he was seeing Sam, not after telling yourself time and time again don’t fuck with the payroll.
Sexual attraction really wasn’t worth the complications, you convinced yourself.
Jungkook was as excited as ever to be washing dirty glasses and switching beer kegs. Truly something else, that one.
It was all going swimmingly. That is until a middle aged man had to ruin your mood because, of course.
“-telling you, I did NOT order that many shooters.” His voice comes out slurred.
“Sir, I have to put in an order in the system each time someone orders something so the barman can make it. If it’s there, it’s because you ordered it and drank it.” You forcibly smile, trying your damn best to keep your cool. A middle aged white man is not about to make you crack, no way in hell.
“Well then you must have drank them or made an error, because I did not order these.” He repeatedly taps his finger on the receipt, like you’ll suddenly realize you made an error. You didn’t. “How long have you been doing this?”
You breathe in sharply, trying to contain your anger. He did not just imply that you charged him something you took yourself. You may have drank two or three shooters earlier but they were all very much paid by staff and you’re very much not drunk, not even tipsy.
“Is there something going on here?” Yoongi asks, tone so authoritative you feel like shrinking in your sneakers.
The man leans back from the counter, gulping visibly. “Y-yes, there’s more drinks on my tab than there should be, I didn’t drink these and she keeps saying she didn’t make an error..” He points to the items in question on the little printed receipt you gave him earlier.
Yoongi hums. “Are you implying that my colleague here purposely added drinks that you didn’t drink or order on your receipt?” He quirks an eyebrow in a motion that says, go ahead take the bait, try me.
The man does not, in fact, take the bait.
“No, no of course not..” He says, unconvincingly.
Yoongi’s face lights up in a very mock smile before he replies dryly “Well then, if she says she didn’t make an error, she didn’t. Anything else?”
The man shakes his head nervously and Yoongi passes him the payment terminal before patting your shoulder in an attempted soothing gesture. All it does is make your heartbeat falter. But he doesn’t need to know, the intention was there after all. Your lewd thoughts about Yoongi are your own damn fault.
Maybe his strong veiny hands should also be held a bit responsible but that’s another story for another time.
You smugly make the man pay, not surprised at the low tip he leaves you. You’re not sure he would’ve left you a good tip anyway. At least the man was your last client, the other tables having already paid. So you take a quick five minutes break after that, you definitely deserve it.
When you come back there’s only 15 minutes left until closing time and your colleagues are already busying themselves with cleaning up the bar.
You approach Yoongi who’s aggressively rubbing his bar tray, laughing internally at how goddamn funny he looks while doing so, tongue out and all.
“Working hard I see” You lean on the bar next to him.
“You know me, employee of the month” He discards his rag on the tray, standing up in the process.
You clear your throat. “Thanks for earlier, he was not listening to me, at all.”
He shrugs his shoulders and busies himself by cleaning the bar counter, visibly uncomfortable with the situation. “You don’t have to thank me, he was a dick.”
You tilt your head towards him, intent on making your gratefulness clear. He fleetingly glances at you.
“I do though.. The guy kept making misogynistic comments at me all night before that. He just didn’t want to believe me. So thanks, otherwise it would’ve taken all night.. or I would’ve lost my shit.” He stills at that, now looking at you with an unreadable expression etched upon his face.
“I’m sorry you have to deal with that. I’ve heard all sorts of stories from Sam, it makes me sick you all have to deal with this shit.” Now he looks straight up angry.
“Yeah.. It’s not particularly fun..” You grab the discarded rag laying on the tray and start mindlessly rubbing it, searching for anything to occupy your hands really.
“I can’t imagine” His voice comes out carefully, delicately. A contrast with how angry he looked moments ago. “If you ever want my help again, don’t ever feel bad asking, yeah?”
“I just feel like this is my battle, you know? But if I ever need to, I will. Thanks.” You say, not sure if he’s going to be offended by your words. It’s not that you don’t appreciate the offer. You just don’t want to resort to his help unless you really need it.
He takes a few seconds to respond. “I totally get that.” He pauses. “ I’m pretty sure you don’t need my help anyway, just don’t want to have to hide a dead body if possible.”
You burst out into laughter, throwing your dirty rag at him. “So you would hide a dead body for me?” You can see the faintest shade of pink decorating his cheeks.
“Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that” He grumbles, avoiding your question.
You all finish closing up the place, Jungkook cheerfully wipes the tables clean (how does he do that seriously), Namjoon comes upstairs to wait for everyone this time, blaming the cold, and you and Jimin clean the menus while you argue about which chocolate bar is better, Kit-Kat or Coffee Crisp? (How is that even up for debate, of course it’s Coffee Crisp.)
When you’re all finally done you head to Jimin’s place in Namjoon’s car, cursing the cold night over and over again while you wait for the car heater to finally kick in.
You all quickly get into Jimin’s place, unwilling to stay outside more than necessary, kick your shoes at the front door and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa while Jimin passes everyone a cold can of beer.
You’ll have to remember to slip him money for all the beer he keeps giving away like he’s got all the money in the world or something.
Then ensues a vicious game of “Who’s most likely to” which leaves you a lot tipsier than earlier. Yoongi also ends up begrudgingly drinking two beers throughout the game, a victim truly.
(“Who’s most likely to sleep with a coworker?”
Everyone points at Yoongi.
“Oh come on, that’s not even fair!”)
The game inevitably comes to an end at some point, giving place to a very confusing conversation between Jimin and Jungkook about Dirty Dancing and how it’s better than The Notebook. (You don’t even see the correlation between the two) You take that as your cue to escape to the balcony, shivering against the cold air as soon as you step outside.
You prop your arms on the railing as you did the last time you were here, staring at the horizon contemplatively.
You like your new colleagues, would even dare to call them new friends. The night had been very fun, you’d laughed more than you ever did in months.
You like spending time with them. But sometimes, standing in the cold September night air is just as likable.
These are your favorite moments, when time seems to stand still and you can hear the sound of leaves rustling, the distant roar of a vehicle roaming the streets, the sound of a car door being slammed shut, probably an early worker. You feel alive, aware, present.
Which is why when the sliding door opens and promptly closes behind you, you’re not startled.
Present.
You’re very aware when someone slides next to you, propping their arms on the railing just like you did a few minutes ago. The man drapes a blanket over the both of you, the warmth hits you almost immediately.
Yoongi breaks the silence first. “Waiting for sunrise?”
You smile cheekily. “Joining me again?”
“Might as well make it a tradition” He shrugs.
Silence, it’s comfortable. It’s always comfortable with Yoongi, you realize.
“I really don’t get why you like sunrises so much, it just means we’ll clearly be sleep deprived later”
“No one’s keeping you here” You say playfully, glancing at his side profile.
“And abandon you? That would be rude.” He grins smugly.
“Oh shush.” You grip the blanket to keep it from sliding off your shoulder. You hear him chuckle lightly.
Eventually the sun rises, enveloping the horizon in its warmth. You can’t suppress the yawn that comes over you, breaking the peaceful silence that had settled over the both you.
You turn toward Yoongi. “Are the others sleeping?”
He looks at you. “Dunno”
“You leaving soon?”
“Yeah, gotta feed cat” You snort at the mention of the cat’s name.
“Wanna grab a cab together? Share the cost?” You ask.
“Geez, so many questions love” You still, thankful it’s still dark enough outside to hide the blush that creeps up your face at the nickname.
“In that case, I’ll leave you to walk home alone” You retort.
He laughs. “No no, I’ll come with you”
And with that you both head inside, and grab your things. You coo at the sight of Jimin, Namjoon and Jungkook all piled up onto Jimin’s bed, sleeping and cuddling peacefully.
“Ready?” Yoongi inquires once you close the bedroom door.
“Yeah”
You both head into the cab you had called a few minutes ago and you feel yourself nodding off with the silent roar of the engine. When the cab stops at Yoongi’s apartment complex, you have to consciously force your eyes to stay open.
You notice the blanket is still on your shoulders. “Oh is this yours?” You tug the blanket.
“Nah it’s Jimin’s, just bring it to work tomorrow.” He steps out of the cab.
You realize you haven’t given him his hoodie back and damn when did you start developing kleptomaniac tendencies? “Aish, I forgot to bring back your hoodie”
“Keep it, it’s fine. That way you’ll at least have one piece of warm clothing” He teases.
“I’ll have you know I do possess warm clothes, I just forget to bring them”
He rolls his eyes, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “Yeah alright sure, you have a goodnight”
“You too”
It’s a mess, a goddamn mess.
There are books everywhere, random empty cups of coffee scattered around the living room and clothes dumped on every available surface. It looks like a disaster, like a bomb dropped right in the middle of the house.
When you had convinced Namjoon to organize a get-together in his backyard to celebrate the end of summer, he had told you it was a mess and that that was why you all never hung out there.
You had expected a few dirty dishes on the kitchen counter and a little dust here and there, not a fucking war zone.
“Wow” Is all Taehyung manages to say while loosening his grip on your hand.
Understandable.
“Namjoon-ah I swear to god I’m coming over unannounced one of these days and I’m
helping you clean this poor excuse of a living
space” Hoseok says, staring in what someone can only describe as utter despair.
Namjoon rubs his neck awkwardly in response.
“Ooooh chips” Jungkook picks up a stray pack of chips laying on a chair and starts stuffing one after the other in his mouth, leaving crumbs everywhere.
“Let’s just go outside, yeah?” Namjoon mutters.
The four of you follow him outside only to be greeted by Seokjin, the bar manager, laying leisurely on a reclining chair outside, in front of the bonfire. “Well, hello there” He waves enthusiastically, almost toppling over in the process.
“Jin-hyung! Try not to fall over, your back isn’t as forgiving as it used to be,'' Jungkook teases. You hear Hoseok snort loudly.
Seokjin stands up in outrage. “Yah, Jeon Jungkook, show some respect I can still fire you!” Jungkook snickers before throwing his arms around the older man and lifting him off the ground, much to the man’s dismay.
Namjoon plops himself onto a chair watching fondly. Hoseok topples over in laughter while you and Taehyung slowly walk up to the bonfire area.
What in the utter chaos.
In the month since you started working at The Third Wall, you’d come to know just how chaotic your new friends could be when put in a room together.
You wouldn’t have it any other way.
You take an unoccupied seat, smiling at how messy the night’s already announcing itself to be. Just as you settle in your chair, you feel an overwhelming weight on your lap.
“Taehyung I am not going to be your personal chair tonight.” You slap his thigh prompting an unbridled laugh out of your best friend.
“But your lap is the most comfortable”
“I’m not a chair” You reiterate.
“Oh fine, party pooper”
You all wait for sunset to start the night officially, exchanging pleasantries and eating the food Seokjin had prepared. It’s absolutely delicious and you’re happy to learn more about the man that had hired you a little more than a month ago.
Seokjin’s ridiculous, eccentric and a tad unhinged. He’s absolutely hilarious and his laugh, which reminds you of windshield wipers slapping rhythmically on dry glass, is so contagious that there isn't a single present soul that can do anything but laugh along.
Jimin arrives with Samantha. He instantly runs towards Hoseok, crushing him into a forceful embrace, which the other returns just as intensely.
Then he scurries over to you, throwing himself onto your lap and hugging your shoulders sideways in a slightly awkward embrace. You chuckle, trying your best to hug him back.
“What’s up with my lap and you people mistaking it for a chair?” You laugh.
“It seems comfortable enough” A low hoarse voice cuts through the mindless chatter.
You whip your head a little too quickly. “Yeah well, you don’t see me sitting on your lap and it seems comfortable enough too.” Your voice comes out a bit shaky.
Yoongi shrugs while sitting down on a nearby chair. “I wouldn’t mind.” Everyone stops talking at once except for Namjoon and Jungkook who are deep into their little bubble, unaware of the lingering awkwardness that Yoongi’s words brought upon your little group.
You steal a glance at Sam whose gaze is locked on Yoongi, visibly hurt by his words. You can’t help the little wave of panic that floods through your body.
Jimin clears his throat. “If someone is sitting on Yoongi's lap tonight it’s gonna be me.” He gets up and sits down on the blond man’s lap who whines at the weight.
Hoseok and Seokjin burst into laughter, soon followed by everyone else, breaking the tense atmosphere.
“Get off Jimin-ah” Yoongi grumbles.
The young man squeezes the other’s shoulder before standing up and, finally, sitting down on an actual chair.
Yoongi lights up the fire, helped by Jungkook. Namjoon had wanted to do it but had quickly given up, abiding to everyone’s panicked protests.
The night’s cold but the warmth of the fire and the blankets Namjoon provided make up for it. The hot coffee -spiked with a little too much baileys (courtesy of Taehyung)- that you’re drinking may also be helping.
You watch Taehyung fondly. He quickly became a part of the group ever since that one evening he came to the bar.
You had always envied him for his ability to make friends with just about anybody so easily. You’d never been like that, probably never will. It’s a wonder these incredible people accepted you so openly in their tight knight group. You have Jimin to thank for that, he has been so welcoming from the start, inviting you to every gathering they plan.
You lay back and listen to the conversations going on all around you. To your left, Taehyung is conversing with Seokjin and gesturing animatedly, something about the play he’s currently performing. The latter is listening intently, head propped on his hand, drinking in every word the former is convolutedly spewing. You’re not sure how he’s managing to follow.
On your right, Jimin is deep in conversation with Hoseok, staring adoringly like there’s nothing else in this world but Hoseok, Hoseok and Hoseok.
And god do you feel single.
Then there’s Jungkook, seemingly bothering and poking Yoongi endlessly while the latter is trying to the best of his abilities to roast a marshmallow. You think you notice a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
Namjoon is explaining something to Sam, she looks very intent on listening. You can make out confusion on her facial expression, making you giggle silently.
Namjoon really can be pretty hard to follow.
The night is well underway when Jimin unexpectedly chirps up. “Yoongi-hyung! Would you play guitar for us? Pretty please?”
The older man stares at him, feigning annoyance before he replies. “Meh, I’m chilling right now.”
Jimin whines “Oh come on please, this is the perfect setting.” Yoongi shuffles awkwardly in his chair.
“You play guitar?” You perk up.
He lifts his shoulders in attempted indifference but you notice a subtle hint of pride at your reaction. “Sometimes, yeah. It’s nothing special.”
“Don’t listen to him, he’s amazing.” Namjoon grins.
Yoongi groans but ultimately goes back to his car to fetch his guitar. Which makes you laugh because, as much as he had tried to convince everyone he didn’t want to play, he still brought his guitar tonight.
You whisper the next words, getting closer to Jimin. “How long has he been playing?”
“I have no idea, I think it’s been a long time” He whispers back. You reply with a nod.
When the first notes hit you, it’s like you can drown out all the sounds around you. The melody is slow, melancholic. Objectively, you don’t recognize it. Yet, it feels so familiar, like it knows all of your secrets. Like Yoongi knows.
No one makes a sound except for the quiet shuffling of people moving around on their seats. It’s like Yoongi’s a magician and everyone’s staring, waiting for his next illusion. Except it’s not an illusion, and he’s plucking the strings expertly giving life to one of the most beautiful melodies you’ve ever heard. Intricately playing one chord after the other, stripping his soul bare for all of you to see.
You hear a whisper next to your right ear. “Told ya.”
You smile weakly, too entranced by the performance to do anything else, really.
When he strikes the last chord, you feel heavy with emotions. That’s the beauty of music you think, being able to touch different people in different ways with one single melody.
Jungkook breaks the stunned silence first. “Another one, another one!”
Yoongi mindlessly plays with the strings of his guitar. “What do you want to hear?”
Jungkook ponders a bit before replying. “How about Always Remember Us This Way?”
“The Lady Gaga song? You know I can’t sing for shit.” Yoongi groans.
“She can” Taehyung announces loudly, pointing at you. “She’s incredible.” You glare at him.
The fact that you sing isn’t a secret, you’re just very embarrassed to be put on the spot, to sing for a group of people. Albeit they would be kind about it and you know it. It’s just that it’s a very personal thing to you.
“How come I know nothing about this?” Jimin exclaims, outraged.
You feel shy about the fact that everyone is staring at you. “I don’t really talk about it, It’s nothing.”
Yoongi clears his throat. “Um.. do you know the song? I could look up the chords on my phone. If you want to” He looks timid, like he’s asking for something he maybe shouldn’t.
And being the weak woman that you are, you can’t refuse. Not when he’s this talented.
Not when he’s looking at you like that, hopeful, curious.
You hear Yoongi strumming the chords to the chosen song tentatively, he learns it very quickly. Namjoon really wasn’t kidding when he said the guy was amazing at it.
Yoongi glances at you, sporting a comforting smile and starts playing. You nod at him. Your throat feels a little dry so you take a sip of your now lukewarm coffee, hoping it helps if only a little.
It’s unsure at first, a bit shaky, but Yoongi’s playing is sure and as sturdy as a pillar. And you lean on it, eyes closed, letting the notes come out as you feel them, airily, pouring all of yourself into it.
And as quickly as you had started, the song ends. Everyone applauds. You open your eyes only to see Yoongi’s stunned expression.
You quickly look away.
“You’re actually so fucking talented!” Samantha chirps.
You fluster. “Thank you.”
“I didn’t know you could sing like that.” Hoseok says pensively.
You peer at Yoongi who’s staring at the fire, seemingly deep in thoughts. “It’s really not a big deal.” You manage to say.
“Yeah right, like you didn’t just give Lady Gaga a fucking run for her money.” Jimin exasperatedly says.
“You guys sounded so good! You should jam together.” Taehyung grins.
“Umm..” You mumble awkwardly.
“That’s actually a great idea!” Hoseok perks up. “We’re looking for an act to fill in while Yeonjun and Soobin go on their honeymoon. You guys could fill in the spot, an in-house duo! ”
Jimin squeals excitedly.
“I mean yeah but.. There’s what, a month left until then? I’m not sure we could learn enough material to do an entire set..” You stop when you notice Yoongi staring at you.
“We could. I’m down if you are.” He resolutely says.
You take a moment to ponder before replying.
“Yeah, ok. Let’s do it.”
“Wait, wait,” Seokjin blurts. “They both work on Saturdays.”
“I can take Yoongi’s shift for one night, I don’t mind.” Samantha says.
“I can manage alone.” Jimin adds, smiling from ear to ear.
“I can be there for moral support.” Taehyung chimes in.
Seokjin groans. “Fine. Y’all better not make me regret this.”
“You won’t.” Yoongi replies.
And if you had any doubts about the whole thing before, it’s like they never even crossed your mind now. Because Yoongi’s looking at you, a demure smile creeping its way on his face.
And somehow, that’s enough.
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reading body language is not that hard and in this specific case it looks very obvious that jk was visibly upset at what he saw and jimin knew that jk won't like it, that's why he tried to get his attention as soon as rm pulled him in. jk suddenly deciding to remove his rings and throw them away (with his tongue in cheek thing that i don't usually take seriously lol but this time it was an obvious indicator that jk was mad) was him trying to release his body tension elsewhere, aka occupy or distract himself. that's also why he took so long to respond to jimin and why he did it in such a bratty manne (and he magically started acting normal again later after jimin started pouring him with attention lol). jimin knew that and that's why he looked nervous, jimin doesn't get nervous a lot and that's why it's so easily identifiable. jk's "angry" looking heart makes no sense either bc why was he so stiff and mad at armys? he did it so quickly like 'let's get this over with'. like what did we do? you can ignore what everyone else sees if it makes you sleep well at night but it won't change the fact that jk looked visibly upset and one only needs to have a combination of eyes + empathy + ability to read social cues to be able to look at this video and conclude that jk's mood switch was obviously related to minimoni. especially when he has a history of doing this with them multiple times. 2 + 2 = ?
Hi again anon!
Well, apparently it is a bit hard for you. The only thing obvious here is that this moment is important to you and you cannot let go of it. Sure, you and other Jkkrs might agree on this, but no neutral person will see what you discribe to me here. It just isn't there. You impose your view of Jk being 'bratty' here. While Jk has his 'bratty moments', he is not in general a brat. You like to look at him like that, because it fits your story. Jk is professional and you are insulting him (and Jimin as well) by making a big thing out of moments like this.
If you don't value my opinion on this, and if you don't think I am able to read body language, and if you don't think i am emphatic,why even bother sending me stuff like that... why even come back with a reply like this when I don't agree? I know why... you thought this moment would shock me out of my Taekookery, because to you it is soooo obvious, but there is nothing (!) obvious about it anon. Nothing at all.
You want to see Jk distressed? Here we go.. (please ignore the discriptions... just watch the footage).
And this is Jimin and how he reacts when something upsetts him. Look how strong he is! You are making them so small, with how you view them.
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When did you become ARMY? and has Tae always been your bias?
AH, hello! You'd like my villain origin story, hm?
I guess I'll use a read more because I'm cursed by the inability to EVER shut up.
So back in 2020-2021 someone that I've been friends with for over 10 years and follow on tumblr became army. She was posting tons and tons of giftsets and vids every day as she began to work her way through the content. I didn't pay much attention at first but as the moths passed I somehow eventually started playing a little game with myself called "Is Jungkook in this/Can you find Jungkook" because that was her bias at the time and I only knew his name.
Somehow this expanded to one or two other members (I wanna say Jimin and Joon?) and it was just my private little game with myself when she would post.
I can tell you the exact moment I actually paid attention - she posted gifs of this moment:
I remember DISTINCTLY sitting up like wait, they're actually good/talented???
We got to the point where Dynamite was out and I'll be honest, I didn't really like it and I still don't. But after this moment I thought okay maybe I'm missing something.
So the summer of 2021 I dm'ed her and said, "Hey, want to rec me some BTS songs? My playlist feels stale."
She sent me Mic Drop (steve's version lol), Fake Love, and Truth Untold and I loved all three (they still remain among my top faves!). I asked for a few more. So on it went until I'd listened to the whole discography lol. Eventually she sent me like a list of their discography and I would watch the lyric video that lights up who's singing so I could 1) know what the lyrics were about and 2) kind of learn their voices. If I liked a song when I listened to the lyric video, I threw it in a giant playlist on Spotify. I ended up with uhhhhhhhh a lot of songs lol.
I also watched Run BTS from episode one all the way through during that summer. I watched Bon Voyage 1, 3, and 4 and watched 2 together with her later in the fall.
We went together to PTD LA (I flew from the east coast lol someone save jo) that December and saw Coldtan :')
The following March I started reading and writing ff and made this account :')
Anyway, was Taehyung my first bias - yes!! The first moment I was like "oh THAT ONE" was she had sent me a compilation of Taehyung saying insane shit with a straight face and I got to "that's the eyeliner" and had to pause to collect myself because him!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then I also saw a gif from this moment (hi maggie lol) and I remember being like WAIT HOLLUP WHO IS THAT? ONE OF THE MEMBERS LOOKS LIKE THAT? WHO IS IT? and it was cemented. I alsoooooo remember DISTINCTLY losing my shit the first time I listened to Singularity because HIS VOICE!!!!! HIS VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DEEPER THAN THE OCEAN IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO DROWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway ahem we're all normal here.
However it was MAYBE only two weeks after Taehyung claimed me that I dm'ed her again like, "Why does my brain suddenly love Suga?" and she was like "I was waiting for that" and for the majority of my army time I have really considered myself a double-bias, at times feeling like maybe I was a Yoongi-ult but these days the taehyung chokehold is stronger, I'm afraid. At PTD LA Yoongi came to our corner of the stage in a leather jacket during soundcheck and I'm telling u I ascended I was not on this planet anymore i did not breathe air until he was gone again afjheaiufqiughijg
THEN of course Mr. Kim Namjoon had to absolute wreck my shit in the Indigo era and took over my entire existence SIGH.
So, idk. These days I feel like a Tae-ult with Yoongi wrecker and Joon wrecker-wrecker? But ot7 are soooo special and wonderful and amazing, like truly the universe aligned to take these seven more extraordinary humans and put them together!! Like?! they're so special, i love them a lot fr :')
ANYWAY did you learn to never ask me anything because I will talk until I die?! love you anon have a wonderful fridayyyyyyyy <3
#answered#anon#MADE MYSELF HAPPYSAD ON THIS FINE FRIDAY MORNING#I JUST LOVE BANGTAN OKAY#the fact that i couldve answered this anon with 2021 and yes#and instead u got a dissertation i am so sorry
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