#ajskglj ig i expected my mom to say no bc i was HOPING she would so I'd have an excuse | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

daz4i · 7 months

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got an ad for a course that looks right up my alley (like, too-good-to-be-true levels of up my alley) and toyed with the idea of possibly signing up. asked my mom what she thinks, including abt the price and such, fully expecting her to shut me down and say it's too expensive or isn't a good direction to take, but no even before i started listing the actual cool stuff you get from it she already got so excited and told me to sign up and that it sounds perfect for me and such. so i guess we'll see

#and now when i open facebook it's the only ad I'm getting lol which is fine ig.#i looked up reviews of this school and everything was 5 stars talking about what a great place it is and a great guy is the one running it #i have the perfect background and base talents for it so i doubt i won't be able to get in or smth #but i am. worried. bc ik i can't handle being out and with people i don't know. my anxiety is too bad #and just bc i was able to do this sort of thing in the past doesn't mean I'll be able to now when I'm way worse abt it 😐#also from a technical standpoint i don't think I'd be able to like. walk from the nearest bus station and such #(not that I'd be able to take the bus either but you get me. putting the anxiety aside. talking physical stuff here)#ajskglj ig i expected my mom to say no bc i was HOPING she would so I'd have an excuse #but now the only thing standing in my way is me ig. nothing new but still very annoying

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