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#Unprepared
insomniac-dot-ink · 7 months
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Looking at historical writing friend groups with Hemingway or Woolf or Lord Byron like. I would not survive that polycule.
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chronicsyd · 2 months
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ON the topic of RE7&8 can we talk about how Ethan’s one of the most UNPREPARED protagonists in a horror game like… Ever?
Like dude went to a Random Ass farm in Louisiana on the off chance that his missing wife Might be there (cause he does admit that it could be a prank for all he knows) and comes face to face with a vhs tape showing people dying in the house he’s in, said wife going on a violent rampage resulting in him being stabbed and having his hand cut off, being force fed intestines and other grotesque stuff by a family he’s never even met but knows him, having said family try to kill him NUMEROUS times, while going off about “being part of the family” that’s trying to Murder him, having to go on a scavenger hunt on the off chance that whatever he’s finding could possibly help out Mia and then at the end of it all has to kill a Giant Mold Monster.
And, while he seems more prepared in RE8 with military training and gun books he’s still WAY in over his head with his Baby daughter getting kidnapped and dealing with the Lords who drink blood, antagonize him with hallucinations of his supposedly dead wife, a fetus monster thingy, a gross sludge monster with mommy issues, a dude with metal powers and Even MORE mommy issues, said “mommy” that kidnapped his daughter in the First place ripping out his heart and learning he’s been DEAD since the Baker incident 3 years prior.
Like damn dude could NOT catch a break!
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herushingu · 11 months
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Good evening, Hellsing 🛡
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Sometimes you won't be able to finish preparations or artwork, having to scrape by on less than the bare minimum. It's never going to get easier, but not all days will be like this. Make it through as best you can & remember that a positive attitude can at least be a good shield until you get home to unwind 🩸
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sarahmackattack · 11 months
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Does anyone experience that stage of packing where they are completely convinced that they are going to walk out the door without essential and basic items? I'm about to leave for a 2.5 week trip to Japan and I currently feel like I might show up wearing one sock. I'll have my backpack with me, but it just contains a snorkel and a pack of gum. Go to show my passport and all I have for the agent is a smushed snickers wrapper.
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starmocha · 1 month
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SIR. THAT CAME OUT OF LEFT FIELD. 💀
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thatsbelievable · 1 year
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howifeltabouthim · 1 year
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I hate any kind of social interaction I'm not expecting.
Anna Dorn, from Vagablonde
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callingauguste · 9 months
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WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME TDP SEASON 5 DROPPED EARLY???
ALL OF YOU ARE FAKERS
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thejourneyonward · 11 months
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Check out this clip! EngineerNita streaming Have a Nice Death! https://clips.twitch.tv/TameArborealWoodpeckerMVGame-jKYvYgf8QlnAp-wO
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another clip courtesy of @rheatyrano I knew I fucked up as soon as the words were out of my mouth....
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me and my mom are planning to ask my psychiatrist for a full psych evaluation and advice on how to get an autism diagnosis and it’s crazy how many things i’ve been describing to people that i never realized were apart of autism:
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sensory overload:
- i have an insane sensitivity to sound something that i’ve been trying to explain to people (including about 7 therapists) for years. i can feel it in my brain like in my ear IN my brain. it physically pains me and i’ve literally dropped to my knees in the middle of a school tour because i heard a random ass scraping noise. i also cannot stand pencils for one thing, the feeling of it hitting the paper is unbearable. i physically cringe everytime i see one being used and especially using one myself. istg my younger brother purposely tries to set me off and that gets me angry as fuck. this usually ends in me just screaming at the top of my fucking lungs (no words just screaming) and at times becoming physical. it’s just literally my brain doing anything possible to get rid of the sound
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masking:
- i’m still trying to find out the definition of this but i literally just talked to my therapist about this the other day. i had to permanently move from in person to online school mainly because of sensory overload but because i always fucked up socially. i pride myself on being well mannered, polite at all times, wary of other people’s needs, considerate, analyzing facial emotions, but i’m only able to do those things with people i actually know and i’ve learned over the years how to handle those people and myself around them. i never realized that until i got out of the insanely small bubble i was in. i told my therapist that “i can’t help but be myself” and by that i mean i always wanted to change myself into just being more friendly and able to keep up a conversation without being unbearably awkward, but i always fucked up.
- this has resulted in me trying to be aware of everyone around me’s needs and i try not to offend anyone. this usually ends in me breaking down because no matter how hard i try i usually end up failing and “feeling mentally ill af” as i usually call it. this is only really a problem for me with in person situations. online i am more myself and unafraid to do so because online i feel like i don’t need to hide if that makes sense?
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stimming:
- YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY AND RELIEVED I WAS WHEN I RESEARCHED MORE ABOUT THIS. i for a stupid amount of time have certain things i do to calm down. these things have been noticed by family friends, my mom especially, friends, and random ass people because of how strange it apparently is. what i usually do is shake my hand in an orderly manner if that makes sense. like i shake it back and forth like a tambourine. i used to do it in the middle of soccer games and that’s when people started to take notice, but now i use it in breakdowns and when my senses are overloaded. i just recently was doing it to calm myself down after a failed social attempt that was thrown at me while walking my dog (my safe space usually)
- i’ve never brought up that method before because i thought it was stupid i suppose and i have a hard time talking to people about something that matters to me without thinking that they don’t fucking care. i’ve been taught for a decade now how to do deep breathing and grounding exercises but nothing compares to that random ass jazz hand i do 🤷🏻‍♀️
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mutism (sometimes):
- something i’ve done for a long ass time now (that has gotten me into a lot of fucking trouble btw) is shutting up completely when i’m super fucking stressed. actually sometimes i just don’t feel like talking? i will stop mid sentence, like i run out of juice. even my thoughts get tired of moving, it’s relaxing sometimes. unless it’s almost involuntary, for example me struggling to form anything other than hums and grunts when spoken to. humming is a habit of mine that people point out and associate with me on a daily basis. i just hum out words and sometimes people get what i mean and sometimes they don’t. if they don’t i ignore them entirely because of how fucking pissed i get of having to repeat myself (even tho i have people repeat themselves to me all day because i always drift off)
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special interest:
- okay this one was hard to deal with because i always talk nonstop about “you’re just mad you’re not interested in anything! i’m not obsessed it just makes me really happy!”and they may have a point but at the same time fuck off because it makes me happy so leave me alone. i go into like hyper focus on really random shit. for example i’ve had years worth of phases (or current ones): sims 4 (obsessed with the control), minecraft (easy to drift away into), certain musical group (i don’t even know how to explain this one), hot wheels (holy shit i lost my fucking mind over these things growing up), etc. the thing is when i get into something, i get into it. i learn everything about it, i make whole notebooks, i make focused playlists on spotify, i daydream about it for fucking years and lose my sense of reality, etc. it becomes a staple for who i am and i guess i do get a little obsessed? but i really don’t see it that way. it’s just normal for me
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twitching (?):
- time for the “this isn’t right but i also don’t know if this is apart of asd?” i’ve read something about tics as some people have describe them? my face and body repetitively twitches hard. it usually starts when i start to get triggered but gets progressively worse as i go more into it. it can be painful at times because i can’t really control it and i knock into things (the anemia already has me knocking into things but this is different lmao)
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advice please:
- i really don’t know much about this, but i do know that autism can be genetic (i’m still researching) and both of my brothers (21 and 10) have been diagnosed with autism and it’s never really been considered for me? i have been diagnosed with all the same mental disorders as my older brother, we’re very similar when it comes to how we perform as human beings, but nobody has bothered to check with me. they usually just try to add another mood disorder, ocd, or bpd to my list.
- i’ve actually been told i display ocd tendencies by my psychiatrist and looking back at it i think it was just repetitive movements and intense bursts of energy caused from me having a breakdown
- i’m going to ask my psychiatrist about what to do and get some advice about where to go from here especially with everything i’ve learned because these basic ass anxiety and grounding coping skills aren’t working anymore and i just need something more, something that is actually helpful for what i’m going through, and i honestly believe that this is it
- please let me know any info you have, i’m researching a lot and am hyper focused on this shit like a mf but i still have some stuff that i don’t know and some paper online isn’t gonna teach that to me
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gracegrove · 7 months
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I am tired of the big meanies in this world. Why can I not be allowed to exist and thrive? Why is this such an unexcusable act?
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picsfortheday · 1 year
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satindregs · 1 year
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Sunk Cost Fallacy
A >500 wrd draft lol
I meant to write more but work + life is a terrible mix so i’ll post it here☆(≧∀≦*)ノ
Also, I MAY add to this later on (if I don't forget). if it's interesting to y'all lemme know
Gow Atreus in pain & ruminating lol
It's been years. Years since he's been home; since he left too early. Too early to know how to dress a stump, at least.
It's the second time he's let an enemy get the better of him. The fact that it was einherjar that got to him makes it sting even more.
Odin is gone, so why are they still here? Spite, maybe? Atreus quips to himself, clenching his teeth, breathing labored.
You'd think a Jötunn warrior like Atreus would be used to blood. And he is! Just not... in copious amounts.
In Atreus's defense, the beasts he often face are not the kind that have blood. Creatures made of sand and stone are made of only that. And maybe a hateful spirit or two, but those don't have blood either!
Anyway, back to the (still bleeding) stump. Atreus whimpers as he ties a strap of leather around his thigh. To stop the bleeding, his father had told him after he had to reattach Atreus's hand.
That had hurt; a lot. Yet, the worst part was the waiting. (His hand had been violently ripped off after he had gotten too close to the valkyrie they were helping. It had been bloody, to say the least.)
Deep breaths, he reminds himself after he recognizes the sound of his hyperventilating.
The archer lulls his head back and gulps down air. His vision is starting to wane. Atreus scrunches his eyes and shakes his head.
Wake up.
He shakes and shakes his head. Then, resorts to slapping. Or, at least he means to. Apparently, thinking and doing are different things, now. Who knew?
"Loki?" he hears deeper into the cave- cave? Atreus tilts his head as he wonders how he got here. No; focus.
Atreus crawls toward the voice, to the impenetrable darkness before him.
Atreus, in the end, is unable to save the infected skin. He is left with an ever-throbbing stump that refuses to heal. His godly powers do not help even numb the pain. It hurts.
The warrior mourns his leg, yet nonetheless gets creative.
"Ah!" he means to feign. key word: means. The scream of pain had been real. As had been the fall. "shit, shit, shit!" he whines as he tried to drag his body into the darkness.
The feign had meant to draw out any burrowers to the surface. Instead, he had leaned too much weight on his, newly twisted, ankle, causing him to lose balance.
"shit, shit, shit!" he whines as he tried to drag his body into the ever-present darkness.
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sybmecomics · 1 year
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Margin... of... error. Oh god. I don't think I've ever drawn something this funny and sad at the same time. To think we thought we could plan and foresee what would happen.... Oh... sweet summer children...
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wakaanbaby · 2 years
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Alright y’all here are my outfits for Electric Forest!! My last one is just a dress cause I know I’m gonna give up by the last day or will end up buying an outfit there😅
Outfit details:
1. Freedom Rave Wear mushroom suit with Eat Me shorts from Spencer’s. LSDream Pash and Fluff Wakaan earrings with necklace by Elysuian arts. Crocs.
2.One of a kind TaintedThreads bodysuit in XL with Emily 375 Demonias. Witch stars necklace from NomadKandi Halloween drop and the plugs with star earring attachments are from Wish
3. Butterfly elf wire earrings from Renaissance Fest. Fairy top with hood from Wish. Flare black pants from Walmart.
We leave in two days I’m so excited!!!
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acid-anarchy · 2 years
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Makeshift bad luck beads for my fourth exam
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