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every now and then at random moments i think about domingo molina and how fucked up his life/death were and i have to take a minute
#at work today#this shit hit me out of nowhere#like how fucked up is this#it's already tragic enough just watching brba#but when you add what you learn in better call saul#it's soul crushing#absolutely fucking devastating
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thought about mischa lecter for too long
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Jaskier in s4 seconds after seeing Geralt:
#the witcher#geralt of rivia#Jaskier#geraskier#netflix#just because you can doesn't mean you should#henry cavill#absolutely no hate to Hemsworth#I barely even go here anymore but the loss of Henry Cavill's Hm/fuck is devastating to me#also everyone's reaction is so funny
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I think there's something to be said for fanfiction that loves canon in a way that’s rude. Like thank you for this wonderful thematic tragedy made out of this character’s entire arc ending in death, it was emotionally and intellectually moving, but also fuck you fuck you fuck you they live, this time and every time they live, they never died, their flaws are not their undoing, actually they have no flaws, actually they save everyone, actually who cares about a story, any story, where this one dies, actually i cared about that story so much i made a new one, actually i cared so much i unmade the old one, you gave me morals and i left them for the mortal, but they’re mine now and i will never let them die, actually thank you, actually fuck you, strongly worded letter to follow
A kiss for canon and spit in its face all at once, it’s great
#my post#i use and plan to use the 'canonical character death tag' WAY too much to post this but still#fanfiction#everybody live nobody dies au#and a five#this is about your blorbo absolutely but before that it was about#robb stark#to crown him is to kill him#on the one hand he must die because there are no good kings#king of the north was the death knell of robb the good brother robb the good son robb the loving friend#on the other hand#he was the nicest sixteen year old in the world#on the other hand fuck you there sits the only king i mean to bend my knee too#what if king was just a name for a brother who loved you#love that story of thematic importance about the inherent devastation of feudalism#but fuck you he's perfect and he lives#fuck you let him be soft and let him be mine#in general im against sandpapering your blorbos but actually my blorbos are soft and round and perfect#boubas if you will#and who cares if theyre a little unrecognizable#the version of them that gets to live#resurrection and comes back wrong but with the multiverse of what if they lived fanfiction
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great day for the reminder that fandoms are ruined by those who comment hateful things on fanfic
writers don’t owe you anything
writers make fics for free
there is a back button for a reason
#its absolutely devastating to hear that still after so much time people choose to write hateful comments on fanfictions#writers dont owe you one fucking thing#fics are free and tagged#and there is a back button for a reason#i love this fandom but its discouraging to hear that people have to leave because of hateful comments#fanfic#fanfiction#codywan
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thinking about "it's unreasonable to assume that a character knows what genre they're in" and how in series 1-3, Merlin (and the audience) thinks that he's in a fantasy adventure comedy. no one realises that he's in a tragedy until it's too late.
#I do stand by what I said literally a few minutes ago about how calling merlin a tragedy is giving the writers too much credit#but I think you could twist it and say that the writers also think merlin is a comedy and don't realise that it's a tragedy until series 4#which makes it worse. because so many things that happen in the first half of the show are absolutely tragic but are played as comedy#the end of 'the sins of the father' where uther says that merlin is “a trusted ally in the fight against magic” THATS FUCKING DEVASTATING#but it's played as funny#and it's only when you reframe the genre that you realise how truly heartbreaking it all is#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin meta
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I’ve watched FMAB a thousand times but Greed’s death STILL gets me every fucking time. 1. Him realizing that Ling is going to get hurt and possibly killed by Father if Greed doesn’t leave his body, 2. Greed coming to terms with the fact that he’s definitely going to get killed by Father but he’s willing to make the sacrifice for Ling, and 3. Greed discovering that what he wanted was what he had the entire time, and that was true friends who would stick with him through thick and thin, who would share the same experiences and failures and triumphs and still love him despite his homunculus status. I’m so.
Also I’m SO pissed at the fact that Pride got to live but Greed didn’t. In my brain I kept saying “Well yeah I guess it makes sense for all of the homunculi to die bc they came from Father and HE has to die” but then I remembered that Pride LIVES and that makes me so salty. Out of all the homunculi Greed deserved to live the MOST AND I JUST. FUCKIGN.
#It’s been years and I’m STILL in denial#I’m living in my fantasy Soulmate GreedLingEd AU. Don’t fucking talk to me about canon#Anyway we finally finished FMAB today. My roommate absolutely LOVED it lol#But of course he would it is The anime of all time after all ;)#Shima speaks#FMA#FMAB#Fullmetal Alchemist#Greed#Ling Yao#Also it fucks me up EVERY time that Ed and Ling are the Last People Greed sees before he dies#The last people he looks at#The two people he cared about the MOST#AND. Greed’s death is what gave Ed the final push to defeat Father#Both he and Ling were DEVASTATED at Greed’s death and I’m. SO fucking normal about it#GODDD. God. G o d
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On this day, October 23
In 2022: My Chemical Romance performed their 59th show of the 2022-2023 Swarm tour at When We Were Young festival in Las Vegas, Nevada, USA. At this show, Gerard Way, Ray Toro and Frank Iero all wore prosthetic special effects makeup to look like older version of themselves, and wore the black and red stage costumes they used following the release of their album "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge". Mikey Way did not wear prosthetic makeup, and instead had faux blood dripping from his mouth. This show was the only show of the 2022-2023 Swarm tour where "The Foundations of Decay" was not performed. At this show, "Nothin But the best" was written on the drums. (🖤)
Watch the show here!
Kris Lori Fuentes Cortes
#absolutely devastated that i couldnt find any proshots of all 4 of them i hope everyone is posting them#what a fucking statement of a show.#Tried to summarise the outfits as quickly as possible but fuc k.#the merch merch as well. franks wig. opening with INOK and no foundations. the most garbled vampire money ever.#the vampire money confetti cannons and the fireworks. half the crowd leaving after wttbp. this show was everything#tour date#2022#october 23#mcr wwwy2#swarm era
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An attempt at a fem Harry design, but make her already wlw
Kim follow-up!
#THE most devastating breakups are the wlw ones#disco elysium#genderbend#harry du bois#harrier du bois#disco elysium fanart#jajadraws#digital art#dolores dei#dora ingerlund#we need more pathetic women representation....#scarred for life by a wlw situatioship#I FEEL LIKE I COULD HAVE MADE HER MORE FUCKED UP I'M SORRY#AND ALSO ABSOLUTELY NOT HAIRY ENOUGH I HAVE FAILED EVERYONE
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SO. TO KICK OFF THE WEEK OF SPECULATION BEFORE THE UPDATE DROPS.
last night i had a bit of a Revelation. literally. i borderline woke up in a cold sweat with this realization. the way i lunged for my laptop to scream at friends... ough. lets get into it
so. i do believe I've made a couple of theory posts about Barnaby not being quite as receptive to his and Wally's "forced" best friendship as Wally - since the show wrote them to be friends instead of it happening naturally. i thought it might be a point of tension for Barn. i thought a lot.
YES SO I'M TOSSING (almost) ALL OF THAT OUT THE WINDOW!
the bios state Barnaby as Wally's best friend multiple times over. it had to be regularly reinforced. their colors were chosen to mark them as friends.
but Barnaby - presumably - can't see the bios, he wouldn't know the scripts. the friendship would be natural from his perspective. how would he know otherwise? even if the relationship started out synthetic, i don't doubt that it became genuine. in the context of their world and perceptions, realistically speaking Barnaby probably wouldn't sense anything wrong.
the reminders to be best friends weren't for Barnaby.
they were for Wally.
i'm starting to suspect that Wally is Barnaby's best friend, but Barnaby isn't Wally's. i think that Wally's "best friend" is Home - or at least Wally has a closer connection to them / Home is more important to Wally than anyone else is.
i remember reading this livestream trivia (from theneighborhoodwatch's doc, if you haven't their resources yet what are you even doing?):
and i assumed it was for Barnaby's side of the relationship. but it's not, is it? it's Wally's? and it makes too much fucking Sense! it fits! i can see it perfectly! i can feel things slotting together in my mind due to this shift in perspective, and i'm scared
Barnaby probably thinks the relationship is natural, just like how he thinks he's a real person in a real world. Wally probably knows that the relationship is a role, just like how he knows he's a puppet in a false reality.
that leaves me wondering how much of it is genuine on Wally's side. i don't doubt that they really are friends, but how deep does that connection go? in the interview, Wally sounded excited/proud about having a best friend, but how much came from a place of feeling, and how much came from a place of Fulfilling The Role? how much of it is performative? how much of it is a mask?
i've been seeing everything differently. Barnaby poses for Wally the most because he has good balance and is good at staying still, not because of favoritism or because he's Wally's best friend. in the 14 (15 including the hidden halloween) audios, Barnaby consistently seeks out Wally and checks in on him. Wally seems more casual about their relationship than Barnaby is.
i'm worried that Wally values Home & You/Us over Barnaby. that Barnaby is second or third place in Wally's heart. that Wally means more to Barnaby than he means to Wally. after all, only one of them needed their relationship to be reinforced on a seemingly regular basis.
i'm confident that Wally cares about / loves Barnaby, but the question is how much? to what extent?
#IM SO FUCKING ILL.#and by worried i mean Frothing At The Mouth. that would hurt so good. it would be delicious#i mean. it makes so much fucking sense. it feels Right!#and oh the ways this could hurt barnaby#i already suspect he has some Internal insecurities and shit but. oh man. if this is true it would break his heart wouldnt it#he has his hearts on his palms but wally's hearts are hidden on the soles of his shoes....#god. no this. this. i cant start ranting and raving about what this means for barnaby and how i think it might affect him#the picture all the pieces of What We Know About Him So Far paint#all i'll say is. comic relief characters are always a tragedy under the mask.#wh speculation#homebogging#wh theory#welcome home speculation#welcome home theory#the way i was losing my absolute shit in discord. Man.#i am continuously in premature mourning over barnaby.#eddie might be doomed by the narrative but barn is Screwed by the narrative#poor guy just can't catch a break#also the idea. the Concept. that wally might consider you/us a closer/dearer friend than barnaby#is. its. well its devastating and juicy as Fuck!#there's. there's so much to unpack here im gonna be honest#for the first time since getting into this project im feeling like im starting to see a cohesive picture#the implications. the connections. the way it ties into themes. man... oh man... And It Makes. Sense.#barnaby knows wally better than the other neighbors - Besides Home - but how much more?#does he think he knows more than he does? i mean absolutely. wally is still hardcore masking around him.#wally doesn't confide in him not really#but man. Man. oh i understand why completely. at least i like to think i do#oh boy this is gonna kill me and im gonna like it#i had this realization and i felt my neurons shift just a little. just Enough. FUCK#barnaby b beagle. baby. i am so sorry but you're gonna have a hell of a fucking time
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miles watching 505... and putting on a brave face
(via kkmeeluqq's IG story, 17.10.2023)
#he looks so fucking sad I'm devastated#night absolutely ruined I'm off to cry myself to sleep#there is not one good reason why he's not up there#not one#why is he not up there I'm never getting over this#and i just know that some time later some prick on a radio will ask him why tf he didn't play with them#and he'll mumble something about time or some technical bullshit and will barely be able to get his words out and#he will become tongue-tied as per usual when asked anything concerning alex#this is horrible goodbye#LOOK AT HIM#i want to scoop him up in my arms and hold him for HOURS#miles kane#alex turner#milex#arctic monkeys#the car tour
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top 10 dutch women throughout history
#klaasje amandou#disco elysium#local fluffy hair enjoyer absolutely devastated upon finding out their favorite character has flat as fuck hair#extravagances#my art
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there's a million MK1 related things I want to draw, but to break the ice, a quick painting of smoke :)
#mk1#mk smoke#mortal kombat#absolutely fucking LOSING it over this game#i was fully expecting to fall back into my bi-han bullshit but ohhhhhh kenshi and johnny cage got me.#also these three. smoke. kuai liang. bi-han. i am a SUCKER for messy interpersonal relationships#and man those three are serving something that i am feasting on#fellas this game gave me oath breaking. im THRILLED. im devastated. im having an amazing time#watching people do playthrus of it. eventually i'll save up for a laptop and then also grab this game to play myself
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miss missing you is posisbly the most fucked up song of all time and i think thats beautiful
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luo binghe better than me fr i think i would've gone fucking apeshit if the person i loved with my entire soul pretty much said "fuck you" because of my race and pushed me down into literal hell for me to suffer for years
i've said it before and i'll say it again, i really don't think we give binghe enough credit. that man was on concerning levels of forgiving all the way from the start
#this would all be without xin mo eating at my brain btw#were the things he did wrong? of course. can you blame him? absolutely not.#like lets not act like at least half of us wouldnt go insane#i would be devastated#just.. place urself in his shoes ok#like he was able to still change for the better despite all the shit he went through#able to realize his wrongdoings and make up for them#thats fucking amazing and we should not discredit him ok#my ass would probably do the same thing as him tbh. or have a whole mental breakdown. or both#also same goes for bingge i wouldve done the same shit too probably. id fuck shen jiu up#again#not excusing his actions but i feel like people seem to focus on that part of him way too much when we literally see his character growth#and yeah hes still just a little unhinged but arent we all#hell some people are WAY more fucked up than binghe and they didnt even go through#i love him so much can you tell#so anyways yes if he were real i would date him hes so relatable#because then id now that he would actually change for the better and make things up and learn from his mistakes#yeah haha yes hes a red flag whatever all jokes and fun but are we just gonna ignore his development???#im not a binghe apologist. maybe.#svsss#mxtx svsss#luo binghe#luo bingmei
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AU where Future Mikey and Future Leo, after risking everything they had to send Casey Jr. through the portal, find themselves not only alive but also awake in New York.
...The New York of the 2012 TMNT series.
With much less intimidating Kraang, seemingly no mystic powers beyond their own, and a whole-ass other set of both themselves and their brothers, I just think there’s a lot of potential there.
#rottmnt#tmnt 2012#rottmnt au#future leo#future mikey#tmnt crossover#potential includes:#leo and mikey becoming the 2012 crew's weird uncles#2012 watching this other old Mikey be super OP and being filled with terror#literally anything with future Leo and 12 Leo have you fucking Seen them#absolute and utter emotional devastation and trauma#and future Leo and Mikey teaching the 2012 crew how to have fun (AND be safe and responsible)
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