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bunnighost · 2 years

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#upl #vent edit #vent tag #trauma vent #actuallytraumatized #actuallymentallyill #childhood trauma #trauma edit #traumacore #avoidant personality disorder #actuallyavoidant #avpd #my pic

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avoidantcreachure · 3 months

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saw a reply on a post by an avpd blog that said something like “those people aren’t real good friends!! you should find people who-“ and i was like i’m gonna cut you off right there, not being able to do that is like my central character aspect… that’s the name of the disorder

#this is jokey and not discourse or anything also i just thought it was funny #actuallyavoidant #avpd #avpd problems #avoidant personality disorder

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clusterlgbt · 2 years

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Shoutout to trans avoidants whose avpd makes it difficult to transition. Maybe we can’t bring ourselves to correct ppl who misgender us, maybe we can’t come out, maybe we’re too scared to seek transition. or maybe despite our fears we have done all these things. or maybe we don’t even want those things.

Either way, trans avoidants - you deserve support and as a fellow trans avoidant i am here for you.

#actually avpd #actuallyavoidant #avpd #mod parker

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avid-detachment · 2 years

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have an urge to create an online presence

post something in a discord server

instant regret! overwhelming shame!

its been hours at this point and i still feel awful!

#rip me ig #tumblr is.. easier thankfully #avpd #actuallyavpd #avoidant #actuallyavoidant #avoidant personality disorder #avid.x

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hauntedselves · 2 years

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My personality disorder info site is live!

It's still a WIP, but pretty much everything is up that I plan on putting up.

If you have any suggestions, let me know!

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avpdescalate · 2 years

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Bo Burnham clips I wish I couldn't relate to

#bo burnham #the inside outtakes #bo burnham inside #avpd #actuallyavoidant

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avpd-vanitas · 2 years

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I always used to feel bad seeing the "black sheep" family members in TV shows. I only recently realized that was my role in the family.

#original #ok to reblog #actuallyavoidant #actually avpd #actuallyabused #actually avoidant #actually mentally ill #actuallymentallyill #actually abused

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autisticlassiedog · 11 months

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Ghost Rule (Vocaloid) and Self Inflicted Achromatic (also Vocaloid) are two songs that I most associated with avoidant personality disorder

#collie speaks #actuallyavoidant #actuallyavpd #suicide mention tw in the second song like in case anyone goes to look it up and gets blindsided by that

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mirazartsstuff · 2 years

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I am still sick and tired of hearing ppl say that being demisexual is "normal"

Nah, it fucking ain't.

I have issues understanding the concept of one night stands. Yes, I technically understand them but like.... you would fuck someone random??? Once??? And never meet them again???

To make this even more crazy, I have fictional crushes B U T I never actually looked at any of those characters sexually, I was actuallyavoiding any overly sexual material of them if it wasn't in a wholesome context. And not because they are "too precious" for it. They are all adults who would 100% not hesitate to fuck/fucked in canon

For context my current fictional crushes include Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd from FE3H and mafuckin VEGETA from DragonBall.

Some demisexuals have a different experience, don't get me wrong but you can't tell me it's "normal" for me to question sexual relationships with randos and never experiencing any sexual attraction to anyone, other than my bf?

Oh btw Vegeta is a crush I developed literally about a month ago and I still feel weird to see porn of him when I want to find cute fanart. I have been in a romantic and sexual relationship for more than a year now

#demisexuality #it ain't normal KAREN #HOW ARE YOU OK WITH ONE-NIGHT STANDS???#i just want romance before sex my guy

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bunnighost · 2 years

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#upl #vent edit #vent tag #trauma vent #actuallytraumatized #actuallymentallyill #childhood trauma #traumacore #avpd #actuallyavoidant

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avoidantcreachure · 4 months

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avpd imposter syndrome where i have more than one or two friends so i must be faking!!! … but every friend i’ve had i’ve known for years because i struggle with making new friends. and most of my friendships formed because someone decided to befriend me and then were there when i came back from disappearing. each time.

#is this coherent? idk #actuallyavoidant #avpd #actually avpd #avoidant personality disorder

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happywastedyears · 3 years

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hi just so you know if you have a personality disorder I love you personally

#this post made by the borderlines tired of my disorder being demonized gang #actuallyapd #actuallyantisocial #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #actuallyhistrionic #actuallyhpd #actuallynpd #actuallyavoidant #actuallydependant #actuallyocpd #actuallyparanoid #actuallyschizoid #actuallyschizotypal #cluster a #cluster b #cluster c

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girlfriendriddler · 2 years

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Hot bitches lie to therapists so they'll be proud of them. Hot bitches stop going to therapy because it all becomes too much and feels pointless. Hot bitches are scared nobody will believe them. Hot bitches are good at appearing functioning and masking so nobody believes they're debilitated at all times. Hot bitches have avoidant personality disorder. Hot bit-

#avpd #avoidant #actuallyavoidant

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just-shoot-me-dead · 3 years

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It’s a losing battle, no point anymore.

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avid-detachment · 2 years

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I don’t feel like a person, I don’t have any sense of identity that I share with the outside world (do I have any identity at all? is anything about me even real?). I don’t leave any trace of myself behind; I want to be known, and yet i guess I don't have enough energy or desire to change any of the things that result in me living like this. So i continue to exist in this unsatisfying, half-formed state.

#npd #avpd #szpd(?)#maybe?#avid.x #cluster c #cluster a #cluster b #actuallyavpd #actuallyavoidant #avoidant personality disorder #szpd #oof this post is a mess

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exhaustedborderline · 4 years

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#actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #actuallyavpd #actuallyavoidant #actuallymentallyill

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