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jonnnysuh · 2 years

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There are not many things I’m sure of in this lifetime, but what I do know is, most nights I’m awoken by the sound of music from the credits of the movie we put on hours ago. I’ll get up to turn off the tv and land right back into your arms.

Tonight is different, though. You’re dreaming away, one arm extended out because you’re expecting me to be there, and why wouldn’t you? So I settle into the right side of the bed and my heart can’t fathom how you are the same man I fell in love with all those years ago- you’ve grown into your looks and your legs far extend the edge of the mattress.

For all the juvenile love letters I’ve written to you, and the hearts I scribbled with your initials + mine . Even after all the mornings I’ve woken up next to you, it still hasn’t sunk in that I get to love you.

I get to look into your eyes and discover the newest universe all from the comfort of your twin-sized bed. I have the privilege of leaning into you and I’ve never wanted space less than when you hold me. I feel so at peace with you, yet you are the same man I want to shake up the world with. I’ve learned to brace myself for how cold your feet get no matter what the weather is, and I know when to tug on the blanket when you have just a little bit more than me. For all the moments you’ve babbled in your sleep, and the times I’ve woken up in the middle of night to turn off the movie that plays in the background of our dreams, I am in your space and I will always welcome you in mine. Sweet dreams.

#vernon fluff #Vernon chwe #seventeen drabbles #seventeen #svt #kpop imagine #kpop scenarios #kpop writing #vernon imagines #honestly??? IM SUPER rusty #listen to oceans & engines by Niki to get into my headspace #seventeen timestamps #THIS IS NERVERACKING #i

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driedupeyeballs · 2 months

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OH MY GOD???? I already love them sm

I literally edited a new profile for them for this cuz the old one was outdated BUT YEAH IDK IF THIS WAS AN INVITE TO INFODUMP ABT MY JAMIAZU FANKID BUT IM USING IT AS ONE

Btw I can only wish to achieve your level of snake knowledge I thought my reptile hyperfixation went deep but yours is deeper I wanna know your ways

But that isn’t relavent YEAH HERES MY JAMIAZU FANKID HI TUMBLR *lets them out like you would a spider under a cup*

So I have a shit ton of Twst fankids btw! They kinda swim around in my brain but only a few ppl I know have gotten the info dumps lmao

Skye was the first one I made I think (actually it might’ve been Rico (florid) but eh oh well who’s counting)

But yes this is Skye Ashengrotto!

They’re my older Jamiazu kid, I do have two. The younger one is my octo boy Akram :) he’s funny I wanna pinch his cheeks but he’s not the point here

So Skye! It feels weird publically infodumping abt my OCs like wtf am I even supposed to put here

They’re a half mer, which do work a lil different than normal mers in my lore. Half mers can transform without a potion but it’s still a long and generally painful process, esp going from mer to human. I kind of switch between calling them a snake mer and a naga but there’s lore there- Nagas exist in my lore outside of sea snake mers, there are also fully terrestrial Nagas. So the terrestrial nagas wouldn’t be considered snake mers but the sea snake nagas would be a type of mer while also still being a naga ITS CONFUSING DONT ASK (actually do. Ask everything so I can roll more of my fankids out like marbles)

Skye was created by a spell, I haven’t quite worked the details out 😔 but Jamil is part gorgon in my lore which is why they have the hair snakes which isn’t a typical naga trait. And to elaborate on the hair snakes: they are alive, the one w the bigger stripes is Flora and the smaller stripes is Jett. Skye can communicate w them telepathically and their eyes glow which is kinda neat. They’re kind of Skye’s version of floatsam and jetsam (unless u count Rico (florid) and Lilac (treyjade) which is like their ver of the twins- IDK ITS COMPLICATED)

idk what else to put here so LETS THROW SOME FHARACTER DYNAMICS YEAH and also mentioning some of my other fankids! They all have profiles (except my Malleus kid I’m sorry Aihan I can’t think of a design for you) but I’m probably gonna save those for another post-

So jamiazu in my lore live in the Shaftlands in a beachfront place and also live pretty close to Treyjade, however Florid live in the Queendom. The octatrio and their spouses is a close group so they’re essentially a big family. My treyjade kids are Maren (older) and Lilac, then my Florid kids are Rico (older) and the twins Mary and Eliza.

Skye saw Lilac more as a kid cuz they lived so close together but also saw Rico a lot when flrd would visit or they’d go to visit them. Rico is an agent of chaos and Lilac is Skye’s 2nd in command so their dynamic on a surface level is pretty similar to the octatrio, but there’s still a lot of differences once u get into the meat of it. Tho Lilac and Rico are Skye’s best friends and basically like siblings to them.

Outside of jamiazu Skye is particularly close with Jade, they share a love of tea :) he’s their cool but also slightly unsettling uncle

THEN THERES SHENZI- Shenzi is my younger kaliruggie kid and I am not gonna get into her here bcuz she rlly needs her own post w all her trauma but good lord these two do not like each other. Shenzi’s really nice but she’s not quite as nice as Kalim so after about 5 months of trying and failing to befriend Skye in their freshman year she just gave up and now their relationship is nothing but hostile (which was not helped when Shenzi and lilac started dating)

Speaking of that tho- so my idikei kids :) Ember (named after the pokemon attack) is the older one and he’s basically that “Jock idia can’t hurt you he’s not real Jock idia:” thing as a person he has the Fire hair n shit but he plays basketball and is heavily extroverted but no one gives a shit abt Ember this is NOT ABT HIM this is abt his sister! Her name is Zelda because you know Idia would name his daughter Zelda- she got all of Idia’s social anxiety lmao. She’s extremely shy and there’s a total of like 4 people in the school she can actually talk to without melting into a small stain on the floor. She’s an Skye are both in board games club and sometime in early freshman year she falls on her ass and knocks over a bunch of stuff which Skye happens to witness and cue the most awkward interaction known to man bcuz Skye can’t talk to pretty girls and Zelda can’t talk to ANYONE but they end up walking to the mirror hall together afterwards which becomes a routine. Except they’re both awkward as fuck take like almost two fucking years to get together bcuz neither of them are gonna do anything abt it BUT THEYRE VERY CUTE!! I love them

Also my ashengrotto siblings are very wholesome I need to write some stuff w them- Akram is a little shit and he loves pissing Skye off but at the end of the day he admires them and Skye loves their brother a lot :)

Anyway good lord I’ve yapped too much okay OH YEAH Skye has a Russian blue cat named Mariana who they just fucking found on the side of the road and thought it was a mouse so for like 2 years Azul thought Skye was gonna eat the cat

OK HERES RHE ACTUAL PROFILE these aren’t as chaotic as the other ones all the other ones are more meme than profile ALSO RHEIR UNIQUE MAGIC DOESNR HAVE A NAME AT THE MOMENT IF ANHONE HAS AN IDEA FOR ONE PLS SHARE I HABE NO THOUGHTS

(If you recognize my art style from instagram no you don’t also THEY DO HABE EYES I JUST DONT DRAW THEM CUZ MY STYLES WEIRD)

But yeah I love them I hope they explode (affectionate)

#Skye ashengrotto #they have a tag now I guess #twst ocs #fankids #twisted wonderland #jamiazu #shaking as I post this #wHY IS SHARINF UR OCS SO NERVERACKING I WAS LIKE THIS WHEN I FIRST POSTED MY YUU OC TOO #maybe that’s just me #ash-OCs

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softdaemons · 11 months

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i need sasuke with kushina and mikoto and itachi with naruto headcanons stat

#i love family dynamics :(((((#i think mikoto and itachi would be SO sweet on naruto and it makes him so anxious cause he always tries his best to be a good impression #and is so nerveracked on if any of his goofball behavior makes it back to them or if they ever see him being a bratt #but nar can put up a front for smooth sailing exchanges. maybe less so with itachi #sasuke on the other hand is always a MESS with kushina #maybe not outwardly visible but she can read him like a book #and if this is like growing up kids au i 100% love the headcanon of him having alittle crush on her like shes just so pretty kinda thing #but yeah kushina can disarm sasuke so fast and he has alot of respect for her and her rank as well as being nars mom #i think they could have alot of bloodline discussions in canon too and the legacy that depends on them with the sharingan and uzumaki #chains sealing healing etc etc #also in this au naruto gets nerfed of his canon powers so he can have his mommas abilities >:(#personal

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warlordfelwinter · 6 months

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that post that's like anxiety's so stupid what do you mean i'm scared of having fun with my friends

#did you know if you don't dm anything for like months it becomes very nerveracking and bad again #personal

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e77y · 2 months

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Doing a uni project on my embarrassing old interests from high school is all fun and games until I have to share my ideas with my classmates in a Zoom break-out room (nightmarish) 😭

#outlining my analysis is fun.... sharing it with other people............. not so much #also it's about transphobia in the series which is sort of nerveracking to talk about #oh well. hopefully I just come across as annoying and pretentious instead of..weird for choosing this topic 😭#I MEAN I DON'T WANT TO BE THOUGHT OF AS ANNOYING AND PRETENTIOUS BUT. you get the point #especially bc I live Transphobia Capitol USA (Florida) (hell)#🤓posting

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jemichi90 · 10 months

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omg I think you got the name Dora for her from a short fanfic where Vash asks Wolfwood abt it. I love that one

Oooh, I haven't read the fanfic, but I've definitely seen that name floating around, so I'm glad to know where it originated from! I might have to look up that fic. xD

#reply #nerverack #ask #randomness #trigun #fanfic #thank you for telling me #I don't read a lot of fics so I'm sure I find out about a lot of headcanons indirectly #which can be confusing #but being confused is just a part of the whole Trigun experience xD

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salsusman · 2 years

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Somehow Teen Wolf be out here ending a 2+ years art break, will be putting up the daily sketches

Excited to see the rust start falling off w practice and time!

Day 1 - 1 1/2 hour, Theo and Liam separate sketches

#my art #teen wolf #liam dunbar #theo raeken #sketch #its pretty nerveracking putting art online after a long break #esp when i can see issues w proportions #but im practicing selfkindness and really happy w these considering the long break #fanart #sketches

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theultimatepumpkinpie · 11 months

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partcially dislocated my shoulder and suffered immensely for two days because I didn't realize it until I popped it back into place this morning. thank you hEDS so much for being so unpredictable and bothersome

#my posts #my nightmare hell life tag #still managed to have good days emotionally anyway #but god was I in pain and nerveracked about it #thank fuck for my boyfriend and my new friends and hobbies for keeping me happy though it all

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8redphoenix8 · 1 year

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👀 if youre still doing them ^^

oops, i was asleep! here’s a detailed punisher sketch i never finished 💕

#drawing #my art #sketch #asks #nerverack

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thebrideoftiffany · 1 year

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Please just tell me everything about Sam because I love him

YES GOOD

he’s very, very edgy about his hair, rightfully so after what he went through, and very few people will ever be allowed to touch it. he’s very fashionable in general, even though he doesn’t have much access to it, and he particularly likes jewelry and sunglasses (easy to shoplift lol). he loves hair metal (motley crue, poison, guns n roses) but will never ever ever admit to his love for abba. he refuses to believe he’s capable of love, and the very many people he does love he’d die for. he knows how to drive. he will not tell anyone how he knows

#always nerveracking to introduce a new character i’m so happy to hear that #anonymous #henry series

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heliocentral · 1 year

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Happy b-day Lee! 🎉🎉🎉

thank you haley!! 🥰🥰🥰

#nerverack

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rabbithub · 1 year

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Okay, now that I'm tracking down Mew, I realize it has Metronome, meaning I have to save every time it shows up in a area.

Because if it uses Self Destruct or Explosion...

#pokemon crystal clear #pokeposting #this will be nerveracking.

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elphelelt · 5 months

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I SENT HER THE FUCKING DRAWING I DXBXJD II BCJD

#THIS JS SO NERVERACKING I CANT DO THSI #AAAAAAAAA #PULLS HAIR DROPS TK KNEES AND YELLS INTO THE SKY

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sketchybusiness4130 · 7 months

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The main Basics of this story has y/n fixing up a half destroyed pizzplex and the animatronics within. As time goes by y/n travels out to other fazbear properties and impersonates their presumed dead father, the Ceo of Fazbear entertainment to bypass old security/commands some bots may be trapped by. All the while digging up ghosts and uncovering the horrific truth behind your family's legacy. There is much to explore so Welcome to my Au!

More posts about the characters and world incoming! (Some may not be colored)

Ive made some posts to help y'all get a feel for the many characters ive been working on for this au!

[Y/n and the Dca]

[Mixed bag of characters here]

[Mediocre Melodies: Star and Dream bots]

#fallout!fnaf au #fnaf #aaaa #ive been working on so much world building for this #no plans for a fic atm #but plenty of ideas!!#too many tbh #god this is so nerveracking #fallout #five nights at freddy's #fnaf au

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colorful-otaku · 1 year

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PLS 😭 I'M AWKWARD TOO DON'T WORRY, I GET IT SJSJSJSJ Online interactions are always so much harder for me for some reason, so I when I was typing the ask I was literally like, "Do people do this? Is this okay? Omg he's gonna think I'm weird." BUT YOU'RE LITERALLY SO FUCKING SWEET AND I COULDN'T HELP IT.

I understood the tags!! I knew what you were saying/feeling because I phrase things like that too, so it didnt come off wrong!! The hate-love relationship is SO RELATABLE. It's like, I love this, i swear but you tore my heart and I hate you(love you) so much. Sjsjsjskaks

Honestly, I'm happy to call you my mutual <3 and thank you so much <33

I completely understand, your response has got me doing the same, literally kicking my feet and giggling sjsiwjwosn I'm smiling stupid at my phone right now, my cheeks hurt 🛐

AAASDFGHJKLASDFGHJKL IM HAPPY TO CALL YOU MY MUTUAL AS WELL <3

And it wasn't weird!!! Honestly my cheeks hurt from smiling so much too lmao

I kinda feel the same way when i reblog so I'm really happy you think I'm sweet!!!!!

Also THAT IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL I- ASDFGHJKLASDFGHJKL I'm glad we understand what each other meansss

Thank you and no problem asdfghjkl

#im just so happy asdfghjklasdfghjkl #i love interacting with people #like its nerveracking sometimes and im afraid of being awkward but like we're on the same train of thought lmao #a lot of the shit i say gets misunderstood so im glad you understand what im meaning asdfghjklasdfghjkl

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anonaddy · 2 years

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Someone stop me

Im so tempted to join the dsmp rpers.

#The group !! Not abandoning hermitcrew just like making a new rp blog #Very nerveracking cause like- im just a lil guy an their all like so cool and have big blogs #Plz..i dont know if i should or not..

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