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sturnsgirl · 3 months

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IN WHICH Matt thinks Y/n has been too 'clingy'?

a/n- this Is ass i'll make up for it i swear

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Y/N POV

Matt has been so distant with me recently. I feel like he's starting to loose his love for me?

He's out with Nick and Chris getting food because Chris was hungry and I'm not gonna lie I was too but I didn't want to ask due to how matt had been acting and I didn't want to annoy him more.

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Matt Ml 💕🫂

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -do you want food?

no thanks baby.❤-Y/n

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -k.

seen by y/n

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'k.'? He never says that. what did I do.

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MATTS POV

I reply to Y/n's text before pulling up to the window so Nick can order.

Look I love my girlfriend, shes my everything but honestly I dont like pda and sometimes I just need space.. from her..

I love spending time with her dont get me wrong its just..sometimes shes all over me it feels like. We both are huge on physical touch but recently its too much..

As Nick finishes I pull up to the window and pay for our food before heading back home.

MINI TIME SKIP

Once we arrive home I leave my food on the counter heading to my room to change into something more comfortable seeing a piece of paper on my bed with blue pen ink with writing that read-

"I went somewhere else baby, sorry for what ever I did. I didn't want to text you to annoy you so i just left this. I'm sorry my love. I love you."

Shit. what did I do.

I set the paper down running out my room past Chris and Nick who were confused as i got my phone out to call y/n instantly.

Ring

'Your call has been sent to voice mai-'

"fuck." I whisper. I had to find her before she hurt herself. The only place i could think of besides her house was this park we went to as kids. where she would always go.

I sped past every sign to get there as quick as I could and once I arrive to no ones surprise she was there. Sitting at the top at the opening by the slide. Getting out the car running up the stairs of the playset up to my beautiful girl who was crying her soul out before seeing me.

I stood still. frozen.

"Matt im.. so sorry!" She says hugging my legs on the floor sobbing and sniffling.

I immeditly get down to hug her

"Oh sweetheart.. im so sorry y/n please dont cry baby its my fault! you didnt do anything!" I say holding her in my arms.

"Matt what did I do? why have you been like this recently?!" I say sniffling and sobbing

"Im sorry y/n its just i love you but I felt like you were too close and all over me! and I havent really been a big fan of pda so I just have been.. avoiding you! im so sorry!" I force out quickly.

"oh.. i-im so sorry! I wont be like that anymore 'm sorry!" I breath out

"No! its okay baby you didnt do anything!" I comfort

"c'mon princess lets go home" I say picking her up.

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ONE WEEK LATER.

Y/N'S POV

After what matt told me at the park ive been keeping my distance giving him space and not all over him especially in public. but one thought that ran my head repeadilty was 'did he not like how i acted this whole time for a whole year almost two years?'.

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Matt Ml 💕🫂

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -Hey babyy

Hi ml-Y/n

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -come over? nick wants to host some move night thing.

sureee-Y/n

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Arriving at the triplets house I enter seeing that Madi,nate,larray,nailea, and some other friends were there as well.

walking in greeting everyone matt comes out his room in a black wifebeater and grey sweatpants. ((nutted))

"Hey Maaa!" he says excitedly going to grab my waist but I turn the other way to say hi to madi who I hadnt said hi to before.

"hey madi, hey matt" I say hugging madi then looking at matt.

"HEY MOVIES STARTING C'MON!!" Nick yells

Walking to the couch, Matt sitting down next to Nate. All the spots were taken now.

"C'mere baby" matt says patting his lap.

"uh- no its okay i'll just sit on the floor" I say smiling as matts smile drops.

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The movie had finally ended and everyone gets up ready to leave. once everyone says their goodbyes I go into matt's room to grab my hoodie I had left here so I could go home. Just as I was about to walk out of Matts room he walks in.

"where you going baby?" He asks

"home?" I say giggling

"no" he says and before I can speak he grabs my waist and pushes me in his room closing his door while doing so.

He lays me on his bed laying on my stomach

"all right y/n now tell me whats wrong.." Matt asks

"Nothing? you said you needed space so thats what im giving you" I say softly

"Fuck.. no y/n! i dont want space baby i was just going through something with nick and chris that week and i took it out on us, you! im sorry sweetheart i didnt mean any of that shit! i wanna show you off. show everyone your mine baby i love you!" he says on the verge of tears. sitting up and pulling me on his lap facing him.

"Im sorry baby. i just thought i was too clingy so i just-"

He cuts her off. His girl- clingy? thats what he made her think and that was so far off. he felt awful. his girl was far from that.

"Clingy? no baby no im so sorry your not that at all my love dont think that at all listen i love you and from now on i want you all over me anywhere anytime okay?" he says.

I simply nod as he grabs the back of my neck pulling me into a soft kiss.

"i love you Matt."

"i love you too y/n"

#chris sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #nick sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #sturniolo #sturniolo smut #sturniolo triplets #sturniolo fanfic #sturniolo x reader #sturniolo fluff #fluff

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aihaitahm · 11 months

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Hello! Do you mind doing headcanons of dan heng, blade and jing yuan with a reincarnated s/o?? Like their s/o died in the past long ago in a war or something but got reincarnated again, the s/o doesn't remember them right away, thank you so much in advance ❤❤❤

hsr men and how they react to reuniting with reincarnated! s/o!

cw death, ooc? gn! reader, more in depth abt blade’s lore so i hope its correct !! been looking into it. kinda angst —> comfort.

sorry for the wait!! been busy but hope u like it:3

characters: dan heng, blade, jing yuan

dan heng

up to this day, he remembers the promises you both made, what you liked, disliked and everything about you. although reminiscing does not hurt him like it used to, it still makes him long for your presence.

the type to get dreams of you and when you tell him in his dreams that you will most certainly meet again, he is patient enough to wait. maybe it was foolish to rely on dreams but his desire to meet you and love you again is immeasurable.

time passed by and dan heng was still waiting, wearing the bracelet you always wore. he would always fiddle on it when he is worried. maybe he should stop waiting? but what if you appear when you stop waiting?

when himeko and welt came back from an expedition, they brought in a new member of the astral express. their name happened to be (name) and they happen to have similar features to the one dan heng has always remembered.

dan heng’s eyes widened as he realized his dreams were correct. you were correct. he continued to stare at you while doing your introduction. you looked ethereal, you looked timeless as if youve never aged the last time hes seen you and it was like youve always been alive.

you caught up on his staring after you introduced yourself to the astral express and vice versa. you somehow cant put a finger on why he does look familiar but you felt at ease just being with him.

“um… dan heng correct? we have the same bracelet, can i ask where did you get it from? also do i know you?”

“i got this from someone who i used to know and their name was also (name). they made it for me.”

blade

after sacrificing himself to become a blade, his memory of you was not the best however he still felt the same intensity of emotions he held whenever he remembers your name. he doesnt know if its a blessing or a curse.

despite being blade, some parts of him is still ren. and ren has intense feelings for you. blade for some reason remembers the last argument you both had before you died. you were concerned about him possessing and delving into more power which lead to him being defensive and arguing with you.

as much as blade likes remembering you, your touch, your love and you in general, he cant help but harbour some guilt and sadness. he’d prefer if he left your name alone in peace. even though he wants to get to know you again and apologize, what was the point if you were dead. if your lives werent meant to meet each other again in any universe? it would be best if he just forgets about you.

fast forward and his bad luck struck him or this is probably in elios’ script but he was now arrested by the cloud knights of xianzhou alliance. it wasnt much of big of a deal to be honest but while in his cell, one of the cloud knights didnt have a helmet on, guarding his room.

he caught a glimpse of your face and this unlocks a lot of his memories as ren. how… timely, ironic it was to be held captive by your own reincarnation. its as if the heavens really planned it from the start.

you felt him staring at your face and which you snarled asking if theres something wrong. he just continously stared and smirked. you couldnt shake a feeling of familiarity with blade but aeons its an unbearable feeling but why would you say this to the general or other cloud knights… they might just interrogate you.

“you know if youre not going to answer my question well so be it. i know ive seen you in my dreams. i know we’ve met before. i know you know me from somewhere. but who are you?”

“you are bold as ever… but you should maybe figure out things on your own? its no fun giving you all the answers is it not? my new appearance is a clue, i’ll give you that.”

jing yuan

you knew jing yuan as your sparring mate whenever he was under jingliu and you under a different master. you both trained to becoming the strongest and maybe compete for the highest title of the alliance.

you sparred almost everyday with him. he enjoyed every moment he has with you. whether it was going for walks or eating food with you, it is a cherishable moment for him and you too. as you both grew into your teen years, you both happened to confess at the same time and became official.

unfortunately, your death caught up with you quickly. jing yuan was still quite young to experience grief but it didnt hinder him to train the hardest. jingliu wasnt in particular fond of you in the first place since you were distacting him.

without letting his master know, jing yuan would write letters to you everyday about what hes doing and how much he loves you. wherever you are he knows you both are in the same world or universe one way or another. he keeps most of your possessions because he believes it is his goodluck charm.

when he became general, he still wrote letters to you and even ask some of his servants to make a mini statue of your weapon to be displayed, in exchange for great amounts of money. he deeply misses you and he knows he carries a great amount of responsibility now that he is a leader. he secretly prays he gets to meet you again, even for one last time.

one faithful morning, he stumbled across a familiar face while shopping miscellaneous stuff for his cute mimi because he accidentally bumped into you pretty hard.

“ouch! be mindful of where you’re…. i-i apologize! i didnt mean to.”

“oh its alright it is actually my fault, i apologize. sorry to ask you this question but is your name (name)?”

“yes it is… why do you ask?

… on second thought i think you look familiar asides from the fact youre the general, i feel like i’ve known you before.”

#honkai star rail #jing yuan #blade x reader #hsr blade #jing yuan x reader #dan heng x reader #dan heng honkai #dan heng hsr #blade honkai #honkai jing yuan

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x0x0josephinex0x0 · 2 months

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hi baby! im sure ure flooded with requests but ive been feeling really insecure ab my hip dips n stretch marks lately n ur writing really comforts me... so i was wondering if u could write smt ab dokyeom or anyone u want rlly! finding reader feeling bad ab their hip dips and stretchmarks and he comforts them? totally ur choice love u! ❤

oh girl i have had the WORLDS WORST body image week ever so this request hits difffffffffffffferent. i'm so happy to do that -- for both of us. warnings: female reader, body image issues are a major theme, descriptions of physical insecurities of the reader, mention of a doctor visit, and possibly a bit angsty with a happy ending

this is:

No Less a Goddess

"can i come to the gym with you?" you ask shyly, peeking around the corner at your boyfriend, who is changing into his shorts and tee to work out.

"huh?" seokmin asks, whirling to look at you with his arms in the sleeves of his shirt, having been interrupted in pulling it over his head. "you've never asked before! i'd love to have you come along!"

"what do i wear?" you ask, unable to keep from smiling at his enthusiasm.

"anything you want!" he says. "just make sure it's easy to move in."

about fifteen minutes later, the two of you are walking down the stairs to the gym in your shared apartment complex, hand in hand. seokmin's sunny smile and idle chatter is almost enough to distract you from the growing knot of discomfort in your stomach.

sure enough, the second you walk in, you notice a woman running on the treadmill. her short shorts and sports bra are stylishly coordinated, at a stark contrast to your ratty gray sweatpants and ugly oversized tee. her legs are muscular, and you can't see a single ounce of fat on her. you swallow hard and try to pay attention to seokmin instead, who is excitedly showing you around. "and this is where i painstakingly grew the arms you have come to know and love," he's saying, pointing at the barbells. "you should say thank you."

"i appreciate your service," you say with a small salute, and seokmin chuckles.

"so, what are your fitness goals?" seokmin asks, shrugging off his jacket.

you have to appreciate how the gray tee hugs the contours of his body, so you just say, "i just want to be a part of whatever it is you've got going on." which makes him beam.

you join seokmin for leg day. surprisingly, you're amazed by how much you're actually able to do -- apparently years of working on your feet has paid off, and while you're not perfect, you can mostly keep up with your very athletic boyfriend. it's actually kind of fun, too, which is no surprise -- seokmin makes everything fun.

but in the back of your mind, you're still thinking about that woman on the treadmill. seokmin is the most loyal man you know, and the idea of him cheating on you is actually laughable, but you can't help but compare yourself to her. that's the kind of person he deserves, you think to yourself. not a slob like me.

it had been a bad week for your body image. earlier on, you'd had to go to the urgent care for a bad case of pink eye, and the doctor had announced your weight to you out loud, which honestly felt like cruel and unusual punishment, especially given that it was the heaviest you'd ever been. the sting was only exacerbated when you went shopping for a few new outfits for a cruise you were taking next month with seokmin. your love handles, your thick thighs covered in stretch marks and cellulite, your hip dips -- all these insecurities you'd always had seemed to zoom into the forefront of your mind and start yelling at you.

you hadn't yet confided in seokmin, because you knew exactly how he'd react. but it becomes impossible not to tell him when, post-gym and post-shower, he corners you in the bedroom and sits you firmly down on the mattress. "something's up," he insists. "what's wrong?"

"i'm feeling insecure," you admit, avoiding his gaze.

"about what?" he asks.

"have you noticed i've gained weight?" you ask in a small voice.

"no," he responds, confused. "is that what this is about?"

"at the doctor's office," you continue softly, "i found out i'm the heaviest i've ever been." you take a shuddering breath. "and i'm getting more and more stretch marks. and i just feel like you're so out of my league. i mean, look at you." you gesture to him in all his freshly showered glory.

seokmin just blinks. "well? do you have anything to say?" you ask him, feeling a little hurt at his lack of response.

he hesitates. "well, i'm not sure what to say," he says slowly.

"well, thanks," you say, standing up and stalking out of the room. "super helpful, babe."

"no, wait! come back!" seokmin says, sounding panicked. "let me finish."

"oh, was there more?" you shoot at him. "because your silence was really loud."

he sighs. "honey, i understand you're feeling upset and i get it, i really do. but you have to let me finish talking."

his patient tone of voice grates at your already frayed nerves, but you bite your tongue and sit back down on the bed. this is seokmin, you remind yourself. seokmin, the kindest person alive. seokmin, who never meant to hurt you even when he did. and seokmin, who always made things right.

he reaches over and grabs your hand. "it's hard for me to respond to that because to me, you're perfect," he begins. you scoff, and he squeezes your hand. "hear me out," he implores.

you sigh but finally turn to look him in the eyes. he gives a small smile before starting again, playing absently with your fingers. "your body is ..." he says, and trails off, his eyes devouring you hungrily. he finally shakes himself back to normal and continues. "ugh. i'm gonna get distracted if i go into more detail, but let's just say i'm more attracted to you now than i ever have been, and that's saying something." he laughs quietly. "it's hard for me to understand the insecurities because to me, you're a goddess."

"okay," you say hesitantly. "but that doesn't make them any less real."

"no, i know," seokmin agrees. "so i guess what i should've said is that... i'm really sorry you can't see yourself like i do right now. and i will do whatever it takes to remind you that no matter how things change, or how you change, i fell in love with you for so much more than just your body. and that's one thing that's never changing," he finishes.

you study him with a stony face for a moment. "okay, that was pretty good," you admit, finally cracking a smile.

"was it?" he asks.

"and you should be rewarded," you continue, sliding closer to him on the bed in the most suggestive way you can muster.

he blushes. "well...i'll never say no to that," he agrees, pulling you closer to him for a kiss.

#anon ask #anon request #seokmin fanfic #seokmin fluff #seokmin x reader #lee seokmin #seokmin svt #seventeen fanfic #seventeen imagines #seventeen fic #seventeen #svt fic #svt #svt x reader #svt fluff

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liliesonpandora · 8 months

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heyy!! So I read all of your avatar fanfics and omll they're amazing!!!

And I was wondering if you could write one about Jake and neytiri, where neytiri is sick with the stomach flu and Jake takes care of her?? Ik its random but I love the wholesome Jake an neytiri ones! if you to busy and can't it ok!!👍❤💗💕

Hii omg thank you for reading all my fanfics and being so sweet 🥹 Jake and Neytiri have my heart, I wish there was more out there for them. Tysm for your request! I hope you like this one just as much as the others☺️🫶🏼

Jake reached over and felt the absence of his wife laying next to him. He opened his eyes and sat up, trying to make out her figure in the night. She was at the other end of their home. “Neytiri?” He called to her.

When she didn’t respond, he began to walk over to her. She was hunched over, and over her shoulder he could see a bucket in her hands. He placed a hand gently on her back. “Hey, you okay?”

She looked up at him with a pained look and shook her head. He bent down and placed his hand to her cheek.

“What’s wrong, you feeling sick?”

She nodded. “I woke up because I felt pain in my stomach. Ive thrown up twice already.”

“Aw baby, I’m sorry you’re not feeling well. You should’ve woken me up.”

“I wanted you to sleep, I know you’ve been really tired lately.”

“Nah if you’re not sleeping soundly next to me, then fuck that.”

Neytiri managed a smile at his vulgar language.

“Did you eat something bad?”

“Not that I know of.”

“Hm, maybe you have a stomach flu or something.”

Jake barely finished his sentence before she hunched over the bucket once more and proceeded to throw up a third time.

Jake quickly scooped up all of her hair in one hand and rubbed her back with the other. They stayed this way for quite some time, until it seemed like the vomiting had ceased. He eventually put the bucket aside and got up to retrieve something. He returned with a water jug in his hands.

“Here, have some water. You’re probably really dehydrated.”

Neytiri gargled a mouthful of water and spit it out. Then she lifted the canister to drink the rest of the water.

“Don’t drink too much too fast. Only small sips every now and then” he warned her.

She sipped a little and passed the canister back to Jake. “I really hope that doesn’t come back up.”

He let out a little laugh. “Lets sit here for a while and hope for the best.”

He opened his arms wide, she crawled into his lap and leaned back on his chest. He wrapped his arms around her from behind, his chin resting gently on the top of her head.

Neytiri groaned and hid her face in her hands.

“What? You gunna be sick again?” He asked with concern.

“No, I just hate that you have to see me like this.”

Jake looked down at her in awe. It baffled him that she could still be so shy and embarrassed when she was nothing short of amazing in every aspect. He thought it was adorable. He removed one of her hands from her face and interlocked their fingers. “In sickness and in health, right?”

“Hm?” She asked while looking up at him, a little confused.

“Oh, its one of the vows people say when they get married.”

“Ahhh, I understand. As my husband, it is your duty to watch me vomit.”

Jake chuckled. “Pretty much.”

He felt like he’d known Neytiri for his whole life, so he often forgot that she was from a different world. Often times, it would be silly little things like this… a phrase or a food. But other times, he would think about the fact that theres an entire part of his existence that she would never truly know. ‘But that part of me is dead now,’ he would think.

Jake felt Neytiri tremble in his arms, so he rubbed his hands up and down her skin to create some heat. “You’re shivering.”

“I’m really cold” she said as she leaned more into his hold. “Thank you for keeping me so warm.”

“You’re burning up,” Jake said as he placed the back of his hand gently on her forehead. “I think you have a fever, baby… you definitely have the stomach flu.”

“Ugh, how long will this last? I’m so tired,” she said with a yawn.

“1 to 2 days, max.”

“Okay, could be worse. But my duties…”

“I will take care of your duties.”

Neytiri opened her mouth to protest but Jake spoke before she could. “End of story. Don’t worry about anything until you’re better.” He got up to dip a cloth in some cool water. He rung it out and folded it up thinly before placing it on her forehead. “Hopefully this will be okay until morning.”

“You’re very familiar with this illness.”

“Well yeah, I mean we would get sick all the time as kids.”

“You and your brother.”

“Mhm. Tommy and I would take care of each other…because we were all we had.”

Neytiri placed a hand to his cheek, wanting to let him know that she was there for him. She always felt empathetic and sad when he talked about his brother. She knew so much loss, but so did he. At least now, they had each other.

Jake put his hand over hers and locked eyes with her. When they looked at each other, they had a shared understanding. He knew he had her heart. “You should get some rest for now, lets go to bed.”

Jake lifted her up and carried her over to where they slept. She looked up at him in adoration. “Yawne,” she said to him softly. He smiled warmly back at her. After placing her down, he got into bed next to her and opened his arms. “Alright, come get this hot body.”

She smiled and settled into his chest, feeling his heartbeat against her ear. ‘So this is to be loved by him,’ she thought to herself. She surrendered to him and let herself be taken care of, something she was not accustomed to. Heat filled her body, fatigue washing over her. She let her eyelids drift down, now surrendering to the sleep. “Goodnight, my beloved. Thank you for taking such good care of me.” She told him with her eyes still closed.

“Sleep well, my love” he replied. He played with her hair until he felt her breathing slow… fast asleep.

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Neytiri opened her eyes to Jake looking down at her. She had slept in his arms all night. She smiled lightly… grateful that he was always there when she woke up.

“You’re finally awake.”

“Hm? How long was I asleep?”

“About 12 hours.”

Neytiri’s eyes widened as she heard this. “What?!”

“Yeah, you were knocked out… which is a good thing. You need rest. How you feeling?” He asked while caressing her cheek.

“My stomach is still upset, but I do feel better than yesterday.”

“Thats good, you think you might be able to have some food? Just something small.”

“I dont really have an appetite but I think I feel well enough to eat.”

“I got you some banana fruit, it should be easy on your stomach.”

“When did you have time to get that?”

Jake peeled the banana and handed it to her. “A few hours ago. I got up and left you here sleeping. You didnt even stir. I came back and you were in the same position I left you in.”

Neytiri nibbled on the fruit as he spoke. She couldn’t believe that she slept that long.

“Oh, and I went and got this from your mom.” He grabbed a small bottle from his pouch. “You have to drink it twice a day to keep your fever down.”

Neytiri thought about how much he had done to care for her, and she was so thankful. “You are a gift sent to me.”

“Uh oh, I think this illness is worsening. You’re talking crazy,” he joked.

But Neytiri was serious. “Believe me when I say this, please.”

Jake sighed. It was always difficult for Jake to hear such kind words from Neytiri. He was forever filled with guilt over what he’d done. But he knew he needed to stop feeling sorry for himself, so he can be a better person for her. “I’ll try.”

This was enough for her to hear for now.

“You feel a little hot right now, so drink up.”

“Yes sir.”

Jake held the bottle up to her lips carefully until she had drank one dose. She grimaced immediately after. “That taste is absolutely horrid. If my mother was not Tsahik, I would have thought it was poison.”

“The strongest warrior I know gets defeated by bad tasting medicine. Thats an interesting concept.”

“Listen Toruk Makto… we all have our weaknesses.”

“You are mine.” He pulled her into a tight hug, not wanting to let go.

#atwow #avatar the way of water #avatar #avatar fic #neytiri and jake #neytiri x jake #avatar 2009 #avatar: the way of water #jake sully #neytiri te tskaha mo'at'ite #jake sully and neytiri #jake sully fic #neytiri avatar #neytiri fanfiction #james cameron avatar

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kissmetwicekissmedeadly · 1 year

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Hello honey I could not skip this wonderful oppurtunity soo I wanted to ask for the writer game 👓💕🥳👑💌 Please no rush Thank you Have a wonderful day 😘😘

Ahhh thank you for those Julie!!! they're all super nice questions! and i haven't answered any of them before too! you have a wonderful day too!! 🥺❤❤💕💕💗💗💗 i didn't find it in your blog but tell me if you accept asks for those so i can send some back!!

👓 What helps you focus when you write?

putting music on. if not, turning music off

💕 What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?

JUST ONE well the first one that comes to mind isss uhhh Dad!Napoleon headcanons but if i think more it might change haha i just love that fic so much and the process of collecting ideas for it was very enjoyable!

🥳 Why did you start writing fanfic?

Because of Napoleon! I wanted to put my love for him into something because i felt like i would explode otherwise... but interesting enough, my first fic is with Arthur! i felt nervous posting Napo so i went with an arthur fic to test the waters haha! ive always admired fic writers and told myself that im just gonna try with one or two so i can say that i left something behind to commemorate my love for napo...ended up here. oops.

👑 Do you like writing short fics or long fics?

bothhh , i almost never intentionally write a fic to be long so when the idea stretches out past the 2k mark i accept it and pat myself on the back pretending that just how i intended it to be </3 both make me different types of happy so everything is ok but i think i like short fics better

💌 Is there a favorite trope you like to write?

slice of life/any mundane everyday life type of fic where something romantic happens between the characters

-> ask game | answered: 💛💭👻😎 ; ❤️🤩; 🦈; ⏰🎬💘; 🧪📗🚀

#ask game #its never too late to send those btw dont worry #if anyone still wants to #and sorry julie that i answered a bit late!

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bluebunf · 2 years

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AS PROMISED BLUSHING! Young! Bruno! 💚

Young bruno scenario!

You gave him a new ruana but added a hood for him since he told you he wanted to look more mysterious for dramatic effect

He really likes it but he's shy and he doesn't want to admit that he likes it so much

Also more bonus blushy bruno!

Also please lmk if you guys would be down for younger bruno scenarios! Cause I have some angsty ones I'd like to share and some feedback would be appreciated! ^^)/ 💕

THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND NOTES! IM LITERALLT CRYIJG I LOVE YALLS! 💕💕💚❤ I ALSO HAVE YOUNGER JULIETA and working on a younger pepa ;;u;; pls lmk if you guys would like to see them as well!! ;;u;;

#bruno headcanons #bruno headcannon #younger bruno madrigal #encanto fanart #my art #bruno madrigal #bruno madrigal x reader #bruno x reader #THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE LOVE IVE NEVER FELT SO LOVED BEFORE ❤#disney encanto #digital art #art #la familia madrigal

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cat3ch1sm · 2 years

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Hi again!! Wow it's really cool that you do take requests, but first off, the L fic you wrote recently was really nice❤❤I can't wait for part 2!!

As for my request, could I request an angst/fluff with L where both the reader and he like each other, but he doesn't want to confess bc he doesn't think love is his cup of tea. And then they get into an argument or sth, which results in reader growing a tad bit distant from him. He ends up missing them more than he had thought he would, and when he can't bear it (or when he fears almost losing them, say bc of Kira or to another person), he finally confesses?

I hope it wouldn't be too much of a bother❤❤

💚|PLS THANK U FOR THIS

🐸|and it's no problem at all!! ive got way too much time on my hands lately so :D

🐢|this story does mention blushing? and ik i have some dark-skinned readers out there, like me lol, so feel free to just ignore that. i was only trying to make it cute lol;)

🍀|anyways i hope u like it reader! <33

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He knew you were fond of him.

It had been a couple of months, and at first you had tried to hide it. But the signs were getting more obvious; the little hiccups here and there in your usual behavior.

You fiddled more with your tie around him, you didn't really make eye contact as firmly as you used to. He'd noticed the little smiles that would appear on your lips whenever he was nearby and the way your cheeks flushed a dainty shade of pink whenever he spoke to you.

And to be honest- it was pathetic.

Your attempts to hide it had been pathetic. The way you had started to act around him was pathetic. Every time you blushed, or fidgeted, or lowered your eyes, he found it pathetic. Your even developing feelings for someone you were working with was pathetic. L should never had started feeling the way about you that he did.

But no- L liked you. Loved you, even. He had noticed it in the longer gazes at you than usual, the slight but strange sensation in the pit of his stomach whenever you smiled at him or laughed at his sarcastic quips (when you didn't match them with a smart-ass remark of your own)-dare he say- butterflies? At times, he'd find himself turning away from you to hide the own dusting of red across his almost white cheeks. His toes curled tighter when you blew by him and his heart rate slightly picked up.

He was just as pitiful as you were.

He didn't know why, or how- which drove him mad; he could solve cases the FBI couldn't, figure out solutions to problems even the most advanced thinkers couldn't, and yet he was completely unable to comprehend how he had fallen for you, he couldn't figure out something as seemingly simple as love. How had you, and you alone, managed to jilt him so much that he often spent several minutes idly staring at his computer, the only thoughts running through his head of you? Your beauty, your determined and unyielding personality- even the way you moved was mesmerizing.

He was a methodical person, too much so to be thinking like this. You were a waste of time. Love was a waste of time. L was a detective. This was not a fitting role for him.

But the subtle longing for you, deep in his chest- it was beginning to grow a bit difficult to contain. L had never once felt like this before for anybody. Sometimes, he found himself wanting to hold you, to caress you and feel your soft lips on his own.

He was going out of his mind.

L would simply have to push those feelings for you aside, in the back of his head- until they dissolved, and he could feel like himself again. They couldn't be that much of a threat- could they? But how long would that take? And did he even want to do that?

Well, what else was L to do? He was certainly never going to confess- that was suicide. To his ego, anyway. Even if you did like him back- no. Absolutely not. And what about-

"Ryuzaki?"

L's train of thought crashed as he snapped out of them to see you, a few feet in front of him, staring at him with a puzzled look on your face. "Are you alright?"

L opened his mouth to speak- but the words seemed to get jammed in his throat for a second or two before coming out. "Yes, I'm alright? Why do you ask?" He cleared his throat and hugged his knees tighter to his chest, trying to regain his composure. Agh. He needed to get rid of you, or this attraction to you, somehow.

"Well, it's just, you've been staring at me for a while now. I'm guessing you were just spaced out, but I thought I'd check."

There it was- the blush. L let his eyes rest on your rosy cheeks for a bit before looking up to meet your gaze again. "Yes, I suppose I was a bit preoccupied. My apologies, Y/N." And before you could see L's face heat up, he quickly turned away and resumed furiously typing on his computer, despite losing track of what he was actually doing.

Damn.

There were several more interactions like these in the weeks that followed this one- always ending in one or the other losing their composure regardless of their attempts to conceal it or prevent it.

And L was slowly losing it.

How were you so- so- maddening? And yet addicting? Without even doing anything? And why was this so hard to figure out? The question was so damn simple. Why was L in love with you?

But, still no answer came. The flutters in his stomach had turned into near nausea whenever you talked to him, touched him slightly- and that idiot blush of yours. It was wretched how much he adored how flustered you grew around him. The sheer emotional attachment he felt to you was actually angering.

Again he was mulling over these things in his swivel chair, working tirelessly as usual. It was late at night and the members of the task force had gone home to their families. Only you and L were left at the headquarters, and you were preparing to leave.

L did not look over at you as you stood up, slinging your classy black bag over your shoulders and pushing your chair in neatly beneath the table. He heard you sigh a little before he felt you pass him, make your way behind him. Involuntarily, L felt his body stiffen upon feeling your body behind him.

"Alright, Ryuzaki- I'll be heading home now. I think perhaps you should start wrapping things up, too... it isn't healthy to be up this late every day." The tips of your fingers brushed his shoulder lightly- and L tensed so much his shoulders rose up to his ears.

The dam was breaking.

"Please, do not touch me," L told you. His words were somewhat choppy and tone sharp- and his icy demeanor surprised you, and you withdrew your hand as if L was a hot pan handle.

"I'm... sorry," you mumbled, clenching the fist you had touched L with beside your hip. "Look, are you really okay or-"

"Y/N, I am fine. Please, refrain from asking me this again- I have never given you much of a reason to believe I am not fine. Just go home, alright?"

You tilted your head, your eyebrows furrowing and your face contorting with displeasure. "L. I'm only trying to help." Why was he behaving like this? You hadn't done him any harm- and lately, you had even been starting to think that he was beginning to reciprocate your romantic feelings for him- finding small pieces of evidence in his behavior and body language. But maybe you'd been mistaken?

"You aren't being much help." L continued to face away from you. He wasn't even typing at this point, making it evident he was just trying to ignore you.

You exhaled shortly before looking down at the ground. This wasn't something you intended on taking.

"L-"

"Ryuzaki."

"Why are you acting like this?" Your tone was more appalled than irritated- although you were very much starting to feel like that. "I'm not trying to be a nuisance."

"Acting like what?"

Was he kidding right now?

"You know-"

"I don't." L's tone was emotionless and bland, his dark eyes still focused on the still screen in front of him.

Without thinking, you snatched the back of L's swivel chair, incensed. He wasn't even letting you finish your sentences- you had no clue why you two were even having this dispute, but L wasn't about to get away with this behavior.

Roughly, you spun him around to face you directly, the chair creaking as it was swiftly pulled, and L emitted a grunt of surprise when his stoic face met yours.

You held him there, breathing a little ragged, before your expression fell and your eyes lowered. This was pointless, and you weren't in the mood. If L didn't want to talk to you, he didn't want to talk to you. There was very little you could do about that.

"Mm." You made a noise under your breath before releasing L's chair. He did not turn back around, instead peering after you as you walked quietly out of the door, not speaking any more.

╰┈➤

It had been almost a week since L and you had had your little fight, and L had noticed quite a shift in your behavior. You spent your time mostly dealing with the field work on the case rather than digital tasks with L. You didn't talk to him but rather Light, sometimes joking around with Matsuda. Nobody else on the task force seemed to notice the rift between you and L- at least you two were doing a good job of hiding it.

You yourself were just confused. Why had L lashed out at you like that? It was unlike him, especially unprovoked. And you had only been trying to get him to actually take care of himself for once- you didn't appreciate the thanks you received. There was no reason for him to act like that.

Your initial thoughts were ones of annoyance and contempt- but beneath the surface you were hurt- and equally mad at yourself for being hurt. The anger was gone, replaced with something that didn't feel like much of anything. You weren't supposed to be this person, the one who got all worked up and lovesick over tiny things. Maybe you were overreacting- it had been over a week since the interaction anyway and here you were acting like a lovesick schoolgirl.

Maybe you weren't thinking logically enough.

L could have talked to you the way he did because it was a bad day- after all, working twelve plus hours on a serial killer case wasn't exactly a picker-upper. And he was just being L- it wasn't like he was going to get up and hug you goodbye.

Wow. Now you were making excuses.

Idiot.

You had never had much patience for those who behaved inexplicably and rudely. Even if it was only one instance, you had instantly reacted with coldness, pushing that person away from you.

Damn. You were just too infatuated with L for you to feel that way. It was as simple as that, and all of this thinking was just a lame attempt to divert from that fact.

No- you had to push L away. It was the only way to eliminate all these useless and crowding thoughts from your brain. You were trying to investigate a mass murderer, for goodness' sake, and here you were whining about L? Because of a stupid crush? You were getting more and more disgusted with yourself.

Pushing him away was the only option- that would be your final verdict. Keep up what you were already doing- it wasn't like the stony detective would care.

As if he truly cared for anyone- let alone you.

╰┈➤

It had been a few more days since Y/N had spoken to L about something other than work. It was clear you were still upset with him- you were projecting all over the place, which was only obvious to L. Frankly, he was repulsed by your lack of effort to conceal this- you were really this hung up over him? Over an interaction where at most two full sentences were exchanged? Ridiculous. It had been your fault, anyway.

You were just too distracting. Everything you did made him feel things that he definitely wasn't used to. It had all just built up and he had let it out in an uncharacteristic manner- but it was your fault.

And- now here he was, missing you. That much was true. With you continuously going out of your way to avoid him, L definitely wasn't around you as often as he used to. And he missed you- he missed your half-smile, he missed catching a whiff of your floral scent as you brushed by him, he even missed the sound of your typing beside him.

Damn you. You were throwing him all off- turning him against himself. L was not this man- and love had always been a foreign concept to him. But, of course, it only made him fall for you more. Because it was you.

You were driving L out of his mind.

And now, with the increasing possibility that Light Yagami was Kira, who was working with you and L, the chance of losing you was higher as well. And that- that was something L couldn't stand.

He couldn't stand the thought of losing you. No, you were simply not allowed to leave. He was not going to permit you to make him feel such a way and then just disappear. Which meant he wasn't going to allow you to ignore him any longer.

You were done being evasive. L was going to just have to make you his.

╰┈➤

"Y/N-san- would you mind speaking with me for a minute?"

The day was over, and once again, it was only you and L left inside headquarters. You were just about to turn the doorknob and leave before the sound of L's low voice stopped you before you could open the door.

You stood still for a few seconds, hand still on the doorknob, not turning around, deciding whether you actually wanted to talk to him. Then, you sighed and shut the door.

Might as well.

"Come here."

The order sent a small chill through your body- but nonetheless, you slowly moved toward L until you stood over his hunched figure in the chair, him peering up at you as if he was waiting for something. You stared down at him, your gaze stony and apathetic. You just weren't in the mood and more or less just wanted to go home.

"I understand you've been upset with me since our last talk," L said, voice bland and monotone as usual.

You only nodded, not sure of how to respond. Where was this going?

"I thought perhaps... I owed you an explanation." Now L dropped his gaze in an aberrant display, wriggling his bare toes on the seat of his chair. He actually seemed timid- and while L had always been reserved, timid had never really been a word you used to describe him.

A little caught off guard, you blinked and your eyes softened, relaxing from their narrowed position. "Yes, I think you do," you told him, unsteadily trying to maintain a stern tone. Well, this was unexpected. L's ego never allowed him to believe he owed anybody anything.

L sighed, still not quite meeting your gaze. "I'm... not quite sure why I snapped at you the way I did. I know you meant no harm. And it was immature of me to not apologize for it sooner." He was still looking at the ground, wriggling his toes. "I hope you are able to accept my apology.'

Another blink from you- what were you supposed to say to this? Now you were just even more perplexed. But- L had apologized..

"It's alright. I accept your apology," you replied carefully.

"The truth is... I'm actually quite fond of you."

What?

Your face dropped as a surge of what was either adrenaline or seratonin rushed through your veins. "You are?"

A pause.

"Yes, I am. I have been for... some time now." L slowly lifted his head- eyes now wide. "I know this is odd for me. But..." he trailed off, suddenly losing the words. How was he supposed to sum up everything he'd been feeling for you? It was just too great for him to even try to put them into words.

Perhaps, he thought, he would have to settle for something simpler.

"I love you."

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🍃|*evil laughter* and here i leave you with that >:) may you never find out what happens next.

🌵|ANYWAYS i hope u liked this!! thanks sm for requesting<3 ily!!

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will-o-the-witch · 2 years

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hi hello! so i want to say thank you. i have had an interest in judaism for a handful of years now (i never felt like i was allowed (?) to learn about it until then) and i fell in love. the books i checked out and read and the people i met at the temple in my former city, it was the first time in over a decade i felt spiritually in place. and then i started to doubt that feeing because of my overwhelming draw to witchcraft. thats where i want to thank you. ever since i followed you, ive come to understand that the two dont have to be separate just as much as they dont have to go together, and im once again looking for resources in the city i live in now to work toward converting like i wanted to before. ive got this like warm comforting feeling in my tummy just writing this. i looked into the temples in my city already (unfortunately a handful are messianic and just…no :/ ) but theres a couple that were one at first and have been here since before the civil war which is fascinating to me. but yeah. thank you so much for the information you share here and your patience and willingness to explain things you have no obligation to. people like you make learning fun and inviting and not something to fear in any way. (and i also admire the way you shut down the ignorant folk) thanks 😊

Aw, thank you so much for the kind words ❤ I really appreciate it 😊

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starsistertarot · 2 years

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A new ask from the lovely @bigsnailart ❤ Thank you oh so much:

Hanamiya and Kiyoshi's little sisters becoming aware and their both completely unaware until one of them drops off their little sister at the others house but they put up with it for their sisters

Excuse time: I'm relatively new to writing for Kiyoshi and ive never written for Hanamiya so- eh- that's my shit excuse LMAO- but I hope it was good enough for you my dear.

I'm going to write this as a short-story because I just felt like that fits more:

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Kiyoshi and his little sister held hands on their way to her friends house. She was so excited since she got to see her new friend on a Saturday!

Kiyoshi couldn't help but chuckle since he found that bundle of joy to be the cutest thing alive.

Yet he's not exactly pleased that he's going to see Hanamiya in a few minutes, but he couldn't blame Hanamiyas' little sister for having a shit like him as her brother.

That's what he told himself at least. If he backed out now, he wouldn't be any better than him. He couldn't let his opinions turn him selfish, he thought.

Once they arrived, Hanamiya and his sister greeted them at the door. The sisters hugged, while the brothers filled the air with tension.

The girls weren't dumb. They instantly knew that something was wrong, but they didn't know what. And it didn't help that Hanamiya was a pretty good actor, brushing off the awkward situation to replace it with false friendliness.

This however, didn't stop him from throwing sugar-coated jabs at Kiyoshi to try and test his patience.

Kiyoshi would never allow himself to act out in front of the girls, and Hanamiya knew that.

Playing up his airhead card, he ignored the attempted-insult and instead focused his energy on his sister. He ruffled up her hair while telling her to have lots of fun before taking his leave.

Hanamiya tsked after the girls ran inside. He lingered in the doorway watching Kiyoshi walk away. He was dissatisfied with their encounter, but he couldn't say he was disappointed.

He swore that next time they meet, their encounter won't be as subtle.

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#i tried #it is what it is #kuroko no basket #kurokos basketball #knb #knb kiyoshi #kiyoshi teppei #knb hanamiya #hanamiya makoto #knb imagines #knb scenarios

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bedlamsbard · 2 years

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ive been LOVING yonder and also 👀👀👀 your stevenat Hints, would you ever consider writing outright fic for 'em/talking abt your thoughts on the ship (at least?) ? anyway thanks for all your Everything, youre a staple of my dash and i love seeing everything you make ❤

(this has been in my inbox for a while because it came in just before I went to bed and I left it for a bit because I knew I was going to get wordy, so apologies for the much delayed response.)

I don't tend to write really shippy fic because I tend to write very plot-heavy and the ships are mostly an element of that rather than the central focus. So likely in the future anything I write that deals with Natasha and Steve is likely to have them together in some way or building to it or something (depending on when it's set, because I actually have quite a firm headcanon on When Things Happened, at least in the main timeline), but it's probably never going to be, like, a romance fic. (Especially because I'm still pretty Asgardian-focused.)

As for thoughts on Steve/Nat...a while ago I said something about how I usually have two kinds of ships -- the "we'll ruin ourselves for each other, love of our lives" kind of ship and the "we're best friends who have each other's backs and occasionally have sex" kind of ship. (There's some crossover between the two in my shipping, of course.) Steve has a couple of people who fit into the category of the first one -- Bucky for sure, Peggy going by Endgame (oof). And I don't say "ruin ourselves for each other" in a bad way, it's just a very different ship dynamic than the other one. Less...fraught, I guess? More like "we'll ruin each other and potentially the universe," because the consequences go beyond these specific people. Steve and Nat are in the latter category (for me) -- and I don't say this in a dismissive way at all or to imply that they're less important to each other than the world-ending pairings! (It may just be that I'm honestly worn out by the former right now, even though it's a dynamic I like a lot.)

this next bit got long and is mostly about Natasha so I'll put it behind a cut

I put this into that last chapter of Yonder, during the scene with Natasha and Yelena, but it's kind of key to the way I see Natasha and Steve so I'll quote it here:

She hesitated, then admitted, “I was tired of doing the spy thing, the shadow thing, even for SHIELD. I wasn’t actually supposed to be part of the Avengers Initiative originally.”

“No?” Yelena said curiously. “That’s not what all the news articles say.”

“Well, they leave out a lot. Fury brought me in because of Clint and – well, Loki, originally, back then. I think he was also curious about how Steve would react to a pretty face.”

Yelena snorted. “He seems like the kind of man who likes women who can beat him up, superpowers or not.”

Natasha decided not to dignify that with a response. “Anyway, when he and Tony figured out that Loki was headed for New York, Steve came to me because I was the only SHIELD agent he knew besides Fury and Hill.” And Coulson, but that was too much to explain just now. “So Clint and I went to New York with him.”

“I know, I’ve seen the footage,” Yelena said. “Fighting aliens.”

“Yeah, the first time.” Natasha tapped her fingers thoughtfully against the mattress before she went on. “It’s…different, when you’re just fighting, you know? When I was with the Red Room – or the KGB, SHIELD, any of the alphabet agencies – I was doing it in the dark, alone, for a lot of different reasons.”

“Yeah,” Yelena said quietly.

“When you’re doing it because you’re putting yourself between civilians and an enemy – between your world and an enemy – it’s different. And I liked that. I still like it. It felt…honest, in a way I didn’t know it could feel. After that I didn’t want to go back to doing the other thing again.”

(I know What If? suggests that Nat was considered for the Avengers Initiative originally but I have thought since 2012 that it was sheer chance she ended up an Avenger and I'm not going to stop now.)

Way back in The Avengers, Steve has no idea who the Black Widow is, he's only ever met Natasha Romanoff. Nat's opening scene, "the famous Black Widow"? Steve doesn't know about any of that. (And honestly, I don't think he'd care even if he did.) He takes Natasha as she presents herself to him, which I suspect Natasha isn't really used to, even amongst SHIELD -- there's a lot of interesting little testing back and forth between them in their first scene together on the helicarrier as they're both trying to figure each other out. (And I suspect if Steve had reacted more positively to Coulson's fanboying, it would have been Coulson going to Stuttgart with him instead of Natasha, or at least in addition to, but everyone found out that Steve doesn't particularly like the fanboying and stuck with Natasha alone instead.) At the point that he asks her to go to New York, he hasn't even seen her fight yet; he looked at her, read her in a very short period of time, and went "okay, this person wants to do The Right Thing and won't bother with the niceties if need be." Without an instant of hesitation. And throughout the Battle of New York they're gravitating towards each other without really having to talk about it very much, working with each other -- Steve essentially puts them on an equal footing when he's giving everyone their marching orders, the "you and me, we're on the ground." (And of course the "I could use a boost" scene.)

I think for Natasha the Battle of New York was a real turning point for her -- she's tired of doing the spy thing, the Black Widow in the dark thing. She's good at it, she can still do it, but she doesn't really want to anymore and I think she didn't really want to even before that, just didn't necessarily see another alternative until SURPRISE, ALIENS. Though while HOLY SHIT, ALIENS JUST INVADED EARTH is a world-altering shatterpoint for a lot of people, I don't think that the aliens aspect was for Natasha -- I think it was the "oh, I can do this in the bright light of day and it feels really different and really good" part of the Battle of New York that got to her. (Same with Steve, I don't think he even cares about the aliens, everything's equally nuts to him at this point.) I think she's struggling with that for most of the rest of the MCU -- I think that's a key point of why she's making certain decisions in TWS, CW, and even Black Widow, trying to figure out which part of that was the thing that really clicked for her. And because of the fact that it's Steve who immediately read her, came to a judgment, and trusted her to back him up that complicates matters -- you can see a bit of this in TWS, her expression after Batroc tosses that grenade at them and Steve's visibly pissed off at her. It's on the surface more in TWS, partially because she says it out loud -- the "who do you want me to be?"

Through TWS, CW, and BW -- uh, and Age of Ultron, I forgot it existed, whoops -- I think Natasha's pushing and poking about who she wants to be and who she is and what the parts of it that are her are. She's doing a lot of testing back and forth, what's what, what's right, is this real, do I keep this, do I get rid of it, isn't this the right thing to do? Can I trust my judgment? How about now? What about this thing? Now? Now? This? That? Yes? No? And she's still in that space at the beginning of BW, where she's thinking, okay, I'm taking myself off the board, what now, who am I when I'm alone in the dark -- and it turns out the person Natasha Romanoff is when she's alone in the dark is still an Avenger and still the person who'll do the right thing, which I don't think was something she was ever really one hundred percent of before. By IW she's certain, and I don't think -- in the MCU, as presented here -- she would have gotten to that point without Steve reading her in Avengers and saying, "hey. I recognize you. you're just like me. let's go punch aliens together." because they are! they're very, very much alike, different backgrounds notwithstanding

#matredaen #bedlam replies #bedlam watches the mcu

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jon-astronaut · 2 years

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hii! ive had your elia and gio season tabs open on my search engine for many months because ive wanted to read them but never had the time. until the day before yesterday. i must admit, i read them, no actually devoured them, in just a few days. and here i am bringing you my compliments and my greetings!!!

i loved first of all the original ideas and the pace you gave to the stories: the topics were so good and interesting and you managed to explain everything so well! the "old" characters felt true to the original ones from the serie while the new ones were given a good characterisation and depth. i loved the character development that they (contrabbandieri and le matte) all had, and loved that the key point was communication. gio's situation broke my heart (his dad and drugs abuse!! such big topics but you handled everything perfectly) but it really did show his best qualities and once again proved that i contrabbandieri are the best boy squad in the skamverse (i dont make the rules). also i loved that elia's season wasnt about accepting his sexuality or coming together with filippo, but more about toxic masculinity and gender roles and being a good human being and finding your place in life.

i felt like every character had their own space, even if it was little, to shine. you did not forget anyone, even chicco was there!

special mention to luchino. like elia and gio say, he's the true heart of the group, the goofy but loving and cheerful and pure one. i smiled every time you talked about him. our true king. also seeing all of them together as a family, supporting each other and being there for each other warmed my heart. i felt like a proud mum whose children have gone a long way! (love the fact that elias's hell week was short and was mostly solved quickly because after 6 seasons finally they have learnt to communicate thank god!!!)

you took every plot hole, every hint in the serie and turned them into something beautiful that felt real and close to my experience.

you have set the bar so high for s5!!! like i hope the writing will be good (besse please dont let us down) but now that ive read your seasons 1. i cant tell fanon from canon 2. i loved your topics and mains and think they truly deserve a screen adaptation so 3. it will be difficult for s5 to top your seasons!

im sure i forgot to say something because there were so many things i loved and wanted to share but i guess this will do it for now❤ i still gotta read the last chapter tho, the one with different povs, so i might come back to scream about your talent once again

thank you for writing those masterpieces and for bringing back my comfort character❤ ily

hiiiiii!!!! thank you so much for your kind words!! ❤ reading this message literally made my day, week and year!! when i was writing those fics i always wanted to read comments good or bad just any feedback so reading this was everything!

i am so happy to hear the characters were in character because i was always so afraid of writing out of character (or like gio and elia sounding the same in their heads etc.) and i am glad you liked the new characters because i loved writing them especially elia's cousin they were so fun. i have to give thanks to everybody in the fandom for the ideas. i asked people what they thought gio and elia could struggle with and they gave me so many ideas and i somehow came up with plotlines. i really loved exploring the pressure gio felt and the mom friendness and the whole toxic masculinity with elia

and luca is really the heart!!!! he was the sweetest character to write!! i am such a sucker for the found family dynamic so i might have gone overboard with those ensemble scenes....... and about solving stuff quickly i really hate when the remakes take on too many too deep and serious topics and then just leave loose ends so i didn't want things to be too serious that i had to spend ten chapters on one topic. (like gio's drug abuse never really happened it was like an almost case) and i really think showing characters learn for more than one clip is important for their development.

i set the bar so high for s5????? that's like the highest compliment ever i am gonna cry happy tears!!!! (and i get confusedabout canon and fanon too after like writing +150k words....) i really wish we could get a real season with the two from besse who i trust and hope wont let us down!

i am sorry for responding so long but your message made me so happy! and you are welcome and ACTUALLY THANK YOU for reading!!❤

and i hate to break it to you but i never got around to writing the different pov chapter but maybe this could be my push to write that...and now that we watched s4 (it wasnt out when i wrote the one for elia) i could do a better job at that and maybe add a little sana and malik part...probably you would be the only one to read it but you deserve that for such a lovely message ❤

#THANK YOU!!!#ask

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i am. in literal. shambles.

just a heads up, many typos comin thru.

n e ways. i LOVE u omg im not kidding. pls marry me.

HOW DID U EVEN COME UP W THE IDEA OF BELONG?!?!? LIKE- sis udek how attached i am to this fic!!

as ive said many times before i relate w yn sO SO MUCH... so reading belong gives me so much hope that one day ill have everyth figured out in my life too.. dk how.. but i will.. just like belong!yn

and this fic is so so wholesome... a guy who hated yn's entire existence ended up falling so so hard that he ends up having a family w her i mean????? i dont have words to express how much i love this

its the first series i got into, the first smau i ever read bc for THE LOVE OF GOD i couldnt find a good smau before this?!?! and as ive said this multiple times, i love how positive yo blog is, i love how u share lil things w us :D and how are aLL yo fics just super great maAM😭💕💕i love reading anyth signed by v-hope😌

but anyways. epilogue. 2.0. i still remember how i had a dream once of belong couple having a baby and i told u and i was like i needit so i mean.. i cred myself for this baby part kudos✌

and CAN I JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE HOW CUTE HYESEONGIE'S NAME IS??! how do u find such classy korean names bc i cant ever (even lee sungjin is like whew a classy man comin thru) but yea i. loved the name. kim hyeseongie. wow.

okay and from what i get yoon and miyoung are living together and my heart went💖💗💕💞💓💜❤💝🧡 bc 🥺🥺🥺🥺 [i think bc he said "she's actually crying" like he wouldnt know otherwise??]

and eXCUSE ME JEONGGUK WANTS TO MEET HIS ARIEL'S CHILD LIKE HOSEOK PLIS LET HIM GO🥺🥺 ITS HIS CAFE AFTER ALL🥺🥺

but wait in one update yn said that jk is her fav boy but that changed to tae after that and now hyeseongie.. so he's no. 3 now??🥺🥺

and the pics u used just gave me a bigger baby fever like duDE I HAVE A CARRER TO MAKE STOBBIT.. esp the one where hyeseongie is sleeping w a bear... HE LOOKS SO CUDDLY ALEX

and when seokjin said "as his godmother everyone would expect you to" bITCH IM THREWW😂😂

tae teaching hyeseongie art---😃🔫🔫🔫 [dont ask me to not bc HOW CAN I NOT?!?!] and im w namjoon on that. it really is sO DADDY🥵 "come collect yo thot" yea good think is i am your thot kim tae😏

yn. van. gogh. could. never. yn how could u even think the other way round- ion geddit??

but yes. with that. its officially over. not met crying, nope. literal months of screaming and refreshing yo archive around the time u usually post whenever id be up and crying and going like :O after the angsts... ill miss this era :(( but also, its has been an abso pleasure to be on this journey w you so thank you miss alex to take out time and give us this fic from your "somehow sweetheart brain" bc wow ive never felt so attached to a fic. im :D rn.

i promise to stick around and read anyth that u post bc u are fuCKING AMAZING😍😍

woah this became too soft nsbjwjfb okay imma sign off before i kiss u thru the screen mskwbkjf

loads of love and well wishes to you. sorry this got super weird and long🤧 and all the best for yo finals💕💕

ily uwu🥰 (🧚‍♀️)

i think i am the one in shambles bc of this ask oh my god 😭😭😭😭💕

idek how i came up with it, i just remember staying over at my best friend’s one night and then the next morning on my way back home my mind just went !!!!!!!!!!! although the story was quite different at the beginning lol.

aw, i’m glad you can relate to her and i reallyyyyy hope you get to figure your life out as well. no rush tho<3

for real tho, if you told taehyung at the beginning of the story that he’d end up married to y/n he would’ve 🤢🤮 but look at him now. in love as fuck, married and with a babie 😭

i didn’t know this was the first smau series you got involved into and i am so honored wtf 🥺 ahhhh, thank you so much for appreciating my writing, it means so much to me 😭💕

omg yess, i remember your dream! back then i already knew i would give them a baby in the end so i was like 👀 don’t spoil aNYTHING ALEX

you have no idea how happy you appreciating the name hyeseong made me ksñslsñs. i looked through so many names and i wanted one that sounded kinda elegant (?) but with a cute meaning and one of the meanings for hyeseong was ‘blessing’ and i was like yup. this is it. bc that’s what he is to y/n and tae 🥺

miyoung and yoongi have not moved in together yet but they are very serious and stay over at each other’s pretty much all the time so. they kinda live together anyway lmao

don’t worry about gukie, he met baby bear later that same day and was there to support his pretty mermaid like the ride or die he is 😌 and lmao i mean tae and hyeseong are y/n’s entire world like she said so 😬 (but shh, don’t tell jk)

ksñsksñsks sorry about the baby fever, if it makes you feel any better i gave myself some baby fever while looking for pictures to use 😹

tae is so excited over having a lil one to teach art to 😭 and babie already loves watching him paint so that can only make him happier. and wbk joon won’t let him live with all the daddy jokes he’d been saving for this exact moment in life 🥵

van gogh could truly never, no one could ever compare with tae’s family 😔

ahhhh, honestly i don’t even know what to answer to the last part bc i’m just so emo over it 😭😭😭 i’ve said it a million times but thank you SOSOSOSOSO MUCH for sticking around and always sending me this kind of long detailed asks because they make me the happiest istg 😭

so yeah, thank you so much :( honestly :( 💕

#ask #🧚‍♀️ anon #;b

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