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#afailure
sweetgoodnightkiss · 2 years
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i'm failing so hard to restr1ct that instead of calling myself an0rex1c i'm gonna start calling myself afailure
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it all always starts with just the same shit. maybe my friends made me feel unwanted or maybe my partner said something that made me feel unloved or maybe my friends are being total fucking dickheads like they are sometimes and purposefully hurt my feelings. either way its a week long trip of me wanting to fucking kill myself and struggling not to carve shit into my skin because of how much i hate myself. im sick of venting, im sick of feeling like this. im sick of not being able to communicate and being stuck in this stupid fucking head of mine. i’m not supposed to be around people, clearly, it’s become fucking obvious to me and everyone around me, but i don’t have much of a fucking option do i?? and then its my fault im alive. its my fault im  afailure and im unpleasant and im this or that. i wish i was dead.
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butch13whack · 1 month
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im pathetic!!!! im afailure!!!! i fucking hate myself!!!!
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the-firebird69 · 4 months
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and thhe beat goes on of ocourse and trump a isideshow and comedy now. tons say it him out. now. is afool. and theya re at it to make it happen
so back to reality we have several ppl here going to court over the little things they have left a small percentag of land and buldings and factories seven percent. and will lose and will fight and here. and now. and tons of the morlockw ill die. tons andthey will become more onry mean and angry and we will have to be here we do. none of these have hat it takes and it is proven here a lot. tons of times
-there are other folks here not doing well and per thier own statements are going to harrass our son and into their hiosptial and other and stan is one of them loses washingtonand oregon bases and other nearby, lost ten of the twenty mega bases and will lose more as he has a samattering with the others. tons of times you out no but he loses as they do he is a smallone an not prevelant elsewhere. now we say this he is young andis why and true.
-justin falls hard and with a noise and all over and tons of times he is found dead latelly. is weak small and absurd and a pain to our son.
-and ken, he is up for it no dies and sees it finally is usueless and they all sat on the macs and let them feter thought they could waltz in cnnnot and were sseen trying alot failed a lot. and now die. a lot his fatasses all go. and their counter parts too are there no. they pull out the turd kill it. and it is on they say f these idiots they d di this and sat. treu too they are fags. farts a nd low lifes users and losers and ken is a parasite.
-daneil is worse than ever hods on no is wreckess and tries to arrest our son...and he says it makes fun of me and over and over. short guy in the sherrif car. and must be trump goes asks and he says would ya beleive it and he hits him later for real. and it is on due to that. and treu is touchy
-mike tew and he was spent a while ago bases out they work and seek food shetler fuel and at the hoomos pace he means the morlokis shit was shit threatesn our son non stop and it means all threaten ours who threaten him yes
-mac daddy is out and says it cant handle it i have no place soon and that is not good for me no wont do it cant and he has to pay for it and will meaning make itw rok and it does nthign and he continue and court is a afailure back fire yes. and he says this we pour inthey do and we dont use it wont set precedent and it is notright your idiots you mron kids of mine and you helped this happen even he said it ships in the tunnels andthey fall block it so.and nope. are idiots. and says he is right advised us correctly we failed. and they say it cant but ok and we say it your nuts all thse ships laden yuornuts and losers and shit out. he is right youfaggots do the wrong thing by habbit. fn fags sitting inthere fuck you. he is right again a dumb i dea we were ging to die and lose anyways now we are trashas these are you faggots i get ridiculed allday and night by macs it is astupid thing and it is. they wanted it you assholes..die now go leave you suck anywaysall tehe time.
-so they are out and pretty much smoked and smoke now and have ships dont care are useless. these flow in. and wont stop. and if stopped hit. now theycannot do the job now. and are ruined. and stan is an ass and hits his own and more and we do himinshortly. need to.fully too. tons see it no. he does die. and it is on screen. bja is hit as vader yes. and beheaded. and pout back and stan takes over uses it as cover the same outfit. and you can see it and his understudy burns him. and stan loses to bja comes back and hits. and that is the story. and trump uses the characer after bg does. a mess yes.
-sooner not later. it is shortly. goes up and uses heavy. big death stars ruins morlock bases. they fight him. and biden and he is awonder
-biden falls too is small always small sees it we are out shortly and tons are atus and it is these idiots. he does the idea it works. the ohters see it. ad ok garth helps lol
-now that isworkhe is in pain neck pain. and pulled it abit. due to his condition. now we help but this sucks here.
they hit big. and face the morlck and fo once and for all. take them down. and cant. lose. are attacked. stan tries tofool ppl and is pout in the museum gets out hits bja. and becomes darth vader and dies after tossing biden intot he pwoer source. he survives. and is the senator palpatine. and says his grandson did it. no. stan did. and would not let him tried to get himinot that empire and biden said no. so disagreed. and biden heard it. ad ok true so....
-and tons of times watch out for them no me ok bye and true.
-morlock prep to hit the rest of the psuedo empire bunkers. tons of times. and until out and then they hit the macs. live here with thepsuedo empire. lose died too last night
forty went out. and are at 100. and ten more stayed. same cews lol no of course not. scott johnson no. it was peter mclaughlin no. he is here but slated to go by others here. yes his own too heard it too. we fight but aweful here. now we see it too no have.
a few he knew not well. a couple from st john and were not preveleant and abused him. and teh sametwo at wneteoth and not known. dead now. five trumpsters out. seven bja and four mnority morlock. seven misc. and five of them were clsose to cammila and a few more bja and trump. yes. but they died saying aweful things about ouor son were puore losers and fell for simple tricksin the field. died laughing we do this and are out. sped back this way in a frantic frenxy thier trucks hit trees crumpled and esploded each five trucks andyeh not tons of folkl noboard. and five more fled fast and one out fo those broe off and krept away andsouth was hit by air forces not held off due to bja yelling it and to suppor the ground forces. and he is an animal andstupid.
it is over for both morlock well all morlock and here soon. out. but only after the engage the empire which rots and tommy f who dwindles. now too. they start and in after psuedo empire to get them out of the way and call.
the south 1000 is smaller about 4.5 % shurnk and they sit and wait for the order to attakc the cavern will die doing it. build up. and to attack. the psuedo empire ships watch. in horror do nohting. are idiots. ok. the bunkers are under attack there too shortly. elsewhere huge forces built up and start shortly and in the eastern hemisphere yes. soon.
tons of bunkers and lots of annouucnements
we publish now
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valarhalla · 3 years
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The 90s Gormenghast miniseries might be the weirdest cultural product ever, because while it was filmed on a budget of “the coin change we found buried behind some couch cushions in the community theatre basement we filmed this in” and frankly a pretty terrible adaptation, it nailed the casting so goddamn perfectly I literally can’t picture anyone else playing the characters and don’t know if a new cast will ever do them justice.
I can’t think of any other adaptations that have gotten the casting perfect and everything else wrong.
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angeldevil · 3 years
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I'm gonna pretend i didn't wake up early to study but instead spent all morning playing ** ....
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outragedslime · 7 years
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You deserve alllll the love!!!
thank you i love u ;_;
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spongebobafettywap · 7 years
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Why are so many female rappers racist? Wtf.
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milk-carton-whump · 3 years
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Rumor has it that Niner is a worthless pet -getyourwhumphere
Niner whines softly but nods, he's been told before and this only confirms that it's the truth. Dr. Birch, his old owner, and Master Hayes made sure to always remind him that even as a pet, something he was supposed to be good at, he was afailure at that too.
"I... K-9 will... will try to be good. To be a good pet." He hugs himself with a quiet whimper.
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borathae · 4 years
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Can I request some softness where y/n is soulmates and best friends with vmin and they hear y/n is upset and rush to her?? I need this in my life.
Pairing: Vmin x f.Reader (platonic)
Genre: Fluff, Best Friends!AU
Wordcount: 898
a/n: I hope Vmin are able to cheer you up a little my dear anonie! hehe 💜
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You really thought today would neverget any better. You really thought you had to cry yourself to sleep tonight.You really had given up all hope for today.
To put it easy. Today sucks andthere is nothing in this world strong enough to cheer you up.
One thing however you hadn’t takeninto calculation. You are best friends with two of the most caring and lovingpeople on this planet and when you casually mentioned that you were sad todaythey gave up everything they were currently doing to rush to your aid.
Jimin took care of all the snackswhilst Taehyung brought Yeontan for cuddles and kisses. The fluffy little cloudof cuteness is currently lying on your stomach, letting you play with his softfur whilst having his eyes closed and dozing off. Jimin and Taehyung arecuddled up to you, alternating between feeding you ice cream and cookies,whilst listening to you rant about your awful day.
“Like seriously how much bad luckcan one person have? I’m so fed up, everyone around me seems to be so lucky intheir life and then there is me, a total failure and biggest idiot in thisuniverse. I can’t do anything right” you groan, letting your head fall to theside.
It lands on Taehyung’s shoulder. Hepresses a gentle kiss to the crown of your head, combing his fingers throughyour locks soothingly afterwards.
“Cookie?” he offers, holding achocolate-chip-cooking in front of your eyes.
“No. I’ve already eaten like five ofthem in the span of ten minutes. I can’t eat more”, you refuse, shakingyour head.
“Then ice cream it is”, Jimin says,leaning over with a big scoop of vanilla ice cream on his spoon.
“Noo, I feel sick to the stomach. Idon’t want anything sweet right now”, you whine.
“Then how about pizza? The reallygreasy and cheesy kind?” Taehyung suggests.
Both you and Jimin look at Taehyunglike he had just said the best thing both of you had heard in a long time.
“Ooooooh, Tae I like the way youthink”, you grin.
Taehyung smirks proudly, dismissingyou with a nonchalant wave of his hand.
“I may be a bit of a genius youknow”, he says, making you snort in amusement.
“Then would the genius be niceenough to get my phone from the bedroom?” you ask.
“No worries Taetae is already on hisway”, Taehyung says excitedly, jumping off the couch.
You and Jimin both chuckle atTaehyung talking in third-person about himself, finding it endearing throughand through. He always does this when he feels comfortable, it’s the cutest.
“By the way ___”, Jimin says nowthat the two of you are alone.
“Yes Jimin?”
“Don’t call yourself dumb or afailure. You are legit one of the most hardworking and intelligent women I knowand hearing you talk so badly about yourself doesn’t sit right with me”, hesays with a strict voice.
“Are you scolding me?” you chuckle.
He nods, “Yes I am. Everyone hastheir bad days. Even Superwoman needs a day off so please don’t feel like youare the only failure on this earth. It’s okay to make mistakes. It’s thestanding up again and fighting on which counts”, he takes your hand to give itan encouraging squeeze.
You smile shyly, lowering your headso Jimin wouldn’t be able to see your blushing cheeks.
“That made me feel a lot better ifI’m being honest”, you mumble to which Jimin squeezes your hand once more,smiling softly.
Taehyung soon returns to the sofa,cuddling up to you again, now even going as far as to throw his legs over yourlap.
“So I ordered three big pizzas. Itold the woman to make them extra cheesy and to put lots and lots of yummytoppings on them”, he explains proudly, “Oh! And I told her to give ussome sour cream to tip as well”, he grins.
“Well done, exactly how I like it.Thank you Taetae”, you compliment him, petting his head.
His proud smiles grow, his eyesstarting to sparkle like those of Yeontan when he gets a treat.
“What were you guys talking aboutwhilst I was gone by the way?” he asks.
“I complimented ___. I told her howamazing she is”, Jimin says.
Taehyung claps excitedly. 
“Oooh, I like this. I want tocompliment you too”, he squeals, making you laugh.
“Guys stop I don’t need compliments,it’s okay”, you are blushing vividly by now, feeling embarrassed about allthe attention they give you.
“But I want to”, Taehyung pouts withbig puppy eyes. He seriously can compete with Yeontan if he keeps looking atyou like this.
“Fine”, you finally givein. 
“Okay so. I think you have reallypretty eyes and your hair looks really good today. And I like how you giveyourself with so much confidence, despite being so goddamn self-critical”, hegently nudges your leg with his foot, “you really inspire me to be a betterperson ___.”
“Thanks” you smile, trying yourhardest not to give away how much their compliments are affecting you.
“You’re welcome”, Taehyung grins.
You had already given up today, butas always Taehyung and Jimin were able to give you hope again, turning the rainclouds in your heart into sunshine.
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sukats · 7 years
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parents (constantly) : you're a worthless piece of shit who'll never amount to anything and we wish we never even had you, you'll forever be a failure and the only thing you'll ever be good for is to cook and clean for a man in the future
also my parents : honey you've been really sad and distant lately is school stressing you out ? :)
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movinghumor · 4 years
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it’s so sad how suffering from anxiety can make you feel shame if you don’t know that it’s totally not your fault. i just found out i suffer from  Agoraphobia and damn
all my life, i felt worthless and useless. i couldn’t do normal things, what an embarssement. my hands would literally get shaky and i would almost wish i was dead than to deal with my racing heart. and my mom?oh she loved to tell me how dumb and stupid i was, and I believed it. realising now that no it’s not something to hide anymore,i don’t have to have to hide my phobia anymore makes me almost emotional. I have almost accepted the fact that i won’t be able to drive becausse i am scared shitless. no it dosent mean i am afailure. so many things i have realised that is a trauma response has opened my eyes. like how I hold my pee when i drink too much greentea lmfao to not annoy anyone. and how i get anxious and hide in my room when im starving because someone is mad at me and how i feel extremely guilty when i set my boundries ad,how i get scared when i’m being honest because there is no gurantee if i will get hit or not.
i’m glad i can acknowledge that all my childhood years i wasn’t “disabled” or “abnormal’. i was just traumatised. but I am safe now. and alhtough my body dosen’t believe this, atleast there’s some awareness to this. and what’s better than awareness?
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the-firebird69 · 3 years
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adn we found that they have ahlf the underground and it is huge mssive signs up sayingwhere they are and intercoms...and we disavleted themthey fight now.they see it is you ppl your not here..we suck this is why mac says we see your idiots mac says..now ee claim ignorance and that is bja oh...we see your an idiot weknow about onsters weare them...i want it up my monsters are real  and they are but are NOT te Kaiju you imbicile and it was this dragon here..no that is a lizard and yeh it is big ten small and yeh the LIzard kIng but you abuseit so it is NOT the Kaiju. and we see it ok rips out bunkers..and your afailure you donthave Blackships awe cnnot hold the thought fine itsi ilusion we pull themout w big ships no no your dumb...the shps are only tiwce asbigif tat..oh. not big enough..the rod then..that is us we dont do that.oh no we see i oh boy your right we getit nothing but nothing from hereon if we dont...they re toodubm  here over there the breach and they cordon it off for ur nothing else got killed off tons of times thought it us. mac
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icant drop out ic ant be afailure but i cant handle it anymore
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it’s nice to get those little compliments through my asks and it’s nice to know that the story is loved so much and i adore writing it
but my heart hurts
i’m so tired. maybe i can cry. my eyes are watering and i’m getting that preassure and maybe i can cry. i’m not much ofanything, still. i can’t draw. i can’t do the designs. i can’t figure out what i’m goin gto o next. a whole year. a whole year and what have i odone what’s changed?. i’m so tired. i’ve made somefriends here and i feel like a sham andso annoying nadn ognoxius and honestly that everyone thins i’m boring or embarrrasing
i’m so self important an d egotistical and selfish and guilty and everything rolls off my bavck huh? i’m so good at keeping myeslf together and taking it on the chin or whatever and going with the flow and i’m just so tred
i’m so so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
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i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
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i’m so tired
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
and i’m spoiled and selfish and a brat and an asshol dn adnd nannoyin and good for nothing and i’m squandinering this opportunity and disappointing and disappointing and disappointing and disappointing and a fi a failure and disappointing and a failure a failure failure filure afailure failure and it’s no one’s fult myut mine and i know this and i just can’t
i’m eitjd titred
tired
tired
tired
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itred
somepeople aren’t meant to exist
osome people aren’t meant to exist this long
is hould’ve been done with two years ago
do i have to do it again another year
do i hae to???????
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