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ariennekennedy · 6 days
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isobelbuschur · 5 days
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winterliebe03 · 1 month
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Meine alten Narben tun noch immer weh..
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another-person-blog · 9 months
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Wenn du langsam wieder in das Loch fällst, aus dem du dich so lange rausgekämpft hast…
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Die Narben verblassen. die Schnitte heilen. Der Schmerz verschwindet aber das Verlangen bleibt
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iamthedisorder · 1 month
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Ich hab nicht erwartet das du mich verstehst,
es wär nur schön gewesen, hättest du einfach zugehört.
- iamthedisorder
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realsad-day76 · 3 months
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Meine Narben und Wunden zeigen einerseits wie sehr ich kämpfe und andererseits wie sehr ich aufgeben möchte.
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wolfsleben · 25 days
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Weißt du wie weh es Tat Abstand von dir zu halten. Es war eine schwere Entscheidung die mir bis heute noch weh tut. Aber ich merke wie ich langsam den Weg wieder finde
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deprixpainsblog · 9 days
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Hat mein Leben überhaupt einen Wert?
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Mein Herz würde dir jederzeit verzeihen, doch die Narben, die du mir gabst, lassen es nicht mehr zu.
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raizzer92 · 17 days
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Jeder Kampf hinterlässt Narben. Aber sie erinnern uns daran, dass wir überlebt haben und stärker geworden sind.
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merymoonbeam · 2 months
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Spear?
CC3 spoilers
This is just a manifesting post and more connections I found from cc3 🫡
In my wild hunt post I talked about narben being a spear for... reasons.
I think Gwydion and Truth-Teller are inspired by King Arthur's weapons. In myths it is talked about how he has a sword, a knife and a spear...
Other weapons have been associated with Arthur. Welsh tradition also knew of a dagger named Carnwennan and a spear named Rhongomyniad that belonged to him. Carnwennan ("little white-hilt") first appears in Culhwch and Olwen, where Arthur uses it to slice the witch Orddu in half. Rhongomyniad ("spear" + "striker, slayer") is also mentioned in Culhwch, although only in passing; it appears as simply Ron ("spear") in Geoffrey's Historia. Geoffrey also names Arthur's shield as Pridwen; in Culhwch, however, Prydwen ("fair face") is the name of Arthur's ship while his shield is named Wynebgwrthucher ("face of evening").
So other than excalibur Arthur has a dagger and a spear.
To me it looks like
Excalibur= Gwydion
Carnwennan= Truth-Teller
Rhongomyniad= Narben
So why? Lemme explain.
With Excalibur it is about who is worthy to pull it out of the stone.
Excalibur is the mythical sword of King Arthur that may possess magical powers or be associated with the rightful sovereignty of Britain. Traditionally, the sword in the stone that is the proof of Arthur's lineage and the sword given him by a Lady of the Lake are not the same weapon, even as in some versions of the legend both of them share the name of Excalibur.
Romance tradition elaborates on how Arthur came into possession of Excalibur. In Robert de Boron's c. 1200 French poem Merlin, the first known tale to mention the "sword in the stone" motif, Arthur obtained the British throne by pulling a sword from an anvil sitting atop a stone that appeared in a churchyard on Christmas Eve.[18] In this account, as foretold by Merlin, the act could not be performed except by "the true king", meaning the divinely appointed king or true heir of Uther Pendragon. (As Thomas Malory related in his English-language Arthurian compilation, the 15th-century Le Morte d'Arthur, "whoso pulleth out this sword of this stone and anvil, is rightwise king born of all England."[19][d])
And we have Gwydion/Starsword
That your son, not you, retrieved the Starsword from the Cave of Princes in Avallen’s dark heart. That your son, not you, stood among the long-dead Starborn Princes asleep in their sarcophagi and was deemed worthy to pull the sword from its sheath. How many times did you try to draw the sword when you were young? How much research did you do in this very study to find ways to wield it without being chosen? (Hoeab)
So it matches even though at the end it is Bryce who can access the real power of the sword not Ruhn bc it is sarah and we have the females as a main character.
And now the dagger—Carnwennan and Truth-Teller.
In myths the dagger is described like this.
Carnwennan, or Carnwenhau ("Little White Hilt"), was the dagger of King Arthur in the Welsh Arthurian legends
In Culhwch and Olwen, Arthur names it as one of the few things in the world which he will not give to Culhwch. Later, he uses it to slay the witch Orddu, the daughter of the witch Orwen, by slicing her in half.[1] In the Welsh Triads, Carnwennan is listed alongside Arthur's spear Rhongomyniad and Arthur's sword Caledfwlch as sacred weapons given to him by God: "the sacred weapons that God had given him: Rhongomiant his spear, Caledfwlch a sword, and Carnwennan his dagger" (Bromwich's translation).[2]
The fact that Arthur would not give the weapons to Culhwch when we know Fionn didn't give the Gwydion and TT to Theia? Kinda similar.
My father had never shown himself to be giving—long had he kept Gwydion and never once offered it to my mother. The dagger that had belonged to his dear friend, slain during the war, hung at his side, unused. But not for long.
We learned in cc2 that Gwydion and TT are twin blades.(I went into detail about this and how it connects to elriel in several posts > light and dark, sing me, alpha and omega)
The male drew it, and Bryce flinched. Flinched, but—“What the fuck?” The knife could have been the twin of the Starsword: black hilted and bladed. It was its twin. The Starsword began to hum within its sheath, glittering white light leaking from where leather met the dark hilt. The dagger—.The male dropped the dagger to the plush carpet. All of them retreated as it flared with dark light, as if in answer. Alpha and Omega. “Gwydion,” the dark-haired female whispered, indicating the Starsword.(hosab)
And in cc3 we learn that when you use Truth-Teller...there are shadows.
Bryce threw her power into the Starsword, light ripping through the black blade, willing it to tear this fucking monster apart— She willed it into Truth-Teller, and shadows flowed—
Seems...weird that Truth-teller has "shadow powers" and in acowar we have Elain literally stepping out of a shadow. And we never learned the reason why???
But as a black blade broke through the king’s throat, spraying blood, I realized someone else had. Elain stepped out of a shadow behind him, and rammed Truth-Teller to the hilt through the back of the king’s neck as she snarled in his ear, “Don’t you touch my sister.”
So how these connect to Arthur's dagger? (Just gonna add here that @riddlecrux told me about this before so credit goes to her 🫡)
In addition to his other magical items, Arthur had the invisibility granting Carnwennan. The dagger was providing a kind of presence concealment to Arthur or to its wielder. In European folklore, invisibility-granting items are rather prevalent. These are often recognized as caps or invisibility cloaks. The invisibility attribute of Carnwennan was probably the main reason Arthur named his dagger among the things he could never give up for any reason:
Invisibility? Shadows? @silverlinedeyes made a post before how elain could get a cloak made of void? And we know with Gwydion and TT you can make a portal to nowhere—the void.
“The Starsword is Made, as you called it.” He waved an idle hand, sparks at his fingertips. “The knife can Unmake things. Made and Unmade. Matter and antimatter. With the right influx of power—a command from the one destined to wield them—they can be merged. And they can create a place where no life, no light exists. A place that is nothing. Nowhere.”
It had been a gamble. But she’d seen what the Starsword and Truth-Teller had done to Polaris. They had created a void that had sucked the Asteri in—the only sort of prison that might destroy a being of light. The only force in the universe that ate light, so strong no light could ever escape it. A portal to nowhere. To a black hole. Wasn’t that the unholy power that Apollion possessed? The power of the Void. The antithesis of light.
So maybe we are gonna see elain and the void connected?
Also more about the dagger in Arthurian legends:
Carnwennan, or Carnwenhau, meaning "white hilt" was the dagger belonging to the great King Arthur. It is attributed with the magical power to shroud its user in shadow. This dagger, it is said, was one of three sacred weapons given to King Arthur by God. Arthur names it as one of the few things in the world which he would not give to his cousin Culhwch. King Arthur used this very dagger it to slay the witch Orddu ,daughter of Orwen. by slicing her in half. It is also possible that this is the dagger he once used to kill a giant.
So there is that.
And lastly we have the spear—Rhongomyniad.
There is not much we can use from the myths because the only things we have are its name and it was given to Arthur by god.
Rhongomyniad, or Rhongomiant (variously translated as "Slaying Spear," "Cutting Spear" or "Striking Spear"), was the spear of King Arthur in the Welsh Arthurian legends. Unlike Arthur’s two other weapons, his sword Caledfwlch and his dagger Carnwennan, Rhongomyniad has no apparent magical powers.
In the Historia Regum Britanniae, Geoffrey of Monmouth calls Arthur's lance Ron,[2] presumably an abbreviation of the original Welsh name. Layamon also calls it this in his Brut. Geoffrey states that Arthur carried this lance with him at the Battle of Mount Badon. Layamon states in a passage (without naming the weapon) that Arthur's spear was forged in Carmarthen by a smith called Griffin. He also adds that it formerly belonged to Uther Pendragon.
The wiki says it has no magical power but...if sarah took inspo from Excalibur for Gwydion and the dagger for TT...I wouldn't put it past her to use the spear as an inspo for Narben... especially with her love for 3s.
Also like the spear we dont have much to go on for Narben either. We have so little information.
“Amarantha destroyed one,” Amren said. Cassian started. “I never heard that.” Amren amended, “Rumor claimed she dumped one into the sea. It would not come to Amarantha’s hand, nor the hands of any of her commanders, and rather than let the King of Hybern attain it, she disposed of it.” Azriel asked, “Which sword?” “Narben.” (Acosf)
"Narben was even older than Gwydion,” Rhys said. “Where the hell was it?” (Acosf)
Narben’s powers had not been the holy, savior’s light of Gwydion, but ones far darker. (Acosf)
Rhys studied her blade. “Narben is a death-sword. It’s lost, possibly destroyed, but stories say it can slay even monsters like Lanthys.” (Acosf)
So that's all we know.
Another point...Fionn connection.
In myths there is a HUGE part about Fionn using a spear to defeat a giant.
Also known as the Spear of Fiacha (or Fiacail), Birgha was an enchanted, venomous spear. The warrior Fiacha, a follower of Cumal (a leader of the Fianna), gave the spear to Cumal’s son Fionn mac Cumhail so that he might defeat Aillén, an evil creature/former member of the Tuath Dé Danann who resided, three-hundred-and-sixty-four days a year, in the Otherworld. Each and every Samhain the monster—nicknamed “the burner”—would wreak havoc on the royal residence of Tara (also: Teamhair) with his fire-breath after lulling its defenders to sleep with enchanted music. Specifically, Aillén plays—or weaponizes, I should say—the suantraí (lullaby) strain of ancient Irish music, which is frequently deployed by gods, druids, and other musicians in the myths in order to incapacitate opponents. That’s where Birgha comes into play. In Lady Gregory’s version of events, Fiacha teaches Fionn how to unlock the power of the spear, instructing his pupil as follows: “When you will hear the music of the Sidhe, let you strip the covering off the head of the spear and put it to your forehead, and the power of the spear will not let sleep come upon you.”
Just saying...with all of a new character singing...having some effects on others...IDK. WEIRD. 🫣
Another point is Four treasures of Tuatha de danaan. ( @offtorivendell made a post about them before )
Dagda's Cauldron
pretty self explanatory...cauldron.
Claiomh Solais (the sword of light)
Gwydion.
The sword may be rendered in English as the "Sword of Light", or "Shining Sword".
The Sword of Light or Claidheamh Soluisis a trope object that appears in a number of Irish and Scottish Gaelic folktales. The "Quest for sword of light" formula is catalogued as motif H1337.
The Starsword sang with light, her power flowing into it. Activating it. And nothing had ever felt so right, so easy, as plunging the blade into the bony chest of the wounded Reaper. It arced, bellowing, black blood spurting from its withered lips. (Hosab)
Narben’s powers had not been the holy, savior’s light of Gwydion, but ones far darker.(acosf)
Lia Fail Stone
My whole wild hunt post is about this. You can read it there. Basically I think this is the inspo for the stone on top of Ramiel.
The Spear of Lugh
And here is the reason I think Narben might be a spear.
Lugh's spear (sleg), according to the text of The Four Jewels of the Tuatha Dé Danann, was said to be impossible to overcome.
Interesting that Amren said this about Narben in acosf:
“I don’t know, but she found it, and when it would not bend to her, she destroyed it. As she did all good things.” It was as much as Amren would say about that terrible time. “It was perhaps in our favor. Had the King of Hybern possessed Narben, I fear we would have lost the war.”
More info for Spear of Lugh.
In a full narrative version called [A]oidhe Chloinne Tuireann (The Fate of the Children of Tuireann),[51] from copies no earlier than the 17th century,[52] Lugh demands the spear named Ar-éadbair or Areadbhair (Early Modern Irish: Aꞃéadḃaiꞃ) which belonged to Pisear, king of Persia. Areadbhair's tip had to be kept immersed in a pot of water to keep it from igniting, a property similar to the Lúin of Celtchar. This spear is also called "Slaughterer"[53] in translation.
Narben is a death "sword"
Rhys studied her blade. “Narben is a death-sword. It’s lost, possibly destroyed, but stories say it can slay even monsters like Lanthys.” (Acosf)
Also the spear of Lugh is connected with lightning.
Lugh's projectile weapon, whether a dart or missile, was envisioned to be symbolic of lightning-weapon.
Also known as the Lightning Spear, or simply Lugh’s Spear, the Gae Assail was one of the Four Treasures or Jewels of the Tuatha Dé Danann
And to me it is interesting that Ramiel means "god has thundered" maybe there is a connection?
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Lugh's sling rod, named "Lugh's Chain", was the rainbow and the Milky Way, according to popular writer Charles Squire.[57] Squire adds that Lugh's spear which needed no wielding was alive and thirsted so for blood that only by steeping its head in a sleeping-draught of pounded fresh poppy leaves could it be kept at rest. When a battle was near, it was drawn out; then it roared and struggled against its thongs, fire flashed from it, and it tore through the ranks of the enemy once slipped from the leash, never tired of slaying
So thanks for reading.
I NEED A SPEAR 😭😭
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iamthedisorder · 2 months
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Als ich begriffen habe,
dass clean werden auch bedeutet,
für immer clean zu bleiben,
da ist mir mein Herz gebrochen,
ich hab stundenlang geweint,
weil ich mir ein Leben ohne das,
einfach nicht vorstellen wollte.
Ich konnte es nicht.
Eine alte Sucht,
wird dich beim einmaligen Konsum daran erinnern,
wieso du süchtig nach ihr geworden bist,
denn die Sucht bleibt auf ewig,
und für immer in deinem Kopf.
Sie wird dir immer wieder sagen,
wie gut sie für dich ist.
Sodass du letztendlich nicht mehr weißt,
wer du eigentlich ohne sie bist.
Ich weiß einfach nicht,
ob ich ohne sie überhaupt noch weiterleben will,
ob ich überhaupt gegen sie ankämpfen will.
- iamthedisorder
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meinspiegelich · 5 months
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Keiner wollt' es wissen, deshalb schrieb ich es als Narben
Und verdammt, seht es euch an, ich hab' unendlich viel zu sagen
~Zate Suizid Teil 2~
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miss-unbreakabl · 10 months
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Warum kämpfst du so sehr darum in einer Welt zu leben die dich eindeutig nicht haben will?
-Sweet Tooth
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