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harunovella · 12 days
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*:・゚✧*:・゚✧ love language (verse vi); s.g.
synopsis: you and gojo share your"first" kiss... and maybe, you become something more? content: canon divergence (teen!gojo era), fem!reader, hopeless romantic gojo, first kisses, absolute softness!!! not beta read (sorry for any errors!) note: another one shot for my gojo anthology series! thank u all for the love on this series!! wanna be tagged? lmk in the replies!
There was no lie in saying Gojo Satoru had consumed your thoughts. It was quite the recent development, seeing as he was an enigma that sort of manifested into your life. One day, you were living your apprentice life, exploring your technique, honing and developing it... then the next, this myth of a (young) man appeared before your eyes. Like an angel that fell from the sky and right into your palm. You just had no idea that he was wrapped around your finger. 
Maybe it was because you were oblivious, unaware of the subtle (but were they really subtle?) messages he sent your way. If you had known Gojo Satoru well enough, you would've known that this was very unlike him. Sparing his time for someone else? Giving them his all? Focusing on them more than himself? Practically going brain dead around them unlike the usual cocky persona he carried around. Surely it scared him, falling deeply for someone just at the simple sight of them... but, for you? You just thought it was the universe working its magic. Bringing someone new into your life to develop a bond with. That was it, right?
Just another somebody to call your friend. 
However, Gojo Satoru wasn't just any somebody. He was the honored one, the strongest (he'd eventually learn this). He was the Gojo Satoru. The once in a life time (well, thousand years) creation formed by the gods themselves. 
He was the man who fell head over heels for you when he laid his eyes on you for the very first time. Stumbled over his words before you. Unable to process a single thought when he gazed into your eyes. Rescued a cat you found in a tree that you named after his favorite treat (and the nickname he had for you), Mochi. Kissed you at Utahime's birthday party during a game of spin the bottle where both of you were tipsy—a moment he would never forget, but you sadly had. A moment that slipped through the cracks of your brain, a moment that would eventually get replaced by a memorable moment.
It had become routine for you, spending your mornings in lessons with Nanami and Haibara. Then, you'd spend mid day with Shoko, following her like a shadow as her junior. Go on the occasional mission, take down curses, squeeze in snack breaks with your dear classmates, go out in the evening for dinner... and somehow, along your schedule, Gojo would make his appearance. You could never foresee it, he would pop up out of nowhere. If it wasn't teasing Kento, or bugging Shoko for her secret snack stash, he'd show up to your favorite dinner spot you shared with the girls (this almost always irritating Utahime because he ruined girls night). Gojo never cared, at this point he showed up wherever knowing (hoping) you'd be there. Always settling himself next to you, wrapping an arm around your shoulders, sneaking a milk box onto your lap or even sharing his treat of the hour. He never shared his sweets with anyone. You were the exception. 
"I got these lil gummies next to that arcade you frequent with Yu," Satoru said as the two of you sat under your (now his, too) favorite tree. The gorgeous cherry blossom in full bloom as spring had made its way around. You almost always had a blanket set, one of your books settled to the side, bookmark slipped into the part you last read. Your iPod nestled between you and Satoru, sharing each earbud as you listened to the current track that came on. Gojo, in his infamous wisdom, was the one who found programs to download music for free, an endless catalogue filling the memory of the rectangular device. Unlike it being yours, it was now his, too. You didn't mind. You liked sharing. You liked having these gentle moments with the overly energetic Gojo Satoru. These were the only moments he sat still, only with you. Just for you. 
Always for you. 
It was the little things that started adding up. It took you a minute to realize, longer than Satoru had hoped—but he was patient. He was obvious, made it clear that his feelings for you were there, he just hoped you'd piece the puzzle together. He had hoped you'd feel the same. How couldn't you when you looked so happy around him? When you said things reminded you of him. When you bought him little sweets you knew he'd love. When certain songs he loved, you'd learn the lyrics to. Just as you started noticing the (obvious) little things he did for you, he started noticing the same for you. Except, for you, it was coming out naturally. Nothing planned, nothing decided in advance, it just happened. It always just happens and it makes Satoru's heart beat faster and faster. Faster than it did before. 
"You like 'em?" He asked, popping another gummy in his mouth as you chewed, nodding happily with the cutest smile of pure content. "I'm glad! Take some more!" He offered, waving the decorative bag of bright colors and little cartoons. 
Letting out a small laugh, you took a couple more, waving your free hand, gesturing for him to take the rest as you popped them in your mouth. The fruity flavors filling your senses with pure bliss as you looked off to the open grounds of the school before you. The gentle breeze pushing through, strands of your hair fluttering against your face as they slipped from your ponytail. Gojo leaned against the tree, a knee propped as he rested his wrist against it, holding the baggie while his other tossed more gummies into his mouth. It was quiet. It was peaceful. Nothing but the music in one ear and the soft sounds of nature in the other. 
"Oh, I love this song!" You perked up as a song ended and another started, looking at Satoru with a bright grin. 
"Didn't I show you this one?" He asked, pushing his round glasses atop his head, smiling with you as you stood up. 
"Mhm! I've been listening to it on repeat!" Grabbing the bag of gummies from his hand and settling it down, you took his hands and pulled him to his feet with a faint grunt. Sometimes you'd forget just how giant Satoru was since he loved to make himself seem so small when he was with you. "The music video is so cute! I kinda learned the dance."
"Really?" He chuckled as you guided him. 
"Yes, remember you said you learned it after a few watches?" You asked as he nodded. "Let's dance it together!"
"Okay!" The white haired young man blushed, though a wide grin still was plastered on his face. He may have been a goofball, but Satoru did not have two left feet. He actually was quite skilled, and having him sing along with you made your heart flutter as you so casually danced around your shared tree. 
It felt as if it was just the two of you, singing, dancing and entangling yourselves with the earphones, laughing and gazing at one another. As if there was nobody else in the world. As if it was just Mother Nature gazing upon two souls intertwining. All in what felt like slow motion, a scene right out of a movie. Your hand in his, his other on your lower back as your free one settled on his shoulder. You couldn't tear your eyes away from his, and neither could he from yours.
Maybe it was a moment of vulnerability—or, rather courage—but your hand gently found its way to the back of his neck, fingers gently carding through his soft locks. The gentle feel of his undercut tickling underneath your palm, sending shivers down either of your spines. The softness in Gojo's eyes faded as you gently tugged him towards you. Growing in shock as your own fluttered closed. Gentle lips meeting in the middle as his plump ones met your lightly tinted own. 
His heart was racing, faster than it had that night of Utahime's birthday. Maybe it was because both of you were 100% aware, or maybe it was because it was happening again but away from others, in your own shared comfort zone. 
Feeling you pull away, Gojo instantly placed his hands on your hips, engulfing you in his arms as he kept you close. Kissing you, once sweetly turning deep. He didn't want this to end, didn't want it to be forgotten. His lips moved against your own, testing the waters. Nerves fading away, anxieties melting at how right this felt. You were his first, and he was going to make sure you were going to be his only. He didn't want anyone else. No one but you. 
And you, after months of being oblivious and unaware, to months of development and realization, wanted him the same. Only him and no one else. Just Gojo Satoru. 
Gently pulling back and resting his forehead against yours, a sigh of relief left his lips. "You beat me to it."
"It felt like the right moment," you softly spoke. 
"Then I guess this is the right moment..." Gojo trailed. 
"For what?" You curiously asked. 
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
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matamisin · 1 year
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I am absolutely living for the Stardew art. I love that game so much and have over 600 hours of playtime in it. I did have a little bit of a request but feel free to ignore! Could you rate all of the potential spouses based on your personal interpretations?
Hiii!! Yes yes yes thank you for this ask- I planned to do quick portraits anyways! <3 <3
But let's start!!
[PLEASE DO NOT REPOST, reblogs welcome! >:3c)
Harvey: 10/10
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Handsome yes yes
Very sweet and loyal like bro LETS GO that's all I need
Doctor?? AKA he fixes up love interest who regularly gets into trouble? Endless possibilities BRO this is my favorite trope to write/draw about
HOWEVER HARVEY DOESN'T ACCEPT ANY INSURANCE HE JUST CHARGES OUR ASSES bro I'm trying to have a tender moment of almost dying and him worrying and then BOOM hands me my bill like "see you at home honey ily"
Overall he would treat us right yes
Animals LOVE his ass but he's awkward with them LOL
He's often a tired man due the clinic but he'll pull through to do things with the farmer when they're dating (like outings)
In the beginning when farmer is frequently getting hurt in the mines and being brought in hurt, he buys them a walkie-talkie. He's said multiple times that he doesn't recommend going in those dangerous places but learns that farmer's determined to keep going so he'll do what he can to make sure they can relay when they need help
He'll chime in on the walkie when he sees farmer going towards the mines and has them check things off a mental list (hi, this is Harvery- going to the mines? Do you have your weapon? How about food? You have your first-aid kit on you too right?)
This man will be TENSE the whole day when he knows farmer is in the mines. He'll only ease up once he knows they're not in there anymore
Disclaimer: from here on most of what I write will be 100% from my head because I haven't married anyone else yet LMFAO
Sam: 10/10
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I interpret him as the golden retriever type- very hyper and friendly
That just makes him 1000% more loveable
HE'D TREAT US RIGHT
Very good with kids cause of Vincent which is like YES
A little blunt sometimes but that's wassup
Doesn't eat the best (AKA I give him two pizzas every week. Hmm. So maybe that means I'M the problem lol)
Also doesn't really know a lot of cooking, but when he moves in farmer finds new-looking cookbooks tucked away in his spaces
I feel like he'd be the type to have a switch in attitude- he's v friendly UNTIL he has reason to distrust/not like someone and then he'll flip from bright to cold (especially if the person has bad intentions about somebody he cares about)
Doesn't realize farmer and him are dating he just thinks they’re hanging out a lot and just kissing as really good friends
When he does realize they’re dating he gets all flustered and red
Would let you win at Mario-Kart
Despite his goofiness, he knows how to be a gentleman. He's always keeping an eye on farmer and making sure they're okay. If they're out together, the moment the sun goes down his jacket is on farmer's shoulders. When it's raining and he wakes up late and sees that farmer has gone out of the house for the day, he'll get up quick and run around with an umbrella and a thermos of hot coffee until he finds farmer. He'll follow farmer around with the umbrella covering mostly farmer, so he gets pretty drenched.
Very vocal about his love
Shane: 10/10
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Ah the chicken man himself
ALSO GREAT WITH KIDS but in a different light- he's way more protective about them whereas Sam is more the laid-back and playful parent-figure (he throws his children into the air)
Recovering from his alcoholism and the habits that came with it (messiness and cluttery) but he's trying his best aww
Will rub his stubble on your face when he comes in for a hug ouchie
Even though he is not a dad- he just comes with dad stuff (dad outfits, dad jokes, EVERYTHING)
His chickens are protective of him so you must prove yourself worthy
(In my headcanons, Joja is kinda twisted) Will start to distance himself from Joja after farmer tells him of how they're trying to hurt the Junimos. He may eventually quit to work elsewhere, even though he doesn’t really know what Junimos are but something about farmer telling him about them seems sincere
He's very cuddly after getting to know him and dating. His love language happens to be physical touch and every touch makes him fall harder
This also means he gets a little sad when it's summer and too hot to cuddle that farmer turns around in their sleep. He gets pouty in the morning after until he gets a kiss LMAO
He'll frequently realize how messy he leaves his spaces, and will clean up. He tries to upkeep the cleanliness and manages it for a few days before it starts to get messy again. Sometimes it lasts a while, but sometimes it just slips his mind due to bad habits
Farmer pops into mind every time he has an urge to drink, and he'll shake it off and go do something else for them. He's DETERMINED to be the best person he can be for farmer
Alex: 10/10
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A little rough at first lol- his attitude is very icky in the beginning BUT he's cute 
Once you get through that exterior he practically does a 180- HE'S SO SWEET AND CARING and no longer uhhh icky
He would tackle things for you (can he help farmer out of the mines when they pass out in the game? If he does I'd like to think he just picks them up and BOOKS it for the exit knocking anything in his path down LMFAO)
Becomes pouty when he gets a little jealous
Again he's very sweet- he kisses Evelyn and George on the cheeks every morning before he leaves the house, he often thinks about his late mom and visits her grave with flowers from Pierre's and has a small picnic there
I feel he would be prone to dreams about his mom, waking up in a cold sweat and tears. After the 8-heart event he gets up and does something sweet like making a whole breakfast for Evelyn & George or giving Dusty some quality time with walks, playing, and a good treat
Will be extremely protective over farmer. Farmer gives him a heart attack every time they go to the mines or the skull cavern or even in the sewer like baby what are you doing WHY ARE YOU GOING INTO THE MANHOLE
The caves he can't follow farmer with because he knows he isn't trained to fight monsters like farmer is and might hold them back instead, but he'll wait outside or tell Harvey that farmer's in the mines instead
Doesn't come out with it but he needs a lot of reassurance due to abandonment issues. He gets a little clingy and touchy but a little shy. (reaching for farmer’s hand/just pinching onto a part of the farmer’s clothes and holding on)
Sebastian: 10/10
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This one might be rough cause I've never really felt much for him IM SORRY
Once farmer asks him out he's very unsure how to proceed. He'll call them things like dude and bro *with love*
It's literally like pulling teeth for him to call farmer honey just cause he's never been the affectionate type till now hehehe he'll try to say it and then drop to his knees like OTL and curl up (He'll get it eventually tho- this is just like the first few months LMFAO)
He has frogs right? He'll show you his frogs 
Your void chickens will love this emo boy they just vibe y'know?
He shows his love through acts of service and gifts, finding out the things you love and bringing them to you
As awkward as he is, his true intentions are very evident when he starts to really try to reconnect with Robin and asking her for advice on most anything he hasn't much a clue about.
He wants to be able to properly feel like part of his family, because farmer tells him that he deserves to feel loved there too. He’ll have a difficult heart-to-heart with Robin, Demetrius, and Maru and over time the family dynamic starts to heal. Sebastian is eternally grateful for farmer and tells them about the relationship and they’re all overjoyed to have farmer as part of the family too
He WILL stop smoking if farmer ever raises concern for his well-being
He starts to come out of his shell more (in general) as he and farmer progress their relationship. He tries his best to be a great partner, and everyone can sense that his demeanor is a little bit brighter than before. He starts to not be as shy about PDA too
He has many hoodies for farmer to steal HOWEVER they're all the exact same pair HAHAHA
Elliott: 10/10
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I may also struggle with Elliott for similar reasons
Handsome right off the bat bro
But you'll never be able to be the one with the great hair in the relationship cause man he dominates in that
I see him as a gentle lover- very old-school romantic
He writes farmer love poems and songs often HE WILL SERENADE FARMER EVEN THOUGH HE'S ALREADY MOVED IN
Has pictures of farmer EVERYWHERE like his desk, in his books and notebooks, and has one of those accordion picture holders in his wallet of farmer and himself (and their child(ren) when time comes) He shows them off to the other villagers at the Saloon even tho they literally know farmer LMAOO
Has a very comforting vibe to him- he knows how to coddle farmer after they take a visit to the clinic
He'd let farmer use his favorite pen, trusting that it would return to him
Romantic gestures are EVERYWHERE. Songs, poems, so many pretty flowers in farmer's hair. 
I think he'd be the best cook out of everyone. Farmer wants to go out on a fancy date out of the village?? S'NOT GOOD ENOUGH- Elliott will change the whole decor of the kitchen and spend hours cooking and preparing for farmer to come home and then he plays all the roles (waiter, bus person, lover, etc) through the entire meal. But if farmer really actually wants to go out he'll go with it
Bachelorettes will be done in part 2 soon!
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lemonlyman-dotcom · 2 months
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9-1-1 Lone Star Platonic Pairings Event
Hello! @bonheur-cafe & I are excited to kick off the 9-1-1 Lone Star Platonic Pairings Event! What better time than the month of love to celebrate the friendships of the 126 and beyond.
We invite everyone who would like to participate to create something lovely in celebration of the beautiful friendships on this show! Any medium is welcomed; fanfic, fan art, gifsets, metas etc. Any and all pairings are welcome, you can feature a canon-established friendship or you can explore a pairing that hasn’t had much screen time but you’d like to see teamed up. Your work can include a couple + friend, two couples, no couples… whatever you wanna do as long as the focus is on the friendships.
This event will go from February 1st - March 31st, however folks can keep creating for as long as they would like. We’d love to see some platonic love around Valentine’s Day 🥰
Please use the tag #911 Lone Star Platonic Pairings when posting your work to ao3 and/or tumblr and we will reblog. We will share a master list of all the art created for the event in April.
We’ve provided a list of prompts below the cut for inspiration. Please feel free to use any of the prompts, solo or a combination, or none of the prompts. We can’t wait to see what you create!
Dialogue
“I missed you”
“I feel like I’ve known you forever”
"You’re more than just a friend. We're family."
“Can you please pick me up?” “I'll be there in 10.” (could be fluff or angst)
"So... I met someone." "I'm sorry, WHAT."
Scenarios
Something just between friends (i.e. secret handshake, inside jokes, secrets etc.)
Roommates AU
Meeting each other’s parents
Camping trip
Double date!
Romantic date? No! Best friend date
Wearing each other’s clothes
The gang goes on a vacation or some kind of trip and somebody gets lost
Doing each other’s hair / Getting their hair done
Saving the other during a call / Working together on a call
An incident at a call causes a fight and the rest of the gang has to intervene
Competitive streak, maybe a bet on who can make the most saves in a shift
Red vs blue
TK & Mateo go to get tattoos together
Trying a new game or bringing someone new to Catan game night
Trying a new board game @ Catan night / Inviting new people to Catan night
Road trip to watch Marjan’s roller derby team in Houston or Dallas
Group text thread gone awry
Besties in a fight
Friend A has to bail Friend B outta jail
Friend A is suspicious of a new coworker and Friend B is the only one who believes them
Recovering together after an incident
Working through/processing a big canon event together
Dadptain Owen
Momtain Tommy
Big brother Judd
Learning to love Lou Two
Friend A has to call Friend B to come help them out of an awkward position / Catching each other in a compromising position
We're having our monthly friend meet up and you can tell I have something big to tell you, but you're waiting for me to bring it up.
No one gives a shovel talk like a friend
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eu-whoria · 2 years
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hi love, i have a request!
so austin is on set filming and reader is at home (she’s with him where ever he’s filming, just at their hotel). because of austins work schedule and how busy he is, they haven’t had time to do anything. so reader decides that she is going put on his fav lingerie set and take some pics n little videos! she sends it to him while he’s still on set! so when he comes home he is ✨mad✨
can u do some like degrading, a little impact play(like light face slaps and some spanking), edging and overstimming, and then breeding kink! hehehehehe
if u aren’t comfy w something please feel free to change it to whatever u are comfy w!!
tease
austin butler x reader
in which reader decides to be a tease; 1.6k words
heavy nsfw; degradation, spanking, slapping, squirting, oral (m. receiving), edging, overstim, nudes, breeding kink
i made it my mission to hit every point you asked for, i hope u enjoy 🫣🙏🙏
you never liked to be too far from austin, so while he was filming, you were always nearby in a hotel. you were so happy for him, this movie was gonna be really big and he was the perfect fit for it. you were already so proud of him as if you’d seen the movie, as if the movie had already came out.
it did get pretty boring in the hotel rooms from time to time. you tried going out and exploring but there were too many days where austin’s presence was extremely missed. no more were the days when he’d film for a while and then be back in your arms. as filming progressed, he’d sometimes come home a few hours before you’d open your eyes for a brand new day. it sucked, yeah, and you hadn’t really learned how to deal with it, no, but you had to.
today was no different from any other this week, austin would be expected back around 2am and loneliness had struck you hard. that’s when you got an idea. you knew it was a bit wrong to text him at work but you were up for a game. it was only half past ten pm, so it’s not like he’d be able to do anything about it, though.
you opened the closet and scavenged your wardrobe to pull out sluttiest lingerie set you owned. it was his favorite. so you put it on, posed like you were shooting for an issue of playboy mag, and hit send.
read.
read!?
you panicked. maybe you shouldn’t have done that. what if someone had seen?
what if somebody had seen, your mind repeated. a smirk appeared on your face as you thought of how angry he’d get if someone saw what was his, and god you loved when he was angry.
so this time you sent something even more explicit — cunt all puffy with enough of your ass in the frame as you arched your back. you were digging yourself a really deep hole, but you didn’t care.
read. again
you were annoyed by his lack of response, so you decided to send one more thing. a video. it was loud, too, that way even if he tried to turn his volume down to one of the lower notches you’d still be able to hear your moans and mewls, the sloshing sounds your hole made as you slid your fingers in and out. for the last time, you hit send.
as you replayed the video to make sure it was nothing short of nasty, you heard footsteps nearing the door.
housekeeping doesn’t come this late?
and it’s only eleven, there’s no way it’s austin.
as the lock turned, it revealed the answer to your curiosity. but how.
“don’t look so fucking scared now, you weren’t scared when you were whoring yourself out over text.” he said as he walked over to you slowly, “it’s like you wanted to let everyone see what a whore of a girlfriend i have. all to get me hot and bothered so i could come back and fuck you like one?”
he stopped in front of you and snaked his hand around your neck as he forced you to look up at him, “my darling, y/n. always thinking with her slutty pussy.”
his voice was enough to make you moan. he was quick to shut you up though, stuffing his fingers in your mouth, “shh, none of that. not a peep from you. i’m gonna fuck you just how you wanna be fucked,” he paused, “but as soon as i hear you, i’m stopping.”
with his fingers still in your mouth, the most you could manage was a head nod.
“but first,” he said lowly, “i think you need to be punished.”
you were spooked as he took his fingers from your mouth and used his other hand to drag you over his lap while he sat on the bed.
“you’e gonna count. and you’re definitely gonna take it.”
minutes had gone by and the only thing that could be heard in the room was the connection between his hand and your ass and your muffled yelps. you had your eyes shut tightly with your hand over your mouth, trying to focus on staying quiet. by the final blow, he had definitely left some marks your eyes red and watery, lips swollen and burning from your teeth being pushed down into them as an attempt to stay quiet.
he lifted you up and sat you on the bed as he muttered, “good girl.”
it wasn’t over, but he needed to check in with you.
“you good?”
as soon as he got that nod of approval from you, he took his pants off and pushed you back onto the bed.
“sit up against the headboard,” as he kneeled over you, crawling up until you were face level with his cock. you reached out to grab it when he swiftly grabbed your wrist. an expression of confusion displayed upon your face.
“i know this is what you do best,” he said sternly, “but i got this.”
before you knew it, your head was caged against the headboard thanks to the repeated assualt his member had on the back of your throat. you choked and sputtered as you tried to bring your hands up to push him back a bit, but he slapped your hands down. the same way he slapped your cheek.
“don’t touch me.”
for some reason, that kind of hurt you. i pissed him off that much? though, it didn’t stop you from getting wet. and it didn’t stop you from trying to cause some friction down there as austin had your nose touching his pubes. he held you there for a while, so long you were sure you were gonna pass out. you remebered not to touch him, so you slapped your own thigh as a way to tell him it was too much.
he slowly dragged his cock out of your mouth and you rushed to get some oxygen.
“look at you, getting face fucked,” he began. “wonder if you knew this would happen, would you have still sent the pictures?”
you started this game. and you weren’t gonna lose, even if it had looked like you’d been defeated already. you reached for his length and started to jerk him off on your face. you swirled your tongue around his tip as you spoke, your voice barely coming out, “if i knew this would’ve happened,” you panted, “i would’ve sent them a long time ago.” you flashed a smile.
i’m so lucky, he thought as he plunged himseld back into the depth of your throat, finishing himself off. he used you like a fleshlight. his pace was steadily brutal throughout his orgasm, forcing a mixture of spit and cum to run down your chin.
before he backed off of you completely he grabbed his phone. he took your face in his hands and right as he snapped the pic, you stuck your tongue out and widened your eyes as you looked up at the camera.
he lightly slapped you after snapping your lewd expression. he chuckled, “jesus y/n, you’re gonna be the death of me.” he stood onside the bed.
“but i’m not done with you.”
his eyes were as dark as ever, as he pulled you by your ankles and flipped you over onto your stomach. before you could say anything, your head was shoved down into the mattress and a hand pressed down on your upper back to deepen your arch.
he began to pound into you like there was no tomorrow. your hands were balled into fists, knuckles white from gripping the covers hard as hell. you began to whine.
“shut the fuck up,” he demanded, “as if i haven’t trained your cunt to take a beating.” his words made you clamp down on him.
“daddy, i’m cumm-”
“n the fuck you aren’t,” was what he said before pulling out.
you squirmed, wiggling your ass and trying to push back onto him so you could finish. he left you waiting for a couple seconds before entering you again. his pace quickened and if you thought this time, you’d be able to cum because you wouldn’t say anything, you’re body definitely had other plans. your walls began to spasm and contract around him.
he pulled out.
unfortunately for him, it was too late. your legs shook uncontrollably as your waves came crashing down.
literally.
you squirted.
his abdomen and lower chest was lightly glazed in your juices.
another picture. with flash this time.
your body couldn’t support itself anymore as you slowly melted into the bed. you were spent, no doubt. but when you opened your eyes, austin was hard again.
“one more time baby,” a statement that was meant to be posed as a question.
“one more time,” you repeated.
this time he allowed you to lie on your back. you spread your legs as an invitation and he gladly accepted. he slowly began rutting into you. it wasn’t rough, like earlier, but you coukd tell he was on a mission.
broken whimpers left your mouth as austin began to ramble, “gonna make you a mama, gonna put a baby in you,” he pleaded, “y’gonna make me a daddy?”
he knew your answer, so his question must’ve been rhetorical. you and he had talked about becoming parents for awhile. you didn’t even have the energy to verbally respond.
he reached his climax, and soon after, although being tired, austin got up to run you some bath water.
while he was in the bathroom, you rolled over to pick up your phone off the nightstand. and that’s when you saw it.
delivered.
not read, but delivered.
if he’d done all this from a couple pictures, you couldn’t imagine what he’d do from the video.
that was for another time, though, you thought as you made your way into the bathroom.
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sorry for any plot holes or mistakes but what if one day in the future when you were back at your own job, austin sent you flowers, but clipped to it was a note and some photos … the ones he took of you that night 🧍‍♀️
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You know how for most of the modern hc of eagle flies you make almost all of them silly? Can I ask for silly rains fall head cannons maybe?
HEYSYSYEHE
I imagine he has two cars
A van and a truck
Loves confetti poppers
He’s also super good with babies
Somehow he’s always babysitting when he’s free
Smacks his lips together when he doesn’t agree with something
Refuses to watch movies that just came out!
That man has not been in a movie theatre for years besides the flashback events
He was a catch when he was younger
Loves roadside attractions!!!
Lights up when ef gifts him one of those dinky gift shop gifts
Wants grandchildren more than anything but knows his son is too young
His favorite movie is The Barnyard
I think he’s a water sign
I’m gonna say Pisces
Loves the little plastic cheeses you get from fast food restaurants
Lives introducing his son to people
Like he doesn’t care if you’re a waitress at a diner here’s a picture of his son when he was 12 and caught his first fish!
Always has time to do something
Like what do you mean you got groceries, fixed the wobbly table, went fishing, gut and skinned it, and had dinner on the table by 4
Silently gives Eagle flies hints on how to be romantic
Like “oh I used to tie your mothers shoes all the time so she wouldn’t have to bend down”
And then he sees ef do it
Likes when Paytah and Ef play games in the living room
Doesn’t like the too violent ones but he likes to sit back on the couch and watch
Really likes story based games
Sometimes his commentary pisses Ef off but he doesn’t learn
Likes the Toy Story franchise
Never fails to make him emotional
Keeps all of efs baby items so he can pass them down
Pictures are all over the house
Small ones too
Keeps efs graduation photo in his wallet
Has really nice vintage jackets
Somehow always knows somebody when he goes out
I think he didn’t have the best upbringing so he tries to raise ef better than that
Has never once raised his hand to his kid
Even in his worst moments
Thinks every meal needs to have meat In it
Like meat and veggies
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JENNY FROM THEBES SENTENCE STARTERS
taken from the 2023 album by the mountain goats
"remember at your peril."
"forget the ones you can."
"i left home feeling empty."
"they made a space for you."
"this world is sad and broken, gotta fix a crack or two."
"rest until you're rested."
"just when you think you've learned how to forget, you learn it's just the ones who haven't risen to the surface yet."
"this will be the last time i do this, i'm pretty sure."
"no one lasts for long in this profession, so they say."
"maybe i'll see you again someday."
"you can make out all the exits from a static position."
"i'm never gonna break my neck falling down stairs."
"you can light a cigarette against the cooktop if you need to."
"you're never gonna get by on three hours' sleep a night."
"you're never gonna get by on three hours' sleep a night, unless you absolutely have to. then you'll get by alright."
"you're gonna get a wrinkle on your forehead."
"you're gonna make a bargain with the bad guys."
"you're gonna make some choices you regret."
"there's no place to hide from the prophecy."
"there's only one way out."
"there's only one way out, no matter what you do."
"watch for the signs."
"you're gonna have to steal what you need."
"they're never gonna let you forget."
"but if all that's true, what about you?"
"i think i'm gonna take you in."
"i've always had to follow my instincts."
"usually, i'm out on my own."
"what happens if i take you home?"
"i'm headed for a season in exile, as the oracle predicted."
"according to reliable sources, in thirty days i'm getting evicted."
"i've seen ones like you before."
"i gave you an answer that i thought you'd buy."
"all of this will disappear in the twinkling of an eye."
"i can hear the timer ticking in my chest."
"what are you gonna do?"
"it's better if you have a plan."
"i saw the future in an oil slick, it told me what i need to know: leave a little stain behind you everywhere you go."
"i'm only slightly diminished, older but wiser."
"when you've got a big job to do, you notice how the moments drag."
"live in the present."
"relish the time before you have to leave it behind."
"i'm smarter but scared, now."
"wearing an exile's mark: one that's gonna glow in the dark."
"take all your worry and care, feed it to the big machine."
"once you commit to the turn, you're gonna have to follow through."
"it's the only thing you can do."
"what's become of us?"
"when the vision comes, i have no resistance."
"i used to get so scared."
"it wasn't in your nature, taking in strays."
"i clung to you for days."
"i'm strong now. that was all years back."
"it's somewhere in a wreckyard now. never see it again on this earth."
"let the scavengers proclaim how much it was worth."
"i figure something's gotta happen sometime."
"i wait all day for you."
"i can smell the threat of rain in the air."
"i can only try to understand."
"a small amount of pressure in the right place breaks the strongest link in the chain."
"i'm trying not to buckle under the strain."
"i'll take anything that the others won't."
"i can see the value where others don't."
"i'm striking a bargain with the imp in my brain."
"you're prepared to take another knock for the short game, but you can ask any veteran running back: eventually your joints complain."
"everyone deserves a little light in their hair."
"everybody needs to love and be loved."
"anything to help with the pain."
"you have to be headed somewhere."
"somebody comes bearing the standard just when you need to see it held high."
"i feel something bigger than me."
"a body floating in a water tower only has one way to go."
"never thought we'd see the day when you wiggled free, but you did long before we did."
"i didn't guess we'd ever come to dread that engine's roar."
"nobody will ever know for certain the names of all the secrets i've held back behind the curtain."
"aging motorcycles purr like cats when they draw near."
"i could barely make the frame out through my tears."
"nobody's ever gonna pour plaster in my tracks. my exit will be clean when i vanish from the scene."
"you won't find any thumbprints to dust your powder into."
"depends on the way the wind blows."
"kiss the people you hold dear and forget that i was ever here."
"if word should reach you from the field, be cool."
"make them beat it out of you if they want it."
"if they steer me wrong, i'm just gonna play along."
"let me go to no haven anyone would yearn for."
"let me go free."
"on the morning when i stop looking back, i'll be up to see the sunrise."
"may you emerge free and clear."
"may you do some good where you go."
"i'll carry what i need to carry and bury what i have to bury."
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Christmas (Fantasy) AU Prompts
1. A hears a rumor about how every wish one writes on a Christmas ornament sold by B comes true. It’s obviously stupid. And just another weird rumor. But A has nothing to lose, right? Only that they learn – maybe a little too late – that they will have to give up something incredibly valuable to them for the wish to come true.
2. Santa has turned evil and is now terrorizing the Village and its citizens, his laughter thundering through the landscape/streets as he forces them to live a certain way/steals from them/goes on a murdering spree/etc. Is there anything A and B can do to stop him?
3. B is the worst. Incredibly obnoxious. Entitled. And they seem to think that they are the best at everything just because they have won the annual Gingerbread House Building Competition three years in a row. Well so what? This year, A is out for blood, ready to destroy B and their awful attitude, and to show them who really is the winner. 
4. This has to be A’s imagination, right? The Christmas ornament isn’t shaking, is it? Carefully, A sets it aside, almost able to convince themself that they only imagined it when the sound of something breaking echoes through the room and a ghost suddenly begins to appear right in front of them.
5. Every year, the apartment complex/street/etc. A lives in/on goes all out with Christmas decorations. Reindeers, giant candy canes, sleighs, lights… So many lights. A loves it. And they are not willing to tolerate new neighbor B’s attitude and unwillingness to participate.
6. It's always the same. “I want a new phone. I want a new game. I want a unicorn.” A broken record. It’s like a broken record. And as one of Santa’s helpers, A is so tired of reading the same thing again and again and again. But then, B’s letter falls into their hands and something about it is so touching/special that A wants to do everything they can to make their wish come true.
7. It might be a weird way to try and solve a mystery, but A is sure that going undercover as a caroler will get them on to the right track. And it should be easy, right? Really easy. So why does B have to make it so difficult for them?!
8. The scent that tickles A’s nose that morning is incredibly sweet, like they are waking up in a candy shop. Something… Something doesn’t feel right. The ceiling and walls are brown, there are white and red striped columns in the room and everywhere is something that looks like white glue. Are they… in a Gingerbread House?! No. No that can’t be right.
9. Santa might have been allergic to the cookies A and B set out for him and now… now they are panicking. Can they rescue Santa? And who will distribute the gifts now that he has to recover/is dead?
10. A got cursed and turned into an ugly Christmas ornament. And apparently they will only get set free when somebody proclaims that they bring them joy. But there has to be something they can do to break free, right? Something? Anything?
11. When A first noticed it, they thought they finally went crazy or just were way too tired. But now they are sure. The Christmas lights have a mind of their own, blinking when A needs some kind of reassurance, turning on when they stumble through the darkness in the middle of the night,…
12. The bar is crowded, people everywhere meeting friends right before the Christmas Days. Enjoying life. And A had some fun too – until this absolutely awful Christmas song came on. God. How they hate this song/Christmas. And even more so, they currently dislike everyone in this bar belting out the lyrics to it – which is everyone there, really. Everyone but B.
13. As a Christmas tree, it’s A’s task to spread joy. And they do like their job. Until one day, they catch a glimpse of B, a Christmas ornament that people put back in its box, not considering them fit for the tree.
14. A is part of a Secret Anti Santa Organization that has been laying low for a while now, mostly spending their time planning the ultimate attack. And now it’s finally time to carry out the plan. To attack. Nothing and nobody can stop them from bringing down Santa. Not even B.
15. A heard through the grapevine that there is a mulled wine lagune that leads one to one’s destiny/soulmate/etc. if one takes a bath there on Christmas Eve. So, A begins their journey, hopeful and curious. Though when they meet B during their journey, they aren’t sure anymore if they want (and need) the mulled wine lagune’s magic.
16. A’s office organizes a Secret Santa, and of course they end up drawing B’s name. Just their freaking luck. Or is it? After all, C does look at them a little weirdly. Could they have rigged this whole drawing?!
17. Recently, A has noticed the sudden appearance of trees and a skating pool in their neighborhood. Not to mention this giant snowman that seems to stare at them. But all of that is nothing compared to this voice that seems to come from the sky and frequently screams “All aboard the Christmas train! Choo choo!” (Or: A lives in a Christmas Village.)
18. A found a cookie recipe that sounded so good that they had to try it out immediately. There might have been an ingredient that sounded a little unusual and was listed as a secret ingredient, but… A did not expect to wake up at the North Pole.
19. The town/city is too small for two different groups of carolers, the rivalry between them getting out of hand. But A’s group is simply better, so there is no way they will give up. It might be easier though for A if they weren’t also crushing on B who is in the other group. All they can do now is to hope that it passes/nobody will notice.
20. A and B are walking around the neighborhood early in the morning when they see Santa washing his clothes in a nearby lake/a puddle/etc. The image might be a little unusual, but… it wouldn’t hurt to make sure he is okay. Right? Wrong.
21. A loves singing and always considered the glassy eyes of people listening to them as a confirmation that they touched them in some way. But this time, there is no mistaking it when they sing their favorite Christmas song: Everybody around them has fallen into some kind of trance. And only B seems unaffected.
22. The school nativity play might not be the best thing A has seen in years, but that doesn’t mean that it is okay for B’s phone to constantly ring/buzz while the kids are performing. It’s annoying, uncalled for and disrespectful. And A has had enough of it.
23. Mall Santa A develops a crush on B that only blossoms into something more beautiful as time goes on and they get to know the Mall Elf better. But as the Christmas season draws to an end, B gets more and more secretive, finally admitting to them that they are a real elf and have to get back to the North Pole.
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discord paladinkeith
Hello and howdy!
My name is keith, im 27 years old, looking for a 1x1, timezone is CST, though my hours are crazy wonky so I doubt it’ll really affect any potential partner whether you’re across the pond or anywhere else lol.
Since i am a little older, i’m only looking for somebody who’s also in their 20’s, rping with teens–even older ones–is a no go for me.
Fandom wise, right now i'm scouring tumblr and discord for one specific rp:
Resident Evil
Leon kennedy x luis serra
I have indeed been bitten by the re4 remake bug!
Im all about plotting, and while i have a few basic plots, id love partner feedback to help build something really cool! Whether thats AU, pre-game, post-game, canon divergence, nsfw or sfw, anything is game.
Conversationally im pretty lax (obvs) but while rping i do need someone at least semi-lit. I only rp in paragraph format (sorry, its just the only style im comfortable with). Also, we all have lives and jobs and such, and while theoretically id like to be able to respond several times in one day, that doesn't usually happen lol. On a low day i might not reply at all, or just once (though this is not common, and i will do my best to let my partner know if it’s gonna be a day like that). Short term or long term is fine, im not picky.
I tend to be friends (or at least friendly) with my rp partner(s), so if its okay I’d like to make a server just for my partner and i to rp in so we can have different channels just for chatting/plotting/rping whatever. Im totally cool with doubling up or both of us playing multiple characters. I know ashley is pretty integral to leon and luis, so i have no problem being her for a scene or something as needed. Same thing with characters like chris or claire, ect. I dont mind taking the role of leon or luis, i dont have a preference– this will be the first time im rping either of them (though ive been rping in general since i was, like, eleven) so the first few replies will be a learning curve for me regardless of trying to get their personalities down and whatever.
My dms are always open!! Pls hit me up with any questions or whatever. I have in the past roleplayed like a billion different anime fandoms (mha, naruto, soul eater, blah, blah) and have had a special interest in the hobbit/ lord of the rings/ warrior cats/ redwall since ever and write fanfiction for the hobbit (bagginshield my beloved), so if somebody reads this and maybe wants to hit me up for something around there, feel free!! Though i will be continuing my search for a serrenedy partner lol
Anyway this is long enough!! Thank you for reading, have a good day/night everyone <3
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discord tag: paladinkeith
Hello and howdy!
My name is keith, im 27 years old, looking for a 1x1, timezone is CST, though my hours are crazy wonky so I doubt it’ll really affect any potential partner whether you’re across the pond or anywhere else lol.
Since i am a little older, i’m only looking for somebody who’s also in their 20’s, rping with teens–even older ones–is a no go for me.
Fandom wise, right now i'm scouring tumblr and discord for one specific rp:
Resident Evil
Leon kennedy x luis serra
I have indeed been bitten by the re4 remake bug!
Im all about plotting, and while i have a few basic plots, id love partner feedback to help build something really cool! Whether thats AU, pre-game, post-game, canon divergence, nsfw or sfw, anything is game.
Conversationally im pretty lax (obvs) but while rping i do need someone at least semi-lit. I only rp in paragraph format (sorry, its just the only style im comfortable with). Also, we all have lives and jobs and such, and while theoretically id like to be able to respond several times in one day, that doesn't usually happen lol. On a low day i might not reply at all, or just once (though this is not common, and i will do my best to let my partner know if it’s gonna be a day like that). Short term or long term is fine, im not picky.
I tend to be friends (or at least friendly) with my rp partner(s), so if its okay I’d like to make a server just for my partner and i to rp in so we can have different channels just for chatting/plotting/rping whatever. Im totally cool with doubling up or both of us playing multiple characters. I know ashley is pretty integral to leon and luis, so i have no problem being her for a scene or something as needed. Same thing with characters like chris or claire, ect. I dont mind taking the role of leon or luis, i dont have a preference– this will be the first time im rping either of them (though ive been rping in general since i was, like, eleven) so the first few replies will be a learning curve for me regardless of trying to get their personalities down and whatever.
My dms are always open!! Pls hit me up with any questions or whatever. I have in the past roleplayed like a billion different anime fandoms (mha, naruto, soul eater, blah, blah) and have had a special interest in the hobbit/ lord of the rings/ warrior cats/ redwall since ever and write fanfiction for the hobbit (bagginshield my beloved), so if somebody reads this and maybe wants to hit me up for something around there, feel free!! Though i will be continuing my search for a serrenedy (leon/luis) partner lol
Anyway this is long enough!! Thank you for reading, have a good day/night everyone <3
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[ LUXIEM 1ST ANNIVERSARY ] PART 2 
In honor of Luxiem’s first anniversary, this is a sentence starter from this Vox Akuma VOD where they reminisce about old phrases they all have said in a game format. I’m taking both the phrases discussed specifically as well as other funny quips said during the stream. Content warning for mild language. Feel free to change pronouns if necessary.
“He’s preparing a feast for the eyes.”
“I just honk–”
“I turn into xQc when I’m drunk…”
“I just want a tiebreaker.”
“Farting in the Houses of Parliament should be allowed.”
“I’ve never heard this person say it but I know who it is.”
“I need to mega brain this.”
“I wanna give him an extra point just for that!!”
“He got style points.”
“Get in that chair, boy. I’m gonna start twerking.”
“It is a collab.”
“I’M TAKING THE BAIT!!!”
“All of the wise cracks and everything, [name] is giving us none of that because his raw concentration goes into his art.”
“Some letters are just impossible to draw with a mouse.”
“I keep on getting jebaited.”
“Half a sus.”
“Man, I hate being the host. I can’t draw amoguses.”
“Maybe I’ll treat you like my homework, slam you on the desk and do you all night.”
“How do you keep coming up with thess elaborate art pieces??”
“I think he’d make a great fun uncle one day.”
“Everyone knows about this. I regret it. I blame Hetalia and Tumblr. Let’s move on.”
“You may not repent for your sins. The internet is forever.”
“I definitely didn’t come up with this.”
“The slow fade in… Of the monkey…”
“I’m just a stupid boy and I’m learning.”
“I need the originator.”
“I don’t know if [name] is thinking or drawing or both at the same time.”
“I love that this implies he can’t do both.”
“He’s commissioning somebody to draw this for him.”
“There’s no way I could come up with something that hilarious on the fly.”
“Much to my dismay, I am cockless.”
“I had to restart my whole canvas. It was lagging.”
“This man is acting as though paint has layers.”
“This man needs to put his ambitions aside for the good of the game.”
“Oh yes, papi, skin me!”
“What does papi even mean??”
“It’s their equivalent of the word Daddy.”
“If this is me, I’m going to eat my own toes.”
“We pronounce it in the most dumb way you can imagine.”
“I reverted back to… My mind.”
“We gotta express ourselves through paint.”
“What we’re witnessing right now is [name]’s schizophrenia zone.”
“Wait— This is not what the Tactical Nuke icon looks like.”
“Is that a chair or is that a toilet??”
“If Santa isn’t real, who fucked my wife??”
“Aren’t you scared of some guy coming in your house??”
“No, because he was getting me a Nintendo.”
“He never gave me a loving family.”
“Do you need to have a conversation with somebody?? Are you ok??”
“I keep screaming but God won’t answer.”
“This sounds like Grade A dodging the question.”
“I mean, no one dodges better than [name].”
“I gotta fix my work real quick.”
“I literally found out recently why you can’t see Santa Claus.”
“He knows when you’re awake.”
“Is that your thought process??”
“Booba booba booba.”
“He’s forgetting his own history.”
“Burning hotter than YOUR MOM.”
“Is this a bait??”
“It’s always guys from Birmingham.”
“He’s very delicately flicking [name]’s hair.”
“It makes sense number-wise but in practicality not so much.”
“I mate sometimes. I’ll mate you.”
“OOOOOOH I thought it was talking about chess.”
“I’VE NEVER SEEN IT IN ENGLISH.”
“Lick me and let me explode inside your mouth.”
“I panicked and I gave you guys the answer.”
“READING A LINE FROM A GAME ISN’T MY QUOTE.”
“My people have a saying… Live laugh love.”
“Live laugh ligma.”
“You’re not doing the Krabby Patty thing.”
“WE’RE FROZEN!! THEY CAN’T SEE HOW DISAPPOINTED I AM!!”
“I’m so glad that I destroyed [name]’s mood.”
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Hey, hi! You are on my BINGO card (like last year haha) and I was wondering if you could tell me literally whatever you can muster about Hayden and/or Stephanie (what they did before the world went to shit, their interests, hobbies, their personality, style, quotes, lyrics, colors relating to them, etc.)
Thank you so much and also eternally thankful to you for all the comments you left on Save a Prayer - I saw them and they made me really happy ❤
Hey there 👋 (and I'm still eternally grateful for last year; that gif makes me so rediculously happy.)
Most information on the 'Jumping to Wonderland' series can be found on this main post - questions/asks/playlists are towards the bottom. Granted, most of that is for Hayden (she has a full 101k story to herself before Steph and my others OCs really join in with Diving.) The best segments for her are: General History and Interview Questions.
But that's a lot of nonsense to dig through. More consise answers:
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Hayden (Hadley) Flynn
Hadley worked for an organization that was constructed to help protect against supernatural elements. At first, her role was in experimental expeditions, and assisting in dimensional travel. When conflicting agendas were discovered within the, now redubbed, 'Institute', Hadley moved to a first line public safety position which better situated herself to help peaceful individuals. Shortly after, disturbances outside of their universe were picked up by her old department, and Hadley was tasked with investigating. Unfortunately, as they had found from prior missions, there was a barrier between their worlds and her knowledge was barred from her upon entry, along with most of her memories. With no recollection of her past, she could only stumble into this new world, picking up the name Hayden from one of her first companions - Stu Redman.
Hayden is naturally curious, and loves learning, but she is also a fan of the arts and relaxation. Especially relaxation. Good stories are essential. Comfy blankets, fluffy pillows, warms drinks, fires. As somebody with a higher anxiety level than others, she struggles to find a calm sometimes, and has been known to study breathing techniques and coping methods (some of a potentially questionable variety). Mediation also helps aid with setting up and maintaining an easily accessable mind library, which is a necessity for travelling. She is also an animal lover, which helps establish a light tone for her first interaction with Kojak, and in turn, Glen.
Teal is a color that is significant to her, and attached to a mental key of sorts. Her full playlist is here, although 'Smile' by Wolf Alice and 'Underworld' by Cyprss are go-tos for her. Style is more about comfort and practicality. Sweaters, jeans, sometimes a blazer for 'nicer' occasions. Layers and heavy coats are a must as she usually runs cold.
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Stephanie Graham
Steph served as the 'tech guru' for her community. Working on the IT department of the hospital was primary, but she also set up her family and their friends. No, you can't just use the browser that comes with. That's your password?! Is that phone from this century? While she had her job, and was very close with her family, a good deal of her free time was spent in her apartment. A safe haven full of adopted house plants and stock piles of games. Video games, board games, multitudes of 20 sided dice. Her desk was a shrine to her fandoms and online activity. Does she have a Tumblr? Maybe, but she likes your shoelaces. Does she read fanfiction? C'mon that's not taboo anymore, right? It was a comfortable life. A manageable life. Until everybody started coughing...
Anxiety is also something that Steph suffers with, although that partly stems from her untreated ADHD. It is not uncommon to see her fixating, or obsessing over little things, and excitedly babbling on about something. There are many topics that she cannot be normal about, and expect her to really get 'in it'. Words coming out faster than they have any business being, and still not fast enough for her thoughts. This also happens when self consciousness kicks in too. Catch her appologizing for appologizing, and she appologize once more. For good measure.
Much like Hayden, Steph's color is in the green category. But while Hayden's is more of a jewel tone, Steph's is a reflection of her plants, and leans towards more of a forest shade. Her playlist is here, but her main song (and the original song I used when developing her) is 'Life is Short' by Bufferfly Boucher. Style is also a comfort concern for her. Flannels and t-shirts with jeans and chucks. Nothing fancy, she wouldn't know where to begin with any of that.
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I love the way you explain things related to Ray because it's always so accurate and it gives us like a clearer view of how he really is underneath the surface (what he wants us to think/know). Can you elaborate too on Rika's feelings when Ray starts to put us first and she realizes what's happening? Because Ray's loyalty was to us, not to her anymore after some time
Well, what you have to understand is Ray’s devotion to us as the player. He was given the ability to pick anyone he wanted to be the tester for his video game he supposedly created, and since he was allowed to fixate on you for a long time, it gave him a chance to find someone that he thought was perfect. It was the idea of you that made him survive through hell for quite some time. You became the very idea of his dreams the second that he saw you. 
He was in love with the idea of you and every little thing he did was to secure a future with you. He spent weeks at a time closing his eyes to think about what it would be like to have you in Mint Eye, daring to dream things like spoiling you while he locked you away in a tower like a prince/ss who he was keeping away from villains. Everything that he did was to get a future with you. Rika told him that he was going to be able to have you as what he wanted. 
He could have a partner, not just an assistant, someone to love and hold in a world he feared that he could never belong to. It was the idea that he created of you in his head that mattered. You helped him survive without even knowing the man. But, this can be taken to the extreme in the case of many endings where Ray will make you his assistant or drag you into his arms to “help you learn why he’s trying to keep you here”. He has the capability to lean into his selfish dream when you don’t give him a chance. You don’t have to give him one, but showing a man kindness who has never known it is what saves his life. 
You became everything to Ray because you were his fantasy of a world outside of Mint Eye. He could dream of a world where he didn’t suffer... he just got to be with someone as nice, pretty, and sweet as you. He could spoil you and feel like his life had meaning, looking at you as you gazed back at him with love in your eyes because you understood him. 
Make no mistake, he was obsessed with you and the idea of you before he truly got to know you and understand that his big dreams were never going to be as good as knowing you as you truly were. You gave him kindness when met him, and showed him what it was like to feel like a normal man for once. He went to a place where he realized that you were... better than the paradise that he sold by Rika. You made him smile and feel safe. You weren’t Mint Eye. You were every dream he ever had about being free. 
He stopped daydreaming. 
Ray stopped thinking about the things that he needed to do to convince you to stay. He started thinking about ways to beat the system so that you weren't manipulated like he was. Make no mistake about the situation, he understands at a base level that Mint Eye is bad. He knows very well that it is not a good place. He knows that it's not okay that he was tortured and manipulated, but he has been manipulated into believing that it is what he has to take. 
He thinks that there's no other option for him because of how he's been treated. It's just the thought of you suffering the way that he has that starts to hurt. He sees himself as somebody who deserves the punishment that is given to him, but when he looks at you, he sees somebody that understands what he's trying to do and doesn’t need to be cleansed. He starts fighting his programming for you as much as he can. He makes you a fake elixir. He learns how to make a fake elixir that looks the same and tastes as close as he can get it, but it’s not filled with poison! 
You kiss him. You tell him that he’s worthy of love. You tell him things that are meant to boost his confidence. He starts to think that maybe you’re right about things. He starts to think Rika is wrong about so many things that she’s told him over the time he’s spent by her side. You tell him that he’s everything that Rika has denied him. He talks about a picnic and taking time off of work just to be with you for a moment longer than before. He does everything he can to make sure that you’re safe and happy, even if it means that he’s going to work himself into the ground for it. 
You’re worthy as you are. 
He’s not... right? 
Yeah, Rika knows what you’re doing. She’s not stupid and she’s got people watching you and Ray. I think that she knows to some extent that you're telling him things that go against everything that she’s told him. She knows who you are and what you can do. 
You remind her of the person she feels like she had pretended to be. You’re nice. You’re sweet. You do good for others because you want to do good, not because it rewards you. You’re a good person by nature and you stand in her way of using Ray like a puppet. You stand in her way of keeping him as her adopted son. 
You are going to take Ray away from her and she has manipulated him and used him for years to have a perfect puppet for her revenge. 
At this point in the timeline, she still thinks of him warmly. She still wants to cling to the idea of having a family... a nice family that she can play pretend in and be okay. That’s why she clings to that idea in Saeran’s After Ending. She wants to live in denial of everything as much as she can to survive, but for her to ever get better, she has to face the past. This is why you see her breakdown during Ray Route and try to grasp at straws when GE Saeran says he’s leaving and he’s not coming back. Because she’s been clinging to her shame over killing Mother Choi by trying to be a replacement mother for him, but he’s struggled to ever see her in that way. 
She is well aware that if given the chance, you could ruin everything that she tried to put together. She's been working too long and too hard to get what she wants. It's why in many of the endings, you are punished and taken away from Ray or Saeran when she senses something is wrong. There is one specific ending where you are drugged to hell and back by Rika and found by him. He apologizes even though you can’t remember him properly due to the drugs, and he brings you to the apartment where you’re safe and he goes back to Mint Eye to be punished for going against Rika. There’s no telling what she did to him for doing that. 
Rika only has Ray. She doesn’t have V anymore, and she isn’t to the point where she can grab Saeyoung. She clearly wants to get Saeyoung back on her side and she would do anything to do that, but for now, she settles for Saeran and Ray, using them to continue her mission with Mint Eye. She believes that she is her devil and that by accepting that she is her devil, she will be able to prove that she can be strong. She no longer suppresses her intrusive thoughts, instead thriving on them and believing that she’s going to make things so much better by breaking everyone down and ensuring that they won’t leave her ever again. She wants a family, but now she feels like the only way to have one is to break everyone first, so that she never has to hide the “devil” and pretend that she is all “angel.” 
It's very complicated. That is to say, getting into the nitty-gritty of what's going on inside of her head all the time because the Rika in Another Story is not like the Rika in the other routes. She’s different, but two and a half years an change a lot about a person. Basically, by trying to take Ray and Saeran away, you’re trying to ruin what she’s creating in her eyes. You’re not destroying her Mint Eye. You are not taking away her son. You are not going to stop her from getting what it is that she wants. You will not control this situation. She will not lose to you. She’s going to win. She’s going to get her idealized family in Mint Eye, and she’ll use you to get the RFA back, leaving V to rot in his misery for ever doing wrong to her. That’s how Rika feels. 
Get in her way at this moment in her life and she will get rid of you faster than you can say “Help Me.” She is unstable. All she's ever wanted is to be loved and treated with compassion, but because she was not able to have that in the right way, now she has a horrible idea about how to achieve these goals, and thanks to factors we learn in Rika’s Behind Story, we see how these things come to be and how it happens. 
Rika says this herself and I think it tells you all you need to know about how she feels about someone taking Ray and Saeran away: 
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At the end of the Visual Novel on Day 10, Rika says: If you leave, nobody will ever accept us. Rika projects a lot onto Saeran and Ray, if we’re being honest. It’s not just her projecting that he’s her son now because she killed Mother Choi in self-defense. It’s because she’s pushing all her trauma onto him and using it as a justification for why she does what she does to not only them, but to every person in Mint Eye. Saeran learning this and pointing it out is what makes her break down on Day 10. You can’t live in fantasy like this. You have to learn how to be a better person for yourself and those around you. 
It’s complex and I feel like I could go over this better, but... yeah. Rika’s a very multi-faceted character with a lot going on here. 
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Hoo boy - anxious about overstepping but willing to give a matchup request a go anyways. Feel free to let this sit if you’re busy :)
Burnt-out overachiever. It’s not uncommon for me to pick up other people’s slack at work (science teacher) even if it means 14 hour days without lunch. Defining trait: “is nobody else going to do this thing that needs to be done” (doesn’t wait for an answer.)
It’s not that I … want, necessarily, to do it? If someone offers I will HAPPILY work out a fair distribution of labors. It’s just that I’m good at Seeing things that need doing. See things that could be improved. Notice gaps and Care enough to say “ah fuck it, add it to the list.” There’s just… a whole world to save and damnit if it’s not going to save itself then I guess SOMEBODY’s gotta do it.
Personality wise, my default is Little Miss Sunshine. High-energy, singing in the halls, enthusiasm x100, energizer bunny. Sometimes I joke that I’m an EduTainer more than anything else, and I will freely admit that I kill myself off trying to keep up with it all, but by god I will figure out what gets results or die trying. The trade off is that by May I‘ve burnt the candle at both ends until I’m nothing more than a stump and need a solid 2 weeks of “don’t talk to me” to recuperate functionality, and the rest of the summer to slowly rebuilt the backup battery that lets me run at 200% energy for 8 hours at a time nonstop for 300 14 year-olds.
Off the clock, I’m more into the humanities. If I have the energy for it I love painting, drawing, writing, cooking, baking, crafting, crochet, sewing, etc. 👀 Still, uh, a bit of a busy bee there too. I’m learning Spanish, French, Greek, Latin, & Japanese. The world is just….. it’s so full of magic, you know? Like I might be 17 kinds of physically and emotionally exhausted (if I sit down I might literally fall apart at the seams ngl) but how can a person sleep when there’s so MUCH out there? Places to see, things to learn, mittens and hats and brownies to make for people so they know I still love them even if I forgot to answer their text and now it’s been long enough that’s it’s awkward…. lol.
"Fine, I'll do it myself," is definitely a trait that attracts Blue. He also enjoys improving things he thinks need improving. He similarly is happy to work out an even workload, and will gladly split the work evenly with you so neither of you wind up too worn out. That way, you don't have to save the world by yourself! He's here to help!
Despite outwards appearances, Blue does occasionally struggle with genuinely being happy-- he figures if he makes other people happy, he'll be happy, too, but it doesn't always work out that way. Having someone else around that matches his energy and vivacity helps this immensely. He's also game to help grade tests or prep courses, and delights in learning what you're up to. (If he knows the coursework, he knows how to correctly help grade things!) Besides that, he's got a little more than a passing fancy in science. He pursued a career in the Royal Guard, sure, but before then, before he had to drop it to take care of his little brother, he was a science major with his sights set on a doctorate.
But, having the summer off means he gets to spoil the living daylights out of you during the nicest months of the year! He loves to be outdoors, so you can bet he'll take you to the beach, or a lake, or to go hiking, or just sightseeing. Maybe even some destination vacations! He's of a very similar mind, and is eager to learn and see everything he can! There's so many amazing things in the world, and he wants to see and do as many of them as he possibly can. He'd also gleefully learn those languages alongside you.
...And also help you when you finally do sit down and fall apart.
I'd have said Baggs initially, but I think the high energy would tire him out quickly. He'd be great in short doses, though! You're welcome to have coffee or tea with him and chat for a while.
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seriouslysnape · 2 years
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A little bit of a personal note….
I have written about heartbreak so many times. I’ve written multiple oneshots and various other works with the general theme of a broken heart. I think that it’s safe to say that every writer has written or made an attempt at writing some kind of heartbreak scene or series or what have you.
But I will wholeheartedly admit that until recently, I’ve had no real personal experience with being heartbroken.
Experiencing heartbreak and writing about heartbreak are vastly different. I’m learning the hard way just how real heartbreak is. It’s so rattling to see other people’s worlds still spinning when mine feels like it’s stopped cold and falling to bits.
I’ve never understood the term “worried sick” until now. I’ve never been so afraid of my future because so much of my future has been envisioned with him in it. I shared so much with him. I gave him so much of my time, energy, and effort — and now it’s all disappearing into nothing.
I never knew that the human mind and body could take so much.
I never realized how loud my head could scream at itself. The last three days, my AirPods have literally only left my ears when they need to charge — and that hour that they’re charging is absolute hell. I have them shoved into my ears as far as they can go with noise cancellation turned on with a 12 hour (ad free, thank God) version of nothing but straight brown noise because it’s the absolute only thing that I’ve found to at least somewhat quiet my brain down.
I’ve never had my conscience be so fixated on one thing to the point where every single part of my day is now somehow related to him. Literally today I was washing my hands with Dawn dish soap (I was out of hand soap, don’t judge me) and the familiar scent suddenly made me say to myself, “I wonder if he ever uses Dawn dish soap.” Then there’s a sting in my chest, and I’m reduced to a puddle of tears. This happens multiple times a day on different occasions with different scenarios.
I never knew that my heart could physically hurt so badly. That’s the part that is so unbearable. The pressure in my chest makes me nauseous. The tears in my eyes are nearly on command if I think about it too much. I’m swallowing the heat in my throat and I’m constantly sighing to attempt to release the tension in my chest. It doesn’t work.
I’m hungry, but I can’t eat. I’m only drinking water because I have to. For the first time in my life, I didn’t take a shower when I felt like I needed to because I physically couldn’t carry myself to do it.
I’m distracting myself in any way that I can. Watching Markiplier’s Red Dead Redemption 2 playlist has been my backbone this week. I had forgotten how much I like him and his channel. I’ve downloaded 3 new games on my PS4. Stardew Valley is adorable. Highly recommend. The distractions, though, only do so much.
My bed has become a pit of misery and sorrow. I have four blankets and all my pillows on the bed with me because I like feeling surrounded in a hug. My bedside table looks like a nightmare when I normally keep it spotless. Melatonin gummies and a box of tissues have been my saving grace for falling asleep. Sleep offers some recharge, but he’s even in my dreams.
I could go on. I really could….but we’d be here a while.
I’ve learned more about heartbreak in the last 3 days than I’ve ever learned from reading stories. But let me tell you — it is real.
I’ve written about it as “devastating” or “shattering” or “unimaginable”. It’s all of those things and so, so, so much more. I never realized how heartbreak touches every single part of a person’s life.
I’m hoping I can find ways to make the healing process easier. In the back of my mind, I know that (realistically) I could find somebody else. But that seems like an impossible task for now.
I’m blaming myself for things not working. I’m mad at myself for falling in love. Is that the reality of heartbreak? Maybe it is a person’s own fault when they get their heart broken?
This isn’t a sympathy fishing post. If anything, it’s both for me to get this off of my chest and for others to feel seen. I’m not the first nor the last person to go through this, but oh do I relate to those who have and to those who will.
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PRE-EST WISHLIST :
below the cut is a compilation of potential ideas for relationships with all the current muses. It is INCOMPLETE (some of them really have almost nothing sorry ill work on it more soon) and will be updated periodically. please COMMENT / IM any numbers in particular that you are interested in. If none of these interest you, here is the normal plot call LINK.
OHTA WISHLIST :
first off always actively attempting to surround himself with skaters and gamers and artists and motorcyclists and athletes and just people with generally cool pastimes too in every situation he will rage quit and fail horribly but he just wants to be a part of the crew 
also any thugs wanna hang? he’ll be a meat shield lacky idiot errand boy it’s fine
anybody up to be pranked mercilessly for decades?
if you want to do some charity work you can teach him to love poor defenseless creatures instead of being a bully too  
 oblivious crush things i mean ohta crushing and your muse being oblivious to his crazy attention seeking behavior hey maybe even he’s oblivious to how he feels too wouldn’t surprise me but itd sure be fun to watch him trip over himself and go to the moon trying
workplace threads hiring him/him working at the same place as y/m constantly causing them trouble constant shenanigans 
also smart people maybe try tutoring him his grades need help he can’t a p p l y himself inspire him i beg you 
party threads are always a possibility and will 100% start begin and end in chaos but that’s fine 
craigslist shenanigan threads too hes always buying or trying to buy weird shit
 or maybe some soul searching detective work finding his roots or maybe making new ones y’know found families and all that stuff he’s just a little lonely 
but also on a darker note themes maybe a little attempted arson or some house robberies solo (y/ms house the target) or duos (y/m in on it)
cyberbullying just a pinch smidge  
 always supernatural Ohta threads are also always desired never before seen content
CHO WISHLIST :
friend who notices something off about her when she starts to turn- could either be a direct witness to it or the one that stops it from happening completely??
just gal pal threads let her paint your nails and shopping to buy matching scarves and shit and let her seep off your identity a little bit a small suck 
book club knitting club trade secrets gossip circles wholesome goodness pals things 
also exes is great if you wanna hop on the negative vibes train very bad vibes vibes be fucked but its fine
RUI-LIN WISHLIST : 
HELP him with the temple please he needs minions for upkeep maybe on a good day you’ll get to see some demons too??
also accepting large monetary transactions from large corporations and generous individuals the potential business benefits are bountiful but to keep this short ill say we can discuss the contracts later 
will also offer his very niche skillset for things of value if you're superstitious and unlucky he'll bless you and your house and family but you also gotta pay him up upfront
push pull oriented things are very suited to him he doesn’t think that he’s playing the game but he absolutely is both the push and pull at the same time 
if you have supernaturals please throw them at him in any and all conditions he might try to exorcise you or lock you in the basement but its fine
speaking of supernaturals somebody should feel free to discover that he is not in fact a humble temple man but a nasty gremlin
also he is accepting applications for new gods (or mortals) to worship its a fairly simple process 
rivals stretching over centuries would also be SICK any relationship from the ancient past that he can't escape from would be great though Watching each other grow and change and shit
despite how much he tries to act like a wise old man he has much to learn about modern culture please teach him he doesn’t even know how to use a rotary phone or a flip 
IRA WISHLIST : 
someone take in the old man watch your misfortune either skyrocket or seriously clear up or probably both at different times but also very funny mundane shenanigans
but if you don’t want to allow a guest i hope you’ll allow a squatter to be caught that’s also a great viable option
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roleplayfinderrr · 2 months
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Hello and howdy!
discord: paladinkeith
My name is keith, im 27 years old, looking for a 1x1, timezone is CST, though my hours are crazy wonky so I doubt it’ll really affect any potential partner whether you’re across the pond or anywhere else lol.
Since i am a little older, i’m only looking for somebody who’s also in their 20’s, rping with teens–even older ones–is a no go for me.
Fandom wise, right now i'm scouring tumblr and discord for one specific rp:
Resident Evil
Leon kennedy x luis serra
I have indeed been bitten by the re4 remake bug!
Im all about plotting, and while i have a few basic plots, id love partner feedback to help build something really cool! Whether thats AU, pre-game, post-game, canon divergence, nsfw or sfw, anything is game.
Conversationally im pretty lax (obvs) but while rping i do need someone at least semi-lit. I only rp in paragraph format (sorry, its just the only style im comfortable with). Also, we all have lives and jobs and such, and while theoretically id like to be able to respond several times in one day, that doesn't usually happen lol. On a low day i might not reply at all, or just once (though this is not common, and i will do my best to let my partner know if it’s gonna be a day like that). Short term or long term is fine, im not picky.
I tend to be friends (or at least friendly) with my rp partner(s), so if its okay I’d like to make a server just for my partner and i to rp in so we can have different channels just for chatting/plotting/rping whatever. Im totally cool with doubling up or both of us playing multiple characters. I know ashley is pretty integral to leon and luis, so i have no problem being her for a scene or something as needed. Same thing with characters like chris or claire, ect. I dont mind taking the role of leon or luis, i dont have a preference– this will be the first time im rping either of them (though ive been rping in general since i was, like, eleven) so the first few replies will be a learning curve for me regardless of trying to get their personalities down and whatever.
My dms are always open!! Pls hit me up with any questions or whatever. I have in the past roleplayed like a billion different anime fandoms (mha, naruto, soul eater, blah, blah) and have had a special interest in the hobbit/ lord of the rings/ warrior cats/ redwall since ever and write fanfiction for the hobbit (bagginshield my beloved), so if somebody reads this and maybe wants to hit me up for something around there, feel free!! Though i will be continuing my search for a serrenedy partner lol
Anyway this is long enough!! Thank you for reading, have a good day/night everyone <3
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