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mewtwoandme · 9 hours

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I haven't really worked on much the last couple of days. I may be suffering from burnout due to working on backgrounds one after another, and the effort has made me tired....well, if I'm being honest, I've just been tired in general XD. As far as finding motivation, I haven't been forcing it and have just been chillin' until it decides to come back.

I was hoping the burnout would go away before the weekend cause I'd personally like to get back to drawing and finishing up the bgs, but life might have other plans. Some last-minute bills have come up that I accidentally forgot about, normally I'm better at remembering and write the dates down, but ehh, it happens. I might have to go in to work the weekend anyway. So I don't see myself being very protective this weekend. A mild hiccup in my plans lol so bear with me guys. Hopefully I'll get my motivation back soon, amongst everything else.

#admin speaks #normally I'd be more disappointed #but lately I've just been in a “it is what it is” mood #at this point...#I'm beyond used to irl shit interfering with stuff I wanna do #bills and working overtime is a smaller issue in my book #but the feeling of being so over it is still as strong as ever :V

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the-mcyt-crackships-brackets · 2 days

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Hey guys it has been brought to our attention that jaiden is ace!

we didn't know that and will change her ship to a platonic as soon as we can, thank you for telling us!

#mcyt crackships bracket #admin speaks

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flowersandbigteeth · 1 day

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Accounts with no pfp freak me out. not because i think they are bots but because they give off a menacing aura. 😂 WHO ARE YOU REALLY GEOMETRIC SHAPE? 😨

#admin speaks

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igirisuscones · 6 months

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the way Jesse McCartney voice acts like rent is constantly due the next day needs to be studied

#LIKE HE ATE HIS ASS UP IM SORRY #thinking about roxas kingdomhearts tonight feeling ill #kingdom hearts #roxas kingdom hearts #admin speaks

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mikuheritageposts · 9 days

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cannot believe i have to be saying stuff like this but terfs aren’t welcome here also also blog mod is very very transgender . im so serious go away

#admin speaks

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jeanmarcoroni · 6 months

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maybe it means something more that Marco wasn't in the smoke. given that Jean viewed the smoke with Connie, of course it's Sasha that they both see. we ALL know Marco was missing in that scene, and that could be intentional. i think there's a greater theme to those characters seen in the smoke, and Marco doesn't fit that theme. seeing Marco is so personal to Jean.

instead of seeing Marco once in that smoke, Jean sees Marco every day.

#spoilers #snk last episode spoilers #jeanmarco #jean kirchstein #marco bodt #attack on titan #text post #admin speaks #shingeki no kyojin #jean kirstein #marco bott #marco x jean #jean x marco #aot #snk #aot last episode spoilers #snk spoiler #aot spoiler

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potatomountain · 5 months

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Got lost in my head and came to a lil realization-

Tumblr is NOT a safe space for people on the spectrum. Not unless you're in specific communities on Tumblr that are about the spectrum.

Honestly the internet isn't a safe place for us because the amount of masking and effort we go through to look over out messages and posts before sending them out is exhausting. Having to go over our own thoughts in a little post like this just so we aren't dismissed, ostracized, or frowned upon for our 'odd thinking' or 'wrong words' is so freaking stressful.

Especially in a creative space for those on the spectrum. There are so many things our brain does in that apartment people would normally find offensive or wrong and that I've been shamed for it's surreal.

So again: Tumblr is NOT a safe space for those on the spectrum.

Edit- [11-08, 3pm cst]

I didn't think this would get any views or anything cuz it was legit just midnight ramblings but I woke up to so many notifications.

I'm glad that there are many who do feel safe on Tumblr and it stays that way for you. However there are some that understand where I personally come from. I have found friends, communities, and the like on the internet [and on Tumblr] that have become safe spaces for me.

Tumblr was one as a whole where I could share my creative side and relish in some acceptance until- like I'm sure a lot on the spectrum have experienced- I did something that was seen as morally wrong in a way I didn't understand and seemed to become a social pariah because of it. People I considered safe blocked me, or soft blocked me and we went from sharing moments daily to never speaking or acknowledging each other. I was harassed and told that 'not understanding how what I did was considered wrong' was an excuse to avoid accountability. Attempting to explain how my brain worked was seen as 'attention/pity seeking'.

It's not the first time I encountered situations like this just because of the way I think, things I say or do, that go against societal norms and was met in harsh ways. Just the first time in a space I thought safe so soon after my own diagnosis so perhaps it's my personal feelings that make Tumblr no longer safe. Maybe I just got unlucky.

Either way- thank you all for your input, thoughts and stories and I really really hope that should any of you find yourself in a situation like mine you are met with acceptance and understanding and people who will stand by you.

#autism spectrum disorder #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #neurospicy #adhd problems #adhd brain #adhd things #masking is exhausting #author in their feels #author speaks #admin thoughts #admin speaks #tumblr really be a source of panic and anxiety for me on an alarming scale sometimes #feels like im back in school trying to make friends but everyone looks at me with disgust or pity #might delete l8r

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buckleyndiaz · 15 days

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OK SO BIG NIGHT FOR BI BUCK STANS.

I am honestly weirdly emotional about this silly little firefighter show I've been watching since high school. It means so much to not only myself but so many other fans, to see bi representation in our favorite show.

Also, I can admit I had lost hope in the whole show by the end of season 6. I wasn't even sure if I would give a fuck enough to tune in but I was curious to see what ABC would do that Fox didn't. And, like, holy shit, they really did it.

Buck kissed a guy. Who is not Eddie Diaz. And he liked it.

I am so fucking excited for Buck, for this storyline to unfold and carry into next season. Tommy was totally unexpected in my eyes, but a nice surprise! I like him so far. Of course I would love him to be the catalyst to Buck and Eddie getting happily ever after, but I'm not wishing him away either.

#bi buck #evan buckley #oliver stark #911 on abc #tommy kinard #buddie #buckaroo #admin speaks

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the-mcyt-crackships-brackets · 15 hours

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To whoever the anon is that sublitted xonorthyn for xonorth x martyn i'm sorry but this sound so much like a medecine

"My doctor prescribed me 5 bottles of xonorthyn a week"

I am accepting this suggestion only because it's so fucking funny

yes crackships with monsterfucker martyn IS medecine and should be treated as such!

#mcyt crackships bracket #propaganda #asks #< technically #admin speaks

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deztinylife · 2 months

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Not Zayne trying to get my attention

Nope...

Definitely not-🤭

I CAN'T WITH THE GUYS!!!!

Rafayel won't come home😭

Zayne would and even make sure I'm (mc) is being taken care as not to be sick and has even start liking latte and AUGHHH?!!

Xavier well...he's just the best!

I..I JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!!

#love and deepspace #love and deepspace xavier #love and deepspace rafayel #love and deepspace zayne #zayne #rafayel #xavier #admin speaks

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survivor-positivity · 8 months

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hi! first post in a while

it's probably obvious now but i'm not going to be active on this account anymore. i started this account when i was 14 or 15 and now i'm almost twenty. i didn't understand what had happened to me, just that it hurt, and i wanted to put out into the world the things i wished someone would tell me.

i won't be deleting this blog because i'm aware it's still a resource for some people but this is most likely the last thing i'll be saying on here. i'll leave this account with: you are not the exception to positivity like this. you matter.

thank you for the lovely community i've been able to be a part of for these years of my life. ❤️

#admin speaks

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flowersandbigteeth · 5 months

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Random thought:

Orc or whatever kind of creature takes you as his mate, you agree… and then when you go to his bedroom instead of a bed you find a huge smooth cold ass rock. And they have no idea that no human with an option would sleep on that

I feel this harder than you know 😭 So tell me why I actually have a scar on my back from sexy time on a big ass flat rock 🫠 it's literally like sandpaper. I didn't even realize it until after.

Lesson learned: I have to just flop on his belly like a baby otter. I am the blanket now!

#shocking #admin's thoughts #admin speaks #my anons

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mikuheritageposts · 9 days

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hey if i tag something with admin speaks it is from the admin. i am dead serious about not wanting transphobes on this blog. i post plenty of joyous trans rights content as miku but please don’t interpret serious posts about not wanting transphobes on this blog as roleplay

#admin speaks #im not upset at anybody just like. for future reference

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hideousvoid · 1 year

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I'm bored and I found this picrew, let's play a little, shall we?

tagging: @love-thanatopsis @4e7her and whoever wants to join

#picrew tag #admin speaks

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