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lunarharp · 4 months

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when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly:#well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that.#eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone.#course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me.....#just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly)#and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..!#his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass.#I know all about u. and i will save u

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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i f. i fucking forgot a pencil so i cant scribble out this Thought i had while on a lil road trip today - basically i was thinkin about Wally, as ya do, and i asked myself why does Wally eat with his eyes? its such a Fascinating yet somewhat Out Of Place choice for him. how did Clown come up with that? its so unique. it stands tf out.

and then i remembered Frank & Poppy's convo for their 'bug' audio, and how he says "you eat with your eyes first" and like... thats a real phrase. ive heard it in my life. & it set off lil alarm bells in my head the first time i listened to the clip, i just hadnt connected the dots yet. so its feasible that thats why Wally eats the way that he does - and an in-universe explanation could be that Wally heard the phrase before he could learn how to eat 'properly', and took it literally

essentially:

Frank: you eat with your eyes!

Wally: *rdj meme format* you eat with your eyes

#also dont have wifi so i cant type out my musings on my laptop #and typing on my phone kinda Hurts #so! this is a note to myself to Talk About This and Scribble a silly thing Later!#in a couple of days!#no wonder he only eats when no one is looking....#they all eat Normally but hes over there like 'oh shit oh fuck i dont know how to do that. uhhhhhhh'#i imagine he heard it and immediately internalized it forever #core memory. this action will have consequences. new skill unlocked. this cannot be undone.#wally just casually fucking with the laws of reality.... good for him! good for him #i mean why not!#its not like he knows what reality is! or the laws of physics! he doesnt have to obey what he doesnt understand!#someone says You Can Do This and hey. look at that. he can!#and wow this beef jerky im eating tastes like chemicals.#absolutely unprompted #homebogging #welcome home speculation #wh speculation #I HAVE BEEN SITTING ON THIS. FOR HOURS. DYING TO WRITE IT OUT AND POST #BUT I WAS IN THE CAR AND I GET CARSICK SO EASILY #so i couldnt....#but now! now i am in this motel! relaxing! not moving! AND I CAN POST!!!!#anyhow i really need to get on posting more Thoughts bc i have so many #on wally's behavior on other characters & dialogue choices and just!!! Agh!!!!#speculation galore!!!!#ill have to wait though! sadly!#damn. i cant draw i cant Post. whats a bitch supposed to do #good thing i brought my crochet project smh #and a book <3

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annamaryllis · 27 days

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I would like to know exactly how luke asking annabeth to run away with him went down.

#annabeth🥺#it's sad to think about how it'll be so much harder for annabeth to unpack and heal from that relationship bc he's dead #it's hard enough to come to terms with someone you love/held in high esteem hurting you so deeply #but she's also grieving him too so it's even harder to hold him accountable to herself and recognizing the good and the bad #she may struggle to not romanticize the memory of him #sorting through what about their relationship was pure and genuine and what was fueled by other stuff #both of their trauma really played into it in some of the worst ways...#but to even recognize how her trauma played into it she'd have to identify what her trauma even is and how it's affected her life #it's really complex and difficult work #and bc he's gone she'll never get to question him on stuff like what he was thinking at certain points and why #so certain things will never get the best closure #ugh it's all so fucked up #MAYBE SOMETHING WE COULD HAVE EXPLORED IN HOO RICHARD???? BUT NO #and it would have been perfect too bc she'd also be dealing with issues caused by both of her parents triggered by the MoA quest #like her mother's conditional love #and trauma from her mortal family #and her fear of spiders relates to both of these things bc it's a phobia that's passed down from her mom's actions #so she's being punished for something she's not responsible for and also being burdened with a quest simply for being her mother's daughter #and it also represents her mortal family's neglect bc they ignored her needs and all that...#AND THEN the only person she's received actually pure and good unconditional love from was snatched from her for 6 months #and the MoA quest could have been a way to confront some of these fears and wounds...so she's a little stronger by tartarus which #should bring out the best in her and the worst in percy #and then he can work through some stuff too down there #HoO could have been a journey for them where they're undone and then healed #bc at the end of everything they have the medicine to literally everything which is real love (which they have for each other intensely)#the rant I could go on about this...I have so many thoughts about what HoO should have been. maybe one day #annabeth chase #luke castellan #✏️

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yanankim · 1 year

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Jinho + Hui ♡ Candy by H.O.T

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icedteaandoldlace · 6 months

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K, so as much as the rest of season 1 and the entirety of season 2 would suck with Cisco being dead, now that this thought is in my head, I can't stop thinking about how wild that would be if they literally killed him off for just that period of time, with the intention of bringing him back via Flashpoint and keeping him on for the rest of the show, but making the audience think he was gone for good for a whole entire season. That would've been CRAZY, yo.

#The Flash #Cisco Ramon #Barry Allen #obviously the whole thing with Dante would have to go out the window #because we didn't meet Dante until after Barry time traveled the first time #so there's no significance in killing him off if he hasn't even shown up yet #and because the big thing that Flashpoint changed about Cisco's life is now in fact Cisco being alive #so now instead of Barry returning from Flashpoint and finding Cisco depressed because his brother is dead #he's returning from Flashpoint and finding......Cisco? Alive???#and Cisco's probably his usual bubbly self and like that's a good thing but also #Barry is freaking the fuck out because CISCO'S BEEN DEAD FOR OVER A YEAR AND NOW HE'S BACK LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED #and obviously has no idea he was murdered in another timeline and also!! neither does anyone else!!#Barry has gone overnight from being on a team full of other people grieving for Cisco #to being the ONLY person with memories of learning that he was dead and all the shock that came with that #and the funeral and the supporting each other and the trying to grow around grief #and now it's all just gone but he's still affected by that death even though it's been undone now and NO ONE understands what he's feeling #and of course he's probably also really worried about losing him again #and since Dante's death was one of his big motivations in canon for not altering the timeline again after Flashpoint #(because causing that and irreversibly hurting Cisco was the biggest and worst consequence of altering the timeline)#in THIS version it's kind of the opposite #in canon he vowed not to change the past again because he saw the harm it could do to people in the present #but this time it's because he accidentally made his life in the present better by bringing Cisco back #and now he's terrified that if he changes another detail from the past Cisco will go back to being dead #and he can't risk letting that happen #it was hard enough going through that the first time #and he's just been through having to let Thawne re-kill his mom which led to Zoom re-killing his dad #and maybe getting Cisco back is a fluke in the universe and it wasn't supposed to happen #but if life will let him have this one bit of relief by gosh he's not gonna do anything to mess it up #(then of course Cisco's gonna piece it all together eventually when his powers finally kick in and hooooo boy is THAT gonna be a ride)

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imminent-danger-came · 9 months

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Current crack theory:

MK was the Lady Bone Demon's original power source for her mech ("You're nothing but a battery for my mech", the vision she gives SWK of MK screaming and burning away in Revenge of the Spider Queen, ect.), which is a theory @lmk-vibes has.

(originally I was gonna write a post on it based off of lmk-vibes tags forever ago and I started on it, and now it's been sitting in my drafts for over a month oops. anyways.)

We also know that MK is somehow related to memory (the way the curse interacts with him in general, the scroll emanating from him in 4x02 and 4x11, "You can't remember where you came from", probably just the underworld in general), and we ALSO know that LBD's original plans were to "undo the memories of this world". So, maybe to carry out those original plans she was going to use MK—a being related to memory—to do exactly that, but then the samadhi fire came along and was another viable option to create her clean slate.

#bonus eamk theory: MK himself being a fresh start/clean state post-stone after his memories were undone would be so fucking good I tell you #Like look. Look. Macaque in 1x09 takes in MK's power through his right arm #And that's ALSO where LBD's powers manifest in Macaque at the end of s3 #LBD was originally described as an ''ancient mystic power source'' in 1x08 #There are just a lotta dots that I feel are gonna come back #welcome to imp's continuing adventures in making yet another maybe possible yet still kinda unhinged crack theory for the lego monkie show #It has been a pleasure #lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk theory #eamk theory

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boydykedevo · 1 year

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hate hyperfocusing on a drawing and then finishing it at like midnight. like i can't post this now! what do you mean i have to wait til morning???

#i've almost finished this entire thing in. five and a half hours.#not fully start to finish i had a vague sketch (that i ended up redoing) but like 95% of the process was undone #its been a while since ive been completely unmedicated so i don't totally remember Proper Hyperfocus #my memory is shit lol #but the sorta mild hyperfocus i get nowadays is like. i can come out of it but only a couple minutes at a time #idk again i dont have a regular hyperfocus baseline to compare to *shrug*#icarus is talking #adhd tag

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abyssalpriest · 10 months

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Working with Leviathan be like

Leviathan: *completely both rewrites a severe trauma trigger back into something neutral and freeing, and further reconnects me to the Sky and myself off plane and pre-incarnation in the space of 24 hours* yeah nice, anyway we should play video games now I'm tired

#ramblings //#Emphasis on he works over the span of months but he really is a uh... A pool of water that doesn't drip into your mind until you open the #door. And you think you will be drowned when you do but he is so soothing. And he walks with you #And sometimes what he walks you through is really painful and it's like what the actual fuck am I doing but he stays there like #duh it's what I said would happen it's fine trust me #And you do and then it's like. Holy shit. Look what I walked through. Hope you're proud of me #leviathan //#ramblings //#Anyway. Friendship ended with Despise A Certain Game now Ending Of The Game Where She's Soothed And The Rain Fades is my friend #And. I didn't realise how much I'd become afraid to talk about me. I talk about Leviathan all the time as the sky but I don't.... Like #talking about myself as a part of the day sky and what that means. I have. Thanks to him. Had gateways opened to astral memories #that I was too scared to touch and.... I'm.... I think I'm ready to start recorroborating my info between brains in astral and physical #bodies..... I think..... I'm ready I'm... I am So fucking End Of Game Where Rain Fades right now and that makes me want to fucking bawl my #eyes out because a) I wasn't allowed in the cult I was in to go near that part of the game bc they told me the character there was alive and #she hated my guts and thought I was disgusting. And b) god the storyline involving her is just so so so so so relevant to my life post-cult #:( you know. Just :(#Diary //#The child returns to her mother the cycle is done the rain clears the ocean is infinite the workings of the cult I mean church are undone #And that doesn't scare me anymore? The cult was so.... Had me thinking that any time that game was brought up they were in control of it #and they would see me and it was their game and they made it alone and I could never just enjoy it as a video game.... It #Still hurts a little but leviathan walked me through allowing it to be neutral and admitting that I see myself in it. Because I tried my #hardest to not admit that thinking that if I did they'd be in my head but mo #No* it's... Its a communal thing. It's allowed to be relatable to a wide audience for neutral reasons. I don't have to break down when I see #it. And I'm allowed to talk about the Sky and I'm allowed to talk about where and when I met Leviathan and I'm allowed to not hide what I do #with him because others may take it as gross exaggerations for bragging rights - I'm allowed to be neutral. Just because at one point in my #life I thought astral projection was only for a select few does not mean now that I do it I have to hide it in case someone like me #takes their insecurity so far that they see my neutral declarations as an attack on them............. Anyway #The Day Sky. My beloved. You mean so much to me. I won't forget my purpose in this incarnation I will not hide it #Thanks Lev #I love that arguably calling him Lev is more controversial than calling him Tengri but it's Not just a nickname lmfao

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beachbunnymp4 · 2 years

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The one thing that i didn’t really like that much about the Winchesters is that like, Mary and John seem to get along okay despite the angels (if i recall correctly) saying they couldn’t get along at first or something. I hope we get an episode that reveals the meeting we saw wasn’t actually their first meeting, and instead happened after a memory wipe or, after a cherub time travels to do the whole arrow of love thing or whatever. then the episode shows a few of the scenes from the pilot except this time they’re just, really rude to each other.

#does this make sense #spn #i hope that the whole show you just see little bits of memory wipes and time travel things being undone or happening and stuff #spnwin #the winchesters #supernatural #spn prequel #john winchester #mary winchester #supernatural prequel #spnwin 1x01

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jinruihokankeikaku · 2 years

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remembering this insane line from episode 3 because like...the audience hears Eren's internal monologue in that scene, and...that's not what he's thinking or feeling. at all. and she delivers the line so straight, so deadpan that no one around her even knows how to react.

from the beginning, Mikasa was confident about two things - that Eren was a good person, and that he loved her. Both of those things almost turned out to be true, but one of the main themes iterated again and again in this story is that the higher the abstractions in which you've invested yourself carry you, the farther you have to fall.

#it reminds me of that line in Memory Lane - 'the part you would play was so unthinkable.'#not only did she have absolute confidence in him from the beginning #she also maintained that confidence even after he betrayed her. even after he tried to kill the world. even after she had to stop him.#this ties into the broader themes of dreams/abstractions being deadly - the idea of Eren is to Mikasa as the idea of freedom is to Eren #or the idea of power is to Kenny or the idea of honesty/selflessness is to Ymir or the idea of uncovering the truth is to Erwin #characters in snk are universally undone by the things/people/places they idealize.

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heart-founded · 2 years

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[ Ooc but I just love how different my muses are ]

[ I’ve got rambunctious rascals ]

[ Precious children]

[ Kind and benvolent powerful beings ]

[ And the one who almost destroyed the whole world :D ]

#off the shelf | ooc #you gotta slap on a smile and throw in some pep! | ms chalice #here comes monkey kid! | mk #the flame of a dragon burns the hottest | mei #the ice no longer defines me | annie #golden webs golden threads | karstia #nothing heals the soul like time and medicine | bai su zhen #the forest welcomes you | millennial tree cookie #may fortune be upon you today | pure vanilla cookie #shall we write our memories in the stars? | cream unicorn cookie #destiny cannot be undone | lady bone demon #[ a tag dump disguised as a silly ooc shitpost? ]#[ nooooo what're you talking about? ]

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thick-daddy-dandelion · 2 years

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#i wish there are things that could be undone from my past #but alas #here i am with them a part of me in my memory and being forever #how can i not let that grief consume me #thinkin

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consciouschunkofmoss · 2 years

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#sometimes realizing you no longer like someone when theyre now far away is much too difficult to accept #it surprises me how much of the love i had for friends simply came undone and vanished the moment we parted ways #its a strange feeling. to stop loving someone #to grow indifferent to their lives #i think it bears a heavier feeling in my heart than having followed on opposite paths due to anger or misunderstanding #indifference always plays a role on how significant it is to suddenly now be insignificant to someone else #or to see a (once) loved one as more than just. one that exists #it hurts to know that i was probably not built for long term love #maybe there is something wrong with that statement #or maybe not #but its still strange at how this hollowness gnaws at me #why should i feel bad for something that isnt there anymore #i think maybe thats not really the right question #i think that. its not the mourning of what you lost #but of what you once held so dearly and now doesnt even seem to be able to grasp - no matter how hard you try #its not the item itself you mourn for #but the clear off-putting feeling of its absence through the memories of its presence in the past #like when something gathers up enough dust on a shelf #and once you take it out theres a mark of where it used to be #the only part of the shelf untouched by the layers of dust #now open to be filled again - yet never again with the same thing #i honestly dont know how to express this #ive just been thinking a Lot about this recently #maybe a couple of weeks by now #maybe it was proximity the only thing that held us together #and maybe it was our opposite thinking that entertained us #but did not necessarily mean we were friends because we liked each other or the knowledge we had available to share #maybe the proximity and every day life rotine just made ourselves relatable to one another. and that made a sort of connection #and there is still love in whatever this is #but the likeness of it all was just simply gone the minute they left

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nexus-nebulae · 7 days

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it feels very strange sometimes how strongly paracosm affects the system as a whole

#did you know once in paracosm Ro accidentally turned back time and we actually just Lost a headmate????#like. in the rerun of everything that ro had undone we just Did Not pick up one of the friends we met along the way #and bc the time fuckery actually removed our memories in paracosm #WE LEGITIMATELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT HEADMATE DISAPPEARING FOR TWO YEARS STRAIGHT??????????#we still cannot find him we think in the rerun he just Didn't become a demigod and didn't get involved somehow????#and being involved in the story of paracosm is a pretty big prerequisite for us absorbing paratives #like even if their part is minor they have to show up at least ONCE but he just DOESN'T anymore???#he's just Not There and all of us are sitting here like. where tf did he GO #like you don't just Not get affected by the background radiation living in your home???#anyway now Voidworks is getting some memory fuckery finding out he's BEEN HERE for MONTHS but only remembers a few #because yet again paracosm memory curses #we all collectively like. write paracosm sometimes. we have fun acting out the scenes together and everything #and yet sometimes IT WRITES US 😭😭😭

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the-friend-of-chickens · 3 months

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If any of the s1 archival team had survived until the very end of the podcast, would they remember the real Sasha? If the fears aren't there anymore, would they have been able to grieve her properly?

#i gust relistened to the s1 finale and im having thoughts about Sasha again #and i dont really remember if at the end the fears leave the earth completely or if they still linger somewhere #but if they're not there anymore would their memories of her come back?????#or is it just already done and the damage cant be undone???#maybe in some point they give the info but i dont remember anything #so i like to imagine that if for example tim had survived #he would finally be able to place somewhere the grief he carried and didn't know where to place #and she would be remembered #anyways #tma

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