2017 was 5 years ago...

a decade and a half this year. don't mind me crying at a thought of it.

official rip to my drawing tablet, goodbye my old friend you never really worked in the first place but illl miss u anyway lol

do you all realise how insane it is that txt are celebrating their 5th anniversary

He¥ $@il0r (Patreon)

Bonus:

shoutout to me in elementary school gently coercing all of my friends to join my brady bunch fan club, blissfully unaware that they had no idea what the brady bunch even was

Astarion needs so much therapy.

can't stop thinking about that one post tumblr put on my dash that was like the main difference between luffy and teach is that teach is luffy without a dream..................... i mean it's cool to have our own understanding of the characters and all but how did you erase teach's introduction from your memory that thoroughly

i know i’ve been super quiet recently and it’s mainly because my life has been in absolute shambles and i’m trying to keep myself distracted every second of the day lest i go utterly insane and also nothing ever goes on with me in general so i’m not sure what to... talk about really. but i think i’ll start endeavouring to more often, or at least when i feel up for it since i know isolating myself twenty four seven isn’t healthy haha.

so uh...... i’m nearly finished with my novel! i only have a few more chapters but i’m estimating it’ll be done by the middle or end of summer depending on how the editing process goes :) don’t know how long it’ll be until i publish it afterwards since i’m not exactly sure how to like, go about doing all of that stuff but i’ve put a lot of effort into it, and i really hope it shows eventually. 

LMAO KURT YOU HAVE NOT GOT A SHOE IN FOR THE LEAD ROLE OF FALSETTOS IM SORRYYYYY IN NO WORLD COULD YOU BE MARVIN

maybe it's just bc i was raised by a woman who grew up a farm girl during the Great Depression but i just don't understand how people don't use things until they're unusable -- wearing clothes until they fall off and are too threadbare to repair anymore, don't finish their plates (and even more heinous, don't store leftovers and instead opt to throw leftovers away entirely), don't force their old car to run far past the end of its life, don't keep their shoes until they can feel every pebble through the worn-down soles, don't keep their electronics with the glitchy screens until the picture becomes unusable or the damn thing doesn't turn on anymore. we used to fill near-empty bottles of soap and shampoo with water to try to help them last longer. we used to count the exact number of toilet paper squares we used. the living room couch i grew up with was already old and full of holes by the time i was born, and we kept it near 20 years more.it is such a striking cultural difference comparing my family and how we descend and behave from the arms of my great-grandmother and our matriarch, to other people's families that didn't struggle the same, or didn't keep their elders in close enough proximity to be affected by their history. how well did you know your grandparents? did you ever meet your great-grandparents, or hear stories about them?

MY HXH PHASE WAS FIVE YEARS AGO??????????????????????????

feliz jueves i was fucking right

another one of those 'cannot seem 2 come up with any combination of garments that's bearable' days unfortch :/

i hate that when you figure out how much time away something is. that number does not Stay The Same. I've been saying sixth grade was "six years ago" for like. five years now 😭

so much respect to people who prefer AUs where their favorite characters get to live and be happy, but my thing with tragic characters is that their tragedies are so painful and compelling because they are inevitable… and so, for me, to undo these characters’ endings, to rob them of their cathersis, is to rob them of themselves.