#T_T yk after this mood shift i think i'm gna have my period soon....
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I'M DOING GREAT YEAHHH
#🌙.rambles#for the past few days i've been feeling more like myself again!!!!#i'll start bothering my friends again later today >.>#AFTER I NAP WHEN CLASSES ARE DONE BCS I'M SO SLEEPY#for every day this whole week i've actually stepped outside n walked for a bit#my sleep is still very fucked up so i'm gna have to prioritize that#writing a lot these days helped me rmber who i am again#WAHH I HATE BEING NEGATIVE >:O#after i clean this up i'm probably gna#maybe make a sideblog if i don't want to just ramble to myself in my notes#i rlly wonder how others perceive me now tho#has it been obvious i'm been kind of sad lately#T_T yk after this mood shift i think i'm gna have my period soon....#NO PLS IT'S SO FUNNY SAYING THAT BUT 😭😭 it is rather true from past experiences#uwahh i still feel bad for pushing ppl away tho T_T#but instead of dwelling on regrets#i'll accept what has happened. i'll accept my shortcomings. i'll do better next time !#i feel at peace rn. i have a lot of things to do still but i'm getting back to normal#ngl i am worried tho abt how my mood as of late may have influenced the ppl around me T_T#that's out of my control but hmm i think i /feel/ like i have some responsibility for it#a lot of times i say 'dw' but i really do appreciate the times when ppl go out of their way to share words#i try my best to be real and authentic but sometimes i feel like a burden. persistence and honesty counters that#i'd like to reach out more again to others now that i feel better again so maybe i'll dm some friends? or just check up on ppl i care for#the uncertainty the confusion in silence. being lost in a river oblivion in forgetfullness#the pain of ignorance is dangerous. which is why communication is important#but i very much understand the hesitance in that when i'm afraid of what cld go wrong#personally i rlly appreciate everything everyone does for me but there are ppl who don't have quite the same level of gratitude#thinking abt a lot of stuff again. hmmm.#i wrote quite a lot stuff for an assignment earlier in perdev. needing to write n reflect on stuff like that helped me wind down#i'll think more later tho i'm rlly sleepy i wna nap for a bit ><
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