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#YouShouldBlacklistThisKindOfThing
lemememeringue · 2 years
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coining the term panopticon parenting to describe being gaslit into believing your parent is far more closely monitoring you than they can actually be bothered. trauma responses include wondering why the hell you can't list a single instance of your privacy actually being violated despite growing up v much convinced your parents knew all your secrets
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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I have been referred to a neurologist but we don't know yet if it'll be a nice doctor or one of the asshole military doctors that trained mum
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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"you just always have to make everything gay" ... I've literally never talked abt this kind of stuff w you before
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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I DID IT Y'ALL
FIRST DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT ALL BY MYSELF
AND
I GOT PILLS 🥳🥳
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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got anxiety abt not having enough anxiety
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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I rly wanna try forearm crutches but idk if my wrists could handle the weight
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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girl help I'm experiencing symptoms
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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not to be mentally ill but what if humans are supposed to feel like this and I'm just rly bad at being a human
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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I once again feel insane
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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do you think asking the doctor what's the normal level of suicidal ideation one should experience during menstruation is too much yes or no
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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my legs gave out. mum and grandpa helped me back to bed. I can feel the muscles in my thighs twitching.
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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Bestie sosndidnxn I forgot to tell you but when I was starting to wake up from my coma but still heavily sedated and shit (so I would be awake for a few seconds or minutes and then out to the world again) I actually had thoughts (or dreams idk what they were) about you
sfdjfkfk neptune you can't say that and then not tell me what the dreams were
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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the seizures where I just blink way too much and my head rolls around... why.
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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first appointment went well! nurse was cheerful and doctor wore a snazzy white pantsuit. twas v professional. tomorrow they steal my blood.
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lemememeringue · 1 year
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love reliving trauma instead of washing the fucking dishes ✌️
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lemememeringue · 2 years
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my uterus is killing me from the inside but tbh I'd be a lot more impressed if it were killing me from the outside
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