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Baby Girl - Sweet Pea Imagine

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Requested by @thejilypage

‘Can you do sweet pea as a baby daddy and him and the reader were together before they got pregnant’

Author’s Note: In this imagine I tried to capture what I think Sweet Pea’s reaction to becoming a father would be, I hope you like it. 😊 Enjoy x

Requests are open!

Warnings: None! Just pure fluff.

Word Count: Get comfortable, it’s a long one. 2,170.

Sweet Pea’s POV

I clasped my hands together so tightly as I held my precious baby girl in my arms. Her beautiful brown eyes wide open as she adjusted to life in the big wide world, her long eyelashes fluttering as she looked around, taking in her surroundings.

If you’d have said to me a few years ago that at 17 years old I’d be a dad I would have called you crazy, but oh god, I wouldn’t change this for the world. I remember the day when Y/N told me that we were going to become parents like it was yesterday, behind today it was the best day of my life.

Flashback: 9 months ago.

The silent treatment. The most terrifying thing in a relationship. Y/N had been distant from me all day at school, although we hadn’t argued or anything. I was terrified that she’d fell out of love with me and was going to end things. That would have killed me. Sure, we’d only been together for a matter of months, but I had never felt so much love in my life before she entered it. Coming from a broken home, having to provide for myself from the age of 14, I was used to being alone but when she entered my life, I was used to constantly having somebody around. Used to being held when I was feeling down, to having someone to kiss and cuddle, someone to show me what love was. If that had ended, I couldn’t have coped.

I’d text her during class inviting her round to my trailer for dinner that night, she never answered but I prepared dinner for two anyway – by prepared I mean I ordered two portions of food from the local Chinese takeaway. I knew she didn’t like fuss but if this was my night to save our relationship, I was going to pull out all the stops. I draped her favourite fairy lights around the curtain poles, turning them on to create a romantic mood – corny but only the best for my favourite girl. I rummaged through my cupboards to find a few tealights, setting a few on a small dish and placing them in the middle of the table – I lit them carefully and smelt as the vanilla aroma took over my small trailer. Finally, wrapped in a sheet of brown paper and secured with a piece of twine, I placed a fresh bouquet of flowers over the placemat that marked where she would sit – a bouquet made up of wildflowers, sunflowers and a few Sweet Pea’s as a personal touch.

I looked at the clock and it was coming up to 7pm, if she was showing up it would be any time now. I poured her a glass of cheap wine, the best that I could get served on the Southside and began dishing out our food. As I was sharing out the final few spring rolls between our plates, I heard a quiet knock at the door; my heart racing as I hoped that I would open it to find her on the other side.

I quickly wiped my hands on a hand towel to rid of the grease that the food had left behind and made my way over to the door, opening it to reveal an unusually shy looking Y/N. I smiled down at her before taking a step towards her and embracing her in my arms, planting a kiss on her head, running my fingers gently through her long hair that flowed down her back. I pulled away to look her in the eyes, she looked like she’d been crying – her eyes were slightly puffy and her mascara running. But she was still the most gorgeous thing I had ever seen.

“I was worried you weren’t going to show up” I said quietly as I moved out of the way to let her in.

I watched her as she made her way into the trailer, hearing her sigh as she saw the scene in front of her. I only caught a glimpse of her face before she turned to walk towards her chair but I’m pretty sure I saw a tear make its way down her cheek. She began to take off her jacket, but I ran to help before she had the chance, I gently pulled the sleeves from her arms and hooked the jacket on the back of my front door before pulling her chair out as she sat down.

I studied her moves carefully, watching as she picked up the bouquet of flowers, pressing them carefully against her nose as she smelt their fresh scent. A smile appeared on her face, easing my nerves slightly. She placed the bouquet onto the spare chair behind her and I approached her, placing her food down in front of her, accompanied by a glass of wine. I saw her tense as she noticed the wine but decided not to question it.

“Plated up takeaway, so romantic” She said giggling as she picked up her fork and began to eat. I smiled and joined her at the table and began eating my own food. I was so content being here with my love, but something felt off. Just minutes later I noticed that she’d only taken one bite out of a spring roll and was simply sat there pushing the noodles around her plate.

“Something’s troubling you baby. Please tell me what’s wrong. I can fix it”. I put my fork down and stood up, moving round to crouch next to her, snaking my arm around her waist, placing my hand underneath her t-shirt and tracing circles on her hip. I felt her tense under my touch and looked up to her as the tears began to fall down her cheeks once again, but this time she couldn’t stop or hide them.

She leant down to bury her head in my neck as I tightened my grip around her, I carefully pushed the table away and pulled her down, so she was sat on my lap as I leant against the couch on the floor.

“I’m so sorry Pea” I heard her mutter between sniffles, I played with her hair and pulled away from her slightly to look her in the eye, but she was doing everything to avoid my gaze.

“Sorry for what Y/N. Please darling you’re worrying me, I’ve never seen you like this”

It was after I said this that her gaze fell to fall in line with my own, her eyes red and bloodshot from the tears, her mascara gone from her lashes and smudges across her under eyes. I gently used my thumb to wipe away the smudged makeup from her face before resting my hand on the back of her neck, continuing to trace circles on her skin – this time her neck.

“You can talk to me darling”.

She tilted her head to the left, resting it on my hand before exhaling a deep breath.

“I’m pregnant Sweet Pea. I’m so sorry. I thought we were being careful, I understand if you don’t want anything to do with me. I’m so….”

Before she could finish I pulled her into my arms once again, rocking back and forth as the tears began to fall down my cheeks.

Of course, I hadn’t planned to start a family so young but there was no way in hell I was leaving Y/N to raise our baby alone. I was going to be a father… and I was going to be a good one. I wanted to be what I never had.

“I will never leave you Y/N. This baby will grow up in a loving family. I will work more, I’ll do everything that I can to give this baby a comfortable upbringing. Yes, we’re young, but we can give this baby the love that it needs. I love you so much Y/N. And I love this baby so much as well” … With my last words I moved my hand to rest on her stomach, it was still flat but in a matter of months our baby will be growing inside of it. I leant down and placed a kiss just above her bellybutton before placing one on her lips.

“I love you Sweet Pea” She said, wiping the tears away from my eyes before placing another kiss upon my lips.

Flashback: 6 & ½ months ago.

The last two months have been full of love and nerves and today we were finally going to see our baby for the first time. Ever since Y/N told me that she was pregnant, I’d been so protective over her. Especially at school, it was going to become difficult to hide her bump soon and I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t terrified about the reaction of some people. We didn’t feel the need to tell everyone personally, but they were going to find out sooner or later.

When we told Fangs and Toni about a month ago they were over the moon for us. Toni ran straight to Y/N, wrapping her arms tightly around her.

“Woah Toni careful! Don’t hurt the baby”. I panicked, rushing over to the two girls, prying them apart from each other. Y/N looked at me and laughed before saying, “Sweet Pea, I appreciate you so much, but the baby hasn’t even developed yet. She’s fine to hug me”. I let out a sigh of relief and walked away, but my eye was still on her the entire night, ready to pounce if anyone got too close for comfort. Fangs, slightly taken aback by my outburst, opted for a quick side hug before patting me on the back. We then announced it to the rest of the Serpents, who quickly took it into their own hands to get our baby they’re own small Southside Serpents leather jacket for when they arrive.

Y/N and I entered the hospital hand in hand, avoiding the looks of judgement from the adults, I made my way to the receptionist, stating Y/N’s full name before heading to the waiting area. I bounced my leg up and down to calm my nerves but when Y/N placed her hand on my knee to stop the movement, I immediately felt at ease again. I placed a kiss on her head before letting her rest on my shoulder.

It felt like hours went by before we were called into the doctor’s office, I passed time by carefully studying the posters that decorated the maternity ward, taking in any information that I could to try and help me for my impending fatherhood… I want to be the best father for this baby.

I maintained a firm grip on Y/N’s hand as we entered the doctor’s office, she noticed my nerves and rubbed her thumb against my hand before loosening her grip as she got comfortable on the bad, raising her shirt to expose her stomach that was beginning to show signs of the life that had started inside it. She smiled at me as the doctor placed the gel on her stomach before using the ultrasound machine on her stomach to spread the gel around. I stared intensely at the screen, searching for any sign of life.

“And there is your baby” In the middle of the screen it showed our baby. The life that our love and passion had created. I let my gaze fall to Y/N who was staring at the screen, a tear rolled down her cheek as she turned to look at me; a huge grin on her face. I moved over to place a passionate kiss on her lips before letting my sights return to the screen.

“Our baby” Y/N said.

Our baby. That is our baby. I couldn’t wait to meet them in just a matter of months.

Present Day

That scan feels like years ago now that I have the precious little girl in my arms. She was just an hour old but she was already so full of life, she was going to be so much like her mother. She is going to grow into the strongest, most independent woman. She is going to be loved and protected by me, Y/N and all our extended family that we have grown to love in the Serpents. She is going to be spoiled as much as we can but she is also going to be taught values and how to be grateful. She is going to be courageous and not be afraid to stand her ground and stand up for what she believes in.

She looked me in the eye and I felt an amount of love that I had never felt before. My heart felt complete. I was surrounded by my two girls, my two girls that I will protect until the day that I die.

This moment is the first in which I can honestly say that my family is complete. And I am so, SO happy.

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