coining the term panopticon parenting to describe being gaslit into believing your parent is far more closely monitoring you than they can actually be bothered. trauma responses include wondering why the hell you can't list a single instance of your privacy actually being violated despite growing up v much convinced your parents knew all your secrets
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I have been referred to a neurologist but we don't know yet if it'll be a nice doctor or one of the asshole military doctors that trained mum
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Bestie sosndidnxn I forgot to tell you but when I was starting to wake up from my coma but still heavily sedated and shit (so I would be awake for a few seconds or minutes and then out to the world again) I actually had thoughts (or dreams idk what they were) about you
sfdjfkfk neptune you can't say that and then not tell me what the dreams were
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my uterus is killing me from the inside but tbh I'd be a lot more impressed if it were killing me from the outside
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