Hello! I am Emmet (Pokémon Black/White). I posted a call here before, but I would like to do so again, as I have remembered friends and would like to ask for them specifically! I am from the Twin Dragons AU, if that sounds familiar to anyone (even if it does not, you may still interact!).
I am looking for Ingo, Volo, Guzma, and Elesa mostly, but I would happily speak to anyone who desires to be contacted. Simply like or rb and I will come say hello. Thank you!
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I'm a Hilda (Pokemon Black and White) kin, requesting some positivity!
I feel guilty about having negative emotions and always expressing them so extremely (especially anger and jealousy), especially after this happened:
I used to be in a Pokemon-centered RP group (oddly enough, I never RPed as Hilda there), and occasionally, they'd talk about Pokemon Masters EX (which my phone doesn't support, sadly). Whenever they did, I'd just feel sad and left out, simply saying "Man, I wish I could play the game too..."
Eventually, after seeing a shit-ton of messages about Masters EX, I couldn't take it any longer, so I lashed out to try to get them to see that I didn't want to hear any more about it. They only got mad at me for bringing my jealousy to the forefront, and took away my RP privileges.
More than one of the mods even said the server would be better off if I left, and even though I apologized for it and said I'd try to prevent it from happening again, TRYING was not enough for them - they wanted perfection! And I eventually believed they were right that the best choice was to leave, so I did, even though I loved it there. I even thought I was actually welcome there, but apparently THAT was bullshit too!
And if you're gonna try the "Oh, I'm sorry they were so toxic!" excuse, the people in the server were actually very chill - I was the toxic one. I have a bad habit of toxic negativity that stems from when N said his goodbyes to me all that time ago, because I feared he found something or someone better to replace me, that I was just a consolation prize to him, and I'm just as expendable to everyone else as I was to him. I really do want to change for the better, but I fear I'm only getting worse and that if I try to tell someone, they'll say my feelings are invalid.
I'm deeply sorry for the ramble and burdening you with my problems and letting my toxicity start leaking into this, but I don't want to live with this weight on my shoulders, but I'm worried you'll dismiss and invalidate my troubles too.
Thank you for reaching out to this blog, and you don't have to apologize, that's what this blog is for.
I don't want to dismiss or invalidate your troubles, I'll try my best not to - you deserve to have support, and to get this weight off your chest.
I want you to know that it's really good that you know what you did - lashing out at the group chat - was wrong. It was hurtful, and we all have done hurtful things, especially fueled by negative emotions like jealousy and feeling left out. I don't think the group chat was toxic - they have a right to boot you out of the server and make sure the majority of the people in the chat are respected. Especially if the server rules have a strike system.
However, you have a right to feel upset about being kicked out of the server. Your feelings are valid. It's very kind of you to want to do better, to not lash out and treat others in the group with respect, and it's okay to wish you could stay in a group you loved.
I understand feeling guilty about negative emotions, especially since you've used anger and jealousy to hurt people. But all feelings are okay to have. Feelings are morally neutral. Actions are what determines if you're good or not. I believe you can listen to your feelings, find the root cause and try to fulfill your needs so you don't lash out at people.
Also, it's valid to have jealousy issues stem from someone who treated you as expendable. Or from other reasons, really. You are not alone. I feel a lot of jealousy too. And a lot of regret for my actions.
If this helps to hear, I believe you that you want to change for the better. And I believe that you can and will manage to do it, in time, You do not have to be perfect. You just gotta be patient with yourself, and not beat yourself up if you struggle. Everyone lapses, everyone makes mistakes and hurts others occasionally, what we can do moving forward is try not to repeat it and to make up for the hurt, be it by treating the other party better next time, or by respecting their boundaries if they want to be left alone.
And changing for the better does not mean you stop feeling jealous or angry 100% (which is impossible), but managing your jealousy and anger, and being honest with your feelings to others to prevent resentment (and by extension further jealousy and fights and stuff). Of course I can't give you advice for individual situations, but I know you can figure it out.
Plus, your feelings are valid. And realizing where you went wrong and what you want to change about yourself is the first step in changing for the better. And whoever says your feelings are invalid or steps all over your emotional honesty are just acting really inconsiderate.
I hope this helps, and know that I'm rooting for you!
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Palutena’s Guidance Fanmade: Volcarona
Pit: Aaagh! So bright so bright need sunglasses!
Viridi: Quit your whining Pit it’s just a cute moth! Right Palutena? …..Palutena?
Palutena: Ahah… y-you do the honor in describing Volcarona Viridi! S-sorry, I’m not feeling well.
Viridi: Oh… okay? Anyways, this is Volcarona, the sun Pokemon! As you’d expect, much of their attacks involve the usage of powerful blasts of flame, but it can also use powerful soundwaves generated by it’s wings to not only bring on the hurt, but further buff their awesome power!
Pit: Ah, so attack quickly before they can buff themselves, got it! But how does that even work?
Viridi: Uh quiver dance? Have you even played the recent games Pit?
Pit: I wouldn’t call Gen 5 recent…..
Palutena: Is… the guidance over?
Pit: Oh, I think so Lady Palutena. Will you be okay managing… your phobia of moth’s?
Palutena: I think so…
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Hello! N from Pokémon Black and white here, and I'm looking for my Zoura, Reshiram, Alder, Anthea and Concordia, Hilbert/Touya, or Hilda/Touko. (Or just anyone from Pokémon who'd want to be friends!) I am a minor but adults can interact just keep that in mind and don't be weird.
In my cannon I had Reshiram and Hilbert was the "main character", me and Hilbert or Hilda weren't dating, I was really close with my sisters Anthea and Concordia, and after the events of Black and white Alder became my new legal guardian. You can still interact with me if our memories differ!! :)
My main account is about my memories as Nagito from danganronpa who I also am, but I've recently made a new alt account for N posting (the account is currently pretty empty but I plan to change that!) The new alt is @n-harmon1a-grop1us
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