#Precursor to the tag rant: I'm mostly fine now and I'm not alone so don't worry too much. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

penofdamocles · 8 months

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Good news: the mark's gone forever and I have a new semi-temporary tattoo. Also my soul actually took the change instead of immediately turning back to its 'save state'.

Bad news: I'm not sure what I expected from being digitized but my vague assumptions didn't originally involve that much screaming.

#Precursor to the tag rant: I'm mostly fine now and I'm not alone so don't worry too much.#It's different. From. Going to the astral plane.#My body disappears. I can see it disappear. I can feel it disappear.#And then it doesn't. Exist #My soul didnt exist #I didnt exist #just numbers in a box #I couldn't feel it. My soul. Any part of it. Any spark or nerve at all #couldnt breathe couldnt even try #i forgot where i was for a minute.#felt like somewhere else #apparently i wasn't supposed to be awake in there #..the AI helped but. It was. Hard to focus.#With my thoughts. Drifting. Like that.#Thankfully the alteration was. Really simple. Once I calmed down enough I got it done quickly.#And got. My soul back. Started to exist again.#I probably should've. Prepped better for this. Emotionally.#Or at least gone with someone.#Oof.#Still deeply grateful for the technology but of course I'm going to have the worst possible time with every otherwise cool thing.#And now I'm coping with cuddling in a nest. So it's mostly fine.#It's fine.#No Strings (ic)

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