#also a;ldfkjasdf please don't feel obligated to read all the uquiz results it's a lot i know i'm sorry
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PICREW AND UQUIZ ROUNDUP (because i fell very behind flksjafd sorry folks </3). tagged by @cassietrn, @detectivelokis, @trench-rot, @voidika, @madparadoxum, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @inafieldofdaisies, @aceghosts @nightwingshero, @jacobsneed, and i think that's it but if you tagged me in one of these and i forgot i'm so sorry -- tagging forward any and everyone who sees this and hasn't done one or more of these many picrews/quizes!
doing some catch up so here's the ladies, syb and paola (Picrew one | two | three
UQUIZES:
let me tell you something
what do you yearn for?
what kind of complex do you have?
how do strangers perceive you?
why do people love you?
which richard siken poem should you read?
SYBILLE.
LOOKING AT YOU IS LIKE LOOKING INTO A MIRROR. I know the armor you are wearing must feel pretty heavy by now. So let me tell you a secret; you don't have to pretend all the time. I mean sure, tell me how there is no way anyone could ever want to see wants underneath. Tell me how no one wants to see the rotten flesh and all those broken promises, the scars of a youth marked by foolish decisions and loneliness. I know, I know, you have this devil-may-care exterior, but let's face it...deep down there is a deeply sensitive and emotional person. And you know what the best part is? You love, god, how you love. There is no price to gain, no war to win by putting on a brave face. To feel, so very deeply and to see love and hope despite the dark isn't weakness, even tho that's what you've been taught your whole life. Being soft and opening yourself up to the possibility of a life worth living is going to be the scariest thing you'll ever do but believe me, it's worth it. You yourself are worth fighting for.
TO BE FORGIVEN, FOR THEM TO STAY
you yearn to be forgiven for the hurt you've caused others and you want nothing more than for them to stay. but it seems that the universe does not look kindly upon you, and they always leave, no matter how hard you try. but you've learned by now that it's a hopeless endeavour. you know that some of the things you've done were no fault but your own and therein lies the problem. how can you ask for forgiveness when you can't even forgive yourself?
SAVIOR COMPLEX
.... oh man. Go take a nap, buddy. they're not your responsibility
LIGHTENING NEVER STRIKES THE SAME PLACE TWICE
midnight phone calls. original art hanging on the wall. indie music. the color blue and the feeling of knowing someone your whole life. you have a striking appearance. your best feature is probably your eyes. you're a rare soul, hard to figure out and impossible to forget. you probably don't speak often, but each word carries weight somehow. even when you're joking, you're revealing a tiny piece of you. you want to be loved so badly. you don't know that you already are.
BECAUSE YOU PROTECT THEM
you would do anything for them. they know they will always be safe with you, and they will never have to face the world alone. you are willing to take the heat if it means they don't. you're more than just a bodyguard, though; you're a safe place for them to land. you're home.
BOOT THEORY
"Here we are in the bowels of the thing: your world doesn't make sense." poem about depression and the complexities of relationships. makes me feel the isolation of dreary grey sadness. the kind of feeling you wallow in when you spend all day in bed with the curtains closed. bonus poem: The Feild of Rooms and Halls * all interpretations are my own and you may interpret them differently which is awesome !! have ur own experiences with them i love you :)
PAOLA.
I THINK I HAVE MADE YOU UP.
There was a time when you meant the world to me. You were my hero and everything I wanted to be. I wanted to be loved by you so badly, I felt sick with it. I don't think you'll ever be able to love me in the way I once loved you, even if you tried. And let's be honest, who am I to want more? Sometimes I feel like I made you up like you were never really here in the first place. I wanted so desperately for you to see me, just once. But I think that is the thing with past mistakes, you'd rather forget you made them in the first place. And the funny thing is, I still love you...I don't want to, but I do.
TO BE SEEN, TO BE UNDERSTOOD WITHOUT HAVING TO SPEAK
you yearn to be understood, but more importantly, to understand yourself. your emotions are often tumultuous, and tend to go from one feeling to another with strength and speed. others may call you disloyal or two-faced, but your feelings are valid, no matter how fleeting or impermanent they are. because of this, you often hurt the ones you love even if it is the last thing you want. pain feels like a permanent fixture in your life and that there seems to be no end to your behaviours. you are fire and you burn. at least it is a beautiful sight.
GOD COMPLEX
holy shit... you just seriously wanna control everything and make all the choices... it never was a choice between God and Satan, for you, it was always a choice between God and Self.
THE GROUND BENEATH US IS SOLID
sitting under a tree in summer. the sound of light rain on a metal roof and old wooden coffee tables. getting so absorbed in a story that hours pass without you noticing. you probably judge people who don't use coasters. your best feature is your hands. you're often pretty logical, but you're also very gentle. you're not aggressive, but you do have strong opinions. you like gardening. you have a deep need for comfort and security. you like things to make sense. you're afraid of circumstances out of control, but letting go helps you live so much more vividly than you could ever imagine.
BECAUSE YOU LOVE THEM
people are drawn to you because you loved them first. they love the feeling of being adored, and you show it wholeheartedly. you've been taken advantage of in the past, but you haven't let it break you. it's an amazing thing to have been hurt like that and still love so loudly.
I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU
surrealist dream piece but in a very homoerotic and fluorescent lit way. reminds me of going to waffle house at three am with my friends, or late night road trips. about the idealization of the good wild moments you have with people you love but also about the harshness of living outside of those moments. also kind of about crime, which i think is sexy. bonus poem: The Worm King's Lullaby * all interpretations are my own and you may interpret them differently which is awesome !! have ur own experiences with them i love you :)
#i couldn't make syb in a way that i liked with her regular look in picrew 3#so i just leaned into the whole she's-catholic vibes#also a;ldfkjasdf please don't feel obligated to read all the uquiz results it's a lot i know i'm sorry#but WOOF#WOOF WOOF WOOF they all read my girls for filth#oc: deputy sybille la roux#oc: paola orsini
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