Thanks to the poll that @feralfxckxr made a while back (sorry it took so long 😓) here’s what I came up with. Idk what colors to use so reblog and tag what colors you would use. This is the weirdest thing I’ve ever made in my life… and I’m not mad about that 😂. As always, my art commissions are open to help @feralfxckxr get rent money. Keep in mind that this is only the lineart and will be colored… eventually… share and tag please.
the amount of times i've watched red, white, and royal blue is ungodly but every single time i still cry. i cry at multiple parts like the end when they're at alex's house saying they've won because they truly have. the one scene that really gets me every single goddamn time and makes me ugly cry is the museum scene. when they start dancing to 'can't help falling in love', i'm an absolute goner. there's nothing to stop my body from having such a visceral reaction to these two incredibly beautiful human beings having such an emotional, intimate moment together away from the judgemental eyes of the world.
it hits home because for couple of reasons. one, for as long as i could remember, i've wanted to dance and walk down the aisle to that song with the one i love. if i had a song to dedicate to my forever person, it's that one - i remember hearing it and knowing in my heart that that's the one song i have to share with my special someone. two, it's the tenderness of it all. how fucking in love the two are and that's too much for my little heart that swells until tears fall. how i wish to be that in love with someone and deep down fearing that i can't or won't have that for many reasons. how much of a hopeless romantic i am to have that one day with someone and maybe knowing that i can't achieve it because i'm too traumatized and scared to let someone hold my heart like that or fearing that asking someone to be patient with me will only cause them to leave because they'll grow tired of waiting.
regardless, i love this movie (and book) so much and i love having another bi character take up space in my heart and seeing him be so fucking happy and in love. in general, queer love stories like this are always going to be a comfort and continue pushing me to be my unapologetic bi disaster self. i hope it does the same for others in the community.
grian and mumbo and i all went 2 the mall today! i really wanted cub to come but he wouldn't skip work :( that nerd needs to get out of the library some! but anywayz grain met a new guy there who likes her music. which im happy 4 her im sure they'll make good friens. i love her but if I have to listen to brokencyde anymoar..... my ears are gonna explode.
Hey guys please go help my friend @feralfxckxr get $147 within one hour. If they can’t get that, they’ll get another strike and if they get three of those then the boys get taken to their abusive dad. Please please please help them out.
since it was the rock who brought him back for that special black adam post credit scene (i’m assuming he championed for it, no one come for me), can he also just slam a metal chair at james gunn and peter safran’s heads?
i am so fucking pissed at WB. i get the change and everything but i fucking cried seeing henry again in the superman suit? shed tears seeing him return after hearing rumors or recasting and basically not seeing his face in the dceu and since zack snyder’s justice league (softly yells to bring back zack to take over the helm of this franchise). i get for a reboot. i truly do, it’s business and dc’s been muddy with it but what i love that dc does that marvel doesn’t is the standalone films. they don’t necessarily inter-connect and give you a feel for a character and gives writers/directors the freedom to do a different take on a character. joker? shit was awesome. rpatz’s batman? phenomenal. hearing a man of steel 2 movie in the works got me excited cause henry does play superman/clark kent with amazing talent (all superman’s are amazing to me btw!) and can tell he loves the character. i understand wanting to do an early superman film. that’s great, id love to see that too. i don’t understand why the two couldn’t exist. man of steel 2 could’ve been a different take or dove into a certain superman storyline from the comics and same with the early superman film. they don’t have to connect. two takes on superman, that’s all i see it as. i just personally love seeing various takes and interpretations of these characters because it’s fun to see writers go nuts with ideas or take inspiration from real life, art, etc. for these characters. it’s what makes them fascinating.
henry, im sorry you got fucked over by a couple of people who just simply don’t know what they lost and don’t remember that it’s us fans who fill the seats. hopefully we’ll see you back as superman down the road! (i secretly hope you hop to marvel and make a movie so amazing that wb will slap themselves for not keeping you) thank you for playing superman/clark kent and you deserve better ♡
overall, fuck you james gunn and peter safran. someone please hit them with metal chairs
I've still got a couple more trays of chocolate chip cookies to go but I'm really happy with how both types of cookies turned out! ^-^ the chocolate chip ones were the ones that I accidentally added more butter than it called for and they actually turned out basically perfect so apparently I was right and it was the recipe that was wrong (/hj)