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Jing Yuan who teases you with just the tip. He just barely sinks his hips in only to pull away again. His hand on your flushed cheek, thumb stroking against the soft skin. Wiping away any tears that may have gathered there.
“This is all you can handle,” he says with a tilt of empathy in his tone, as if he felt sorry for you. Shamelessly, he moves a hand down and spreads one of your lips open to get a better view of how he sinks in and out. “Look, little thing can barely take me. It’s better this way.”
It’s not true. Jing Yuan has filled you up with every thick inch of him several times before, but as he’s told you many times- you had to earn it. Tonight, you were lucky enough to get even this much.
“Tell me how it feels,” Jing Yuan is always smooth in his commands, the thumb on your cheek swiping down to your lips. Pressing down on the flesh, making your pretty mouth fall open as he smears his thumb on your gums. He doesn’t have to ask you twice.
“It’s good,” you reply honestly, trained properly. He hums, as if contemplating your response, before moving his thumb farther in your mouth.
“Are you satisfied?”
“No,” you shake your head, eyes watering, but you have never lied to Jing Yuan. Despite your answer, he smiles.
“If I came just like this and left you empty, would you throw a fit?”
You’ve done it before. But you learned your lesson that time, and all the times before. You shake your head. “No,” your mouth is full of his thumb, making spit pool by your tongue as he presses down on the muscle.
“Should I?” He asks next, and his hips keep bumping up and down, never faltering. Despite the lack of overall stimulation, you squeeze around him, and the pleasure of having him on top of you with his hands on you is enough.
You swallow the spit in your mouth and close your lips around his digit, shaking your head again. Just because he could doesn’t mean he should.
Air leaves his nose as he seems to chuckle, licking across his lips as he takes the thumb out of your mouth. “You’re right. I would never leave you wanting, would I?” His wet hand trails down between your legs, a wet gasp pushed out of your lungs before you can reply. Jing Yuan doesn’t hold it against you and keeps his hand where it is, taking pleasure as he sees you chase after him, your little hips squirming and grinding against him. “That’s right,” he hums, letting his eyelashes flutter. He wouldn’t ever leave you wanting.
#idk where this came frommmmm but here it is. I wanted it to be more problematic coded but Oh Well#there r vibes here regardless I just don’t know what they are….. I also don’t like how I wrote him here but whatever#jing yuan#jing yuan x reader#hsr x reader#honkai star rail#jing yuan smut
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*japanese funky nightcore cover music in the background*
#They're making me publish this agaisnt my will#I'm not putting this up in the neoart tag at all#neopets#neotag#dr sloth#i guess??#I.................. I have no excuse for this..... thing........#there goes my neoblog#so beautiful until now#oh well JHSDK#it was so stupidly difficult to put headphoens on his head HJSADKF#I managed but.......... yeah#i guess it serves for not leaving this blog abandoned???? im so stupidly slow with both art and writing#vin memes#i refuse to put the vin doods tag in these HJDFJJSD#anyway yeah those are fae wocky headphones what about them#im not even gonna establish context to this just think of it whatever#thats it im out of here
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Since I have the first three chapters of the next installment of the House of Elle series more or less finished and I'm going to start posting stuff soon(ish), here be a few out memes for things going on in this one 😄
(The corrupted text on the second to last one is intentionally unreadable, it just says "Eldritch Text Because Spoilers" because, you know, spoilers haha)
#dpxdc#house of elle#tim and kon adopt elle au#tim drake#kon el kent#timkon#dani phantom#danielle phantom#elle phantom#cassie sandsmark#bart allan#krypto the superdog#damian wayne#boston brand#dc deadman#wonder what's going on with whatever that eldritch text is referring too#oh well it's probably nothing to worry about :)#Cassie does not get paid enough to whip these boys into shape - even with unlimited access to Tim's bank account#but by god her new niece needs someone responsible to look up to and she guesses it's gonna be here (it's probably not going to be her)#Bart has connected the dots (he hasn't connected shit). He's connected them.
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Fellow “Dazai found out about Chuuya not being a vampire only when he slowed the fall of the elevator” truthers… it does not look good.
#we can say dazai was just bluffing. but. that’s not implied here at all.#if he was I rather think chuuya would have called him out for it.#sigh#oh well. Whatever.#bsd#storyrambles#bsd spoilers#bsd chapter 112#I swear the injury wasn’t there earlier though…? maybe I need to go back and check
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I have a folder on Pinterest called “why do they look like that” full of official one piece art where they’re just… in atrocious outfits. And I’ve been wanting to draw them so so bad so here the first of hopefully a few! Starting with the notorious nerd ass Law. I wanted to make it more him and see if it was really so bad. It’s not! He’s cute! (Click for quality cause tumblr said “No.” )
Original undercut.
He looks absolutely ridiculous, I love it.
#one piece#trafalgar law#my art#ryeart#art#trafalgar d water law#Trafalgar d Lawrence#< not my joke but I can’t get it out of my head it kills me#also I was so dissatisfied with this piece and then I looked at the original and was like…. no maybe it’s okay….#I still think I over worked it but whatever#here he is I’m DONE#It might be one of those where I like the initial sketch more than the final result#I just checked I do 😔#initial sketch law you were so soft why did me coloring you make you like this#oh well#enjoy regardless
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Edict of Fire
#or#burning banned literature hardcore edition#tyranny game#my art#fatebinder#painted him before but wasnt happy with it and here you cant see him all that much bc of all the sparkles but oh well#i like to imagine that he took advantage of the 24 hr warning to dig up a nice robe and do his hair#bc is it even legal for a fatebinder to proclaim edicts while wearing whatever their equivalent of sweatpants is?#you gotta look the part is what i am saying#my characters
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each time I see this piece I remember someone telling me "you should start doing lineart again"
I would, but I suck at it dearly and I'm not willing to put in work for line work specifically, more focused on figuring out other things in art
#little thingy#old art alert#error sans#ink sans#errorink#undertale#sanscest#THAT WAS A FUCKING ACCIDENT I MEANT TO SCHEDULE IT OH FUCK#well#let is sit here now whatever
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also a discussion in one of the servers i'm in made me realise that there are a whole bunch of fantastic designs in PN1 that i've never drawn. like this guy!! this guy's so much fun, i love everything that's going on here
#i crop and save all these and then remember his suit is maroon. MAROON. i am a FOOL#oh well whatever. sorry to the three jasper enjoyers out there but here you go anyway#psychonauts#jasper rolls#he's just SUCH a fun design. got that don bluth underbite and everything
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Eddie doesn't even bother waiting for the ambulance to come to a complete halt before he's jumping out of the cab, leaving the keys in the ignition and the engine rumbling. He barely hears the click of the handbrake over the blood rushing in his ears, but he couldn't give less of a fuck about a runaway ambulance when the doors open.
As Chim rolls the gurney out, Hen, shaky and ragged, shouts,
"Switch!"
Eddie doesn't think. He doesn't make a conscious decision. His body just knows what to do.
Its instinct to interlock his fingers and push all of his body weight into Buck's chest. Its instinct to climb onto the rail of the gurney, so Chim and Hen can push him along as he keeps up chest compressions. Its instinct to ignore the tears burning at the corners of his eyes and whisper broken pleas to Buck's broken heart.
Its an instinct as natural as Eddie's desire to protect Christopher from every miniscule bit of pain the world throws at him. Its an instinct as natural as Eddie's urge to throw himself up an electrified ladder for Buck. Its an instinct as natural as breathing.
So, Eddie pushes.
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
Thinks about a stupid pink and yellow heart with a smiley face and it imagines it under his hands as the first rib breaks.
"Come on, Buck," he hisses. "Don't you dare do this to me."
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
Buck kept the blood sealed in Eddie's body when a bullet tore through his shoulder, the least he can do to return the favour is keep Buck's heart beating.
He'd do it for the rest of his life if he had to.
If Buck trusted him with it, wanted him to have it, Eddie would hold Buck's heart close for eternity.
Given the choice, Eddie would carry that heart with him forever.
Its another instinct that hits him then. One he can't satisfy, but the urge is there all the same.
The urge to rip Buck's heart from his chest and tear open his own ribcage so he can nestle Buck's heart right next to his.
It'd be safe there.
Eddie would make sure of it.
And if it just so happened that Buck's heart refusing to beat stopped Eddie's too, well then, so be it.
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
Another rib breaks.
"I'm sorry," Eddie whispers. "I'm so sorry."
Bobby rattles his stats off to the doctor's swarming around them, but Eddie doesn't hear it anymore than the faint ringing that's been echoing around his head since the lightning threw him to the asphalt.
Its always asphalt, he thinks bitterly. When one of us is hurt and the other can't reach them, its always asphalt sticking to our goddamn skin.
A hand lands on his shoulder, but he shrugs them off.
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
"Sir," the clinical tone raises his hackles, but he doesn't stop pushing. "Sir, let us take over, please."
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
"Please, Buck."
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
Another rib breaks, and Eddie imagines the bone spearing Buck's still heart.
The bile that rises in his throat tastes a lot like bloody words left unsaid.
"Sir!"
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
"Eddie." Its Chimney's voice.
"Eddie, let them take over." Hen.
"Eddie," Bobby calls out. Its the broken voice of his captain that makes his rhythm falter for the first time.
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
"Eddie, stop. That's an order."
A thousand ugly words spill onto his tongue, a thousand scathing comments about dead sons and giving up, but Eddie bites them back and instead:
He pushes and pushes and pushes.
"Buck, please."
He freezes, hands on Buck's chest. He thought...
A thump.
An unsteady, weak thump.
But a thump all the same.
Eddie lets his crew peel him from Buck's limp body, lets the doctors roll him away. He steps forward, goes to follow them, but...
The world begins to turn black as the doors swing shut.
The last thing Eddie hears is Buck's voice echoing in his head,
We don't go past the glass doors.
#sami rambles#ok frrrrrrr im supposed to be working on my coma dream wip but i needed to write about eddie and buck's heart so#here have whatever this is#dont like this half as much as the chris one but oh well#911 spoilers#911 show#911 fox#911 spec#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#buck x eddie#buddie fic#buck x eddie fic#buddie fanfic#buck x eddie fanfic#911 speculation#911 spec fic
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Clip edit requested by Phil himself, lmao
For context, this is what Mariana's Minecraft skin looks like:
#ElMariana#Juanaflippa#Mariana#QSMP#OPM#I CANT POST IT TO THE DISCORD ack. Pegs where should I post this#Edit: I updated the video to make it worse [better]#I just noticed the profile is off-centered. This is killing me#oh well whatever I literally edited this while at work I'm doin' my best out here
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i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped
[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]
#my art#mysme#mystic messenger#v mystic messenger#jihyun kim#ummmm hi guys#^-^#fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well.#i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is#im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow#and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh.....#this soundssss. familiar.#anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V#i adore this song though. and it compels me#i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is#i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings#i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me#anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO.#we'll see when i post this#its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired#iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^;#been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution#OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand
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It's soo telling that Halt (a prince-become-ranger who will die if he's alone for 2 minutes) saw Will having a hard time with the death of Alyss and Maddie being a little snotty/bratty and immediately thought "you know what would work?
Ranger training"
#halt o'carrick#will treaty#madelyn altman#ranger's apprentice#rangers apprentice#he didn't immediately think that if I recall#and he certainly doesn't die in two minutes#but whatever you get the point#I still kind of headcanon that he gets the whole “I can't be alone or I'll murder someone” from being a twin but that's another can of worm#And I know some people will be like “well he only was extra grumpy because Will was gone”#Which#yeah#true#But also???#Canonically he joined up with Crowley a couple months after nearly being drowned by his brother#like#even if he could logically say “oh he's trustworthy”#his feelings would be totally different with that#idk I'd have to read TEY/the main series to make a post about that#but that's not the point here so IDK why... my brain... went to that. .
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i’m sooooooo normal about the god of war series. so incredibly normal i liked it a normal amount and would be so chill talking about it. don’t worry about the sign
#god of war#i’m so so so so so normal about it it’s so whatever it’s so haha you know#something something when it comes to yourself you’ll let yourself drown before you change. you’ll die before you change who you’ve become#to survive this long#up to and until it affects the ones you’ve come to love in this life you’ve made for yourself and you suddenly have no choice but to change#it’s fine it’s ok it’s chill. everyone does this.#it’s becoming a parent and loving your child so much you HAVE to change. you HAVE to be better#we MUST be better. than they were.#who’s they. our parents. the gods that come before us. yes.#i’m screaming i’m crying i’m wasting away im disintegrating. there’s no coming back there no return#you are on your knees. you are gripping your son’s shoulders like they’re the only thing keeping you tethered to the earth.#you are struggling with who you are and who you want to become. you are promising to be better.#i’m so normal about parent(al figures) taking responsibility for their actions and choosing to do better#i’m not high enough to really express what’s going on here. can you feel it? can you fucking feel it?#this series has destroyed me.#dad of boy. dad(s) of boy. i will never be the same (affectionate)#can’t remember the last time i finished a series and went ‘oh well i’ve GOT to play it again Now That I Know’#AND I HAVENT EVEN TALKED ABOUT THE BROTHER HULDRA!!!!!!!!!#sindri’s face. has not left my memory#i’m dying scoob#gow#gowr
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so uh funny story guys. i lost interest in anime men
#sabs posts!#took me a while to figure out why i stopped writing#turns out it's not writing i lost interest in#but the men i write about LMFAO#idk i've been growing out of it for a while#i guess it finally settled in#i don't really know what to do with this information now#a couple months back i couldn't imagine going w/o tumblr for a day lol#and now it's like whatever#i'll make an official post on what i decide to do in a bit#but for now here's an update on the guy i was talking to#i uhhh ghosted him#cuz he's hot but has no personality#and i don't wanna talk to someone who i'm not really into#oh well#anyways#see ya guys soon#edit: also what r these boop things
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of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:
rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)
i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.
donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.
#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea#also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor#because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws#fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go#doctor who#rose tyler#martha jones#martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god#the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well#i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me#from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy#donna noble#also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is#remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in#the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE#ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST#donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she#keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything#else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3
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i call this 'cuntification'
(credits! x)
#i hate him sometimes but he can be cute I'm not gonna lie#and he writes good songs or whatever#and someone who i very much love is kinda obsessed with him 🙄#and also keeps writing songs about him 🤕#so here i am posting him#oh well#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#taotu era#fetus al#baby al
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